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Yandere!Chishiya x f! reader - head canons

Warnings: stockholm syndrome, yandere

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From the moment Chishiya eyes fell on you, it was as if he had finally found his purpose. He’s not sure why but he had the selfish thought of keeping you to himself. He knows you don’t see him. Unlike the others, he hides in the shadows, waiting for his time to come out and attack. Which is exactly what he did.

It all started when he helped your injuries after a game.

He didn’t care about your well being but the feeling he got afterwards of knowing someone depends on him, made him realize he wanted to do it over and over again.

As much as you tried to not have any interest in him, it was hard. The two of you were in a world where everyone was the enemy yet you felt comfort in him.

You didn’t see him that often, due to the two of you going to separate games. Since you weren’t part of the beach, you chose what games to play on your own luck.

Chishiya was smart enough to act like a good doctor around you but never once did he tried to befriend you or invite you to the beach.

That only left you wanting more, unlike the other players. He didn’t persuade you into forming an alliance or tried to help you besides your injuries.

One time, before the start of a game you told him that if the two of you survive, you would want him to take you to his hideout.

Which was exactly what happened, you’re not sure what you were expecting. But getting taken in a car to a luxury hotel was not what you had in mind.

At first everything seemed fine with Chishiya, he showed you the room you’d be staying in and also gave you some warnings about the militants.

After that, he kept his distance but it was driving you crazy. To the point where you just wanted to be by his side. And without you knowing, you fell into his manipulating trap.

You had no other choice but to follow after him like a lost puppy.

He gave you mixed signals, he wanted you to leave him alone yet the words he used made you want to stay with him.

Afraid of what would happen if the militants saw you alone. Not just that but you trusted him with your injuries that you were afraid of what you’d do without him.

It wasn’t until a few nights later that you realized how stupid this all was. You were doing just fine without him.

Yet whenever you tried to leave, he always pulled you back.

Especially when he would fix your injuries without you asking, protected you from niragi and always included you in his plans on how to get out of a game alive, (even if in some cases you were the bait).

When you did bring all of this up to him, he was nonchalant. He even agreed to it as he continued tinkering, paying no attention to you.

And that was exactly what you did, the following days you kept to yourself. Even if you did enjoy your alone time, you couldn’t help but miss Chishiya’s presence.

Even if all he did was make comments that made him seem better than everyone else. You couldn’t help but feel empty and afraid, not knowing if you’d be able to survive the next game.

Unbeknownst to you, Chishiya had told Niragi during one of their encounters that you were no longer going to be following him around.

Of course, Niragi saw this as the perfect opportunity to torment you.

It started off simple, a few teasing words that later on escalated to being pushed and threatened by his gun.

Even though you were beyond scared, you tried to act tough. Although that didn’t work out when he started blaming you for almost costing his life during a game.

Everyone crowded the two of you and did nothing to help. You were almost sure that you were going to die then and there.

Until you saw something white from the corner of your eye. As you looked, you were greeted with Chishiya’s smirk and cold eyes.

You know you should hate him but you have finally came to the conclusion that there is no escaping chishiya shuntaro.

For him you’ll always be a toy to use while your life is in danger. He’ll always risk your life just to save you the last minute.

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Hearts Game

Smile With Teeth (Part 2)

{ Alice in Borderland Master List }

Summary: You just saved Nirgai from being close to death and are trying to nurse him back to health. You find out the game he just played was the 10 of Hearts game, and decide to keep him around, so he can help you gain that exact same card. Instead of finding out anything about the game, you figure out you just joined forces with a mad man, and now have to suffer the consequences...

Warnings: Spoilers for the manga & show, Attempt at rape, Talks about bullying. 

Notes: I also posted this on AO3 if you want to read it there. Here’s the LINK. Sorry this chapter doesn’t involve Chishiya, but the next one will have him in it I promise! 

AIB ML | Index | Part 3

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By the time I got this burnt up tater tot, Nirgai he said his name was, back to my hideout I was beyond exhausted. I threw him on the ripped up couch and he screamed again in agony. I covered my ears and rolled my eyes at his dramatics.

