#Natobi

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An entire team of Goobs? What are they like?

They are pretty decent and helpful, we've gone on some expeditions with them before. Half of them distract while the other half tries to find the exit/finish the mission. They are pretty kind to others, although some can be rude or blunt (looking at you, Toby) hey like doing hand painting with the Scraps Team, aka Team Crafts.

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Could I get some uhhhhh... neat OC lore? :3

Oh worm????

Here comes just, a delightful slew of things

My Slime Merchant, Simon, doesn't know his own name. He refers to himself in the 3rd person as Simon, but if you ask him what his name is, he'll respond with anything but Simon

Same Simon only knows one name. It is his pet slug, Sammy

P'omidori Tamati's name translates especially to "Tomato Tomato"

Waux (pronounced like Faux), a small golem made from candle wax, shaped like a grackle. They like to collect shiny trinkets to keep in a bag, charmed to be weightless.

A lot of my OCs tend to get unexpected development the more i plot with them and their existence. Kesth is a character of mine who takes especially heavy inspiration from Blue Jays. One trait i didn't realize he shared with Blue Jays was being very protective of loved ones. So of course, i considered "what would Kesth do to protect his loved ones?"

Kesth is now the embodiment of a Blue Jay and an Orca. If you know orcas, you can understand how this may be a terrifying mistake, but it's a part of him i can't change even if i wanted to now

Bevine Plaguefeather was an OC of mine that started, if i remember right, as a deviantart group OC for demon HighSchool. She has since been revamped into a disasterous TrueNeutral lesbian witch with a rampant thirst for learning and is comprised of 90% rambling chatter

Natobi is a DnD character i made with a few mutuals (ayyyy). His entire character concept is essentially a mashup of "Capcom Monster Hunter" and "Zelda Zora"

On the concept of Zelda, Hakavi is an OC i made with two little versions of himself. The actual character version, used for Breath of the Wild scenarios as an archaeologist, and the NPC version, who is also an archaeologist, but for Majora's Mask scenarios.

Friorn Guanin is one of my favorite fandom OCs. He's a brownblood chef for the Mirthful Church in ancient Alternia. His lusus is a giant frilled chameleon, and he's probably my favorite fantroll out of maybe five ive created (yeah... it's homestuck stuff)

Devante Espada. I created him with one thought in mind. "I want a himbo OC." He has inherited an old warehouse, which he uses to house strange animals he comes across, attempting to rehabilitate them for release. The catch? He's too fucking stupid to realize the animals he's picking up are actually mythological creatures who could, in theory, kill him on the spot. He's also gone through three boyfriends in his lifetime. A unicorn (cursed to a human form), a vampire, and currently a kitsune.

Yes, he's too stupid to realize they're not human. But he loves them still.

Ornus "Ash" Maresi is a wizard i created with a penchant for lighting things on fire, which burns into ashes. He's turned many things into ashes. He's also named after the "Fraxinus Ornus", an ash tree native to southern Europe. His name is a pun.

A few, rare OCs of mine were actually self inserts from fanfiction when i was about 11 or 12 years old. My first self insert OC was actually for Dragon Quest 8.

Despite an uncomfortable fear of spiders, i have a fair few OCs with spider traits or qualities. Correnin, Lyander, Cera, and Mirefla. The last one is just an entire spider. Specifically a mirror spider, who works in tandem with a blind elf.

As of this post, i have 233 ocs registered in my document.

[the-blackest-spider]

“Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same” ― Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

When the universe decides That two souls are destined, it will stop at nothing. It does not matter. What is meant to be, will be. Sometimes another will be intertwined, who is just as connected to each individual soul. But still at the core it is them, two beings tied together by invisible strings drawing them in until there is no doubt left. They belong together, forever and always.

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The Russian Horn Doubles Down On Her Nukes: Daniel 7

The Russian Horn Doubles Down On Her Nukes: Daniel 7

Russia doubles down on hypersonic missile tests Russia adopting asymmetric hypersonic strategy to offset comparative conventional weaknesses vis-a-vis NATOBy GABRIEL HONRADADECEMBER 25, 2021Print Waving a mailed fist on Christmas Eve, Russia conducted another test-fire of its Tsirkon hypersonic missile.  Russian President Vladimir Putin lauded the salvo launch as a “big event”, and that the…

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Extra dramatic otp asks: all of them for Natobi (you knew I would XD)

Extra-Dramatic OTP Asks: Send me a ship and I’ll tell you…

1. Who would sell their soul to the devil to save the other.Natasha. Obi-Wan would do every possible thing in his power to save her, but he wouldn’t fall to the Dark Side in the process. Natasha might be more inclined to go that extra distance, even if it meant destroying herself at the same time.

