#Nmixx imagines

[idledesires]

Sounds of Sin IV

It's not just Haewon, it's all of them. Kyujin just can't keep quiet when she masturbates and it's getting on all their nerves. But for Haewon, being in the same room (and her penchant for liking women), it's so much harder to cope with.

Haewon has tried everything, from playing nice to berating her actions to calling her out in front of everyone.

The problem is, Kyujin just can't help herself.

[hyun0o]

hiii!!! hru, sweet???

ik you don't write for nmixx but can I get a request for gp lily?

a little detail::::

kinda tomboyish lily LOVES f innocent kinda girlyish reader.

remember! (don't pressure yourself, you don't have to do it + take your time + love yourself = YOUR INCREDIBLE)

love you!

- idea Bank 💡 🏦

Small Touch Up

[G!PTOMBOYISH LILY X GIRLY F!READER]

(-//=//-) = Such a sweet req☹️🫶 I'm fine with doing any female kpop idols as long as you guys want it, I'll do it🩷 This is kinda short so I'm sorry anoniie but I hope you can still enjoy🫶

(^=^)

Nervousness leaves your body as the final performance of NMIXX has finally ended, the girls resting in each of their dressing rooms as that is by far their only time of being alone and rest before calling it a night. Sure you're just one of their many make up artists but hey they still treated you like a friend. The other staff members even teases you about how they all take a liking to you, to which you can't help but get flustered at. All you want to do is be there for them and support the talented girls. Cleaning your things with a graceful manner you felt an uneasy aura towards your other fellow make up artist, with a soft voce you asked her what's wrong. She seemed to fidget a lot, pacing back and forth with her eyebrows knit together. "Y/n... can I ask you a small favor please?" Her voice seemed desperate, even if you didn't want to do, it seems like you have no choice, your heart is just too soft for that. Nodding your head with a raised eyebrow, the worried girls face lightened up and came closer to you with expecting eyes. "Can you please fill me on lilies check up on her touch up? It's just I have a really really urgent family matter and I don't think I can wait around here any longer!!" She was practically begging with her hands clapped together, you're not a horrible person nor a busy one so you gladly took the favor, it's not everyday you get to have time with Lily alone. As your co worker packed her bags and waved her goodbye to you, you went to Lily's small yet private changing room to help her out on retouching. It was a surprise, once you twisted the cold knob and opened the door, you saw... Nothing.

Lily wasn't there, this was a bit unusual since the other girls are already in their rooms yet the short haired girl isn't. You tried to search for her in the closed space but to no luck. Looking at yourself in the mirror, you hear a sudden twist of the door knob. Getting the view of the beautiful blonde, you two make eye contact, making you feel flustered and awkward since this was your first time being with her in this lonely setting. "You're here? Where's um... Miss Choi?" Her voice sounded smooth, you've always idolized her because of her amazing talents even though you two are quite the opposite duo. While she has more of tomboyish style while you were more feminine and girly. Although, you know what they say, opposites attract. "She had a family emergency so she couldn't really help you, luckily I had nothing else to do and so I'll be doing her job for today, I hope you're okay with that..." You smile awkwardly, trying to avoid eye contact as much as possible, but the silence didn't help ease your anxiety. As you finally look at her, she had a confused face, eyebrows raised and one end of her lip downward which you found very cute. "Why would I not be fine with you?" She slowly walks towards you, making you inhale her rich fragrance. She was so close you felt like your heart was about to leave your chest from beating so hard!

"Um... Well you know, I'm not really your usual staff who's always fixing you up aha.. " Your nervous chuckle didn't help the awkward air between you two, it was almost as if it had some sexual tension too. Her strong stare made you shift and felt small, like a tiny mouse caught by a cats fangs. With a swift motion, you turned around to avoid her. Pretending to get something on the smooth white desk for the blonde's make up. As you started to do your usual routine, you can't help but notice her small glances at you, it's not that it made you uncomfortable, but... You actually liked it, you asked yourself why you were such a pervert! While putting on some of her eye shadow that will compliment her facial harmony, her lips distracted you, as they looked plump and lovely. A sudden heat chained through your body with such unprofessional thoughts. "Y/n?, why did you stop?" Shit. You were so spaced out, you didn't even realize your frozen state." Ah, I-I'm sorry just got a little blank there" You tried to laugh it off to not be so obvious, but hey, Lily isn't an idiot you know?

As you brought you brush down, turning around and trying to clean up before the last step, which was lip gloss. Lily had this heated feeling where she can't just let you go like that after making her so god damn hard. I mean come on you were so cute and awkward, it was hard not to get turned on. With a small smile on your face while trying to think on what you can have for dinner tonight, you suddenly felt fast yet gentle arms taking you in with their body fron behind, the warmth not helping with your already messy state. You looked in the mirror, lily laying her head on your shoulder while mumbling soft words you can't hear properly. "L-lily? What's wrong do you not like your make up? I can change it if you'd li-"

"You're so oblivious sometimes, you know?" With her gentle thrust to your ass, you felt it. Her hard thick boner teasing your warm ass, God you felt your pussy clench into air while already dripping so much. You can't help but stop your small sounds from letting out. "I'm sorry if it may come to a shock for you but... I need your help hun." God if she couldn't make you more horny! The setting was so bad, anyone can walk in and find you two fucking each other IN THE DAMN DRESSING ROOM!. But come on, who can say no to her right? You look at the reflection, her eyes filled with desire and certainty. In a speedy manner, you turned around and hugged her, this is what you've always wanted to do to her for a while now. To smell her comforting scent and feel her warmth. "I'll gladly help you lily. I'll do anything for you" What came over you for confessing such a bold statement? You mentally slapped yourself. Lily paused for a moment, "How can you be so cute?, Well then, please let me ravish you till my hearts content" without wasting another moment, she captured your pillowy lips. Getting the scent of her cherry gloss that you've been wanting to try on, since it reminded you of her.

The back of your waist was gently pushing back at the table, your heart beating too fast to comprehend that Lily was now slightly parting your lips to finally get the taste she'd always craved. Both tongues longed for each other, waiting till one's lungs get tired out. Unfortunately, your's was the loser to drag you from heaven on earth. Your heaving chest rose and set, mind getting clouded with desperation, and heart pumping with excitement and nervousness. "It's just the two of us for now okay? Let's fulfill our desires at lasts" Lily gently inhaled your scent with her hands in action with unbuckling your bra. Your fantasies were coming true, or maybe all of this is just a dream. If it were, you wished it would never end. She slowly took ahold of your breast, teasingly playing and pinching at it for your sharp whimpers. "Don't get too loud now baby" The adrenaline of this scandal is one of the turn ons Lily has, the secrecy of fucking her own stylist? Honestly she wants everyone to hear how good she can make you feel but sadly, the company is a little too strict for that. You placed your hand on your mouth, trying not to moan loudly while the blonde idol sucked on your nipples while her other hand started palming your sweet core. "L-lily a-ah!" Your whole body jolted to the feeling of one finger entering you, your panties getting pushed aside as Lily kept her slow pace.

Her beautiful finger moved in a stable pace, making sure to remember every single part of you. Your back arching with how all the feeling was just too much. But god,why did you want it all? With now two fingers,she was able to hit your gummy spot, your bit your lip from moaning her name. "I found you, baby" She raised her head, eyes more lost in lust. With your heart and mind filled with her, you couldn't stop yourself from kissing her again, for the first one was far way too short for your liking. You could feel her smile into the kiss, her fingers repeatedly abusing your sweet spot that no one has ever been able to reach. "mhm... Fuck Lily please" You are close to going insane, her fingers are now echoing through the whole room with your wet pussy. Honestly the sounds itself made you wanna cum on how lewd it is. You couldn't take it anymore, you wanted to cum on Lilys fingers, you want to cote her with your warm juices. In desperation for your release, you started moving you hips with the same pace as her. This time you couldn't stop the loud moan, it felt like you were going to explode with ecstasy! "You're amazing Y/n... Fuck, I can just cum by just watching your angelic figure" Lily dug her face on the crooked of your neck, "I love you so fucking much..." She said with full sincerity and finally marked you on your neck as hers. Those 3 words, were the only thing you needed to release your love for her. "I love you, I love you, I love you lily!!" You screamed in pleasure as your milky substance finally creamed Lilys fingers. The blonde couldn't take it anymore, not after you screaming her name like that she can't. She wasted no time to taste you making you blush, her eyes darted at you. Another smirk formed on her gorgeous face, "So needy..." she whispered and pulled out her suffocating hard cock. You were still spinning in the best high you've had. "You don't know how much you make me go insane, fuck my cock has been wanting your tight walls for so long now." Lily said as she kept placing soft kisses on you cheeks and neck, making you feel comforted and warm. Lily was big BIG, you can see how structured her dick was with the veins popping and top just so pink from how hard she was, topped with so much pre cum. You couldn't stop yourself from stroking her, moans coming form her mouth, making you feel determined to hear more of her heavenly moans.

