#Nobody can be spiritually not human because religion is objectively always fake

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I’m so annoyed I want to theme my blog and style after green aliens and UFOs, but I don’t wanna look like a fucking oth-rk-n. I’m not 12 and that shit is all fake and it makes me really uncomfortable that people would associate it with me. I like animals and aliens and stuff like that but I know that I am solely human and nothing else and that is all anyone with two human parents can ever be.

(if you are only coming into my notes to argue about my stance on this, do not fucking talk to me I don’t wanna hear any of it and you will only get blocked)

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— Rejoice, little lambs! We have recovered our own Chase Park, spotted prancing about in the Northwest Side. I remember seeing him with The Nobodies back in high school, but I’m not here to spill yesterday’s tea. So straight to the rundown: can you say eccentric and frivolous? Apparently now he spends time as PHD student and an assistant lecturer in occult studies, and keeps skeletons buried at Bukdong Apartments, 601. But those won’t stay hidden for long, if you and I have any say on it. Welcome back, Starmye; we missed you so.

In case you don’t remember the devil’s name, here’s to refresh your memory:

chase never bothered with his clique’s rep, which was practically nonexistent to begin with. though indifference did not mean ignorance; the quirky male was well-aware of how fellow students viewed them - the nobodies. people from mundane families with lives that were truly nothing to write home about. until of course the scandal with capital s which had chase move away from his rather indifferent, cheerful and carefree attitude for which he was known within the school halls, towards a more serious disposition ( albeit fleetingly ). reason? cha sumin. the girl he called his witch affectionately, who was perhaps the only earthly attachment chase cared to think about on his off day. the two were always joined at the hip and if they weren’t, chase and sumin weren’t too far removed from each other considering their natural instinct to always be pulled in by the other. though, sumin was not the only person chase was involved with. in fact, chase involved himself with many people ( sometimes simultaneously ). enough to earn himself the name starmye - mr. enlightenment; the charismatic guy with the lopsided smile who sometimes uttered incoherent sentences, made that dreamy impression and followed his intuition even when it lead him into trouble. starmye was no timid personality, by far, and despite the harsh whispers about his appearance or his affinity with satanic practices, chase was a ball of light, floating through cheongnam without a care - and perhaps that was his problem. care too much and you become anxious, care too little and you become detached, not only from your own emotions, but those of others around you. so, the frivolous male hurt his little daydreamer. he did feel guilty about that though. did he?

Nevermind the memory lane though, the present is always the ripest fruit:

perhaps chase park was the one person who changed the least after high school period was over, maybe because his personality had always been quite stable. chase had never been discontent with the person he was, and although he’s made some mistakes in his student life, he’s learned to live with those and accept that, no matter how spiritual he may get, he’s still a faulty, earthly human being. especially the drug addiction which he suffered from as a teenager and from which he has recovered for several years now managed to ground him considerably. he is still a guy with his head in the clouds, a whimsical and selfish person, but he is now more aware of other people’s feelings. however, awareness does not indicate action and he is adamant to never change to adjust to someone else’s emotions or feelings. the odd guy is his own person, and quite self-reliant. chase remains opportunistic and devious; a person who only values the emotions from those he cares about. he has embraced gossip girl’s alias for him, feels flattered by it and uses it for his palm-reading business. in his day to day life, chase teaches at snu and works on completing his phd in his free time. though, he remains someone who wishes to seek his own definition of nirvana and lives life in the present, uncaring about the repercussions for the future.

But we are nothing if not open books – my job is to ensure you get to the best pages:

“tell me the story about how the sun loved the moon so much, he died every night to let her breathe”

they were a bunch of pretenders. an average middle-class family like any other, getting by on an equally average salary from a car salesman barely meeting his targets and a businesswoman only in name, running her online lingerie store with a small quota of customers. they had a son, as had been expected of them by proper korean grandparents with more say in their family life than they themselves did. as was custom in korean society. that son received a less than customary name but his expected arrival after years of failed pregnancies more than made up for that little mishap. chase was dressed in little blue and white striped button down shirts and similarly coloured mini jeans with neat little shoes because that was proper, and god forbid if the park family were seen as anything else than proper. the boy’s dress did not change as he grow older either. his hair, now grown longer, merely added to the snobby look with a neat parting. the boy’s mother wore pencil skirts and blazers to work, which was essentially a tiny office space in their small apartment right above the car dealer his father worked for. keeping up appearances, was the family’s long-lived motto. but as chase’s stiff-backed mother kissed her husband goodbye while gazing into hollowed eyes that revealed more exhaustion than affection, chase still considered himself lucky. his parents, despite living dull lives with run-down routines, loved each other - and chase park was infinitely loved by them combined.

