#OOF. YIKES. WHEN DOES IT INDEED. i mean i know. ive lived it. im Living it.
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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago
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hold on i need to get a thought and emotions out. so with Welcome Home, there seems to be a before and an after. obviously, we're in the after. the website is the after. and if it turns out that the story we see, the one where shit hits the fan and the show is practically erased, then... that already happened. whatever horrors we see, we'll know that there is no saving them. there is no happy ending - it happened, and it's tragic. the show is doomed to end and be scrubbed away. if any of the characters are revealed to be dead/gone by the website, then when/if we see them at an earlier point, we'll Know
and there's a special kind of dread and horror in that for us, the audience.
#im not articulating this the way i want to...#it's like going to see a tragic play. like romeo and juliet for instance.#we go into it knowing the end. they die. no matter what they die. every step they take leads to That End#every happy moment is undercut by the knowledge that it won't last#thinking about this makes me think that at some point learning more about the story/characters is gonna feel like digging up a grave#AGH I LOVE IT THOUGH I LOVE IT. IT HURTS SO MUCH BUT I LOVE IT#its a special feeling of dread/nostalgia/bittersweetness/resignation#and that is sensation in the chest that doesnt feel good but it also does somehow? it hurts but just enough to not be unbearable?#welcome home#welcome home speculation#welcome home puppet show#man i am so so so so scared for the puppets lmfao#i have some theories on the ways shit might go down. like little things. souring relationships and such#i also have a feeling that the story is really gonna hit home (ha) for me in Big Ways#like as soon as i saw clown say that it's kinda about 'when does a home become a house' and stuff#OOF. YIKES. WHEN DOES IT INDEED. i mean i know. ive lived it. im Living it.#this is gonna get unintentionally personal Real Fast in Several Fun And Festive Ways for me huh#i wonder if the story is gonna be uncovered linearly or not...#chewing on it chewing on it chewing on it#i can't wait to Understand the world/characters so that i can write fanfic. i want to so badly. i want to Explore#i want to hop into that grave and keep digging
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apocalypticacolyte · 6 years ago
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hot mess recap
CAA RIGHT NOW opened memo on board HOT MESS.
Memo is now Secret by CAA
Memo is now Invite-Only by CAA
CAA: hello!!!
CURRENT radicalGameboy [CRG] RIGHT NOW responded to memo.
CRG: Hello!
CRG: How's it going?
CURRENT testifiedQuantum [CTQ] RIGHT NOW responded to memo.
CTQ: hello, and good.
CTQ: how about you?
CAA: !!!!!!!!!!!
CAA: our favorite furry arrives
CTQ: indeed i do!!
CRG: What?
CAA: kacys a furry!!!!
CRG: OK then.
CRG: Sorry if it takes me a while to respond I'm currently being pestered.
CTQ: who is pestering you?
CAA: owo
CRG: Umm, their name is webWeaver? I think they're involved with the people pestering y'all.
CAA: ask them their name!!!
CAA: like
CAA: their real name
CRG: Sorry I got a bit distracted, their name is Argaia apparently.
CAA: hm.
CAA: i havent heard many good things about them
CTQ: ?
CTQ: what're they saying?
CRG: They're talking about the game? Supposedly I have an "important role" in it?
CAA: oh?
CRG: Hey Lana she just mentioned you and someone named Finola?
CAA: :O
CAA: what did she say???
CRG: She's woried Finola will mess things up for you? Because she seems very generous with the information she shares.
CAA: hm.
CAA: i hope our conversations didnt mess anything up for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CRG: Hopefully not!
CRG: She said to tell y'all "Try not to get too overwhelmed! You have a very big job to do, but I'm confident you can do it well!"
CRG: IDK if she intended for me to directly quote her but oh well.
CRG: She said "Hello."
CAA: tell her i say hi!!!
CTQ: i say hi too then
CRG: She said "Hello Lana!! You will be amazing in the game, I'm sure!"
