#Nikki Sixx Fanfiction
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from a request i received ⟡
nikki sixx x female reader
feeling the crimson silk sheets hit your skin, the classic red shade that seems to follow you around in nikki's home. he couldn't keep his eyes off of you, admiring every single detail from head to toe, as you laid perfectly underneath him. your soft locks dancing across the pillows.
dragging his callused fingers across your arms, down to your side. his necklaces falling right in front of your face as nikki positioned himself, hovering on top of your delicate frame. a wicked smirk appearing on his lips as his dominant demeanor began to unfold, coming in full effect.
you look so innocent baby girl, spread your legs for me.
the way nikki was speaking to you only made you overwhelmingly more timid, feeling so many things at once, heat and need. before your body could respond back, nikki brought his hand to your face, gently smacking your cheek.
little girl, i wasn't asking you, spread your fucking legs.
the vibration from the smack taking you off guard, the sting from it causing you to bite down on your bottom lip. it was as if you lost the ability to talk. nikki didn't like that, he wanted, needed to hear how desperate you are for him. tilting his head slightly, observing your reactions, nikki let out a low growl, absolutely loving just how submissive he was making you.
he couldn't take it anymore as nikki forced your legs apart, using his strength to his advantage. hearing you release a sudden moan, a whorish moan, drove him mad.
baby if you don't start listening to me, i might just have to fuck the obedience out of you, be my good girl and listen to daddy, okay?
nodding your head yes, nikki tsked at you, shaking his head in the process,
use your words darling, let daddy hear how much of a slut you are for me. say "yes daddy, im such a dirty slut for you."
looking up at nikki, your eyes starting to water up a bit, his dirty talk making you so worked up, you almost started to cry. taking a deep breath, trying to gain some composure to talk but your voice still coming out a shaky mess,
y-yes d-daddy, i'm such- a-a dirty s-slut for y-you.
your voice bringing nikki right to the edge, he couldn't wait anymore, wasting no more time, sliding right in between your legs. his groan sounding primal, gripping your hair with possession and dominance. his tone coming out almost mockingly,
mhmm, my sweet baby you sound like a fucking porn star, my little porn star. are you ready for daddy to fuck you like the whore that are you? come onnn tell me, TELL ME!
hearing how turned on nikki was getting, the aggression in his tone, triggered the wetness that was forming to start to drip down your inner thigh, your core intensifying with each passing second. of course nikki noticed immediately, his ego going through the roof.
d-daddy...
oh i know angel, let me clean that up for you, such a messy girl. my baby girl can't help it, your pussy is getting so soaked for daddy.
lowering himself down to your bare pussy, his eyes fixated on you, making sure he caught a glimpse of your face before devouring your cunt like it was his last meal on earth. his tongue exploring every part of you, licking, sucking, spitting on your clit.
my godddd princess you taste so fucking good. you are so goddamn sweet, jesus christ!
letting your body take complete control, moaning his name, not caring how loud you were being. you were in pure ecstasy. the more you responded to his touch, the more nikki fed off your energy, growling into your pussy, gripping your thighs, leaving handprints on your skin.
at one point, you made the mistake of closing your legs. without hesitation, nikki yanked your legs back apart, slapping your pussy. the abrupt spank on your core causing your ears to ring.
did i say you can close your legs? DID I LITTLE GIRL? YOU KNOW WHAT-
in a matter of seconds, you and nikki were in the missionary position, as he planted himself right in between, lining himself up by your entrance.
i-im sorry, i-i didn't- OH FUCK DADDY!
immediately fucking you at an animalistic pace, not giving you any sort of warning. nikki began to chuckle at your gasps and yelps.
awe what's wrong baby, can't handle me? am i too rough for you little one?
his stamina letting him continue to fuck you roughly with ease, going in and out, deeper and deeper with each stroke. you couldn't form a single sentence, letting out short breaths, whimpers and random curses. getting close to the edge, you started to tighten around nikki.
ohhh baby, baby girl, your tight pussy is going to be the death of me. fucking god, cum with daddy, you better fucking cum with me.
nikki's words laced with a mixture of love, lust and possessiveness, you rolled your eyes at that, feeling that familiar built up start to unravel. your orgasm crashing down on you, letting out a high pitched moan which turned into you screaming nikki's name.
OHH- AHHH FUCK BABY IM CUMING, THAT PRETTY PUSSY FEELS SO GOOD, KEEP SQUEEZING, FUCK!
as the both of you slowly fell down from your high, bodies covered in sweat and desire, you looked up at nikki with puppy dog eyes. he couldn't stop the smile that was forming on his face as he softly caressed your cheek, lightly pitching it, cooing at you.
you really are such a good girl for me, fuck , you are perfect.
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(my daddy issues are going through the roof right now… hope y’all enjoyed! please don’t feel shy to talk to me <3 request, request, request! much love babes, mwah 😘)
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Where are all my Motley Crue/Nikki Sixx babes at? I haven't been seeing a lot of posts on my dashboard about them lately, mainly been Guns n Roses I like them too but I miss my Motley Crue and nikki sixx posts
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It's Over p.1
A/n: I just wanted to think about Nikki jerking off, honestly. That's the whole reason this exists.
Warnings: Smut, masturbation, face sitting, riding, if you think I missed anything let me know otherwise enjoy!
Masterlist
Part 2 Part 3
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Nikki's hand moved up and down his length slowly, heavy breaths leaving him, airy moans scattered between them.
You were gone on a work trip and still wouldn't be back for another week. You weren't picking up the phone and he needed to hear your voice.
His mind was running wild with images of you.
Your hands in your panties, playing with yourself as you moaned out his name.
Thinking of your face pushed into the pillow as he fucked you, his hips snapping into yours over and over.
How you'd feel wrapped around him, sucking him in for more.
Fuck, he needed you.
His hand moved faster, his breathing picking up as well. His soft moans turned to low grunts and groans. "Oh, fuck~ Y/n, fuck, feels s'good." He couldn't help but smile as he pictured you with him, straddling his lap and bouncing on his cock which was leaking pre down his hand.
You'd move faster, he'd smack your ass and you'd moan out his name. Your eyes would cross and your tongue would lull out past your puffy and bruised lips.
His head fell back onto the couch and he thought of you hovering over him, seeing your swollen, needy clit begging for attention, your fluttering hole leaking his cum.
He thought of how you'd grab him by the hair and ride his face, sensitive nub bumping his nose with every move of your hips causing you to moan out for him again and again.
All of it crashed into one when he bucked his hips up into his hand and his cum spurted onto his bare stomach and chest.
He looked down at himself, leather pants pulled down and bunched at his ankles, chest rising and falling rapidly, streaks of cum slowly rolling down. "Fuck." He muttered to himself as he reached for the phone again and dialed your number, the number of the hotel you were supposed to be staying in.
"Hello?" A voice answered.
"Hi, can I talk to Y/n?"
"Sorry, I'm not allowed to give out-"
"I don't care what you are and aren't allowed to do, call her." He demanded. The line buzzed and another voice answered.
"Hello?" You asked, wondering who could be calling at such a time.
"Y/n, I knew I'd find you."
"Nikki," you started, "I told you, it's over."
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FOR MY GIRLYS WHO READ NIKKI SIXX FICS AND NEED TO IMAGINE A HOUSE, THIS IS THE HOUSE HE LIVED IN FROM THE 80S TO LIKE IDK
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BUT JUST IMAGINE IT MORE DIRTY AND LIKE OUTDATED.. IDK HE LIKED HIS CHEETAH PRINT
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“in your sleep” Nikki sixx x reader NSFW
Okay hoes, welcome back, y’all already know what time it is. Enjoy :3
slight somnophilia warning
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You stirred in your bed, feeling Nikki’s body right beside yours. You honestly didn’t know why you and him were so horny tonight.
You went to bed with yourself still practically needing his cock in you. And Nikki, he was was just laying there.
“Alright fuck it..” Nikki lowly said before pulling down his sweatpants and running his fingers down your hips. A little while ago you and him both agreed that if this situation were to happen you were both free to get off or wake the other up with sex so..Nikki thought he would.
“C’mere baby..let me get you right” he groaned as he lined up himself with your pussy. Feeling how wet you were, practically begging for him to fill you up.
He slowly started to thrust into you, feeling the warmth of your walls around him. He was in ecstasy and he hoped you could feel it too.
“Thats it’s sweetheart. Nice and slow take all of me in you” he lowly said as he kept a slow pace. Grabbing your hips as his fingers traced up and down.
You slowly started to drift back awake.. hands immediately going to try to grip him. “Nikki..fuck, just give me more” you pleaded as he sped up his pace. He felt so damn good..it was perfect almost.
He let out a groan..“My pretty little slut, taking me nice and deep. That’s a good girl”. His thrusts were starting to get desperate almost.
“Baby..I’m gonna fuckin’ cum. You want my cum in you?” He said as he felt his orgasam coming. Before he could even come you felt yourself tighten and let loose. As you let out a string of curses.