"and so being young and dipped in folly, i fell in love with melancholy” ( edgar allan poe )

in the midst of all the pretense, chase went to school and then some. in order to fit in with the upper class families, who had pretenders of their own, chase was required to entertain the idea of after school class at an english academy, for which he was eventually enrolled. reluctance stressed the boy until one particular class sparked his interest. the boy had never truly had interests of his own, merely content to follow in his father’s footsteps. practically a carbon copy of his parent, chase sat still in the one class which told stories of hecate and asteria, hades and cerberus and the boy found himself indulging in mythologies of the world. somewhat educated in the english language, chase embarked on an adventure through the iliad and beyond. his fondness of greek mythology stretched to a fondness of mythology in general, in particular celtic myth where fairy lovers enchanted the boy into reading on rituals and exploring the existence of witches. history explained to him brutal hunts of real-life witches, who more often than not were fake or pretenders. fairies give magic to people, the books read; and fairies are in league with the devil. needless to say, chase found himself intrigued with the fantastical and upon finding witchcraft and its associated with demons, the boy was sold to a future in the occult.

“in order for the light to shine so brightly, the darkness must be present” ( francis bacon )

sure enough, the prim and proper son of the parks traded checkered button down shirts for plain t-shirts and dark trousers. they were neat in their own way and thus his family did not mind the change much. in exchange for their acceptance, chase continued studying and brought home top marks. it was not a big deal to the boy with above average intelligence, who finished his school work with haste to allow himself to dig deeper into the world of magic and darkness. it was truly a miracle how the occult did not affect the purity of his soul, but seemed to enhance it - make it stand out more. chase had always been a friendly kid, ready to play with the neighbourhood kids and shoot ball on the basketball court. now, he was that friendly, misunderstood kid, who lost a friend or two because their parents did not understand chase’s newfound talent for dark humour. it also wasn’t chase’s fault when one of the teens ran away crying over his short lifeline. it was in his palm, what was chase supposed to do? lie? no, chase was no liar though the experience had taught him to be more delicate with the truth, for it is often ugly and unappreciated. in mystical traditions, the secret isn’t that you’re not being told but that you’re not able to hear. chase understood that he lived in a different world than most people.

“the whole and sole object of all true magical and mystical training is to become free from every kind of limitation” ( aleister crowley )

chase floated; between heaven and hell, reality and imagination. he was a guy who looked at the stars, not to make a wish, but to sneak a peek at his ancestors possibly shining down upon him with vague messages of their own. chase believed in angels, both fallen as revered; and in demons, existing in both humanity and as beings of literature and religion. sometime during high school, chase stumbled upon an opportunity that let him visit and face his own demons and they kept him glorious company until the teen could not longer distinguish reality from dreams. he was in touch with his spiritual side, saw things that no one else could see but the skin he inhabited started to deteriorate and the body he was given started to fail him. chase laid off the intoxicants that gave him wings and resettled back on earth. the man’s academic career was promising though not in the preferred field his parents attempted to urge him into. while at cheongnam, his teachers had no clue how to deal with the weird kid in the back of class, there was one person who slipped him contact details of a particular professor at a certain university whom chase eagerly contacted. he got into snu within a week and started his studies on english literature and world mythology. he finished within four years and immediately fell into a research project that took up most of his time, leaving social gatherings a rare occurrence.

“life asked death, why do people love me but hate you? death responded, because you are a beautiful lie and i’m a painful truth”

in the sanctuary of his own shaggy apartment, chase lives his life as peacefully and exhilarating as he can. the sudden hobby of palm reading a service he grants to those who inquire. the man keeps his parents at a distance, not because he does not appreciate their company, but because he wishes to rid himself of most earthly attachments. they didn’t understand him when he was a teenager, and still don’t. they take pride in chase’s profession but not in his field of research. nevertheless, chase park is two sides of a coin; it depends on how you flip him, who you’ll meet. at work, he is seen as the odd one out but a cheerful fellow who you can rely on, sometimes. his students love him and his supervisor inspires him. chase teaches on world myths and beliefs, parapsychology and extrasensory deceits. he preaches the advantages of religion and a descent into occultism. never will it be clear what his own views are on the subjects he instructs. chase park is an enigma few understand, and that is okay. because he is the painful truth among beautiful lies that only a select few will seek and even fewer find. it’s up to you whether you assign him to be your demon or your salvation. but rest assured, it will be magical.

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PASSAGES TAKEN FROM MY VARIOUS READINGS

Switch your attention to the Highest Goal-God the Father.

Do not fear the flesh, nor love it.

If you fear it, it will become your master.

If you love it, it devours and subjugate you.

Rise in the highest eons. If you cannot succeed in this world you will be found outside of God’s love eventually where the real badness is. It is perdition there. That’s why it is good to live that world having not committing sins. We must acquire the resurrection while we live in this world. So that when we strip off the flesh, we may be found in calm, but not walk outside of love. Yet many go astray from the Path.

