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Come Back, Be Here (finale)

Sirius Black x fem!reader - First Wizarding War Order of the Phoenix - 5.7k

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CW: mentions of past abuse/torture, amnesia, hurt/comfort, fluff, use of Y/N

A/N: Holy. Friggen. Crap. WHAT A RIDE! Thank you all so much for enjoying this story with me - it has truly felt like the most niche book club and I have had so much fun chatting with you all. Feel free to send in requests for these lovely characters in the CBBH universe - I'd love to continue playing with them! xx

Lily and James Potter returned to 12 Grimmauld place on the 3rd of November – Sirius’ birthday. There were long hugs, a lot of tears and soft dinner conversation, but there would be no gifts or raucous celebrating.

Regulus Black was arrested at Malfoy Manor as a marked Death Eater, but with the backing of James, Sirius and Dumbledore, the Ministry allowed Regulus to be placed on house arrest, confiscating his wand whilst he awaited trial. Dumbledore assured the group that because of Regulus’ defection, his support of the Order, and the memories that Dumbledore, you, and those who were present on October 31st provided the Ministry, Regulus would likely be acquitted of his charges, or at the very least receive a lighter sentence.

Tom Riddle was quickly charged with treason, tyranny, countless charges of the use of unforgiveables, countless charges of leading or causing the death of wizards, witches, and muggles, countless charges of torture and brutality, eliciting fear and chaos, and illegal use of Dark Magic. He was sentenced to the Dementor’s Kiss and the act was carried out on the 5th of November.

Peter Pettigrew did indeed receive a fair trial for his role in the Wizarding War. He was questioned under Veritaserum, and it was found that he was guilty of treason, using unforgiveables, contributing to the fear and chaos of a treasonous leader, the use of Dark Magic, and sexual assault and brutality. He was sentenced to life in Azkaban.

Lucius Malfoy came looking for his son and was thus arrested by the Department of Magical Law Enforcement on the charge of being a marked Death Eater. He was questioned under Veritaserum which proved Lucius was guilty of harboring dangerous criminals, using unforgiveables, contributing to the fear and chaos of a treasonous leader, and the use of Dark Magic. He was sentenced to life in Azkaban. His property and vault at Gringott’s were seized by the Ministry and, after taking what was owed for reparations, was placed into his son’s name.

The Ministry respected Narcissa Malfoy’s dying wish and placed Draco Malfoy in the care of Sirius Black and Y/N L/N. The Ministry offered the couple access to the Malfoy vault to support Draco’s upbringing, but they opted to leave it aside for the child to choose what to do with the fortune when he was of age.

Narcissa Malfoy’s funeral took place on the 7th of November. The blustery November air accosted the patrons which mostly consisted of Order members and a few of Narcissa’s friends who were able to dodge persecution for their roles or complacency in the war. She was awarded an Order of Merlin posthumously for her role - a title she now shared with you, Sirius, James, Lily, Remus, and later Regulus along with the rest of the Order of the Phoenix. Draco left his mother a beautiful bouquet of narcissus, baby’s breath, lavender, and pink camelia’s. You and Sirius gave her a bouquet of edelweiss, fern, and gladioli. Blue hydrangeas and hyssops came from Regulus who was unable to attend due to the nature of his house arrest but were placed at Narcissa’s headstone by Lily and Harry in the family plot of Malfoy Manor. Andromeda, Ted and Nymphadora Tonks stood by you, Sirius, and Draco at the headstone during the funeral service as Dumbledore spoke of the bravery, loyalty, and dedication Narcissa showed not only to her son and her family, but to the greater wizarding world on the 31st of October.

“There is not one witch or wizard amongst us today that does not owe Narcissa Black Malfoy a considerable debt. Without her bravery and cunningness, evil could very well have prospered, dooming us all to life of immense pain and suffering. She dreamed of a legacy - of a better future - for her own son as well as for every child of wizard kind. Narcissa was a beyond bright student during her time at Hogwarts, a strong leader in her social circle, a skilled healer during the war, and an incredibly brave soldier. Though, possibly her favourite and certainly her greatest role was that of a loving mother; for she died to ensure that her son would live to see a better tomorrow. Narcissa Black Malfoy is the type of person, friend, partner, and parent that each of us should aspire to be. May her legacy of love and loyalty live eternally.” He said as he raised his wand.

One by one, every person present raised their wand to the heavens in honour of Narcissa Malfoy and her sacrifice to the wizarding world. Draco, Harry and Nymphadora, along with the Weasley children and Neville Longbottom who did not yet have their own wands raised a narcissus flower in solidarity.

The remaining marauders, you, Lily, and Regulus did indeed stay at 12 Grimmauld place for some time. The house was unrecognizable from the time Regulus and Sirius spent growing up there; it was bright, it was colourful, it was full of children’s laughter and squealing, it was a place people liked to come to visit, and it was chock full of love.

The problem with the new and improved Grimmauld Place?

Your tribe quickly outgrew it.

As time went on, your memories seemed to return to you basically in full, and the full extent of your trauma reared its ugly head. For years you became hyper-focused on knowing where each member of your family was at any given moment, and a panic attack threatened any moment you didn’t have everyone important to you within your periphery. The Third Worst Day™ of Sirius’ life (in chronological order, the first being the day he almost ruined things between you two, the next being the day you ‘died’) was the day Lily and James suggested to you, him, Remus, and Regulus that they should perhaps fix up Potter Manor and move their ever-growing family there. It was partly the worst day because of how the idea of James and Lily moving away made him feel, but it was mostly because of the mental breakdown you had at the news.

“You can’t! You can’t do this! I just got you back, we just got each other back. You can’t do this!” You shouted as everyone tried to get you to breathe. The numerous hands approaching you placatingly was in fact not what you needed at the moment, and you fell into a manic state.

Needless to say, the suggestion was not met well by you, and ended with you being admitted to the psychiatric ward at St. Mungo’s. Sirius sat at your bedside with your hand in his, Lily and James in chairs across from him whilst Regulus and Remus stayed home and watched the children.

“I cannot live without any of you anymore. I’m sorry, but I refuse. I can’t do it.” Sirius admitted quietly to his friends as he rubbed the back of your hand with his thumb.

You had been dosed heavily with calming draught and dreamless sleep in order to prevent any seizure activity, which you became plagued with due to the trauma of the brain from memory retention and prevention throughout the war.

“I can’t either.” James admitted, causing Lily to turn and face him.

“I’m sorry Lil’s, I know-” he cut himself off to take a steadying breath. “I know when we got married, you probably imagined us living at the Manor or maybe in another place as independent adults. After we lost mum and dad, I’m sure you imagined us taking that over in their place, and I think I wanted that too, but now, knowing what we know, I would have done things differently. I wish we had moved in with mum and dad and been there to enjoy their last few years with them. We had our own flat at the time and Moony, Pads, and Vix had theirs and I was so lucky that I got to spend as much time with Vixen as I did, being her order partner and all, but then she was gone, and I regretted ever spending a single moment away from her. Now...now I’m afraid that every second I don’t spend with you – all of you, any of you, my family – is a second wasted and I don’t want to waste another precious second. Not anymore. Not ever again.”

Lily looked imploringly at her husband.

“You really are a bell-end.” She muttered fondly.

“Pardon me?”

“Do you really think I imagined us living alone in that big ass manor just us and our kids? What part of that do you think appeals to me? I love you, James, but a girl needs backup to deal with the likes of you.”

Sirius and James exchanged a bemused glance before Lily continued.

“I want to live the rest of my life with my family. That’s you, James, and our kids, but it’s also Sirius and Y/N, it’s Remus and Regulus and Draco. Hell, if Alice and Frank or Marlene and Dorcas told me they wanted to move in I’d happily help them pack the boxes.” She laughed as she looked at you and Sirius’ intertwined hands.

“I think we’re all going to be stuck with one another until the end of time.” James said as he pulled his wife into his side.

Sirius smiled greatly at them. “Until all the mischief is managed.”

After that, the friends all agreed that none of them were willing to part from the group, and if for whatever reason anyone felt the need for more privacy, they would opt to build an outbuilding on the property.

“Oi! You’ve gotta knock, Prongs! Fuckin’ wanker.” Sirius had shouted as he hastily pulled the sheets up around the two of you.

“Uhm, maybe you’ve gotta lock the door, Pads.” James muttered with a mouthful of muffin as he came in to sit on the edge of the bed, completely unperturbed by the fact that the two of you were still naked and very recently involved in unmentionable deeds.

Nevertheless, no one ever felt the need to build their own place on the property.

And Sirius made sure James got a taste of his own medicine a time or two after that incident.

Lily Evans Potter did indeed contact Healer Grundke at the end of the war and was brought on to work under her as an intern whilst she worked toward getting her Healer license. She spent many years in general medicine before moving fulltime to labour and delivery. Sirius often teased her that between the number of days she has spent in labour & delivery as a patient and as a doctor, he was surprised any of their other friends ever saw her.

His nose was charmed green for a week.

Regulus Black was eventually acquitted of his crimes. He was placed on a sort of life-long probation in the form of a tracking spell on his wand that would alert the Ministry of him ever practicing Dark Magic. He opted to stay with his brother and his friends though he pretended to hate every minute of it. In truth, Regulus found great joy in being an uncle to Sirius’ and James’ children and Godfather to his best friend’s daughter Luna Lovegood. He declined the opportunity to join the Wizengamot, stating that as the rightful heir to the Black name, Sirius should be the one to take the Black’s seat.

Sirius Black, in Sirius Black fashion, dramatically refuted this idea. He did not want to pick up the mantle that was laid for him by the generations of Black’s before him; he refused to sit in the nearly still warm seat that his father had left. It took Regulus, Remus, and Lily all to tell him how much good he could do by not only bringing in a younger generation’s perspective to the Wizengamot, but as a wealthy heir to a pureblood line, a war hero, and an advocate for werewolf and muggleborn rights, he could bridge the gap between the left and right-wing members of the court.

It also helped that you had told him he’d be the only one capable of making the robes look punk rock.

James Potter opted to be a stay-at-home dad and uncle to care for the children living at Potter Manor. The Potter vaults had enough money in them to last his family multiple lifetimes without every making a dent, and with the money Lily was making as a healer, there was no need to be worried financially. Also, being a kid at heart made him the absolute best friend of any child who met him. As the children grew older, he and Mrs. Weasley worked together to homeschool the children of the Order until they were old enough to attend Hogwarts.

Remus Lupin, never one willing to ride on his friend’s coat tails, spent the first few months following the war applying to various jobs through out Wizarding London. He had hoped that between his stellar academic record, his time spent as a prefect and tutor, his Order of Merlin, and his dedication to the winning side of the Wizarding War, that he would be able to secure a job within wizarding society. Unfortunately, it seemed the wizarding world still had a long way to go with the prejudice it held for werewolves. Walking through Diagon Alley feeling sorry for himself, Remus spotted a “for lease” sign in the window of what used to be a pet store. He immediately sent an owl to the landlord and asked for a meeting.

Though Remus tried to refuse, Sirius and James insisted on investing in Remus’ planned bookstore.

“I’m not borrowing money, Prongs.” Remus muttered defiantly.

“It’s not borrowing, Moons! It’s an investment! If anything, you’ll be making me more money.” He exclaimed excitedly.

“Moony, please,” Sirius added...well, seriously, “think of how pissed off my ancestors would be to know I’m investing their money in a half-blood werewolf’s business which happens to stock muggle literature?”

With a mischievous smirk, the deal was settled, and the lease was signed.

Remus wasted no time to get started at the bookstore. He walked into the small storefront and conjured a broom, deciding to start by sweeping up the hay and owl droppings.

No sooner had he started did he hear the door chime.

“Oh! My apologies, we’re not quite open yet.” Remus offered as he made his way to the door. He stopped in his tracks when he saw you and Regulus standing in the entry.

“I should hope not. This place looks awful.” Regulus commented with a wrinkled nose.

You elbowed him hard in the ribs.

“Looks like you could use some help.” You said cheerily as you held out a stack of papers. Remus took them gently to find your CV and cover letter. Before Remus could even look up, Regulus dropped his on top of yours in Remus’ hand.

“All my references are either dead or in prison so.” He offered with a shrug.

“I’ll vouch for him.” You said.

You were smiling at him so kindly and so sweetly, Remus wanted to cry. You had always been his biggest supporter; championing him through every milestone in Remus’ life. He was certain he didn’t deserve even half of the love you gave him, but he was eternally grateful for every drop of it.

“Thank you, guys.” Remus said wetly as he pulled the two of you in for a hug. Regulus groaned the entire time but when Remus finally pulled away, he had a slight blush.

“Yeah, yeah. Well, what is family for?” He muttered which elicited a sharp gasp from you and a bark of laugh from Remus.

“Don’t be going soft on us now, Black!” Remus said with a laugh and ruffled his hair.

“Fuck you guys, clean this barn up on your own.” He grumbled as he turned to leave, but the two of you wouldn’t let him.

He was grateful that you didn’t.

Sirius eventually proposed to you – though beg was likely a more appropriate definition.

“We should get married.” He had said to you late one night as he came back to the bedroom after putting Draco down.

You lowered your book into your lap as you considered him. “I beg your pardon?”

“We should get married.” He repeated plainly.

Your lip threatened to quirk into a smirk, but you kept your face blank. “And why should we get married?”

Sirius guffawed at you. “Uhm, maybe because we’re in love? And I’m the best and would be the best husband?”

You continued to stare at him.

“Why shouldn’t we get married?” He asked, now beginning to panic.

“I never said we shouldn’t.”

“Then why won’t you marry me?” He shrilled as he moved to kneel at the end of the bed.