2. Who would become a stalker, in the right (wrong) situation.Natasha is wonderful at stalking targets, but I don’t think she’d stalk a lover. They’d both be a little extra vigilant in dangerous situations. 

3. Who would pine away in silence their entire lives without confessing their love.OBI-WAN. I don’t know if Natasha would necessarily admit to outright loving him (at least not in a couple of our verses), but she’d be a lot more direct with her feelings. 

4. Who would leave their friends, family, and life to move overseas to be with the other one.Both of them. Obi-Wan would leave the Order for Natasha if she gave him enough reason, and Nat is surely no stranger to packing up and leaving. Of course, if they could twist things into staying close by, I’m sure they’d try not to vanish from their friend’s lives completely.

5. Who would be the most worried the other might cheat on them.I don’t think that’s something either of them would particularly worry about. They’d both trust each other completely.

6. Who would run into a burning building to save a stranger while the other calls 911.Both? Though I think Obi-Wan would more likely be the one to call for backup as they leapt into the flames together.

7. Who would haunt the other after death and chase away other suitors.I think they’d both haunt each other to some extent, though both would want the other to be happy so reluctantly move on.

8. Who would stand up at the other’s wedding and say they object.Neither of them? Obi-Wan would sit there and shatter on the inside, Natasha would have probably already voiced her feelings beforehand.

9. Who would write long, beautiful poems for the other.Obi-Wan. Natasha would only need to write him a dirty limerick and he’d be happy.

10. Who would love the other no matter how evil the other became.Both. Looking at our main verse, Obi-Wan will feel hurt and betrayed when he finds out about her orders, but he’ll still love and forgive her. Natasha would definitely still love him if he fell, even if it ripped her apart to see him do so.  

11. Who would be the most likely to become an addict (gambling/drugs/etc.).Neither of them, though modern Ben might enjoy a drink from time to time.

12. Who would propose in a grand gesture of some kind.Neither – if any proposals happen in any of our verses, I could see them being private, intimate occasions. Obi-Wan might string a few romantic words together because y’know, silver-tongued, but I doubt either of them would want anything grand.

13. Who would go berserk at harm or death befalling the other.Natasha, to some extent. Padawan verse Natalia, especially, would probably flip. Obi-Wan is certainly capable of seeing red (looking at you, Maul), but he would be more likely to crumble on the inside than go berserk.

14. Who would spend too much money on expensive gifts for the other.Neither of them are particularly materialistic, but I think both of them might spend a lot of credits on something that had a lot of meaning. Small, intimate gifts would be more their style though.

15. Who would fight an impossible battle to give the other time to escape.Both, reckless little shits that they are. I think Natasha would be more willing to give her life for Obi-Wan without telling him.

16. Who would be able to spend centuries in misery waiting for the other to be reborn.Obi-Wan. I think Natasha would always mourn in her own way, whereas Obi-Wan is the master of waiting in fucking misery.

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#12727

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I know you said Christmas present @obikink but I am so counting it as the best early birthday present ever. Thanks also of course to Panda-Capuccino for drawing it ( I tried to tag them, but tumblr is being annoying so I linked to them at least).

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Goob, do you have a Scraps, or…

…uh, Takashi, what’s your history with your… daughter?

"Yes. Her name is Natobi. She was one of the people somehow not affected in that episode. She's still as jolly as she could be."

"...Met her while she was being treated in the medical center. She was untrusting of most people, keeping to herself and trying to bite people who got too close to her. Most of the Rodgers was busy at the time and Curio already had Ocho, so I took her in."

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♥ + natobi

Gives nose/forehead kisses: Obi-wanand sometimes it’s cute and other times Natasha knows he’s finding amusement inthe fact he’s just a bit taller than her, though she doesn’t mind.

Getsjealous the most: Obi-wan again, but not badly.

