#OK THATS ALL BAIIII

[a-very-well-made-mask]

I also love shoving my Tourette’s shit onto toby it’s so fun playing with my Barbie dolls YIPPEE!!!

So here are some ‘headcanons’ or general ideas I have for his Tourette’s/tics, based (BASED??) on my own. I don’t like when people get rid of his Tourette’s and tics or ignore the factors that bring them out.

-When he’s in a proxy state he’s going to be ticcing heavily, stuttering badly, clicking and groaning and jerking around which is going to unnerve and scare his victim more. Toby obviously hates it which makes his tics worse, he can barely talk because his jaw is clenched so badly. He just grunts and moans and goes after his victim, straight up animal (Just like me fr)

-A few tics of his are the ‘general’ head twitching/snapping from side to side, blinking/winking, grimacing, cracking joints or slapping self, rocking on his heels or crouching/jumping up, but some others (that I don’t see people mention) are his vocal tics like groaning, coughing, yawning, yelping. Physical also include rocking on heels, biting his hands, kicking, this is usually when he’s working up to a tic attack. He’s liable to hurt himself so Clockwork knows what’s going on and sits with him and lets him squeeze her hand. #1 Tourette’s supporter I KNOW SHED TREAT ME RIGHT…

-Another tic of his is stuttering or saying Clocky’s name, like ‘Clock-Clock-Clock’ or ‘Natty/Nat’, she actually thinks it’s oddly sweet in a morbid Tourettic way and they have inside jokes about it

-Tic attacks are made worse or started by being in proxy state, but that’s not always what starts them off. A lot of stress, anger, negativity, large fires, flashing lights/strobe/large crowds, being out too late at night, or too much excitement also set off tic attacks or seizures

-He goes non-verbal from tics sometimes, he can sign a little in ASL but that’s useless when your hands are cramping up and flapping, but Clocky’s spent so much time with him she usually knows what he’s trying to say and helps guide him to say certain things or talks for him

-Toby used to take various meds for his Tourette’s, like antipsychotics and shit like Risperdal, but he hated the way they made him feel and stopped taking them. Im just speculating here, but it might have been that the meds were in a sense ‘blocking off’ Slender Man’s access to him, so a little bit of Toby’s decision to toss the meds may not entirely have been his decision

-When he gets exhausted after a tic attack, he likes laying with or near Clockwork. She just calms him down in a way nothing else can <3

-He’ll only let Clocky call him ‘Ticci’ (I FUUUCKINGGGG HATE THAT NAME SORRY FELLOW DICKSUCKERS)

[hikiclawd]

girl wake up the transmasc lesbians have arrived

[sillymachiine]

tbhk swap au rambles

i call it hanaswap !! it was gonna be a comic but i gave up lol. now it just lives in my brain. ive had it for like 2 years and only recently got it on the mind again so here u go.

the toilet trio rotate their roles! same people, but this time kou is the ghost, amane is the normal guy (not) and nene is the excorcist. amane is much more like how we know him to be pre-death as well as kinda picture perfect arc. kou's just kou he can never change. nene is still a massive girlflop she's just a weird girlflop now too. who gave that girl a staff. in this au, sakura does teru's role. she's nene's cousin and super good at being an excorcist! amane does not have a crush on her btw none of that sorry. oh also lemon takes tiara's role but he's not relevant i just really like nene lemon siblings hc.

next up, broadcasting club! aoi takes sakura's role, akane takes natsuhiko's role and teru takes tsukasa's role! teru is just very much like himself in canon just doing tsukasa stuff. there's also mei, who takes mitsuba's role. og mei (sousuke? kinda) is nene's ex classmate who died yeayea mitsuba stuff and then when teru brings her back, her version of no3 is the art room shijima version. this doesn't make any sense ok sorry

then you got classmates....tsukasa takes aoi's role, and natsuhiko takes akane's role. dropping the whole akaneaoi thing they're just friends because thats a little weird! anyways, tsukasa is amane's brother spreading all the rumours to him and wondering why he's coming home late all the time.

the rest i kinda forgot oops. misc stuff is that yako, tsuchigomori and shinigami rotate in some way, mitsuba takes mei's role and sumire n katakuri swap. might draw more of this and try to think it through but for now. baiiii

[fake-static-airspace]

ref sheets that are disgustingly detailed 👍 I HATE MAKING REF SHEETS i only made these for a friend :3 I AM NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN (lying)

also i fucked my boy’s proportions up a bit SO SORRY TO GABBY LMFAO but i am *not* redoing all that thank youuu

its mainly to showcase his patterns anyway- idk he’s not short but he is stocky in my mind…. i think his legs would be kinda long tho (theyre bent. a bit inwards. bc thats The Ref Sheet Pose, so maybe that’s part of it. idk)

ok thats all, enjoy the furries, baiiii (evaporates)