“I know you’re sensitive..it’s gonna feel good soon. I’m gonna cum, take my cum in that pretty little pussy baby” he said before you felt his load coating your insides.
“Did that..help any?” Nikki asked as his hands wrapped around your waist
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Paprazzi
“Y/N over here”
“Nikki”
“Come on Y/N can I get a smile from you”
The flashing lights never stopped, every time your eyes would try to adjust, another storm of flaring lights would blind you. When you and Nikki first got together you were able to deal with the paparazzi, some were actually quite nice and would only ask for a picture or two and then leave you alone, some were more determined to get as many pictures as they could but still they were never rude ;however, as time went on their attention and actions shifted. They once were only focused on yours and Nikki’s relationship but recently they started following you even when Nikki wasn’t there. Their words changed, they once would compliment you, tell Nikki how lucky he was, and would have nice small talk with you, but now, they want to know where you’re going, who with, and for long, insults can be heard when they’re around, they run after you, and follow you in cars, and will sneak around regardless of where you are.
Today was supposed to be just a normal day, you and Nikki had gone out to get away from the spotlight, the plan was to just go and sit in a cafe hours away from your guys’ home in a small town hoping no one would recongize either of you so you guys could get away from the camera and spend a day without the stress that comes along with being famous ;however, as soon as you guys pulled into the parking lot men with cameras came jumping out of their blacked out cars, all running torwards your direction.
You looked at Nikki, who was looking at the crowd. “Shit” Nikki put the car in reverse but before he could take his foot off the brake the car is surrounded from every angle. Loud screams were coming from outside the car. “Y/N and Nikki” “Y/N and Nikki” “Y/N and Nikki” that’s all you heard, over and over again.
It was never ending, minutes had passed and Nikki had given up, he’s sitting in the front seat with his head resting on the back and his hands covering his face. The men were clearly getting frustrated and changed their approach to getting what they wanted.
“Nikki, how good is Y/N? You think you’d ever give me a chance to find out”
Nikki removed his hands from his face and looked outside the car.
“Hey man, don’t start”
A guy standing outside your window speaks up.
“Well, if she’s gonna dress like a whore she’s gonna be treated like a whore.”
Nikki was mad, his emotions were all over his face, you could tell he wanted to say something. “Nikki don’t, they just want a reaction” Nikki looked at you then looked down. “We need to leave.” Before you could tell Nikki theres no way to get out, Nikki once again put the car in reverse and began backing up.
Loud shouts from the back of the car were yelling at him to stop, Nikki rolled down his window and told them to get out of the way. Again, the man from your side speaks up.
“Hey Nik, are those things real on her?”
Nikki ignored him.
“I think fake tits look like shit.”
Again, he ignored him.
It wasn’t until the man just flat out called you a whore when Nikki finally snapped and swung the car door open, the man saw Nikki and tried to calm him down.
“Hey, no no Nikki it’s just my job, i’m just doing this for money, I didn’t mean it man, seriously.”
Within seconds Nikki was threatening to beat his ass, there was pushing and shoving and screaming with flashes from the camera. You were done, you wanted to leave, with numerous insults and what felt like thousands of photos being taken, you were just done.
Rolling down the window you yell for Nikki multiple times, he made his way back to the car, clearly still pissed off and got in immediately driving off. “I can’t believe it, I can’t fucking believe it.” Nikki sighed and looked at you.
“Are you alright, babe.”
You just look at Nikki, give a soft smile, grab his hand, and look out the window. The car ride back was quiet, except for the occasional whispers coming from Nikki, complaining about the paparazzi and muttering a bunch of threats.
He squeezes your hand causing you to look at him “I’m just saying I would’ve beaten his ass if you would’ve let me”. You roll your eyes and smile. “I know babe” Nikki looks at you.
“I’m being serious”
“I know you are”
“Really? Cause I feel like you don’t believe me”
You and Nikki continue back and forth the entire car ride home, completely forgetting about everything that just happened. Realizing only then that you two didn’t need to drive hours away to go somewhere to feel some sort of peace and forget about everything else going on in your lives, the entire time the two of you could’ve just found peace in each other.
Bro. I hate the ending. With a passion. I rewrote it about 7 times. I didnt wanna give up. But i’m tired. Ready for a nap. So enjoy.
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꧁𖤐 NIKKI SIXX NSFW ALPHABET 𖤐꧂ 1984
꧁𖤐 WARNINGS: Mentions of breeding kink, Choking, No Aftercare situations, Mentions of drugs, Mentions of Alcohol, Panty stealing
(Lmk if i missed any)
A/N: got a burst of inspiration
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A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
𖤐 I believe Nikki would act depending on who you are
𖤐 If you were someone who mattered to him, he would 100% be real sweet to you afterwards. He may not say a lot, but he’ll let you sit there in his arms.
𖤐 If you’re just a groupie or someone he views as a quick lay, there isn’t really a lot of aftercare. He’s high & horny and probably fresh off stage, he doesn’t care about aftercare.
B = Body Part (Their favorite body part on you & on himself)
𖤐 This man is a tits guy and I will die on that hill.
𖤐 He loves your tits so much. They’re like a pillow. You sleep on your back? His head is lying on your boobs like a pillow.
𖤐 For him, he likes his arms. He likes to watch you ogle over his arms, his tattoos.. It’s cute.
𖤐 He’ll catch you staring at his arms sometimes and he just giggles at you.
“You’re staring again, Love.” He poked your side, laughing at you a bit.
“S’ not my fault, you can’t just have your arms out like that! You know what they do to me.” You huffed at him, making him laugh more. He was wearing a tank top, which left his arms out for the world to see.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum)
𖤐 Drawing back to what I said before about your tits, he would love to cum on your boobs.
𖤐 Just the thought of your perfect tits covered in his unborn kids could get him hard as a rock.
𖤐 If he cums inside of you, he always goes the next morning to buy you a plan-b.
D = Dirty Secret (Self Explanatory.)
𖤐 When you two met as teenagers, the first time you took him to your house was just a few days after meeting.
𖤐 He snuck into your bedroom and stole some of your panties.
𖤐 He said he was gonna go to the bathroom real quick, and you nodded.
𖤐 He didn’t go to the bathroom.
𖤐 You wondered where they went..
E= Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
𖤐 SUPER experienced. You already know.
𖤐 Like, every other story of him you hear is about sex somehow.
𖤐 He knows where to look for every spot, good positions, and good kinks.
F= Favorite Positions
𖤐 He loves doggystyle. Adores it. Especially in a mirror.. Seeing your face and seeing your tits bounce make him cum.
𖤐 Like’s Face Off too. He thinks it’s super hot to hold you and stare at you into your eyes as he’s absolutely ruining you below.
𖤐 His favorite is cowgirl, though. Loves putting his hands on your hips to guide you.
G= Goofy (Are they more serious? Are they humorous?)
𖤐 Depends.
𖤐 If he’s drunk? He wouldn’t be opposed to some laughing.
𖤐 He’s high? I feel he’d be more serious. If it’s heroin, then definitely serious. Weed though? Goofiest man ever.
𖤐 If he’s sober, it just depends on his mood.
H= Hair (How well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes?)
𖤐 He’s not SUPER overgrown, but.. he’s not bald either. He may trim a bit, but..
𖤐 And as for the carpet matching the drapes.. No, they don’t match! Nikki dyes his hair black from brown, so it’s all gonna be brown down there.
I= Intimacy (How are they during the moment? Romantic?)
𖤐 Depends on how he’s feeling & if it’s a quickie or not.
𖤐 If it is, then there isn’t a whole lot of romance..
𖤐 But if it isn’t, & he’s in a good mood, then he could be plenty romantic.
J= Jack Off (Masturbation headcannon)
𖤐 He has been surrounded by girls for a couple years now. He used to jack off a bunch, but now he doesn’t really need to..
𖤐 Although he does jack off sometimes when he’s on tour, thinking of you.
K= Kink (One or more of their kinks)
𖤐 choking. He loves the idea of being able to control how you breathe while he fucking ruins you.
𖤐 Bondage. He loves seeing you tied up.. and maybe himself a little..
𖤐 He is the KING of edging people. He loves seeing that look of desperation on your face.
𖤐 Sensory deprivation. Blindfolds, noise cancelling headphones.. etc.
𖤐 Temperature play. Matches, ice cubes, hot wax..
𖤐 Public/Semipublic sex. Likes the risk of getting caught
L= Location (favorite place to fuck)
𖤐 Backstage. Not even in his dressing room either.
𖤐 In bed, of course. He’s a fan of his early morning sex.
𖤐 Shower. He loves showering with you.
𖤐 Kitchen counter. He adores pulling you to the side onto the counter while you’re cooking..
M= Motivation (What gets them going?)
𖤐 If you wear any tight or revealing clothes.. oh man its on.
