#NO I'm not anti-cat because of my allergies

[riahlepapaya]

With all the cat posts I get on here, I think it was the universe's way of telling me I have a cat allergy long before my visit to the doctor especially with her not wanting to really do the allergy test.

[sunthyme]

Sorry for this being a day late, I last second decided I hated how the og designs turned out so I redid them lmaooo. Whoops! Tyty sm for the support though, I love y'all! 🩷🩷🩷

💐Ignihyde💐

I cleared the tail end of Book 4 and all of Book 5 two days ago so fair warning, I'm still not completely aware of all the ins and outs of Ortho and Idia. And I might have to redo some of my Pomefiore headcanons with Book 5 in mind, namely Rook??? Whose apparently from Sunset Savanna??? Anyways, onto the designs...

🎮Idia Shroud🎮

(he/it) Unlabelled Gender - Achillic Asexual

Ah, the most relatable character in Twisted Wonderland...

- I don't think I really changed a whole lot about him physically, tbh. Gave him slightly bluer skin and dark makeup. I figured he's kinda one of the closest characters to like alt fashion and stuff so I slapped some piercings on him.

- You can't see them with his GIANT MESS OF HAIR but I gave him some piercings. I'll just grab a pic of them rq.

No bald Idia today guys.

- He's autistic. Is that even up for debate at this point? Either way, I feel like he'd actually hate having hair against his neck and typically put it into a ponytail or something. That shit would be hella warm otherwise, fire or no.

- He plays dating sims religiously but god forbid someone ACTUALLY flirts with him. In the unlikely scenario that he actually realises they're hitting on it, he just freaks out and runs, physically if possible. I think he's unintentionally shut people down hard because he cannot fathom why anyone would like it.

- He has to fight his demons whenever he see any of the people with cat ears which me too me too. Ignihyde actually has a bit of a stray cats issue, namely because Idia sets out food and water for them and refuses to let anyone take them away. They never get into the workshops or anywhere dangerous and Idia has named all of them.

- He has unique names not only for the stray cats of Ignihyde but also for all of the ones in his games, in specific his Minecraft cats.

- It's actually in the process of making a robotic cat as a sort of emotional support animal since a live cat isn't allowed in classes due to allergies (which Grim is exempt from due to him not technically being a cat and not producing allergens, fun fact).

- Oh! And I headcanon him as Greek and Japanese. Forgot that oops. Nationality-wise he'd be Australian though.

I was struggling to think of things that were just canon facts of his character already, which, to be fair, some of this could be but moving onto...

🦾Ortho Shroud🦾

(they/it/he) Nonbinary???

I actually adore how they came out omg. I have no really experience with robot/cyborg character design so I gave myself some liberties.

- First and for most, I made a lot of its robot features more obvious with panelling that would make it easy for Idia to access any brain or vocal mechanics. You cannot convince me that Idia, known for liking video games and anime, would pass up an opportunity to make Ortho look cool asf. Or maybe Book 6 can but for now, panels.

- I don't know if it's ever brought up in detail Ortho's like material components and stuff but I think they're made with the anti-magic stuff Charon's ferrymen have, further enhanced and durable. His freckles help with sensing particularly smell and temperature.

- His eyes took a bit of inspiration from Genoa, I just though a black sclera would look super cool tbh.

- It's hair is a bit crazier and I wanted to lowkey emulate Medusa vibes with it and the soulless eyes lol.

Not much else right now but I know damn well Book 6 will make me cry... Time for the ocs!

🪻Fuji Izanami🪻

Third Year - (she/he) Bigender - Bisexual

- So, a bit of a disclaimer, I've never actually seen Hercules because I was a Greek mythology nerd and was offended by the inaccuracies lol so keep that in mind with the ocs for this dorm. Fuji is my Cerberus character!

- He's the vice-housewarden of Ignihyde and tends to help out with Ortho's upgrades by moving the heavier parts that Idia can't lift.

- Since I believe, and correct me if I'm wrong, Cerberus means 'spots', I wanted her to have a ton of freckles as an omage.

- She's fully Japanese and has been a childhood friend of the Shrouds, with both families going way back. He was kind of Idia's emotional support before Ortho was allowed as well as a bit of a bodyguard. She and Ortho were the reason Idia didn't have to attend with a mass guard force.

- Quiet and seems quite menacing at first but is a huge softie and loves to be around other people. She and Jack are workout buddies and bond over common music tastes in the J-Pop and K-Pop genres.

- When she's talking to Idia or Ortho, it tends to be in Japanese (neglecting that the game is set to Japanese, imagine the default is like a common tongue or something lol).

- He specialises in heavier mech tech, developing protective wear and other durable things to work with. She hopes to intern with Charon eventually and work to study the containment of blot.