“You’re the first thought in my mind when I wake up in the morning and my last thought at night before I fall asleep. Fuck, you make up the majority of my dreams too. Did you know that? Did you know that I go to the Ministry and count down the minutes until I get to see you again? Did you know that when you’re at work, I spend my time thinking about what you’re doing, who you’re talking to, what they’re saying to you and you to them? And not in a stalkery way, I swear. But I just think you’re the coolest fucking person ever and I’m jealous of everyone who gets to listen to you speak when I’m stuck at home or at work. And I watch you with Draco -our sweet boy - and our Godson and the other children and I get fucking giddy thinking that I get to spend the rest of my days with a woman so lovely. So, marry me. Marry me, damnit!”

It was a battle to keep your face straight but by the absolute grace of God you did before saying “Siri, babe, you’re coming off a little desperate.”

There was a brief pause before you got a “you cheeky little minx” and 45 seconds of tickling which turned into kissing which turned into touching which turned into so much more.

You were sticky and satisfied as you both caught your breath, still intertwined with one another when you said, “I will.”

“Hm?”

“I will.” You repeated as you leaned onto your elbow so you could look him in the eyes. “I’ll marry you. Marry me.”

Sirius stared at you in awe before pulling you down into his embrace for a searing kiss which once again turned into so much more.

And you guys did. Marry each other, that is. It was a beautiful spring day on the grounds of Potter Manor with only your closest family and friends. It was perhaps a touch smaller than what either you or Sirius grew up picturing your wedding to be, but it was so much better than either of you could have ever imagined.

“...I thank my lucky stars every day that I get to love such a wonderful woman. There’s not one person in this world who deserves to know the likes of you, me least of all, but will do everything I can to ensure I get to keep what little light you’re willing to share with me forever. I have already loved you in sickness and in health, for rich or for poor, and in life and in death. There is not one planet in any universe, nor a timeline that exists where my love for you does not. I vow to you that you will never spend a day in this life not being loved by me. Wherever you go, I go; in this life and the next.” Sirius said through his tears.

With a smile you began your own vows. “Sirius, I have had the absolute pleasure of getting to witness you become the man you are today. It wasn’t always easy or pretty, but I have seen you through it all; the good, the bad, the really bad, and the ugly. And I have loved you through all of it. As I laid dying, I told James that I didn’t regret a single moment of this life with you, and that is still true today. Every moment, all the blood, sweat, and tears, brought us here today - and I would still do all of it again if it meant getting to stand here today by your side. I made a vow that I would find you in our next life and I would love you there too. Well, here I am. I found you. I will always find you.”

Lily, Marlene, and Alice stood by your side, and James, Remus, and Regulus stood by Sirius’ as your magic was bound together, and you were pronounced husband and wife.

Sirius hung the framed parchment that Remus had found in the wooded area where he first met Regulus in his office. The note symbolized your dedication to him, to your friends and family, and your unyielding perseverance. The parchment was later joined by your wedding pictures, drawings that he and Harry had painted back in Grimmauld place as well as pictures Harry and Draco had given him since, and the first ever check he received for his investment in A Marauder’s Map to Books.

You loved working at Moony’s bookstore; everyday felt like getting to hang out with your best friends even though you pretty much lived with them as well. It was nice to see Remus and Regulus in a setting outside of the parental/guardian role you’d all taken on following the war. You were surprised at first (though you supposed you should have known better) that Remus and Regulus worked really well together – Regulus’ uptight and serious façade was well balanced with Remus’ laidback and jovial personality. Regulus would handle the more difficult customers whilst Remus made sure every customer who came in felt welcome. Things often fell by the wayside or got overlooked when Remus was away due to the moons, and Regulus was quick to pick up the slack. Regulus would often get too caught up in work and forget to stay fed or hydrated, which Remus counteracted by briskly walking past Regulus and placing biscuits and cups of tea brewed exactly to Regulus’ liking before he could refuse. If you noticed Regulus’ cheeks tinge peak and a shy smile grace his lips – you didn’t mention it.

Draco grew to be a very happy child; you and Sirius couldn’t help but feel a sense of pride every time that boy giggled or laughed. You kept your word and left the Malfoy vaults untouched save twice a year when Narcissa would purchase a gift for Draco on June 5th and December 25th.

He was such a good son and an even better big brother.

Draco was the most jealous of Harry when Harry became a big brother to his sister Jasmine Potter. It was hard not to chuckle at how proud the four-and-a-half-year-old was as he bragged about being the ‘bestest big brother’ and watching Draco skulk around the house.

“I could be a big brother! Really, I could. I’d be so nice and gentle, and I would share all my toys!” He told you and Sirius solemnly as you tucked him in to bed. You assured him he would indeed be a wonderful big brother, but not to worry about it too much as you were sure Lily and James could use two big brothers for their newest addition.

You both gave him kisses goodnight and closed the door behind you. You’d hardly made it two steps from the door before your husband had you pushed up against the wall.

“I could be a really good daddy too, you know?” He whispered into your neck before starting to suck on your pulse point.

You couldn’t stifle the moan that escaped your lips. “Are you trying to tell me something?”

Sirius kissed his way back up your jaw before slotting his lips against yours. “Perhaps we should give the kid what he wants.” He managed between kisses.

You chuckled.

“He gets everything he wants already, Siri.” You whispered back as you pulled his body flush with yours.

“What about me, hm?”

You pulled your head back to search his face. “Do you want another baby, Sirius?”

Sirius’ pupils seemed to blow wide at the sentiment. “I don’t so much want a baby as I want your baby, my love.” He whispered reverently.

Your restraint snapped and you launched yourself at him. He caught you as your legs wrapped around his waist and your arms around his neck, carrying you down the hall to your bedroom.

Approximately ten months later you gave birth to your daughter Aurora Black.

September 1st, Kings Cross Station

“Merlin’s saggy balls, how do you – for fuck sa– oh, got it!” Sirius could be heard behind you as he fought with the pram.

“Would you watch your mouth?” Lily muttered.

“Yeah Pads, watch your fuckin’ mouth!” James loudly announced causing other parents to look over at the absolute freak show that was the Potter & Black family’s stepping onto Platform 9 ¾.

“Sorry.” You offered with a quiet smile to a particularly perturbed looking couple as they grabbed their smarmy looking child and ushered him away from the likes of you. “Wankers.” You muttered as they hobbled off.

“Who’s a wanker, mum?” Draco asked as he slid up beside you. The rotten child knew he wasn’t supposed to use such language but couldn’t pass the chance at getting to repeat your nasty comment.

“Presently, it’s you.” You commented while teasingly narrowing your eyes at him.

“Oi, leave your poor mum alone! You’re buggering off to Hogwarts and leaving her with the likes of me for the next ten months.” Sirius said as he (finally) made his way to you with the pram in tow. The three-year-old twins seemed none the wiser that they just nearly got folded into the damned thing and thrown onto the tracks in a fit of rage.

“My deepest condolences during this trying time.” Draco offered you severely.

Sirius scoffed and you laughed as you pulled him into an embrace. You were waiting for the day he pushed you away because hugging your mom goodbye in front of your friends was embarrassing. But today, you relished in the feeling of your first child letting you hold him tight.

“I’m so proud of you, Draco.” You murmured into his platinum hair.

“Thank you, mum.” He responded quietly.

“Draco! Harry! Over here!” The sound of Hermione Granger interrupted your hug as Draco turned to wave at his friends.

“Be good kid, okay? Look out for your sister?” Sirius asked as he pulled Draco into his own embrace.

“’Course, dad. I’m not new here.” He teased as he ruffled Aurora’s hair.

“Draaaccoooo...” She whined in response.

“Go see ‘Mione.” You ordered Draco with one last side hug. Harry and Draco swapped parents and siblings to give their respective goodbyes before heading off to catch up with their friends.

“Are you ready, Rory?” Jasmine Potter asked your daughter kindly. She was a year above Aurora and was very excited to get the chance to show her younger cousin around the castle.

Your daughter looked between her cousin and her parents before Sirius spoke up. “Jazz, do you mind giving us a minute?” He asked his Goddaughter.

Jasmine turned to talk to James and Lily who were busy entertaining Posie and Lyra as you and Sirius bent down to talk to Aurora.

“What’s on your mind, love?” You asked your daughter gently.

Your heart welled as Aurora’s eyes turned glassy.

“I’m not ready.”

Sirius made a cooing sound as he wiped the tears from under her lash line. “What are you most worried about, my little star?”

Aurora sniffled miserably. “What if I’m sorted into the wrong house?”

You and Sirius couldn’t help but rear your head at the comment. Out of all the things you thought would be worrying your daughter on her first day of boarding school, which house she got sorted into was not it.

“Rory, that’s the exciting part baby.” You tried as you rubbed her arm consolingly.

“I get it, Ro, I was worried about which house I was going to be sorted into as well.” Sirius commented.

Aurora rubbed a fist against her eye as she turned to consider her father. “Really?”

Sirius nodded solemnly. “Really. You see, I came from a long line of proud Slytherins. I was supposed to get sorted into that house too, because I was supposed to be just like them. But I couldn’t be like them, I could only be like me. So, I was sorted in Gryffindor, even though my family didn’t like it.”

“Did you get in trouble?”

Sirius nodded sadly. “I did.”

“But Ro, you know that no matter what house you get sorted into, me and daddy are going to be so, so, so proud of you. And we’ll be proud of you because you’re you, not because you were sorted into Ravenclaw or Gryffindor or Hufflepuff or Slytherin.” You added with a soft smile.

Aurora seemed to consider this. “Well, Harry and Jazzy are in Gryffindor, and Draco is in Slytherin. I’d like to be in one of those I think.”

You nodded at her, but it was Sirius who answered.

“That’d be pretty cool, huh? But listen, I met the most fantastic people in my house even though I knew no one in it when I first got sorted. Uncle Prongs and Uncle Moony were my dormmates for seven years and look at us now! Completely co-dependent and still living together.”

“What is co-dependent?” Aurora asked with furrowed brows.

“Not important. What I’m trying to say is, Rory, you are going to give that hat a run for its money, you know why?” Sirius asked.

Aurora shook her head.

“Because you are your mother’s daughter. And she is the the most loyal, the most cunning, the bravest and the smartest person I know. You’ve been raised by the most spectacular person, and any one of those houses will be lucky to have you. Got it?”

You watched as Rory took a deep breath and squared her shoulders before offering her dad a solid nod.

“Atta girl!” He said as he enveloped her in a hug and kissed her head. “You show that sorting hat who’s boss.”

Aurora chuckled as she moved to hug you.

“I’m so proud of you, my love.” You said into her hair. She tightened her hold on you before letting go and stepping back.

“I think we’re ready for you, Jazzy.” You called, and the older girl came and took Aurora’s hand as they headed towards Draco and Harry to board the train.

James and Sirius wolf whistled and hollered, waving frantically as they watched the kids walk away. Hermione, Harry and Draco chuckled while Neville and Ron turned beat red at the attention.

You propped Lyra on your hip and the two of you continued to wave as the train pulled away. None of you stopped waving until you couldn’t see your babies anymore.

A sob tore its way through James, and you looked over to see Lily making alarmed eye contact with you as she awkwardly patted his arm and he and Sirius leaned into each other.

“First time?” An older woman asked as she went to walk past you.

“No” was yours and Lily’s chorused response as you peeled your husband away from his best mate and moved him toward the pram where your youngest two sat forgotten.

“Lord, is it going to be this bad every time we send one of the kids off the first time?”

“It’ll be worse!” Sirius cried emphatically as he fell into your arms, basically crushing poor Lyra who was still sat on your hip. You looked over to Lily hoping for help only to see her in a similar predicament.

“Sirius Black, at this rate our youngest three won’t ever want to come back to Kings Cross Station.” You muttered as you moved Lyra to your other hip so you could support your husband’s weight.

“Good! Then they’ll never leave me!”

Your heart twinged as you patted Sirius’ back.

“Siri, look at me.”

For a moment you thought he might refuse, but he unfolded himself slowly and stood to look at you.

“This is what we fought for, my love.” You said as you caressed his cheek. “So that our babies could go to Hogwarts and learn and be children and be free and be safe.”

“I still hate it.”

You laughed at his petulance. “Me too, actually. Do you think Hogwarts is hiring? What if we all just move there?”

“Great idea, Vix!” James cheered from beside you, eyes rimmed and cheeks glistening. “Lily flower could work in the infirmary, Padfoot could teach astronomy, you could teach muggle studies, I could teach flying, Moony could teach defence against the dark arts and Regulus could teach potions! It’s perfect!”

Though you had to admit this plan of James’ actually sounded pretty perfect, your attention turned to little Posie falling asleep in Lily’s arms.

“Why don’t we discuss this more once we get these kiddos down for a nap, hm?”

Sirius found you later sitting in the sunroom with a book in hand. He thought you made the prettiest picture sitting in the soft sun filtering through the leaves of the trees outside, plants surrounding you with your nose buried in a book. So, he took a picture.

“I wasn’t ready!” You whined with a smile on your face.

“You’re always ready.” He said as he pressed a kiss to your lips. “I’m sorry I was such a mess at the train station today.” He said as he lifted your legs off the loveseat to sit down and replace them atop his lap.

“You don’t have to apologize, Siri.” You said as you tapped him with your book.

“I’m supposed to be the one taking care of you.” He commented, his gaze seemed far away as he watched the branches dance in the September breeze.

“You can do that tomorrow.” You whispered back.

A smile graced his face before he turned to look at you. “I love you; did you know? I don’t think I say it enough, but I do; I love you.”

He punctuated his sentence with three loving squeezes of the fat of your thigh.

“Sirius. Every breath I take means ‘I love you’.” You responded and sealed it with a kiss.

You got an owl from Draco and Aurora later that night.

Aurora was a hat stall.