𖤐 On occasion, he’ll have you sit on his lap. After a little bit of you squirming around to get comfortable, you’ll feel something hard poking your ass.
N= No (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs.)
𖤐 He would never actually hurt you. He might talk about it, but that’s just words. He would never.
𖤐 He might have sex with you while he’s drunk or high, but he never wants to when you are. Just in case.
𖤐 And back to the choking thing, he would love to choke you, but he wouldn’t ever choke you hard.
𖤐 And if you say to stop choking, he would in an instant.
O= Oral (Does he prefer to give or receive? Skill?)
𖤐 As much as he LOVES to eat you out, he prefers receiving.
𖤐 He is super amazing at oral. And he also loves to see you fall apart on his tongue.
𖤐 But theres something about seeing your lips all swollen, wrapped around his cock.
𖤐 He loves it when you choke on his cock..
𖤐 He would grab your hair and guide you, letting you up to breathe occasionally
P= Pace (Are they fast or rough? Slow and sensual?)
𖤐 Depends, again.
𖤐 Unless he’s feeling particularly sweet, he’s gonna be fast & rough.
𖤐 if he’s feeling more romantic..
𖤐 He’d be more gentle, slower. More sensual.
Q= Quickie (Opinion on quickies, how often..)
𖤐 Big fan. He’s a big fan.
𖤐 Loves getting quickies before a show.
𖤐 Usually the before-show quickies just mean you suck his dick,
𖤐 But after the show, he always pays you back.
R= Risks (Are they game to experiment? Do they like risks?)
𖤐 YES yes he is!!
𖤐 He LOVES to experiment.
𖤐 If you come up to him with an idea or a new thing to try, he’ll drag you to his room real quick. No hesitation.
S= Stamina (How long can they go for? How many rounds?)
𖤐 I’d say about 3-4 rounds on a day he’s just really feeling it.
𖤐 One round lasting about 45 minutes.
𖤐 A normal day would be about 1-2 rounds
T=Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On themselves or on you?)
𖤐 He owns toys but not for himself
𖤐 Claims that nothing can do it for him as good as you can.
𖤐 But he loves punishing you with toys. It’s his favorite.
𖤐 Would either edge you or tie your wrists and make you sit with it in for a while on max.
U= Unfair (how much do they tease?)
𖤐 He is the king of teases.
𖤐 He would sit there with his leather pants just a little bit unlaced, while you whine for him to just take them off
𖤐 Also, the edging bit. He loves to hear you whine for him, to let you cum.
V= Volume (How loud are they? What sounds do they make?)
𖤐 He isn’t particularly loud.. but he isn’t quiet either.
𖤐 Quiet moans, little whimpers..
𖤐 Lets out a whine when he cums.
W= Wild card (Random Headcannon)
𖤐 Basically worships you.
𖤐 Like actually. Any time you take off your clothes, he realizes just how down bad he is.
𖤐 Praises fall from his lips like a second language
𖤐 “Love, you are absolutely perfect..”
𖤐 “God, look at those thighs.. pretty girl..”
𖤐 “Fuck, the things you do to me..”
X= X-ray (what’s going on under those clothes?)
𖤐 6 1/2 inches, take it or leave it.
𖤐 Pretty girthy, though, so it makes up for the length.
𖤐 Has pretty heavy balls
Y= Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
𖤐 Oh lord
𖤐 He’s horny any time you are
𖤐 Actually, when isn’t he horny?
Z= Zzzzz (How fast they fall asleep afterwards?)
𖤐 I’d say about 30 minutes
𖤐 Likes to take care of you, & make sure you’re all cleaned up.
𖤐 Will let you curl up in his arms and fall asleep
𖤐 Plays with your hair and whispers praise
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I have a love hate relationship with Nikki, so why not put it to good use….
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༞༞༞༞༞༞༞༞𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐༞༞༞༞༞༞
Nikki sixx, so many ways to put him, he wrote great songs, his looks were fucking fantastic, his band was good, but fuck he was such a prick, such a fucking poser, such a douche, he always thought he was better than everyone else, maybe someone needs to put his fucking ass in check.
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It was like any other night in the Roxy, lots of chicks, lot of guys, the smell of sex, boozes and rock n roll was in the air, couldn’t be any better, I knew Nikki’s schedule by now, he would play a show wherever he had booked, come to the Roxy, fuck some chick, go to bed, I’ve been that chick before.
He decided to tell everyone on the strip I was the easiest piece of meat of the street. I wanted to crave his fucking face in, especially the person who came up and told me about it, Mr fucking axl rose. When this ginger fuck came up to me and asking if I was as easy as Nikki says, I wanted to rip his fucking head off.
It was more of a joke with axl so I didn’t care as much, I’ve known him for a while, he didn’t like Nikki either, so it was all perfect, he told me when he was coming to and when he was, fucking perfect, it was all perfect.
As I was lost in my train of thought, I looked up to see the one and only, Mr sixx, that fucking cock.
“Hey Nikki!” I shouted from the other side of the club to catch his attention, he immediately turned and came up to me with a drunk gaze and smile, he reeked of cigarettes and whiskey, why did I find that so hot.
“Well hello gorgeous.” Nikki spoke in his usual cocky tone, already starting a fire in my being, i just gave him a fake smile, which he believed, “what brings you here doll face?” Nikki spoke again putting his arm around me, I wanted to fucking bite it off! But didn’t. Not yet at least.
“How about we have some fun, like we did?” I bit my tongue as I spoke, wanting to swallow the words I already said, it was all a plan though, I knew what I was doing, I was calculated, I wasn’t you’re average slut, if I was a slut, I’d be a damn smart one.
Nikki’s face light up at my question, more of a statement the more I think about it, “already want more of me?”
God he was such an annoying prick.
“you could say so, let’s just get going.” I tried to hurry up the process of getting him to my hotel, and teaching him who the fuck is in charge.
As we got a cab to my hotel, he was all over me, trying to reach his hands up my skirt, trying to take my top off, everytime i would just slap the shit out of him, not letting him get a second of me, which was already making his blood boil.
“Let me touch you baby, please, or touch me.” He grabbed my hand, reaching it down to his crotch, and you know what I did? I fucking squeezed the shit out of his dick making him yelp in pain, making him shoot up with surprise and frustration, only making me laugh in amusement.
“What the fuck y/n?!” He shouted at me, making the car driver look back, I just put my fingers to his lips, in a very sexually manner, which made this horny bastard immediately retract his actions.
After the cab finally pulled up to my hotel, shaking the bright lights, I immediately got out, waiting for Nikki, who stumbled out of the car, almost falling onto his fucking face, which I wish he did so I could laugh at him.
We get upstairs and he is already taking his clothes off, and walking up to me and trying to get in my pants, I let him think he is getting more than he thinks at first, I let him give me a few kisses and squeezes.
Until I push him onto the bed, grabbing my handcuffs and his eyes light up with fear and excitement, “w-what is that f-for?” He looked scared and for some sick reason it turned me on and boosted my confidence, I locked the cuffs to the bed frame making him squirm a bit, which ended up with him getting hit with the back of my hand.
“What the fuck!” He shouted, thrashing his legs, and looking at me with anger and a sex drive higher than anyone else’s, “you wanna know?!” I shouted my act giving up slightly, he nodded his head and shouted “YES!”, I didn’t even give him the satisfaction of an answer.
I started ripping his leather pants off of him, leaving him in his boxers which were soon torn off, leaving him exposed to me, and only me in this moment, I quickly got on the bed, wrapping my handcuffs around his cock, pumping him fast and hard without any warning, “you wanna tell me how easy you say I am?! Huh? You stupid fuck.” I spit in his face, literally, it mostly hit his chest but a little bit got on his face.
His face got bright red in embarrassment and anger, “FUCK YOU, Y-YOU C-CRAZY BITCH!” He gasped slightly at me still jerking his cock hard and fast, not letting him being able to control his emotions.
“No I fucking want you to tell me why you think you have the nerve to say I’m a whore when you beg to fuck me hmm?” I snapped, I spit on his cock so there was some lube so it made it easier to go faster on his cock, which only made him start moaning like a bitch.
“I-it w-was stupid, I-I’m f-fucking s-sor-sorry, I-m g-gon-gonna cum shit.” Nikki panted like a dog going through heat, his thighs getting a bit shaky, his fists clenched, and his eyes getting glossy, but I couldn’t give two fucks.
“It was pretty fucking stupid huh? And you know what? Fuck you and your dirty fucking cock.” I let go our his dick, spitting on his lower stomach, which made his thighs and legs start thrashing needing his release, which he won’t be fucking getting.
“Y/N PLEASE WHAT THE FUCK I NEED TO CUM YOU FUCKING BITCH COME BACK HERE!” His hands pulled on the handcuffs making loud sounds, but before I knew it, I left the room, oh did I mention, it was Tommy’s hotel room?