Picks theother up from the bar when they’re too drunk to drive: Natasha sinceshe can’t get drunk she’s always the designated driver.

Takes careof on sick days: Natasha also, since she doesn’t get sick andObi-wan is a bit of a pain, not wanting to take appropriate downtime.

Drags theother person out into the water on beach day: Eitherone, it depends on their moods, probably Natasha most of the time though sinceObi-wan can burn and she cannot.

Givesunprompted massages: Mostly Obi-wan, but Natasha does once in awhile.

Drives/ridesshotgun: Thanks to his experiences with Anakin, Obi-wan insists upondriving and so Natasha is always shotgun.

Brings theother lunch at work Obi-wan surprises Natasha when he can.

Has thebetter parental relationship n/a really since Obi-wan never knew his familyand Natasha was an orphan.

Tries tostart role-playing in bed: Natasha does at times just for amusementpurposes.

Embarrassinglydrunk dancer:  Obi-wan.

Stillcries watching Titanic: Obi-wan (gonna assume star wars as an equivalentto Titanic lol)

Firmlybelieves in couples costumes: Obi-wan

Breaks theexpensive gift rule during Christmas: Natasha

Makes theother eat breakfast: Obi-wan since Natasha is notorious aboutforgetting to eat period.

Remembersanniversaries: Obi-wan since Natasha’s concept of time moving is not so great.

Brings uphaving kids: Both think about it in a wistful sense sometimes, but Natashacannot get pregnant and it would be tricky business for a Jedi to be Dad.

[the-blackest-spider]

@ouronlyhope

Relevant.

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Thoughts on + Obi-Wan

Main-

“I trust him. I… need him. I don’t want to hurt him.” There was apause. “I wish I knew he would still care when I told him the truth. I don’twant to lose him. But there’s that saying… if you love something you set itfree. He’d be safer.”

Padawan-  

“I… he’s a good Master. Fair and knowledgeable.” She pressed herlips together, eyes shifting downward a moment. “He’s everything to me.” Sheknew that wasn’t right, that it was a sign of attachment to think, feel such athing, but she couldn’t help it even if she did honestly know better and couldfeel the error of her ways.

MCU-

“Interesting enough. A problem in a tweed suit most likely. We’llsee.”

RoyalAffair-  

“I suppose he’s helpful… rather handsome. I am not sure what tomake of him quite yet.”

SithHetaera –

“Lord Sidious spoke both highly and annoyedly of Master Kenobi. Hewas often vexed by the man. I’ve seen him from a distance on occasion, atypical looking Jedi. I have no idea if he’s alive or dead at this point sincethe order was given. I know Skywalker was fond of him so perhaps he survivedfor that alone since Sidious was grooming him for his new apprentice. Perhapshe’ll become a pet if so.”

[the-blackest-spider]

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Send “✎” and I will write 10 headcanons about our muses interacting

(if you didn’t think for one minute Iwasn’t going to do both regular and padawan you had another thing coming XD)

RegularVerse

Natasha absolutely trusts Obi-wan, butshe hopes he doesn’t her given she knows he shouldn’t.

She would love nothing more than totell him the truth, and she has a feeling he knows she’s hiding somethingpotentially big from him.

She respects him and she respects theJedi Order as well and knows he respects her in return.

When speaking with him, she can’t notlook him straight in the eyes, even when she’s lying.

Both of them have this intense need totouch each other be it little touches such as a brush of fingers along an armor knuckles across the back of a hand or more involved touching that requiresthem to be alone.

If it were possible, Natasha would gowith him when he’s out on campaigns for the war, but that just wouldn’t do forvarious reasons and both understand this.

Both are afraid of falling too hardand too fast for actually similar reasons.

Both of them hold back just a littlewhile at the same time both wish the other wouldn’t.

They find enjoyment in the little,simple things such as just being around one another and being comfortableenough to sleep in each other’s presence.

Neither wants to disappoint the otherand both fear or know they will one day.

Padawan AU

Natalia would do anything her Masterasked of her and he knows it.

When Obi-wan is speaking, Nataliaalways gives her full and undivided attention even if he isn’t speaking directly toher.

Both do little things they don’t evenrealize which go beyond the roles of Master and Padawan. Example: she oftenchecks on him while he’s sleeping and he does the same with her.

Both share similar feelings andthoughts, but keep them to themselves as they know full well it isn’t proper.