[o-sharkpop-o]

hi tumblr i love the gianni fish and i hope he DIES! i wanted to share my thoughts outside of friends dms

WARNING this will be long so if u dont wanna do much reading then save this for l8r ^_^

(also sorry if formatting is bad? im on mobile and i just wanted to get these thoughts out)

i like to think he has nightmares a lott.. hes always in some random place with the corpse of his old human body and hes crying. hes sobbing and holding his own corpse

Every Single Time he Weeps.

Every Single Time he is Shot and Killed.

theres this one anime scene, and i think he'd have a dream similar to it

a purple girl is sitting on a chair next to her friend, a pink girl, and the pink girls falls over and melts into a puddle and the purple girl loses her mind. screaming crying punching the puddle.

the night he has a dream similar to that scene he wakes up genuinely terrified for the first time since the nightmares started and he didnt sleep for the next few nights

i think deep down sebastian knows what hes doing is hopeless, maybe at some point there was a chance but his window of action is slowly shrinking but the conditions arent just right yet.

he isnt getting out of the blacksite, theres no way in hell, but so many creatures urbanshades fucked over are relying on him at this point and so all he can do is try his best

even if in the end his best isnt enough

even if in the end he is Shot and Killed

i hate this fish i hope hes forced to come to terms wirh the death of his past and the fact hes never gonna live normally (if live at all) ever again

i need him to be laying on the floor pathetically fatally wounded and in his last moments he thinks about what he couldve done. what couldve went differently? and he reaches out for a god who has long since turned a blind eye to his suffering

sebastian solace, no one will speak your eulogy, even the court of death goes silent at your name.

ok thats it baiiii :3

[ellyisanartist]

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commission me or die

ok thats all baiiii

[gigi-cleo]

Was using matches with one of my friends wnen an idea for Hollyleaf popped up in my mind so....

BEHOLD HOLLYLEAF BUT HER WHISKERS ARE WAX AND BURN FASTER AND FASTER AS THE FIRE SCENE IS DRAWING CLOSER AND CLOSER

Ok so more info on this

-Hollyleaf has burning whiskers made of wax from when she became an apprentice

-The whole clan is scared of her because of it

-Leafpool stops mentoring her to be the next medicine cat because Hollyleaf almost burt down the whole camp at one point

-Hollyleaf is not really happy with that development

-A a looooooong while leiter the clan notices her whisker burning faster and faster untill she has only eight left

-Her whiskers begin burning so rapidly that it hurts her when the fire scene happens

-Squirrel tells cats about what happend but Ashfur spins the situation and manipulates cats and gaslights squirrelflight and thus pins it on Hollyleaf

-Brambleclaw is dissapointed

-Ashfur is made deputy for his "bravery"

-Hollyleaf is almost exiled

-She kills ashfur

-After she kills him the flame on one of her whiskers stops and just never moves or burns out

-At the gathering where the reveal happens she bursts into flames after revealing everything

-The gathering tree burns down

-She is now a fire in the shape of a cat and runs off to the tunnels to try and not burn everything down

-When there she meets Fallenleaves who is kinda like her

-The two vibe

-Hollyleaf never leaves the tunnels

-She dies there

-After a long while (yet again) some TC appreciates decided to venture out and they find a pile of ash in the shape of a cat

-Lion and Jay are elders by now and after they hear of what the appreciates found they tell them "The legend of the burning star"

Aaaaand thats all i have

it is still a very rough WIP but i will work on it

Ok gtg now baiiii

[wistfulkitten]

i dream you’d love me again (1) || jk

a letter to the boy who left you waiting.

a drabble.

genre: angst, angst, and more angst

pairing: jeongguk x reader

word count: 749

posted: 200514

warnings: longing, infidelity, mentions of sex (if you squint), inconsistent punctuation (sorry wrote this pretty late at night)

a/n: this is the first thing ive written and publicly posted. hope it isnt too bad. ive been pretty bored with the whole quarantine thing so i was like ‘why the hell not’. i plan on writing more if this goes well. sorry if my page looks kinda boring, this is all really new to me. sorry its so short this was just an idea i went off of at 2am. i should stop apologizing. hope this doesnt flop. baiiii :)) 

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dear gukkie, 

I sit here looking out the window at 2 am, unable to think about anything but you. I know, it's silly right? I sit here staring at all the beautiful stars, twinkling in the ocean of blue and all I can think about is how your eyes do the same. they do the same when you get excited and cant wait to tell someone, or when you’re talking about the new Marvel movie. and when you talk about how it felt trying to shoot the final shot with three seconds on the clock. do they still do that? I couldn’t help but get distracted every time I had the chance to look into them. not just a glance but truly look into them. it was so rare to get to do that in the beginning, you could hardly ever keep eye contact with anyone for over a minute. you were shy and I liked that. that's why whenever I got the rare honor of keeping your divine attention, I made sure to memorize all the little stories I read in them. they were quite interesting you know.

