#OKAQ

[ofwondersandhares]

That is why it is you that has to help her. You ARE her first choice, if you weren’t Joshua, she wouldn’t be in this kind of pain.

[carzugus099]

Riley's decided to sleep, chat

Okaq

Good night

<3

[leyspin]

okaq y sim oofaicialy totw drunk towalkkkk straight lije. sodizzy . boobs........................................

[ahmetkundakciog]

Istanbul, Turkey'da https://www.instagram.com/p/CbcK-OKAQ-F/?utm_medium=tumblr

[gabe15432]

Liked on YouTube: Wakey!Wakey! - Light Outside https://youtu.be/okAQ-aRTBAY

[ilovemyfatcat-blog]

Summary: Cardverse/Chessverse AU. King Alfred never got along with his Queen. After a fight, Arthur flees the Castle and is captured by a new royal from across the sea. When Alfred finally gets Arthur back, he finds that their relationship takes a huge turn. The American desperately tries to fix their relationship but how can the King trust his Queen when the other won't stop lying to him?

[ofwondersandhares]

9. for sparring to turn into sex; (answered ask;)

@notquiteahitman​

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“ ---- Do you really want to do this? It’s been a long time since we have.” 

She knew he did, he wouldn’t be here, with his own Bokken in his hands just as she had one in hers, if he didn’t. It had been so long since they had sparred together and this wasn’t a battle between them, this was different than her fighting for her life, or fighting for the lives of others. But it still meant something - to them both.

 “Because I won’t hold back.” 

                  ---- neither would he. 

There had been something there, between them, even now and even still, after all this time and everything they had been through. He had struck first, and she had stopped it, every mutual hit of the wood soon could be heard even outside of the training room they were in. He had got her on the ground, she had flipped up to her feet to strike back and it all began again - and when she had gotten him to the ground he had been just as quick to recover.

 --- within minutes, they were both breathing heavily, the adrenaline coursing through their veins, beads of sweat cascading down their hairlines, their necks, barely able to form any words even if anyone would dare to interrupt them. And then, came that moment, that moment where their Bokken’s were both locked right in front of their bodies, the mock weapons the only thing keeping their bodies apart.

Shay’s breath was labored, her shoulders rising and falling just as sharply as her chest as her dark caramel eyes locked with his. “--- we should probably stop.” 

 ---- they really should. Even though, at that moment, she couldn’t think of a reason why.

[ofwondersandhares]

@notquiteahitman

I fell in love with the devil,

  ... please save me from this hell;

[ofwondersandhares]

Continued Here.

           I have accepted it.

Josh's words had captured her attention, even more so had the words that had come after... as much as I am able. All Shay could do was nod, not sure herself if saying thank you would have been appropriate in such a situation. The air between them had felt so heavy in that room, her knees had felt weak, her heart had picked up a steadier pace, what was this feeling?, had she recognized it, did she know what was going to come next?.

”Josh, if you have something you need to get off your chest---” She had broken the silence between them, and she wasn't sure if it was because of what she said that he had continued talking, or if he had planned to tell her what was on his mind regardless.

                                                          '--you deserve whatever life you want

Shay had swallowed thickly, she felt like she couldn't stand as he continued, taking the nearest chair she could find to sit down before she fell down. It wasn't like Shay to feel so... vulnerable. ”You are right. It isn't letting go. It is very much holding onto the guilt I have felt for a long time. Josh, I, I love you. I love who you are, I love what you are, there isn't a better man in this whole realm more suited to be the King of Hearts. Even when we broke up, you were there for this Kingdom. You were there for our children. You were there for me. I have always known it. I don't think there are many men or even women out there that would have stayed the way you have. Even now, you are leaving everything up to me, you aren't trying to sway me either way, and I couldn't possibly express to you with words, how much I appreciate you for everything. Everything you are, and everything you have been.”

That was when Shay had lowered her head, slouching slightly in her chair, swallowing thickly. ”I want to release my guilt, I want to release it so much, Joshua. I want to show you that your heart and your faith in me have not been misguided. I've made so many mistakes, and I've been so cruel. Breslin is important to me, and I know he will always be a part of our lives, I just don't know how to be with you, to have a family with you, and still be there for him. I don't know how to make things right, because I miss you, Joshua ---”

And there it was. As her voice cracked, as a rough swallow didn't push down the tears anymore --- ”I miss you so fucking much, I just want to run to you, and collapse into you, I just want to tell you how much I love you and how much I wish I could have done right by you. You say not to release my guilt on your behalf, but Joshua, you are the one that I've hurt the most---”

@notquiteahitman​

[ofwondersandhares]

Continued from: Here.