Now for another set of triplets, these ones all in Ignihyde...

🕰️Ye-Jin Ryu🕰️

Second Year - (she/her) - Sapphic

So these next three characters are representative of the Fates, they're Korean.

- Ye-Jin is my 'past' character. I styled her hair is an older-fashioned wavy cut and gave her some classy pearl earrings to give that 🌸vintage aesthetic🌸.

- Her primary skill set and interest is in re-purposing older things and upgrading them i.e. keeping the older aesthetic but making the mechanisms modern and remove the fear that it'll break down from overuse and whatnot.

- As such, she's a sucker for antiques and older fashion trends, mostly consisting of long skirts and formal wear. That being said, she still wears properly protective gear w an working on one of her projects.

- A hobby of hers is photography and she loves both actually taking photos as well as experimenting with different kinds of old cameras. She's a part of a photography club and also has a photo wall in her room.

- Never one to slack, she enjoys journalling and writing letters in her pass time as well. A hopeless romantic, she and Chanda share a class and Ye-Jin writes little posty notes for her.

Now for the present..

🛰️Ji-Ho Ryu🛰️

Second Year - (she/they) - Heteroromantic Bisexual

- Ji-Ho is the present and reflects a more modern Korean makeup style and haircut. I think she'd have reading glasses but only wear them when necessary.

- She has an interest in modern technology and pushing its limits. Adding more storage to a computer than typically offered, making a car even more gas efficient, that kind of stuff.

- They like a combination of things but are actually a part of the Spelldrive Club. She wanted to try something new and expand their bases. It gave her some insight for a recent interest in prosthetics she's developed.

For the final Fate,

👾Dae Ryu👾

Second Year - (she/they/it) Agender - Pansexual

- Dae is the future! I gave her more sci-fi-y makeup and a bit more flare in its hairstyle. Some piercings and ta dah!

- They specialise in bio-tech. Looking at nature to modify scientific approaches and being more environmentally friendly. Sustainability is a top priority for Dae.

- She wants to eventually make basic resources easily accessible to all and is doing its best to work out a solution. They're connecting the dots lol.

- Dae is a part of the hiking club and loves being around nature as much if not more than being in her lab. They often go hiking with Chunying on weekends.

For the last Ignihyde student and the final Benoit...

💀Cooper Benoit💀

First Year - (they/he) Nonbinary - Queer

- Cooper is twisted from Barrel and is the last of the Benoit family to be introduced. They are a very booksmart person and a math nerd.

- He's also disabled and typically uses a wheelchair. As such, they have been working on trying to improve the school's general accessibility as even with magic, NRC's campus can be difficult to navigate in a wheelchair.

- Similarly to Idia, Cooper is a total cat person and he and Idia take care of the strays together. Cooper's slowly memorising the names lmao.

That's all for Ignihyde! Diasomnia will be out tomorrow, promise! Tyty 🩷🩷🩷

[kimyoonmiauthor]

Theoretical difference between ending in a conclusion and result as a contrast between conflict and discovery/self-realization

Kinda went over this.

Conflict asks one for heightened ANXIETY as the core emotion. Again, this is not what Brecht particularly argued for. He actually argued AGAINST this idea since he was an anti-capitalist (and apparently people didn't read his treaties).

Some basic psychology here when you have heightened anxiety, you need something firmer as a resolution. Anxiety as an emotion goes reaaaaallly high. (For those who've had panic attacks, you know what I mean. You need a lot of time and space to come down from that anxiety attack) You need your teddy bear, some calming music and an assurance that everything will be OK. It's not uplifting. It makes you feel like utter shit. (Says the person who has anxiety attacks and CPTSD).

So when you make the height of the climax the WORST THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN TO THE HERO what they hate most, you need a firmer resolution in order to make the audience feel better about themselves. OMG, he's about to die because he has a cat allergy.

And overall, the audience will hate you for doing this to them, (except in horror, where that is exactly the point).

Again, WTH are you doing this in Romance when the core of Romance should be those fuzzy feelings? It isn't interesting. It's soul destroying. Just 'cause some professor who didn't do the reading on story structure told you it was interesting because you want people to be hooked on fear and anxiety because you think the only way to engage the brain is the basal ganglia and pituitary gland, literally the smallest part of the brain? (Going into Neuro science here). I'm still going to argue you can engage the audience in romance without the break up, because audiences tell me over and over in the comments how they HATE the break up formula in romance. Are you paying attention, Romance writers? You're interrupting the feels of the audience and they hate you for it. They rather see the couple overcome the odds together, and act like adults rather than children who have zero emotional growth or even worse, reverse it. To see their flaws accepted in the other character—that, theoretically will create emotional height, and is the emotional height for one of the most cited Rom coms of all time, When Harry Met Sally. Two really flawed individuals who end up falling in love. They didn't need the break up to get there.