She was also sorted into the same house as her mum.

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astrow0rldx · 1 month ago

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Dark Asteroids

TW Very Dark Themes of Human Experience & Nature.

Look at the house its in to show where it would show up, and its aspects to see how it influences different energies in your life.

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narcissus (37117) - narcissist. your side, or people in your life.

nessus (7066) - abuser, r@pist, predator. sexual abuse, obsession.

dejanaira (157) - ^ nessus victim. victim of these.

proserpina (26) - ruined innocence, abductions.

persephone (399) - ^ similar story. where time is not your own. held hostage, absence caused strife.

melete (56) - anxiety.

deprez (9795) - what makes us sad

pan (4450) - earthy carnal energy, lust, chase, desire.

maniac (228029) - inner maniac, where we do things other wouldn't, unexpected hobbies or passion.

lie (26955) - where you lie or manipulate, or get lied to about.

ate (111) - rushing to conclusions, delusional. respond to perceived, or real threats.

lucifer (1930) - where you are powerful. pride, egotistic. where you gain followers by manipulations. how you transform. why you look for revenge.

phaeton (3200) - dangerous behavior, people that got carried away, car crashes, accidents.

icarus (1566) - accidents, excessive risk.

nemesis (128) - enemies. vengeful self.

sado (118230) - sadistic dark sexual expression. borderline pain. thats that make us sad hard time expressing.

myrrha (381) - sexual relationships that go against natural law.

medusa (149) - your the prettiest, natural beauty can be corrupted by others. assault. punishment for something that isn't your fault.

karma (3811) - karmic connections, circumstances. fated.

tantalus (2102) - never getting what you want. always out of reach, temptation without satisfaction.

furia (194982) - our anger. what proves it. what attitudes bother us.

cassandra (114) - a gift & a curse. where your rejection ruined your life. where no one believes what you say

anubis (1912) - egyptian god of the dead.

grieve (4451) - grieve, grief, mourning, sorrow.

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for Nessus and pan to be in my 7th house i do attract those type of people. lustful, predatory men. but like in my actual relationships to.

furia is in my 4th house and i get really angry in the home, my mars is also there. narcissus is in my 4th house and and i have a narcissistic mother. my ancestors i work with seem to be very strong and aggressive to.

phaeton, dangerous behavior, accidents, and car crashes are prevalent in my dreams stuff like that and it's in my 12th house. also mania is there and spirituality, drugs, sleep/dreams, psychology could be where i have an unexpected hobby and passion others wouldn't.

icarus is another dangerous behavior, excessive risk. in my 5th house of parties, sex, creativity, entertainment etc. while deprez is there to that causes depression. as i read or write out celebrity chart analysis, everything puts together as lore, jhene aiko, jeffery dahmer, donald trump, etc. so as im writing mines out and its just mini asteroids, i love to see the depths, and art of my birth chart.

my lucifer is in the same house as my lilith the 3rd. also where my sun and venus is. and i do have really good mental manipulation skills, lying and using my words to scheme. but im only so aware because im not to much in my ego about it and never really liked to since a kid except when i needed to, but was always aware of that "power". nemesis is there and that is also my vengeful self. ate is also there in my 3rd house lol, rushing to conclusions, delusional. respond to perceived, or real threats. but these characters are very influnced in my school life also. im also a big trickster, love mind games, dark humor,etc.

tantalus in my 2nd house is frustrating. so as medusa in my 6th house of day to day activities & work environment. proserpina and persophone in my 10th and 2nd house is scary.

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flickeringart · 3 years ago

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Astrology notes/observations pt.3

Read part 1 and part 2 here. Enjoy!

· People with Chiron conjunct the North Node are destined to become healers in this lifetime. The sign the conjunction falls in will say something about how they’re going to heal, the house placement is going to say something about where it takes place and what is going to be healed. For example, someone with Chiron-North Node in Gemini in the 11th house is going to help heal the collective and the social issues by writing or speaking (perhaps by traveling a lot).

· Any planet or asteroid conjunct the North Node will be a great importance in the individual’s life. If you’re interested in understanding your life purpose, and align yourself with your “mission” in this lifetime, look to the North Node. Some people have more difficult missions or not as “glamorous” as others’ but it’s wise to not fight the chart. You’re going to live it out anyway.

· People who have the asteroid Karma conjunct the North Node might have a life mission of making people pay for their actions. It could also mean that they’re set up to work off some kind of debt or that they’re actively creating karmic baggage.

· Having the asteroid Persephone conjunct the North Node could indicate that native is destined to live out the myth of Persephone… these people will be plagued by their own emptiness and meaningless existence, forced into the underworld, broken into by foreign and seemingly dark forces. I associate innocence, bravery and a beautiful brokenness with this figure of myth. These people can be a great help to others as they have their sweetness intact but have been treated mercilessly by life and have had to develop incredible inner strength. People rarely believe the ordeals that these people have been through.

· People with asteroid Narcissus in the 2nd house can be obsessed with their possessions. They see their own beauty reflected in the beautiful things they own and will be extremely upset if other people borrow things from them without asking. They will have a hard time seeing other people’s material needs as equally important as theirs.

· People with Chiron conjunct Pluto will be very sensitive to power dynamics and will likely end up deeply wounded by the power other people have over them. They will also be upset by their own need to be impactful and perhaps resent themselves for it. It’s similar to Chiron conjunct Mars. These people have been hurt by anger/rage and will avoid their own destructive urges in order to repeat the cycle. They will have to learn to access their own aggression in a healthy way.

· Natives with asteroid Narcissus conjunct Mars will be intensely self-absorbed in their own actions – they can’t really consider other people, they have to do things that are self-gratifying.

· Narcissus conjunct Saturn similarly points to a very vain and self-absorbed way of taking responsibility. They only do what they feel like doing and they expect praise and applause for doing the absolute minimum.

· Narcissus in the 6th house makes a person extremely self-absorbed in their own daily routines – they don’t like to break their own pace and process and have difficulty considering other people’s schedules.

· People with Sun conjunct Uranus exist in their own bubble and are on an entirely different wavelength than other people. It can be difficult to be around them because they have no idea how to remain within the frame of social-societal context.

· Having Jupiter in the 7th house makes someone crave interaction and relationships because it expands them and liberates them. Depending on the sign Jupiter is in, this expansion will look different. For example, Jupiter in Gemini will be happy to communicate with others and they will usually be able to take interests in all kinds of people. They talk a lot and want to share what’s on their mind. It doesn’t really matter what it’s about – small talk is fine. Jupiter in Aquarius will study other people and be fascinated by them – they’ll be eager to talk all about their special interests and new discoveries. They’re likewise very interested in people but more as “observers” of the human condition.

· People with Sun square Pluto-Uranus people are scary. I don’t know how else to put it. Pluto conjunct Uranus is extremely powerful and unpredictable. These people want to break and shatter things in their rage. They feel pressured to be powerful in a way that doesn’t agree with their self-expression so they become extremely frustrated and nervous – you can feel the tension and nervous energy building behind their conscious expression.

· People with Saturn opposite Pluto-Uranus (usually found in people born 1964-1967) either have a strong fear of ending up “outside of society” because of their fearful/violent/odd/rebellious natures and identify as responsible members of society – or, they deviate completely from the norm, finding it hard to cope within the limits and boundaries of societal structure depending on how the rest of the chart looks.

· Saturn opposite Pluto-Uranus people (if they identity with Saturn and project the Pluto-Uranus conjunction) can be very judgmental of people who don’t fit into a box in the sense that they try to label them and diagnose them in order to control them. They might also try to help them from “inside the institutions and structures of society”.

· People with Neptune in the 1st house are highly reflective – they mirror people extremely well. Meeting these people is like falling in love with yourself because they mold themselves to well to your way of being. They seem to take on every mood and symptom that shows up in other people. “I also have a headache now that you mentioned it”… it’s a little bit unnerving. They don’t have a strong sense of self nor do they have effective energetic boundaries.

· Having asteroid Pallas in the 5th house can make someone good at games of strategy and they tend to have worked out a way of playing that ensures success.

· People with Pluto in the 1st house are usually intimidating and people tend to keep them at a safe distance. They also tend to be very controlling. That being said, it’s extremely beneficial to have these people around (if you can tolerate their “difficult” behavior), they’re not afraid to bite if needed. They won’t back down when confronted and they won't be nice to people who “don’t deserve it”.

· Individuals with Mars in Scorpio are very brave. They’re usually very upset by people close to them getting hurt and they can be very protective. They wouldn’t hesitate to sacrifice their lives for something that is important to them. Emotional violence disturbs them the most because it’s their method if fighting and they know the damage it can cause.

· Individuals with Mars in Taurus have a very slow and steady pace of doing things. They don’t like to rush and often forget how much time has passed. They get very grumpy when people demand that they do things a bit quicker. They’re incapable of moving if they don’t feel like it.

· Some women with Taurus Moons seem to want nothing more than to be comfortable around the house, to “stay in” and be occupied with tending to the mundane and practical things, to enjoy simple pleasures and take it very slow… to an extent I’ve seen this tendency in men as well.

· Being a Capricorn Sun and having a Pisces Mars makes a person very ambitious and aware of the expectations and responsibilities that is put on them (Capricorn Sun), but it also makes them want to escape responsibility and burdens (Pisces Mars). I find it a little bit cruel of the universe to set someone up with this combo. The drive doesn’t match the ambition.

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bivht · 2 years ago

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Sharing my prominent asteroids (that I don’t want to be prominent)

-Swindle(8690) conjunct Venus at 0 degrees. I have yet to see this carry out in any of my friendships/relationships. I have the occasional intrusive thought that some criminals are attractive but that thought is immediately shoved into the deepest depths of my mind, and I am ashamed😔.

-Lie(26955) in the 10th house. Never been accused of being a liar, I have lied about my (non-existent) career but wasn’t really that big a deal; just a little slip in casual conversation. White lies mainly.

-Narcissus(37117) and Bilk(4425) in the 4th house. There are people in my family with mild narcissistic qualities, even they admitted it. Definitely not full blown narcissist or with intents to betray anyone in the family tho.

-Lucifer(1930), Madhatter(6735), Apophis(99942), Nemesis(128), Medea(212), Maniac(228029) in the 1st house (yes I have rbf).

-Nessus(7066) conjunct Chiron(2060) in the 7th house in retrograde. Sometimes there is a sense of loneliness even when surrounded by friends and family. It has been hard to maintain friendships in my life. One of my close friends said that I seem like the neglected child. My parents are divorced so my view of relationships is that they won’t last/get worse as time passes. That is something I’ve seen in a lot of Chiron 7h posts and it’s true for me. As for Nessus, I haven’t yet attracted abusive partners nor do I think I’m abusive. But based on other people in my life, I’m inclined to believe that Nessus doms are strong *ss mf who can overcome any obstacles😎.

-Myrrha(381) in the 7th house retrograde. Not even gonna entertain this. Bye-

-Fatme(866) conjunct sun at 0 degrees. I and other people are hyper fixated on my weight. Never had extreme bad eating habits tho.

-Fink(10891)conjunct sun at 1 degree (honestly don’t know what this asteroid means, I just think it has negative connotations bc I searched up the def. in english.

Copy paste: 8690, 26955, 37117, 4425, 1930, 6735, 99942,128, 212,��228029.

7066, 2060, 381, 866, 10891.

#astrology #asteroid #asteroid astrology

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whatsupbomb · 3 years ago

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Astro notes

Vesta (#4) asteroid can indicate our father because in mythology vestas are forbidden to lose their virginity, and dads are obsessed with knowing who's gonna give their daughter their 1st shrex experience

7th house is our work, colleagues and how much money we earn from work. House of the 7th house' lord is what we spent our earnt money on (I use day and night rulers posted somewhere on my page)

1st house is about our eating habits and favourite food. Check animal of it's nakshatra in vedic horoscope (lion nakshatra: meat, cat nakshatra: fish, hare nakshatra: berries, rat nakshatra: cheese etc.)

Moon nakshatra animal can tell how much we can eat out of stress and which food might help us get rid of stress. It'll show how easy we gain and lose weight (for example, with big cats such as lions or tigers in Moon nakshatra we're gonna become very big and plumpy if we eat too much)

Our stalkers like followers of our page expect us to be our Moon nakshatra animal. For example, with Uttara Bhadrapada Moon (female cow) they expect us to act chill, post nature photos, tibbies and our dishes. Very important planet for celebrities

Boda/Wedding (#1487) asteroid on house cusps in solar return chart indicates you're gonna get married

Planet/asteroid on Ascendant in composite chart shows what male partner wants his female partner to be like. For example, with Vesta on Ascendant he wants you not to have sex with anyone, be your 1st sexual partner and help you lose virginity

Davison relationship chart shows relationship on astral plane (what you do with a partner in your sleep or in your thoughts when he's away from you). Check it for long distance relationship

Planet/asteroid on Ascendant in DNA (#55555) persona chart are your innate habits you can't get rid of

Mars on house cusps indicates where we can get big supply of money from because Mars' animal in my opinion is cow who gives lots of milk which can be used in many products and make lots of money

Somebody's planet/asteroid Conjucting your Jupiter indicates plans of this person on you because Jupiter is a planet of life experience. For example, with man's Mars (planet of pregnancy) Conjucting your Jupiter he wants to get you pregnant and might already have children because Jupiter is about having experience in something

When woman's Venus, planet of ejaculation, Conjucts her partners' Jupiter, it means she's had lots of sex partners, knows how to please a man in bed and probably had abortion (also possible if she has Venus Conjuct Jupiter in her own chart)

Venus nakshatra affects our preferable job because it's where we feel comfortable. For example, with Krittika Venus, nakshatra of self-sacrifice, you might want to help other people in medical, educational, justice field (Princess Diana has Krittika Venus)

12th house nakshatra can tell about our own hobbies we want to give more time to. We might get obsessed with them and forget about our duties such as work, education, housework, kids upbringing

With 12th house stellium you might not fit service job where you have to give lots of time to it such as medical field, police, justice, educational field. Also, you don't feel like making friends and partying with such placement cause you respect your time

Planets/asteroids on 12th house' cusp are people or actions who take away most of our time and don't let us do our hobbies. I have "Narcissus" asteroid on 12th house' cusp and arrogant people like my neighbours always try to make me pay attention to them by acting loud and aggressive which stops me from doing astrology readings and making posts on Tumblr

When people try to steal your energy (energetic vampires), they'll act like a bad version of your Sun nakshatra animal. For example, with Bharani Sun (male elephant) they'll stomp their feet near the place you live in (neighbours upstairs) and try to break into your territory like room or house. Also, they'll destroy or steal your things, make you serve them and wipe their feet on you because elephant nakshatras Bharani/Revati are associated with royalty

Uttara Ashadha (meerkat) nakshatra is the biggest nakshatra for stalkers because meerkats are known to monitor their own territory 24/7. They get jealous if their crush is dating someone or has good friends. People with Moon in Uttara Ashadha might have the craziest stalkers who might break into their house (Caitlyn Jenner has such Moon, and she even tried to make her daughters learn how to use guns in Kardashian show)

#astro notes #vedic notes #vedic astrology #jyotish #nakshatra #astrology

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daddyultrasoft · 4 years ago

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— Asteroid Narcissus (37117)

(Side note: This is my interpretation. There is not much information on smaller asteroids. I do not intend to spread false information.)