"Mhm... If you keep this up, I might cum from just a few strokes my love" She confessed, she's so weak under your amazing touch. You let out a small giggle, "well shall we finally get to business?" You gave her the exact same smile that made her fall in love with you. Lily pressed both of your foreheads together, closing her eyes and heaving a big sigh. "I'll do anything to pleasure you. Tell me when you're uncomfortable okay?" Lily's voice and gentle face comforted you so much, how can she be such a sweetheart. Your lips met once again before whispering "take me as yours Lily" and with that, she positioned her tip on to your wet pussy, before slowly thrusting and filling every single crevice that yearned for her. Your whines were hard to control when you felt her veins practically pulsating!! "Oh my god baby I- fuck!" You wrapped your hands around her neck for stability and hid on her neck. Feeling her adjust her cock made you feel so damn weak. "Holy shit... You feel so fucking good my love, may I?" She kissed your forehead making you giggle at her affection, "it would be cruel of me to deny your release baby" And with that, Lily desperately started thrusting with her full and hard length hitting the spot she just abused a few moments ago.

And you thought her fingers were amazing, then what's her cock? Perfect? because oh my god it really did fill you up to the brim! You were literally a moaning mess with just a moments of her thrusting hard and deep, while her rhythm kept going faster and faster. "A-ahnn... Lilysh o good Ah!" It's hard to talk when the love of your life is pounding you mercilessly while kissing you and sucking your delectable tongue. You were sure that everyone can hear the two of you fucking hard, even the vanity was making a sound at this point, but the two of you just wanted one thing. Each other. "You're so fucking tight princess, ugh Fuck!" You could feel Lily's grip on your hand tightened, she was so close. "Ma-make me yoursh baby" That made her a little to excited, and with a few last hard and sloppy thrusts, she pulled out; completely cumming on your perfect cardigan. It was your favorite to wear since it goes well with anything, but now it's your favorite with a different reason. The room was filled with the scent of sex, but you two couldn't get the grasp of reality yet. Lily rested her head on you shoulder and went up for your sweet kisses. Fuck you two were in trouble, but in all honesty. It was so fucking worth it.

"I love you lily..."

"I love you so much more my Y/n, thank you"

A/N (°=°)

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Honestly I'm so sorry anon :((,i hope you still see this cuz this was way back. I'm still so touched by your req. Also I've been thinking to change white bunny,since I wrote some of it's first chapters. I want to change the plot a little and some characters. But pls take note I'm only available on weekends so progress will still be pretty slow. I love you guys❤️

[silantryoo]

TEXTS ; idol!OH HAEWON as your girlfriend

WARNINGS ; overworking, mentions of making out

> main masterlist.

[ourdadai]

✿ jiwoo and kyujin ꒰ nmixx ꒱ lockscreens !

[cupcek]

༩ ♪ あなたを愛するのは簡単です

[airaibunny]

dom!haesull x sub!fem!reader - “please, unnie?” (warnings: smut, threesome, oral, thigh riding, praise, nipple/breast play, biting)

a/n: i just realized that i didn’t think about which group the reader was supposed to be a part of. just put yourself in itzy or twice pooks, creative freedom ig. ALSO idk if there technically would be cameras in a dorm living room, just shhhhhhhhh

word count: 1.3k

you adore all of the girls in nmixx. helping them prepare for comebacks and giving them advice makes you feel amazing, but lately it’s gotten out of hand. especially with sullyoon and haewon. they ask you to come into the practice room or their dorm almost every day. of course you love that they look up to you so much, but it’s odd that they won’t ask anyone else for help.

their reasons for calling you over are also a bit ridiculous. they always need help with something they couldn’t possibly not know. or they need you to teach them how to properly do a dance move that they seem to get perfect after you explain it just once.

although you hate to admit it, this has caused a slight problem. you can’t look at haewon or sullyoon without your breath hitching. every time you help them practice, you subconsciously undress them with your eyes. you keep imagining what it’d be like to have them all to yourself, even just once. it feels wrong however, you know it couldn’t possibly happen.

regardless of all of that, when they ask if you can head over to their dorm today, you immediately say yes. you tell all of the girls goodbye and head downstairs to nmixx’s dorm. sullyoon answers when you knock on the door.

“hello y/n unnie! thank you for coming again!”

she motions for you to come in, shutting the door behind you. you think you hear it lock as well, but you pay no mind to it. “no problem, i love helping you guys!” you give her a tight hug and she hugs back. her hands move a bit lower than you were expecting, but you assure yourself she’s just starting to see you as a friend; not a mentor.

haewon walks into the room as you’re pulling away from sullyoon, running to hug you as well. once all of the hugging and greeting is done, you ask them why they told you to come see them this time.

“so, what can i help you guys with?”

you smile at them, walking over to sit on the couch. they shoot each other a concerning look, you have no clue what it means. “um, do you guys need help with vocals?” you ask again, waiting for an answer.

“we actually need some help dealing with stress.”

they both walk over to the couch, sitting at either side of you. their request seems normal, but their demeanor doesn’t. you don’t know what you’re sensing, but your cheeks feel incredibly hot.

“well, when i’m stressed i norm-“

“no, we don’t want advice. we want physical help.” haewon smirks while speaking to you. “maybe you could do that for us, unnie?” sullyoon inches closer to your face, whispering in your ear. you can feel the slick running down your underwear and likely onto your pants.

“i can’t do that.” you feel sullyoon’s lips on your neck and jump back. haewon’s hand travels up your thigh, pulling at the hem of your jeans. you want to stop them, you know you should, but you can’t.

“maybe that’s true, but we know you want to. we see how you look at us, unnie, it’s impossible to miss.”

sullyoon is still kissing your neck, roughly using her teeth to leave marks. haewon’s hands have shifted to your shirt, tugging it up. you try stopping her, but a simple tap on your wrist makes you give in.

she pulls it completely off and does the same with your bra, not giving you a second to protest. “can we touch you, unnie?” haewon looks into your eyes, practically begging for you. you nod in shame, you can’t believe you’re agreeing to this.

haewon takes her hands up to your breasts as soon as you give your approval. she use her fingers to trace circles around your nipples while leaning in to kiss you. your mind is foggy, between sullyoon and haewon’s lips on you, it’s impossibly to focus. you barely notice when your pants are pulled down, you simply let it happen.

you do notice sullyoon pulling away and kneeling in front of you. she spreads your legs open, grinning up at you when you try to close them.

“can i eat you out, please, unnie?”

you moan in response. something about such a vulgar question being asked in honorifics makes you squirm. them calling you ‘unnie’ and being so polite feels wrong when they’re defiling you like this, but it somehow turns you on.

sullyoon places soft kisses on your inner thighs, holding them in place with her hands. haewon has removed her mouth from your lips, placing it on your breasts instead. you’re a moaning mess, already hungry for more.

you suddenly feel sullyoon’s mouth on your core, placing a kiss on top of it before going in with her tongue. she trails up and down your folds, making you cry out and bring your hand to haewon’s hair.

“does that feel good, unnie?” haewon pulls away for a second, looking up at you. “yes.” you answer in between whines. you notice haewon’s hand on sullyoon’s head, pushing her further into you.

sullyoon’s lips encircle your clit, kissing and sucking it. she pushes her tongue into your entrance, earning more moans and whines from you.

“you’re doing so well, you sound so pretty.”

all of that, along with haewon still being latched onto your breasts is quick to make you reach your high.

your thighs tense and you hear sullyoon giggle at the pressure around her head. your eyes squeeze shut as sullyoon continues using her tongue on you, helping you ride out your orgasm. she comes up to kiss haewon, letting her lick your juices off her chin and lips.

“she tastes so good.” haewon smiles at you as she finishes cleaning sullyoon. “doesn’t she?” hearing them talk about you like you’re not there is incredibly arousing for some reason.

haewon moves to the end of the couch, resting on the armrest. sullyoon slightly pushes you toward her. “go sit.” you comply and sit on haewon’s lap, letting yourself fall directly on her thigh. sullyoon positions herself behind you, putting her hands on your hips.

