#NAUR THIS SONG GIVES ME MEMORIES

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Ueuerur i love this pip design a lot…

Mb 4 not posting anything 4 weeks on end

Anyways

Not supposed 2 mean anything btw, its js a lil thing i made 4 fun.

[princess-of-the-corner]

I think the only one I like out of those Secrets is Ivan singing heavy metal lullabies to his little sister.

Ya know what I have the list pulled up so I can go over them and give my opinions real quick!

1.) "When Alix was a child, she was given a rabbit as a gift... from her future self!" - Kinda cute. Hope she at least like, warned her dad somehow because dropping a pet on a child is a bad time.

2.) "Juleka's song: "Even if nothing is decided, nothing as solid as stone, everything can burn up and then we are alone... So love life, eternity."" - this is just the lyrics to what she sang as a record in Migration. On brand for her though.

3.) "Nino's headphones were given to him by his favorite DJ after a concert. That's why he always carries them with him!" - that's cute!!

4.) "Nathaniel naturally has chestnut brown hair. His hair is dyed by Alix." - Brunette!Nath is cursed so this isn't canon to me but it's a fun tidbit in theory!

5.) "Ivan sings heavy metal lullabies to his little sister. And she seems to like them a lot." - Adorable!!! I'm debating on yeeting into HC/LL because I always planned on him being an only child.

6.) "Sabrina's best friend before Chloé was Cléo." - Naur Cléo!!! No seriously whomst the FUCK-

7.) "André sells his ice cream at locations where famous French films were shot." - Fair enough. It works in the sense of always being able to find him.

8.) "Miss Bustier was once a student of Mr. Damoclès and once pinned a fish on his back as an April Fool's joke!" - This one's cute I love it! This one should come with an anecdote for the foreign audience that the French have a fish-themed April Fool's Day and this is a common prank for children. Doesn't make it less fun!

9.) This one was a 'sketch from Marinette' rather than a fact, and was an image of a dress. It's a pretty basic but cute dress.

10.) "Sass's favorite food is a tofu" - why??? Why is the Snake's tofu?? What happened to the fridge magnets with the gummy worm snack? Granted that didn't make the most sense either but the consistency.

11.) "Marinette wears her 2 pigtails in memory of a very good friend from school who is sadly no longer at her school." - In theory this is cute but I hate nearly everything about Socqueline's existence.

12.) "Adrien's full name is Adrien Émile Gabriel Donatien Athanase Agreste." - the absolute fucking EGO from his parents to have two of his middle names be their names.

13.) "Since Plagg adores cheese, especially Camembert, Adrien had to convince Nathalie that he is obsessed with Camembert." - Absolute fucking hilarious.

14.) "Gabriel's real name is Gabi Grassette" - I actually hate this. I hate this so much. Like it's inconsequential in the long run and it makes sense but GOD I hate it for some reason.

15.) "Kim actually has two surnames namely "Ature" and "Lê Chiến", then after their marriage both of his fathers each kept their surname." - this would be cuter if I didn't know it was a retcon of a retcon. It was originally "Lê Chiến", then they changed it to "Ature", and then they got backlash for it. But hey two dads now if only htey'll show up on screen! (this may end up in HC/LL? Debating).

16.) "What if Lila's biggest lie so far was that her name wasn't Lila?" - so on principal I hate this whole superspy con artist plot, but this is fucking hilarious.

17.) "The real name of The Gorilla is Placide I.T." - I think I already dunked on this enough.

18.) "Alya has received various Chinese treatments from Master Fu. So, he almost chose Alya over Marinette... to be Ladybug!" - I hate this one actually. Like not that I don't like LB!Alya! But she's new to Paris but has somehow received various treatments from Fu? Yet on the other hand Fu knew her very well and could've easily mentored her, but he decided to go out and choose some rando???? the fuck???

19.) "As a child, Marinette dreamed of tailoring a hat for the Eiffel Tower to protect it from snow. And from then on, all she wanted to do was be a fashion designer!" - That's really cute I love it so much!!!

20.) "Zoé's best friend in the New York City was Jessica Keynes." - I hate this. I hate this so much. This makes Jess look like such a shitty friend.

21.) "Kagami has drawn a manga about her childhood in Japan but she hasn't dared to publish it yet." - Adorable, actually!

22.) "Rose and Prince Ali stayed in touch after they first met and have become really good friends." - We knew ofc but it's glad to have it confirmed!