So, particularly in the comments of all of the reality TV shows from the current era, looking back at the particularly early 2000's, people HATE, absolutely HATE the shows where the producers encouraged the people on the shows to fight. They will go into a long, why can't you fucking get along, I'm only watching a cooking show here and you're interrupting my feels, and this totally ruins it, type of comment. And then 300+ likes on that comment. 'cause they absolutely did not come to cooking show, which SHOULD be a process story structure to watch 2 people be catty to each other. That's not what you advertised at all. They came for the fuzzy feels of people trying on wedding dresses and the family coming together to celebrate this person and coo and awe, because who the fuck goes to a wedding hoping for a melodrama?

So theoretically anything with a heightened sense of anxiety needs a firmer conclusion. And any time in any of the Youtube clips, there is a heightened sense of anxiety, people beg other people to do research and ask for a firmer conclusion.

(Because no one reads Youtube comments as authors, though you kinda should to sort this kind of narrative out)

BUT if you uplift the audience as part of the climax, say Deadpool 3, theoretically you do not need a longer resolution. You only need a result. And a result is totally different.

It's more like A+B+C+D+etc=this thing.

Which makes sense, if you're focused on the discovery and self realization aspect. It's still building on each other, to a final big discovery, or realization, but that realization can be heartening, uplifting, give you all of the warm and fuzzy feels. Thus do you really need a long ass conclusion? No. You only need a short one. The rest might be a saccharine icing on what is already a very sweet cake.

Which is why I beg you, if you watch particularly South Asian, East Asian and Southeast Asian media, to keep in mind, you're tracking discovery and self-realization, not the conflict and then the ending will be just fine for you.

BTW, Aboriginal and N&C&S American Indigenous storytelling are exempt from both since it's something else entirely, where the ending and the beginning feel like they are the same, but not in a string. There is no end, there is no beginning, there is no middle. lol I'd like to think Aristotle would have been anti both of these story traditions. He'd have raged for days since it's exactly opposite of his formula.

[hopeymchope]

Finished the main story of "Rain Code"

As you likely expected of me, I loved it. There were times when I had misgivings, of course. But as per usual with Kazutaka Kodaka's works, they were extremely minor compared to all the things I loved.

Random spoiler-free thoughts:

The messaging in this game is both very anti-late-stage capitalism AND very anti-privatization of criminal justice, and I'm so fucking here for ALL OF THAT. PREACH.

Yuma is reminiscent of Shuichi in that he starts off so deeply insecure that it actually pains me to watch and embody someone so completely incapable of speaking up for themselves that they'd only ever do so if they're about to DIE. Holy FUCK. ... I'm so glad he eventually gained strength in his convictions, because JEEBUS.

Furthermore: Yuma is one of the shortest grown-ass people in the whole game, yet he still has like three characters that I believe are clearly attracted to him. Between him and Naegi, I guess Kodaka likes himself a Short King... ?

Speaking of liking people? I like Halara Nightmare a ❤️❤️❤️ completely normal❤️❤️❤️ amount. Our precious non-binary monarch, may your reign be long.

Shinigami's snark-ass comments about Desuhiko during Chapter 2 feel SO real. I see/hear those, and I can easily imagine people in my life who'd say the same shit if they had to deal with him.

Is it me, or is Iruka one of Rui Komatsuzuki's sexiest character designs ever? ............................................... oh? Just me then?

Halara's cat allergy = DR3 Seiko Kimura's sugar allergy in that both of these are presented as a life-altering issue with no possible workaround. Meanwhile, those of us in the real world are like "There's an extremely obvious solution to this. Multiple possible solutions, even."

I still prefer Class Trials over Mystery Labyrinths, and that's mostly because Non-Stop Debate >>> Reasoning Death Match. Having to dodge text that's flying FORWARD at the player character without having any depth perception to rely on because the screen is only 2D? That ain't it, chief.

[tea-with-evan-and-me]

"this is a discussion blog and we're all allowed to have our own opinion on the matter"

Here is a point where I find it conflicting.

There are a lot of anonymous women who have made a big deal out of it (including you at times). To the point, and I saw it in your blog, that they even took it for granted that Evan is going to marry Haley. That she is perfect -in general- and that everything Evan does, something has to do with her (for example, the comment on Amazon about the anti-allergic).

Then you allow the issue to get bigger. When there is only one photo and, at most, they are dating and haven't seen each other for a long time (at least in public).

So, you have a little responsibility for the blog to enter into discussion. When you can easily answer to every repetitive question about Haley that you are asked with a "nothing is confirmed, time will tell".

