#i owe you my soul and a waffle house gift card

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hi tumblr i love the gianni fish and i hope he DIES! i wanted to share my thoughts outside of friends dms

WARNING this will be long so if u dont wanna do much reading then save this for l8r ^_^

(also sorry if formatting is bad? im on mobile and i just wanted to get these thoughts out)

i like to think he has nightmares a lott.. hes always in some random place with the corpse of his old human body and hes crying. hes sobbing and holding his own corpse

Every Single Time he Weeps.

Every Single Time he is Shot and Killed.

theres this one anime scene, and i think he'd have a dream similar to it

a purple girl is sitting on a chair next to her friend, a pink girl, and the pink girls falls over and melts into a puddle and the purple girl loses her mind. screaming crying punching the puddle.

the night he has a dream similar to that scene he wakes up genuinely terrified for the first time since the nightmares started and he didnt sleep for the next few nights

i think deep down sebastian knows what hes doing is hopeless, maybe at some point there was a chance but his window of action is slowly shrinking but the conditions arent just right yet.

he isnt getting out of the blacksite, theres no way in hell, but so many creatures urbanshades fucked over are relying on him at this point and so all he can do is try his best

even if in the end his best isnt enough

even if in the end he is Shot and Killed

i hate this fish i hope hes forced to come to terms wirh the death of his past and the fact hes never gonna live normally (if live at all) ever again

i need him to be laying on the floor pathetically fatally wounded and in his last moments he thinks about what he couldve done. what couldve went differently? and he reaches out for a god who has long since turned a blind eye to his suffering

sebastian solace, no one will speak your eulogy, even the court of death goes silent at your name.

ok thats it baiiii :3