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SERIM and MINHEE for ELLE OCTOBER
#minhee#serim#kang minhee#park serim#cravity#forluvity#kflops#*m#useroro#eritual#oorieri#megtag#aleksbestie#userbbie#hirachel#so for me nothimg was ever as for me as this#*ult
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couple things with cravity
parings: cravity x gn! reader
genre: all things fluffy <3
warnings: none
note: hi ! this is our very first headcannon for cravity. the process of writing this was fun for both of us so we hope u guys enjoy it too ! for everyone reading so far feedbacks and reblogs are appreciated :D
â serim
kisses during couple situps. working out together. carrying his s/o bridal style. small gifts without any occasion. random âi love youâ texts. doing groceries or just lazing around the house together. spontaneous road trips. candle lights and dinner tables.
âi thought youâd like this.â
â allen
sharing things. bad pick up lines. comforting kisses. laying his head on the his s/oâs shoulder. flowers in returned books. giving each other nicknames. slow dancing with soft smiles. bringing you your favourite hot drink in bed. reading books on the couch, hands intertwined.
âhow about something warm? itâll help you sleep.â
â jungmo
kisses on the back of hands. falling asleep together on the sofa when watching a movie. finds comfort in your scent. being observant to your likes and dislikes. feeding you as you work. gently wiping your tears. always giving the utmost attention to you if in a crowd.
âyou were talking about that table there being a little bare, so i got you some flowers to put in itâs space.â
â woobin
smiling at the mere thought of his s/o or their texts. feeding you his cooking and hoping you'll like it. ruffling the otherâs hair. softly stroking your skin. barbecue parties in the garden. using absurd terms of endearment. dancing in the kitchen whilst making dinner. doing things for you just because ??
"so, how much longer do you plan on using me as your personal space heater?"
â wonjin
smiling in-between kisses. having the otherâs head on your lap. stroking your fingers while holding hands. constant reassurance. can only fall asleep cuddled next to his s/o. hugs that last a little longer than they should. peppering soft kisses all over your face. choosing the perfect watermelon together for the first time.
âi know youâll do perfect, okay ?â
â minhee
hugging the other from behind and nuzzling into their neck. napping together. pressing soft kisses onto his s/oâs shoulder. leaning against the doorframe with the sweetest smile on his face just watching his lover get ready to go out. pressing foreheads against each other.
âweâll be less cold if we cuddle yk?â
â hyeongjun
sliding hands under the otherâs clothes. watching your favourite show. kisses all over the face. stargazing on a winter night. adorable big eyes that widens a little when he listens to your rant keenly. cuddling together and falling asleep in each other's embrace.
âyou make me feel all soft and mushy inside.â
â taeyoung
feather-light kisses on your knuckles. quick glances that turn into a longing, admirable gaze. fingers brushing otherâs cheek. bunking lectures together. playing among us and being the imposter with their s/o and defending each other during discussions.
âyour hands are so big/tiny! i love itâ
â seongmin
washing his s/oâs hair for them. making flower crowns. subconsciously linking little fingers. silly banter. adopting a kitten together. kissing your forehead when he notices youâve fallen asleep. sharing sweaters. bingeing an entire season of a trashy reality show in one sitting together.
âshh stop fussing. iâm just braiding your hairâ
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#002#minhee#cravity#forluvity#oorieri#eritual#useroro#rosieblr#awekslook#niniblr#tuserflora#dearestmillie#higabi#userlovevivi#mg:cravity#m:minhee#for roro..