The Bridal Chamber is neither for animals, nor for men-slaves of passions, nor for women driven by passion. It is for pure women and men who gained spiritual freedom. Then one must learn to enter this Highest Eon by one’s own efforts and stay in it. It is called the birth in it as a Holy Spirit. And one comes to Mergence with the Consciousness dwelling in God. Once you are there, once you feel the peace and calm in there you will never miss anything else again. You will become the Son.

The purified souls become the user of the Divine Energies. The user can absorb divine energy and power directly into their body and use it in various ways.

The true purified soul’s mind can weather all the lies and illusions without being lost. Their souls always yield to purifying light.

One passion includes all others. Purification requires the soul to be pure and clean from our own passions and lusts. The more we purify ourselves, the more we allow for Divine grace to function. When a soul is completely clean from its passion and is totally humbled, then it can experience the grace of God and the fulfillment of all His promises.

If a man thinks only of his own profit and tries to benefit himself at the expense of others, he will incur the hatred of Heaven.

Communism was a gigantic facade, and the reality concealed behind it was the sheer drive for power, for total power as an end in itself. The rest was merely instrumental -- a matter of tactics and some necessary self-restrictions to achieve the desired end. Thus, rationalism was transformed under communism into the idea of slavery.

There’s an increasing sense in our political life that in both party’s politicians call themselves public servants but act like bosses who think that voters work for them. Politicians who jerk around doctors, nurses and health systems call themselves servants, when of course they look more like little kings and queens instructing the grudging peasants in how to arrange their affairs. But in Governments, where the Legislative is in one lasting Assembly always in being, or in one Man, as in Absolute Monarchies, there is danger still, that they will think themselves to have a distinct interest, from the rest of the Community; and so will be apt to increase their own riches and power, by taking, what they think fit, from the People. Our rulers are theoretically “our” representatives, but they are busy turning us into instruments of projects they keep dreaming up.

Mankind soon learn to make interested uses of every right and power which they possess or may assume. The public money and public liberty... will soon be discovered to be sources of wealth and dominion to those who hold them; distinguished, too, by this tempting circumstance, that they are the instrument, as well as the object of acquisition. With money we will get men, said Caesar, and with men we will get money.

It is not enough that honest men are appointed Judges. All know the influence of interest on the mind of man, and how unconsciously his judgment is warped by that influence.

Life is a better teacher of virtue than politicians, and most sensible governments in the past left moral faults alone. Instead, democratic citizenship in the twenty-first century means receiving a steam of improving “messages” from authority. Some may forgive these intrusions because they are so well intentioned. Who would defend prejudice, debt, or excessive drinking? The point, however, is that our rulers have no business telling us how to live. They are tiresome enough in their exercise of authority. They are intolerable when they mount the pulpit. We should never doubt that nationalizing the moral life is the first step toward totalitarianism.

In fact, it appears that those who have the most unquestioning belief in their own virtue, from the Capitalists to Commununists, are often those who feel entitled to commit, and do commit, the most abhorant acts against those who oppose them or who have different values.

Yeshua was not a rabbi. Yeshua took Maria Magdelena under His marriage certificate for the sole purpose of protecting her life. They never had sexual intercourse nor stayed under the same roof.

Yeshua had no intention of making his name know worldwide as the one who came after him did. He did not want to establish a new religion or a new flow. He was a Juden and wanted to correct the mıstakes his peoples were makıng under the name of religion.

Spiritual truth is eternal and universal: no particular religion or sect can have a monopoly on it. So, never get bigotted on one religion or other. Yeshua did not bring a new religion. He

reminds you the universal truth which is unity and the way to achiving it which is love.

MESSAGES FROM YESHUA

Yeshua told me that: He shouldn’t had taken her (Mary Magdelena) under his name through marrige. He admits he must have sort of weakness for her. But they had never been together as husband and wife. God wouldn’t had allowed that. But, because they had been officially married he had to pay for her penalties there as well. This is valid for every marrige. Men take the responsibly for their wives.

Yeshua said that he had never been to France or to Tibet. He was a Divine Soul among us to show us the straighest and the most illimunated way to Divineness.

He said that His body was not left on Earth.

Yeshua said, ‘’The shroud of turin is fake. The real cotton that had been used faded away and dissolved in time. It is now nowhere.’’

There will be no second coming. I have come and gone many times spiritually and I still come and go when & where it is necessary. But as Yeshua Messiah I will not come again.

There is no end time as you think. There is no devil. There is no armagedon. That will be against the act of free will.

There will be huge natural disasters and the World will change. There will be famine, plaques and floods worldwide. The world population will decrease voliminously. Life styles will change completely.

Do not loose faith. Keep calm till the end. You, humans have acceletated this situation by your greeds. Do not be afraid of dying. Your feelings are very important in your final hours. This affects your passing procedure to the afterlife. Whether you can realize you have died or not. Do not loose your faith at the last minutes. That is very important. I am always with the faithful.