[chiiyuuvv]

super random but i just realized we got the same biases in riize and xikers 🤭 btw how long have you been stanning them both and when did you choose your biases? <3

STOPPPPP you're hunter + anton + shotaro too????? NAUR THIS IS A JOKEE

Ive been stanning xikers for little over a year, discovered them through ateez when they were promoting as kq fellaz 2. Hunter has also been my bae for little over a year, literally first glance and i had fallen hard wai-

LOOK. AT. BEAUTIFUL- SURREAL- URGHHHHH HES SO HSISKSJSKSOSKSNSJ

yeah and idk if ive said this or not but i have a really big english kink.. i think that says a lot 🤷‍♀️

As of riize, i heard about get a guitar but never paid attention to it bc wth am going to do with a guitar?? Learned about them more through a friend that was obsessing over anton (@yawnzzznnn COUGH COUGH) and then i listened to get a guitar.. it was okay. Listened to memories and that. Was. My song.

I had already knew most of the members names bc i was reading fanfics of them bc i wanted something new to read-

Ummm.. how/why did i start stanning for me to be able to stan a group, i have to find a song that i like a lot, and then a member that really reels me into the group, making me want to learn more about them. In this case it was seunghan haha

So erm.. i remember talk saxy came out but i never listened to it, just saw the thumbnail on youtube and i was just like "oh cool!" And continued on with my day. A few days later though (fun fact talk saxy was released on my kpop anniversary) it finally dawned on me that they had a new mv so i listened to it at school. It was just okay. Watched the mv when i got home; the song was songing (for context, when i have a fav song i play the crap out of it then get tired of it a week later.. talk saxy took me a month to recover-) and seunghan was seunghaning.

So uhh.. decided to look more into them. My bias list at the time was seunghan.. maybe shotaro then sohee then sungchan (reminds me of yujun) and then anton (idk if anton was up or down or not)

Shotaro caught my eye bc usually hes really giggly and smiley but i had watched the bts of talk saxy and my jaw DROPPED bc how he so foine like?????

As far as anton.. me bestieee (@starryriize) is sohee biased and i was too kinda, but anton was catching my eye a little bit so i just declared he would be my bias even though i thought it would change in a week or so (IT DIDNT HAHAHAH)

I don't really remember when anton started giving.. like bro just spawned on top and just stayed there 💀 i think it was when i was watching those old riize videos where their preparing everything and anton was so SOFTTT and TINYYY and SQUISHYY (i get lots of cute agression with riize)

And honestly, i thought his english was just okay so i stopped looking it up. But i think i looked it up like a week later again just because or something like that AND OH MY GOD

i also love me some good predebut anton 😋

Anyways, cant exactly pinpoint when i started being down bad for the boy (bc im so down bad its crazy form 😞) just know bro came out of no where and hes not going just yet.

Sorry for the rant lmao, i always find it so interesting to think back on my pre-stan days and i usually think about it with myself, ive never actually told anyone so this feels a bit new.

I wub my english speakers + shotaro <3

TALK SAXY IS PLAYING RN LMAOOOOOO

[bellamuerte1987]

Summary: Chan always wanted to find love. He wanted that love that even time itself stood still for. Once he found her. He couldn't let her go. Until Charles changed it all.

Chan/Christopher- Current Boyfriend who she has fallen madly in love with. Who saved her from the darkness with his compass and showed her the true meaning of love.

Charles- Stalker ex boy friend who is obsessed with the idea of loving her and wants to seek revenge after she refuses to be with him.

Her- will not have a POV. It will only be these two characters.

Also, please remember this is all fictional. Chan and this song is used as an inspiration.

The first portion will be in Chan's POV. I will be changing to Charles POV in some parts so you can get a feel of how he is. His Pov will be in BOLD print.

Warning: Death, Dark, Stalker, Murder, Gun violence, mentions of blood loss, Heartbreak,  and Depression.

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I sat in front of my piano staring at the white keys as my hands played.

"Please don't go anywhere and stay by my side

Even if I say this, it's too late

The you I've pictured even in my dreams

Have already changed, well

Who knows, maybe you can come back

What's the use of saying this, this happened last time too

From how I see it, it's already done for

The one who made this collapse is you, yeah.

I don't want to admit it

I still miss you

How could I forget

We made a promise

I don't want to admit it

It's hard to understand

How could I forget

The day you lied to me"

The words cut as I sung them. Memories played like a movie in my head. Her smile, laugh, her beautiful brown eyes and her voice. The way she said my name was like heaven to my ears. 

But here I sit. Alone and heart broken. How could she leave me? I blame myself.  Everyone tells me that it isn't my fault.  No one could have predicted this outcome. It was his fault. He took her from me.

My heart is shattered into pieces, will they ever be put back together and will my misery ever end?