At times neither feels worthy of theother.

Natalia will do things entirely onpurpose to get a rise from her Master and has no clue he’s fully aware of thatfact half of the time.

Both seek an outlet for theirfrustrations which results in many lightsaber practice duels.

Natalia is fully aware Obi-wan wishesshe’d be more open and trusting with him about things that she struggles with.

Both have issues with attachment thatneither can own up to.

There is more trust between them thanthey realize. 

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@ouronlyhope

This can apply to so many things definitely padawan au with the chorus and second verse because I am terrible

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ALL THA NUMBERS

1.       - How do they fall asleep? Wake up? Any daily rituals?

Slowly. Sometimes one falls asleep before the other,most of the time it’s Natasha first since she sleeps better when she isn’talone and Obi-wan makes her feel safe. Obi-wan usually wakes up before she doesand sometimes he lets her sleep, other times he wakes her, especially if he’sgoing to be leaving Coruscant for a while. No exact rituals, maybe theoccasional morning shower together for various reasons.

2.       - How’s their team work? Do they share well?

It’s okay when they’ve had moments for it? It wouldprobably be really good if they could be more of a team, but givencircumstances they keep things quiet for the most part except for the fact theyare friends. Sharing is somewhat okay, but Natasha is a little better at itthan Obi-wan. Neither of them like the idea of having to share each other inany fashion. Though Obi-wan does his best to be attached.

3.       - Are they open about their relationship? How do theyfeel about public displays of affection?

Not at all, to everyone they are simply really good acquaintancesor friends and PDA is not possible at all, except for little things whichObi-wan is very good at, such as brief touches and lingering looks.

4.       - First impression of each other? Was it love at firstsight?

Not good, but promising. She wanted to kill him and hewas trying to bring her in for her crimes against the Republic. However hespared her, realizing that maybe all she needed was a decent line of work andsome hope. Maybe a little bit? It’s complicated it was complicated at best forboth of them and still is.

5.       - Nicknames? Pet names? Any in-jokes?

Not really, though Obi-wan is fond of his terms ofendearment.

 6.       - Any tasks that are always left to one person?

Not exactly? Obi-wan cooks, since she does not andgenerally makes sure she’s taking care of herself, things like that.

7.       - What annoys them the most about their partner? Wouldthey change it if they could?

Natasha gets annoyed by the fact Obi-wan can be veryreluctant and unsure, but at the same time she’s no different. He gets botheredby her recklessness and how he can’t quite figure out what she is thinking,though the latter annoys her about him as well.

 8.       - What do the like best about their partner?

Natasha likes that she can trust him, that he’s somewheresafe for her in life where she’s never really felt that way until meeting him.Obi-wan finds her brave and beautiful and a lot of things he thinks he couldnever be.

 9.       - Do they discuss big issues? Religion? Marriage?Children? Death?

Not too much, Natasha does her best to steerconversations away from those things when she can, mostly because a lot ofthose subjects scare her or are not possible and she holds no interest in some.Though she does enjoy hearing him talk about being a Jedi.

10.   - Who drives? Cooks? Does the handiwork? Cleans? Paysthe bills? Handles the public?

Obi-wan drives mostly, when it’s needed. He also seesto the handiwork since he feels it’s responsibility to do so. Both clean, both arevery particular about that. Bill paying is handled by both. Obi-wan is more inthe public eye so she leaves it to him.

11.   - Do they celebrate holidays? Anniversaries? Yes and yes, atObi-wan’s sneaky insistence on the latter, he will just surprise her withlittle things to mark particular moments.

 12.   - Is there a wedding? What was the proposal like? Anykind of honeymoon? Probably not (but omg them pulling an Anakin and Padme…),Obi-wan did because he’s sentimental like that, but it was random and a littleawkward, but entirely sweet. Not really, no time for too much of that sincethere’s a war going on.

 13.   - What do they do for fun? Do they have a favoriteactivity or do they like to switch things up?

Each other.  Various things. Sometimes shespars with him because it’s fun and she likes it when his hair flops across hiseyes, but their favorite thing is just getting a chance to spend time togetheralone without interruption.

14.   - Anything they both dread?

Having to be a part. Natasha worries one day he won’tcome back and what the future holds. Obi-wan worries that one day she will justdisappear.

