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Hi howdy! My name's Zin, welcome to my house. I mostly do game conversion Sims 4 CC for fun! You'll find a lot of that here, mostly pokemon!

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18+ mutuals only multi-muse rp blog, primarily feminine based, often veers into horror. features characters from fandoms like silent hill, the quarry, i saw the tv glow, and more !

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Hello again

Yesss, Predaking *needs* a Queen, and Magnus is perfect - beautiful and strong..

The idea of Magnus actually being easy took me OUT but you know.. i actually love it. No one knows about it because they just.. never try. And Predaking is charming anyway, so Magnus is opening up pretty quickly..

omg Ratchet being so done with Optimus' pining that he wordlessly thanks Predaking for giving him something to goad Optimus with, relieved when the Prime stomps to the ship..

Even if they weren't already determined to end the War (something that will be much easier with Predaking as a secret agent on the Nemesis, my god imagine Prime and Predaking teaming up, holy shit) they would be determined anyway once Magnus tells them "nothing's going to happen until the war is over anyway". I can imagine them waiting for things to settle down and then pinning Magnus between their bigger frames, smugly pointing out that the War is over now..

They're very understanding though, despite their *need* to breed him - giving him more time, until one day he bashfully tells them that he thinks he's ready now.. He's an absolute wreck by the time the sun rises again, definitely not getting out of berth for the foreseeable future..

Also omg. Imagine Optimus and Predaking playing with Magnus' refineries. His wells. His tits. They're so big, and warm, and soft.. It's so easy to mark them up as well, pulling on the little nubs and biting them, pulling the sweetest noises out of Magnus.. And when they finally spark him up, and his tits start leaking whenever they're being too rough...

Hiiiiiiiii!!!!!!

People always assume Magnus will just coldly shoot them down, so they give up before they even try. 😔😔 Poor fools don't know how close they were to ultra magnussy 😔😔😔 tragic

I think ratchet's been putting up with optimus pinning for TOO LONG. The first time Optimus and Magnus meets Optimus walked away like 😳👉👈 and went to bother ratchet about it, then every time Magnus showed up after that ratchet had to deal with Optimus doing the same thing. They may be friends but ratchet is SICK OF IT. He's tried many solutions over the years to get Optimus to act on it (Optimus' last relationship was with Megatron, who was more upfront in their relationship and usually initiated stuff. Rip Megatron u were a good one b4 u started doing space crack)

As soon as Cybertron recovers enough to have bars, Ratchets going to buy Predaking a cyberbeer, he swears it.

I probably worded that wrong earlier lol, the autobots are def trying their best to end the war!!!! but having a secret dragon turncoat that's infiltrated the nemesis helps a LOT lmao. I am now imagining a comedy of errors where Predaking keeps trying to bite Megatron's head off on the nemesis and various factors (starscream, well placed door frame, too many witnesses, starscream again, dark energon, starscream a third time, etc) keep stopping it from happening. There's gotta be some dramatic reveal too, Predaking and Optimus teaming up to fight would be SO COOL.

Mayhaps after their team-up is the first time they share Ultra Magnus, after gaining a new appreciation for each other in battle ☺️ (and maybe they fuck in the aftermath too☺️☺️☺️)

Oooooohhhhhhhhgggggg them working together to tease and grope Ultra Magnus' Megamilkers 🤤🤤🤤 2 titties mean one person can put all their focus on one boob... It's a good thing cybertronians have chest plates and don't wear actual clothes because I'm sure Ultra Magnus would always be covered in hickies lol

And I mean, they've all talked about sparklings one day being a reality... Maybe once they get to a point post-war where bots are starting to have sparklings again, Ultra Magnus goes and gets his birth control removed and then surprises Predaking and Optimus later that night, when they're all in bed together (the biggest bed in the goddamn world look at the size of those three)... Like you said, Ultra Magnus isn't going ANYWHERE for the next few days, his hips need to recover and his partners are taking every chance they can to fill him up again ;)

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hiiiiiiiii if it's alright 'm asking for angsty (with a happy ending) larry fics that are a little 100k words with very little or no smuts please!!! huhuhu

Here are a few that fit what you're looking for! If you'd like a longer rec, check the pinned post and the "suggestion box" and fill out the form there! Would love to have any suggestions you have there!