“fuck.” you moan out, grabbing haewon’s shoulders.

“you shouldn’t say those words around us unnie, you’re supposed to be our role model.” haewon tauntingly remarks, pushing your hair out of your face. you feel sullyoon push down on your hips, grinding them against haewon’s thigh. you quickly become just as disheveled as before, moaning out in elation as your hips rock back and forth on haewon. sullyoon’s mouth lands on your shoulder, leaving bite marks and bruises on it.

“how does that feel? is she going too fast?” haewon asks, referring to sullyoon’s pace. you shake your head, unable to give a verbal answer. “good, then you don’t mind if she speeds up, unnie?” you shake your head again, desperately waiting for them to give you more.

sullyoon quickens her pace, adding more pressure to your hips. you feel haewon’s thigh flex and whimper, already on the edge again. you look down and notice how truly soaked you are, you are drenching haewon’s thigh. she notices your face and snickers.

“don’t worry, we’ll get me cleaned up when you finish.”

sullyoon is still attacking your shoulders with her mouth, making sure to leave kisses along with her bites.

your abdomen tenses for the second time and you wince in anticipation. your eyes gloss over with tears and you let them fall as your second organs hits you like a truck. sullyoon slows down gradually, waiting for you to be entirely done.

she pulls you out of haewon’s lap, giving you a kiss. “did you like that, unnie?” she questions, letting haewon kiss you as well. you nod with a smile and look around for your clothes. haewon notices and turns your face toward her.

“not yet, my thigh still needs to be cleaned, unnie.”

[nr1chaedickrider]

'Christmas gift'

this is basically just smut, felt silly <33 early christmas fic!!!

for the one and only @pinkytrl ilysm pookie!! also for 🐨 anon but you know who you are

"MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!" a voice screams the moment you enter your and lily's shared apartment. The high note making you yelp in surprise.

"I think you like christmas but im not sure.." you say while hanging your jacket on a hook thats drilled into the door, a little laugh leaving your mouth. Your comment makes Lily laugh along with you as she comes closer and puts her arms around your neck, pulling you closer and kissing you softly.

You hum into the kiss as you let yourself relax more and more, your hands travelling to her waist and holding it firmly.

After what felt like minutes, both of you slowly let go and breathe heavily while a small and almost non-visible string of salvia connects you two. Saying Lily's cheeks are just a little red would be a lie, the way she is looking right now looks more like a ripe tomato..

But the way she looks at you, eyes lidded, hot breath that hits your skin every now and then. You feel like falling in love again. Her hands trail down your body, stopping at your waist to pull you closer. Her mouth right next to your ear, whispering something that sounds like a dream come true:

"Ruin me."

She looks at you with a innocent smile, you smile back at her.

Your lips connect again, a heated and sloppy kiss, nothing like the one you shared when you entered the apartment and she greeted you like a puppy.

Your hands find their way back to her waist, pushing her in the direction of the bedroom while trying not to trip over anything.

You slam the door of the room closed while almost throwing Lily on the bed. You look down to her while she looks up to you. Her cheeks flushed and her body propped up by her arms, looking up to you in need and lust.

You sit down on her lap and start to kiss her neck, her hands grip the fabric of your t-shirt and soft moans leave her mouth. Crimson colored marks appearing on her neck, like a work of art.

After kissing her neck (or rather making out with it very roughly..) you start to tug at her oversized shirt, she helps you and pulls it off, throwing it somewhere on the already messy bedroom floor.

The sight infront of you is problably the best thing ever.

Lily looks at you with a grin, the red lingerie on her body saying more than any words couldve said. You feel your face heating up emberrassingly fast. Did she plan this?

"A little christmas present. How do you like it?" she asks in a teasing voice which makes you chuckle.

"I love it" you answer, your hands slowly roaming around her body.

"This is the best thing ever, fuck" you breathe out, kissing her again and slipping your tongue into her mouth, your fingers toying with her already hard nipple through her thin bra.

Whimpers leave her mouth while she grips the bedsheets under her. You slowly start to move down on her body, leaving a trail of marks and even bite marks here and there. You stop with the kisses right infront of the cute little ribbon on her panties, giggling a little at the sight of her. You look up to Lily and see that she has her brows furrowed as she looks at you.

A whiny "please.." comes out of her mouth, and who were you to say no to her?

You take off her underwear and throw it to the other clothes on the floor, moving a finger through her folds, making her breath shiver.

"You look so pretty like this.." you mumble against her thighs as you place kisses everywhere, except her throbbing core.

Her hand moves to your head, trying to move it closer to the place she really needs your lips on. "So desperate?" you ask as you look up to her, and she nods.

"Please.. I need it." Lily looks at you in that needy look you have seen so many times, but everytime she does it, it feels like the first time.

"I mean if you're asking so nicely.."

You latch yourself on her clit, licking it. She immideatly starts to moan, her head thrown back in pleasure as her hand grips your hair. You hum against her, the vibrations sending shivers down her spine as you move your tongue inbetween her folds in an unusual pace, making her curl her toes into the mattress.

Her moans are getting louder and louder as you eat her out like an wild animal that finally found its prey. You hold her thighs in place due to her squirming around so much.

"So riled up already.." you mumble against her core, knowing how close she actually already is.

"Please.. Im so close oh my god-" her thighs start to shake as you fuck her core with your tongue and your nose bumps into her clit, you smirk against her as she cums and her juices are starting to slowly flow out onto your tongue, almost drinking her up.

Lily breathes heavily as you sit down properly between her legs while she comes down from her high. You watch her in anticipation and she smiles at you, her cheeks still flushed. She takes your hand in hers, your thumb slowly caressing her skin as she looks down on your fingers.

She slowly leans forward, propping herself up with her other arm as she comes closer and closes the gap inbetween your lips, a slow and lovely kiss.

Which changes to a sloppy one pretty fast.

Moans and groans leaving both of your mouths as your other hand gropes her waist, moving them to her back to unclasp her red lace bra - finally freeing her tits.

You both part when you almost arent able to breathe anymore, looking at eachother with lust and red faces as Lily and you breathe heavily.

You want to let go of her hand but she holds it with a rather strong grip, taking her other hand to your wrist to hold your hand. She moves it closer to her mouth, looking at you with a smile before taking your fingers into her mouth.

You watch her in surprise by her sudden action, but saying it doesn't turn you on would be the biggest lie in history.

You can feel her tongue going inbetween your middle finger and your ring finger, moving it in circular movements. Your fingers get wetter and wetter after she sucks on them.

You slowly pull them out of her mouth, making a little 'pop' sound. She looks at you with a smile before laying down again, spreading her thighs.

You look at her, tilting your head like an confused puppy, but the teasing look in your face says something else.

"What do you want from me?" you ask, trying not to laugh.

"Come on... You know what I want.." she says, her hand holding your wrist with the fingers she just sucked on some moments ago, some of her saliva dropping on her naked thigh.

"I don't, I can just stop right here and there Lily" you say, trying to stand up but she pulls you down really quick, making you fall on top of her. Her mouth is right next to your ear, her hot breath hitting your cold skin, making you gulp.

Was she always like this?

You decided to not think about this now while waiting for her to talk,

"I want your fingers inside of me, I did you a favor and already wetted them for you.." she whispers in a deep voice.

You can feel your cheeks heat up as you slowly prop yourself up, smiling a little.

"That's what I wanted to hear" you run your finger through her folds, making her breath quiver as your slowly put it inside her hole, watching her bite her lip as you start to move.

"T-two fingers.." she moans out, not letting you answer,

"I prepared two fingers for you.." she adds, making you chuckle at her needyness.

"If you say so" you pull out, just to slam to fingers inside of her, making her yelp and lean her head back into the silk pillow. The volume of her moans increasing immideatly.

You lean forward and start to place kisses all over Lily's chest, running your tongue over her erected nipple. Your fingers never stopping thrusting in and out of her insanely fast.

"F-fuck.." she keeps moaning, cursing inbetween as her thighs try to close, but you hold them open, not letting her stop you in any way.

-

"Please..." she whimpers, her bangs sticking to her forehead because of the sweat, her chest rising and sinking rapidly.

"You wanted it so bad and now you're too exhausted baby?" you tease her while your fingers curl into her g-spot again.