Asteroid Narcissus (37117)

The asteroid of finding out who you are, finding your truth, find oneself which is gone. Introversion, isolating yourself out of insecurity, and/or doing discovery. Possibly leading to egotistical self-focus, the inability to see through others needs, point of view or feelings. Where you search, where you are isolated & insecure, where you are excessively self-focused & “narcissistic”.

Notes: A few placements, aspects.

Narcissus square/opposition Chiron 💋 — can manifest an individual who either got immensely praised, or criticized/ignored while growing up. This might cause the individuals to have slight narcissistic traits: like excessive need for admiration and attention, thinking they are better or significant from others, having a feeling that they are more important than they are. Mainly coming from deep insecurity. They might desire to be someone bigger than usual people, like a celebrity. Possibly wanting it to make up for the attention they didn’t receive early on or just believing they are deserving of worldwide praise. Can create someone who isn’t as humble and might have a unhealthy “main character” trait about them. This aspect can sometimes create someone who is introverted, kept to themselves, and avoids social or romantic interactions/relationships with people. Or struggles with maintaining social, romantic connections. Might’ve even struggled with identity issues or finding who they are. These individuals are usually the types to experience the feeling of jealousy when they see others accomplishments, and might feel as though others are jealous of them for their accomplishments at times. These individuals might need to get their head out of the clouds and accept that the world doesn’t really evolve around them. You can only evolve around your own world. These individuals are afraid to accept or realize that there is nothing wrong with living a happy, but unremarkable life.

Narcissus trine Sun, Venus, Ascendant 🍁 —creates someone who is interested in themselves (healthily). They appear to have an astounding ego, sense of self, and are sure about who they are. Or at least appear that way. Others are attracted to that. They are compassionate about themselves, yet have enough room to leave a bit of it for others. Very much can create individuals who are independent, but doesn’t mind taking the follower role. Who is confident and sure, but humble. They usually do not force themselves to live a remarkable or fancy life, but just wants to be content with oneself. Has very healthy ways of bringing up oneself, and feeling loved. Possibly invests into decent self-care. Desires to have attention, praise on them but does not get extremely enraged when not requested. They don’t depend on it.

Narcissus in the 12th house 🔥 — can make manifest an individual who has a “narcissistic” undertone. Might have slight narcissistic tendencies without knowing. It’s in the psyche. Their actions, intentions, words, subconscious is ran out of narcissistic tendencies. This is a part that is hidden from others, even from themselves. Might subconsciously struggle with identity or finding what makes them one.

Venus square, opposition Narcissus, Narcissus in the 7th house ⚡️— can manifest someone who can have a self-interested, detached approach regarding relationships. Coming into relationships only for personal gain or satisfaction. Or might attract partners with “narcissistic” tendencies. Some individuals with this placement can find themselves getting into relationships to find who they are, to become codependent on someone. To find constant validation and reassurance. This can attract the complete opposite from themselves. Self-interested, with an overinflated ego, and prideful individuals.

Echo conjunct, square, opposition Narcissus ☄️ — can really give an individual noticeable narcissistic tendencies. It has been said that this aspect are seen in a few clinically-diagnosed narcissists. It is not always the case, but this can make an individual who appears to have narcissistic traits and have an insecure under layer to it all. Deep down inside, finds it hard to assert themselves, speak their mind, and establish an identity. Someone who appears or acts confident but copies others who they wish to be. Not having an established, individualistic identity. Having “confidence” without substance.

Notes: Random.

I do not intend to diagnose anyone with NPD with astrological charts.

I believe Asteroid Echo (60) and Asteroid Narcissus (37117) are somewhat related.

#astrology #asteroid narcissus #asteroids

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percabeth4life · 3 years ago

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i want to know the original version of hades and persephone story. there are so many versions I've read and i wanted to know which one do you believe in or which one do you think is the real one?

Okay so to start with. If we wanna really go back, Hades came into existence after Persephone. But alas, we aren't speaking of this version.

We are talking about the version where Hades sweeps Persephone away without so much as a hello.

The problem is a lot of the stories of Ancient Greece are well... They're lost. They were primarily shared through oral tradition, and written down over time. And so many stories we may not know. On top of that, many that were written down were lost, destroyed or just vanished, to time. Plus, we don't know how to translate Linear A, but we do Linear B, and there may be a version somewhere in Linear A. Overall, it's just possible we don't know the earlier versions.

But the earliest version we do have is from the Homeric Hymn, from the 7th or 6th B.C.E. This hymn is actually one to Demeter, not Hades or Persephone. The myth, while speaking of the two, is actually about Demeter.

It is, for the time period it is from (and you must keep in mind the culture of the time to understand the myth) a feminist myth.

So the culture of the time.

In the time period women did not have the greatest of rights, something improved upon today, but it means that the Father (and/or King) had full rights to hand their daughters off to another man.

That is what happens in this myth, Zeus tells Hades he may have Persephone's hand... But Persephone did not wish to go. And likewise Demeter was not informed.

By the culture of the time that does not matter, but Demeter *makes* it matter. She searches for her daughter first, then when she discovers where Persephone was taken and who was the cause (Zeus) she is angered.

Demeter then refuses to step upon Olympus, not allow any plants to grow, until she sees her daughter again.

This is obviously a problem, so Zeus sends Hermes down to retrieve Persephone (who btw was unhappy and missed her mom). Persephone leaps up with joy to see her mother again and Hades agrees immediately. But he secretly feeds her pomegranate seeds just to be sure she would return.

The reason this is a feminist myth is because of Demeter, because she refused to accept her king and her daughter's father handing their daughter off in marriage. And she refused to such an extent that they had no choice but to compromise with her (and had Hades not forced Persephone to have the pomegranate seed she wouldn't have even had to compromise).

For the culture of the time, Zeus and Hades were taking actions that were more than okay, nothing they did would be considered wrong. But Demeter stood against it.

Demeter stood for her daughter to not be married off, and demanded she be returned, and Persephone (tho she came to love Hades) was relieved to return to her mother.

Many of the "new adaptions" have Persephone wanting to leave Demeter, wanting to be with her husband, and Demeter being overbearing. But originally it was mutual love, Mother and Daughter missing each other and the Mother fighting to get her daughter back when everything of the time said she had no right to.

And so the myth as we know occurs. This is the myth I ascribe too, being the oldest we have, and I do wish more realized how Demeter's actions are why the myth is so important.

I have copied the Hymn in it's entirety below the cut. It is fairly long and four parts. If you have questions about it, feel free to ask!

Homeric Hymn 2 to Demeter (abridged) (trans. Evelyn-White) (Greek epic C7th or 6th B.C.) :

I. HAIDES ABDUCTS PERSEPHONE

"[Demeter's] trim-ankled daughter whom Aidoneus [Haides] rapt away, given to him by all-seeing Zeus the loud-thunderer. Apart from Demeter, lady of the golden sword and glorious fruits, she was playing with the deep-bosomed daughters of Okeanos and gathering flowers over a soft meadow, roses and crocuses and beautiful violets, irises also and hyacinths and the narcissus, which Gaia (the Earth) made to grow at the will of Zeus and to please Polydektor (Host of Many), to be a snare for the bloom-like girl--a marvellous, radiant flower. It was a thing of awe whether for deathless gods or mortal men to see: from its root grew a hundred blooms and it smelled most sweetly, so that all wide heaven (ouranos) above and the whole earth (gaia) and the sea's (thalassa) salt swell laughed for joy. And the girl was amazed and reached out with both hands to take the lovely toy : but the wide-pathed earth yawned there in the plain of Nysa, and the lord, Polydegmon (Host of Many) [Haides], with his immortal horses sprang out upon her--the Son of Kronos (Cronus), Polynomos (He Who has Many Names).

He caught her up reluctant on his golden car and bare her away lamenting. Then she cried out shrilly with her voice, calling upon her father [Zeus], the Son of Kronos, who is most high and excellent. But no one, either of the deathless gods or mortal men, heard her voice, nor yet the olive-trees bearing rich fruit: only tender-hearted Hekate (Hecate), bright-coiffed, the daughter of Persaios (Persaeus), heard the girl from her cave, and the lord Helios (the Sun), Hyperion's bright son, as she cried to her father, the Son of Kronos. But he was sitting aloof, apart from the gods, in his temple where many pray, and receiving sweet offerings from mortal men. So he [Haides], that Son of Kronos, Polynomos (Of Many Names), Polysemantor (Ruler of Many) and Polydegmon (Host of Many), was bearing her away by leave of Zeus on his immortal chariot--his brother's child and all unwilling.

And so long as she, the goddess, yet beheld earth and starry heaven and the strong-flowing sea where fishes shoal, and the rays of the sun, and still hoped to see her dear mother and the tribes of the eternal gods, so long hope clamed her great heart for all her trouble . . . and the heights of the mountains and the depths of the sea ran with her immortal voice : and her queenly mother heard her.

II. DEMETER SEARCHES FOR PERSEPHONE

"Bitter pain seized her [Demeter's] heart, and she rent the covering upon her divine hair with her dear hands : her dark cloak she cast down from both her shoulders and sped, like a wild-bird, over the firm land and yielding sea, seeking her child. But no one would tell her the truth, neither god nor mortal man; and of the birds of omen none came with true news for her. Then for nine days queenly Deo wandered over the earth with flaming torches in her hands, so grieved that she never tasted ambrosia and the sweet draught of nektaros, nor sprinkled her body with water. But when the tenth enlightening dawn had come, Hekate, with a torch in her hands, met her, and spoke to her and told her news : ‘Queenly Demeter, bringer of seasons and giver of good gifts, what god of heaven (theon ouranion) or what mortal man has rapt away Persephone and pierced with sorrow your dear heart? For I heard her voice, yet saw not with my eyes who it was. But I tell you truly and shortly all I know.’

So, then, said Hekate. And [Demeter] the daughter of rich-haired Rheia answered her not, but sped swiftly with her, holding flaming torches in her hands. So they came to Helios (the Sun), who is watchman of both gods and men, and stood in front of his horses: and the bright goddess enquired of him : ‘Helios, do you at least regard me, goddess as I am, if ever by word or deed of mine I have cheered your heart and spirit. Through the fruitless air (aitheros) I heard the thrilling cry of my daughter whom I bare, sweet scion of my body and lovely in form, as of one seized violently; though with my eyes I saw nothing. But you--for with your beams you look down from the bright upper air (aitheros) over all the earth and sea--tell me truly of my dear child if you have seen her anywhere, what god or mortal man has violently seized her against her will and mine, and so made off.’

So said she. And the Son of Hyperion [Helios] answered her : ‘Queen Demeter, daughter of rich-haired Rheia, I will tell you the truth; for I greatly reverence and pity you in your grief for your trim-ankled daughter. None other of the deathless gods is to blame, but only cloud-gathering Zeus who gave her to Aides, her father's brother, to be called his buxom wife. And Aides seized her and took her loudly crying in his chariot down to his realm of mist and gloom. Yet, goddess, cease your loud lament and keep not vain anger unrelentingly : Aidoneus Polysemantor (Ruler of Many) is no unfitting husband among the deathless gods for your child, being your own brother and born of the same stock: also, for honour, he has that third share which he received when division was made at the first, and is appointed lord of those among whom he dwells.’

So he spake, and called to his horses: and at his chiding they quickly whirled the swift chariot along, like long-winged birds. But grief yet more terrible and savage came into the heart of Demeter, and thereafter she was so angered with [Zeus] the dark-clouded Son of Kronos that she avoided the gathering of the gods and high Olympos. She [Demeter] vowed that she would never set foot on fragrant Olympos nor let fruit spring out of the ground until she beheld with her eyes her own fair-faced daughter.