My opinion.

i'm not exactly sure what you mean when you say a ''big deal''. i know i harp on this at times, but i have to reiterate: this is a gossip blog. if celebrity gossip makes you uneasy, then it is best you do not engage with this content. the very first post i ever made stated this and that no reasonable topic would be off-limits, and i let my readers guide the discussions we have. the messages i get define the flow of our conversation. some days all we do is bemoan the emma roberts gremlins, other days we talk about haley lu, or fran and her bait-y ways.. sometimes it's just folks having an outlet for their horny thoughts. sometimes i have nothing to add and other times i write paragraphs. this blog belongs to the readers just as much as it belongs to me - if they do not engage, this is just an empty blog where dust would collect.

also, if you saw the posts you're referencing, because lord knows i remember.. then you already know i tempered the expectations of the people who thought that evan and haley should have already been meeting each others families and planning for marriage 2 weeks after potentially meeting the first time. it was whiplash inducing going from ask to ask. but outside of managing trolls, i tried to do this in a civil way and understand that not everyone is as old as i am and it's natural that some people may get over-excited. likewise, i dealt with people who came to share legitimate feelings of sadness and conflict over evan dating someone, and i tried to talk with them in a human way to understand that our feelings can be complex and irrational, and it doesn't always mean someone is ill-intentioned or stupid; just struggling with their emotions.

this is the nature of a discussion blog - as the admin, outside of sharing my own opinions, i feel like my only responsibility is to keep conversations from going off the rails and being destructive or overly negative. i am not here to police anybody for reasonable conversation on a gossip discussion blog! i do not resent those who disagree with me, but i do kind of resent stupid people who litter my ask box with petty or downright delusional baloney. sorry if that makes me a grump.

and this is where you lose me. the comment re: the amazon review for nasal spray was obviously done jokingly. please remove the stick from betwixt the cheeks of your buttocks, ma'am. no tumblr users were hurt by me and a tweam member joking about evan's allergy to felines, when haley lu has a beloved cat! no one, and i really mean no one because i can never recall it, has said haley is perfect or everything she does is related to evan. where were you the other day when we literally belabored the fact that not everything haley (or anyone) posts on social media is about their SO? c'mon..

and what kind of a gossip/discussion blog would this be if every time someone wanted to chat about something unverified, i simply copy and pasted an auto-response about how ''nothing is confirmed''? it's not like we're over here discussing evan's tax documents or racing to see who can find his social security number first. TEA is in the username, TEA is slang for GOSSIP. and what purpose does this response to all haley/evan relationship questions serve other than to spare your feelings when you apparently have to read my discussion blog and see that we're discussing who evan is dating? friend, click away! blacklist haley's name! it's just not that deep. this is supposed to be fun; if you're not having fun, you should not be here.

also, evan and haley dating is not an ''issue'' that gets bigger. him dating a girl who is causing no problems should not be an issue to you, or anyone else. evan peters is a stranger to you, me, and everyone else reading this blog unless something's going on i don't know about lmao

[heeracha]

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#5

[ 3:47 PM ] — jay looks at you as he rests on the passenger seat. you were silent which was so unlikely. jay feels uncomfortable with the silent tension, wanting to talk to you. but you were obviously giving him the cold shoulder, keeping your eyes on the road. jay doesn’t know how long you’re going to keep this up, but he also doesn’t know that you can’t resist him.

“what the hell were you thinking, jongseong?” you said, pretending to be mad, but you were just so worried for your poor boyfriend.

“…you?“ he softly chuckles and he sees your hand become whiter as you tighten your grip on the wheel. “i’m sorry, i don’t want you to break up with me?”

“why the hell would i break up with you?” you say.

“you seem to love cats so much, so i thought if you find out i’m allergic, you would get bored at me because i can’t take care of your cats with you, bring you to cat cafes, all cat related stuff!” jay says with a small frown on his lips.

stupid boyfriend, sigh.

stupid adorable boyfriend with such pure heart.

you asked jay if he can take care of your cat along with your dad’s cats with you. he said yes. unknown to you he was allergic as fuck and that he prepared his anti-allergies and more allergy medicines. he started to sneeze after an hour, running to your bathroom with his bag until one of the medicines fall off his bag and you saw.

“jay,” you softly sigh. “it doesn’t matter. i love you no matter what. it’s especially not worth it if you’re going to be hospitalized every damn time!”

“but—“

“no.”

jay frowns and you sigh. “i appreciate it, okay? i really do, jay. it’s the sweetest thing anyone has done for me, but don’t do it again, okay?” you say and jay sighs.

“you’re not breaking up with—“

“oh my god.” you say and he sheepishly chuckles. “nothing will ever make me breakup with you, okay?” 

“okay.” he softly says. “i love you.”

“i love you, too.” you smile.

you really do.