Small tears leve her eyes and roll down her cheek.

"You look so pretty like this..." you say and kiss her cheek, tasting the slightly salty water drops. She looks at you while gripping the bedsheets.

"I know you're close, just one more" you add, thrusting your fingers in and out while playing with her nipples with your other hand. She nods fast, closing her eyes and letting you ruin her.

A sound similar to a scream leaves her mouth as she cums - again. You help her ride out her high as you pull out your fingers, laying down next to her.

"You did so good" you say with a smile, hugging her waist. She smiles and breathes heavily, looking at you.

"What is your gift for me?" she asks, you laugh a little, making eye contact with her.

"You can do anything to me baby" you answer, cuddling into her and closing your eyes.

"Trust me I have something planned." she whispers in a low tone.

-

You wake up in the morning, looking at the clock next to you, showing '10:00' in a bright red color.

You look to the other side, some of the light shines through the almost closed blinds. Your eyes wander around the room and you start to notice Lily sleeping next to you, her body covered with marks from the night before, her plump lips parting a little everytime she exhales.

She looks so cute when sleeping, you think while admiring her features.

You slowly get out of the bed, trying not to wake her up and leaving a little handwritten note.

'At the practice room, love you.

Dont forget to cover up the hickeys ;P'

Lily lets out a little laugh while reading your note. A cute thing you both started doing when the other one was asleep.

-

"Okay lets have a 20 minute break" Chaeryeong calls out while you lie down on the floor exhausted.

"Finally" Ryujin says, dragging Yeji with her.

"What are they doing together?" you ask lia and yuna and they laugh.

"Lets find out!" They say and pull Chaeryeong with them out of the practice room, leaving alone.

Atleast you were alone, for like 2 minutes??

"Missed me?" Lily asks as she closes the door behind her, looking at you with a smile.

You start to notice the marks all over her neck and collarbone as she takes off her scarf.

Oh god.

"Didn't I tell you to cover them up?" you look at her, raising an eyebrow.

"Mhm" she nods, walking to you and sitting down next to you, her lips immideatly latching onto your neck.

"Lily- the others could come in any second" you let out a small moan, trying to push her away playfully but it's like she doesn't even listen, continuing to suck on that special spot.

"I'll be quick." she whispers against your neck, her hand travelling inbetween your thighs.

You nod, spreading your legs a little so she can have better access, her hand goes under your underwear and your sweatpants in a quick move, rubbing small circles on your clit.

You bite your lip to muffle your moans, which is pretty hard with Lily teasing you like this.

"D-don't tease.." you whimper, gripping her thigh, she looks at you and chuckles.

"Okay okay.."

Her fingers dip into your hole, making you let out a little yelp while she thrusts them in and out fast, her thumb not stopping rubbing your clit.

You throw your head back, your teeth still on your bottom lip.

"Hey- I forgot to grab my phone, Ryujin was pinning Yeji against a wall- WHAT-" You look to the door of the practice room.

Fuck.

Chaeryeong stares at you both, slowly closing the door behind her.

Lily tries not to laugh, but her being here doesn't stop her as she continues curling her fingers into your sweet spot.

"H-hey Lily.. fuck..." you moan out, trying to stop her, but damn is it turning you on when Chaeryeong watches.

She doesn't move at all while watching you two, you look at her and she blushes, even panting a little??

Shes holding onto the table in the practice room, her hand seems like its gripping it.

"Come on.. Keep looking at her." Lily whispers seducingly into your ear, then going down to kiss your neck, marking you up like you did with her yesterday.

"Mhm-" you moan, your legs closing themselves on their own since you're so close. Trying to look at Chaeryeong but you notice how she is struggling to look at you too.

"Keep them open." she says, spreading your legs, wet sounds filling the room as you try to be quiet while your orgasm washes over you. She slowly stops moving her fingers, helping you ride out your orgasm.

Chaeryeong just stares at the wet spot on your grey sweatpants.

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"It isn't that emberrassing come on..." Ryujin says while taking a sip from her beer, Yeji sitting next to her and nodding.

"Look... atleast you saved us from Chaeryeong taking a pic of me being all messy..??" Yeji says, scratching the back of her head.

"Yeah yeah..." you finish your drink and look at your phone.

'Lily: Come home.'

"You know.. its kinda late, I should get going" you say and leave some money to pay for your drink. Ryujin nods.

"See you tomorrow at practice!" Yeji says and waves at you while you walk (rather run..) out of the bar.

"Im so fucked oh god.." you say to yourself while walking back home, being glad that the apartment is not far away from the bar.

You think about everything that couldve happened to make Lily so mad that she wouldnt use any of those weird emojis, especially ending her sentence with a dot???

You close the door behind you, looking around in the living room, but it's empty?

"Lily..?" you walk around, going to the bedroom, but when you open the door, you're greeted by Lily standing there in a black silk bathrobe?

"On your knees."

"What-?"

"I'm not joking. On your knees, now." she says.

You slowly get on your knees, seeing her walking towards you. She grabs your chin with her hand and lifts it up, making you look up to her.

It's silent. So silent that you're afraid she could hear your heart beating rapidly.

"Told everyone how you fucked me, hm?" she asks in a deep voice. Images of you talking to your members proudly of how you ruined her as a christmas present.

"I-.. How do you know-"

"Is that important? No, I don't think so.

You know, people that behave like you should learn some manners." she says, going down so her mouth is next to your ear.

"Maybe I should teach you some, how about that? Hm?" she whispers. You feel shivers running down your spine.

"I-... I dont know.. uhm-"

"Stuttering now? You didn't sound so shy when you told everyone how I whimpered." she says.

"Get on the bed, face down, hips up." she says, you immideatly stand up and walk to the bed, doing as she says.

'Click'

You look over your shoulder and see Lily in her underwear (or to be exact, a sports bra that shows of her biceps and abs so well, and a pair of panties), a black strap put on. "Like what you see?

You know, you dont even need to answer, I bet you're already so wet." she says and chuckles, getting on the bed and taking your pants off, looking at the damp spot on your underwear.

"Nope, not surprised." She takes your underwear of too, aligning herself with your hole.

"W-wait no prepping-?" you ask, your voice hinted with a little fear even though this turns you on so bad.

"You're wet enough." she answers, slowly inserting her strap as she watches it dissapear completly.

You try not to moan out loud because the stretch feels just so good. Your nails dig into the pillow you laid your head on.

"You're so tight baby..." she says, laying down on top of your back, her chest pressing against it as her strap reaches even deeper, moving herself inside of you, her hot breath on your ear as she groans inbetween thrusts.

"Fuck Lily..." you moan out, eyes rolling back as she keeps fucking you in a fast pace, not caring a little bit about how you feel.

And oh god, it's emberrassing how fast you are close to your orgasm.

"I'm gonna-" "Mhm. I know" she says, kissing your neck and moving even faster, if thats even possible.

Your eyes roll to the back of your head as you cum, head falling on the pillow as you try to relax after your orgasm.

She pulls out, you hear another 'Click' as she takes off her strap, turning you around so you lay on your back.

You're panting as you watch her get on top of you, looking at some of the marks she left when you did it in the practice room.

She starts to kiss all over you again, sucking, biting, licking at every spot, all over your collarbone and neck, your breasts, literally everywhere.

She places a small kiss on your clit as her hands play with your nipples. She starts to move her tongue through your folds, teasing you by going to every spot except the one spot you really need her tongue on.

"Please.." you say, looking down to see her looking up to you with a grin.

"Will you be good? No trying-to-be-cool acts?" she asks and you quickly nod.

"I kinda wish they could see the way you're right now, begging the soo 'submissive' girl to tongue fuck you.." she says, then immideatly going to your hole as she starts to eat you out, making you moan immideatly.

You grip her hair, trying to push her in deeper, her hands still toying with your nipples. You squirm around as she eats you out like a wild animal, looking like there will be no end of this.

And there is no end of this.

After some times of cuming into her mouth, it seems like she just cant stop.

"Lily-" you whimper, pussy swollen while she continues to eat you out, too pussydrunk to stop, overstimulating you obviously.

"One more baby. Be good." she mumbles, the vibrations against your core making you squirm more, moaning about how close you are, how it hurts in such a good way..

Your hands grip the bedsheets, your toes curl into the mattress, your head thrown back, your back arched, your mouth repeating her name like a mantra.

"Lily.. fuck im gonna-.. Lily-!" you moan out loud, almost like a scream as you cum in her mouth again.