The Spicy Cologne by millionlittletings / @millionlittletings

New job, new city, new life. Louis is pretty excited to start the next chapter of his life.

Harry Styles, the sole heir of the Styles Group of Hospitality Ltd, is a man like no other. For the world, he is a recluse charmer and a sharp businessman. Behind all that, hidden from the world, is a man struggling with himself and his last abusive relationship.

As their paths cross, everything around them is put to test, from their will to their patience and courage, only to reach a point where nothing ever will be the same again.

Hold You Now by solvetheminourdreams / @cursethedaylight

The string within Harry's own sweatpants is now dangling outside of his pocket, stretched so far out that the seams of his pants have tightened. His eyes remain hyper focused on Louis, how oblivious he is—scrolling through his phone without a care in the world, while Harry feels his tilt on its axis.   Three years ago, Harry Styles said goodbye to communications consultancy firm McQuiston Worldwide, leaving a life of travel and agency PR behind. When he accompanies his best friend to a family wedding across the Atlantic, he'll be forced to reopen old wounds and face his past—one that no one wants to hash out, but may just have to.

Jade by Halos_Boat / @halohamilton

Harry was in a shipwreck, lost at sea with an injury to his head that causes him to lose part of his memory. Louis happens to notice the boy and dives in to rescue him, then aiding him to health again with his mother’s help.

Harry may have lost part of his memory, part of his life, but he gained something better than he could have ever imagined; he fell in love with Louis.

But, the life that Harry couldn't remember may just come between them.

The Amnesia AU where Harry and Louis still end up falling in love.

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As the Seasons Pass ch. 4 "Mid September" ☆

Notes: Sabrina/Genie focused chapter. If you're just now joining, feel free to check out the first parts, which are linked in my pinned post.

Warnings: Regardless of what's in this chapter, this story as a whole is not intended for minors. Please do not interact with this if you're not 18+

Word count: 2K

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Little butterflies flutter around in my chest as I open the door, revealing Sabrina. She's wearing a baggy tee shirt with army green cargo pants. Her skin is glowing and her eyes are sparkling. She's smiling big and reaches towards me for a hug.

"Hiiiiiiiii" in unison. We embrace for a couple seconds before I step aside to let her in. Gumball runs up to her, barking and tail wagging.

"Gumbaaaallll I've missed you so much little bit"

"Do you want a water or a soda or anything?" I'm still smiling at the interaction between the two.

"Water please"

I walk to the cabinet and grab a cup.

"How was the drive, what's new, any bitches you hate?"

"Drive was good, no new bitches to hate, and I've been okay. Joel took me to the arboretum the other day, my mom's being a trainwreck as usual, roommates are good, work is tolerable. That feels like the main updates. How about you? What's new?"

I hand her the full cup and we head to my room. She gets settled and we sit criss-cross on the bed facing each other.

"I've been pretty good. School's been stressing me a little, work has been ehh....its retail, ya know? My dad's doing well, mom is also a trainwreck but I haven't really heard from her recently. That's kinda it for me. Are you watching or listening to anything new?"

We continue on for a while, playing music we've discovered in our time apart. Eventually, we shift positions so we are sitting side-by-side on my bed. Both of our legs straightened out with my laptop resting on my thighs.

"Ooo, play this one, I watched it the other day, it made me think of you."

I drag the mouse over to the thumbnail and click. A few seconds into the video she inches a bit closer. By the end of the video her head is resting on my shoulder. She lays her hand on my bicep. When i look down in her direction, she is staring up at me.