III. THE RETURN OF PERSEPHONE

"Now when all-seeing Zeus the loud-thunderer heard this, he sent Argeiphontes [Hermes] whose wand is of gold to Erebos, so that having won over Aides with soft words, he might lead forth chaste Persephoneia to the light from the misty gloom to join the gods, and that her mother might see her with her eyes and cease from her anger. And Hermes obeyed, and leaving the house of Olympos, straightway sprang down with speed to the hidden places of the earth. And he found the lord Aides in his house seated upon a couch, and his shy mate with him, much reluctant, because she yearned for her mother. But she was afar off, brooding on her fell design becuase of the deeds of the blessed gods. And strong Argeiphontes [Hermes] drew near and said : ‘Dark-haired Aides, ruler over the departed, father Zeus bids me bring noble Persephone forth from Erebos unot the gods, that her mother may see her with her eyes and cease from her dread anger with the immortals; for now she plans an awful deed, to destroy the weakly tribes of earth-born men by keeping seed hidden beneath the earth, and so she makes an end of the honours of the undying gods. For she keeps fearful anger and does not consort with the gods, but sits aloof in her fragrant temple, dwelling in the rocky hold of Eleusis.’

So he said. And Aidoneus, ruler over the dead, smiled grimly and obeyed the behest of Zeus the king. For he straightway urged wise Persephone, saying : ‘Go now, Persephoneia, to your dark-robed mother, go, and feel kindly in your heart towards me : be not so exceedingly cast down; for I shall be no unfitting husband for you among the deathless dods, that am own brother to father Zeus. And while you are here, you shall rule all that lives and moves and shall have the greatest rights among the deathless gods : those who defraud you and do not appease your power with offerings, reverently performing rites and paying fit gifts, shall be punished for evermore.’

When he said this, wise Persephoneia was filled with joy and hastily sprang up for gladness. But he on his part secretly gave her sweet pomegranate seed to eat, taking care for himself that she might not remain continually with grave, dark-robed Demeter. Then Aidoneus Polysemantor (Ruler of Many) openly got ready his deathless horses beneath the golden chariot. And she mounted on the chariot, and strong Argeiphontes [Hermes] took reins and whip in his dear hands and drove forth from the hall, the horses speeding readily. Swiftly they traversed their long course, and neither the sea nor river-waters nor grassy glens nor mountain-peaks checked the career of the immortal horses, but they cleft the deep air above them as they went. And Hermes brought them to the place where rich-crowned Demeter was staying and checked them before her fragrant temple.

And when Demeter saw them, she rushed forth as does a Mainas (Maenad) down some thick-wooded mountain, while Persephone on the other side, when she saw her mother's sweet eyes, left the chariot and horses, and leaped down to run to her, and falling upon her neck, embraced her. But while Demeter was still holding her dear child in her arms, her heart suddenly misgave her for some snare, so that she feared greatly and ceased fondling her daughter and asked of her at once : ‘My child, tell me, surely you have not tasted any food while you were below? Speak out and hide nothing, but let us both know. For if you have not, you shall come back from loathly Aidao and live with me and your father [Zeus], the dark-clouded Son of Kronos and be honoured by all the deathless gods; but if you have tasted food, you must fo back again beneath the secret places of the earth, there to dwell a third part of the seasons every year: yet for the tow parts you shall be with me and the other deathless gods. But when the earth shall bloom with the fragrant flowers of spring in every kind, then from the realm of darkness and gloom thou shalt come up once more to be a wonder for gods and mortal men. And now tell me how he rapt you away to therealm of darkness and gloom, and by what trick did strong Polydegmon (Host of Many) [Haides] beguile you?’

Then beautiful Persephone answered her thus : ‘Mother, I will tell you all without error. When luck-bringing Hermes came, swift messenger from my father the Son of Kronos and the other Sons of Ouranos, bidding me come back from Erebos that you might see me with your eyes and so cease from your anger and fearful wrath against the gods, I sprang up at once for joy; but he secretly put in my mouth sweet food, a pomegranate seed, and forced me to taste against my will. Also I will tell how he rapt me away by the deep plan of my father [Zeus] the Son of Kronos and carried me off beneath the depths of the earth, and will relate the whole matter as you ask. All we were playing in a lovely meadow, Leukippe and Phaino and Elektra and Ianthe, Melite also and Iakhe with Rhodea and Kallirhoe and Melobosis and Tykhe and Okyrhoe, fair as a flower, Khryseis, Ianeira, Akaste and Admete and Rhodope and Plouto and charming Kalypso; Styx too was there and Ourania and lovely Galaxaure with Pallas who rouses battles and Artemis delighting in arrows: we were playing and gathering sweet flowers in our hands, soft crocuses mingled with irises and hyacinths, and rose-blooms and lilies, marvellous to see, and the narcissus which the wide earth caused to grow yellow as a crocus. That I plucked in my joy; but the earth parted beneath, and there the strong lord, Polydegmon (Host of Many) [Haides] sprang forth and in his golden chariot he bore me away, all unwilling, beneath the earth : then I cried with a shrill cry. All this is true, sore though it grieves me to tell this tale.’

So did they then, with hearts at one, greatly cheer each the other's soul and spirit with many an embrace: their hearts had relief from their griefs while each took and gave back joyousness. Then bright-coiffed Hekate came near to them, and often did she embrace the daughter of holy Demeter: and from that time the lady Hekate was minister and companion to Persephone.

IV. GIFT OF AGRICULTURE & THE ELEUSINIAN MYSTERIES

"And all-seeing Zeus sent a messenger to them, rich-haired Rheia, to bring dark-cloaked Demeter to join the families of the gods (phyla theon) : and he promised to give her what rights she should choose among the deathless gods and agreed that her daughter should go down for the third part of the circling year to darkness and gloom, but for the two parts should live with her mother and the other deathless gods. Thus he commanded. And the goddess did not disobey the message of Zeus; swiftly she rushed down from the peaks of Olympos and came to the plain of Rharos, rich, fertile corn-land once, but then in nowise fruitful, for it lay idle and utterly leafless, because the white grain was hidden by design of trim-ankled Demeter. But afterwards, as spring-time waxed, it was soon to be waving with long ears of corn, and its rich furrows to be loaded with grain upon the ground, while others would already be bound in sheaves. There first she landed from the fruitless upper air (aitheros) : and glad were the goddesses to see each other and cheered in heart. Then bright-coiffed Rheia said to Demeter : ‘Come, my daughter; for far-seeing Zeus the loud-thunderer calls you to join the families of the gods, and has promised to give you what rights you please among the deathless gods, and has agreed that for a third part of the circling year your daughter shall go down to darkness and gloom, but for the two parts shall be with you and the other deathless gods: so has he declared it shall be and has bowed his head in token. But come, my child, obey, and be not too angry unrelentingly with the dark-clouded Son of Kronos; but rather increase forthwith for men the fruit that gives them life.’

So spake Rheia. And rich-crowned Demeter did not refuse but straightway made fruit to spring up from the rich lands, so that the whole wide earth was laden with leaves and flowers.

Then she [Demeter] went to [the leaders of Eleusis] . . . she showed them the conduct of her rites and taught them all her mysteries . . . awful mysteries which no one may in any way transgress or pry into or utter, for deep awe of the gods checks the voice. Happy is he among men upon earth who has seen these mysteries; but he who is uninitiate and who has no part in them, never has lot of like good things once he is dead, down in the darkness and gloom. But when the bright goddess had taught them all, they went to Olympos to the gathering of the other gods. And there they dwell beside Zeus who delights in thunder, awful and reverend goddesses. Right blessed is he among men on earth whom they freely love: soon they do send Ploutos (Plutus, Wealth) as guest to his great house, Ploutos who gives wealth to mortal men.

And now . . . queen Deo, be gracious, you and your daughter all beauteous Persephoneia, and for my song grant me heart-cheering substance."

#demeterdeity #demeter deity #persephone deity #persphonedeity #hadesdeity #hades deity #anon asks #life answers #greek mythology #ancient greece #the hymn to demeter #the myth of hades and persphone #hades and persephone #hellenic chat

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theresthesnitch · 3 years ago

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Another abandoned WIP today. This was meant to be a Slyterhin!Sirius AU featuring a Prongsfoot friendship with a different backstory. This would have been chapter 1, or the prologue.

TW: heavily implied Black family abuse, panic reaction, and Sirius generally needing a hug.

A small, wiry boy stood in the crowd of other new students, nervously picking at the nail bed of his left thumb under the sleeve of his robes. They stood in the entrance hall, waiting to be called into the Great Hall to be sorted. His robes were perfectly pressed. His tie, still devoid of color, was neatly tied. His face was a stony mask that was the product of years of discipline and practice.

Sirius Black was the perfect picture of the pure blooded heir.

He knew what to expect with the sorting. It's been drilled into him since he got his letter. He would place the hat on his head. He would think, "I am the heir to the Black dynasty. You will place me in Slytherin." He would do so because a Black chose where they went, they were not placed. He would do so because no other Black had ever been in any other house. He would do so because it is what is expected of the oldest Black boy.

Sirius would do so because not to do so would result in punishment, and he didn't want to be punished any more.

They were led into the Great Hall in one great group. He kept his chin up, not looking around, even though he really wanted to see the ceiling. He remembered reading that it is enchanted to look like the night sky, and he wanted to see the stars. However, he didn’t look up. He didn’t look left or right. He didn’t whisper with the other students. He wore the mask that he has kept fixed on his face since he was a small child.

It was not becoming for a Black to do anything less.

He knew that sitting at one of the tables nearby were all of his cousins. He thought of Bellatrix, now a 7th year, observing him and taking notes to report back to his parents. He knew she had been given permission to keep him in line. Andromeda, 5th year, and Narcissus, 4th year, would be watching as well, but they had both always been kind to him. Well, kinder. He hopes that his posture and demeanor were enough to keep Bella happy. He feared her wand almost as much as he feared his mother.

Sirius maintained his mask of indifference when the hat is brought out and it begins to sing. He would probably have been as impressed as his peers - no, not peers. A Black doesn’t have peers. He would probably have been as impressed as the children around him were, if he wasn’t so lost in his own thoughts.

When he was a child, Sirius was wild, or so he was told. Aunt Lucretia said that he had a fire under his ass for no good reason. Sirius had never thought that the things he did were that horrible. He had this nasty habit of wanting to know why. Why were muggles beneath them? Why shouldn’t mudbloods get to learn magic if they had magical powers? Why was blood purity so important? There was a time when Sirius would ask these questions.

Sirius learned quickly not to ask.

The hat’s song was now over, and the sorting began. He watched as students were sorted. It began with “Abbott, Julie” followed by “Avery, Stephen.” It was not long before his name was called, one of the natural consequences of his name.

“Black, Sirius.”

He calmly walked forward, maintaining his mask of indifference. A Black should never show emotion, never make a scene. He walked up the steps to the stool, careful to place his feet so he wouldn't trip. A Black should never show weakness. He sat calmly on the chair, felt the hat land on his head, and then the room disappeared as it fell over his eyes.

Well, well, well. What do we have here?

The voice in his head surprised him. He didn’t know the hat would have a voice. He thought he just told it what he wanted.

You can talk? he thought.

I can, young Mister Black. I can also see inside your head.

Oh no. What could this hat see? What would it know?

I can see everything in your head, Mr. Black. Everything you want me to, and everything that you don’t.

I am the heir to the Black dynasty. You will pl-

Yes, I could place you in Slytherin. There’s plenty of evidence here that it will go well. But you don’t have to be in Slytherin, Mr. Black.

I… don’t?

No. You may do very well in Gryffindor. I can see a whole different path for you, if you will allow it.

I -

I - I can’t. Sirius almost felt like weeping. He didn’t have a choice. He was a Black. He was the heir to the Black dynasty. He didn’t have a choice.

You could have a choice, Mr. Black. If you -

I am the heir to the Black Dynasty. You will place me in Slytherin.

Well, don’t you have a fire under you. Very well. Make it… “SLYTHERIN!”

Sirius’s stomach dropped at the same time the hat was swept off his head. A fire under him? Panic flooded his body, and he froze. Had he messed up? Did he do something wrong?

He felt a hand on his back, urging him off the stool. He mentally shook the fog out of his head. He realized that a great roar of cheers was coming from one of the tables in the hall, and he made his way in that direction. He saw that the students there were all wearing green. He looked down, and his tie and robes had adjusted to the same green. He had done it. He was in Slytherin.

Just like the good little Black heir he was.

Sirius began walking down the bench when he saw Bella. Her face was split by a large smile, but the happiness of it didn’t quite meet her eyes. Bella always made him feel slightly uneasy. She slid over so that a spot next to her was available for him. With a gnawing pit in his stomach, he sat down beside her.

“You’ve done well, Sirius.” She turned back to watch the sorting, leaving Sirius to brood in his seat.

Had he done well? He was in Slytherin. He had not tripped. He did not show emotion. He did everything he could think of to be the good Black son.

But the hat. Well, don’t you have a fire under you.

No, he must put out the fire. He must, before someone put it out for him.

#sirius black #slytherin!Sirius #sirius needs a hug #tw:implied abuse #tw:abuse #free-for-all Friday

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crystalsenergy · 4 years ago

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positions to touch the Shadow: the journey to your Self - # 1 (contacting our fragilities, fears, pain and so on)

pics not mine

Shadow: what is it? - The Shadow is an archetype by Carl Jung about what would be potential traumas / problems / characteristics of ourselves that we decided to hide from others and/or us. these Shadows, although they seem useless to people - because they are completely important for true self-knowledge. people hide this in an attempt to live without them, thinking they will succeed.

advice: it's important that you respect your pace, so as not to suffer the consequences of such abrupt contact with your "internal enemies". i have some experience with people who were completely unaware of their problems that, for me, were clearly appearing in their behavior in an unnoticed and irrational way, and when these people touched their Shadows, they went through moments of shock and a slight crisis for ask themselves about different points in their life. it's like opening the chest of that room hidden from your mind and finding significant points that influence your personality and, consequently, ending up also in contact with the memories of what may have originated all of this in the life experience of these people. it's delicate, so we need to respect our own time. on the other hand, i have also dealt with people who, when in contact with their Shadows, didn't feel so much sudden suffering and confusion, but an even greater hunger for knowing themselves. if you already know yourself and know that you don’t have to go so calmly, go for it. otherwise: respect your time, but don't miss the opportunity, don't waste time. the sooner we start looking for the completeness of our personality, the better it gets.