“Do you mind keeping it down? There's a reason why I called this my secret hideout.”

We haven't talked much since I picked him up from the rubble leftover of that arena, but I do specifically remember telling him to stay quiet when we got inside here. My hideout is no more than a scrappy house that was defiantly apart of the bad areas in Tokyo. It wasn't a place I would want to move in myself, but its perfect when you don’t want anyone expecting where your hiding in Borderland.

“SHUT THE FUCK UP!”

Nirgai screamed at me in agony again. This just made him move more, so he brought himself more pain. I rolled my eyes at his stupidity. While he was laying on the broken down couch, I walked into the bathroom of the home I was staying in to find some burn cream. If it’s one thing I know, is that burn cream works wonders on burned skin. With Niragi’s burns though, there's no way he’ll ever recover from what happened to him. 

If I found him in the real world, I would have brought him to a hospital and let the doctors deal with him. Don’t get be wrong, I’m not completely helpless, it’s just medical stuff is not my expertise. I’m marrying a doctor for Gods sake! 

Let me deal with the mind shit, and he deals with the medical shit. 

But of course, I now have to play doctor and get this man to stop wailing in pain. Why did I agree to help him again? 

When I returned to Niragi, his face was all scrunched up and his eyes were screwed shut. Even someone who doesn’t have a license to figure out how someone was feeling, would know he was in pain right now. 

I sat down on the side of the couch and squirted a bunch of the burn cream on my hand. Then I, very gently, put my hand onto Niragi’s stomach. Within a second, his hand was on my wrist, and stopping me from doing anything. 

“What the Fuck do you think you're doing?”

I rolled my eyes at him again. 

“Trying to feel you up, what do you think I’m doing? You have terrible burns all over you, and from just seeing the aftermath of that game arena, I can tell these burns are from that. I’m putting burn cream on you, so it can relieve your pain, and hopefully shut you the Hell up.”

I finished with a wide, fake smile. Nirgai scoffed and let go of my wrist. While I was spreading the cream around his torso, I saw in the corner of my eye that he looked to be searching for something.

“What you looking for tater tot?”

He practically growled at me when I said his nickname. 

“Don’t call me that, and I’m looking for my gun. Where’s my gun?”

I looked at him confused. There was nothing on him, but the ripped up shirt around his face and his burnt up black pants, when I found him. If there was a gun on him then, it’s long gone now.

“I don't know about your-”

He cut me off right away. 

“Fucking fantastic! First the 10 of Hearts game then that bitch Chi-”

I cut him off this time. 

“You played a 10 of Hearts game?”

My eyes went wide and I sounded kinda cheery about the fact that a 10 of Hearts game existed. Nirgai looked at me like I was nuts from my tone of voice I had about this new information.

“Yeah - That’s what that fire was. It was the aftermath of the Hearts game.”

I’ve done a lot of games these past few months. A Hearts game was the first game I entered when I was dropped into this terrible place. The worst day of my life, and it wasn't even because of the game. It was the first time I woke up and didn’t receive a call from Chishiya. We were supposed to move in together that day, but it never happened because I was sent here. 

I hope he doesn’t think I didn’t want to get married to him anymore, and decided to ghost him. I hope he’s waiting for me and thinking I was kidnapped, or have been in an accident, literally anything else then think I left him. Chishiya seems very shallow and cold on the outside, but on the inside he has so many worries and fears. 

He still tries to hide those fears from me, but his secrets became clear as day when he decided to fall for a mental health counselor. My goal everyday is to make him feel safe, and remind him he has someone to talk to. He does talk to me about his worries sometimes, but it’s always when he's feeling vulnerable. I know not everyone likes to spill their deepest feelings, especially to a person in my field, but I like to think I’m the only ear Chishiya trusts to talk to about these things. 

I can’t wait to be that person again. 

I don’t realize I’m in deep thought, thinking about Chishiya, until Nirgai snaps his fingers in my face. I blink a couple times, then look at him.