I miss it. getting to look into your eyes I mean. you hardly ever do it these days. hows my sister by the way? I haven’t really kept in touch with her ever since… you know. its been kinda weird these past years. it's like everyone sees me and they don't see me anymore, they just see the selfish little sister that tried to steal her older sister's boyfriend. every phone call ends the same. how are you? ok, I guess. when are you coming home? soon. how's school? I wouldn’t know, I graduated a few months ago. (but they would’t know cuz guess what? they didn’t bother coming) and then silence. like they’re silently cursing me out for what I’ve done. like what I did was so wrong. I mean it was… was it? 

i didn't feel like it was, i still don't. I loved you, and i still do. you probably don't feel the same seeing that you didn’t choose me but it's ok. I don't reprimand you for that. i'm just… sad. I remember every touch, every kiss, every... i love you and yet it all feels like a dream. like nothing ever happened, like my feelings were invalid because they never happened. there are some days it actually feels like that but then i remember all the times you’d sneak out to see me and not her. all the times we made love in all the wrong ways when the world was asleep. all the drives we spent talking about how much we hated the life we lived and wanted to live a new one together. together. we used to want to be, together. just you and me. 

why didn’t you come? in the four years that i’ve been away, that's the one question i’ve never been able the answer. i waited there three am on the dot waiting and waiting, but you never came. did you even mean it? all the plans and dreams we shared, or was that all just bullshit? I wouldn’t care either way because I'd love you anyway.

i'm sorry i couldn’t be there for the wedding. i just couldn’t bear seeing all the pity looks. it just didn’t feel right. i always imagined it to be me up there. but just know that i'm sorry. tell my sister that, would you? my words haven’t exactly been welcomed. all my messages and calls have been ignored. i guess thats why i'm writing this letter. hoping that my written words wouldn’t share the same fate. 

i’ve dreamed about a lot in the life i've lived so far. about a new life outside of that small town i could never call home. about how much i wanted to be seen as me, just me and not the pretty girl's sister. about what the world outside would look like if i hadn’t been seeing it through rose colored glasses. i’ve dreamed a lot. but now i dream you’d love me again. just for a moment so i can feel it again. one last time. but that's all they are, just dreams. 

i hope the best for you. i hope you’re happy. truly happy, even if it isn't with me. i truly hope that you feel loved. feel as much love as you can. the love i can never have again.

                                                      - the girl that dreamed

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update 200517: i will be posting a part 2 to this. someone said they wanted to know how jeongguk reacted n i honestly do too ngl. im currently in the process of writing that now. since this was so short im probably gonna make the next part longer so expect that to be up within the next few days. also thank you to the few of you who read this n gave me some feedback,,, dont be scared to comment or message me in the future n pls look forward to future writings:))

[cozywitcharts]

To all the things I love about my life! :3

Tumblr, wattpad, youtubes, computers, google chrome, me, myself, and I. I also want to say thanks to Kripsyfryburner for being awesome! And colorsans (a tumblr account sorry for mispells) I want to say thank you to Wrecktale, they will be posting more information on Harper and etc. I want to thank my friends and family. I want to say thank you to all of my followers (if I have any) for following me. I also want to thank Krispyfryburner (again) for getting my channel better known by reb;logging one of my drawings! Ok thats all for today, please ask me random stuff buy the way, sometimes I will answer, sometimes Harper will answer and sometimes Snowflake will answer! Depends on the question. Also check out my blogs if you don’t know who they are! Baiiii!