Axl swiped the key for me.
mwah thank you axl baby 💋
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★Tommy’s sister
Nikki!Sixx x fem!reader, Tommy!Lee x sister!reader
summary: you and Nikki have been sneaking around for a few months now but what happens when your brother finally finds out
warnings: unprotected sex, angry Tommy :o happy ending
1.6k words, not proof read
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With the alcohol running through both yours and Nikkis veins, you two were sloppily making your way to your hotel room, too occupied with trying to kiss each other.
You finally hit the right door as Nikki leaned in and started making his way down your jaw and neck, nipping at your beautiful skin. You moaned lightly as your hands went behind his back and grabbed his perky ass. He chuckled into your neck, continuously sucking at your skin, leaving pretty purple marks.
It was when you felt his hard dick rubbing up at you that you rememberd you are still in the hallway.
"Nikki, the door" you gasped out as he started palming your ass.
"Shit yeah on it"
He started looking for the room key awkwardly with one hand as the other was still glued to your ass while his lips to your collarbone.
As he finally found what he was looking for he went to unlock the door, not taking his eyes off of you.
"Fucking lock" he grumbled out getting impatient as he couldn't open the damn door.
When he finally got it you two stumbled back in to the room, Nikki closing the door with his leg.
He snaked his fingers under your shirt and slid his hands up while kissing you deeply. His hand grabbed at your curves all over while he sat down on the edge of your bed.
You steped back and pulled your shirt over your head as well as your skirt. You stood there in your lacey black set looking down at his pretty face. Nikkis eyes were blown with lust as they were lingering on your body.
His hands grabbed at your thighs and pulled you in between his legs. He looked up at you with his dreamy eyes full of love.
"You're absolutely fucking ethereal" he whispered out.
You smiled down at him, your heart filled with nothing but pure love. He pulled you on top of him and you straddled his waist while your hands pulled off his shirt.
You started grinding on his lap, trying to get some friction going. Nikki was absolutely loving it, a wet spot already forming on his pants from your wetness.
Nikkis hands were on your hips guiding and pushing you forward to set the pace. He let out low groans of pleasure with his head resting on your shoulder and clutching you in his arms.
"Fuck baby imma cum before we even get the pants off"
You chuckled lightly pulling back a bit "then be quick" Nikki understood the task immediately and unbuttoned his pants only pulling it down low enough so he could get his dick out.
His hard cock was leaking with precum as you gently rolled your hand over its head making his whimper slightly.
"don't tease baby"
You kissed him hard before lifting up and guiding his dick to your entrance. You aligned it slowly and sat down taking him inch by inch.
You two were both a moaning mess, impatient to get it going. Nikkis hands went to your hips and he pushed you down so you bottomed him out. You both let out another groan of pleasure as your foreheads connected.
You looked up right into his eyes and smiled
"I fucking love you, you dumbass"
He kissed you back passionately and that was all you needed back, as he slowly started moving upwards. With Your hands on his shoulders you bounced up and down while leaving wet kisses all over his neck.
You pushed Nikki down so he was laying on the bed while you tried to take all control and fucked him. He of course wouldn't let you that easily so he still had his hands on your pretty thighs and guided you.
He was so fucking whipped as he watched you milk his cock, your tits bouncing, with your fucked out expression, moaning all prettily only for him.
"Fuck baby 'm close" he dragged out while hitting all your sweet spots.
"Me too" you whisperd out as he felt you squeezing his dick. He grabbed your hips more firmly as he felt you getting closer pulling you down on him even harder.
"M gonna cum nik- fuck"
You hit your high as nikki moaned lowly shooting his warm load into you, rutting upwards. Your legs were shaking as he fucked you through it.
You felt cum drip down your thighs as you leaned forward to kiss your boyfriend, his cock still deep inside you.
"You're still hard" you smirked at him, looking at his sweaty face as you tried to catch your breath. He sat you two up and stood up unexpectedly causing you to let out a yelp of surprise.
He started walking with his dick still buried in you to the bathroom. "Round two in the shower?" He asked with a smile on his lips
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you were gently treading your hands through your boyfriend mop of black hair while he was laying on your naked chest, nuzzled into your neck. Nikki was placing lazy wet kisses down your neck as he caressed your hips with his other hand. It was a peaceful moment after a long session of sex.
You and nikki had been together for the past 5 months and going. It all started as an exciting forbidden friends with benefits. It was fun sneaking around and stealing glances and secret touches when you weren't supposed to. But somewhere along the way you two unexpectedly caught feelings for each other and made it official. Well not really, the only problem being your brother. Tommy
You love tommy with your whole heart but he made himself fucking clear that he doesn't want any of his band mates fucking you, touching you or even looking at you the wrong way because as he claimed, he knew them the best and didn't want to see me end up hurt.
You were scared that if tommy found out he would freak. He could either kill nikki & you or hate you forever. You were so fucking scared because you loved and respected your brother but apparently not enough as you were currently laying naked with your sweet boy.
You let out a frustrated sigh as Nikki lazily lifted up his head. "What's wrong baby"
"Hmm nothing just thinking about Tommy"
He cracked out a smile and asked
"We just fucked and here you are thinking about your brother...should i be concerned?"
You laughed slightly as he put his head back down on your chest.
"don't worry we will tell him soon"
You placed a tender kiss to his hair as you felt yourself closing your eyes. The last this you heard before sleep engulfed you was Nikki whispering i love you into your ear.
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You woke up to loud banging coming from your hotel door as Nikki stirred in his sleep.
The sound of your brothers voice outside made you scatter up as quickly as you could throwing on the first pair of pants you could find and a shirt from the floor.
"Y/n will you open upppp i have been standing here for 5 minutesss"
"Just a minute i was in the shower" you shouted as you tried to wake up Nikki.
"Wake up you bastard, Tommy's here"
At the mention of your brothers name Nikki quickly shoot up with a panicked expression on his face.
He cursed as he started messily, still half asleep grabbing his clothes from the floor along with his boots.
You suddenly hear the door open and in walked Vince, Mick and at the very end Tommy.
"Mick got the spare key from the recepti-" Vince started blabbering but stopped dead in his tracks as he saw the scene in front of him, whipping around to look at Tommys reaction .
It didn't look good. Nikki was in his boxers, hands full of his clothes while you were standing beside him in his shirt and pants. Vince and Mick knew about your relationship so it was no surprise to them but Tommy on the other hand looked like he had seen a ghost.
"Tommy listen we can-"
Tommy in fact didn't listen because your words stopped the trance he was in and he lunged forward and grabbed your boyfriend.
"Are you fucking crazy you fucked my sister" he started shouting at poor Nikki as Vince stepped in and tried pulling him off, but to no avail.
"Tommy wait it's not like that" you quickly tried to pull his hands away from Nikki.
"No then what is it like huh, he just fucked you and now he's gonna find another girl to have fun with and leave you" tommy spit out as he kept staring daggers at Nikki, like he doesn't do the exact same.
"Stop you are hurting him" you said as you were looking at Nikkis eyes, now genuinely concerned.
Tommy seemed to budge at this and release him. You put your hands on both sides of Nikkis face and gently caressed his cheeks while checking him over if he's okay. He only smiled softly and placed a tender kiss to your forehead.
He then pushed you softly behind him and looked up at Tommy.
"I love her man" he stated with all seriousness in his voice looking straight into Tommy's eyes. Tommy looked behind at you, a questioning look in his eyes. You nodded confirming your love for him.
He let out a frustrated sigh and pinched the bridge of his nose. "If you fucking make her cry or hurt her in any way I'm gonna fucking kill you" he said still annoyed
Nikki and i finally seemed to relax at his statement, so he snaked an arm round your waist and kissed the crown of your head happily.
But Vince had to casually speak up and ruin the moment "Nah man if he wanted to hurt her he could've done it in the past 5 months they have been together"
Tommy was already latching onto Vince while screaming "You fucking knew and you didn't tell me"
You and tommy burst out laughing alongside Mick who was snickering to himself.
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shower time (a nikki sixx fan fiction blurb)
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warnings: reader is on her period, smut (self-love, oral m!receiving), mild language
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You had just started your period. It was your first day on your menstrual cycle and you are already feeling horny. Unfortunately your boyfriend Nikki wasn’t around.
You decided to say, ‘fuck it’ and stripped naked to enter the shower.
Thankfully, the shower stall was inside a bath. You wasted no time in lying down. You take the shower head and turn on the water to get it to a nice warm temperature.
Once you are ready, you spray the water on your pussy. You were overly horny due to your menstrual cycle. It didn’t take long for you to burst. When you climaxed, you kept going by fingering yourself very fast. You had multiple orgasms when you finally realized that you kept the bathroom door wide open.
“What is my dirty little kitten think she is doing?” You heard voice say. The shower head slipped out of your hand when you saw your boyfriend in the room with you.
“Nikki, I’m sorry but you weren’t home and I couldn’t wait. I needed to get myself off”. You reply in shame.