▪ PLANETS ▪

- Saturn: Saturn is present in our daily lives, in the sense that it appears within us (since the positions and aspects with Saturn influence our personality) in different situations, showing us where we lack maturity, where we need to evolve. Saturn is that internal voice (which can be increased or decreased depending on our life experiences) that tells us where we aren't good, that makes us be more rigid with ourselves. the positions of Saturn refer to the most practical thing and that turn out to be much more conscious than the other planets and asteroids. however, even so, i have seen cases of people who evidently have low self-esteem, which is explained by a position and an aspect with Saturn (Sun square Saturn + Saturn in Aries) but who admit none of this to themselves, however, a person who is outside and observes them, notes several irrational and defensive behaviors when they listen to phrases, for example, that touch their internal wounds, activating the feeling of 'not being good enough at anything'. this prevents us from evolving in the sense that the less we give light to it, the less we know each other and the more we make decisions and attitudes based on irrationality and lack of awareness of our fears and weakness.

- Pluto: our unconscious pains, the problems that we are not able to touch so easily, but that deeply affect our personality. once we touch on our Pluto issues that we try so hard to hide, we may be able to find a healthier way of dealing with almost unconscious patterns. here we have the most rotten, bad and negative feelings and sensations, the experiences that we want to forget, but that influence our personality so much. Plutonian matters (sign and house, but especially the house) speak a lot about how we project ourselves around the world. if we have the ability to analyze ourselves in a more psychological and internal way, trying to establish contact with our personal unconscious, we can transform such problems and negative feelings that we carry within us. but the first step involves letting go of the habit of hiding these problems even from yourself. Pluto wants you to let your power emerge to be reborn in the face of pain and hard phases. we all have a subject for which we will undergo transformations - be it in the way we accept that subject in our life, how we see that area in life and the way we treat others or how we treat ourselves. it's necessary to know how to overcome all the fear you have of such a subject present in the house in its positioning (example: Pluto in 7th house - excessive fear of being betrayed or left out of a relationship, going through troubled and unbalanced relationships. you need to learn through all these bad experiences).

▪ OBSERVATIONS ▪

- if you have intercepted houses, signs and planets: this means an empty area in your life, something that was not given to you or that you didn't know how to develop.

- aspects between shadow planets, asteroids cited, either among themselves (example: Saturn square Chiron, Lilith conj Pluto), or with personal planets (example: Nessus conj Venus) must also be taken into account when studying your Shadow side.

▪ ADVICE ▪

- make a mini summary of everything you have from each shadow placement and organize it all in a list, studying a point one by one.

examples:

"saturn in my natal chart 🌌✨

- saturn in aries [low self-esteem, power issues] - saturn in 8th house [rejection of my sexuality] - saturn square sun [another possibility of low self-esteem, feeling thati should not have fun, relax, have an internal father who in the end is me. me = my internal strict father.] - saturn opposite neptune [difficulty with my psychological, with living my restrictive issues and obstacles in my life in a more creative way, embracing myself. difficulty with being complacent with myself] - saturn square chiron [a feeling that I deserve to go through what I am going through, a desire to further hide my weaknesses and show myself to the world in a more controlled and inhibited way with regard to my internal problems and pains"

"black moon lilith (true lilith, the most known) in my natal chart 🐍✨

- lilith in libra [obsession or denial of being in relationships, extreme experiences in relationships, power to transmute the way i see and deal with world and others] - lilith in 3rd house [feeling unable to know things and feeling smart, running away from conversations and socializing, having an immense power to persuade people through words, having to deal with the feeling of not being heard] - lilith square north node [feeling of having to go against my purpose in life, the possibility of self-sabotage in order to fail to fulfill what i was given as a task for this life, i may have difficulty embracing my most intense and dense sides of my personality . and at the same time i can have an immense power and energy to evolve using this intense energy in a positive way]"

▪ FICTIONAL POINT ▪

- Black Moon Lilith (h13 'True Lilith'): deep power to transmute the energies of pain of Dark Lilith and humiliation of asteroid Lilith. Black Moon Lilith represents the obsession, the escape, what we really do with all our unconscious energy and potentials. where you can experience the ambivalence of extreme desire and extreme denial / rejection. where you can pass through a deep transformation / meatamorphose.

▪ ASTEROIDS ▪

- Lilith (1181): where you are confrontational, impulsive, where you seek exile and rebellion because of feeling suppressed, humiliated or incapable. where there is refusal, emotional and psychic frustrations. where you feel untrustworthy, shameful. how is the core of your wound and how it was experienced by yourself. the projections in collective expectations and where you refuse to agree to them. where you experience pain, passion, redemption. the core of these issues.

- Dark Lilith (h58 'Waldemath Black Moon'): the most hurt and intense side of Lilith. psyche instincts. it's when you feel pain because of the suppression that you experienced and where you have an extremely pain to deal, what can lead you to seek revenge or simply act in defensive / aggressive ways. represents your reaction to your original pains (1181 Lilith). it is an intense energy and if it isn'tr used correctly, it can lead you to self-destruction or it can even lead you to insert this energy from your frustrations and negations into your human experiences. if we get lost in the middle of our pain, we can become selfish and project our negative experiences and emotions on the community or on other people.

- Chiron: where there is more pain within you, the situations in which you are most vulnerable and that you seem to be unable to cope with at all. represents cycles of pain in your life. it can also represent things that you feel you were "born" to have to deal with. it also represents subjects in which you sin when it comes to healing but you are / can be extremely good at healing others.

- Nessus: where you can experience some type of abuse, toxicity or abusive experience. acts of violence and situations of this kind.

- Proserpina (26): where you can have to work to leave the fantasy aside, where you may not have maturity. it represents a cycle of killing and grieving the child's fragile ego, and then becoming more mature. is the loss of innocence, revival and reconstruction.

- Achilles (588): your deep weakness, deep wounding, ‘achilles heel’.

- Echo (60): where you don't believe in yourself, where you may lack self-esteem and may be little original, where you may have to deal with narcissistic people. where you are prone to being manipulated and losing your individuality to others.

- Atropos (273): where you can experience endings or transformations, loss or death that can impact you deeply.

- Narcissus (37117): where you can be indifferent, selfish, what needs to be improved; or where you may have to experience situations of manipulation, being with people in general or with someone really narcissistic, or it can mean in which subject you will have to deal with extreme disinterest, lack of empathy, or abuse on the part of people, which can cause you deep pain.

- Karma (3811): karmic issues, which seems like you have to deal with this life in a repetitive and tiring way. which can bring you a feeling of helplessness, circumstances of pain and difficulties.

- Dionysus (3671): where you can have a double nature. where you can have addictions, and a tendency to get easily intoxicated.

- Grieve (4451): one more tip about possibilities for grief, sorrow.

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alwaysdromeda · 5 years ago

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(sophie cookson) ϟ we solemnly swear ANDROMEDA TONKS is up to no good. the former SLYTHERIN, hasn’t shaken HER reputation of being SUPPORTIVE & PRACTICAL but also SENSITIVE & CONTROLLING. every time the PUREBLOOD comes to mind, so do hidden tattoos, cheap red wine, highly organized potion ingredients, a crisp autumn day, and dark humor. the 26 year old FEMALE is currently a HEALER, and their allegiance is WITH THE ORDER.

→ Name: Andromeda Lily Tonks (née Black)

→ Nicknames: Andi, Dromeda

→ Face Claim: Sophie Cookson

→ Age: 26

→ Birthday: January 8

→ Birthplace: Black Manor

→ Current Home: TBD

→ Zodiac: Capricorn

→ Gender (Pronouns): Female (She/Her)

→ Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual

→ Blood Status: Pureblood

→ Height: 5'3"

→ Patronus: Adder

→ Wand: 11" Willow, Unicorn Hair, Slightly Yielding

→ Amortentia: TBD

→ Boggart: Nymphadora & Ted dead (it used to be a clown)

→ School: Hogwarts

→ House: Slytherin

→ Hogwarts Electives: Divination (3rd year), Care of Magical Creatures (3rd-5th year), Study of Ancient Runes (4th-7th year), Ancient Studies (6th-7th year), Magical Theory (6th-7th year)

→ Favorite Subject: Charms/Potions

→ Least Favorite Subject: Divination

→ NEWTs: Potions (O), Defense Against the Dark Arts (O), Transfiguration (O), Herbology (O), Charms (O), Ancient Runes (E), Ancient Studies (E), Magical Theory (O)

→ Hogwarts Extracurriculars: Astronomy Club, Charms Club, Potions Club

→ Career: Healer

→ Alliance: The Order

→ Label: The Protector

→ Moral Alignment: Chaotic Good

→ Four Temperaments: Melancholic

→ MBTI: ISFJ

→ Element (air, fire, earth, water): Air

→ Positive Traits: Supportive, Practical, Determined, Loyal, Ambitious, Compassionate

→ Negative Traits: Sensitive, Controlling, Stubborn, Insecure, Conservative

→ Aesthetic: hidden tattoos, cheap red wine, highly organized potion ingredients, a crisp autumn day, dark humor, black coffee in fancy tea cups, sketches of constellations in the margins, detailed notes, chipped nail polish, smiling with her eyes only, the scent of fresh linen, leather jacket over a floral dress

Brief Biography

→ Andromeda was a fussy child. She never slept through the night and threw fits almost daily. It was a miracle anyone found moments of peace and sleep for the first four years of her life. Then it was a complete change. She settled down and there came the joke about her being slow to warm, needing years to come to accept and settle into life. It wasn’t far off from the truth. She is uneasy and cautious in new situations and around new people. It makes it hard to get to know her on a more personal level. Her childhood was spent close to her family, hiding behind them both literally and figuratively. She would never wander off on her own, and only spoke when spoken to. She became the ideal child. Her parents sheltered her in the pureblood bubble and it wasn’t until she started school that she was able to expand her view on the world. There was a sense of superiority that naturally came with being a Black. It wasn’t her nature, but her nurture. She was groomed to carry herself in a certain manner, and raised around people who did the same and expected the same. Hogwarts was a culture shock for the child who knew nothing outside of the small world curated by her family. She never had to be her own person at home. It was enough that she was simply Andromeda, middle daughter of Cygnus and Druella Black. At school she was encouraged to think for herself, and figure out her independent identity. She found her calling in charm work, particularly healing spells. Not only was she highly skilled, but she got great satisfaction out of it. That sense of accomplishment was intoxicating for Andromeda. It drove her to push herself to learn more and perform better. Her desire to be a healer created a wedge between Andromeda and her parents. The thought of their daughter working in a hospital was too much. They hoped that she would outgrow the phase and come to her senses. It’s the reason they were pushing her towards a betrothal, hoping that marrying quickly after school and having children will stop her from pursuing healing. Andromeda was sure she belonged in the healing profession, but couldn’t find the courage to break away from her parents, even more so from her sisters. Not to mention, that would mean having to tell them that she doesn’t share their elitist views. She tried her best to keep up her family image to make it through school. However, falling in love made it harder than ever to hide herself. She managed to keep her relationship with Ted a secret for their last two years of school - only telling her family of their relationship when she announced their engagement after finishing school. They promptly disowned her and Andromeda Black began her new life as Andromeda Tonks at a summer wedding with Sirius being the only family member in attendance. While she misses her sisters, she does not regret her decision. She’s worked hard to become a healer specializing in treatment for spell damage. Allying with the Order has provided her with a second family and community. Not to mention a surprise pregnancy six years ago that gifted her and Ted with Nymphadora. Andromeda thought she knew love, but it pales in comparison to how she feels for her five year old daughter. She would do anything to keep her safe and ensure she grows up in a better world.

Random Headcanons:

She sold papers and potions in school so she could save up her own money for when she would have to leave home.

Andromeda has several small tattoos that are all often concealed. There is a black star on the back of her neck. It was her first tattoo that she got at the summer of sixteen when she was drunk. An adder is tattooed behind her left ear. Her only tattoos in color are a yellow narcissus flower curved around a blue star on her right hip. A sirius constellation is on her left hip. She has a black sheep on her upper left ribcage that is a matching tattoo with Sirius.

She can drink most people under the table, and getting her drunk is the only way to get her to talk about her family apart from a throw away line here and there.

However, she doesn’t like to drink hard liquor as much now and often has red wine instead.

While she doesn’t detest cats, she prefers dogs. Actually, she’s quite fond of reptiles and would have several if she wasn’t worried about being able to take care of them along with Nymphadora, work, and the war.

She translates runes in her spare time for extra cash.

Her work for the Order is mostly healing members after missions.

She has a love affair with coffee. She’s particular about what she drinks and always drinks it black. It’s never tea in her tea cup.