CAA: :O
CAA: :D
CRG: Also she said "Hello Kacy!! Your job is very big too but your creativity will serve you well!"
CRG: Sorry its taking me a while to type these she uses several numbers instead of letters.
CAA: valid!!
CTQ: ohh! and valid
CRG: Oh it seems she knows about Nova too.
CRG: Just mentioned that video game metaphors are more Nova's tastes though.
CAA: huh
CRG: BTW do y'all mind me asking what you've been told so far about this game? Karrom and Argaia are vague but they said they're supposed to be. IDK I guess a collective knowledge might make this easier though.
CAA: finola said something about powers? and that she didnt gain hers?
CAA: i didnt talk to kirrin long enough to learn much
CAA: and poscah was purposefully vague because argaia told her to be
CTQ ceased responding to memo.
CRG: Huh, I guess Argaia did say she was the one who mostly enforced the whole vagueness thing.
CAA: huh
CRG: It's a bit late to ask Kacy but has he mentioned anyone named Lyerra?
CAA: not that ive been here for
CAA: why???
CRG: Oh, I did the :3c emote and Argaia said Lyerra would like it and when I asked who Lyerra was she said he's been talking with Kacy.
CAA: so is lyerra a furry or something???
CRG: LOL
CRG: IDK but he likes cats according to Argaia.
CRG: To directly quote her, "Little guy, likes cats, good at hiding."
CAA: oh ive heard of him!!!!!!
CAA: finola and kirrin mentioned him earlier!!!
CRG: Huh. I guess they really all do know each other.
CAA: well they said that they are all trapped together basically
CRG: Huh.
CRG: I guess I really haven't found out much about their whole situation.
CRG: Karrom did say there were about a dozen of them though.
CAA: wow thats.. a lot
CRG: Yeah.
CAA: some of them implied that they need us to help them???
CRG: Really? Argaia said she and Karrom were just trying to help us.
CRG: Some stuff about a new environment and having something familiar (them) there to help us?
CAA: kirrin threatened to make our lives hell if we didnt manage to save them
CAA: kirrins,,, scary :(
CRG: Oh yikes.
CAA: i hope she doesnt contact me again
CWW ceased responding to memo.
CRG: Well you can always block her, can't you?
CAA: i already did that and she still managed to contact me :(
CAA: !!!!!!!
CAA: finola just messaged me!!!!!!!!
CRG: Oh oof. Well hopefully she doesn't contact you anymore.
CRG: Oh?
CAA: she says that argaia told her to stop talking to me so shes talking to me now because of that
CRG: LOL. As funny as that is, maybe should should listen?
CRG: IDK what
CRG: 's going on exactly but it seems like it might be best to be careful.
CAA: it might be best to be careful but i also would like to know whats going on!!
CAA: finola just said that
CAA: argaia messed up a lot of things when they played the game
CRG: Oh?
CRG: ((sorry i'll brb i gtg use the bathroom))
CAA: she didnt really explain in more depth
CRG: Huh, Argaia made it out like it was the whole group that messed up.
CAA: she mentioned something about a "time player"???
CRG: What does that mean?
CAA: "uhhh just knovv it's rreally helpful forr biggerr and shittierr grroups"
CRG: Is it supposed to be an Ocarina of Time reference or something?
CRG: Oh?
CAA: "because vve fuck up a lot morre than smallerr vvell-coorrdinated ones like yourrs"
CRG: That's... weird.
CAA: she said stuff about there being other powers and that the way we gain them is "kinda suprising"
CAA: and said that she looked ahead and that mine are pretty cool!!!
CAA: shes pretty cool herself,,,
CRG: What does that mean? Looked ahead?
CAA: i uhh
CAA: dont exactly know
CAA: shes accusing me of being a furry :O
CAA: the only furry i know of is kacy >:P
CRG: Well are you?
CAA: no!!!!!!!!!!!
CRG: LOL OK.