“Don’t worry, baby. I’m here to make you feel good.”
You slowly get up from the bath and pull Nikki into the shower. You don’t care that his clothes are still on. You need him close to you.
Once Nikki is with you, you kiss him slowly but he thought you were desperate so he deepened the kiss. You can’t help but moan into his mouth which gives him the opportunity to stick his tongue down your throat. As you are in the heated kiss, you open his jeans and struggle to pull them down due to the wetness from the pouring water.
When you finally free Nikki from his boxers, you bend down and lick the tip of his dick. You get a little taste of his cum but need more. You slowly (since it’s your first time) suck on his dick. You roll your eyes back as you moan, feeling Nikki grab your hair. When you bite him by accident, he pulls your hair as a warning. This sends you over the edge as you orgasm for the third time today. When you feel Nikki’s load squirt into your mouth, you swallow it. Going as far as looking up at him with an innocent face and sticking your tongue out to show him what you did.
It seemed like giving yourself love was enough. You just wanted to return the favor. Nikki turns off the shower and gets you a towel. He proceeds to walk you to the bedroom once you are wrapped up in warmth.
You both lay on the bed and cuddle. It seems your cycle isn’t so bad.
the end
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Something Special
A/n: No one asked for Nikki but I like Nikki Idc that he's 65 HE'S PRETTY this is also so not how he'd react but I thought it was cute so sue me
Warnings: Smut, reader is a little bit of a stalker, thigh riding, oral (m receiving), slight angst, if you think I missed anything let me know otherwise enjoy!
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Nikki Sixx. Six foot tall crude bassist of big glam band Motley Crue.
You were obsessed.
You went to as many of their shows as you could, attending any after parties they had, all in the hopes of ‘accidentally’ running into Nikki and having the night you’d been touching yourself to for the past few months.
You couldn’t help it. You were all alone in bed with nothing but your thoughts to fuel you, no wonder your hand slid down between your thighs. Countless times you’d pretended it was Nikki’s hand pleasuring you, picturing his soft lips caressing the shell of your ear and whispering the dirtiest things to you, the room filled with your moans of his name and curses spilling out of you like a mantra.
At long last you got your hands on a backstage pass to one of Motley’s concerts. You got yourself all ready, wearing an outfit you were sure would catch Nikki’s attention. Leather skirt with matching boots, ripped fishnets and a cropped band shirt with a leather jacket thrown over to keep you warm. You spent hours on your hair and makeup all with the thoughts of what it would look like completely ruined by the end of the night.
You made it into the mosh pit, getting right up close to the stage where Nikki was. It was about halfway through the concert and you begrudgingly came to the realisation that you looked just like every other girl in the crowd. You knew that this whole time, it was always in the back of your mind that everyone trying to get with Nikki would be dressed how they thought he would want them to dress.
It killed your mood and you almost thought about not going backstage. Almost.
The concert ended, they came back out for their encore before hiding away again, inviting those with passes to come on backstage. Since that was you, you followed the herd heading that way.
As expected it was another party, a Motley Crue party. You walked around on the sides, slipping past people in the search of Nikki. You thought you saw him a few times but he always seemed to slip away. Eventually it led you to a door that you stared up at in awe.
There was a small placard on it that read ‘Nikki Sixx’.
You found his dressing room.
You thought for a moment. You couldn’t really go in there, could you? Of course you could, and you did, sneaking in without anyone noticing.
There was a couch on one side, a vanity on the other and in the middle was a small table covered in snacks and drinks and drinks and even more drinks with a small mirror dusted with a bit of white powder. But none of that intrigued you as much as the pile of clothes in the corner.
Of course the costumes they wore on stage were very extra and it made sense that they would change into them upon arrival rather than come in wearing them.
You got closer and saw a pair of boxers placed atop the pile. Your mind filled with a lustful haze as you got on your knees and held the piece of clothing to your nose, inhaling his salty, musky scent, getting high on his pheromones.
Your hand moved down to your heat, pulling your skirt up so it bunched at your hips, giving you better access to yourself. You’d decided not to wear panties, the whole goal was to get with Nikki so why would you need them? Your skirt was tight enough anyway so you figured it would be fine. Right now, though, your only concern was Nikki and his garment now in your hand, shoved into your face as your eyes rolled back in euphoria.
Then, the door opened. Your neck snapped to the direction of the disturbance, your breath heavy and fast, your hand frozen on your swollen clit. It was Nikki, and he didn’t seem the least bit bothered by your presence.
You stared at him as he took a seat on the couch and poured himself a shot of Jack Daniels. He swallowed it quickly and poured another. “Well don’t stop.” He encouraged before downing the second shot.
You stayed put for a moment, unsure of what to do. When your mind finally caught up to what was happening you crawled over to him, situating yourself between his legs and looking up at him all wide eyed.
Nikki smiled down at you and placed his shot glass back down on the table before relaxing back into the couch. “You got yourself a backstage pass so you could sneak in here, huh?” He asked, sounding more proud than anything. “I saw you in the crowd, you know.” That caught your attention. “Shaking your ass for all those losers out there.”
“You saw me?” You asked, looking up at him with stars in your eyes.
Nikki chuckled and nodded. “Of course I did,” he said, one of his big hands cupping your cheek, “couldn’t keep my eyes off of you.” Your cheeks hurt with how you were smiling. Nikki’s thumb swept over your bottom lip before pushing into your mouth. “I’ve seen you before.” He said, pressing his thumb on your tongue. “At other shows, you follow us around don’t you?” You nodded and Nikki smirked. “Figured, that’s why I led you in here.” You paused.
“You led me in here?” You asked, pulling away slightly. Nikki nodded.
“Of course, when I kept seeing you dressed up it was pretty easy to tell what you wanted, when I saw you in the crowd tonight I decided to give you what you wanted.” His hand went to the back of your head, guiding you forward until your head was resting on his thigh. “Good girls deserve rewards.”
Your head bobbed up and down, taking his dick further down your throat. Nikki’s hand was still holding your head, fingers tangled in your hair as he pushed you down his length. His head fell back on the couch as he let out deep guttural groans.
He was twitching in your throat and his noises were getting louder. He started bucking his hips up and holding your head in a tighter grip to the point where he was fucking your face, using your mouth as a fleshlight. You were getting light headed and you were loving every moment of it.
Soon he was cumming down your throat, pushing your face into his crotch as his hips snapped up a few final times. You pulled away when he let you and took a few deep breaths, finally getting to breathe again.
Nikki laughed at you as you regained your breath. He grabbed your face in his hand, squishing your cheeks harshly. “Let me see.” He demanded. You opened your mouth to show him you swallowed it all and he gave your cheek an affirming pat. “Alright, you can go now.” He said as he relaxed back into the couch.
You were at a loss for words. All this time you waited for that? No way, you needed more, you deserved more. “But-but I was good.” You said, not moving from your spot on the floor between his spread legs.
Nikki looked down at you with a raised brow. “So? Plenty of good girls out there, what more do you want?” You bit your lip. He was right, there were so many other girls out there that wanted him just as much as you. Still, you weren’t gonna let this be all there was.
You stood up and got on his lap, holding his face in your hands and crashing your lips down on his. No matter what you did, how much you moaned or whined against him, if your tongue explored his mouth, he just didn’t care. You could feel him smiling into the kiss, it carried such a demeaning tone to it.
You ground yourself on his thigh, needy cunt craving any kind of friction. Still, no reaction from him. It was just like you weren’t even there.
Hot tears trickled down your cheeks, tainting the kiss with a saltiness. Nikki’s hand came up to your shoulders, pushing you away gently and you could see the genuine concern in his eyes as he wiped your tears. “Are you crying? Why are you crying?” He asked in such a sympathetic tone it caught you completely off guard. Just a moment ago he couldn’t care less about you, and before that he was using you as his own personal fucktoy.
You sniffled softly and Nikki pulled you tight to him, letting you hide your wet face in the crook of his neck. “Shh, shh, come on now, there’s no need to cry.” He whispered to you. “Pretty girls like you don’t need to be crying.” You sniffled again.
“You think I’m pretty..?” You muttered. He held your face in his hands again as he looked at you.
“Of course I think you’re pretty, only an idiot would think otherwise.” He kissed your forehead.
“But-” You spoke only to be cut-off.
“I don’t wanna hear it, tell me you’re pretty.” You stared at him blankly. “Say it. Say you’re pretty.” He repeated. You hesitated, was this a trick? Some kind of sick mind game?
“I-I’m pretty...” You mumbled. Nikki shook his head.
“Say it like you fucking mean it.” You didn’t say anything, still unsure of what was really happening. Nikki rolled his eyes and grabbed his half hard dick, pumping it a few times. “This is what you wanted, right? Wanted me to fuck you?” Your gaze fell to his pretty dick, all leaky and glistening from your saliva still. You gave a slow nod. “I’m gonna fuck that thought into you.” You were still confused but you understood that you were getting just what you’d always wanted.