— rbs, likes and feedback are highly appreciated !! drop a hi in my inbox if u want <3

1,370 notes - Posted October 1, 2022

#4

## wrong owner, babe. — p. jay

synopsis: coming from a meeting, you were rushing out of the office to go to your next class. after a few hours later, you realize you left your phone in the office, so you went to go get it, but when you asked your professor where your phone was, he said he already returned it to the owner already. which owner? the one on your lockscreen. who's your lockscreen? the guy you've had a crush on for months, park jongseong.

pairing: jay x fem!reader

content/genre: college au (as always sigh), slowburn? probably. fluff and angst.

warning(s): i'll put them on every chap, but i'm pretty sure, swearing

note: :D HAHAHAHAHA i know i said let me just finish the semester and all, but i couldn't help it. pls, this isnt even from the wips, but here we go HAHAHA based off from this tiktok ,, send an ask to be added on the taglist, okay? <3 banner made by @yeongwonie thanks my love <3

tags: r.asks: wob, wob updates, wob thoughts

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1,400 notes - Posted March 9, 2022

#3

[ 12:42 PM ] — it was his birthday today. why the hell are you not answering his call? it's been more than 24 hours, why are you not answering? honestly, he doesn't know if he's going to be mad or worried. 

but you're calling now, so he settles for mad. heeseung rolls his eyes, snuggling into his sheets as he answers the phone. "what?" he snaps.

"what's with 24 missed calls?" you chuckle.

are you actually serious right now? heeseung scoffs. "are you serious, y/n?" he says, glaring at his phone.

"hey, what's wrong?" you said.

"what's wrong?" heeseung repeats. "y/n, what's wrong is that you barely spoke to me for the past week and when you do, it's so dry as if i'm a bother. am i?"

"heeseung, no." you say. "it's just i have been busy for the past week."

"no." heeseung says. "you've always been busy yet when you reply late you would reply with a long ass message and now you can't even reply with three letters."

"seungie, not now." you groan.

"and yesterday, you ghosted me. we talked about that already. no more ghosting shit. i don't care how big your problem is, dump it to me." he said.

"i know, i know. seung, please, just—"

"no." heeseung dismissed. "and please tell me, you didn't actually forget what day it is today."

"um, saturday." you say and heeseung groans. "heeseung, please. i'm sorry. whatever it is, i'm sorry. i just.. it's not a good day, okay?"

heeseung huffs, but he can't help it. "the day's the worst." he agrees and you hum. "what got you so mad about today?"

"my flight got delayed and now, my boyfriend's mad at me." you say and heeseung slowly softens. flight? what?

"flight?" heeseung repeats and you hum. "where to?"

"to my boyfriend." you say. "it's his birthday."

heeseung stands up, grabbing his coat as he puts it on. "where are you?" he says as he grabs his keys, going outside. he opens the door of the hotel, stopping when he sees you standing there with a box of cake on your left hand and your right hand holding your phone against your ear.

you smile. "i'll catch up with you later. my boyfriend's here." you say, ending the call and heeseung shakes his head, smiling but his tears stream down his face. you chuckle, pointing your finger at him. "i got you good."

"you're mean." heeseung says, pulling you into his arms as you wrap an arm around his shoulders.

"happy birthday, baby." you mumble, kissing his cheek. heeseung squeezes you and you pull away. he cups your cheeks but you stop him. "can we put the cake away first? i don't want you dropping it again." you softly ask and heeseung laughs, pecking your lips.

you grab your suitcase, but heeseung grabs it for you as you two get inside. you go to the side where the table is, taking the cake out as you put a candle on it, lighting it up. you smile, hearing heeseung's footsteps and you turn around looking at him.

"happy birthday to you," you softly sing and heeseung chuckles, coming near you as he hugs you. "make a wish, baby."

heeseung looks at his cake, blowing the candle and you smile. you look at him as he rests his forehead against yours, closing his eyes with tears streaming down.

"hey, i'm sorry." you mumble, cupping his cheeks as you wipe his tears off. he shakes his head, smiling.

"i'm just really happy, love." he softly whispers and you hum, kissing his nose as you put your hands behind his neck, closing your eyes. you started to sway the two of you and heeseung chuckles as he sways along.

he starts to hum a soft song as you smile. you play with his nape as he pulls you close to him. "i love you." you mumble and heeseung presses his lips against yours.

"i love you more." he says.

a/n: i think im showing up again,, anyway i just dropped by to say happy heeseung day <3 i've been insanely busy and my exams are next week lol adfndksbfds anyway,, i'll see u guys the week after next (i'll answer asks by then too :() <3 rbs, likes and comments/feedbacks are highly appreciated <3

1,653 notes - Posted October 14, 2022

#2

[ 2:27 PM ] — jay leans in, pressing his lips against yours as you were fixing his collar and you, being smitten, can’t help but not pull away to continue fixing it, but chose to melt against the kiss and kiss him back. you smile against the kiss, giggles muffled against jay’s lips as his arms wrap around your waist to pull you impossibly closer to him.