@notquiteahitman​

He wasn’t wrong, and his intuition had surprised her. It was either his intuition or the expression on her face that was just that easily read as she walked into his office. “It isn’t that, --- I know you can take of yourself Josh, I just ---”​

She couldn’t lie to him, nor she could keep something like this from him.

“Layla. Layla told me that she saw Pesha in my quarters while I was gone on patrol of the city, she was --- she was looking through my journals, Joshua. My personal journals. Journals where I’ve written down my thoughts, my feelings, for you..... and for Breslin.”

Shay had looked down at the floor, her throat bitter dry, so uncharacteristic of her. “I don’t know what her plan is, I don’t know why she was there, but Pesha is dangerous and she has no moral compass at all - she will do whatever it takes to get what she wants and right now, I don’t know what it is that she does.”

Shay swallowed hard as she finally looked up again and forced herself to sit down in the chair closest to his desk. “I love you. I don’t want anything to happen to you, because of me. If she touches you, Josh, I WILL kill her.”

[notquiteahitman]

Text meme for WizHare, TTC, and OKAQ. Randomly generate three each, have fun lol.

WizHare

Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. [text: Prince Of My Heart] Why is there a huge package outside the door? Is it for me? Can I open it? I don’t even know how the poor postman carried it.

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text.  (Studentxteacher AU?)[text: Sean] I need some help with my sex ed project. If you get what I mean.[text: Sean] I hope you get what I mean. Please don’t give me detention.

Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT [text: Prince Of My Heart: Drafts] I woke up and you weren’t here, and neither were your things. I assume you just want some space again, and that’s okay. I just want you to know that I love you, and I’m here for you. No pressure. xxx

Toxic Teacups

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. [text: Shay] When you get bored of that vanilla shit, give me a call. I have some new toys for us. He doesn’t have to know.

Send “@” for a SCARED text. [text: Shay] Please don’t forget about me.

Send “&” for a LOVING text.[text: Shay] I miss you. I hate that I miss you, but I do.

Of Kings And Queens

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. [text: Shay

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text. (this has to be AU because it hurts too much not to be :( )[text: Shay

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.[text: Shay [text: Shay

[notquiteahitman]

Josh, are you and Shay going to get married soon? What makes her different from anyone else?

“I’d marry Shay tomorrow if I could, and if that was what she wanted. I hope we do get married soon, but there are preparations to be made, and I don’t want to push her into anything she’s not comfortable with. She’s different because… Well, she’s her. She’s strong and powerful, but with a kind heart and a true soul. She sees things that other people don’t; she loves with everything she has and even though she can be guarded, there’s something in her that shines through, more beautiful than anything else I have ever seen. She’s different because she is my true love.”

[notquiteahitman]

your verse with Sean

Seeing as you said verse I’m going to do all the ships. I don’t care.

Wizhare

who’s the cuddler: Ryan

who makes the bed: Ummmm neither of them? I can see them leaving it messy af and Shay is like “oh my god guys”

who wakes up first: It depends

who has the weird taste in music: Both? Neither? 

who is more protective: Oh God it’s about equal with these little babies.

who sings in the shower: Ryan

who cries during movies: Ryan but he hides it

who spends the most while out shopping: I feel like Sean would. He has more money to spend/waist.

who kisses more roughly: I would say Sean 99% of the time but Ryan would kiss roughly when he wants sex ;)

who is more dominate: I think Sean. But Ryan is certainly dominant as fuck if Sean wants him to be.

my rating of the ship from 1-10: 10000000000000000

OKAQ

who’s the cuddler: Josh.

who makes the bed: Both?

who wakes up first: Shay

who has the weird taste in music: Probably Josh omg

who is more protective: JOSH AS FUCK

who sings in the shower: Josh

who cries during movies: JOSH

who spends the most while out shopping: Both?

who kisses more roughly: Shay. She probably has experience from her time with Breslin ;)

who is more dominate: Ummm, Josh? I dunno, I see their sex as more slow and loving as a “let’s fuck” situation

my rating of the ship from 1-10: 10000

TTC

who’s the cuddler: SHAY

who makes the bed: Pfft they dont do it in a bed who do you think they are

who wakes up first: Breslin wouldn’t fall asleep, nor would he let Shay.

who has the weird taste in music: Neither?

who is more protective: They’re both kinda protective, surprisingly.

who sings in the shower: Neither? (On the plus side, imagining Breslin singing in the shower is hilarious).

who cries during movies: They don’t watch movies together.

who spends the most while out shopping: They don’t go shopping together.

who kisses more roughly: BRESLIN

who is more dominate: BRESLIN

my rating of the ship from 1-10: Well, in terms of how healthy it is I’d say like 3. But in terms of awesomeness it gets like a 100000