#NICOLE EXISTERE » angel with silver wings and a broken halo

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CHARACTER / BLOG ASSOCIATION ,

(going with nicole because she needs more love.)

ANIMAL : white dove COLOR(S) : white, light blue, silver. mostly warm colors. MONTH : may - june SONG : angel with a shotgun by the cab NUMBER : 12, the age when she first met kristen & the exact time when kristen walked back in her life at her bakery.  DAY OR NIGHT : day PLANT : white lily SMELL : bakery sweets (cinnamon rolls to be specific), the smell of when you’ve been out at the beach on a sunny day. GEMSTONE : white quartz or opal SEASON : spring / summer PLACE : cruising in her ‘69 Camaro, or the beach FOOD : homemade meals or food at diners and fairs. ELEMENT : water / air DRINK : iced tea, coffee. 

tagged by: @torntruth​ tagging: YOU! do the thing.

[tornsurvivors]

which fairytale archetype are you?

the runaway princess

Whether your father is trying to marry you, an uncle is trying to poison you, or you're simply yearning for freedom, you have decided to shape your identity by fleeing the paradoxically restrictive life of royal comfort. Cross-dressing is not required, but always welcome.

tagged by: @torntruth​ tagging: YOU

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A warning to the prophet The liar, the honest This is war To the leader, the pariah The victor, the messiah This is war

It's the moment of truth, and the moment to lie The moment to live and the moment to die The moment to fight, the moment to fight To fight, to fight, to fight

[tornsurvivors]

Speaking of Nicole and rage though, she’s always the level-headed one... rational and calculating, calm. If you see her lose her shit, it most likely has something to do with Kane and / or Kristen being hurt or manipulated by Kane and his super-mutants. Because that’s a very personal and touchy subject for her. Although it rarely happens, because she refuses to give Kane the pleasure of witnessing her losing her cool.  She just loses it in her own subtle way, i.e. -- letting loose on the goons using her ability that she never uses unless absolutely necessary in battle, especially knowing the risks that come with using the deadly ability.

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Prior to her kidnapping and the mutant experimentation, Nicole’s eyes used to be normal light blue. Now they are a different shade of blue that you do not normally find in human eyes. Nicole tries to not look in the mirror as often because of this reason, the reminder of Kane’s twisted torture just makes her sick to her stomach every time and provokes a deep rage she harbors-- saving it for Kane’s goons, and the Madman himself. 

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Angels with silver wings Shouldn't know suffering I wish I could take the pain for you

If God has a master plan That only He understands I hope it's your eyes He's seeing through

Things get damaged, things get broken I thought we'd manage, but words left unspoken Left us so brittle There was so little left to give

I pray you learn to trust Have faith in both of us And keep room in your hearts for two

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@torntruth​ // continued from here. 

DID SHE REALLY EXPECT KRISTEN TO BELIEVE HER?  No. 

How can she --- even when Nicole, herself... still has a hard time hearing herself say it. If she could UNSEE any moment in time, it... it would be the moment she first laid her eyes on that furry mutation. A thing of nightmares. Even though she knew Nadia would find it cute. That woman and cats, she swears. There’s a slow, exaggerated sigh. Just a LONG exhale. Maybe Kris has the right idea here.   

“Got any left to spare?”  She mumbled as she walked over to the blonde, before plopping herself right down on the vacant stool next to Kristen. “Along with a dose of bleach for my brain, maybe.”   Oh, wait till you sober up and see this thing, Kris... you just wait... then we’ll see who’s crazy.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐆𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑. (SW verse ft. Nicole Existere)

Nicole lived out her childhood on Tatoonie in Mos Eisley, where her parents were a mechanic and a smuggler. She developed a deep hatred for the Empire after they got her parents killed when she was seventeen years old. She managed to escape in her father’s ship and fled to another planet where she could survive. She decided to become a smuggler, because it’s all she had known and she decided it was better than fighting with the Resistance. She never really wanted any part in the war. 

A few years later, a certain grey-Sith was escaping and somehow landed on Nicole’s ship while she was on a smuggling run. When she found out the Empire was looking for Kristen, Nicole was hesitant about helping her... but Kristen proved otherwise by taking out a stormtrooper ship pursuing them and decided to help.

They started up their own smuggling business together and she helped Kristen run the bar she owned.

Bonus; Nicole is deadly with a blaster. She learned how to use one when she was very young from her father and it was one thing she loved to do every day after she comes home from her father’s work with him... practicing with the blaster her father had constructed for her. Now, she NEVER misses a single shot. 