She slowly leans back, watching you breathing heavily, your eyes still closed. A sight she loves to see. Maybe a bit too much.

'Click'

If you werent too exhausted to notice Lily taking a picture of you in your current state, putting it in a hidden folder immideatly.

She puts her phone away, laying down next to you as she covers you both with a blanket.

"I should top you more often" she says and chuckles a little while you are already asleep.

[the-roo-too]

bet on me!

oh_haewon x fem_reader

-where aespa’s youngest (the straightest idol in the industry) tries not to fall for nmixx’s leader’s charm

GENRE: smau; strangers to lovers

STATUS: writing!

WARNINGS: haewon down bad; y/n is awfully picky with men; cursing; LOTS of accounts

FEAT.: nmixx; aespa; le sserafim; itzy; twice; red velvet; (g)i-dle

PROFILES: the straights; swifties; mixxies; firefighters; big names

CHAPTERS:

-0.0 a midsummer nmixx dream

-0.1 hyomas unnie solo?

-0.2 hot girl in the halls

-0.3 bad language

-0.4 damned traitor

-0.5 haewon unnie is a loser

-0.6 you didn’t know?

-coming soon!

TAGLIST: @sserabey @pandafuriosa60 @caramelmcflurry @multiliker @thefckghost @justme-idle @zhivaxo @layona-123 @sh1nnryuu @airice

©the-roo-too 2023

[wontune]

☆ kyujin [ nmixx ] lockscreens.

[kzuhasgf]

in between the lines

pairing — lily morrow x 7th member!reader

you and lily are THE chaotic besties. you can't be seen without each other and are like peas in a pod. what happens when there's a realization?

tags — f!reader (ethnicity friendly), idol!au genre — crack, fluff, ROMANCE (this is sickeningly sweet) word count — 4,840

notes — there's two curse words, reader is ’03 and knows how to cook, I had FUN with this one (I hope you enjoy it too), I WON'T SAY ANY SPOILERS!!

when you became a trainee at jyp, things were fun and exciting, meeting people like you, taking up new experiences, and working hard to fulfill your dream of becoming one of the most talented idols.

of course, that was all enjoyment at first.

trainee life is tiring and excruciating. for one, it takes a lot of time and effort. most of the time, years. it's your top priority to improve, so you must manage training, studying, eating, socializing, sleeping, and taking care of yourself all at once.

sometimes, it was too overwhelming for you.

that is because you had to do all of that, and there was always something to worry about. one second, you would rejoice about passing your monthly evaluation and then hear that your vocals aren't half as good as others who have been here.

when you ace that one challenging choreography your coach assigned to you, yet still compared to one of your seniors.

trainee life was tiring, demeaning, and excruciating.

not until you met lily.

you still remember the first time you saw her, walking into the wrong practice room.

realizing you were in the wrong room, you bowed and apologized profusely, her warmly saying that it was okay and there was nothing to worry about.

the second you made eye contact, something sparked, and that was something you could never describe.

you hadn't interacted with her that much, her being in the more skilled classes of the trainee groups. she was very well known and had been there before you by a long run, so finally seeing her in person made you curious.

"I'm sorry, excuse me,"

"but you're lily, right? I've heard a lot about you."

"oh!" she looked at you wide-eyed, "yes, I am lily. and only good things, I hope." she chuckled nervously, and you gave her a reassuring smile.

"of course. it's all good things,"

you checked your watch and frowned after seeing the minutes that passed. you had practice to get to and didn't want to get scolded by your teacher, so you couldn't stay for so long.

"I'm sorry to cut our conversation short, but I have to go. it's nice to meet you, I hope to see you again!"

"it's okay! see you wherever!" she smiled, and when you left, her eyes stayed on where your figure was far too long than she expected.

and guess what? "see you wherever," you did.

at least the second time you met.

this time, she stumbled upon you alone, in another practice room, at ten pm, on the floor.

you didn't hear her enter, so you lay there, unaware she was in the room. she recognized you by your appearance and by your previous interaction with her. by now, she had forgotten whatever she was planning and instead looked at you in concern.

"are you okay?" you opened your eyes, startled to see her doe ones stare at you from above.

you screamed, "aah!! oh. lily? hey, lily!"

"oh my god! don't scream like that again. it made me scream, too!" she put her hand on her chest.

"I'm sorry!" you said, getting up, your eyes widening as you saw her more clearly now and not be shadowed by herself.

"oh my god, lily."

"why? what's wrong?"

she looked gorgeous.

"wait, why are you even here? it's late, you shouldn't be practicing!" she asked and scolded you, her arms crossed and her eyebrows furrowed.

"oh, don't worry, I wasn't training. I was only lying on the floor, questioning things in my life," you answered her honestly, catching her off guard.

"oh. then, what were you thinking about?"

"hmm... well, I was thinking of important things to ones that weren't. like how my family is doing, if I'm good enough to be an idol, what song I should listen to before I sleep, or what I should eat tomorrow. all random stuff." you shrugged your shoulders, spacing out and looking at a wall.

"hey, what is this that I'm hearing?!"

you looked at her in surprise.

"you're good enough to be an idol. more than enough, actually. I even heard from other trainees that you're our new ace. that's not something you hear every day! I got interested in you."

your eyes lit up visibly.

"oh, wait, really? you got interested in me too?"

"too?" she questioned you.

"I, wait—"

"it's okay, y/n." she laughed, throwing her head back, smiling up to her eyes. your heart raced.

"you're so cute."

you can't stop yourself from staring.

"what you said a while ago about not knowing what song you wanted to listen to at night,"

she added, "I have a few songs in mind. do you want me to play it for you?" after nodding, she quickly walked to where the TV was, searching on youtube and playing an upbeat song.

she walked back to you with her brow raised, and she gave you a small smile, reaching her hand out to you.

you thought, if she looked this good with a messy bun and baggy clothes, how would she look when dressed up flawlessly?

"do you wanna sing for a bit? it's nothing intense, only a couple of songs."

your lips parted, eager to give her an answer—

"and, maybe after, I can show you some of the snacks I eat at the cafeteria."

your whole world stopped.

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you and lily couldn't ever seem to be apart.

after that night, you both became closer. in some way, it was inevitable. you two just seemed to match each other so well.

it was routine for both of you to eat meals together, practice together, hang out and go places, and be at each other's dorms.

you both were best friends.

the best of friends.

chaotic ones, at that.

she brightened up your days the same way you did with hers. when you needed a should to cry on, she was always there, and you did the same for her, too.

lily always managed to bring you up on your worst days.

you often didn't think when she was around. it was as if your mind went blank, and all you could think about was her. you didn't care what other people thought as long as you both had fun.

you both did what your hearts desired, regardless of who or what was there.

that explains why you were so chaotic together.

so when you two were announced to be part of the pre-debut lineup and upcoming group of jyp, you both screamed and jumped in happiness.

hearing the news along with the other girls of jypn, you turned to her and screamed, holding her hands in joy.

"OH MY GOD!! OH MY GOD, LILY, WE DID IT. WE MADE IT!!" screaming, you started hugging her, jumping.

still in shock, lily gave you the biggest smile she could muster and started screaming and jumping with you, holding your hands tighter.

"OH MY GOD, Y/N, YES, WE DID IT!"

the announcer looked at you both questioningly while the girls could only look away in embarrassment.

"don't mind them, please." haewon smiled at them apologetically.

"o...kay. alright then. that's all for today, thank you. and congratulations. you may celebrate." they said and quickly left.

you and lily were so occupied that it took you a minute before noticing the announcer was gone. you both started giggling and pointing at each other, leaving the others confused. bae couldn't handle your weirdness and called you two out.

"just to let you guys know, you're both freaks." haewon burst out in laughter, clutching her stomach. you poked your tongue out at her, and lily doubled up in laughter.

"it's okay, lily. they're just jealous of our super glue-bonded relationship."

"super glue-bonded?!" lily exclaimed and looked at you with wide eyes, and you laughed heartily, bringing her closer and patting her back.

"you guys are so entertaining." kyujin stared at you both in astonishment.

"okay now, don't even try looking at them." haewon covered kyujin's eyes, turning her away and making her whine.

"why, unnie?!"

"I'm doing this to protect you!"

you scoffed and crossed your arms as you looked at her, fake disgust. "what an asshole, honestly," you said quietly enough, only for lily to hear. you shook your head as your best friend snorted and covered her mouth, trying to hide her laughter.

you grinned widely, proud.

you loved adored seeing her this happy.