“Were you just daydreaming? I know I'm sexy, but the real things in front of you sweetheart.”

Nirgai wiggles his tongue at me suggestively. I see then that my earlier suspicions of him having a tongue piercing were correct. I nearly gag from his advances, then throw the burn cream at him. I stand up and walk to the chair on the other side of the room.

“Yeah, no thanks. I have a fiancé back home and I rather not do anything with a person like you.”

He takes the burn cream in his hand and looks at it like I just threw a science project at him to do. Then, when my words finally register to his ears, he looks at me like I'm crazy for the second time today. Except this time, I don’t understand why. 

“What do you mean ‘person like me?’ I’m not the one that got horny at the sound of a Hearts game.”

I scoffed at his comment. How lewd can this guy possibly get?

“I didn’t get horny! It's just I've been waiting for the 10 of Hearts game to show itself.”

“Yeah, and why's that?”

Niragi wasn’t looking at me when he asked that question, to focused pouring the burn cream on himself, but his head whipped right back to me when I said,

“It’s the only card I need.”

His eyes went wide, and if I could see his entire face, I would say he looked shocked. 

“What do you mean the only card you need?! You got all the cards, but the 10 of Hearts? That’s impossible.”

I rolled my eyes at him for the third time. If I keep rolling my eyes at his stupid words, my eyes may just roll into the back of my skull. That’s not what I meant at all, but I guess I can understand why he would take my words out of context. 

“No, stupid head. The only Hearts game card I needed left.”

I stand up from my seat and go to the cabinet above the tipped over fridge. I take out every card I've earned since entering this world and show him them.

1 Spades, 2 Clubs, 4 Diamonds, and 9 Hearts.

It put a lot of pain on my mind and body to get these cards, but I got them all myself. 

Nirgai looked a little less impressed now but still shocked. “Your specialty Hearts?”

“Yup.” 

That was all I could say really. It wasn't exactly something to be proud of, but did come in handy when it came to me surviving. 

Nirgai and I didn’t say much to each other for the rest of the night. He messed around with the burn cream a bunch and I heard him hiss a couple times when it came to a sensitive spot. I found a comfy spot on the nearly destroyed mattress in the corner. This is where I've been sleeping most nights since I got here. It was near the window, so I could look at the stars in the sky. 

If we were in the real Tokyo, I wouldn’t be able to see this many stars at night. It makes me sad knowing me and Chishiya aren't sleeping under the same sky anymore. It’s weird because on nights like these, when I'm able to sit down and think about my life right now, it feels like he isn’t worlds away.

It still feels like he’s just a phone call away, but I know that’s not true. The only way I'll ever see Chishiya now is by dreaming. The only way I can see him ever again is by getting back to the real world. I know I need all the cards to do so. I figured that out pretty quick and told this guy my theory during a game a couple of weeks back. 

He coined himself as the Hatter. When he told me that, I knew I could trust him with my theory. Crazies got to stick together after all. He told me that makes perfect sense and was surprised he didn’t think of that himself. He wanted me to come back to his ‘Beach?’ 

I don’t know what he was talking about when he told me he was staying at a beach in Tokyo, but after the games, we parted ways because I didn’t want to involve myself with people if I didn’t need to. 

His confirmation of my theory was all I needed to make it a part of my goal. I was so close to getting all the cards I needed to go home. To go home, and see my beloved again. To hold him in my arms, and run my fingers through his long blonde hair. To tell him how much I love him, and that I've thought about him every second when I was away.

I need to get back to him, and maybe - just maybe - Niragi can help me do that.

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The next morning Nirgai decided to follow me into town since I needed more supplies. I stressed the fact to him that he shouldn't be moving around so much in his condition, but he’s too stubborn to listen to me.

We both saw these giant blimps with face cards hanging off of them and both understood at the exact same time what it meant... the second stage of the games has started. I’m not sure who did it, but someone got all the numbered cards. This just means all I need to do is find that person and start collecting all the face card with them. Just one step closer to being with Chishiya again, so close I can practically taste it. 