[tornsurvivors]

❓+ What's a memory with Kristen that always makes you laugh? For Nicole ❓+ What do you think is the best way to get Isabella to get you another cat For Nadia ❓+ What would you like to have in your wedding with Isabella? for Nadia

❓+ Who's the better cook Alice or Claire for Alice

❓+ would you and Isabella make a haunted house type thing for work? Would you both put things in to scare each other? What would you put in that you both would enjoy seeing? For Isabel

this prompt.

𝑵𝑰𝑪𝑶𝑳𝑬.)  There’s a lot of those little moments they had. Fleeting, albeit precious and worthwhile. She’ll never forget the temporarily shocked expression on Kristen’s face when a soda can she’d bought for her while staying at some hotel overnight on one of their road trips, had exploded when she opened it and it just sprayed everywhere. Nicole had purposefully shaken it up to play a little ‘prank’ to lighten the tense mood. She didn’t stop laughing till Kristen got her revenge, playfully, of course. Just exactly how Nicole had planned it. But yeah, basically moments like that will always be her favorite memories. Because Kane has no part of it. Nor the war they’re in. It’s just the two of them. 

𝑵𝑨𝑫𝑰𝑨.)   That’s easy--- there is absolutely no denying Nadia. How could you deny that pretty face? And her seducing methods, of course. Plus, all she has to do is convince Isabella to take a look at the tiny faces of the kittens and ask her if she could truly deny them a home. There’s just no way.

Nadia would love for Princess to be the ring bearer in the wedding. As for Leo & Nova, she’s thinking they could be the flower puppies to follow Princess down the aisle. That would be super fucking cute. Them in their Halloween costumes as well, since the wedding is gonna be on Halloween.

𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑪𝑬.)   Probably Alice.... (no offense, Red lmao). But yeah, Claire seems to be the type that’s always working and worrying about other people first, so Alice would be the one that often cooks for them. She does cook up a mean chicken alfredo though... and blueberry pancakes. That’d be for the modern / pre-apocalypse verses. The apocalyptic verses? All they got is canned food. Aside from the fresh veggies they grew in the gardens in the settlement. I feel like they could take turns in making a decent stew. Alice learned the best from her mother.

𝑰𝑺𝑨𝑩𝑬𝑳.)   Pranks to scare one other is kinda Isabel’s love language, honestly. She enjoys throwing puns, jokes, memes and pranks at her bestie / loved ones. You definitely can count on Isabel having something up her sleeve for Spooktober, alllll month long. One day, she’d set something up at work before Isabella arrives. But won’t do it the next day because Isabella would be expecting it. She likes to catch them off guard. 

[tornsurvivors]

I feel like in another lifetime or if she had a chance, Nicole would’ve been either a detective or private investigator... but she’d work with cases revolving around missing children and child victims. Trying to find / save as many of them she could, because yeah you know... suffering through the whole ordeal of being kidnapped by a madman, she would work vehemently to make sure no child ever goes through what she did.

Although even as a mercenary, when she hears a child being involved with Kane, there’s 100% chance Nicole will say yes for a search and rescue mission. She would absolutely destroy whoever hurts the said child without batting an eye... no remorse for Kane and his goons. 

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WESTERN AU (PICREW) featuring Nicole Existere.

tagged by: no one. i stole it.  tagging: YOU!

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I don't care if heaven won't take me back I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe Don't you know you're everything I have?

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𝑵𝑰𝑪𝑶𝑳𝑬 𝑬𝑿𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑬 (𝑶𝑪) 𝑻𝑨𝑮 𝑫𝑹𝑶𝑷

( old tags )

NICOLE EXISTERE » angel with silver wings and a broken halo NICOLE MUSINGS » humanity is nothing without empathy NICOLE HC » never gonna miss a shot NICOLE AES » fell from heaven to fight the devil NICOLE THREADS » fight for your right to live NICOLE REL » i’ll throw away my faith to keep you safe ( nicole x kristen )

( updated tags ) 

𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐄𝐗𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄 ][ angel with silver wings and a broken halo 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ][ humanity is nothing without empathy 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐇𝐂 ][ never gonna miss a shot 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐀𝐄𝐒 ][ fell from heaven to fight the devil 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 ][ fight for your right to live 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐋: 𝐊𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐍 ][ I’ll throw away my faith to keep you safe