"I'll be honest

I want to givе up but

I don't know

I can't give up on you

I will wait a little longer

I'vе been doing it till now, woah"

I lifted my hands off the keys and buried my face in my hands. The wounds of losing her is all still too fresh. I let my mind wonder back to that dreadful memory 6 months ago.

"I'll be there soon, lovey. I'm heading out the door now. Food in hand." She said. I smiled. This woman was the answer to my prayers. God, she was perfect . "Drive safe, baby. It's raining pretty good out there. And please be safe. He could be lurking" she let out a heavy sigh. "I know. My eyes are open."

    "I really wish you would let my company handle security.  Baby, I think you should have a guard with you." She was so stubborn when it came to her Independence. I love this about her but also hated it. Her ex has done some shady things to her lately and quite frankly he made my skin crawl.

   "Channie, if he was going to do something. It would've happened by now.  I think we are safe.  I am safe." She started the car "I'll be there soon"

   I wait for her at the front entrance. She got out of the car and started to make her way over to me. I opened the door with a smile "Channie!" She yelled.  My heart races everytime I see her. My gosh this woman is beautiful. And she's mine. We embraced each other with a hug and a kiss. 

      "Chan, hey bro! We are gonna go get something to eat, wanna come with?" Felix asked breaking me outta my head.  I looked up at my friend "Naur, I'm working on something. I need to get this out. But thanks though."

    He looked at me with sad eyes and nodded.  He left along with the others. Leaving me back to my thoughts, back to her.  Back to the awful night. 

●●●●●●●●●Charles POV●●●●●●●●●●●●●

How dare she be with him? How dare she deny my love for her. Deep down he didn't love her the way that I did.  He didn't Hunger for her. He didn't need her.

Watching her with him was sickening. She was mine and only mine. I watch them embrace each other. Anger fuel my blood.

I stood there from afar. I hated that he was tainting what was mine. I hated that she kissed him. I truly loved and adored her and she betrayed me.

      I wanted her dead and by everything I worship, I'm gonna get my fucking wish. I flash a grin as she took her lovers hand and my smile widen more as I felt my gun. She did the one thing I hated and took me and my love for granted. 

She deserves this,  "Thou shall be willing to die for love and thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you" am I right?

The rain beating againt my hoodie while my eyes shot daggers at her as I made my way to them.

I screamed as I pointed my gun at her. Their joyful smiles faded and terror now took over. I looked in her eyes and pulled the trigger. 

      He let out a scream as he caught her in his arms. My goal wasn't to kill him.  My goal was to take her life. I couldn't have her then no one else could. I took the rose from my pocket and let it fall from my hand, I bent down and smiled.

"Tell me suga, what's life like bleeding on the floor?" I stood up and looked down at the soulless body and in my own way I was grieving for her too. Even in death she was beautiful.

I heard screaming coming from behind me. I looked down at that man who held my angel of darkness. My eyes looked into her lifeless ones.  "We will meet again. I'll see you soon, suga" and with that I took off leaving him alone with her dying corpse. 

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡Chan's POV♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

I hear the faint screams of my friends behind him. He looked at her one last time and took off. I took of my sweat shirt and used it to cover her gun shot wound. Everything was intensified.

"Baby, please don't leave me. Oh God. I can't do this without you. I LOVE YOU, lovey! Please!" I screamed. She laid there not moving just trying to gasp for air. The pain in her eyes were like a knife to my heart. "Chan! Holy shit!" Minho yelled while rushing next to us.

I looked at my friend, covered in my lovers blood. Blood stained tears dripping down my face. This can't be happening. "Changbin, call the ambulance. NOW! Felix demanded.

Everything was muffled. I looked at her. My beautiful  girl. The woman turned my world up right. Made me believe in love and made me believe in myself. Our connection ran deep. We understood each other in ways others did not.

Time seeming to slow down. Light seeming to fade. I felt like my soul was dying with her.  "CHAN!" Han said snapping his fingers in face. "The cops are here!" I looked up at the officer, his words seemed like they were distant. "Are you shot, young man?" I shook my head. "What is your name? He asked.  "C-C Christopher bahng, my girlfriend's ex boyfriend did this. She has a protection order against him.  He, he was Stalking her and leaving death threats."

I kissed her forehead. I knew I had to move away from her. The ache in my heart when I did  was so unbearable.  I let out a sob, "His name is Charles Harrison, please catch this fucker."

The officer gave me a stern look and then looked at my friends.  Each one gave their statements and what they knew about Charles and his Stalker habits.  "Sir, can we take him home? Hyunjin asked.  The cop nodded. "We will keep you updated. Mr. Bahgn. I suggest you amp up your security"

The ride home was silent no one knew what to say. I cry quietly to myself  as I watch the rain crash against the car window. I notice us pulling into our dorm parking lot.