"Hey"

"Hi"

Like anyone in this situation, I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do right now. I press my lips together and face forward. I lock my eyes on the screen and try to ignore the bubbling nerves. Is she aware of my side of this? Is she doing this on purpose, and if she is, does she realize how sadistic it is?

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"Yeah it's so crazy dating someone that actually likes you, you know? Like sometimes I catch myself being mean to Joel because I don't say anything when he actually does make me upset. It just feels so weird to be able to tell him I'm upset and knowing he'll listen, like, I'm so used to just having to swallow every problem I have. And, I get really nervous about sabotaging my relationship with him because of that. So, I've been trying really hard to communicate and it just feels so weird," Chuckle "Like, what do you meeeaaan I can just tell you how something you did made me feel," Chuckle. "Like, what?? Anyways, yeah, I totally see where you're coming from with the joan thing. It's good she received that well."

"Yeah it was really cool for us to just talk it out and make up with each other cause we always used to get into such dramatic fights with each other over stuff like that. But with you and Joel, It does sound really difficult, but it's great he's being supportive and understanding of you while you break that habit. I'm really happy for you, you deserve someone that will do that for you. Don't get too down on yourself about it, I think it's normal to have phases like that with people when your connections start becoming long-term."

"Yeah, that's true. That makes me feel a little better about it cause I've been kind of upset with myself. Do you have your eye on anyone, or are you wanting to start dating again soon?"

"Ehhhh not particularly. I've been pretty happy by myself recently, like no one is in love with me right now but-"

"I'm in love with you" She coos this jokingly but it feels intentional.

"You're a straight woman" Chuckle

She covers her face with the pillow and laughs a bit, when she comes back up she looks at me through her furrowed eyebrows, her face is twisted in what looks to be embarrassment.

"But yeah, no ones in love with me right now and that's a good thing, ya know? I think a relationship would really throw me off right now."

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"I had so much fun it was really nice to just have an us day agin. I feel like i haven't gotten to see a lot of you recently."

"Same! I missed you a ton. Let me know when you get home, okay? And send me your schedule when you can."

"Of course! I'll see you soon."

She walks out of the door and i'm hit with a mixture of grief and relief. A pretty common theme recently after i see her. I walk back to my room and fall backwards on my bed.

Fifteen minutes after her departure i receive a text from her.

Sabrina: Made it home okay ^.^ thanks for having me over, it was so refreshing to see you again.

Me: Same same, i hope u have a good night, love u!!

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I open instagram and notice i have a dm, it's from one of sabrina's friends

Ingrid8shit: Heeeey renee is having a birthday party this weekend, ur invited!! It's gonna start at 7:30 and we're just gonna party and eat and such, lmk if you can make it!

Geniespamhell: Omg yay that's gonna be so fun, I'll be there. What does she want for her birthday?

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I feel unusually exhausted after today. After my skincare, I slide into bed. I check the airbuds app to see what everyone's listening to and i notice that Sabrina has been listening to sofia by clairo on repeat since she left. This feels like progress, but i have to remind myself that my feelings tend to be false. But she doesn't even really like that genre so for it to be on repeat this whole time, it'd have to mean something.

In the midst of indulging in the emotional equivalent of overreaching on a ladder thirty feet from the ground, my phone starts to buzz. It's Val.

"Heeeeeeey" She's holding the camera at a low angle.

"You gotta booger"

"Not even, anyways what're you up to?"

"Not too much, I'm gonna go to bed soon i think"

"Oh, do you want me to let you go?"

"Ohemgee no, not even. What are you doing? Did you have a good day?"

"I'm not really up to anything, I just finished rewatching over the garden wall, and it made me think of you and I was wondering if you've seen it?"

"No, i haven't, what's it about?"

"Oh my god we have to watch it, you would love it. I can't even tell you what it's about, we just gotta watch it!!"

"I'm so down. You always recommend bangers. Also, did Ingrid message you?"

"Yeah. Are you gonna go?"

"I think so, yeah, are you?"

"For sure. Do you know what youre gonna get Renee for her birthday?"

"Ah, not yet, do you have any ideas?"