“what’s so funny about me kissing you?” his voice low when he asked, lightly pulling away as he rests his forehead against yours, lips just a breath away.

you shake your head, looking into his eyes through your lashes with a smile on your lips. “you just make me giddy, is all.” you mumble and jay smiles, presses his lips against yours once again. your hands sliding up from his collar to his jaw. “jongseong,” you say against his lips and he hums, kissing you harder because apparently, he’s not doing it hard when you can still talk. you hum, hand going on his chest to softly push him. “you’re gonna be late.”

jay frowns and you smile, hand coming up to his chin as you wipe off your lipstick. “what if i call them and tell them something came up so i can stay with you?” he asks and you chuckle.

“then heeseung would say ‘what, your neediness for y/n?’,” you tease and jay groans, remembering that day when he called in sick because he wanted to stay, but heeseung, of course, knew what was up. “it will just for a few hours, honey. then you’ll be back home, here with me.”

“home is you, y/n.” jay corrects and you smile.

“and you’re mine.” you say as you go back, fixing his collar. after a few minutes, the van honks three times to let you two know they’re out waiting for jay. “take care, love.”

“i’ll see you later.” jay says and you nod.

“i’ll be here.” you say and jay leans in, but you lean back with a smile. you shake your head, gesturing you’re lipstick will transfer on his lips again. normally, you don’t care, but you didn’t want to spoil jay’s look anymore. “go now.”

“but y/n,” jay softly whines and you shake your head. then van honks again, prolonging it this time. you laugh, gesturing to the door. “fine. bye.”

“bye.” you softly say and jay turns around, going to the door, but he turns back. “yeah?”

“my wallet,” he says, walking back. “i forgot my—“ jay cuts himself off as he cups your chin and presses his lips against yours.

jay pulls away with a goofy grin. “park jongseong!” you exclaim, laughing as jay runs out of the shared house, yelling that he loves you. he runs to the van, opening the door as he climbs in and closes it.

heeseung chuckles, shaking his head, jake looks at him with teasing eyes and sunghoon grabs a tissue, pressing it against jay’s lip.

“what the fuck?”

“y/n’s lipstick mark is on your lips, simp.”

“oh.”

— a/n: hi, im back after ghosting for idk ever since hee day lol,, anyway have this jjong drabble lol <3 i'll answer asks inn a bit,, ily for being so patient with me! rbs, comments/feedbacks, and likes are highly appreciated! <3

2,319 notes - Posted October 21, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

## buy one, take me. — l. heeseung

synposis: with his best friend asking him for help because said best friend was scared he wasn't "boyfriend material" enough, heeseung looks for flower shops for his best friend's girlfriend. thankfully, jake knows someone from the university who has an aunt that owns a flower shop, you. now, heeseung messages you and shyly, but shamelessly asks if he can get any promos or discounts to which you shamelessly answered him, "buy one, take me". heeseung doesn't pass on this, of course. after all, you are pretty damn cute.

pairing: heeseung x fem!reader

content/genre: college au, slowburn, fluff, angst and crack, smau.

warning(s): swearing, of course. and as always, i'll put it in every chap if there's something you need to look out for.

note: yes, blod-talicized for slowburn because this is already planned out three years ago (but for another idol) anyway !! i'm excited to share this, my ass had been wanting to post this,,,,,, i already have the ending i just really need to do from part eleven up to,,,, that. so here you go. T_T okay, if i suddenly ghost again FLOOD ME MESSAGES/ASKS/IDC WHAT TO FINISH IT. TAGLIST CLOSE.

tags: r.asks: botm, botm updates, botm thoughts

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2,605 notes - Posted July 4, 2022

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[hotnspicychiknwings]

3/9/2024 - TUESDAY

I didn't feel like updating yesterday. Yesterday we arrived at Pulang, Terengganu. We went to the beach, the pool , dinner all that.

