#Not really but y'know

[helmip]

need a band-aid for that..? 🩹🧠🩹

[ancientstone]

[voxofthevoid]

I am being haunted by thoughts of Nanami getting sex pollen-ed with only Yuuji around for... relief.

The slow disintegration of his self-restraint. The fact that Yuuji would be so, so willing to help.

The inevitable marathon sex where Nanami's the one ostensibly in need but Yuuji's the one who ends up acting like he'll die if he doesn't fuck Nanami a good dozen times in a handful of hours.

[youlooklikeasixtiesqueen]

and the thing is. i used to love buddie. like it's what got me into the show in the first place. but then bucktommy happened and a lot (not all obvs) of buddie stans became vile and showed that they care more about two guys they think are hot kissing on screen than actual queer representation. and now, if buddie does happen (though it likely won't) i don't think i could even enjoy it because i know how many people who have spent the past seven months being awful will celebrate it and feel empowered that their tactics work

[pigeonstab]

Just gonna bonk my head on top of you hellooooo o/ How are you? I hope the animating is going well c:

Also I feel like years have passed since I bothered you sooooo if I may ask, did you have a scenario in mind for the college au bite drawing? Of like how they got into that situation or what happens after? :oc ALSO is it okay to send stuff for Cole and Fern still or do you want a pause so you can work on the ones you have? I have a question but I don't wanna add to the pile if you already have a bunch lol ALSO!! I love you I hope you're having a nice day <3 or actually it's night now but still nice <3

hulooooo <3 the animating is going great. I'm doing lineart and running into a bit of trouble but I'll figure it out lol.

I didn't really, my thought was mostly just like I have an au with vampires and not a singular bite drawing loll. I don't think it'd be out of necessity per say. More like they've recently emptied their stock of blood and they're on the way to get more just cause it's risky for Killer to attack folks cause he's more integrated into human society, also to save him having to kill somebody. But Killer's just running a bit low. He could wait, he usually does but Cross being the sweetheart he is noticed, and.. He asked if Killer wanted to drink from him. Killer knows he shouldn't. Really he'd be fine without for a few more days and Cross is such a people pleaser, Killer knows he'd make himself uncomfortable for his sake. He shouldn't but... He just likes Cross a lot, and the guy's offering, he's smelt Cross's blood before and he knows just how terribly good it must be if it caught his interest even when muddied with wolfsbane, and Killer's just hungry and oh fuck obviously he's gonna fucking bite the guy he doesn't know why he's even trying to justify himself he was never going to be able to say no. So he looks at Cross who looks all sorts of anxious and he accepts with a pit of guilt in his stomach. Anyway Cross is on cloud nine his crush has his mouth on his neck and is grabbing him and he's feeding Killer and being such a good boy. As to why they're naked idk I just wanted to draw arm bones. Probably only Cross would've taken his shirt off lol. He doesn't want blood on it.

Yes! It is okay, encouraged actually please don't tell me I made a second blog only for there to be no asks or I will explode Lmao. Also I only have two in my inbox now and one in progress so I'm running out.

I did have a nice day! I re-did my braids, went to my grandma's ALSO crazy shit, she invited family over at our house. Like planned it with the guests without telling us? So now we have to host on Saturday which I think is pretty insane lol invite people to your own house lady. I hope you had a nice day too!! Sending many many hugs

[nuggiesauces]

[SLIGHT NSFW!]

My pc will be out for a while so I can't work on the ✨ Sam Requests✨ yet but that doesn't mean I can't just... Sketch him, right?

Here's him a very quick, rough and messy sketch of Sam and Dove, my farmer (formerly named Tsuki... I just didn't vibe with her name).

They're good friends! 💛

[ellyehheyhey]

I would formally like to thank the dance moms and adults-with-obligations for funding my private ballet lessons these past few months it really means a lot to me I wouldn't be here without you.

[ayrennaranaaldmeri]

[paragonred]

A friend took a photo I liked, for once.