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#cravity#serim#wonjin#allen#minhee#jungmo#hyeongjun#taeyoung#forluvity#kflops#malegroupsnet#g:serim#g:wonjin#g:allen#g:minhee#g:jungmo#g:hyeongjun#g:taeyoung#g:all
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Cravity - Love or Die
#cravity#hyeongjun#taeyoung#minhee#serim#kflops#forluvity#dailybg#malegroupsnet#melontrack#usermairin#useroro#higabi#addy.gifs#I was going to add more members but I had a thing going... I am so sorry woobin
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prettiest
#minhee#kang minhee#cravity#forluvity#kflops#aleksbestie#higabi#4brina#dearestmillie#userbbie#hiszabina#hirachel#oorieri#eritual#*mygifs#m:cravity#forpaulita
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cravity ot9 scenario
request for: @nctloverkpop. I switched up the themeing a bit but we came to an agreement about cravity scenarios wherein the boys help you get through a tough time. I had a lot of fun writing these and hope you and any one who sees this likes it and maybe feels comforted by it (sorry it took so long). Anyways enjoy â¨
warnings/headsup: discussions of mental health ⢠no specific disorders named ⢠depression ⢠anxiety ⢠woobinâs includes a very bloody lip ⢠mentions of food ⢠arguable depictions of self harm ⢠hurt/comfort ⢠1.2k words average ⢠10.6k words total ⢠gender neutral reader ⢠angst if you squint ⢠fluff ⢠lightly proofread
couple scenarios: members x reader pt.I/I
âĽSerim
   Serim sat at the edge of the bed. He watched as you paced back and forth across the multicolored rug you had picked out just a few weeks ago. You shook out your wrists and loosened your fingers as Serim slowly raised and lowered his arms trying his best to redirect your breathing.
   âIn⌠and out⌠in⌠and outâŚâ he tried his best to demonstrate and jog your memory on the techniques people had previously taught you. Today it was just taking a particularly long while.Â
   âWhatâs the point! Itâs not working!â You whined, continuing to pace the floor.Â
   âItâll work eventually, you just have to be patient.â Serim said.Â
   âI donât want eventually, I want now!â You mumbled to yourself, now stomping your feet on the carpet. âThis sucks!â You moaned collapsing to the floor and rapidly chewing at your nails.Â
   âIt may suck but itâs totally normal.â Serim said âthings are really hard on you right now, it makes sense to feel freaked out.â
   You groaned and clawed at your hair. Serimâs ability to remain calm in almost any situation where you felt like you were losing your goddamn mind was somehow both comforting and infuriating. âOh. My. God.â You muttered angrily under your breath. You could feel the tension in your bones. It travelled through you and settled amidst each of your joints making you feel like a poorly made and fractured wooden doll. You felt internally rusted like the bumper on an old car. âYouâre driving me insane.â You whispered under your breath as quietly as you could.
   âI heard that yâa know.â
   You looked up from your crouched over position on the floor to see Serim standing up from the bed and coming over to crouch down next to you. His refusal and near inability to ever get mad at you was something that made you truly love him. It was one of the many reasons you had asked him to move in with you and pick new furniture, and appliances, and rugs, and so so so much more⌠but it was also something unfamiliar. You werenât used to someone being so unbothered by all of your moods. You werenât used to him not batting an eye when your whole body locked up. You werenât used to someone immediately trying to take action and not running in the other direction when your ploys for stress relief became self-destructive. You werenât used to Serim.
   However you had to start getting used to him quickly, because he had already settled in with most of his stuff. You looked at him as he looked back at you, not a trace of animosity in his eyes. Serim simply waddled over to you, hunched over in the same position. With one hand lazily strewn across his knees and the other slowly patting your head. âAre you sure you donât want to try the breathing again, and I mean actually try this time.â He looked at you expectantly waiting for some kind of response. Like two frogs squatting on a lily pad you two both sat there in silence for a moment. A very long moment.Â
   You let out a long exasperated sigh and conceded âIâll try the breathing exercises⌠againâ.
   He didnât do a very good job of hiding it but Serim did his best to conceal the fact that he was beaming on the inside.
   Later that night, the two of you had to sit down and have a long conversation about what it would be like living together. âAs much as I love you and I want to be the one to take care of you, you know I canât always be the one to remind you of what to do when you feel like youâre going to a dark placeâŚâ He said âObviously Iâm still going to be there for you⌠I just worry about what might happen when Iâm gone for work or somethingâ He confessed.
   âI know⌠and I donât want you to worry about me. I just feel like Iâve been dealing with a lot lately and Iâve been taking it out on you.â Your voice was low and meek and you looked down while saying it. âI feel like Iâm self sabotaging in more ways than one.â You admitted.