But right now, my main goal is to get more food. 

When we arrive to the corner stores I always go to on supply runs, Nirgis eyes light up. He still has the make swift mask on, made out of a shirt, but he must of messed with it while I was sleeping because now I can see his eyes a lot better.

I look at him in confusion as to what could have created this reaction out of him. I was about to ask him, but before I could get the words out, he sprints towards the gun store in-between an abandoned convenient store and a clothing store.

I sigh to myself at the fact I’m basically deciding to stay around a adult sized child. If guns are one of the things that make Niragi happy, there's defiantly worse things he has hidden away in that mind of his that bring him joy that are much worse. 

I’m only using Niragi to my advantage, but it wouldn’t hurt to know what makes him tic. I’m using him because he got out of a 10 of Hearts game. If I get him to open up to me more, maybe he’ll spill what it was like. If I never find the person that got all the number cards, I'll have to resort back to my original plan again.

I jog after him and into the store. When I enter the store, I see most on the shelves are already empty. It seems people most likely already raided this store for the same thing Niragi wanted. 

As I look around in search for Niragi, he's no where to be found. 

“Niragi!”

I call out to him but theres no answer. I weave my way through a bunch of shelves to try to find him until I get to a shelf that actually has one last gun left on it with a few boxes of bullets to match. 

I pick up the heavy gun and my noodle arms almost drop it from the amount of weight it has to it. I look to see if there's any labels so I can identify what type of gun it is. When I look back at the shelf, I see right next to the box of bullets that it says clear as day in red letters, ‘SNIPER RIFEL.’

I was about to turn and call out to Niragi, that I found a gun, but the words were knocked out of me when I get tackled to the ground. 

My back hits the floor of the gun store, and the wind gets knocked out of me for a second. I look up to see who's pinning me to the ground, and I see Niragi there with something other than just joy in his eyes. 

He pries the gun from my hands and sits up on his knees, not moving, so I can’t get up. 

When he looks at the snipper rifle in his hands, he looks like he just won the lottery.

“Do you know what this gun is?”

His voice sounds different right now. He sounds like a mad man that was just put into the mental health ward for burning down a building of school children. I start to feel frightened by being under the grasp of Nirgai, so I just shook my head as an answer. 

“This gun - is what I'm going to use on the guy who did this to me.” He points at his face to show he meant the burns. “THIS gun, is going to end the mans life that turned me into this!”

Nirgai removed his makeshift face covering and I stared at him wide eyed. From the state of his burns, and by hearing what he was saying, I now understood him getting burned wasn't an accident. It wasn’t even a part of the games. Whoever did this to him, wanted to purposely kill him. They wanted Niragi to die in one of the worst of ways too. 

It's then I realize my plan of having Nirgai around wasn't a good idea. No one deserves to be burned to death, or even close to it, but they did this specifically to him. He’s not just an asshole, he’s crazy. And not my type of good crazy. The type of crazy that I treat at the mental ward of the hospital - THAT type of crazy. 

As I was analyzing all of the new information I just gathered from Nirgai, he was looking at me with whole new eyes. He licked his lips and it made me shiver in disgust. Niragi reached behind him and took the box of bullets into his hands. 

I was about to start wrestling him into getting him off of me, but he pinned down my arms before I could even wiggle an attempt to get free from him. He leaned down close to me until he was right in front of my face. I faced away from him and felt his tongue lick the side of my face. 

“N-Niragi - What are you doing?”

I hear him messing with the box of bullets, and hear a few of them fall to the ground. After a few seconds, I then hear him cock the gun, meaning he's loaded it. When I still haven’t gotten an answer, I turn my face to look at him but instead see the inside of the barrel of the gun.

This time, I speak to him more firmly. 

“Niragi, what are you doing? You can’t just shot me after I practically saved your life.”

Niragi chuckles at my attempt to stirring him off the track of his desires. I feel his hand go underneath my top and my entire body goes stiff. My breathing starts to be irregular, and I just now understand what he wants to do with me.