Nikki ripped over your fishnets, tearing down your thighs before pushing into you. Your jaw dropped over in a silent moan as your eyes shut tight. All those nights you’d spent imagining what it would be like to have him inside you, nothing compared to this feeling.
He laid you down on the couch, your shirt had been tossed to the floor, leaving you fully exposed for Nikki to gawk at as he thrusted into you at a brutal pace, his thumb rubbing harsh circles against your clit. It had your mind running wild. “Fuck, Nikki! Nikki, ‘m close!” You moaned, back already arching off of the couch.
“Say you’re pretty.” He grunted. You looked up at him with a confused expression. “Say you’re pretty.” He repeated in a stern tone.
You let out a whine. “I-’m pretty.” You mumbled, hoping it would satisfy him.
He stopped and pulled out of you completely. Leaving your cunt fluttering for more. “If you don’t mean it you can’t cum.” He said in a degrading tone. “Tell me one thing that is pretty about you.” Your mind wasn’t working too fast but you still tried to come up with something while the bassist stared down at you. “Seriously? Not even one thing?” You sucked your bottom lip.
“I-I think I have pretty eyes..?” You said. Nikki rolled his eyes.
“Jesus, do you hate yourself?” You stared at him. “Say it again.”
“I... think I-”
“No!” Nikki stopped you. “Say one thing that’s pretty about you.”
Again you hesitated. “I have pretty eyes.” You said in an almost confident voice.
Nikki huffed. “We’re not leaving until you love yourself.” There was a determination in his eyes you’d never noticed before. Oftentimes when you’d see pictures of him with other girls he’d have a smirk or something but there was never this in his eyes. There was something special about you.
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I FEEL LIKE NIKKI SIXX IS THE TYPE OF GUY TO GENUINELY START TWEAKING WHEN HIS HAIR ISNT HAIRING AND HIS MAKEUP ISNT MAKEUP-ING
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“When all the world is sleeping” Nikki sixx x reader NSFW
Okay. It’s late and I need to service y’all and Myself so hope y’all like it :3
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It was a rough day to say the least. Your eyes were practically shutting themselves by now. The clock read about 2:30 from what you could see. As Nikki layed beside you sprawled over the bed.
It was probably a bad idea yet you thought maybe his touch could do the trick tonight. At least giving you enough satisfaction so you could peacefully go to sleep.
So you crawled on top of him, “the hell are you doin’?” He asked sleepily. “I don’t know..I just want you” . Nikki was a prideful man, always has been. That woke him up real quick.
“Oh you need me huh?” He teased as you hands ran circles on his skin. As his began to do the same as you settled onto his lap. Simply just giving in.
Tossing off each other’s clothes lazily as he found his way between your legs.
“It’s okay..just let me take you” he said before sliding himself inside you with a groan. Your nails found there way to his back. As he started thrusting in and out.
“Good girl..take this dick for me” he cooed as by now you could barely form a sentence.
“Let me take care of your little cunt sweetheart” he said before speeding up his pace. As your head fell back into the pillow. By this point not even forming a thought. He was borderline overstimulating you.
Making sure his cock hit all the right spots. “Nikki!..fuck” you said as he began to buck up into you harder. By this point you were kinda just laying on top of him and right as you were practically collapsed he flipped you both over.
“There you go..just let me use you. Use this tight little cunt” your hands were trying to hold your head up by now
You could hear his breaths getting shorter, knowing that he was right on the edge too.
“I’m just gonna fuck you to sleep..exhaust you and this little body” he said. “Stay right there..don’t move an inch” as you whimpered beneath him as he kept pounding into you.
“Such a pretty little whore..let me cum in this pussy. I’ll make sure you feel good” . Before he could even utter another word you felt your high wash over you.
And soon after , you felt Nikki coat your walls with his cum.
“Fuck..you like that?, of course you do” he smiled as he came down beside you both of you now not knowing what to do. Either fuck all night or simply collapse.
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Consent
Plot: you and your new roommate have an intimate encounter
(Not my best but im trying to get the hang of this all again lol)
Warnings: kink talk/ cnc/ somno/ slapping/ BDSM
You and nikki were only three months into knowing each other but he was your best friend, you recently moved in together so the rent would be less on both ends. youd never met a man who could make you laugh so hard. You two had a few fly kisses and heated glances. The attraction between you was fiery.
One night your having a glass of wine in the living room before bed, sitting in front of the fire, the conversation merged into what kinks you are into.
He had just finished telling you about a hook up and you felt brave “so.. what are you into?” You smirk and he tilts his head with a small cheeky grin “what?” “What are your kinks?” You explain, nikki sits up and lets out a small laugh “since you asked.. BDSM, breath control, brat trainer. Probably more, just whatever gives me a boner” he laughs, feeling his cheeks go a little hot “i like being submissive, being prey, being a brat, BDSM and cnc” you explain and he quirks his head “cnc? Whats that?” You groan, knowing this is an awkward kink to explain “its called consent no consent, its where the person you wanna have sex with just uses you when they want to, like silent consent to anytime. For me i like being woken up to being fucked against my will” nikki grins wide, feeling his trousers straining at the thought “yeah?” You smirk at him, instantly standing up.
“Its been a lovely conversation but..” you turn to face him and drop your voice to a lower more seductive tone “im off to bed” you subtly wink and walk upstairs, nikki watching your ass as you climb the steps to your room.
After an hour nikki creeps into your room, watching you sleep, your ass poking out of the covers slightly, as if you set this up to happen. He opens the drawers carefully and pulls out scissors, kneeling just at your plump behind.
As gently as he can, he cuts a hole where your pussy would be, gently moving you onto your back, you still slightly but fall right back to sleep. He holds either side of the hole and tears it quickly. With a ripping sound your bare pussy was fully exposed to his hungry, perverted eyes.
Nikki slides his two rough fingers against his tongue then inches them close to your puffy folds, parting them to get a good look at your small hole, growling when he sees it.
He tweaks your clit, hearing gentle noises in your sleep, rubbing small circles to watch your hole wetten up, completely unaware that youll be woken up, bound and pounded
Somehow he manages to tie your hands to the bedframe without waking you, your all ready for him and his cocks all ready for you, bouncing heavily with each movement.
“Ah!-“ you gasp loudly, waking up to nikki above you, his large cock jammed into your gut, you struggle but your arms are tied tightly “shut the fuck up” he groans, starting to pound into you.
He keeps checking your face, making sure he hasnt crossed the line but when he sees that blissful smile inbetween each strained moan he knows hes fine, getting all up in your space and fucking you like an animal.
“Ahh.. oh.. shit!” You moan out loud, nikki was your best friend but god damn he fucks like a beast, working away at you like an artist carving stone. The bed creaks obnoxiously as your brain melts into fiery pools of sin.
“You good?” He whispers into your ear “y-yes sir” you whisper back, making him shiver. He quickly unties your hands “fight back, make me break you into submission” he growls, you do just as he told, kicking and clawing him “fuck you!” You scream as he grabs you and pins you hard, your hand flys up and smacks his cheek, causing him to crush you to the bed, pounding you relentlessly
“Ah! Ahh!” You scream in pleasure, his rough hand coming across your face harshly “i told you to quit it! Im sure you wouldnt want your neighbours knowing that your nothing more than a dirty whore” he growls out as he starts to moan himself
You lay in your bed next to nikki, panting, sweating yet staring at eachother in wonder. Your eyes search his before he grabs you, smothering you into his sweaty body, littering your head with kisses.
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Over Again (Nikki Sixx & Fem Character)
Description: You and Nikki met thanks to Tommy and he decides that it's time to settle down with you but your relationship soon becomes 3, you, him and drugs so an unfortunate event makes him open his eyes and take life seriously.
Warning: Mention of abort, substance abuse, violence and other sensitive topics.
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It was around 1986 when Tommy my old friend from school found me at a party by chance, we had years without knowing about each other, at that time he had recently married Heather and the idea of settling down with Tommy was so present that he didn't think of anyone else but Nikki, he had to have a woman by his side, i were the responsible, kind and always in a good mood girl that he had met in class but now turned into a woman.
The day Nikki and i were introduced, he didn't seem to care about my presence, his mind was lost in cocaine and with the lights of the place he could barely notice my blushing cheeks when i said hi, for me it wasn't strange at all, i imagined the environment in which he and Tommy moved with the other guys in the band so i just focused on being the social butterfly i always were and soon i found myself talking to another guy near the pool.
For Nikki this wasn't right, how could someone let Nikki Sixx pass by and focus on a skinny blonde guy who was only in charge of moving the cables behind the stage? But his state made it impossible for him to get close, his mind was fused with heroin and no matter how much jealousy he felt in his heart, his mind only asked for more drugs and that's what he did.
By the end of the night i thanked Tommy for the invitation and although the drummer was disappointed that his friend didn't pay attention to a me, he knew something had happened inside Sixx, he knew that look, not for nothing was it his terror twin.
