#Now...

[kindlespice]

🍉 actual hiatus 🍉

hi hi! so... it's been a while! *checks notes* i have not posted since august... of last year x.x i've been lurking around a bit occasionally dropping likes here and there, but for the most part been entirely absent. i feel like it's wayyyy past time for me to check-in, let everybody know i'm okay and all that jazz. but i am declaring this an actual hiatus now

tl;dr

i lost the simblr itch, i thought "surely it will come back" but it never came back and now i'm hyperfixating on other things.

i'm gonna put specifics under a read more if anyone's that interested in what i've been doing, what i will be doing, where i'll be hanging out now, etc. but it's really nothing big or major--just interests changing.

⭐ my content + patreon

(since it's kinda important and i want everyone to be able to see this) i'm not deleting this account and i'm still keeping my content up both on patreon and sfs! you will still be able to download things for free!!! i will be deleting my patreon tier! even though it was basically a donation tier, i feel bad keeping it up knowing i'm consciously not making more sims content (or being really active in the community) for the foreseeable future i'll be reaching out to existing patrons and making a similar post over there as well about the tier change!

i also wanna say thank you to everyone who's ever followed, donated, liked, commented, messaged, lurked or just been sweet and kind to me ❤️! simblr will always have a special place in my heart, so i don't think i'll ever leave leave, but i owe it to you guys to let you know that i'm making the conscious decision to be inactive for some time.

as a closing statement, fk isr*el and i am absolutely 100% without a doubt full stop

AGAINST GENOCIDE AND FOR A 🍉 FREE PALESTINE 🍉

you should be too if you're any kind of decent human being :)

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⭐what will happen to my account?

nothing really. or at least nothing different from how it's been for the last year and some change XD like i said, i'm still keeping my blogs up, downloads won't move, etc. i am just committing to not actively posting content or really being on simblr that much. maybe i'll drop some likes or comments when the mood hits (like i have been), but not really much else. i guess if there's any questions about this i'll answer them since my active attention will be back on simblr for at least a few days while i clean some things up. i would like to do one last thing as a kind of parting gift at some point... i never did end up cleaning up my downloads page or organize the thumbs/sorting for my cc like i said i would so maybe i'll do that before it gets away from me again but i'm not making any promises

⭐why am i on hiatus?

nothing bad happened or anything, i just.... lost interest. I already wasn't really playing the game that much even when i was super active; i mostly just took pictures and did edits. but i just wasn't having as much fun as i used to, opening the game started feeling like a chore, i wasn't all that inspired to make content, etc. i've burnt out on simblr on many an occasion so i just took a break like i always do but it kept going...and going.......and going.........until i realized it had been FOREVER and i hadn't really felt the itch to create here during that time, it wasn't coming back, and i was having much more fun doing other stuff. the times i did consider coming back it was more bc i felt bad about not creating rather than any actual desire to create. so i had to think long and hard about whether or not i even really wanted to come back. and i flip-flopped for probably 6 months--trying to drum up creative projects and never committing--before coming to the conclusion that i think i just need to call it a hiatus XD

⭐what have i been up to?

annoying my family with boycott lists and making them buy alternatively :D bouncing back and forth between many different hyperfixations... i fell back down the skyrim rabbithole several times, genshin, stardew, acnh, made a million notion pages i'll never use--the usual suspects. BUT BG3! at one point i swore i was gonna come back end of july/early aug but then BG3 dropped early and it was over... i definitely did A LOT of heavy lurking here when the girlies were all posting GORGEOUS tavs omg... i spent a while getting ts3 up and running, even made a sideblog thinking "maybe i'll come back with ts3 content that would be cool!"... just to not end up playing and not using the sideblog and not coming back -.- 4LIENS were supposed to have a comeback like... 4 separate times and it just did not happen... i've been making a concerted effort to get back into drawing and art. i've been in a kind of... depression? slump? with it for years now; always feeling like it wasn't good enough, that i should be better since i'm so "gifted and talented", i should be monetizing it and not "wasting" all that skill, blah blah imposter syndrome blah blah getting frustrated when i'm not 100% perfect all the time blah blah feeling like a disappointment to my family blah blah... but i am HELLA sick and tired of having all this anxiety and fear surrounding something i used to love so much so i'm pushing through! i've been trying out lots of different mediums and actually using my sketchbooks and just generally trying to introduce more fun into the process and stop being so hard on myself all the time. i picked up crocheting for a bit. at this point i haven't touched it in so long i probably forgot how to do it but... maybe one day i'll make a blanket or smth I started journalling (relatively) regularly for a bit. i was feeling really down at several points throughout the year and i thought having daily entries would help combat the feeling like every day was just absolute shit. on the contrary, the majority of days are good--at worst mundane--the bad ones just tend to stick out more. trying to get back into reading again... i miss doing it for leisure and taking notes bc i want to and not because i have a 300 annotation school assignment :P and a whole bunch of other stuff probably but it's hard to remember every single thing that's been on my mind for 16 months lol

⭐what will i be doing / where can you find me now?

