#Nia_from_Heaven

[niafromheaven]

Some actual AngelicGuitarSword, finally!

Guys this was hard please like it 😭😭

But I promised you guys something, and I delivered. I hope it's good enough for rn 😭 I hope y'all are happy, I really really tried.

[niafromheaven]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/54493288/chapters/138056464

Here's that fanfic!

Was there ever a funeral of some kind held for Vaggie?

Because if Lute said she “died”, I’d think at least a few people would be sad.

Was there a vigil? Or is it a more “taboo” thing in heaven?

Because Vaggie “died” during an Extermination, which needed to be kept secret, only the Exorcists themselves did anything for it. Basically the day after it happened, they did hold a sort of silent vigil, one of the only times none of them trained between Exterminations because they wanted to honor their fallen sister-in-arms.

People outside the Exorcists offered condolences to Lute when they saw her when they learned something happened to Vaggie, but second/permanent death was something none of them believed could happen so they’re almost afraid to go more into it. They just know they’re “supposed” to be sympathetic when someone’s experienced a loss like that.

[niafromheaven]

“You aren't here!”

Pairing: AngelicGuitarSword

Characters:

Sera, Emily, Lute and Adam

Raiting:

Angst, read with caution

POST CANON

Adam and Lute are 💀

Sera's heart broke more and more everyday, watching her little sister talk to and cuddle with their halos, as if they were still here. Emily's mental was terrible, and obviously, the trauma had led her to believe that they were actually still alive and well at her sides.

“Sera, Lute wants to know what your....fucking issue is?” Emily looked toward her sister, “Adam said to "lighten up, old bitch".” Any other time, Sera would scold Emily for the inappropriate language. Any other time, Sera would berate Adam and Lute for teaching Emily such vulgar language. But Adam and Lute weren't here. Emily couldn't accept the fact they weren't here.

And it wasn't her fault.

But Emily's guilt wouldn't allow her to believe that. Their deaths was her fault. If she had been more accepting, or maybe more understanding, they might have still been here. They might have never had that falling out a month prior to the fatal extermination. Maybe she would have spent more time with them..

That's why she believed they were still here. Guilt was one hell of a bitch.

“Emily... it's not your fault.” Sera told her for the first time, with a sigh.

“What?” Emily's smile dropped. “What do you mean?”

“Emily... you know what I mean...” Sera reached out toward her.

She smacked her hand away, turning and trying to walk away. Her sister grabbed her by the arm. “Emily, you can't keep denying it.”

Emily struggled away from her, but to no avail. “Sera, stop, they're waiting for me! Adam and Lute are-”

“Adam and Lute are dead.” Sera's tone went dead serious, and Emily stopped moving.

“No...” Emily shook her head.

“Yes, Em, they're-”

Em

Her eyes widened. Lute loved to call her Em.

“Don't call me that.. please...” Emily teared up.

Realizing her mistake, Sera frowned. “I apologize, please forgive me dove..”

Dove

Adam loved that nickname for her because of how small she was.

“DON'T TALK TO ME!!!” Emily shouted at the top of her lungs, pushing away from Sera and running to her room.

“Emily!” Sera reached out for her, but paused. She slowly looked down. And for the first time...

“Fuck...”

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Emily hugged her legs to her chest, crying. She missed them, she missed them so much. She missed the way Lute would hold her in her arms, kissing and nuzzling her. When she would whisper sweet nothings into her ear when she was sad. If it was any of the Exorcist girls, Lute would tell them to be stronger and toughen up, but no, not Emily. Emily was her girl. Adam was her boy. She treated the youngest seraphim and First Man like royalty. She gave Emily princess treatment a majority of the time. For Adam and Emily being her first relationships, she was surprisingly relationship-smart. She was a good communicator, as well as a good listener. If she were here now, she would listen... she would help Emily...

She missed the way Adam would wrap her in his wings whenever it was just them, holding her until Lute came home and they all cuddled together. Contrary to popular belief and propaganda brought on by Lilith, Adam was a decent lover. He was gentle, and protective. He loved his two girls. More than anything. He would do anything to protect them, including dying. And... he held up to it. He died trying to protect Lute, unaware that Lute was already dead in a pile of rubble made from angelic steel, and Adam died in hopes Emily would be safe. If he were here right now, he'd crack some funny jokes and tell her to lighten the fuck up, that she was killing the mood. All jokes, of course.