 15.   - How adventurous are they?

They have their moments, but both for various reasonsjust enjoy little quiet moments more than adventure.

 16.   - Do they keep secrets? Lie? Cheat?

Both have their secrets and little lies, but of thetwo Natasha is more guilt for both of those. Neither would cheat.

17.   - What would make them break up? Would it bepermanent?

Absolute and utter betrayal. Loyalty is important toboth, so breaking that would cause major issues (ahaha kill me now) and it’shard to say if it would be permanent, probably not.

18.   - What are their dates like? How long do/did theydate? Do they ever feel the need to take a break from each other?

Dates are very rare since neither really grasp theconcept, but sometimes when Obi-wan is invited to official Republic functionsas an emissary for the Jedi Council he often invites her along since it looksgood for an employee of the Chancellor and a Jedi to be getting on well, itappears like a sign of mutual trust. Breaks between them happen whether theywant them or not thanks to the Clone War.

19.   - What do they fight about? What are their argumentslike? How do they make up?

Sometimes about the fact he’s sure at times she’shiding something from him, usually they’re more of silent treatments on bothends rather than full blown arguments, though Obi-wan does give her his pieceof mind whether she wants to hear it or not, especially when Natasha is recklesswhich is what they argue about the most, he just wants her to be safe. Makingup can vary from him bringing her back something he thinks might make her smilefrom somewhere he’s been to very intense make out sessions that can lead toother things.

20.   - What does their home look like? Their room? So very neatand tidy, not a thing out of place.

 21.   - Do they share any interests or hobbies?

Being reckless and stubborn? They both like to readand enjoy quiet little moments and a chance to breathe, both are very good atphysical things from hand to hand combat and other activities.

22.   - Does their work ever interfere with therelationship? AHAHA so much.

 23.   - How do they hug? Kiss? Tease? Flirt? Comfort?

They can be very touchy when alone, both crave suchthings and find it easy to indulge in them with each other. A lot of how theydo any of the above depends on time allotted. Sometimes there’s never enoughtime for them to truly enjoy one another in any physical sense.

Both are flirts and tease unmercifully, sometimesObi-wan is just a little better at it than she is, but she loves when shemanages to get him to blush even a little.

Comfort comes in just being close, in Natasha lettingObi-wan in, letting him hold her and remind her he is real, solid and alive.

24.   - Any doubts about the relationship? Yes. Constantlyfor both of them for many reasons beyond their control and other reasons suchas doubts about their own selves.

 25.   - How much time do they spend together? Do they sharetheir feelings, or hold things in?

Not enough time as far as both are concerned and it’sdifficult for both of them to share their feelings and they both hold thingsin.

26.   - How do their friends feel about their relationship?Their families?

No one has a clue, at least as far as they know.Anakin would probably be pleased and glad to see his former Master not alone though.

27.   - Do they have kids? Grow old together? Split up?

No kids (though Obi-wan would be a great Father), andNatasha would sadly watch Obi-wan grow old.

 28.   - What are their vacations like? Vacation? Whatis that?

 29.   - How do the handle disasters or emergencies? Minorinjuries? Sickness?

They handle them pretty well, though things happen toObi-wan far more often than Natasha and she worries greatly about him.

30.   - Could they manage a long distance relationship? Technically ina way they do as it is, so yes.

 31.   - Do they finish each other’s sentences? Pick up anyphrases or habits from each other? Know when the other is hiding something?

Not really on the first two, though Natasha findsherself saying things like blast more and such since he seems fond of thephrase. And not really on the other which is frustrating to both of them, especiallyObi-wan since he’s sure she’s not always a hundred percent honest with him.

32.   - Do they ever get into trouble? Is it serious, or arethey just mischievous?

Yes and mostly mischievous, she helps him get evenwith Anakin when he pulls something.

33.   - What kind of presents do they get each other? Dothey only do it on special occasions?

Neither is very materialistic, but sometimes Obi-wanwill see something that he feels she’d like and so he will occasionally giveher something, especially if it’s around an important date.

34.   - Do they have any pets? No, but itwould be fun if they had the time. Natasha has always been fond of Loth Cats.

 35.   - Do they bring out the best in each other, or theworst? Do they have a fatal flaw?