You don’t need a religion to reach me.

All you need is love.

Only with Love in your hearts like little children, you can reach me and God.

These are the steps of stairs.

Love, Me and God.

With Love in your hearts you can reach me.

If you reach me you can reach to God.

I couldn’t teach that to human beings.

You can directly reach me by love.

Declare that to all people.

They don’t need any mediator.

Love God with all you soul, heart and mind and love people as yourself.

All you need is a pure heart full of love.

The germs of true religion originate in the domain of man’s moral consciousness, and they are revealed in the growth of man’s spiritual insight.

Yeshua says: “Do not be a warrior.”

But religions say: “Fight till the end untill the law is fulfilled.”

Follow Yeshua not the religions.

SWEARING

Do not forget, if bad words are coming out of someone's mounth that is because there are malice feelings in that person. Words comes from hearts(souls) originally and, if your heart is pure no bad words can come out of it. If somebody is swearing that means their souls are full of evil and it is pouring out of their mouths. Thus, be alert and if some says bad words and afterwards declares that he or she talked without thinking, know that no bad words come from a pure heart and nobody talks without previous thinking. Everybody talks after thinking and bad words comes only from a bad heart. From a good heart comes only good words.

Yeshua.

WAKE UP

I am holding the key of love, my brother. You know that God is love. So, how can they enter the Kingdom of God before reaching to full love in their hearts. That’s why I have said that I was the path. I represent the love God created. I am illuminating that path, that’s why I have said that I was the light. And that path leads all to the Kingdom. To the Eternal Life. So, that’s why I have said I was the life. That’s why I have said that I came to World so that you could have life in abundance.

I hope most of you will awake before death and be taken.

Do not be a warrior. Drop your shields. Leave your passion. Leave all your addictions, fear, nervousness. Let love be your path and light be your comrade on this path. Fill your heart with love for God and do not allow anything to violate this love. Do not put anything before your love for God. Keep calm. Do not allow nerviousness control your mind and do not let fear and infidelity fill in your heart.

Turn your face to light and let the light illimunate your face. You are neither your emotions nor your mind. You are a being above them. Be aware of your reactions. Watch them as a third person and criticize. Put them down when they are short tempered. When your mind become like a clear water reflecting all who looks at you and your emotions positive, full of love then you are eligible for becoming a part of the Holy Spirit.

The souls who are awakened while still living on Earth and has reached the state of emiting God’s pure energy also pulls the negative energies of unawakends and turns it into pure energy and send it back to God. Had they not been doing this energy healing; the World would have turned upside down long ago. That is what Yeshua did on a global measure once.

All of the life energy which has intellect derivates from God. God gave us everything but, alas, fewer of us believes in Him in Spirit. Most of us believes in a mighty merchant king. If pleased, gives every sort of lust fullfilling toys othervise burns forever.

Most of us believes in a false god in allignment with their egos for richness, virgins, wealth of no boundries, flesh and gold. All sort of wordly lusts. They are unable to perceive Spirit and the peace when filled up with that Spirit.

Eternal life and Holy Spirit does not mean anything to them. They worship gold, flesh and the power giver but, not the Spirit.

If your children had loved you just for the money you gave them, how would you feel? Aren’t we the children of God? How God feels? Let’s think.

For the past 2,000 years Yeshua has maintained a line of communication through those who have been willing to serve as messengers for His Living Word and who have pursued an understanding of His true message instead of settling for fake official religious doctrines which disturb Him continiously.

Once you admit that mainstream religious traditions have not answered your questions about life, you are very close in getting contact with the divine truth.

If you use a perverted version of Yesua’s teachings as a justification for closing your mind to His real teachings, you are not one of His modern-day disciples.

God’s judgement regarding gender condition is final. Those who are perverted such as transgender; gays, lesbiens, bisexual, intersex, and like perversions, even those who accept this incidents as normal, those who make friendships with them, marries to them, perform their marriage ceromony, who confirms and legalize this perversion, and who blesses them, anyone who feels affinity with them are going to be annihilated by God and they shall not see the eternal life.

So-called gays and lesbians are mentally ill and morally pervert people.

Same as fornication these should not be accepted as normal in communities. This kind of sickness will in tima rot natural relationships. They should enter under a remedy treatment.

Those sexual perversions are a rebellion against the God.

THE ONE BEING

There is only One Being in the Universe. And, there are beings in that One Being. Human beings first know themselves. Learn their essence first and then they can connect to God. When you connect to God you are like a hawk. You start living multidimensional and multifaceted.

Those who are in agony are suffering from a side product of their ego. Not seeing the miracles around and see the misery only is egoism.