God,.... she hoped they weren't scared in their final moments. The last thing Lute saw was Charlie's girlfriend, Vaggie. The one who had brought the rubble down onto her. They found Lute missing an arm, likely having torn it off while trying to escape to find Adam, dying from blood loss and the angelic steel in the end. Lute had died alone.

The last thing Adam had seen was Charlie and her friends. So at least he hadn't died alone...

But, in a way... he had. They didn't care about him.

“Em?” Emily's head shot up at the voice. God, oh God, she knew that voice all too well. “Em, why are you crying?”

“I think she needs to lighten up, I mean, what's there to cry over?” Adam stood next to her.

Emily stared at the white haired Exorcist angel and the brunette First Man. Unlike all the other times Emily had hallucinated them, Lute was now missing an arm, and Adam had a giant stab wound in his middle.

Emily shielded her eyes. “No... no no no..” reality slowly sunk in. She still didn't want to believe it.

But...

“Emily... look at us...”

Emily slowly looked up.

She could no longer deny it.

“You aren't here...”

END

(Adam not included because I can't draw men)

[niafromheaven]

Best of Wives, Best of Women

Paring:AngelicSword (Emilute), past GuitarAngelicSword (Adam x Emily x Lute)

Rating:Teen and up

Themes:Major character death

Plot:Lute knows she's going to die soon. She knows she will be gone before Emily gets up in the morning.

Lute woke up to her alarm. As the commander of the Heavenly Host, she was now in charge of the exterminations. They had an early extermination scheduled for this morning, at 5 AM. She didn't know why, but something about today gave her an off feeling.

She couldn't place it, but she had a feeling that she should cuddle the woman laying next to her before she left.

“Emily...” She shook her wife. “Emy, wake up love...” Lute smiled as the older woman slowly stired. “Lute?” she yawned, stretching out. “What time is it?”

“Almost time for me to leave, hon. I thought I would wake you up to cuddle a little before I left..” Lute scooted closer toward her, and Emily scooted into her embrace, throwing her leg across Lute's thigh. Lute wrapped her wings around the shorter woman, her wings acting as a blanket for the both of them. Before Adam had perished in the extermination 6 months ago today, he used to cover them both up like this as they all three snuggled together.

Now, since he was gone, they had cuddled the same way together. They missed him dearly, that is why, against Emily's worry and wishes, Lute had continued the exterminations. Those demons had taken their lover from them, but no matter what, Emily couldn't bring herself to hate them. Lute, however, could. Lute didn't forgive easily. Lute held grudges.

Her forgiveness didn't stop Emily from being worried, by no means. She had dreaded this day for months.

Minutes passed by, and Lute unwrapped them from her wings. Emily clung onto her, now suddenly full of anxiety.

“Lute... don't go...” Emily whined, bringing herself to look up at her. “Please..”

“Shhh...” Lute shushed her, wiping the forming tears away from her eyes. “It'll be alright, darling.. you'll see me in a couple hours..”

Emily shook her head. “Lute... I'm scared... what if you don't-” She started shaking, burying her face in Lute's chest. “I can't lose-”

Lute put a finger to her chin and lifted her head up. “Hey... You won't. I'll be back in 4 hours, sweetie.” She reassured her, smiling. “You're not going to lose me.”

“You promise?” Emily held her pinky finger out.

“I promise.” Lute intertwined their pinkies together, then they brought their fists to their mouths, kissing on it.

Emily let her go, and Lute got off the bed. “So long as you come home at the end of the day... that would be enough...”

Lute smiled at Emily's words, putting on her uniform and helmet. She started to walk toward the door, before a pair of arms wrapped around her torso, pulling her back flush against the woman behind her.

“I love you..” Emily said.

“I love you more.” She turned to face Emily, “Hey, cheer up...” She took Emily's left hand and kissed it, eyeing the wedding ring on her finger. “Best of wives, best of women...”

Emily giggled, as Lute placed a kiss to her lips.

And before Emily could say anymore, she was gone.

But that's okay. She'd be back in 4 hours.

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4 hours passed.

Then 6.

Then 10.