   âWell thereâs nothing you could really do to sabotage our relationship.â Serim said earnestly reaching out a hand to grab yours and placing a gentle kiss on your cheek. âI just like you too muchâ he chuckled.
   It took a couple hours to get you to feel calm again. Serim had to pull your hands away from your mouth to stop you from chewing your nails down to minute nubs more times than he could count, but his ardent love for you would have him standing around and trying his best to keep your wits about you forever and ever.Â
   No matter how many breakdowns, or meltdowns, or freakouts he had witnessed it wasnât enough to deter him from you because Serim knew that you would do the same for him. Despite your near constant refusal to take care of your own mental health, he had experienced all the times you had looked out for his. The many times you put his needs above your own made any attempt on your part to try and scare him away totally futile.Â
   Serim watched as you steadied your breathing, before taking out some of your frustration on all the cardboard boxes that needed to be broken down and taken to the recycling bin. Whenever it seemed like your blood pressure would begin to rise again Serim would simply give you a comforting hug from behind, resting his head between your neck and shoulders, humming softly; his aura just had a way of rubbing off on you. Did that mean that this would be the last time the two of you would ever have to have these sorts of conversations on these sorts of days? Absolutely not. But that dinât mean you couldnât look forward to having them togetherâŚ
âĽAllen
You had run out of tears long ago but that didnât stop you from sniffling through belabored breaths as you laid on the couch. Of course Allen stuck close behind. One arm wrapped around your waist and the other propping up his head to get a better view of the TV.Â
   It didnât take him long to realize you werenât really crying at the cheesy movie splayed across the television screen. You were more wrapped up with something else. You swore it was nothing, and to you, that may have really been true! Sometimes you got emotional or overstimulated for reasons you couldnât really understand, even if your boyfriend knew that there probably was some underlying specific reason. The reason didnât always matter, what mattered was how you felt in the moment, and right now you felt⌠well neither of you were quite sure how to feel?
   âWhatâs wrong?â Allen whispered into your ear as he pulled you just a tiny bit closer.Â
   âI really donât knowâŚâ you said. You had been crying for so long that even if there was a reason for it in the first place you had forgotten it by now.Â
   Allen snuggled closer to you as you did the same. Melting into his embrace and struggling to trace back the reason for your sadness, you still found it cathartic to let your emotions take over once in a blue moon.Â
   Like a wave it washed over you at times though. You often had trouble experiencing your emotions but your emotions sure as hell had no trouble experiencing you. They had a way of taking you over that made it nearly impossible to focus on anything else while also making it incredibly difficult to pinpoint the triggers in the first place.Â
   No matter what though, Allen always had a way of bringing you back to Earth. His calm and gentle demeanor, and carefree attitude made it so that you could always be yourself around him. Even if that self you needed to be wasnât very pretty at times, he was always there taking notes and remembering things on how to help you better cope with your feelings the next time, and the next timeâŚ
   Sometimes your big heart and structureless brain hindered you, sometimes they made life harder. But sometimes those things brought you to people like Allen.
   The first time you ever cried in front of him felt mortifying! You were a complete blubbering mess and yet he still wanted to go out with you.
   âEverybody criesâ he had told you, no sense of irony in his voice.
   ��Yeah but I cry like⌠a lotâ you responded.
   All he did was shrug.Â
   Now here you two were, almost a year later and you were still a self prescribed crybaby. Though, Allen didnât like it when you called your self that, he found it demeaning and reductive but he also could acknowledge that you did cry! A lot! Not that it made him like you any less it just made him want to look after for you extra hard.Â
   Allen lightly patted your stomach in a delicate rhythm making sure to not pull too much attention to the ways in which he was trying to comfort you. Of course he was letting you cry (or at least try to) for as long as you needed and he hummed softly in time with his small taps, subtly helping you focus on something other than whatever thoughts were running around up in your head. He really was helping, you just didnât realize it. He was so good at helping without you realizing in fact, that it took him a good amount of time to notice that you werenât awake anymore.Â
   âHey do you want to maybe watch something else?â He asked no longer hearing sniffling and wondering if that would make you want to move on the something more cheerful. âOr do you want to⌠cry some more?â He asked quietly peeking his head over yours to get a good look at your face. âSo cuteâ he audibly cooed seeing your puffy cheeks and eyes squished against the soft fabric of the couch with your mouth slightly agape. âYou poor thing.â He said to himself with more affection in his voice than any sort of pity.