#hh.intro #;always partially hidden like the moon (( about ))

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minervarosewilliams · 6 years ago

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December 7th Asteroids 2018

Dec7 Sun 15 Sagittarius 7 conjunct Dec7 Moon 15 Sagittarius 7

Dec7 Kronos 11 Cancer 39 Rx conjunct Benedicct’s Midheaven

11 Cancer 22

Dec7 Makemake 5 Libra 43 conjunct Dec7 Logos 6 Libra

Dec7 Child 7 Libra 59 conjunct Benedict’s Child 7 Libra 22

Dec7 Karma 8 Capricorn 10 conjunct Dec7 Saturn 8 Capricorn 30

Dec7 House 8 Capricorn 43

Dec7 Damocles 22 Aquarius 12 conjunct Sophie’s Truth 22 Aquarius 22

Sophie’s Sado 22 Aquarius 30

Sophie’s Tantalus 23 Aquarius 03

Dec7 Split 25 Scorpio 40 opposition Benedict’s Jupiter 25 Taurus 28

Dec7 Moomintroll 13 Virgo 22 conjunct Dec7 Mousa 14 Virgo 18

Dec7 Huntress 14 Virgo 23

Benedict’s Fama 13 Virgo 47

Benedict’s MARS 7 Virgo 35

opposition Dec7 Mars 13 Pisces 33

Dec7 Neptune 13 Pisces 44

square Benedict’s NEPTUNE 11 Sagittarius 30 Rx

Benedict’s Partners (Arabic) 13 Gemini 02

Dec7 Nonie 28 Sagittarius 18 conjunct Dec7 Icarus 28 Sagittarius 50

Dec7 Sophia 22 Libra 33 conjunct Benedict’s Sylvia 21 Libra 32

Dec7 Aletheia 13 Libra 0 conjunct Dec7 Elatus 13 Libra 4

Dec7 Lilith 13 Libra 12

<A wise reveal, escape and the dark mother..

Dec7 Sylvia 22 Taurus 45 Rx conjunct Dec7 Panacea 22 Taurus 47 Rx

Dev7 Fan 22 Libra 52 conjunct Dec7 Doctorwatson 22 Libra 53

Dec7 Narcissus 25 Taurus 9 Rx conjunct Dec7 Hunt 25 Taurus 13

Dec7 Skepticus 26 Capricorn 18 conjunct Dec7 Suess 26 Capricorn 18

Dec7 Benedix 1 Libra 43 conjunct Dec7 Sophrosyne 2 Libra 25

Dec7 Pence 20 Virgo 58 conjunct Dec7 Washingtonia 20 Pisces 14

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maraudersandlily20 · 7 years ago

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Narcissus

Harry wasn’t sure how he felt about returning to Hogwarts. So much had happened to him and to everyone he cared about that he wasn’t sure anyone was really comfortable dealing with the trauma.

He had spent the summer with the Weasleys. They had spent days playing quidditch and helping Molly in the garden. He and Ginny spoke at length about their relationship and if it was what either of them needed at the moment. They agreed that perhaps it would be better to remain as friends until their lives settled down before jumping into a relationship together. Harry was grateful that Ginny was so understanding, since he hadn’t been able to shake a certain blonde boy from his thoughts since the war ended.

Harry regretted many of his actions toward Malfoy in the past years, but worried that it would be too late for him to correct it. They had been against each other for so long, it didn’t seem possible to figure out how to be friends. Or more than friends, Harry often thought dully to himself. It was strange to admit that he was infatuated with someone most people considered his arch enemy. And yet, here he was.

The summer ended, he, Ron and Hermione returned to school and went into the 8th year common room. Since it wasn’t required for 7th years to return to school, it was easier to allow all of the houses to share one common room and one dorm room. It was a strange experience, but Hermione often voiced her opinion that the wizarding world needed unity now more than ever. Harry agreed, knowing that if everyone remained separated, then the grudges would never dissolve.

It was a strange experience, sitting on the couch in front of the fireplace as his fellow students trickled it. To think of all he had gone through, all they had gone through, and yet they were still here.

And then Draco walked it.

He looked incredibly tired. He had huge bags under his eyes and Harry was positive that he had lost a considerable amount of weight since the last time he had seen him. He was pulling his trunk behind him but didn’t look up to make eye contact with anyone. Most people stopped and stared, but not because it was Malfoy. It was because of his hair.

It was blue. Light blue.

Ron nearly choked on his own spit at the sight of him. “Mate,” he said to Harry when Malfoy left the room. “Did you see?”

“Yeah, Ron, course I did. It would be hard to miss.”

He was the talk of the school all that day. People wondering why he even returned in the first place, what possessed him to get his hair colored, if he was okay. Not many people asked the last one, but it plagued Harry’s thoughts nearly every minute. When they went to the great hall for dinner that evening, Draco wasn’t there. And Harry couldn’t help it, he went to find him.

The Marauders map was a gift in finding people, and it showed that Draco Malfoy was sitting alone in the Library. Harry walked past awed first years and smiling fifth years. He greeted everyone with kindness and but didn’t stay to chat. He made his way up the staircases until he came to the door of the library.

It was quiet, the shelves a familiar sight. This room held so many memories, so many moments that he had spent there with his dear friends. He smiled, he couldn’t help, as he made his way past piles of books and tucked in chairs before coming to the back of the room where, on a table soaked in the sun, sat Draco Malfoy with his blue hair and his tired eyes, looking like an adonis. Harry caught his breath before making his way over to the table.

“Hello, Malfoy.”

Draco’s eyes shot up, his body startling at the sudden noise. They met eyes as Harry pulled out a chair and took a seat. “Potter. What are you doing here?”

“It’s the library, Malfoy. It’s public space in the school. I can be in here if I please. In fact, what are YOU doing here.?”

Darco’ eyes narrowed for a moment. His body was taut with anger or nervousness, Harry couldn’t tell which. After a moment, he rolled his eyes. “Just…” He sighed, releasing the tension in his shoulders. “I’m just hiding.”

“Hiding?”

Draco nodded. “I don’t know if you’ve noticed, Potter, but I’m not exactly the most popular bloke around here. Hiding makes things… easier.”

“Oh. I wasn’t aware of the fact that Draco Malfoy was a coward.” Harry said, pretending to be shocked. Draco glared at him again, but his lip twitched, betraying his humor. Harry felt a moment of triumph at getting Draco to laugh.

They sat quietly for a moment, but it wasn’t a bad quiet. It was comfortable, one of the first they had ever shared. Draco resumed his perusal over his novel and Harry resumed his perusal of Draco. After some time, Harry cleared his throat, catching Draco’s attention once more. The thin boy looked up, asking with his eyes, what Potter wanted.

“So… why blue? Doesn’t seem much like a slytherin choice.”

Draco scoffed. “I doubt the slytherins want much to do with me nowadays. Better to separate myself from them as much as possible. Blue was… fitting.”

“Merlin, Malfoy, you certainly have a flair for the dramatic.” They both chuckled at that, before Harry pressed on. “I feel like, if you wanted to stay under the radar, you would have kept your normal hair color. Blue rather… stands out, as it were.”

Draco sighed, and nodded. His hands fidgeted, rubbing together to show his nervousness. “After…” He cleared his throat, his face flushing red. “After last year, my mother and I went to my aunt’s home.”

“Your aunt?”

Draco nodded. “Yes, my aunt Andromeda.”

“Andromeda… Tonks?’

The blue haired boy looked up in surprise. “You know her?

Harry smiled. “Of course. Mrs. Tonks and I are very close. She’s raising my godson.”

“Teddy? He’s your godson?”

“Yes. His father Remus and I were good friends. And his mother, Andromeda’s daughter, who just went by Tonks, was the bravest woman I’ve ever met. They asked me to be the godfather shortly before they died. Can’t consider myself a good godfather if I’m not well acquainted with the woman who raises him.”

Draco was smiling as Harry went on and on about little teddy. “He’s a sweet boy. Just about two years old. Andromeda often complains about having to bring up another mischievous child, but she loves him. I learned that during my time there.” The memory of the child made Draco feel happy. He had often chased after the little Lupin boy when the days were warmer.

Harry hadn’t seen much of Teddy that summer, but he wrote to him often, though he couldn’t read. Harry hoped that Andromeda would save the letters, as they regaled many stories of Teddy’s parents. He didn’t want to forget, and he wanted Teddy to truly know his parents. Draco began to tell Harry of all the little adventures he and Teddy had been through. He was getting bigger and bigger, his metamorphmagus abilities already shining through. His hair color changed with his mood. Which, surprisingly, is why Draco changed his own hair.

“Andromeda would often tell me stories of her daughter, Dora. How her hair changed just like Teddy’s. But when she was happy, her hair always settled on light blue. And Teddy’s does the same. I thought… maybe if my hair was also blue… It might give me a sense of that same childish happiness. Andromeda was all for it.” Draco reached up and fingered a strand of the light blue locks falling around his face. “My mother… It was a hard summer for her. Aunt Andromeda thought some changes would be good. For both of us. For me, it came with a few physical changes. For my mom, psychological.” He nodded, his awkwardness growing. “She found a small cottage down the street from her sister. She grows flowers. Gardens. Tries to… grow things, create things, nourish things, instead of being surrounded by so much… sadness.”

Draco looked up at Harry, his eyes sad. “She’s getting better. Andromeda is there for her now. And she’s getting better.”

Harry nodded. It was the deepest conversation they had ever had and the sadness in his voice was clear. Something about his words made Harry stop. “Wait… You said, “a few physical changes”. Besides the hair, what else did you change?”

Draco blushed, his pale face becoming a nice red color. He sighed, shook his head, before rolling up his shirt sleeve. There, on his forearm, was his dark mark. They permanently marked the skins of ex-deatheaters. But Draco had changed it. Surrounding the skull and the snake were a punch of big petaled flowers, that looked very similar to daffodils. They ranged in colors with vines between them. It was a beautiful addition to something that represented such horror. Harry took them in with wide, appreciative eyes. The contrasts of the black and the bright colors was a beautiful tribute to the life Draco had and the life he was trying to make now.

Harry, without thinking about it, grabbed the other boy’s hand and smiled. “Draco. They’re beautiful.”

Draco laughed. “The flowers, they’re called Narcissus. I got them for my mother, to remember everything she’s sacrificed for me.” Harry smiled at the sentiment and, without thinking, intertwined their fingers. There was a blush painted across his dark skin, but he refused to backtrack is actions.

“How fitting,” Harry whispered, looking up into the stunned eyes of Draco Malfoy.Draco flushed at the serious look in his eyes but smiled, and though it was a strange sensation, he didn’t let go of Harry Potter’s hand.

For my sweet lovers, @religious-pizza-roll and @unadulteratedpaperparadise, the only two people on this planet who could convince me to write Drarry fanfiction. I hope this satiates you both and I love you haha.

#Hi kiddos #my writing #draco malfoy #harry potter #drarry #happy reading

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twinkle-with-stars · 2 years ago

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Heyy

That's a great question and thought honestly you're very right usually in our society a cold, controlling men is seen as good even hot but when it comes to a women it becomes something taboo and very unattractive in others eyes, it's like women are naturally expected to be submissive and hide behind a "man" which is not needed I believe most use women to hide behind them and blame women for something that is wrong with them, control can bring power to one and it's mostly desired by the people who have a hard time controlling themselves or they just want to control everyone including themselves.

Placements I believe that could associate with wanting control are

Scorpio- this sign is very much into control becuase of it's underlying tendcies of wanting power. Especially mars in a man's chart.

Capricorn- capricorn is also related to having a need to control that's because of Saturn's restrictive tendencies which makes them keep everything in check they like to be prepared and aren't very fond of something that is unknown so in order to make sure they don't encounter something unknown and unstable they tend to use control as a device to keep themselves stable.

Pluto in 4th, 7th and 8th- here these people have always seen control as a way to live life and get things done and it's pretty deep rooted in their character, so they practice control and intimidation. 4th is often becuase they're family was really controlling and obsessive while 7th is because they always encounter or attract people like that that's why they tend to mold themselves according to their surroundings. While 8th is naturally someone's darker self.

Virgo- this sign is also quite controlling from what I've seen they are always afraid of what's coming next and it could bring trouble so they try to keep things in check through control. This could also be because they want everything perfect.

Asteroid narcissus- this talks about control too but in a more negative way this often does not bring any positive control, narcissus-ascendant or in 1st house bring a strong need of control, this asteroid being in angular houses( 1st, 4th, 7th and 10th) gives controlling tendencies.

Aquarius - now these are very nice and chill people but they do posses a certain form of control over their environment and they pretty much want it too.

Leo- now this sign from what've seen is more into being treated the right way and being special but they aren't very concerned with control they just naturally posses some authority but if that is taken away from them they can turn to control to bring that power back.

These are some of the placements I noticed and think could give a controlling tendency. Virgo, Scorpio and Capricorn prominent anywhere in your chart can result in this.

Personally, I'm a Pluto dominant and have a scorpio stellium in my chart, I do like to have control over my surroundings, people and environment but that is only when I'm invested in it otherwise it doesn't matter to me, anything concerned with me needs to be controlled by me, tho this isn't always the case I do this more when I'm feeling pressure or insecure, otherwise I don't care unless you don't bother me.

What placements do you think makes one want to retain or maintain control over themselves? @azure-cherie @twinkle-with-stars

We usually associate control with men. Specially men, who are really masculine. But as a woman, it makes me uncomfortable that people, generally, associate submission with us. It doesn't have to be a good thing or a bad thing, but we should be having a choice.

I used to believe that its my Swati Moon (scorpio moon in tropical) that affects it but @azure-cherie shared a post about Hasta women, and i believe it could be my hasta rising too. What placements of yours do you think affects your choice of retaining control or letting it go?