"I have no clue. I was thinking about maybe a trinket or something? We could go to the thrift together and look for some if you want?"

"Yesss that would be so fun."

"How was your day today?"

"It was...good."

"What'd you do?"

"I hung out with Sabrina."

"Was is gay?"

"Not really. I'm trying to stop entertaining it."

"That's real, you could do better than that."

"What do you mean?"

"Like, you could absolutely find someone that would publicly commit to you, is all. She's cool and everything don't get me wrong, but yeah you know? Just the typical sentiment of 'anyone that gonna treat you that way doesn't deserve you' Yada yada and so on."

"Yeah. It still makes me kinda sad though. But yeah, enough of that. What did you do today?"

"Well, I rewatched over the garden wall, as you already know, I made some chicken gnocchi soup, I worked the morning shift, so i was out by 1:30, I took a nap, all typical things."

"Agh that sounds so nice lowkey i wish we hung out today. I was thinking about texting you earlier but i figured you would be busy."

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The day of the party, sabrina finally responds to the text i sent her after the last time we hung out

Sabrina: Heyyyy sorry i took forever, I've been running around all day cooking and stuff for the party tonight, but can you still make it?

Genie: No worries! Also yes ofc i wouldn't dream of missing it:))

Sabrina: Yaaaay I'lll see u when u get here<3

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Of course fuckass joel is here. He's on the edge of the couch with his face buried in his phone. Sabrina finishes a cup of wine and turns to me

"We got a bouncy castle and I've been IN that bitch. Do you wanna go?"

"For sure"

Me, sabrina, and Charlie bounce around for a few minutes and sabrina falls on her back

"Do you wanna hangout with me and joel on the couch inside?"

"Yeah, sure."

Just like always, once we get around joel, it's radio silence from sabrina. There's no way she expects me to just sit here in silence with them during the party. I turn towards sabrina and attempt to start conversation just to get snubbed. She cuts me off before i even get through the sentence.

"Yeah, I get it." She stares daggers at me as she says this. Her eyes squint slightly, yet there's a strange desperation in her eyes. It's as if she's begging me to not interact with her around him.

I roll my lips and look the other way. Val's in the kitchen. She's laughing and just being a goober like usual.

"I'll be back, I'm gonna go say hi to Val"

This falls on deaf ears. Obviously. I roll my eyes and head over to the kitchen

"Heeeeeey!!"

"Hi!!"

She pulls me into a hug and we squeeze each other before separating. She grabs my hand and leads me to the table

"Do you wana take a shot?"

"Absolutely!"

A couple of sabrina's roommates join in and we take the shot. As usual, Sabrina is just sitting in silence with her fuckass boyfriend and doing absolutely nothing.

Everything stays the same until Joel leaves and sabrina makes me a plate to take home. After putting the plate in the fridge, she proceeds to glue herself to my side for the remainder of the night. At this point I'm fucking exhausted. What is the truth? She's the one person that I'd expect to treat me nicely, yet she's the only person here who's treated me like a gnat all night. Until he leaves, of course. Right. Got it.

She proceeds to interrupt any conversation that Val and I have. She makes it a point to cut off Val specifically. She keeps making jokes about our friendship being homoerotic. She laughs at everything Val is saying with an air of spite. Making jokes about being a lesbian. Why is she doing this? I'm not cool with this behavior. In fact, I'm extraordinarily embarrassed that i have been stressing over this bullshit for a year now. Fuck. this.

The party starts to wrap up. i leave the plate she made me and i get into my car. I sit in silence for a few minutes before starting to scream at the top of my lungs. I hit the steering wheel and cry and scream and basically just lose my shit after spending the last year as contained and patient as possible. I have lost hope and trust in this. I'm so sick and tired of this. The damage caused by this constant push and pull is beginning to surface. She's being cryptic for sport, that's the only conclusion i can come to at this point. She knows what she's doing. Why else would she flip her behavior like that? I call Joan because I don't know what else to do.