Today we went river cruising then we went to a sanctuary. At the sanctuary , we saw a stray cat, which led to another stray cat which led to 4 kittens in a box. I took a lot of photographs. At one point we were supposed to go down (in the middle of the river) to find oysters. The sand was coarse so it started hurting so after about what? 20 minutes I went back up the boat. Thankfully I went up early because it started raining shortly after. But after awhile it stopped. We returned back to the resort, had rest time then went back to river cruising. We stopped in the middle of a river and everybody went down to swim and play. Not me though, I stayed on the boat taking pictures. We went back to the resort. the boat ride back was calming. Sure it was a little noisy but the way the wind was firm but gentle, hitting your face and the temperature made me fall asleep. We came back had tea time. Then I went to play Texas poker and blackjack with T, J and M. But all of a sudden Mr. Ras joined and oh was he winning. I then went to shower and I took awhile. After that me and J saw Bo setting up a board game called 'Risk' by himself so I decided to approach him, J followed. We then played with him the board game after setting it up but dinner was starting so we barely got to start. At least I know how to play now. Dinner was normal, rice, vegetables. But there was soup and the soup had prawn in it but they prepared a seperate bowl without prawn for me and Gav because we're allergic to prawn. I finished eating, cleaned up my plates and went back to my seat since everyone was still eating. I fell asleep, head on the table. After about 20 minutes I guess I had to wake up and the guide gave us a little briefing about what we were going to do tomorrow. Snorkeling. Scary. Then we had to play a game called all aboard but my allergies started kicking in and I had to eat anti histamines and I went back to my room because my teacher told me to since she said I didn't look like I was in good condition. When I was in my room I transferred the photos from my camera to my computer. (Yes I decided to sneak in my computer and phone) Now I'm typing out this blog.

Today was a fun day.

[bonelessmatcha]

Facts about my Time Looper OC referenced in my last reblog

He does, in fact, have a name, but I've changed it so many times I'm honestly not sure if I'm going to keep this one.

Originally made for an unposted Twisted Wonderland fanfic idea (currently has massive disorganized notes) but has a 526-word long list of notes for an AU where he's dropped into Purrfect Apawcalypse.

Original concept was "bad-boy, anti-Disney" character before I went ahead to make him nearly the Exact Opposite of the Canon Generic TWST MC, complete with food and fur allergies to make him plain incompatible with most of the canon characters. Most of his physical appearance was decided by googling the most uncommon features in the world, just so he can't be an everyman protagonist. He's got pointy ears and sectoral heterochromia. Red hair is curly because none of the canon characters have Type 3 hair. He is pretty pissed that most of the timelines where he Stops Situations from Happening are the ones that get dropped (like that time he picked expulsion over risking his life, or the time he convinced Adeuce not to sign the contracts). The geniuses don't get his motivations because the "canon" choices he makes rarely match up with his personality outside the loops.

The AU I'm talking about is an Alternate Isekai where he gets transmigrated into canon fodder in Purrfect Apawcalypse. He spends the first few loops fucking dying before he eventually figures out how to survive in his new body. A percentage of the loops he sides against the Grimalkins, another percentage he helps them kill Patches. There's a reveal that the stuff he was smoking during his "taking a break" loops (which he thought was weed) was actually catnip that made some of the cat demons more docile around him. He mentally in a worst place than his TWST self because none of the others will remember his friendship building timelines - especially when befriending certain characters (specifically Patches or the Grimalkins) will lock away his chances with others. The conditions to end the loop are "Olive befriends all canon characters except Patches" and "Everyone Survives (with Angel possessing Patches's body)" - but OC has no way of knowing them because he didn't play the game. At some point he finds out keeping Olive alive will make the loop last longer, but it'll reset as soon as any survivors the building.

He will probably never be released to the public as a POV character because all the plot ideas related to him are super complicated. Time loop fics are either written as A) comedies (maybe with dark implications) showing single events in each loop, or B) serious shit with detailed stuff involving feelings and actions. All his storylines involve B, with small butterfly-effect details that affect his friendships and success chances every loop. His TWST plotline (which I've been working on since 2022) is also really fucking long, spanning across 4 playthroughs (with the first one having like 10+ loops per chapter) with many other OCs. This guy would be a huge project and I've got too much IRL stuff to do.

[dittolicous]

truly my life is herding fuzzy toddlers

Jake has onesies, reusable diapers, disposable male diapers, baby powder, bed pads, hell, he's got a unicorn bucket just for his sanitary supplies!

and now lily is getting her own onesies (which she HATES, girl chewed a hole through her first one that I had to patch up) because she won't stop grooming herself raw thanks to flea allergies, has baby shampoo/conditioner, anti-itch pet shampoo, and I'm going to ask the vet for their recommendations to try and treat her skin issues. I even got a clear backpack cat carrier case for when she goes to the vet because she gets car sick and they suggested getting something she could see easily through of would help!

and yes she and everyone else are on flea prevention but MY GOD YALL DO BUGS NEVER DIE DOWN HERE. I even have pest control and YET!!!!!!! and because of her allergy all it takes is a few on someone else to set her off. so now I need to get her a bucket to keep skin and sanitary supplies in.