Do not become a voice among other voices. Be still, keep calm and be silent then you can become a witness of your surrounding. Yeshua 27th, August 2017

THE WAYS WE ARE FREE TO CHOSE

There are two ways for souls.

One goes to life and the other goes to death. Faith is very important. Whatever you believe, while you live in a physical body is what you are going to face after death. The soul does not die with body and whatever you have loaded to him/her will go with the soul.

So, don’t load weakness and wrong beliefs to your soul. In addition to that your conscience knows everything and by every wrong doing of yourselves realizes that he/she shall have to face the consequences.

As for the crimes the divine justice will be working.

The unseen enemies of mankind are th ose who are preventing humans from learning and changing.

If you shut the truth and the Life(God) out then you miss the mark. If you give prioity to other things by giving more emphasis to desires rather than truth, it is the only way you can commit a sin.

God is the spring of kindness, goodness and cleanness. From this clean spring, is it possible to drink dirty water? One can drink only clean water. But, if the mouths of drinkers are dirty than the water gets dirty as well in their mouths. As such only goodness can be prayed from God. Badness cannot be prayed from Him. Badness for somebody else or curse cannot be wished from that pure Spring. Those who do this vile wish are punished by God.

Think of God and His light. Do not put any other love in between your love for God and yourselves. Love God first and before everything and everybody. Do not be a warrior. Drop your shields. Leave your passion. Leave all your addictions, fear, nerviousness. Let love be your path and light be your comrade on this path. Fill your heart with love for God and do not allow anything to violate this love. Keep calm. Do not allow nerviousness control your mind and do not let fear and infidelity fill in your heart

Never deny God, Almighty. Do not even argue about His oneness and divininity. He is the Source of light. He is Love. He is in and out of everything seen and unseen. Our bodies are to be the temple of The Holy Spirit. Our souls are to be the part of His Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit is the active force of God so, our souls must be the home for God. All the praises and all the glory are belonging to Him, to our God, to our Love. His will be done forever.

The truth requires a much deeper understanding. Spirituality requires that you ask questions of yourself, whilst religions requires you to rely on books to move forward. And, by doing so millions of soul’s minds have been locked down.

The physical realm is the world of time between the beginnings and endings, creation and destruction. Matter and energy change forms as ceaselessly as the ocean’s surface rises and falls from frothy wave to wave. Trees, mountains, buildings, and human bodies are all temporary. They’re just the scenery, and when a drama is finished, the scenery is torn down to make room for another set that can contain another play. Only we, the players, are real and eternal—our consciouses are spiritual, and our consciouses are entirely separate from the brain, mind and physical realm.

“By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God’s command, so that what is seen was not made from what was visible”.

Never forget, spirituality is what you are, it is not what you do. The total of what you have loaded to yourselves while living on earth.

Spiritual adultery includes any form of idolatry and is a major theme throughout the Old Testament. Yeshua reminds us just how deadly this form of adultery can be. Yeshua said, “Nobody can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other”. It’s important as believers that we leave the worldly attachements and lusts behind us, put the God before us first. There is no turning back.

Knowing God is the purpose of human existence. When you get this, you’re at peace. The search is over. Ego-driven expectations disappear. Life begins to be genuinely celebrated.

We show up for one reason and one reason only: to walk with God, or union with Divine.

“The word ‘enlightenment’ conjures up the idea of some superhuman accomplishment. No, that is not the case at all. It is really just your natural state of felt oneness with Being.”

SPIRITUAL ADULTARY

“God sent His son as a ransom to be sacrified so that with his blood our sins are washed.”

They claim this sadistic knowledge from the Bible and really believe in it. I reject to believe in such a cruel and sadistic god… What would you say to that my brother?

Yeshua said: “There are a lot of false understandings in bible. You are right. This is wrong. God is love. God is the God of all universe, not only the World’s. I didn’t come to World as ransom. I had come as the love of the Father, but I was not welcomed and was tried to be killed. Even now 2/3 of the people on Earth are still wicked. They are enemies of God who is Love and Light. The Source of every goodness and beauty. Untill now I used to pray: My God they don’t know what they are doing. Forgive them… but now I don’t say ‘forgive them’ anymore. “

I asked to Yeshua in my lucid dream, Christian belief is as such that those who believe in You and get babtised, the Holy Spirit will be cast down upon them. Is it so?

Yeshua answered, ‘’Holy Spirit is neither cast down nor descend but humans must rise up cognitively to become a Holy Spirit.’’

All people – Christians or not – receive this help through the spiritual love that Yeshua hold. “Ask and you will be answered”.

PROPHECY

Any kind of prophecy, prediction or clairvoyance regarding future events are not wellcomed by the God. God detastes interference with His doings. God gets disturbed about the foretellings of any kind regarding what He is going to do.

