#NONtickling

[bloominggiggles]

I have finally bought myself a bluetooth keyboard for my tablet so I'll hopefully be writing again soon!

For now have a cute Picrew of Blossom:

[justpostinganonymous-lee]

I'm totally normal I have no distractions in life and I know how to properly do my taxes

Someone: Big Titty Goth

*While getting arrested for tax fraud*: WHERE

[wigglywormy]

I got the MHA gfuel collectors box and the pre workout has my pump lookin Sick 😩

[trans-ace-lee]

I really wish people would stop telling me that I can't have social anxiety because I can hold conversations without looking nervous.

They don't get to feel the tightness in my chest when I feel like I've said the "wrong" thing. They don't see the panic attacks in corners, closets, and bathrooms.

[everybodylovesrayray]

I might hold you like a teddy bear when we cuddle cause you're comfy and I'm ✨️sleepy✨️

[trans-ace-lee]

Body horror. . .

First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

[whitetickle-sl]

Right let's talk because I've been having second thoughts about this.

Sigh. What..what do I even say. I've tried to reimagine ow to even discuss anything for this acount and i always feel like I have to rethink my words everytime cause the message could always fall flat or come out wrong. Imagination is key when it come to getting your head around an idea that feels like it's out of left field. You know I have other acounts,tickled related and so on. Not everything about me focuses on things like race. And even still this is more so about getting people to think more so than it's about a fetish. To be honest most of my tickle related ideas I LIKE TO challenge norms and reach for the stars. Whenever I see an idea I can't give my full time towards I start to either lose focus on it or become demoralized if i HAVE A realy good idea that no one is interested in. So imagine it's an idea I put aot of thought in, then I hit a writers block but people LIKE IT! except the people I find like it have apercentage majority of the lees but other target demograpgic is...small. Which wouldn't be a problem if the topic wasn't so... well I mean take a good look. POC ler's on white lees. I'll be honest with you, perhap even if I was getting more blacks than whites it would probabaly still look bad either way. I mean I guess being lee is pretty popular but Thanks for making me feel like a JackAss, I knew I was stepping into quicksand and when I felt ground beneath my feet I honestly thought hey, maybe I'm on to somethingt and this could work... but then my wirter's block hits. my enxiaty kicks in and then I look at the numbers. and then when ever I get a POC coming in, I get my hopes up. Why even bother?

No I'm not throwing in the towl though. however, I think I'm gonna stop even asking. I'll let the insporation come to me whenever it does. though I admit I do hate to let others down. However If you dont' have imagination for this sort of thing, or if this just ain't for you, then why did you come? You know what I'd..rather just be friends, be on friedly terms. But I don't realy ... expect you to emerse yourself into something this complex or challenging. because I get it, it's a challenge. I find it abit challenging my self. I HAVE an easier time imaging a world where humans are underdogs to non humanoid ticklers than I do to something like this! Infact that idea came first, and this was more of an atympt to stage something more set in reality and in maturee topics. I don't know I figured people would atleast want to explore and try to figure out the lore that could back such a scenario as this but I guess I put to much faith in the idea of people having imagination or the ability to think outside a box or break any opinion they believe in. I don't know why when I struggle with my own at timese. I guess I fuigured since I was able to see how it could work, others would to. You know...it's frustrating. you put any amout of work into something and the progress is so slow that it it ends up stagnent. You put your work into something ambitious but the moment you began to question the point of why your even doing this, you sort of just feel like you waisted all that time. Sure you saw the potnential and you should never just give up due to nay sayers or critics. But not those guys causei hardly evene hear from them. No it's the idea that in the end , will people even get why I even did this at all? Or will it al fly over their head?

I guess what I should say right now is...I'm emotionaly confused right now. I'm torn between an ambitous vission, my other visions, what my target demographic for this even is and what I got instead.

My after thoughts is this. This is a topic worth tackling and most certainly potential for world building and kinky fun. However it's ambitous and if your hoping your gonna have an RP with someone on this sort of gimmick...I'm sorry.But no one has that kind of imagination for it. I mean people got imagination for tickling, tickle torture, sadism, masichims from what I've seen. But let's get real. No Black, asian or other wise is interested in this. ok maybe that's not fair I've met some sure... but the reality is people are either to buisy , or don't RP, or CAN'T EVEN FIND YOU. I waited paciantly, hoping people might be interested... I got some and tried some things out. I got to be a lee. I think I found myself getting more well told stories out though being the ler for white lees! I'm basicly carrying the story. Oh sure I'm used to narrating in other tickle rp types too but I still found many others where I and the other person can contribte alot to the RP and it feels like a story is unfolding. I came close thinking I finaly found someone who could help me do that with the Giggle Milkee idea. Who ws I kidding. Not only was the sotry more set up by me but they wound up not even apreciating it. they straight up jump scared me with a sudden mood swing! realy?! A mood swing?! Listen.. if your Black or Asian or any other Grabber cannidate, I'm not discouraging you from trying. I mean there are plenty white lees out there. You can try all you like, but as for me..I DON'T EVEN know. Send me a message if your even interested...however my reception might be differant for now on than what it would have been in the past. For now on. if you don't got imagination, I won't waist any time with you. Same goes for the Gigmigs, though they've been more interested I still find some that either gone missing or are lacking. Maybe I'm just sore right now...like I SAID. i'M EMOTIONAly condused. more like distraught,aggervated, not wanting to give up, not wanting to keep going. I'm torn is what I'm saying. and I needed to vent. I'm not sure about where I'm gonna go with this in the future. But If I see another Grabber...I'm not getting my hopes up... I just won't. I'll be happy...but chances are.....well you figure it out cause my throat is sore.

[tenetikles]

I love them so much

[trans-ace-lee]

I love this so much (I may or may not have nearly finished both seasons of this show)

I decided to make a lined and colored version of this sketch and you know,

I like the result uwu

[bloominggiggles]

Today during my walk I saw a Border Collie playing on a kids's playground (those made of plastic and iron (?)), he was running up the stairs, jumping down the slide, then running back to the stairs and repeat.

It was adorable.

[justpostinganonymous-lee]

UGH MY BADGES MY BOOP BADGES NOOOOO

[trans-ace-lee]

Which character from Heaven Official’s Blessing are you? - Personality Quiz

I took this quiz and got Xie Lian.

Time to die inside.

@otomiya-tickles and @ticklygiggles I invite you to take this quiz too

[everybodylovesrayray]

Got fired from my job for sticking up for my coworkers who were dealing with am absolute prick of a guest because it doesn't represent the company image 🙃

[dozing--zzz]

OMG YOU LIKE COMMENTARY YOUTUBE⁉️⁉️⁉️ who do you watch :33 ????

YES ‼️‼️

i watch sm ppl LOL the classics obviously kurtis conner, danny gonzalez, drew gooden, but also a bunch of some of the smaller ones like jarvis johnson, jordan adika, edenisonline, kuncan dastner, chad chad, gunnartv, louis mcclung and film cooper occasionally- uhhhh i might be forgetting some but those are the main ones ‼️i love commentary yt LMAO can we be friends 👀👀 i dont have enough friends who like commentary yt 😔

EDIT: I FORGOT SO MANY- JAKE DOOLITTLE, FUNKYFROGBAIT, RYAN BEARD, JACOB ANDREW SHARPE, AND SAJI SHARMA i literally watch so many so consistently its hard to keep track of them 😭😭

[bloominggiggles]

It's my birthday! And it feels...weird.

[trans-ace-lee]

I love everyone's facial expressions so much!

Chainsaw man brain go brr~ @trans-ace-lee It had to happen.

Based off this post :D