i'm hoping to start a webtoon/build up art socials in the new year as a part of my "reconnecting to art" process. i made some art socials @kbearie-art here and @/kbearie_art on insta, youtube, tiktok, and twitter; they're empty for now though bc i got scared the minute i made them and never posted anything -.- but i'll be real with you... twitter is a cesspool, and im not fond of tiktok so i think tumblr, insta and youtube will probably be where i'll dedicate my time i've been thinking about getting back into posting videos on youtube again just in general. in fact this thought was the final push for me to make this post bc i was like... if i post a video out of the blue with no word to simblr that would be fked up XD i play games all the time and i had such a fun time recording, learning to edit and stuff that i think i'd like to pursue that further. i wouldn't be doing sims related stuff though bc...well... i don't play anymore XD but other games ya know. my other youtube is kspice (the same place with my tutorials, speed edits, the acnh vid, etc.) if you'd be interested in that

and i guess that's pretty much it!

again, for at least the next couple of days i'll probably actively have my eyes on this post/simblr in general (and i am gonna clear out my inbox hopefully) so if you have questions i'd ask em quickly before i go back into hiding XD

thanks again, i love you guys, free palestine, and have a good new year! 🍉⭐💖

[midnightfrappe]

Another wip and yes, this is a coraline au! A perfect place for a tired y/n who had enough of a jerk gremling like Moon and a rule follower full of anxiety like Sun.

Still thinking on who should take the role of Waybie, probably Gregory, the kid who's always around in the pizzaplex and it's always pestering you, talking about how bad you are at the arcades games and the one that finds a doll that looks just like you (probably made by those freaks robots you always hang with, a gift, right?)

"Hey, dummy. Look what i found while exploring. Looks familiar?"

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

feel like making questionable choices today babygirls bitchboys and boycotters of the binary :")

[sd2006]

This is really fucking old and I kinda hate it, only cause my style is so different with gacha now... (man this heads are huge, ugh... 💀) I am heavily aware of how cringe this will be, I also heavily suggest you skip 20 seconds in the beginning (Also FLASH WARNING! It even kills my eyes) or you will have to listen to a really cringe and frankly shit intro. (Why did I think it looked good?)

If you wanna know, I used the "who broke it" bit from Parks and Recreation. I love this meme, and I will most definitely make a tos version in the future. You can quote me on that 😌

Tagging my bestie cause they love sanders sides too: @shatnerihardlyknowher

[vault81]

alright I'm done! I've done it with 2 different styles of Sentry Bot (FO4 and FO3)

[cero-sleep]

Happy new year!

[ungrateful-cyborg-moved]

Is it me or are people posting less ask memes than they used to (in the FFXIV community)?

I don't know if it's because my sleep schedule is back to normal hours in Europe and I miss those posts or if people just don't post memes/tag people nearly as much as before?

Like I've noticed that people have become a bit lazy with tagging. Nowadays it really feels like peeps only tags three close friends at best—and that's when they bother with tagging anyone to begin with—but even beyond dash games, I feel like there's just less ask memes going around? Despite new ones being made regularly.

I used to send asks to people I follow almost every day because there was almost always something making the rounds...

[gameotheque]

I had heard tell of the infinite ball glitch but omg it's so easy and exploitable... dare I go mad with power?

[aime187]

A Fanart of Howdy (Welcome Home)

Here's a fanart of Howdy... I hope you guys like it... Take care and have a nice day...^^

[flufallo]

what up my fellow Jackson’s diary poster here is my challenge pick your favorite Jackson’s diary character and redesign them by giving new cloths new hair anything good luck💖👹🫦💞👏🩷😎💅😍☠️🐀

WTF HAVE I JUST CREATED HELP-

[chupacrups]

In this new episode of "Mixing my two hyperfixations", I wanted to share this song that I discovered six hours ago. It was impossible for me (and probably for everyone in this fandom as well) not to relate it to a certain character. I won't say who it is so as not to ruin the surprise to anyone who has not heard it yet (If you don't want know who is in this moment, don't see the tags, please).

I originally thought "Good People" was the one that fit the best, but maybe it was a bit cheery in terms of rhythm. I think the latter fits better with the 70's version. Of course, that doesn't detract from its quality, not for nothing is it among my top five favorites from that album. Although if we're referring to the one that prompted this post, I think it fits well with all incarnations of this kid.

But, apart from the fact that it's a song that fits this character like a glove, I also consider that it leaves a much needed message, and the good thing is that it is not necessary to over-analyze the lyrics to be able to grasp it.

Anyway, if anyone sees this post, I hope I've sparked someone's imagination too, even if unintentionally; perhaps for a fanfic or an edit.

[liccy]

Now for the Misc. Art.

The Gourry (Slayers) cosplaying as Nakago (Fushigi Yugi) was one of my earliest online pieces back in 2003. I've done a webcomic, and afterwards I've drawn so much from other fandoms including Rurouni Kenshin, Inu Yasha, and Hetalia. I also did a lot of Art Freebies while stuck in the hellhole /aff called GaiaOnline. Then came Hetalia, and i lost whatever scraps of dignity and soul I thought I already lost. Heck, the last draw was of some Hetalia OC's back in 2010.Th

Hopefully this helps motivate me to draw, even if it's not Zelda or LU related or whatever. I've had so many fandoms back then. I can easily go back to them again.

Except Hetalia. There's no going back there.

[redzania]

workinh on Silly anon's reference ( still happy about people asnwering my asks + 50 posts!! )

[flamelos-art]

This is a WIP for now but it's my second time drawing this bc I hated the first so I wanted to show off my progress

I swear I'll make them have emotions some time later and Jet will stop looking like Edward from Twilight

[amerasdreams]

The dead barn