Those in the past, your socalled prophets, had said many things. If one says so many things regarding future events, some of them might be used to sitimulate people according to the policies of the rulers. That doesn’t mean that they know the future. Nobody can and may know the future. To know the future, one must be superior the One, The Almighty who makes the future every moment anew, The Almighty God. That is, to think that you are superior to Him even unknowingly, a very disgraceful mistake one can do.

Nobody can know what God will do. Nobody can talk about the future. That is to poke your nose in God’s bussiness which is an impertinent action. God is superior and can not be forecasted. Also, this impertinent action, trying to forecast God’s affairs disturbs God.

Stay with righteouness. Never bring evil thoughts into action. Do not give them life.

Yeshua.

CALMNESS

Keep calm. Keep calm. Keep calm.

If your mind is not calm enough, you can not receive the energies flowing from the Source. That's why keeping calm is vital. Without receiving the continious flowing of the God's Life energies one cannot stay healty. Both physically and mentally. So, keep away anxiety. Never lose your temper. Praying is a great help to keep calm. When praying, it is better to stand up and be clean. You can sit if you are ill or if disabled you can pray according to your health conditions. Also, being in nature and grounding helps a lot. To be in touch with clean soil and water especially sea water is very helpful.

Yeshua.

THE LAST SEVEN MINUTES

The last seven minutes before dying biologically you shall be completely free to travel to everywhere and to all times in the past with your conscious. This includes the ancient times.

Along with the new generations coming, the old are replaced and, with this replacement, will come the new perceptions. As the new generations replace the old generations, believes will also be replaced. In fact, new generations will be cleverer but more mechanical. More energetic, more perceptive, but, more egoistic as well. Religions will be left, and people will believe in a sort of Source but will be living more mechanical, more isolated lives. They shall get lonely.

Finally, I advice you to focus on God and His Light only at this last minutes. Accept death and do not pay attention to earthly affairs or remains any more. In the very last minute, you will be shown the place, you are going after death.

Yeshua.

SR. LUCIA OF FATIMA

The so called "Fatima" incident in Portugal at early nineteenth century is not true. She (Mother Mary) is not entitled to give such messages. All the news regarding these three shepherd's girls are completely absurd stuff.

Yeshua.

SEPERATION

As for the truth, there is only one. The God. Source of Light and Love. When souls were created they were seeing and talking with the Source Almighty. However due to the free will which had been given to souls, they devoloped ego and made the one into two. Seperation had began. All we are struggling to achive now is to return back to oneness again, the original state of us at the beginning. Unfortunately not all will succeed. In God we trust.

The ability to enter the inner realm of souls, has nothing in common with an Out of Body Experience, and a journey into the astral realms. The inner Kingdom can only be entered by those who are permitted therein.

In many times Yeshua has entered back into the earth as a pure soul , and assisted those telephatically who were True Seekers of TheWay. The vast majority of immature prodigal sons and daughters could not be taken, because they have yet to reach the necessary level of maturity that would permit them to return to the Gate.

This world is God’s School House and in the true reality of our existence, there are no shortcuts — no group social promotions — and there are no school dropouts — only the few who are worthy to enter within the Holy of Holies of the Living Body Temple, are permitted into the Inner Kingdom and Yeshua is the key holder of this gate.

ANGER AND HATE

“You shall not murder” but Yeshua says that anger, hatred, insult, and public humiliation are tantamount to murder. There are the forgotten sayings of Yeshua further illustrate his teaching.

He warned His disciples that murder begins with anger in the heart. Do not be an angry person, for anger leads to murder; nor be envious, nor adversarial, nor hot-tempered, for from all these things murder results.

Everyone who hates his brother is a murderer; and you know that no murderer has eternal life abiding in him. Since a word of hatred incurs the wrath of God and quarrels separate us from God, the disciple cannot have joy so long as he holds unloving or hateful thoughts against his brother.

The sages regarded publicly shaming or embarrassing a person as a grievous sin. In the no-longer extant Gospel of the Hebrews, Yeshua says that one of the most serious sins a man can commit is that of vexing his brother: Among the worst crimes is set he who has distressed the spirit of his brother.

Anger, quarreling, and public insults may be punished in a court of law on earth such as the local court, but ultimately, if not in a court on earth, a person who publicly shames and insults another commits crime spiritually.

Whoever hates is among those who shed blood. He who publicly shames is as though he shed blood.

CRUCIFIXATION

I had seen Yeshua in my dream in late 1980's. He had been crucified on the cross. I looked up and saw the nail in His right palm than I saw His holy face. He looked at me and said, "Must I be crucified again so that you believe?"

That incident had taken place almost thirty years ago. At those times I was thinking whether He was crucified or not because according to Islam religion he had not been crucified but another person who looks like himhad been. So, this was the answer to my hesitation. I cannot forget that forged black quadrangular shaped big nail driven in the middle of His holy right palm. I hadn't look at the left side.