“Shot you? No, princess. I don't want to shoot you. Not yet anyway. Why would I want to shoot you when I can use you for much more fun reasons.” 

He pulls my top up a few inches and licks my stomach with one long swipe. I swallow even though my throat has gone dry. I try to think of what to say to him that can make him feel different about you. Something that will make him realize this is not the way to go. 

It's then I remember all my god damn years in college. I learned about the minds of people who raped and killed for pleasure. I just have one right in front of me, wanting to do those exact things to me now. Time to be a therapist. 

“It's for power isn’t it?” He freezes in his spot right above my stomach. “Someone, or some people, didn’t treat you the way you deserved, and now you take it out on others.” He sits up and looks at you. “So now, you rape and kill people so you can feel like the stronger being. Is that it?” I think what I said was the right things. Actually, I know I was spot on correct. By the way he’s looking at me now, I can tell. It's then I try out one of your favorite theoretical orientation on him: The Empathy Method.

“M-my fiancé has parents that neglected him. I don’t know if the people that made you feel this way were your parents, but I understand what you're feeling because I love someone who feels the same. Who feels like they have no power in their life, so would rather do whatever they can to gain that power back. If its by becoming a doctor to save lives they don’t care about or - or rape and kill people, either way you’re trying to gain that power... but this isn't how you should do it, Nirgai. This really isn’t.” 

Nirgai is frozen in place. His hand is still up my shirt and pinning my arms above me, but he’s unmoving. He's no longer looking at me like his next victim, but like a human being instead. A human being that just said all his intentions, and mapped out his life out loud. 

You both sit in silence for a couple minutes. I don’t move or say anymore because I want him take everything I just said in. I did my job and that’s to understand what he’s feeling, now it’s his turn to take it all in.

“I was in highschool.”

That’s all he said, but I made sure to stay still and listen to him. If I were to interrupt him now, it would break the bond between us two that I just created. That bond being I am the only person in Borderlands right now, that's willing to understand him. 

“I-it was in highschool - when I figured out my life had no purpose. I would get treated like trash from these guys and just - I don’t know. I never saw them after high school, but when I got here, my life became different. This place gave me a chance to be in power for once. Now, every time I point my gun at someone, I think about their faces... I think about their faces, and pull the trigger.”

I blink a couple times, and now it's my turn to take it all in. Niragi most likely just told me something he’s never told anyone before, so I need to pick the right words to say.

“I understand you want revenge Niragi, it’s not easy going through the years that are supposed to be the best for you and they actually end up being your worst - but you also can’t take out your anger on other people. Those guys that bullied you back then, they're not here now. You’ll probably never see them here or in the real world again, so the best thing you can do is not let it affect all your decisions. By letting what those guys did to you affect your life now, you're just letting them continue keeping that power over you.” 

Another long stretch of silence was between you both. Luckily, after the silence, Niragi got off of me and actually helped me up. 

He didn’t apologize, or say anything about what just happened, and neither did I. One really good talk won’t cure him of his problems, but I’m just happy he won’t be trying to pull a fast one on me like that in the near future. 

When you both exit the store, and start walking in the direction of the hideout, Niragi is the one that speaks up first. 

“Sooo, what's your fiancé’s name?”

I laugh at the awkwardness of his question. I never told anyone about my fiancé, or anything about my personal life to anyone in the Borderlands. I learned early on that it’s best to keep everything outside Borderlands a secret. When in doubt, you're the only one to trust. 

But then again, Nirgai did just spill a lot of his personal life to me. So, it wouldn't exactly be fair for me to know all this about him and he knows nothing about me.

“Chishiya.” He stops walking. “Shuntarō Chishiya.” 

After I walked forward a few more steps, I realize Niragi stopped walking next to me. I turn around to look at him and he’s sporting a face I can't quite read. 

“Everything okay, Niragi?”

I see a slight smirk stretch onto his lips.

“Everything’s perfect.”

Then he walks past me in the direction of my hide out. 

Hmm, weird.

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(Part 3)