"trying to hide her laughter," but ultimately failing.

but you didn't mind. as long as you got to see your best friend like this.

"she... she called you an asshole!"

your jaw fell in surprise.

"LILY—?!"

okay, maybe you did mind.

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nmixx had been around for more than a year now, and you were all playing a folk tale mafia game, trying to find who the nine-tailed fox was.

the goal of this game was actually the least of your worries. you were trying to distract yourself from what close proximity you had with lily.

and you rather eat high-quality food than focus on what's happening (except for the girl you were beside).

everyone started telling their roles, and you lightly smiled when it was lily's turn.

"I'm... a subject.

"what?" you mumbled to her in surprise, your mouth full of food.

"hey, don't eat with your mouth full," she frowned and when you finished chewing, she took a tissue and wiped your mouth, leaning closer to you.

"I— thank you," you said quietly, looking down.

your heart ached. and you didn't know if it was in a good or bad way.

"yah, you're the only one who hasn't said anything about your role yet," haewon said.

"yeah, and she's being super quiet. that isn't normal!" jiwoo pointed at you in accusation.

"hey, what the fuck? I haven't even checked my bowl yet!" you threw your arms out in exasperation.

"language," haewon said and looked at you pointedly.

"sorry." you apologized quickly.

"oh my god, unnie, are you that hungry? your bowl's almost half finished!" jiwoo laughed, smacking jinni on the back, who groaned, and you huffed, pouting in response.

"or maybe the food's just that good," lily countered, crossing her arms and looking at jiwoo.

"oh, aren't you so cute?" lily cooed and squished your cheeks, your pout instantly fading away.

"thank you, lily," you said with a small smile, chuckling and holding her hand on your cheek.

she did nothing but look at you with wide eyes.

after your leader's nagging, you finally relented, moving the rice left in your bowl aside, eyebrows raising at the role given to you.

"I'm... a doctor."

"what?!" the maknae almost screamed in surprise.

"y/n!! you're not supposed to say that!" lily panickedly waved her arms at you.

"oh, huh?" you said dumbfoundedly, and the girls began laughing. you, scratching the back of your neck, decided to join along.

you lied. you weren't a doctor, just a regular citizen.

but, you thought, if you tricked them into killing you, you could watch the game as an observer (not to tell lily answers) and eat as much food as you wanted. the plan was good in your eyes!

adding to that, you were also... decent in acting.

and so, the plan commenced.

the nine-tailed fox was now going to choose who to kill.

everyone closed their eyes, and after waiting, it was revealed...

that you were chosen to be killed.

"I'M A CITIZEN!! GET TRICKED, IDIOTS," you yelled, clapping and laughing at everyone. the staff began laughing, finding it amusing.

the girls could only stare in disbelief as you grabbed your bowl and showed them you were a citizen.

"boo hoo, you killed an innocent!"

you smiled happily and got a spoon, taking food out of the pan.

"y/n... did you really just," lily looked at you expectantly, already knowing what you did.

"shh, lily, they don't need to know." you whispered and winked at her, putting your finger on her lips, her mouth dropping in shock.

she's blushing.

"you know, unnie, if you're killed, you can't eat the food." bae teased, poking your side.

"okay." you shrugged, continuing to eat.

you blinked.

"WAIT, WHAT?!"

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you and the girls were preparing for your "love me like this" comeback, filming different takes for your stage practice.

everything seemed to be in order. you all were singing perfectly and managed to perform flawlessly. it was the same with your dance moves and stage presence.

it only took three hours because haewon wanted you all to ace it.

when everyone decided to rest, you drank water and lay on the floor, eyes closing.

you were exhausted, but you had fun. you often made faces when you weren't seen on camera, making the girls enjoy, too. you sat up, and from where you were, you could see them talking to each other, off in their own worlds.

except for lily.

she sat alone, hugging herself and resting her chin on her knees. you were concerned as you watched her, wondering what was wrong.

lily has been upset since yesterday morning. when you asked her, she didn't explain why and refused to tell you, not looking you in the eye.

even hugging her or holding her hand didn't work, which shocked you.

after your futile attempts, you decided to leave her be, telling her you were there for her whenever she needed you.

you thought you could both hang out and do things together as usual, but you guess she thought otherwise.

cause every time you approached her, she just walked away.

and that puzzled you to no end.

you didn't mind her not telling you what upset her because you wanted her to share it when she was ready. but her not even looking at you and walking in the opposite direction of where you were?

it made you think something went terribly wrong.

you stood up and went to her, an anxious look on your face. you really hoped she wouldn't walk away this time.

but, unfortunately for you, she noticed you walking toward her, and she quickly excused herself to the bathroom, her head down, shadowing her face.

you didn't even get the chance to get a word out.

haewon, who was nearby, looked at her worriedly, gathering her stuff before running out.

you could only look at her walking away, disheartened.

your members also knew something was up. they noticed lily's behavior and tried investigating it themselves but ended up with nothing. being the closest person to her, they had to ask you what was going on.

"I don't know, jinsol, I really don't know. she isn't telling me anything, and I'm just as left in the dark as you are."

bae looked at you in surprise. "oh? you don't know why?"

she recomposed herself, "all right. it's okay, unnie. thank you for helping. we hope lily unnie feels better soon."

you agreed, and after she walked back to jiwoo and kyujin, you slumped in your seat, frowning and sighing, feeling more lost than ever.

her reaction didn't help either.

the last time you couldn't talk to her for this long was when she had to return to her family for an emergency.

you didn't know what to do. you felt weird, and strangely enough, it felt empty without lily.

you didn't want to assume, but it seemed like she was avoiding you.

you weighed out the possibilities, and she might need some space, but she seemed to get along with everyone else just fine.

she even tried helping with the laundry last night but settled for washing the dishes instead.

she even went to haewon's room last night.

wait, she... went to haewon's room last night?

you couldn't linger in your thoughts any longer since someone sat beside you unexpectedly.

"…yoona?"

"y/n, I need to ask you something."

you and yoona were particularly close, so you didn't mind when she didn't use formalities. but because you were always with Lily, you never got to be as close to her as you had hoped.

"sure, yoona, what is it?"

"are you sure that lily unnie hasn't told you anything? like seriously, anything?"

you looked at her curiously. "well, from what I can recall, no. but I told her I would be there for her no matter what."

"hmm, okay. did you know that haewon unnie knows why lily unnie's acting this way?"

"wait, what?"

"mhm. I asked her, but she said it wasn't her place to say. I just wanted to let you know."

your stomach dropped.

"oh… okay. that's alright. thanks, yoona."

she nodded and hugged you, before walking away.

you sat there for god knows how long.

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"unnie!"

when you noticed the youngest leaning over to you, interested in what you were boiling, you turned like a deer caught in headlights. you sighed in relief when you realized the knife wasn't close to your fingers.

"kyu, you almost made me cut my finger."

her smile faded, and she quickly apologized. she started pouting, feeling bad.

"it's okay, baby. nothing happened, see?"

"still, I'm sorry!"

the urge to baby her was powerful. she'd probably whine over it, though.

even if you wanted to, you couldn't. you were chopping vegetables because it was your turn to cook dinner tonight.

whenever you did, kyujin had a habit of watching you because you were the only one in the group who knew how to cook meals, unlike the others who only knew how to cook ramen and eggs.

"what are you making, unnie?" she tilted her head, looking up at you.

you chuckled, "ah, well, I'm making sundubu-jjigae."

"ooh, don't make it too spicy, please!"

"of course! how cute our maknae is~"

you ended up babying her, anyways.

since kyujin didn't know how to cook, like the rest of nmixx, she ended up sitting on the couch and playing games on her phone. you wiped your hands and leaned against the counter, checking the time on your watch. it was past seven pm.

dinner would take about an hour to be ready, so all you had to do was wait. you and the girls wanted to sleep before nine o'clock because you had a performance at music bank the next day.

you looked up when you heard someone clear their throat near you. you felt a pang of fear when you saw that it was lily.

"lily."

you tried to hide your nervousness by leaning even more against the counter. lily appeared to feel the same way as she averted her gaze and fidgeted with her fingers.

kyujin, seeing the situation firsthand, had her jaw dropped as she walked away from the couch, making sure you noticed before hiding in the hallway to listen in on your conversation.

the awkward silence was deafening. you eventually relaxed and stared directly at lily. her eyes were filled with conflict. it's not unusual to see her acting this way cause it's something you've seen a million times.

you were just nervous and scared because you believed she was acting this way because of something you did.

