#No I am not ok in this Chili's tonite...

[hi-i-just]

Do you ever just think about Twilight being in such a strenuous, lonely, morally ambiguous business of espionage that requires him to shed his humanity to do callous and ruthless things to survive and his good deeds would never be known to anyone, and Anya reading "I wanted to create a world where children wouldn't have to cry" in his mind and Yor being struck by "To sacrifice yourself for the sake of others, to endure harsh work for something you believe in, no normal person has that kind of resolve. You should be proud." and you're not. You're not okay, because Anya may have brought this family together, but Loid's inherent principle, kindness, and compassion is why the both of them chose to stay and fight for this weird, fantastic family they made and in this essay—

[pingvin-king]

thanks to the homie @ipu-ki for tagging me & here's the 10 songs I've been listening to lately:

🐧 Tú - maye

🐧 slow dancing in the dark - joji

🐧 North$ide - destiny rogers

🐧 Lights Up - harry styles

🐧 Feeling Lonely - boy pablo

🐧 Friends - Los Retros

🐧 Evil Spider - benee

🐧 Sitting in the Park - Billy Stewart

🐧 4 Walls - f(x)

🐧 so this is love but you're in cinderella's movie

Ima tag You. The one reading this lol whoever (whomever?) Wants to do this really 😎✌

[kdfs]

Ok this looks insane but me and my bf always make breakfast burritos in bulk to freeze so Tonite we did - sautéed collard greens, mustard greens, orange bell pepper, portabella mushrooms, diced tomatoes and green chilis, taco johns potato oles, eggs, vegan sausage, parsley and cilantro, havarti dill and a lil horseradish white cheddar w/ black Hawaiian lava salt, gaby’s seafood seasoning from Williams Sonoma, cracked pepper and ghost pepper hot sauce.. am I forgetting anything ? Prob but yeah.. lots of flavors happening and ykw it worked

[dick-too]

january 19, 2021

it was the same as before – I am raking the dirt, just scratching at it really – so hot – the rags I'm wearing are soaked – when I look up through the sweat I can see hundreds of others just like me, wavy like a mirage – there's a teenage girl beside me – it's Anne Frank – we work together all the time – she looks like she's gonna pass out – I say "Anne, are you ok" – she says "no"

working from home again today, got the ok – streets not plowed yet unless you live on one with a 2 Club member who has a pickup and a plow attachment – suppose to melt a lot today

took Rocket for a walk – Motoswarm has snowmobiles, who'da thought – guards on duty up at the corner – post on the local 2 Club Facebook page says somebody saw a black bear – thought they hibernated

lunch – Marta bought a couple of the Michael Jackson brand lunch meals and I had the peanut butter and jelly one – it was ok – the dessert had a weird, sulphury after taste

note to self: Marta does not like conversation when she's working

dinner – leftover chili and cornbread – Marta didn’t want onions so I diced some  up for myself – bottle of really good Zinfandel – news says all Nat Guards are being called up – speculation – people sorta freaking out

Marta and I watched some true crime thing where the wife killed her husband by putting anti-freeze in his juice every morning – took 18 months for him to die

in bed by 22:00 – wondered if I would see her again tonite – whenever I have this dream I am her Pim – and she is my proof that there is no god, never has been