Without saying a word, I head  to the washroom. I washed away what was left of her.  My fingers brushed against my lips. I could still feel hers against mine. 

After my shower, I brush my hair and teeth. I put on my sweats and a hoodie.There was a quiet knock on my door. I lifted my head and saw Felix. He was the closest thing to home. I stood up and walked toward him.

"Felix, she's gone. I watched the love of my life die. Fucking Christ! I saw her pain, her last breath" I fell to the floor hiding my face in my hands and sobbed. Felix met me on the floor and held me as I grieved for the life that was lost.

I lifted my head and placed my fingers back on the keys and begin to play. I closed my eyes and let my emotions take flight.

"I don't want to admit it

I still miss you

How could I forget

We made a promise

I don't want to admit it

It's hard to understand

How could I forget

The day you lied to me

Da da da da da da

I stay awake the whole night

I can't stop thinkin' 'bout you

Da da da da da da

Just stay with me

I don't want to admit it

I still miss you

How could I forget

I don't want to admit it

It's hard to understand

I might as well forget"

    "That was beautiful and so heartbreaking, channie" Seungmin said, I turned to look at my youngest friend. Sorrow and sadness filled his eyes. "I'm so sorry with what happened to you. We all loved her. We all miss her." He sat next to me and I pulled him into a hug.

"She knew how to make anyone laugh. Not only did she win my heart but everyone else as well. They say time heals wounds, but mine will never heal. A piece of my heart will always be missing. That piece died with her."

Seungmin released me from his arms and gave me a small smile. "We are here with you. Let us be your compass for once. Let us care for you the way you've cared for us. It's okay to grieve. You loved her with everything you had. She was taken from you in the worst way. Karma will soon catch up to him. Just you wait."

The rest of my friends gathered around the piano. All with sad eyes. We are grieving in our own way for her. They all adored her and she adored them. I.n said "Channie Hyung, she lives in all of us. She left her mark on all of our hearts, please let us sit and grieve with you. You aren't alone" I looked at my friends and couldn't help but give them a tear filled smile. 

Changbin looked up from his phone with wide eyes. "They found him." He looked back at his phone and began to read, "Charles Harrison was found dead with a single gunshot wound to the head. Police said no foul play was involved. He took his own life 6 months after the killing of the k-pop idol's girlfriend. Upon further investigation they found pictures of the couple who he was Stalking. They also found some of the victims' personal items." He paused while he tried to hold back his tears.

He cleared his throat and continued to read, "The cops found a note that Harrison wrote, "If you found this, I set out to do what I always wanted. I have no regrets. Now She's forever mine just like it was supposed to be. They gave us two shots to the back of the head and we are all dead now."

I took a deep breath as I wiped away the tears that fell. He truly was a sick and twisted man.  "They are calling this case a crime of passion. And that justice was served." Minho said. I shook my head. "That's bullshit! That coward took the easy way out. There's no justice in this. My girlfriend was murdered in cold blood! Him killing himself doesn't bring anything back. He deserved to rot in a fucking prison cell!" I screamed. 

"Take a breath, Chan. We all agree with you.  Justice wasn't served. But there's nothing we can do.  Now all we have is our memories, videos and photographs.  Her memory will live on through us and through you." Hyunjin said.

I ran my hand through my curly locks. He is right. They all are.  She was a beautiful soul who was taken too soon.  I placed my hand on my chest and looked at her picture. "I'm gonna let you know, that I'm gonna go and hold you so. I'm never letting go. I can't explain this emotion. 143, baby.  I love you."

(Author's note: Please do not copy my work. Legal action will be taken if you do so.)

[blossom-hwa]

Hello hello 💗! I’ve been a long time fan of your Single Parent!Chan series since I came across it some time ago but wasn’t able to save the series masterlist so I’m super super glad to find you again (╥_╥) I forgot the name of the series so I held onto the memory of what I read bc it’s so cute and the perfect pick me up on bad days.

Whenever I’m having a bad day I remember how much happiness the fic series gave me ;; I remember I read the entire thing in one night because I love how you wrote it and how you make each character stand out. The way you write them is so endearing especially the babies 💓💓 I fell in love with them just as much as or maybe more than Chan. It made me feel like they are my own and Id give them the entire world 💗 I ended up dreaming of it when I went to bed 😂 so Im really happy I found this blog again.