[thirteenhoes]

Ayo I’m back from the grave [not I still have hw]..I was tagged by the sweet @softlysweetlystan ❤ ❤ Sry I haven’t been active lately, school starts on Tuesday and I’m cramming in all my hw and trying to get my life together whoops

Anyways, I think this is supposed to be a camera/selfie moodboard thing?? But I actually never take photos, I don’t like how I look in them whoops. So most of them are screenshots/anything besides me [the pic of me in the dress is literally from 2014 so you can see how often I get a good photo]

tagging: @seungcheolllie @glittergyeom [also yes thats when your profile went crazy on me] @smilingvernon @thy-name-is-kat

you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to! ok imma go and write some essays plz end me baiiii

[cabinofimagines]

Heloo human! Can I get a ship please? So I'm 14, female. 5 feet , brownish greenish eyes and dark brown hair and tan skin. I'm super athletic but I like to sometimes read and play with Legos. I'm in a professional chorus, too, and I like to fix stuff like my bike chain and stuff like that. I have a huge and awesome sense of humor and I like to make people laugh. I can be stubborn and arrogant and funny on the outside, but inside I'm super antisocial and insecure. Ok I will leave now baiiii

OKAY YOU SUBMITTED ANOTHER ONE AND I READ IT AND IM SCREAMING BC I DONT KNOW WHETHER TO SHIP YOU WITH FRANK OR JASON SO I'LL DO BOTH FOR YOU Frank :Frank, contrary to popular belief, is actually a lightweight badass (um he ripped an arrow out of his arm and said he was fine like hello ??? that's fucking cool ??) he's just a huge, soft, badass. Anywho, with you two, it'd probably be the cutest relationship, with constant teasing from you that would make Frank turn red at any moment in time, ever. I just imagine you, in whatever cabin you're in, alone, swaying around and singing loudly along to a song playing, and Frank walks in and smiles at you fondly. You catch him staring a little, then he turns bright red. "Zhang, were you just checking me out?" You rest your hands on your hips, your mixed brown/green eyes staring at your boyfriend, your tone playful and your eyebrow arched."What?! I- Um no?!" Frank defends quickly, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. "Mhm." You'd hum, giggling as you walked over and wrap your arms around his torso, looking up at him (bc goddamn he's a foot and three inches taller than you but hey, none of you mind)oH MY GOD YOU COULD ALWAYS BE ON HIS SHOULDERS GOING ANYWHERE AWE THATS TOO CUTE "I'm so tall guys look." You'd say, raising your arms to the sky. Frank looks up, smiling at you. "You're five feet tall Y/n." Leo teases, and you nearly knock him out swinging your feet. Frank has to keep your feet pinned down so you don't knock out Leo accidentally. You assure Frank that if you do hit Leo it won't be an accident.(hc that you and Leo are the bestest of friends) FRANK COULD TURN INTO A BEAR WHENEVER YOU'RE UPSET AND / OR BURST OUT INTO TEARS AND LET ALL YOUR EMOTIONS AND YOU JUST SMILE AND CUDDLE HIM UNTIL YOU'RE FINALLY OKAY wOWWWW THATS SO CUTE.he picks you up to kiss you(he fucking picks you up to kiss you ?? wtf !! that's so cute ahhHH !) *i get too excited doing these I'm sorry bro*Jason :Y'all know how Jason is. On his shit 24/7, but knows how to have fun too. You're not gonna fool Jason with your outgoing and happy demeanor. He cares, and he knows you're hiding something, but he doesn't address it until you break down, ask for help, or just lash out for some reason.In that moment, your cabin is basically quarantined for the rest of the day, where music would probably play softly in the background, and Jason would just cradle you in his arms, a comfortable silence falling over you two like a blanket. "I'm sorry-" You'd mumble, gripping his shirt tightly in your fists. He'd shush you, his fingers combing through your dark, wavy hair, lulling you to sleep. "Don't be." He'd respond, and your heart would thump in your chest loudly as you'd wonder how you got such a great boyfriend. Then that wonder quickly dispels the next day when your hunk for a boyfriend literally puts everytHING YOU OWN ON A TOP SHELF IN BUNKER NINE.He's trying to make you laugh, be lighthearted again. You elbow him in the stomach, before getting a ladder from Leo, and climbing up to get your stuff, then climb back down triumphantly. He goes to kiss you, you duck, and growling slightly (whoa lUPA JASON) he grabs your waist, and takes flight in the air. You squeak, dropping all of your stuff. "Jason!" You'd whine, holding your head in your hands. He'd laugh, a light and musical sound to your ears, before pressing a kiss to your hands that covered your face. You pull them away. "Grace if you drop me I swear on the River Styx-" Then Jason fakes dropping you, and you scream, clutching his shirt and burying your face in his chest. "aSSHOLE!" Your voice is muffled by his chest, and he just laughs. You love and hate him at the same time. He's okay with that. (oooo I really hope you like this I know you were waiting forever for your ship and here it is !! sorry if it disappoints, but I'm pretty sure it won't. hopefully)- Nezzie