[brionysea]

current bnb status? like how many chapters r done / close to being done and what are some scenes ur working on now ? :3

hi hello!!! i was about halfway through drafting part 3 (i don't want to say chapter - they're Lengthy parts, there would be about 5 chapter breaks within each part if i was doing chapters) before i got distracted by the realisation that I Can't Write Whump. how do people write whump? i came here for the emotions and the trauma processing and now i have to write a character getting physically pretzled? rude

anyway, as of right now the plan is... 7, 8 parts? somewhere around there. part 1 is about 95% done (i'll probably get on that last 5% next time i pick up writing bnb again - dustin is being The Brain Cell Friend and he will not wait long); part 2 is like, 50% done, but that's mostly because writing a character realising their own mortality within the context of a pre-determined scene from the show is difficult and feels repetitive and stale in contrast to being able to just Make Stuff Up; everything beyond that is pretty mentally laid out by now but it's a bit haphazardly existent, writing-wise, and it's certainly not edited. max gets a speech at the end that makes me cry though. i have to break from the perspective character (mike) (he's a bit busy Antagonising The Antagonist at the time) (he does that a lot, it's concerning. where are the survival instincts? is he not paying attention to the moral of the story? it's that running is okay, mike! that's how you survive in stranger things!!!) to pull that off but i don't even care, it's so worth it

as far as scenes that are currently In Focus in my brain:

there's the dustin thing i mentioned. mike gets to catch him up on the Mike (And El) Are Being Weird part of season 3 that he missed out on in real time via distraction by russian conspiracy theories, which is always fun because dustin tends to listen when mike talks and he's been pretty distinctly kept separate from any and all Mike Is Being Weird parts of the show for a long while. because he is too smart and would figure out that that's Important, actually. writing what (if anything) he would do about that is going to be fun, because i wasn't really thinking about him before but now that he's here he will not be ignored. dustin also takes the time to battle mike's anxiety with flawless logic and wins, because dustin is amazing. i really love dustin and the lack of dustin&mike interactions is criminal

the other part that's currently in rotation, which i haven't actually gotten around to writing yet because of the pretzling (i won't provide details or context, it helps with the immersion :)), is max and mike being friends. aka the point of this whole endeavour if i'm being honest. they can allow themselves to be suicidal, that's fine, but if their friend tries it? right in front of them? tries to die right in front of them where they can see??? what an idiot. what a stupid idiot who needs to be saved from their own idiocy right away. get hugged, idiot. don't die. (<- if i'm being even more honest, THAT'S the point. teen suicide allegories vs the power of friendship. get friendshipped, idiot) (is this mostly me being bitter over the optics of Suicidal Teen Max Mayfield dying seconds after she realised she wanted to Live, Actually? maybe so. i hate that trope, even if in this case it's temporary death that does actually work for the allegory. let traumatised characters recover)

one thing i've noticed is that i have this inclination to try and make the wheeler family better? ted is a bad father, that's easy to roll with, he sucks, but i think about nancy and my brain is like Make Her A Good Sister (especially when she's good at solving puzzles and mike is very much a puzzle right now, but that's the case in the show too and she still Doesn't Really Care), or i try to write karen and my brain is like Make Her A Good Mother, which... she's trying, at least, but it's. it's quite hard to find that balance of well-meaning and still-doing-damage. because i know they're not a good family to mike but apparently my subconscious disagrees with that on principle and thinks he deserves one, established characterisation and relationship dynamics be damned, and that's just !! it's annoying!!!! i'm trying to do an accurate character study here, which includes the Not Fantastic family dynamics!!!!!! wanting to give mike wheeler good things and accurately writing about mike wheeler's life are not easily compatible goals and it's very irritating

anyway. this last part will probably mean nothing (yet), but i keep being tempted to finish and publish the first part even knowing that that would kill my motivation to actually finish writing the rest of the story (don't ask, the demand-supply part of my brain is broken), just so that people can see the bedroom window scene. i am So Proud of the bedroom window scene it's unbelievable

[perilegs]

people commenting on jerma's new hair is so funny. but also it's not funny bc i have the exact same haircut

[galaxyseclipse]

saw this screenshot and thought it'd be funny with them

it's probably not, but I at least got a kick out of it lmao

[autisticburnham]

Owo's hair looks so good

[fuzzypuppybuddie]

Feeling like absolutely dog shit but Red being a prankster gives me life

[sysig]

Does anyone happen to have the settings for Firefox to show the blog panel on the right

Mine’s only showing up on blog/[name]/1 page :/

[ioannemos]

hey there job website, where are the jobs for stupid, anxious people with no college experience who hate making decisions about basically anything