It was during a rehearsal that while Nikki was drinking her Jack Daniels he approached the drums asking Tommy who was that girl he had introduced him to at the party, he knew it, Nikki had fallen, Tommy was never wrong.
After that Tommy invited me again to one of the many parties that Motley Crue gave and this time Nikki was able to fight a little against his addiction and took some time to approach and start talking, it was a matter of seconds when both felt as if we had been friends forever, both laughed and told anecdotes that we had in common, finally Nikki was able to spend a night alone with beer and cigarettes, away from needles and mirrors with white powder.
Soon, sooner than Tommy had imagined, Nikki and i had formalized our relationship, it was common now to see me between the dressing rooms, talking to Heather or encouraging my boyfriend, the groupies did not receive me good at all, they knew that Nikki was finally tied and no matter how hard they tried he only had eyes for his girl.
Finally in 1987, by all rights, i became Mrs. Sixx. my friends couldn't believe that i had walked down the aisle with one of the sexiest rock stars in history. My parents, for their part, seemed happy but deep down they were afraid that something would happen. For them, Motley Crue's music was nothing more than a loud sound and the boys were extravagant and wild. They couldn't understand how their sweet girl had walked down the aisle in her beautiful white dress with a disheveled boy who wore makeup on stage.
The first few months of marriage were good, not perfect, but at home everything was fine, although from time to time Nikki always reminded me that i shouldn't go into his closet, it was his personal place and i understood it, maybe it was a space where he could relax just as he had dedicated a whole room for my hobbies where i could paint, knit and do other of my favorite things, but it didn't take me long to realize that something was wrong, Nikki often didn't come to sleep in bed even though he was home, when i tried to get close to him to be intimate, he seemed upset and irritating so i just turned around and went back to the room leaving him alone.
When i were lucky and managed to convince him of something, he was the best lover in the world, he left me exhausted and with my legs numb and soon i managed i get pregnant, it was an illusion that i had in mind since i ou began my adult life, to have a marriage with a kind man and create a family like the one my parents had created.
That night i ran downstairs with the pregnancy test in my hand finding Nikki in the kitchen drinking from a small glass what looked like whiskey.
''Nikki'' i yelled as soon as i managed to finish going down the stairs as i ran to the kitchen holding the test in front of me, he seemed lost in his thoughts and barely looked at me with his eyes half closed.
''What's wrong babe?'' He took a sip of his drink almost falling off the chair when i hugged him tightly by the neck, his hand resting on my back as a smile spread across his face, it didn't matter if he was high or not, we always found our safe place in our arms.
''Look'' i smiled excitedly, almost jumping holding the test with both hands in front of his face making him blink a few times trying to focus on the small device that i moved uncontrollably with my trembling hands ''can you see it baby? Do you see it?''
''Wait…honey stop jumping I can't…I can't see what it is'' he laughed leaving the glass on the kitchen island, taking my hand in his focusing his eyes on the two thin lines ''Th…what is this?''
''Honey I'm pregnant, we're going to be parents'' His eyes opened wide between the strands of his dark hair, he felt his heart beating too hard, harder than normal, even harder than when he injects the dose of heroin into his left arm, he couldn't understand how he had created life, was he ready for this? What if he was a failure like his father was, he couldn't allow something like that to happen ''Honey? are you okay?''
''Yeah, it's just that..'' he kept looking at the floor, he seemed to be thinking too many things at the same time and none of them were good ''It's just that… wow… we're going to be parents''
''Yeah… you don't like the idea?'' my hands slowly lowered while he looked at me quickly shaking his head realizing that his reaction had make me feel insecure
''No, it's not that honey it's just that… I didn't expect this to happen so fast, it's like it was a dream you know..'' his hand slowly arranged a lock of hair behind my ear with his other hand hugging me slowly while i wrapped my arms around his neck ''I love you baby, you know that right?''
''Yeah I know'' i murmured into his neck, closing my eyes breathing in the scent of his hair and his perfume ''what do you think it is? "A boy or a girl?" my excitement make me explode again, letting go of the hug while my hands rested on his biceps, but after a gesture of pain and seeing how he quickly moved away from me, i looked at him scared. "Honey, are you okay? Did I hurt you?"
"It's not… it's just that my arm hurts a little." His voice sounded nervous as she adjusted the long sleeves of her shirt. "Maybe it's because of the bass, don't worry, babe."
After that, there were few days where happiness roamed around the house, since i had married Nikki i had convinced him that i didn't need help to clean the house, i could do it, after all i were there almost all day and when he was on tour i were practically alone with nothing to do.
It was one of those days when i were cleaning the nightstands, throwing away old tickets and dusting the night lamps when i thought about cleaning the closet that Nikki took such good care of, after all it wouldn't hurt to dust it, so without thinking twice i approached the wooden doors and opened them without hesitation looking around, i could notice his stage outfits, the striped one, his leather pants, his boots.
I walked slowly, contemplating everything until i heard something crunch under my shoe. My eyes quickly looked at the floor, noticing that i had stepped on a needle, clearly used and dirty with blood. My eyes then adjusted to reality. On the floor there were dozens of used needles, strips of plastic, and a revolver on the carpet. I weren't stupid. I knew what i was seeing and what Nikki was doing in his "space."
The smell of weed and the blood stains made my stomach turn and i quickly ran to the bathroom, vomiting the lunch while holding my 2-month pregnant belly. After that, i felt totally exhausted. I didn't stop crying all day and i could barely take off your shoes to lie down on the bed.
It was almost 10 pm when Nikki came back from the studio and it seemed strange to him to call my name and not hear my voice anywhere, he looked towards the stairs expecting to see me running down to jump into his arms but nothing, it seemed like the house was empty, he went up to the room taking off his jacket when he noticed me lying down feeling a breath in his throat but soon he felt his breath cut off again when he looked at the open doors of his closet, he knew that his secret was no longer a secret.
''What is my closet doing open?'' He stopped in front of the bed looking at me with my red cheeks and my wet and irritated eyes without caring about how i was ''I'm talking to you… why is it''
''Since when do you do this?'' i could barely mention with my irritated throat feeling a lump forming again in my chest
''What does that matter, I asked you not to come in, I have never broken any promise, I have done everything you want and ask, I only asked you not to go in there'' his voice was getting louder with each word he said, his hands tangled in his hair and then ran down his face in frustration
''I don't give a damn if you broke anything or not of what you promised me Nikki, why are you doing it? why?'' i could barely sit up in bed sitting on the edge while i watched him as he walked back and forth
''That's not your problem…''
''It's my fucking problem since I agreed to marry you Nikki, I don't care what fucking promises you've broken or not, I'd rather find you with a whore in bed than this, at least I'd have the security that she wouldn't try to kill you, but this? Nikki you're ending your life'' my eyes could barely stay open, the tears came out one after another without me realizing it and my voice broke making my throat hurt even more
''You think I haven't tried? I can't stop I'm a fucking addict that's what you want to know? You married a drug addict'' His screams make me jump a little, i had never heard Nikki in that tone of voice
''I wouldn't have cared if you were a drug addict when I met you or after, if you had told me we would have sought help, why didn't you trust me Nikki?…why?''
''It's okay, love calm down'' He took a deep breath approaching me, kneeling between my legs taking myface carefully feeling his hands wet from the tears ''Honey, look at me, calm down think about our baby okay?…I'll seek help, I promise I just don't know how''
''Please stop, what am I going to do if you hurt yourself, what do I do if you die?..I can't do it alone Nikki'' This time i knew that the hormones weren't to blame for my reaction, i were really afraid of losing him, afraid of being alone, of not being part of all the plans we had made together
''I promise love, please excuse me'' his arms surrounded my waist while his face hid between my crotch and my small bulging belly '' I will do this for us, for our baby please trust me''
No, he didn't, just two months later i came home from shopping, it took me just 5 minutes to leave the bags in the kitchen and go up to the bedroom to change the shoes that made my feet swell when i found the room in a mess, the bed was unmade, the bedside lamps broken and there were clothes everywhere, i could walk slowly between the objects when i noticed the closet doors open.
I could barely run without tripping when suddenly i opened them completely and found him on the floor pulling a rubber band with his mouth that tied his left arm while with his other hand he injected a substance directly into his vein
"Nikki…no…no" i ran as fast as i could and barely managed to hold him in my arms when his dilated eyes seemed to have lost the light and he vanished into my legs.
Finally my worst fear came true, Nikki was dead.
My heart was skipping a beat, i felt my stomach turning and my head spinning, my hands held his face, no longer reacting and without hurting him i got up taking the cordless phone to go back to his side while i called 911 and held it calling his name
''Nikki please…please baby wake up'' my voice began to sound desperate while my eyes filled with tears ''Nikki please…Nik..hello?''