Alpaslan/Brother of Yeshua.

FINAL WARNING

Time is closing. Sideways were all closed. There is no sideways any more. Either one reaches to God or to the second death after the physical death. “All or nothing.” That is the word and the deed now to reach God. You must focus on God only to achive this goal. Those who shall not succeed this goal will lose everything. Tell this to everyone.

Yeshua, 1st of March 2018.

IN GOD WE TRUST…

[lucia-zvaigzne]

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

1.in love with a ghost - sorry for not answering the phone, i'm too busy trying to fly away 2.in love with a ghost - flowers feat. nori 3. in love with a ghost - i was feeling down, then i found a nice witch and now we're best friends 4. Toccata and Fugue in D minor - J.S.Bach 5. POP ETC - IS 6. M.Ravel - Tzigane

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Thomas Sanders. I have a few others that came to my mind but they are a bit intimidating.

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. “voyager la France” et sont sur leur depart. Nous allons les... From Barret/Gurgand “Ils voyageaient la France”

4: What do you think about most? My past and future. Also human relationships is general.

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? It is a congratulation on my birthday. I really don't use my phone much. 

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? Both. Depends on season. 

7: What’s your strangest talent? I can feel from a distance if somebody is thinking about me or if a close person to me feels seriously bad. A high level of intuition i guess?

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence) Girls have the advantage to make a choice if they want to be dependent on a man or if they want to be independent. Boys don't have such a clear choice. But it is just a general thought of mine. It all depends on the specific situation each person has to go through in their lives. 

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? Not that I know of.

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? A long time ago. But I play air violin; piano and flute from time to time. 

11: Do you have any strange phobias? I think not. Only a few normal ones like a fear of the dark. 

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? Not of my knowledge.

13: What’s your religion? I don't have a definite one. I'm agnostic with a few guidelines and I acknowledge that there are different paths to god. 

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Taking a walk. Going for a lesson. Enjoying the nature. Shopping for food. 

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Both. Also depends. I like to be a model, but I get quite nervous when somebody takes photos of me. And I love to take photos but not when a person whom I am to take a photo of is being fake.  

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? I don't really have one. Maybe Big bang or PTX.

17: What was the last lie you told? I don't remember. I haven't had a big need to lie lately. 

18: Do you believe in karma? Yes, heavily. 

19: What does your URL mean? Lucia is my first baptized name. Zvaigzne is my grandmothers from mothers side surname before she got married and it means star. 

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? Weakness- I stress to much and overthink. Also my health but that is bad due to stress so back to square one. 

Strength- I'm able to adapt quite well. 

21: Who is your celebrity crush? David Brown/ Daniel Howell/ Thomas Sanders/ Philip Lester.

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Yes and I love quite a bit.

23: How do you vent your anger? I cry and listen to heavy music if i have access to it, sometimes I write it out. 

24: Do you have a collection of anything? Kind of. It is a collection of stones and minerals from my father but I share the ownership of it with my sister and I didn't make it. And also I could say good, educational books.

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Video chatting. I feel uncomfortable if I can't see the expression of the person I am talking to.

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? Mostly yes. But I have some really bad habits to work with. 

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? Hate: People chewing. If I eat at the same time as thy it is ok, if not I get mad fast.

Love: purring; soughing of leaves; the sound that snow makes when you step on it; the sound of flowing water and ocean/sea waves. 

28: What’s your biggest “what if”? What if I chose a different path in life? What if I'm making a mistake?

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? I believe in both. 

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. A water bottle. A book.

31: Smell the air. What do you smell? Scent of cookies. 

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? A bar with a bad public. 

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? I can't because I don't have a sufficient amount of information about either.

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Maybe Troye Sivan or GD or David Brown.

35: To you, what is the meaning of life? To help as many people as possible. To evolve myself as a person. To leave behind some art that other find to be a “safe place”.

36: Define Art. It is a way to express even the deepest parts of oneself that is otherwise impossible to achieve. A beauty. Something magical.

37: Do you believe in luck? Yes

38: What’s the weather like right now? Cloudy but quite warm.

39: What time is it? 10:56

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? I do drive, but I only have learners license. I've never crashed.

41: What was the last book you read? Some book about music in 19th century. 

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? Not really.

43: Do you have any nicknames? Hmmm... Not ones that have stuck around. I have a short name and was never the type to have em I guess.

44: What was the last film you saw? Troy.

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? I had a concussion in fifth grade. It was considered a light one but I remember seeing the world as if I was watching tv even two months after but a slightly mystical doctor/acupuncturist noticed that something was off and made everything normal. I couldn't even say anything to anyone because I was so out of it and I guess I could go on doing everyday things normally so nobody noticed.

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? No.

47: Do you have any obsessions right now? Not really. I don't think I have a very obsessive personality.