"lily... how are you doing? are you okay?"

you said softly, giving her a welcoming smile. you glanced down and noticed her palms were sweaty from how she was repeatedly wiping her hands on her pajamas.

you raised your brow and looked at her, seeing her biting her bottom lip.

"I— y/n. can I talk to you?"

"we're talking, aren't we?"

"please."

she closed her eyes and took deep breaths in and out, putting her hand on her chest. you showed visible concern. lily was rarely ever this serious. you approached her and gently took her hand in yours.

"lily, what's wrong? I'm here to listen, please."

she stared into your eyes, and you could feel her trembling. she turned her head and covered her face, her other hand still holding yours.

"lily..."

"y/n, you know you're my best friend, right?" you hummed in response. She slowly turned back to you with pink cheeks.

"I tell you almost everything. anything and everything,"

she broke eye contact again, preferring to stare at the fridge rather than look into your eyes, swirling with emotion.

"but that's exactly why I couldn't tell you this."

"I'm sorry for not hanging out or talking to you like we always do. I just needed time to... process how I was feeling."

you nodded, listening to her intently.

"go ahead, lily."

she breathed in once more before letting the truth come out.

"look, y/n, I always thought of you as a best friend and best friend only.

"that is until I rambled to haewon about you, and she thought I had a big big crush on you."

"and that made me feel weird for days."

so that's why she wasn't talking to me?

"...I only started showing it when I saw you hanging out with yoona."

oh.

"wait, what?" 

"let me explain!"

she stepped closer, awkwardly holding your arms in an attempt to be firm.

"you always stayed by my side, and me only. it's weird, y/n. no, not that! I mean, um, how I feel about it." she said and whispered, "and how I feel with the things you do."

you cocked your head like a confused puppy.

"awe shit, I didn't hear that."

"what are you doing?" haewon walked over to kyujin with her eyebrows furrowed, hands on her hips after hearing the maknae curse.

"has y/n really been teaching you how to curse? I'm so! going to scold her—" she said almost too loudly, making kyujin panic.

"quiet, unnie! look."

she peeked her head out of the doorway, eyes widening when she saw you and lily close together.

"okay, y/n, I know this is already a mess, but please hear me out."

"when you hold or hug me, I feel so— I don't know. like my whole body goes warm. I can never stop it."

"when you grab my hand or do that little thing where you caress it when I'm nervous, I—I feel like I'm gonna explode!"

"when I feel insecure, and you compliment me to make me feel better, I feel like the only girl you see in this world."

"and that terrifies me, y/n. because you're... my best friend. I shouldn't be feeling this way for you."

"but I can't help it. I really can't help it."

"especially when I saw you and yoona being so close together."

"I didn't take lily unnie to be the jealous type," bae said.

"when did you get here?!" haewon exclaimed, startled.

"it made my entire being feel like I was being soaked underwater, and I couldn't breathe. if, if that even makes sense..."

"it does, don't worry." you reassured her.

"but it also felt like it was... burning? Like I was burning."

"when I talked to haewon about you, I felt so conflicted. I thought, why would I ever have a crush on you? you're y/n."

ouch.

"but then, I realized you're also the y/n who's been there for me through thick and thin. the y/n who makes me smile effortlessly and wipes my tears away whenever I'm being extra emotional on a difficult day."

"the one who never judges me and has stuck by my side even though I'm probably annoying to you."

"you're the y/n who fits me perfectly, and no matter what happens, every memory I have with you has been sweet, heartwarming, and happy."

"looking back at the past and what we've been through together over the years has changed the way I look at you, and it makes me feel... I'm not sure how to describe it."

she pondered in thought, and her expression lit up.

"hey, remember when the netizens bashed me for being too honest on a live and how I should just keep my mouth shut?"

"you were so angry when the management team couldn't do anything about it that you wanted to personally go to the jyp building and confront them there."

"ugh, yes, I remember that," you groaned and covered your face with your hands in embarrassment while she chuckled and grabbed them away.

"I don't think anyone would have stopped you if haewon didn't drag you to your room." she whispered and teased, staring at you in amusement as you nodded her off, grumbling about the incident.

"I was even willing to riot online... bastards." you mumbled.

"what was that?"

"it's nothing!"

she giggled at your words, "oh, you're so silly."

"y/n, you made me realize you're not just my best friend. you're something else to me, something so much more, and something friends shouldn't ever feel for each other."

"and I resented myself for quite a while. until I realized it wasn't wrong, I was only scared of ruining our friendship."

"so, that's why I'm here to declare it. I'm going to say it, y/n. are you ready? tell me you're ready." her voice echoed throughout the kitchen and living room, and you laughed at her antics.

"lily..." you shook your head, heart beating faster. you gestured to her in encouragement. "I'm ready."

she held your hands and smiled at you wholeheartedly.

"I like you, y/n. I like you so much."

"oh my god!! she did it!"

"she actually said it?!"

"lily... I."

she leaned forward, eyes sparkling with hope.

"you...?"

"I—..."

"I..."

"..."

"...?"

"hey, wait, you're doing this on purpose!!"

when she saw you laughing again, her expression fell, making her pout and whine, looking at you disgruntled.

"I'm being serious here! do you like me, or do you not—"

you cut her off, "god, you're so cute,"

she blushed, her eyes widening, and her face fired up to different shades of red, quite flustered.

you moved closer, your gaze locked on hers. you placed your hands on lily's waist, causing her to freeze, unsure of what to do.

you smiled and grabbed her hands, putting them on your shoulders.

"there we go."

she stared up at you, looking at you with trustful eyes.

"lily, may I kiss you?"

"I—..." she stared at you in surprise. "yes. you may kiss me, y/n."

you tilted your head, glancing at her lips to her eyes. she tried shying away, but you laughed and stopped teasing, softly kissing her lips.

it was innocent and sweet. you could sense lily's nerves as she stood stiffly. you eased her by moving your mouth against hers.

she melted into the kiss, her hands clasped around your neck. you pulled her closer than before, your hands now grasping her lower back, and you completely surrendered yourself to her, the woman who had you from the start, lily.

you caressed her sides, making her squirm and squeal. you chuckled as you broke away from the kiss, seeing her amazed and stunned, standing there dumbfounded.

"oh, my god."

you both took deep breaths, your foreheads touching. lily took your breath away in many ways. she was so hypnotizing. everything about her managed to lure you in.

"y/n... that was... so... wow."

"wow. wow, indeed."

every. single. time.

whether it was this kiss, a sleepover in her room, or another run to the convenience store in the middle of the night,

she always drew you in. always.

she giggled, staring at you adoringly.

"y/n... does that mean we're dating now? am I your girlfriend?"

you blinked and stared at her dumbly.

"lily... yes, you are my girlfriend."

if you could do a replay in real-time, you'd want it to replay this moment over and over.

the way she crashed into your body, hugging you tightly and squeezing you with all her might.

"thank you, y/n." she whispered into your neck.

the way your members cheered and ran out of the hallway, not caring to hide anymore.

the way you felt when you held her.

"of course, lily." I might even love you.

the way you felt, at that moment, when your long-time best friend and the love of your life loved you the same.

your heart ached.

and, in between the lines, you knew it was in a good way.

"...y/n, am I a good kisser?"

"oh, come on, lily."

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bonus!

"Hey, so you and Lily unnie, huh?"

you stared at your phone in shock, not expecting a notification from jinni late at night.

"yunjin? how are you? how did you know,"

she typed her message, and when she sent it, you scoffed in disbelief. but not so much in surprise.

"Yoona." "I expected it, honestly. I could see you two get together from a mile away!"

"she's still updating you a lot, I see?"

"Who else would be doing it? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ"

you chuckled, typing a response back.

"i hope you two last long."

"You too, unnie."

"I miss you. tell her I miss her, too."

she added, "I guess Lily unnie as well..."

"don't let her see that." you laughed, already missing your former member.

"ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ"

"See you whenever I see you, unnie. I love you."

"i love you too."

see you, jinni.