I love single parent!Chan (I think bc he’s naturally the dad friend of the group 😂) and this was THE fix. The fluff, the little nuances and dbdbd it’s really like taking a peek into a family album. I love how you write and built up the story too even though the scenarios/chapters isn’t as linear. I find it so endearing my gosh 🥺 I don’t know what to tell you bc it just gives me such a serotonin boost and the twins and Hyunjin and Seungmin and their relationship between the adults and between themselves 😭😭😭💕💕 PEAK PEAK PEAAK FLUFF HEAVEN 😭💓 I’m so glad there’s some focus on the relationship between the parents and the kids ;; I think bc I often read single parent au fics where they focus more on the relationship between the parents and this was like a breath of fresh air. It made things do much immersive and so much more special because there’s that foundation? build up? special connection between the reader and the kids and how the kids are also what brings Chan and y/n together 🥺💓 (amg rip I keep gushing abt the kids > Chan BUT AAH I JUST LOVE HOW YOU WROTE THEM THEY’RE SO ADORABLE LIKE YES I WILL GO TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH TO PROTECT THE TWINS AND HYUNJIN FROM MF BINCHES 😭😭😭)

And Chan 🥺 oh my gosh Chan 🥺💗🥺💗 you made me fall in love with him even more 😔 my gosh if I was already in love with him, the way you wrote him here (and the other fics he’s in) was like you personally became cupid and shot that arrow deep deep deeply into my heart 😭💗💗💗 I fell in love with the way he loves his kids, the way how he adores them so much. How despite Jisung is a little troublemaker and he has to help him get ready for school or else they’ll be late he still does it because he loves his kids 😭😭😭 and how he gets so nervous proposing to y/n and he’s like malfunctioning bc Minho is scary af! Like he really is scary af in a protective brother way; when you wrote him in the proposal drabble 😂😂 it was like he was playing with his prey like I was so nervous with Chan hahaha! but everything worked out in the end with a song and a guitar late at night. I fell in love with how he wants Hyunjin to call him papa like FFFF IN GONNA COMBUST NAUR CHAN’S JUST SUPER FATHER AND HUSBAND MATERIAL AND YOU NAILED IT 😭😭😭 ty tysm for writing and sharing this masterpiece of a series. I shared it with 2 of my friends already bc it’s so cute and I cannot shut up about it 🥺💓

It was your skz!nature series that lead me back here 🥺💗 you have a talent in writing and building up worlds and uniquely being able to form a bridge between the reader and the story. Idk how to explain it well but the way you write it makes it so easy to picture out and it’s so vivid as if it’s a memory. I was so happy like I probs shed a few tears when I looked at your masterlist and saw that you’re the same person who wrote the beloved single parent!Chan series 😭��� bc amg it’s like fate especially since I’m sensitive to getting so much bad days rn so having this is like mwah aaah 😭 sunshine on rainy days 🥺 ty tysm for sharing whatever you write and I’m looking forward to more of your stories 💗💗💗

anon this ask....... it's barely 8:30 am it's way too early to be crying like this but here you are making me cry?????? first of all how dare you but second of all I fucking LOVE you. I love you so much, thank you for this lovely message - I'm going to keep it with me all day, thank you for helping me start out my day on a good note <3 <3

I'm so happy to hear you enjoyed breathe, and live so much!! it's definitely one of the series I'm most proud of, and omg I'm SO glad that you enjoyed the parent-child/child-child interactions besides the parent-parent ones?? I completely agree, a lot of parent!skz fics focus a lot on the romantic relationship rather than the familial/friendship ties and while that's perfectly fine, this story isn't just about the development of a romantic relationship, it's two adults trying to find their way with kids who adore them and whom they adore back - therefore, the parent-child/child-child interactions are just as important, if not more important, than the romance, and I'm glad you enjoyed that as much as I did (or more!!).

(also my GOD anon you're not the only one who fell in love with chan throughout this series, I was constantly imagining him as a dad and it just made me SO FUCKING SOFT????????? and it just made sense that minho was going to be that one protective older brother who very much knows his sister can handle herself very well but is there to provide backup whenever needed, and sometimes that comes in the form of subtly threatening said sister's significant other :) pleASE I saw the 'naur' and started CACKLING but you're right your'e completely right chan is literally father/husband material, I'd marry him in a heartbeat LMAO - thank you for sharing this with your friends ahhhhhHhhh I hope they enjoyed the series as well <3)

anon, I'm so happy that whispers of nature was able to lead you back to my masterlist???? thank you for supporting my works like this and thank you for this lovely message - truly, it made my entire morning to hear that you enjoy my writing this much (it feels a little surreal tbh)!! I hope you don't have so many bad days in the future, but even if you do, I'm glad you can find even a little bit of comfort in my writing :) have a lovely day, anon!!!!!!! I adore you <3 <3 <3