''911 what is your emergency?'' the lady on the other end of the line sounded tired, used to receiving calls all the time while my world was falling apart
''My husband is not responding, please send an ambulance please…Nikki wake up'' my hand slowly slap his cheek and then wiped the tears from my face and returned it to press his chest a couple of times
''Your husband is not responding? Is he hurt? What happened?'' There were too many questions for my limited ability to think at that moment
''I don't know, I went shopping and when I came back he was injecting himself with something in his arm and he passed out, please send help please I don't want him to die'' i could barely draw breath, i felt everything inside me collapsing and crumbling little by little
''I understand, please stay by his side, an ambulance is heading to the address on this phone, please stay with him''
Of course I would stay with him, I stayed while they put him in the ambulance and took him to the hospital, I stayed when they gave him CPR and two syringes went through his heart making him wake up, my heart stopped at that moment, there he was, looking at me disoriented without knowing what had happened, as if for him it had been just a bad dream, but for me it was hell on earth, I saw him die and I saw him come back to life.
I stayed with him in the hospital for two days, holding his hand as he slept, signing papers, barely eating, listening to the nurses speak pitifully about me. “Poor thing, she’s pregnant, she must be feeling awful,” they said over and over again every time a new nurse came into the room. Most of them did nothing, they just wanted to see if it was true that Nikki Sixx himself was there.
As soon as we got home, we slept for a whole day. He was exhausted and I was feeling much worse. I felt like my world had been taken away from me like a cruel joke and it had been returned to me after seeing me destroyed. I was afraid of waking up and not having him near me.
I couldn’t just stay in bed. As soon as he lay down next to me, my body joined his like magnets. My arm surrounded his body tightly, afraid that someone was going to take him away from me once again. My head rested on his right arm while his hand combed my hair until we both fell asleep.
But no, life was not easy. A couple of days later, while I was taking a bath, I felt a pain in my stomach, like cramps even worse than I had ever felt in my entire life. Then a hot liquid ran down my legs. I could see the white floor of the shower turning red. The blood did not stop, it ran and ran down the drain.
''Babe…Nikki'' I could barely hold on to the wall, turning off the water and grabbing a towel that I barely wrapped around my body, it turned red
''Love?..what happened?'' His face still looked tired, with dark circles under his eyes
''Help me…our baby'' I looked at him again feeling that sensation inside me, everything would be wrong again
It was in seconds when with his little strength he picked me up and took me to the car without caring about the towel or that he was without shoes, he just ran to the car and drove as fast as he could returning to the same hospital that we had just left.
Doctors, nurses all ran while placing an oxygen mask on my face, no one explained anything, I only heard Nikki's voice while holding my hand.
''Ok, honey you're bleeding and we need to stop it'' the older doctor looked at me placing a mask on his face while a nurse helped him fastening a white apron over his blue robe ''I'm sorry to tell you that we can't proceed with your baby and it's very likely that he no longer has vital signs, we need to save your life first ok?''
I didn't know how to feel at that moment, it was as if God had punished me, he gave me back Nikki but took my baby, why? Why was he doing this to me?…
''But…no'' my eyes searched through the bright lights of the room for Nikki's face, I could feel his hand and hear his voice but the big white spotlight wouldn't let me see him ''My baby…Nikki tell them no…no''
''Honey it's for your own good, our baby is in heaven now I only care about you ok? They must stop your bleeding and everything will be fine, you will be with me and I will be with you and more babies will come, calm down please baby''
I never imagined that I would give birth to my stillborn baby, it was like being in shock and forgetting everything that had happened and suddenly I found myself in a white room, similar to where Nikki had been, Tommy and Heather were with me and Nikki but they were not much help, when i could barely calm down Tommy would come crying making me feel bad again so Heather would take him to the hallway to calm him down.
When we returned home we both felt exhausted, no one had told us that we would live through all this in such a short time, why us?
I spent the days lying down, my mother visited us helping us make food and keeping us company, it was very helpful to listen to her while I lay on her legs as she combed my hair like when I was a child while she told me how she also lost a baby and after that painful loss my brother came into the world.
I also remember how she took advantage of the time I was sleeping to talk to Nikki who never left my side, she scolded him for being so irresponsible but at the same time she advised him. It was very comforting to see Nikki come down to the kitchen one day and hug my mother while kissing her cheek. “Thanks for breakfast, Mom.”
I knew what his childhood had cost him and seeing him smiling and spending time with my mother made me feel happy, as if his wounds were beginning to heal.
I had started painting again a month after our little angel left for heaven. I liked to sit in front of the window and draw flowers or the sky, It made me feel calm.
“Hello...” a light knock on the door made me turn to look at Nikki standing with her hands in her pockets. “Can I come in, baby?”
“Sure, you don’t have to ask,” I smiled, returning my gaze to the window, trying to imitate the color of the sunset.
“What are you doing, sugar?” I felt his arms go around my neck as he rested his chin on my shoulder '' is it the sky?''
''Yeah, but I can't find the color between the blue and orange of the sunset… it's so difficult and beautiful''
''I know… do you mind if I interrupt you a little?'' he looked at me like a little kid as he sat next to me on the floor
''Sure love, what happened?'' I looked at him a little returning my attention to the color palette in my hand
''Well… I want to be honest with you, from now on I won't keep any secrets from you okay?..''
''Ok?.. you're scaring me'' I looked at him lowering my color palette looking at him curiously
''Well… love I… I couldn't contain myself and… after well… you know our loss happened… I injected myself again… I felt really bad and I didn't think about it I just did it..'' his voice lowered little by little until it was silent as his hands played
''But Nikki…''
''Wait… I know I promised you and I'm sorry love I really am sorry it's just that… I know that losing our baby was my fault, I made you go through too much stress and I caused… all that to happen''
''No Nikki look at me, it's not your fault love'' my hands took his face slowly arranging his hair out of his face ''these are things that had to happen to grow and take this life more seriously don't blame yourself''
''It's just that… I don't want to make you go through so much anymore, I don't want to be a useless drug addict, you don't deserve it..'' his eyes showed so much regret, it was impossible for his words not to hurt ''I… I talked to the boys'' he looked at me taking a pamphlet out of his jacket giving it to me like a little boy ''we decided to seek help and join together to end all the addictions that made us complete idiots, it's a hospital and I want to go to so they can help me"
"I'm so proud of you…" I smiled at him feeling my eyes wet as I hugged him tightly and he returned the gesture by sitting me on his lap "You're going to make it, like everything you've achieved on your own, I'm going to support you in every step you take, I promise"
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It's been a year since Nikki and the boys sought help, they had their problems as a band after that but Nikki always reminded me ''It's band problems love, don't worry'' he had become such a calm and positive man that sometimes it was strange to miss the troubled Nikki Sixx.
It was 8am when I came out of a shower, a completely calm shower with no interruptions, I still managed to put some lotion on my body and some clean pajamas to go downstairs to make breakfast when I froze in front of the bed.
There was Nikki, holding our little Faith, it was so adorable and funny to watch them together, she almost disappeared in her daddy's wide arms as she held his finger and with her other little hand she held her head while sleeping, she took that pose from me.
I carefully placed a blanket over both of them, it was early November and the cold air was coming in through the only open window that Nikki refused to close, but it was impossible not to feel my heart melt and I carefully laid down behind him hugging him caressing the small chubby cheek of our little girl
''Don't wake her up..'' Nikki murmured making me smile ''I barely managed to get her to sleep''
''I'm sorry baby..I'm going to make breakfast'' I caressed his hair kissing his shoulder getting up slowly from the bed
I felt like our life was perfect after everything we had suffered, watching Nikki being the most loving and caring father with our Faith made me feel complete, when daddy was home there wasn't a second that he didn't have his little girl in his arms, it didn't matter if he was in his study or with the boys, he was the proudest father and he didn't lose sight of her even when Uncle Tommy carried her and played with her making her laugh.
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It's been 3 years since Faith came into our lives, now Vince has returned to the band and the boys are on a new tour around the country, Nikki barely had the schedule of dates and asked me to pack bags for me and Faith because he wanted us to be with him at all time.
''Look, honey, who's there?'' Faith was a little version of Nikki, her dark hair had been inherited from me but her beautiful eyes and features were totally from her daddy
''It's daddy'' she smiled clapping as she listened to the notes the boys played ''mommy, daddy is so cool''
''I know, daddy is the best'' she kept moving her little head with her pink headphones protecting her ears while I held her on my waist looking at the band.
Nikki kept looking at us, I could see how from time to time his attention focused on us on the side of the stage, blowing kisses towards us but I encouraged Faith to respond to those kisses telling her that they were all for her, she is totally a daddy's girl.
''Mommy, when are we going to tell daddy?'' Her green eyes looked at me as she innocently fluttered her eyelashes
''We'll tell him tonight but for now it's our secret okay?'' I smiled at her giving her a kisses attack on her little face making her laugh
No one said it would be easy being Mrs. Sixx and now it would be a little less easy with another Sixx growing inside me.
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