They try very hard to bring out the best in eachother, but in reality they bring out everything in each other. Their fatal flawis their love and loyalty as it isn’t easy to serve two masters after all.

36.   - What’s their greatest strength as a couple? Theirweakness?

They trust each other despite the little hiccups inthat aspect and they are definitely each other’s weaknesses.

37.   - How much would they be willing to sacrifice for theother? Any lines they refuse to cross?

Obi-wan is ready, prepared to do what he must, he is anoble man and doesn’t shy from that and as much as it scares Natasha she knowsdeep down she would do anything for him, even if she can’t admit it to herselffor reasons.

38.   - What are they like in the bedroom? Any kinks/fetishes/turn-ons?Anything they won’t do?

Very passionate and soul consuming. Though a littlereluctant because physical aspects only further encourage attachment anddeepens it. They pretty much enjoy the same things for the most part.

39.   - Who initiated the relationship? Who kissed whofirst?  When did they realize they were in love?

They both sort of started it, but Natasha kissed himfirst which technically started it. Natasha realized she was in love with himwhen she heard of him almost dying out in the war and it struck her deeper thanshe thought she was. Obi-wan is still figuring that out, but he’s pretty surehe loves her he’s just still coming around to the idea.

40.   - Any special memories? Do they have a special placethey like to go to?

Their first meeting was special in its own unique wayas was their first kiss that followed fairly soon after, sooner than eitherexpected honestly. Sometimes Obi-wan will take her to places he enjoys when hehas the chance.

41.   - Are they party-goers? What are they like whenthey’re drunk? Does it happen often?

Not really. Obi-wan is really the only one between thetwo of them who can get drunk easily, but he holds his liquor well so it reallydoesn’t happen much, in fact Natasha has never seen him fully intoxicated.

42.   - Do they let each other get away with things thatwould normally bother them?

Yes and no. Obi-wan will totally let her get away withthings that others have tried to do (looking at you Anakin) and not too muchbothers Natasha, so there’s a lot Obi-wan can get away with if he wants.

43.   - Do they talk often? What about?

Probably not as often as they should, but often enoughand when they do it’s about various things from deeper subjects to things goingon in the galaxy around them.

44.   - Are the comfortable with each other? Anything theyhave to have their privacy for?

They’re pretty comfortable, though they could be moreso, but that will come with time. They both enjoy their privacy for variousthings.

45.   - Any special dreams or goals they have as a couple?Any heartbreaks? Regrets?

To make it out the other side of the war, to spend alittle more time together without that looming. Natasha regrets what she may bea part of concerning the war and what it will do him and wishes she couldchange that and perhaps she will yet. Both have their heartbreaks which theykeep to themselves regrettably.

[the-blackest-spider]

To Love Him (Drabble)

She’s falling in love. With him. Force help her. But she can’t help it. He makes her feel something she hasn’t in so long. But he scares her too. For reasons beyond her control and because she didn’t think she could love again…

It almost hurts. The feeling. As though she’s been out in the cold, somewhere frigid with ice and brutal wind and come into the warmth. But at the same time it feels good and she wants so desperately to cleave to it, to let it burn through her and wake her up from the empty, barely living existence her life has been.

But to love him is to condemn him.

She isn’t his to love.

She isn’t meant for love.

He makes her feel otherwise. He makes her want to sing. To act like some young, giddy girl caught up in a romance. But she can’t. She can’t love him. She is a poison. He will die surely if she loves him. She reminds herself day and night of this. Of what will happen, the inevitable if she gives into her heart. It’s too late. There is no escape, she can feel that, she’s fallen hard and fast and there’s no turning back. How desperately she wished she could, even though it would hurt.

And how does she love him anyways? A man who isn’t supposed to love in the first place (and if he tells her he loves her she isn’t sure what she’ll do). Such a good man, a hero for many. The only reason she’s even a part of his life now is because he is such a good man. A threat to a man of wickedness and evil.

Sometimes she has ridiculous thoughts of telling Obi-wan the truth, that maybe it can set her free. But she can’t. She knows how that will end. With death and tears and pain. Not just her death no, but his too and she can’t bear that.

And then it hits her.

How to love him.

Keep him safe. She can do that much, even a little bit. She can lie to the man who she is lying for. She can in the world of darkness and shadows where her Jedi Knight found her keep an ear to the ground and tell him anything useful that comes across, that she hears. And if asked to kill him, ordered… she won’t do it. Somehow. After all aren’t you supposed to be willing to die for the one you love?