   Allen did his best to unlatch his arm from under you and move his legs that had found themselves intertwined with yours. He carefully wormed his way off of the couch and onto the carpet as quietly as possible. He reached an arm out to place it under your head and support your neck before pausing when you started fidgeting around again.
   You always were prone to talking in your sleep. âAllenâŚâ you muttered unconsciously, repeating his name a few times before flopping over fully asleep and snoring again.
   Your boyfriend did the gentlemanly thing and supported your head before scooping you up and bringing you to his room. He made sure you were extra comfortable, covering every inch of you except the very top of your head in the biggest, fluffiest blanket he could find. You pawed at the blanket pulling it closer and Allen pushed some pillows into your arms as you began surrounding the pile of softness and fabric in your tight grip. You hugged them as if it were your boyfriend, none the wiser in your asleep state. Allen gave you a small peck on the part of your forehead that was still visible and quietly tiptoed out of the room.
He made sure to check on you every once in a while and rub your back or whisper something to you softly whenever you began tossing and turning again. He was used to regularly helping you fall back asleep when you had restless nights or night terrors so this was a walk in the park for him.
   The next morning you awoke to utter darkness before clawing your way out of the cocoon Allen had made for you. The sheer white curtains in his room billowed in the morning breeze as you rolled over and noticed a small glass of water and a little pharmacy bag on the nightstand next to you. You had no idea when he had the time to slip out and get those as it was still quite early in the morning but all that crying, and tossing, and turning always gave you the most viscous headache. You wasted no time in sitting up and taking the pain medicine from the little parcel and taking a big swig of water.Â
   A few minutes later the door to his room ever so slightly creaked open as Allen did his best to quietly shimmy through the doorway. âOh youâre awake! Sorry I didnât get breakfast or anything I assumed youâd be out for a little while longer.âÂ
   You stuck out your bottom lip pouting and wordlessly outstretching both of your arms signaling with your hands for him to come over. He complied, hopping up onto the bed and giving you a giant bear hug. He pulled back to look at you as more tears welled up in your eyes but these ones were more positive. You always appreciated how caring Allen was, how quickly he would move to help you without a second thought and without him, you wondered how miserable an entire nighttime of crying alone followed by a morning of throbbing headaches you had to deal with all by yourself would have been. You hugged him tightly, showing your appreciation the best you could as Allen leaned back to wipe some of the tears out of your eyes, worry fading and turning into a quiet chuckle as he realized you were now mostly okay.Â
   Allen looked over at his phone âyeah weâve still got so much of the day left, do you want to sleep more?â You nodded and hugged him tighter planting a small kiss on his neck. âDo you want me to join you?â He asked.Â
   âOf course!â you chimed, voice still groggy but incredibly sincere.
âĽJungmo
   Jungmo sat on the couch scrolling on his phone and playing with the collar of his tie as he waited for you to get ready. He hated having to dress up just to go to stuffy places and talk to a bunch of boring people and executives all night, but he had been invited to an upscale event and was required to go. At least he didnât have to go alone, you were always down to join him in the things he found so boring, always whispering jokes and sharing drinks together in the corner of the room. He was excited to see what you would be wearing too! That was one of the few things helping him get excited for tonight. You were taking a little longer than usual to get ready but you also had an incredibly extensive closet and the biggest collection of accessories he had ever seen so he didnât want to rush you. I mean, he didnât want to rush you, but you guys were cutting it close if you took too much longer. âY/N you almost done?â He asked walking over to the bathroom where you were supposed to be finishing up. âWe can have like ten or fifteen more minutes but then we should probably g- Oh! Youâre already ready!â He said barging into the bathroom and looking at you as your palms were placed flat on the counter and you stared into the mirror. âWait, let me take a picture first, you look great!â He said excitedly.Â
   You placed your hand over his phone and gently pushed it down. You shook your head and sighed. âNo I donâtâŚâ you trailed off.