CAA: we only have room for !!!one!!! furry in this group!!!
CAA: and that furry is kacy!!!!!!!!
CRG: TBH though I'll be kind of glad when we play this game or whatever so people can stop being vague.
CAA: oh big mood!!!
CRG: ((brb sorry))
CAA: she said that im the only one she talks to??? at least as far as she knows so far????????????????
CAA: she says that we all have really cool powers!!!
CRG: Oh?
CAA: she didnt really elaborate before moving on to venting about her session
CRG: Huh.
CRG: What's she saying about her session if it's alright to ask?
CAA: that most of the people to gain powers in that session were
CAA: give me one second to find a word to replace the one she used please
CAA: jerks
CRG: Oof.
CRG: I guess she's probably not gonna talk much about the game itself huh?
CRG: Though I guess I should mind my buisness to avoid "spoilers" so to speak.
CAA: she did say to not be shaken up about the method of gaining the powers if youd consider that something useful!!!!
CRG: I guess power does come at a cost.
CAA: do you have any ideas of any questions i should ask her???
CRG: Maybe if she can at least give us a little information about what we're getting into? IDK I had more questions but I forgot sorry.
CAA: "take it serriously, it seems like a game but rreally it's superr &^*#(@^ serrious"
CAA: censoring mine
CRG: Huh.
CAA: "you'rre on a prretty strrict time limit, so uh prriorritize and shit"
CAA: she swears a lot hm
CAA: im just not gonna censor it since its her words not mine so it shouldnt bring me bad luck
CAA: "prriorritize yourr frriends overr the game and the game overr us"
CAA: " some people vvill tell ya that the game's the most imporrtant thing"
CAA: "but rreally it's yourr grroup"
CAA: "you need ALL OF YOU to succeed"
CAA: "that's vvherre vve fucked up"
CRG: Hmm.
CRG: Well I guess that does seem like useful advice.
CAA: "but like 100% no shit put yourr grroup beforre yourr session"
CAA: " because the game is strrange"
CAA: "it makes you think you'rre supposed to do one thing, and you get so focused on that thing,"
CAA: oh this gets.. interesting
CAA: "but rreally that vvasn't it at all"
CAA: "and if you decide that a possibly vvrrong goal in the game is morre imporrtant than yourr frriends, vvell..."
CAA: "it's not good"
CAA: "it was the worst mistake we ever made"
CAA: "and look where we ended up"
CAA: "everybody'll tell you you can't trust anybody and all that crap"
CRG: Oh. That's interesting.
CAA: "but really the one you can't trust is the game itself."
CAA: "it's not you versus each other or you versus us or even you versus the queen. it's your group versus the game."
CAA: "that's how i see it anyways. not that anybody listened. not that i knew it in time to make a difference."
CAA: "not that i could've, without any powers."
CAA: it seems like its really important for us to all stick together!!!!!
CRG: Yeah. We should probably mention this to Kacy and Nova?
CAA: ill send them the log when they get back on!!
CAA: "you have to stay together. promise me that. i know kirrin's told you not to give a shit about us, that you have to win."
CAA: this,,, gets dark so im going to paraphrase what she said if thats ok
CRG: OK! I'm a bit worried now though.
CAA: she says that even more important than the game is keeping the group together
CAA: she started to,,, spill her guts and id prefer not to send what happened but heres some info from it
CAA: "i don't know why the game picked what it did for you. but i'm worried about what that could do to you."
CRG: OH?
CRG: Thats... kind of concerning?
CAA: yeah!!!!!!!
CRG: Well I'm here for you so hopefully nothing bad happens! In regards to the what it could do to you thing.
CAA: she says that we have a good group and for me to not be afraid to ask for help
CRG: Huh.
CRG: Well I'll always try to be here for y'all!
CRG: Well I got to go to sleep, let me know if anything interesting and/or important happens!
CAA: alright!! sleep tight!!!
CRG: You too! Whenever you do!
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