[Inspiration]

[the-blackest-spider]

Zzz

Padawan AU

It took her forever to fall asleep. Sleeping on the groundwas not ideal and even after all this time she still had never gotten used toit. She was glad when they got the luxury of cots. But her Master was veryspecific that if their men had to endure something less than ideal then so didthey and she agreed even if her back did not.

Still she drifted off to the sounds of distant whisperingfrom the night watch and the labored breathing of her Master in the sleepingbag just across from hers. They shared a tent, but sometimes she wished theydidn’t. She’d wish that even more after tonight as she fell deeper asleep andbegan to dream.

Hands rough fromcountless hours of lightsaber training skimmed across her soft, youthful skin.Though rough his touch was delicate, reverent. She couldn’t believe this washappening, but it was and her heart raced frantically in her chest.

It was all more thanshe imagined, better.

She giggled as hisbeard brushed against the skin of her abdomen near her navel causing themuscles there to quiver and nerves to jump as though butterflies were trappedbeneath her pale flesh. She had been laying still until this point unknowingwhat to do though she had helped him remove the layers from his upper body, hersmall fingers examining his chest, smiling at the freckles which cascadedacross his shoulders. She had leaned up to press a kiss to them, one by oneuntil he had made her lay back with a firm hand against her middle.

She watched him then, hislips gliding over her skin, his eyes like a gray stormy sky. She felt heat poollow in her body. Making her breathing deepen and her skin flush.

She became tornbetween watching him and being unable to, the feelings coming from him throughtheir bond so intense and unlike anything she had ever felt before.

Then when he hadexplored every inch of her she heard the rustle of clothing and felt his bodypress against hers, gasping at the feel of that hardness rubbing against hermost intimate places.

She was not by anymeans naïve, but she was not experienced either. But that was about to changeas he wrapped her up in his arms, holding her tightly and she gasped into hisshoulder as their bodies became one. He remained still for a moment then moved,slowly and she felt like heaven’s doors had opened. She let her body follownatural instincts, falling into the gentle rhythm set by his hips while hismouth claimed hers and his hands continued to learn her body.

That heat intensifiedlow in her and then it felt like an explosion and she gasped, crying out overand over again, “Master… Master… Master…”  

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“Do. It.”

Her heart hammered inher chest. Sidious loomed over her. His white hand resting on her shoulder withher arm out stretched and a blaster in her hand. She felt his hand tighten andpain shooting through her as he pressed his thumb to a pressure point on hershoulder making her gasp.

Before her Obi-wanknelt, bloody and battered. A mess. He was beaten and it was her fault. Shecouldn’t look him in the eyes as he lifted his head to look at her.

“Kill. Him.”

“I… can’t… I won’t…”She threw the blaster away and turned, putting herself between Sidious andObi-wan. “I love him.”

The Dark Lord laughed.His was a cackle like a witch, like a snake if it might laugh. A bit of a hissto it. “So you would die for him then?” The air crackled with energy and bluelightning erupted from the man’s clawed hands towards her.

Natasha held herbreath then let it out, closing her eyes. She did not fear death and better shedie than Obi-wan. He was good and a hero. What this galaxy needed. She wasnothing. She waited. But then nothing.

Her eyes opened wideto see why. There before her stood Obi-wan between her and Sidious, between herand death. The Sith Lord cackled as the Jedi Master fell to the earth. He hadgotten what he wanted. Finally Obi-wan Kenobi would die.

She fell to her knees,pulling his smoking, battered, bruised form to her, cradling his head in herlap, eyes filling with tears. “Why… why did you…”

Shakily Obi-wan liftedhis hand, brushing away the moisture from her cheeks. “I… couldn’t… not again…lose… someone else… I love…” His hand went limp, falling from touching herface.

She woke herself screaming the word “no” loudly. Her hearthammering in her chest and her skull burning. She sat there in the bed,clutching the sheets tightly, knuckles white until she felt the wave of panicleave her and she could lay back. It was still night, but she couldn’t go backto sleep, not after that. Possibly not for several nights as the ache shethought she’d never feel again settled into her chest, her heart causing her tocurl up on her side and weep.