   Jungmo looked baffled. âWhat do you mean? You look amazing!â He said standing a little closer.
   âWell I donât feel amazing.â You retorted.
   Jungmo took a second to take you in. He looked you up and down and then cocked his head to the side like a confused puppy. âWhy not?â He asked. âI think you look incredible!âÂ
   You bowed your head and let out an exasperated groan. âSomethingâs just off⌠I just donât look right.â
   To him you looked breathtaking! Gorgeous enough to make him forget you two were supposed to be somewhere else in a few minutes time. âWhatâs off?â
   âJust like⌠all of it!â A sad expression plastering your face. You rolled your eyes a bit every time you caught a glimpse of your own reflection in the bathroom mirror and huffed in annoyance at a problem you felt like couldnât be fixed. âI canât let anyone see me like thisâŚâ you said.
   âI see you like this-â Jungmo replied âand I like what I see.â He smiled.
   âYeah but your opinion doesnât count you would have said that no matter what.â
   âMy opinion should be the only one that counts!â He said âEspecially when youâre being way too hard on yourself.â Jungmo rubbed small circles onto your back in an attempt to encourage you. âWhereâs all this coming from? Do I not tell you how good you look enough?â
   âYou tell me plenty!â You scoffed âitâs just something about this outfit, something about-â
   âThen weâll change the outfit. Youâve got plenty of stuff in your closet you barely ever get to wear!â Jungmo grabbed your hand but you stood still as a statue stopping him from dragging you away.
   âThatâs easy for you to say⌠you look great in everything.â You looked down at the floor.
Jungmo pouted. âThe only reason I look good in everything is because you pick out all my clothes. Iâd look a mess without youâ he laughed.
   You nodded your head in acknowledgment but still you werenât fully convinced âmaybe you should just go without me.âÂ
   âGo without you, are you crazy?â Jungmo furrowed his brows in complete shock. âWhen could I ever- how could I ever go to one of these boring corporate events without you?â He boomed. âIâm your boyfriend! Either weâre both going or neither of us are going!â He said unusually sternly for his laid back nature. âItâs up to you whether you want to stay or you want to go but either way Iâm doing it with you!â He said. âAnd if this is all just over one outfit thatâs an easy fix. We can be late, letâs go pick something else out.â
   âJungmo⌠I want to go with you I really do, but I just donât want to drag you downâŚâ
   âYou have got to stop saying stuff like thisâ he said. âYou look great! You always look great! Even if youâre not feeling great I promise you no one in the world can tell but you⌠and maybe me on a good day.â He joked.Â
   âYou really donât think I look awful?â You asked genuinely worried.
   âItâs be impossible for you of all people to look awful.âÂ
   You sighed taking one more look back at yourself in the mirror. You still didnât think you looked quite right and even just thinking of your reflection made you feel queasy, but if Jungmo thought you looked good then maybe you really did. You still wanted to change clothes though. The fabric all of a sudden felt constricting on your skin, it felt like a million tiny mites were crawling all over you. âOkay Iâll go change.â You said patting Jungmoâs chest and exiting the bathroom. He followed you out and to your bedroom where you began rifling through your closet looking for something else to wear that still matched your boyfriend and felt appropriate for the event. He stood there watching you for a moment.
   âDo you need any help?â He asked.
   âNo, no I can do this myself. Itâs more of a mental thing anyways, I wonât take too longâ. You looked back for a second as Jungmo was still standing there watching you. âCan you go wait for me in the living room?â He didnât budge.âJungmo! Go wait outside.â
   He looked surprised âOh youâre serious.
   âYes Iâm serious, Iâm feeling kind of self conscious right nowâŚâ you said in earnest.
