#NDKDNDKS SOOO

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i rly like how u wrote this by seasons :) very well thought out nd pretty heh ( i also told myself how im keeping this short but its too good and u deserve all my reactions WORDED OUT.. heh sorry pretty)

“I would hate to be stuck somewhere for 4 years, and then not even be guaranteed a job after all that debt I would be in.” He pauses and then chuckles at how gloomy he sounds.” - AND YOU KNOW WHAT ?? this mfer is actually right college/uni IS a scam 😐

not only is jk here greasy but also he pulls that Oh Im built different🤪i like to be pursued🤣 🙄🙄🙄 lucky hes hot

“Nothing but my freedom. And it seems like everything tries to take that away eventually.” Your breath catches and you think something cracks inside of you. Can you ever truly contain a star?”

i love Absolutely Love this part, just smth abt that callback to her thoughts?essays? idk what to call it) about stars hmm

oc going off abt the stars like go bestie thats me with the moon

“Gonna fuck these one day, okay?” he tells you. .. Him saying that.. , should be vulgar. But to you it’s a promise that this is going to happen again, and it makes you high, floaty thinking about him wanting you, desiring you. Him already thinking about the next time he gets to have you when he hasn’t even finished with you this time.”

-poor oc ohhhhh mommae

MOMMAE INSERT OPRAH GIF THE HOWL REFERENCE - SHIVERS ME TIMBS

“You wanna mark me, don’t you? Was the tattoo not enough?” You nod eagerly. Of course you want to mark him, of course the tattoo wasn’t enough. Maybe you’re greedy, or maybe you’re just in love. But you don’t think it will ever be enough;” - i just . greed is always gonna be a persons downfall

if u could see my face when the professor said could u answer all my qns abt them.... do u love the idea of them u have in their head and the wah u describe ocs face going just Realizashun WOW. The fking speech the professor had oh my god so good so good how it intertwined w ocs recurring thots about loving jk oh mommae

“it’s easy to forget the things he does behind your back when he has you on yours beneath him,” - excellent show stopping yup

“But you know the game, you’ve both played it before. Act mad and hurt, get babied and taken care of. You give in, so easy for him just like the first time you made him cum and all the other times after that.” This shiiiiitttt sucks because u realise that its becoming a routine and its literally going to end like theres just no recovering frm it LOL m aaannn :(

how i forgot they arent exclusive or maybe they were nd jk wasnt on the same page but he is -_- ugh idek what to say hes sick

“Though your lips are shy, comfortable with only his, his lips are sociable and like playing with friends. Though your hands are small, not even big enough to hold all the love for the fallen star in front of you, his are big. Big enough to hold many things, maybe not love, but surely people. It’s a painful realization, when you come to the conclusion that your naiveté got in the way of you seeing things clearly, that your rose-tinted glasses kept you from seeing things for what they really are, and not what you had wanted them to be. It’s painful getting caught in the path of an imploding star.” LAWDDD so good soo achy love it another fav of mine i love it

“Please just don’t- don’t ruin this,” he begs. His eyes are closed and his brows are scrunched. “We’re good like this, right?”/ NAUR BECAUSE BECAUSE I WILL STELLA I LITERALLY SAT UP IN BED HES SO I JAVE NO WORDS . this mfer is so SELFISH

my god... “You’ll act like the first shower of the season really does signify new beginnings and you’ll act like the rain isn’t going to be a forever reminder of the end of you and him. Spring is here.” No words i love LOVEEEE this how u used the seasons to tell how long their story been going how one season ends signifies what ... oh your mind im going to kiss u actually

omg he rly said girl u are delusional BSKSJSKSJSJ like bro shes dickmatized she cant help it - 🙂🙂🙂hes actually... Evil oh stella younknow you wrote such a good story when people reading absolutely hates the character like jk On timeout for me rn HIM pushing all this on oc nd she apologising im outside his door rn actually im oc shooter like

“the world so much bigger than you thought. Bigger than doe-eyes and pretty tattoos. .... Going through the motions gradually turns to moving on. Sometimes it’s still a soft tender ache, a passive yearning for what was; what could have been. But it doesn’t hurt anymore.” poor oc like thats my baby i wanna give her a hug so bad :(

IM SO MAD CAUSE LIKE WHEN OC REALISED YEA HE GOT MARRIED HE NEVER WANTED FHAT COMMITMENT WITH HER LIKE AND THE GIRL HE GOT MARRIED TO HAD THE NERVE TO CHARGE HER FOR Oatmilk LIKE HONEY YOU ARE TUNNEL SISTERS BE NICE

“He holds eye contact with you when he asks, “Can I see it again? One more time, at least?” not him asking for coochie again like sir . Sir this is your wifes coffeeshop if u dont . Oc rly got that gorilla girp velvet cake gold dust pussy like

one moment he’s getting mad at the thought of him actually gcing a fuck and the next hes like oh but yknow i was waiting for u to come back to our hometwon waiting for you all year like oh fuck off eat my ass

the endings so bittersweet like here i am sitting up in bed like god oc why why why why why no Dick is that good NOT EVER ....... i hope oc had the strength to end it tho like girl its hot girl summer what is u doing -.- ( dont wanna be ur girl started playing her im so sobs) see u know whats funny is me knowing what goes on here there and then boom so much details added in fhat piece everything together beautifully . You did a great job stella heh proud of this huge one youve been writing ! thank you for tbis once again mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah <3333333

idealizations concerning real life relations | jjk (m/nc17)

>>pairing:jungkook x reader / fuckboy!jk x hopeless romantic!oc

>>genre:s2l, fwb, smut, angst

>>word count: 40.9k besties i am so sorry

>>warnings: jk is so sweet, but also so evil lmao, oc lives in her little noggin, angsty fwb, drug and alcohol use, tattoos, multiple smut scenes that include: oral (m/f), fingering (f), light face slapping (with hand and cock??), praise, degradation, marking, dirty talk, so many creampies yum, multiple orgasms, kissing :(, cumming in pants :), probably more but i cant think of it, ok other stuff now, manipulation, infidelity, oc thinks jk is made of stars :(, jk thinks she is so pretty :(, misunderstandings, some fluff if you squint, brunette jk, blonde jk, n blue jk,  1 mentions of: howls moving castle, too many mentions of: stars, the color pink

>>notes: bruv i do not have anything to say for myself EXCPET that i worked v hard on her and i really hope u like it <3 beta: @birbdae​ tysm for dealing with this, she is long lmao 

this is split up by seasons, so if 40k is a lot for one sitting, you can read one season at a time if that is easier :)

>>summary: jungkook loves to be loved, but he doesn’t love in return.

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