#Scorpio #Capricorn #virgo #astrology readings #moots #astro notes #astro observations #vedic astrology #astrology notes #astrology question #astrology community #astrology #intutition #astrology observation #intuitive readings #astroblr

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thornstocutyouwith · 6 years ago

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Storm Coast: School of Extraordinary Gifted Children

Official School Colors: Grey And White

Uniforms: button up shirts, pants/skirt, with white shirt and a vest

Head Master/Mistress: Bray (Moonstone Lilium)

Deputy Headmaster: Moros(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia)

Guards: Echo (Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Panikk(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Leo(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Xander( Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Reagan(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Pentagra(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata)

Mailman: Hermes(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata)

Medical: Wesley(Amethyst Primula)

Teachers:

Elian Poe(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Archer Jinn(Clinohumite Allium Roseum) , Osric Elian(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Zion Blackwell(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Moon-Flower Avery(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Malcolm Hexum(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Trevor Moon(Amethyst Primula), James Barnes(Moonstone Lilium), Travis Scifor( Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Colden Murray(Moonstone Lilium), Henry Jekyll( Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Edward Hyde( Moonstone Lilium), Robin Endless( Moonstone Lilium), Warren Peace(Moonstone Lilium), Alexei Thankarat(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Tobias Arius(Amethyst Primula), Harper Quinn(Amethyst Primula), Mattheus Delacroix(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Hayden Murray (Amethyst Primula), Micah Spralin (Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Jaeden Murray(Moonstone Lilium), Ashlin Hisoka(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Eleanor Quinn(Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Bailey Arndir(Amethyst Primula), Memphis(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Mitsu(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Iris(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Castle Knight(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Timber Delkari(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Simon Arndir(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Seneca Wormwood(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteat), Archer (Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Lazarus (Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Haidyn Lyes(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Damion Cyrus(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Za Pekc(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Set Staos(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata)

12th Grade:

Orion(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Angelus(Clinohumite Allium Roseum) , Blaise(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Abunai(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Rhaegar(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Asha(Amethyst Primula), LoveCraft(Moonstone Lilium), Asher Cooke(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Xavier Delacroix(Moonstone Lilium), Skyler Spradlin (Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Fyn Peterson (Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Anastasia Lestrange(Amethyst Primula), Helena Hexum(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Morrigan(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Roslyn Phantomhive(Amethyst Primula) , Ezekiel(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Finnian(Moonstone Lilum), Key(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Blair(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Vale Price (Clinohumite Allium Roseum)

11th Grade:

Abunei(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Sage(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Ezra Casper(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Nathan Douglas(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Miles( Moonstone Lilium), Adom(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Aiden(Moonstone Lilium), Lucy Hisoka(Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Elliot(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Scout(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Elijah(Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Lucy Fife(Moonstone Lilium), Lyric(Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Mason Spradlin(Amethyst Primula), Norah(Moonstone Lilium), Anabel(Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Aurora Delacroix(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Harper Reed(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Zero Spradlin(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Jeremy Urseth(Amethyst Primula), Requiem Leto(Moonstone Lilium), Atticus(Amethyst Primula), Jax(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Blue(Moonstone Lilium), Poppy Williams (Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy)

10th Grade:

Lief, Seti, Andromeda, Enzo, Chase Collins, Mason, AlaStar, Willow, Silas, Eclipse, Ashton Phantom, Luca(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Wren(Amethyst Primula), Lunette(Amethyst Primula), Paris(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Lola(Amethyst Primula), Dylan(Moonstone Lilium), Ashton(Moonstone Lilium), Link(Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Narcissus(Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Enyo, Kalyan, Oliver Thompson (Moonstone Lilium)

9th Grade:

Xian(Moonstone Lilium), Karma(Moonstone Lilium), Knox(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Tancred(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Basil(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Calypso(Moonstone Lilium), Anika(Amethyst Primula), Secret(Moonstone Lilium), Athena(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Xavier(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Jace(Moonstone Lilium), Aries(Chyrsophrase Bracteantha Bracteata), Francis(Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Alexandria(Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Sylar(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Pan(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Devon(Moonstone Lilium), Aurora(Karma’s)(Moonstone Lilium), Alexa Phelps (moonstone Lilium), Harlow Daniels (Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Luna Biles (Moonstone Lilium) ,Zahara Day (Amethyst Primula), Dany Way (Clinohumite Allium Roseum)

8th Grade:

Pandora(Amethyst Primula), Dorian(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Isolde(Moonstone Lilium), Autumn(Amethyst Primula), Sebastian(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Septimus(Amethyst Primula), Jasper(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Jarvis(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Persephone(Moonstone Lilium), Rozewyn(Amethyst Primula), Killian(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Belphegor(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Julian(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Briar(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Phoebe(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Ainsley Draven (Amethyst Primula), Eden Niles (Amethyst Primula), Felix Kit (Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Isaiah Cruz (Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Jesse Anderson (Amethyst Primula), Lydia Cronous (Amethyst Primula)

7th Grade:

Micah(Amethyst Primula), Jonah(Moonstone Lilium), Ezra(Clinohumite Allium Roseum), Courtney(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Milo(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Phoenix(Amethyst Primula), Pfeiffer(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Pharos(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Alois Biles (Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Charlotte Moony (Moonstone Lilium), Opal Nixon (Moonstone Lilium), Reagan Smith (Amethyst Primula), Crispin(Amethyst Primula), Karman(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia),

6th Grade:

Octavia(Moonstone Lilium), Anwyl (Moonstone Lilium), Asher(Moonstone Lilium), Eros(Moonstone Lilium), Lucian(Moonstone Lilium), Malakai(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Calista(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Skylar(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Sparrow(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Claerwen(Moonstone Lilium), Tristan(Benitoite Anemone Dahlia), Loki Barnes(Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata), Dexter Way (Amethyst Primula), Hawthorne Jackson (Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy), Misha Darling (Moonstone Lilium), Tess Wolfe (Chrysoprase Everlasting Daisy)

Houses

Amethyst Primula (Primrose)

Colors: Purple and Black (Primary Attire), Purple and Sky Blue (Secondary Attire, while wearing black mostly)

Traits: Gentle Alluring Creative Selfish Arrogant/ Power Aggressive Elegance Fear Mystery/ Tactful Contemplation Idealistic Perseverance Devotion

Chrysoprase Bracteantha Bracteata (Everlasting Daisy)

Colors: Light Green and Sunlight Red (Primary Attire), Light Green and Light Pink (Secondary Attire, while wearing black mostly)

Traits: Greed Energy Jealousy Intelligent Frank/Spontaneous Assertive Determined Ruthless Rebellious/ Charming Cute Sweet Playful Nice

Moonstone Lilium (Lily)

Colors: Holo and Plum Purple(Primary Attire), Holo and Periwinkle Blue (Secondary Attire, while wearing black mostly)

Traits: Whimsical Changeable Brilliant Attractive Unstable Unreflective/ Integrity Idealism Intuitive Visionary Addictive/ Soft Stylish Childish Confused Silly

Clinohumite Allium Roseum (Rosy Garlic)

Colors: Gold and Silver (Primary Attire), Gold and Crimson Red (Secondary Attire, while wearing black mostly)

Traits: Sensible Thorough Loyal Conceited Anxious/ Graceful Ornate Sophisticated Deceptive Snobbish/ Sensual Strong Courageous Resentful Rebellious

Benitoite Anemone Dahlia (Dahlia)

Colors: Deep Blue and Peachy Coral (Primary Attire), Deep Blue and Galaxy Purple (Secondary Attire, while wearing black mostly)

Traits: Authoritative Reliability Responsible Unforgiving Frigid/ Harmony Appreciative Clearheaded Opinionated Offhand/ Colorful Daring Resourceful Phlegmatic Nihilistic

Classes

Magical Transfiguration: 6-9th, Taught by Henry Jekyll(Mandatory) Alchemy: 10-12th, Taught by Micah Spradlin(Mandatory) Monster Hunting: 6-12th, Taught by Lazarus(Mandatory) Herbology: 6-12th, Taught by Iris (Mandatory) Control and Magic Ethics: 6th, Taught by Bailey (Mandatory) Potions: 6-12th, Taught by Memphis (Mandatory) Magic History: 6-12th, Taught by Mattheus (Mandatory) Assassination: 6-12th , Taught by Archer (Skies)(Elective) Fighting Tactics: 6-12th, Taught by Castle Knight(Elective) Apparition: 10th, Taught by Tobias Arius(Elective) Sprites and Demonology: 11-12th, Taught by Jaeden Murray (Elective) Healing Magic: 9-12th, Taught by Eleanor Quinn (Elective) Flying: 6-9th, Taught by Mitsu (Elective) Spellcasting: 6-12th, Taught by Archer Jinn(Elective) Warding: 6-12th, Taught by Harper Quinn(Elective) Infused Magic: 7-9th, Taught by Simon Arndir(Elective) Earth Magic: 6-8th, Taught by Robin Endless (Elective) War Magic: 6-12th, Taught by Set Staos (Elective) Mentalist Magic: 9th, Taught by Travis Scifor (Elective) Necromancy: 11-12th, Taught by Za (Elective) Divining: 7-10th, Taught by Zion Blackwell (Elective) Dimensional Manipulation: 12th, Taught by Malcolm Hexum(Elective) Magical Artwork: 6-12th, Taught by Moon-Flower Avery(Elective) Mathamancy: 6-12th, Taught by Alexei Thankarat (Elective) Magic Creation: 12th, Taught by Warren Peace (Elective)

Regular Sports/P.E: 6-12th, Hayden Murray(Mandatory) World History: 6-8th, taught by Jaeden Murray(mandatory) English: 6-12, taught by Eleanor Quinn (mandatory) Earth science: 6-8th, taught by Iris (mandatory) Algebra: 6-12th, taught by Memphis (mandatory) Language Arts/Handwriting: 6-12th, Taught by Trevor Moon (Mandatory) General science: 6th-12th, taught by Bailey (Mandatory) Chemistry: 6-12th, Taught by Damion Cyrus (Mandatory) Geometry: 6-12th, Taught by Haidyn Lyes (Mandatory) Science: 6-12th, Taught by Elian Poe(Mandatory) Orchestra: 6-12th, Taught by Juliana Delacroix (Elective) Choir:6-12th, Taught by Ashlin Hisoka (Elective) English Literature: 9-12th, taught by Micah Spradlin (elective) Home Economics: 9th-12th, taught by Ashlin Hisoka. (Elective) Mathematics: 6-12th, Taught by Alexei Thankarat (Elective) Health: 6-12th, Taught by Osric Elian(Elective) Art: 6-12th, Taught by Moon-Flower Avery (Elective) Handcrafts: 8-12th, Taught by James Barnes (Elective) Dramatics/Drama/Theater: 6-12th, Taught by Edward Hyde (Elective) Speech and Debate: 9-11th, Taught by Elian Poe (Elective) Woodshop/Metalshop: 9-12th, Taught by James Barnes (Elective) Ancient Civilizations: 6-9th, Taught by Seneca Wormwood (Elective) French: 9-12th, taught by Mitsu (Elective) Business Math: 9-12th, taught by Hayden Murray(Elective) Gymnastics: 6-12th, Taught by Timber Delkari (Elective) Weightlifting: 6-12th, Taught by Castle Knight (Elective) Fencing: 8th-12th, Taught by Robin Endless (Elective) Dance: 6-12th, Taught by Colden Murray (Elective)

School Roommates

6th Grade

Asher Delkari - Misha

Calista - Dexter

Loki Barnes - Octavia

Lucian - Hawthorne

Eros - Tess

Anywyl - Tristan

Malakai - Claerwen

Sparrow - Skylar

7th Grade

Phoenix - Charlotte

Milo - Ezra

Crispin - Jonah

Courtney - Alois

Pharos - Reagan

Micah - Opal

Karman - Pfeiffer

8th Grade

Jarvis - Jesse

Jasper - Isolde

Belphegor - Isaiah

Septimus - Felix

Pandora - Autumn

Briar - Eden

Sebastian - Dorian

Julian - Persephone

Killian - Ainsley

Phoebe - Lydia

- Rozenwyn

9th Grade

Sylar - Harlow

Devon - Dany

Karma - Zahara

Athena - Alexandria

Aurora - Francis

Xian - Luna

Anika - Alexa

Jace - Xavier

Knox - Pan

Aries - Tancred

Basil - Calypso

Secret -

10th Grade

Willow - Link

Eclipse - Lola

Chase Collins - Luca

Seti - Lunette

AlaStar - Oliver

Kalyan - Paris

Ashton Phantom - Ashton

Lief - Dylan

Mason - Wren

Enyo - Narcissus

Silas - Enzo

11th Grade

Aiden - Elijah

Blue - Harper

Ezra Casper - Requiem

Jax - Atticus

Abunei - Aurora

Miles - Elliot

Sage - Anabel

Nathan Douglas - Lucy

Adom - Lyric

Jeremy - Scout

Poppy - Mason (Skies)

Zero - Lucy Fife

- Norah

12th Grade

Rhaegar - Fyn

Blair - Anastasia

Asher Cooke - Xavier Delacroix

Orion - Ezekiel

Finnian - Helena

Blaise - Vale

Angelus - Roslyn

Key - Skylar

Abunai - LoveCraft

Asha -

School Schedule

Monday-Thursday

6:45 am: wake up, shower/bath, and dress

7: 00 am: breakfast 7:35 am : tidy and prepare for school day

7:50 am : leave dorms

8:00 am - 3:00 pm: School day (dorms are closed except for designated times for grade 12 students)

3:00 pm - 3:30 pm: After school activities

3:30 - 5:00 pm: free time

5:00 pm - 6:00 pm: dinner time

6:00-9:00 pm: free time

9:00 pm - 9:30 pm: 6-8th grade bedtime preparation

9:30 pm - 10:00 pm: 9th grade bedtime preparation

10:00pm - 10:30 pm: 10th grade bedtime preparation

10:30 pm - 11:00 pm : 11th grade bedtime preparation

11:00 pm: 12th grade bedtime preparation

Weekends are free days to be hellions

Rules

Students shall not leave school grounds.

Students may leave with the Headmiestress’s premisson, if collected by a parent or guardian.

Visitors of the school must obtain permission from the Headmistress or Deputy Headmaster.

Students are forbidden from faculty areas.

Access to dormitories is strictly controlled.

Sexy times is obviously gonna be a huge no no since genders are mixed

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