   âWhy though, itâs nothing I havenât seen befo- Ouch that hurt!â Jungmo said taking a wadded up dress shirt to the face. âOkay fine Iâll wait for you in the living roomâ he said trudging off and rubbing his eye in slight irritation.Â
   A few minutes later you reappeared into the common area of the apartment dressed in all new clothes. Jungmo smiled and clutched his phone once more. âBetter?â He asked.
   âBetter!â you said.
   âNow can we take a picture?â His eyes gleamed with hope as he swayed back and forth on the balls of his feet.Â
   You hesitated for a moment. âYeah sure, why not.âÂ
   Jungmo quickly grabbed your hand and raised his phone up to snap a few selfies of him kissing you on the cheek before you both rushed out the door. He still made sure to keep a tight clasp on your hand however. He also made sure to check in every so often as to how you were feeling. Most importantly, he made sure to keep reminding you of how good you looked all night. Even if you didnât see it, even if you didnât believe, even if your mind tried to convince you otherwise, Jungmo made sure to always be there as a âpick me upâ to make sure you were reminded of the reality right in front of you. The reality of having a partner that saw you for who you really were and would never falter when it came to reminding you of that.
âĽWoobin
   You placed your hand on the arm rest of the passengerâs seat and tapped your fingers in quick and nervous succession as Woobin held your other hand and started up the car. He whistled along to the radio and swayed his head to whatever âsummeryâ ballad was currently playing and set up the navigation app on his phone in blissful ignorance.
   Since the weather had finally started warming up a mutual friend had invited the two of you over for a big get together. Though it was a relatively casual engagement, you still felt that all too familiar sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach. The feeling you got every time you were about to ride a roller coaster, give a presentation, get lost on a hike, or in cases like these; go somewhere with a whole lot of people. You pulled at and fidgeted with the hem of your pants, letting go of the arm rest and aimlessly searching for some sort of cord or loose thread to pull on. You swallowed harshly feeling a lump form in your throat as Woobin absentmindedly rubbed his thumb across your knuckles with his free hand as he began to drive.Â
   You could feel your heart rate rise as your body temperature did the same before quickly dropping again and again. You couldâve sworn you were sweating but turning on the A/C in the car felt like way too much. Your hands started to feel clammy as you looked over at Woobin who quickly glanced over to give you a warm smile before focusing his attention back on the road. His general sense of calm and the beautiful weather should have been enough to calm you down but it wasnât really working. All you could focus on was the noise of tires scraping the road, the blaring music, the sunlight that was shining directly into your eyes, and how warm you felt. Or were you cold? You couldnât really tell but what you knew for sure was that you did not feel good.Â
   You almost started to feel nauseous as the car grazed over a tiny pot hole and your vision began to fog over a bit. You felt dizzy like you needed to sit down, but restless like you needed to just stand up and run all at the same time. You wanted to say something, and every time you looked over at Woobin you were almost compelled to, but for some reason or another the words just couldnât escape your mouth.
   âAre you okay?â Woobinâs voice rang out a little delayed in your ears but eventually registering properly.Â
   You felt sick, you felt like garbage, you felt terrible! So of course you replied quickly âyeah Iâm doing fine, Iâm excited!â You said practically through gritted teeth, a cheesy grin plastered on your face. Why you lied? You had no clear idea. What you did know was that lying to him made you feel worse.Â
   You chewed at your lip furiously as you often did when feeling anxious. You let out fast paced yet silent breath out through your nose and tried your hardest not to tap your feet in frustration. Your lips felt near swollen but you couldnât stop biting. You bit, and bit, and bit until all you could taste was the metallic tasting saliva pooling on the tip of your tongue. Before you knew it, you were looking down as small red droplets dripped from the bottom corner of your lip and into the creases amongst woven denim of your pants âshitâ you muttered to yourself. You just sat there and watched for a moment in a silent daze before speaking up. âUh Binnie can we stop the car?âÂ
   âYeah sure. Why?â He replied quickly adjusting his turn signal and pulling over into the farthest possible lane without hesitation.Â
   As soon as the car stopped you turned to make awkward eye contact with your partner as he gazed in worry at the beet red complexion of your lips. âWhat happened?â Woobin scrambled to grab some tissues out of the glove compartment and wipe at your face. âWhen did you start bleeding? Why didnât you say anything earlier?â He said eyes darting around looking for a cotton ball, or bandage, or anything of the sort. âYour jeansâŚâ he said softly but still continued his frantic search. Â
   âI think Iâm gonna pass out.â you uttered plainly, stopping your partner in his tracks. You watched his dark brown eyes widen like saucers and then fill themselves with a new sense of determination!