hello my name is ditto and my babies shed a lot

[mo0l]

i stg my mornings are hectic, I'm just tryna entertain myself with something and i'm juggling the cat wanting to bite at my wifes feet cuz they keep moving under the covers and also the cat wanting to jump up to the windowsill and either knock over or bite our plants while simultaneously trying to stay as cool as possibke but leaving the windows open the perfect amount so the cat wont try to escape out of them all the while at least once a day a bug flies through the window cuz we dont have bug screens and then thats a fiasco to get it out and try to keep remy out of the room as much as she wants to hunt this lil wasp that could rly hurt her and i have to go to the kitchen to get a cup to pacifist route this wasp and make sure remy isnt waiting at the door to rush in as soon as i open it again to go back in with the cup all the while i live in a house with 3 people who have fucked sleep schedules and literal insomniac levels of light sleeping and rely on me to keep quiet when their bedroom is directly below ours and i cant breathe out my nose all morning because i walked around in a few parks with grass for 10 minutes the other day and im trying to blow my nose every 10 minutes to eventually be able to breathe but ive blown my nose so many times im lightheaded which im extra susceptible to because i took a muscle relaxant anti anxiety pill last night which is also giving me cotton mouth on top of phlegm in my throat from allergies so im drinking a bunch of water slowly over a period of time but i drank too much and now im getting bloated pains and my wife wants scritches but after 5 minutes i rly wanna blow my nose again because deep down in my soul i still naively believe theres hope that my nose can be unclogged today and i try to cut scritches short but my wife wants more so i keep going because i have bpd and have immense levels of love in my heart that is honestly hard to deal with and i am very receptive to just serving every little need to people i care for as a coping mechanism and then when i come bqck i notice i havent seem remy in a while and im wondering if i left the windows slightly too open and she managed to pancake through the tiny opening and escape and i just tell myself i cant have predicted something like that and i dont immediately see her out the window i cant possibly go outside to make sure on the account of an unlikely possibility just because i imagine a hypothetical fantasy scenario where it did happen and im kicking myself over not checking just in case because if i did that everytime i was paranoid my life would be HELL

[grahas-gourmet-hamburger]

Hi, I’m Artemis.  I’m figuring out this tumblr thing.  I’ve lurked for a long time, but I wanted to be able to write my many thoughts about FFXIV without word-vomiting at my FC discord all the time, so here I am.  I play on Mateus, Crystal Datacenter.  I might go into my characters later, we’ll see.  I’m also working on carrds for them.

Spoiler tags for FFXIV:

#stormblood for anything Stormblood specific

#shadowbrings for anything Shadowbringers specific

#endwalker for anything Endwalker specific

#6.1 spoilers for (obviously) 6.1 spoilers only.

Anything before Stormblood I probably won't tag. Sorry.

If you only want ffxiv stuff, you can block #not ffxiv sorry to get rid of anything else.

I am: 40-mumble years old, white, AFAB, agender (any pronouns are fine really, but mostly I use she/they), asexual, panromantic, married to a transwoman, recently diagnosed with ADHD, not-so-recently diagnosed with persistent depression and social anxiety disorders.

I am not: tolerant of TERFs, fandom antis, racism, male-bashing, aphobia, transphobia, panphobia, etc.

I'll probably mostly talk about FFXIV here, but I wanted to be clear where I stand on those things because they are an important part of who I am as a person.

About me:

I love parenthetical asides (sometimes nested).

I've been on the internet since 1995. It was via a BBS and really only had access to Archie, but I'm counting it.

I'm a gamer. My first game was Rogue on a terminal workstation in the server room where my dad worked for Southern Bell when I was 5 or 6. I'm not quite PCMasterRace; I have a PS4 and a Switch, but I'd rather play on my PC given the option. Right now, I am absolutely obsessed with FFXIV, but not in any productive way (like, I'm not gearing up to raid or anything, I'm just replaying the story over and over). I also can't wait for Elden Ring in February, even though it's going to kick my ass.

I'm a gamer (the second): tabletop style. Right now, D&D 5e is my system of choice, though I really cut my teeth on Earthdawn back in college and I have a huge amount of nostalgia for it. My partner GMs for us and is amazing at it.

I'm sometimes a programmer. I primarily use PHP, and no, I don't need to hear, for the millionth time, about how it's a useless terrible language and only idiots use it, thank you. It gets the job done, and I have a terrible allergy to significant whitespace so Python is very difficult for me.

I'm sometimes a writer, though I am very sensitive about posting anything that I write because anxiety. I'm hoping to combat that a little here, because Endwalker has inspired my writing more than anything has in years. We'll see.

I talk too much. It's documented. I try to curb the word vomit when I can, but sometimes it just has to get out.

I love G'raha Tia. I love a lot of FFXIV characters, but Raha is my boy. It made me very happy that he finally realized he wasn't a grad student anymore and could have more than ramen for dinner.

I love cats. I am owned by two: Mozzie (like the character from White Collar) and Anya (the vengeance demon). There will probably be photos at some point.

Okay that's enough rambling. It me; this my blog; hello world!