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ending notes — I have roller coaster on repeat (also idk if that bashing thing actually happened I just made it up) I lowkey feel like I trashed this, PLS tell me what you think

[sosofiaplay]

ᥪᥛ᤺ 𝆬 🪴 ⠀๋᤻⠀⠀ ๋ ׅ ♡ 𝗅ꪱ꯭𝗄ᥱ 𝗈𝗋 𝗋ᥱ𝖻꯭𝗅𝗈𝗀 ֵ𓆩⠀ ͜🦆 ⃝⋕֓֓⠀ ๋

[idledesires]

Sounds of Sin V

nsfw kpop audio - moaning, touching, wet sounds

Lily has a kink, and it's all to do with size.

From when she first pushed a third finger in, and she learned just how good it was to be stretched, she has never stopped loving the feeling. She makes you get her bigger and bigger toys so you can stretch her tight cunt. All in the aid of giving her the most mind-blowing orgasms.

[sharksupermacy]

LDR

LDR- lily morrow x non-idol! reader

synopsis: you and her know that your always on each others minds

genre: fluff, slight angst, actually reader ain't despresso espresso, surprises, they are actually in love your honor, long distance relationship, lily shocked pikachu face

lily was a little worried that you haven't replied in 48 hours. a whole two days without a single text from you.

now sure, she could've played it off as some sort of time difference between you two as she was still on her showcase tour in america. but she couldn't shake this gut feeling she had. she contacted your sister a day earlier to check in with you saying that she was worried about you. of course your sister had replied back saying you were the same old, lounging on the couch, and bragging to your sister about how lucky you were to have some like lily.

but why weren't you replying to her text if your sister had just seen you yesterday. it was 24 hours since then plenty of time the intial check up. but she had to shake this feeling after all in about 2 hours she was going up on stage to meet Nwsers in brooklyn.

you on the other hand during that 48 hours have been packing and flying to brooklyn to surprise your amazing girlfriend. you had arrived the day before the showcase deciding it would be the best idea to rest in order to get up early to go to the nice to mixx you meet and greet.

man you were so glad you took all of those extra english classes in high school as you were currently reaping the benefits of it all when ordering coffee and food for lily and yourself. you headed over to the venue soon after you finished your food and bringing yours and lilys coffee to it. patentially waiting outside where you had to discover you had dump yours and your girlfriend coffee but was still allow flowers in because apparently haewon had vouch for you once she figured out you were here. you asked haewon to keep it a secret for now and also asked her to drop off the boquet you bought lily in the changing room. she smiled and hit your should saying you owe me one loser with a dorky smile.

you beamed proudly when the show started seeing your girlfriends and her member perform and entertain the crowd for 3 hours. man you were so exhausted from waving your lightstick and chanting your heart out for nmixx. you sat down in your seat for a bit watching the audience slowly file out after seeing nmixx disappear from stage. eventually it was very few people left and no one left on the balcony. but then you can feel someone tapping you on the shoulder saying in a stern voice, "excuse me, you need to leave."

you turned around apologizing at the man for over staying your bit making your way down to the theatre entrance where the door was oddly closed. "hey man, i think you might have to unlock the door for me," you yelled up in the direction of which you came. as you turned around to see the security guard walking down the stairs taking out his key to unlock the door until you were tackled.

"y/nnie!!!! why didn't you tell me you were coming," yelled out kyujin who was on the ground with you. you looked around and saw haewon shaking her head at the younger with thier manager giggling right behind her.

you see pink hair in your peripheral view holding the boquet you had given lily. you hear the voice slowly approaching the both of you asking a question to the younger, "hey kyujin? why did you tackle a stranger- omg wait. y/n?"

"hey... stranger?" you said a little bit worried of what lily response would be for ghosting her for over 2 days.

well the answer is she placed the flowers down, took kyujin off you, then hugged you as if she was going to lose you, and then smacked the crap out of you (her and you crying for different reasons). "why did you ghost me for two days," she whined out she was still hitting you and you hugging her.

"i'm sorry i flew over and got jet lagged so i slept a lot and now i'm here," you explained while trying to comfort her.

she pulled you out of the hug placing her hand on both of your shoulder, "wait. how did you even survive here? you don't even speak english," she says looking you up and down as if you were some imposter.

you sputter a bit a begining but replied in english, "i... uh-, do? i just don't really have a use for it in korea so i don't say much in it."

you knew you would regret these words because then lily went back to smack town her asking you why you didn't tell her, or how many conversation you had over heard in english.

you couldn't help laugh at this situation, even though lily was kept smacking you. you can't help the thought of how lucky you were to have lily, despite you two being in a long distance relationship. you two are perfect for each other.

a/n: after writing too many bouts of angst it is honestly really nice to be able to write something fluffy. anyways angst tmr

[blurmelonmilk]

Best friend's Twin Sister

Uni!Student fem!reader x Uni!Student Haewon

Status: ON HOLD

Synopsis: 2 months pasted after breaking up with your cheating ex, you felt better. However, your ex has plans to get you back.. To avoid him you looked for your best friend's hot twin sister for help. Whats gonna happen?

Note: My first Smau... we need more nmixx writers

Warning(s): Swearing, kys jokes, gay, simping and others

Profiles: gay bitches | they need therapy

Chapters:

01) Prologue

02) 2 months later (half written)

03) What....?! (half written)

04) Im gay now

05) new partner??

06) twin sister?

07) disapproval

08) a favor

08.2) a favor Pt2

09) master plan (half written)

10) date soon (short chapter)

11) date night (half written)

12) explanation

13) roadtrip

14)

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Started: 8/22/23

Ended: n/a

Taglist: (open)

[ourdadai]

୨୧ sullyoon ( nmixx ) lockscreens.

[authorforrosie]

Dating Lily from Nmixx would include:

•Lily first met you on a train through Australia. When she sat on her seat reading an very interesting book. She swore she fell in love with you at first sight when you asked her if you could sit down on the empty seat next at her. You both met a few times on trains before you gave her your number.

•You actually didn't recognized Lily when you first met her in 2022. until she told you about being a member of Nmixx.

•Lily felt her cheeks flushing red in a blush whenever her bandmates, family and friends notice how much in love she is with you. They would tease her in a cute way until she would go in your arms pouting and whining about how people tease her.

•You giggled when Lily's band members point at you after spotting you at their concerts. They would make hearts with their fingers or hands until your cheeks flushed red from blushing too much.

•Lily loved fluffy summer mornings when she can sleep in and wake up with you a little bit later. Lily would kiss you everywhere until you open one eye and grins. She loved how raspy deep your morning voice is. You would often pull her closer until she laid with her head on your chest. You always play with her hair and kiss her cheeks until her cheeks flush red in a blush.

•You get along really well with her family who already called you daughter and sister in law. They definitely want you both to get married in the future since you both share a deep love for each other.

•Lily never forgets to show you how much she loves you. She would buy you presents, shower you in kisses, hug you often from behind, taking you on dates.

•You sometimes when you can go at her studio to watch her practice singing or songwriting. Often she would steal kisses from you while skipping steps happily to re-record song lyrics. When you visit her dance practice she never hesitate to kiss your forehead or hug you. Sometimes she would stay longer with you to dance together in front of the mirror.

•Lily picks you up from work when you have to stay longer or get sick. When you are sick she picks you up with a fluffy blanket and a bottle of fresh made healthy tea on the backseat. When you have at stay long at work she picks you up with your favorite snacks and food waiting at home.

•You stay with Lily on tour to support her as her girlfriend. When she gets nervous you never hesitate to kiss her worries always or holds her hand while she starts ranting about everything.

•Lily already knew how much the fans ship you both together. National and international. They makes cute edits of you both. Always show cute pictures they photographed of you both.

•You saw how emotional she gets every time when Australian fans tell her how proud Australia is of her. Her fans even greeted her in a very cute way with a beautiful and emotional surprise.

•Lily asked you to marry her on a warm summer evening in Australia. Her bandmates recorded that special moment for you both. Since you both would be crying the whole time with happy tears. The families from you both cried the loudest. The dad's claims someone has put onions under their eyes and the other just wipe their tears.

•You went to a hotel with Sullyoon, Haewon, Rosé, Lisa, Seulgi and Jihyo a night before the wedding. Since Rosé and Lisa are your best friends from BLACKPINK.

•Lily had a beautiful white suit on waiting for you in front of the altar. She never saw someone so beautiful in a white weddings dress before she saw you walking down the altar towards her. You both had happy tears in your eyes. You both share your self-written vows at each other with much love in your gestures.

•You surprised her with a honeymoon in three European countries. You went first to Portugal, Denmark and then the Netherlands for a whole month. You both enjoyed the whole month honeymoon with hot, fluffy and very much happiness.