Lute should have been home so many hours ago. Where was she?

Emily sat in their living room. 5 more hours passed. Then a day. She had tried calling Lute's phone, it always went to voicemail.

Maybe if she texted?

Wifey❤

[Hey Lulu? It's been a day, is everything okay?] sent at 11AM

[Lulu, when are you coming home? I miss you..] sent at 1230AM

[Lute,please come home...] sent at 1023PM

None of her texts were ever read. Reality slowly set in for Emily as she realized...

She was gone.

Lute was never coming home.

Ever.

Adam was gone. They had lost him. Now Lute was gone... Emily was completely alone now, without her wife and husband.

Emily buried her head in her hands, falling back and curling up in a ball. Why? Why her? Why them? Why did this have to happen?

She grabbed a pillow, hugging it to her chest. She then wrapped her wings around herself in a protective blanket. In her mind, she was cuddling Lute while Adam wrapped his wings around both of his best girls. They were happy. They were together.

They were alive.

Now, Emily had another halo to add to the one sitting in the drawer in the bedroom... if it had even made it back to Heaven.

Adam was gone. Lute was gone.

All Emily had left now were memories.

Memories of what once was, and what could have been.

End

[niafromheaven]

Vaggie: You could have ANYONE you want in Heaven (points to Lute) and you want HER?! HER ABOVE LITERALLY EVERYONE ELSE?!

That's the summary of her reaction

Emily:"Well... yeah! Lute is an angel! 😍 Also, she doesn't just love me for power.. she already has too much of that 😒 BUT STILL!"

[niafromheaven]

As promised, here you all go :)

Emily in Adam's T-shirt, and Lute's choker and sweat pants.

Just a sketch. Nothing too serious (that's why she's see through 🤫)

[niafromheaven]

Fuck it, it had to be done.

HEATHERS AU!!

Vaggie as Veronica

Charlie as Martha

Adam as Heather Chandler

Lute as Heather Duke

Emily as Heather McNamara

And just because I'm out of people.

ALASTOR AS A PLATONIC J.D.

Thank you. *bows*

[niafromheaven]

MOMMY IS HERE!!!!

Honestly I believe that Lilith has good reasons for leaving Hell behind, along with Charlie and Lucifer. I think she is still on Hells side. Remember that deal that Lute mentions at the end of Ep. 8? I think her being there definitely has something to do with that.

Because Charlie said that her mother shared the dream with her in the pilot (or something similar to that). I don't think she'd actively work against the hotel, she might just appear to. Like a spy on the inside.

Idk, I love Lilith. She's so mommy 😍

(I'm straight.)

[niafromheaven]

Guys I need an opinion. This is for the draft of Poison chapter 2....

Is this too weird? I wanna give the impression that Emily is older than she looks, and people mistake her for a child like the fandom does.

But is this too weird?

Also, that's meant to say "narrows his eyes at Lute". I'll fix that.

[niafromheaven]

I can't get over Defying Gravity with Lute and Emily 😭😭

I'm going to rewrite that eventually because that was NOT it 😭

I want them to interact more and reading back on it some scenes feel so rushed and out of place.

I'M GOING TO REWRITE IT.

YOU ALL deserve better than what ever the hell that was.

[niafromheaven]

More Enika!

Ignore my inconsistent ass art style.

[niafromheaven]

“Saa, hizamuzuki nasai!”

She's here~ Make way for Lucifenia's darling little princess!

[niafromheaven]

EXORCIST OC

Everyone, meet Cloud :D

She has a backstory so if you're interested in that lmk

(Name credit goes to RavenFeatherly on AO3 for the GuitarSpear fic "I once believed love would be black and white" I was rereading their fic after coming up with the name for my OC and I was like ohhh that's where I thought of it from.)

[niafromheaven]

“Gosh I'm so pleased to show some outsiders around! After you see our realm, you'll never wanna go back down!”

EVERYONE'S FAVORITE SERAPHIM

[niafromheaven]

“What are we even talking about?!”

Lute~

FUCK. DRAWING. WINGS.

[niafromheaven]

Chapter 2 of Poison is in the works! Will sure as HELL not be out tonight though because I'm lazy asf. Might do some of it when I get out to my boyfriends house. Not right away tho.