48: What’s your sexual orientation? I might be pan but I'm not sure of that yet. But I am bi for sure.

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? I might, but it has never reached my ears.

50: Do you believe in magic? It depends on how you define it. 

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Oh yes. 

52: What is your astrological sign? Sagittarius

53: Do you save money or spend it? Both. I try to save it but if there is a need or if I really want something and logically am sure I really need it I spend too.

54: What’s the last thing you purchased? Food.

55: Love or lust? Love.

56: In a relationship? No.

57: How many relationships have you had? None. I've always been afraid of getting burnt. Because of that I always keep my distance until I am sure, but either I find a great fault or my emotions cool down before anything starts. 

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? No.

59: Where were you yesterday? I lazed around at my home and didn't go anywhere.

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Yes. 

61: Are you wearing socks right now? No.

62: What’s your favourite animal? Snow leopard.

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? I don't have any. I'm not so versatile in the flirting game yet.

64: Where is your best friend? I don't have one at the moment. I change my life and places I live too often and I'm bad at keeping in touch via Internet or phone.

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. l-e-v-i-ackerman ; b-a-r-a-king ; thefelixkot ; cynthiatedy ; snnns

66: What is your heritage? As much as I know I'm purely Latvian. But knowing Latvian history it is highly unlikely. The mix could be with some other european country.

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? Painting living rooms table. 

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? I don't think he has one.

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? No.

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Both yes and no. If I new all of my quirks then sure. If not I might start to dislike me as a friend after a while. 

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? It depends. If I like my job a lot or am heavily dependent on it I would continue walking and call out to others if there are other people around, if there weren't I would call the boss and quickly explain the situation(if they were humane) and then save it. If me loosing my job wouldn't hold too huge consequences I would just go and save it. And explain everything later. 

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? I would tell. The closest people to me for sure. They have the right to mentally prepare for my departure. Maybe everyone too, but I'm not so sure about that. b) What do you do with your remaining days? I would go to places I like and know. Do things I enjoy. Maybe write some letters to the closes people to me, as I'm quite bad with talking. Spend some time on spirituality. Write some poems. Finish all of my started paintings and paint some more. Enjoy nature.  c) Would you be afraid? No. I think that death is a liberation from life on earth that can be extremely tough at times.

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. Love would be the one. If I myself could either only love or trust I chose love. I would feel too detached from people otherwise. And also if I could only receive only one it would be the same. As trust puts a burden on me. I feel as if I need to fulfill it. 

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? I don't have a song like that. 

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 4971

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Communication; love; at least some common interests; a somewhat similar view on life.

77: How can I win your heart? By being intelligent; being able to accept that your view or opinion is flawed if I or somebody else provides evidence of it being so;

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? Oh it surely can. I have experienced it myself and there are many proofs of it too.

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? The last that comes to mind is to travel alone for 3 months.

80: What size shoes do you wear? 39,5 EU.

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? Thank you for visiting, have a nice day. /my name/

82: What is your favourite word? Interesting

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. Warm. The next is the medical stuff.

84: What is a saying you say a lot? We'll see. 

85: What’s the last song you listened to? Right now I'm listening to “Mendelssohn Violin Concerto E Minor OP.64 (Full Length) : Hilary Hahn & FRSO”

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? White, Indigo blue, green, violet, blue, sunset orange, dark red.

87: What is your current desktop picture? A painting of a mermaid sitting on a rock. 

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? No one. Each have their time to go. Even if they might make things really bad. But  right now I don't have to deal with problems so big as to consider to really use such a chance if I got one. 

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

It would depend on the situation, but nothing comes to mind that I would feel the need to lie of on all occasions. 

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

I would look anxiously for any suspicious moves. If they don't do anything bad even when I step off they bed I would try to go to a different room and lock myself in a toilet or something and wait for them to disappear. 

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? To create anything I want at any given moment with no price to pay. Even foods and beverages. 

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? I would like to take walk again on mt. Koya/Japan.

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? Almost getting raped when I was drunk at a festival and my sister left me alone with an acquaintance of ours. Ah that dumb-ass. Well I'm much more careful now but still it is a bad memory.

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? Simply no thank you. I don't want to have an intercourse without proper feelings on both sides. 

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Venice. I've never been there and if I am to buy a ticket back it wouldn't be too expensive either. 

96: Do you have any relatives in jail? No.

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? Yeah I have. A few years back. I was sick with the travelers disease. I thought that I was over it so I thought it would be a good idea to go down to the city from a mountain town eat indian food and then go back up the same mountain road. It was a bad idea. I started to vomit when we were midway and I even had to walk a portion of the way because I felt so sick. Oh fun times. 

98: Ever been on a plane? Yes, many times.

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

“Do one good deed today” If everyone was listening and it wasn't through TV or radio they might think it was the God talking. And the world would profit by people doing a bit more good.