   Before you knew it you were sitting on a curb by the side of the rode near some random convenience store. Woobin returned shortly thereafter with a cold bottle of water, a first aid kit, and some tissues. He wasted no time in fixing up your lip and taking some solvent from the first aid kit to wipe at the little stains on your pants. He worked diligently sitting on the curb next to you, an array of medical materials strewn about. Watching him so focused helped calm you down a little bit, but you still werenât feeling entirely better.Â
   âAre you hurt anywhere else?â He asked nervously searching every inch of visible skin he could find on you.Â
   You grabbed his hands and looked him in the eyes. âBabe Iâm okay now.â
   You could see the apprehension in the befuddled stare he gave you.Â
   âReally, I mean it. Iâm okay now!â You repeated.
   Woobin swallowed a little bit and took a moment to gauge the look in your eyes before crushing you with a hug and rubbing your back as you both sat on the ground by the car. âAlright I believe youâ he said before letting go and giving you a second to catch your breath.Â
   You two decided to take a moment to enjoy the fresh air before getting back into the car. It really was a beautiful day out. There was a perfect amount of breeze and just the two of you sitting together made you feel much more at ease.Â
   You both enjoyed your time in the sunshine looking up at the sky and taking in the tranquil scenery. âLook at that one it kind of looks like a cuddly bear doesnât itâ. Woobin giggled pointing at a cluster of clouds arranged ever so perfectly in the shape of a bearâs head with two perfectly fluffy cheeks and round ears to match. Finally, the cars didnât feel so loud, and the air didnât feel so stuffy. Woobin pointed up at the sky while expertly unscrewing the cap and placing a bottle of water in your hands without you noticing.
   âYeah it does, it looks a lot like youâ you joked taking a swig of water and cooling down.
   About half an hour later the two of you had your fill of pointing out silly shapes in the clouds and had stopped back into the store to grab some well deserved treats. Re-positioning himself at the wheel, Woobin took his phone off the dashboard and slipped it into his pocket.
   âWhat about the party, donât you need the directions up still?â
   âNah⌠letâs just go home, youâve had enough socializing for the day.â He said clasping your hand once more and giving you a knowing smile.
âĽWonjin
   âAlright⌠shower? Check. Breakfast, lunch, and dinner? Check. Room clean? Check-â
   âDo we really have to do this Wonjinâ. You groaned loudly, leaning your head back over one of your dining room chairs as Wonjin sat across from you and peered at your contorted face through the top of the frames of his glasses.Â
   He took a deep breath âY/N we really do.â He said clicking his pen and running it down the different elements of a check list.
   âIt feels so⌠silly It makes me feel like fucking kid!â
   âWell it works doesnât it?â Wonjin said.Â
   âCanât we do something else? You know like a normal coupleâŚâ
   âWe are a normal couple! We just have a system and the system works, so we have to keep doing it.â He replied not looking up from his official looking clip board.
   You sneered a little in response âWhy thoughâŚâ
   You and Wonjin had implemented a new process into both of your nightly routines where you would sit down and check off all of the necessary things you needed to do to function throughout any given day. Most of the things seemed intuitively simple but you and him both knew better than anyone else that one bad mood could send you into a spiral that prevented you from getting such simple things as grabbing the mail from your mailbox done once a week. If you were feeling down, you were dismal. It made it impossible for you to remember to take care of yourself when you had other things going on so Wonjin drafted up a list of some of the most basic things you needed to do each day. Things that came incredibly naturally to others but not so much to you. Wonjin made sure to get all the proper materials to make the process seem more legitimate to you. He got a special list typed up and laminated, dry erase markers for the fridge, brand new pens, a clipboard, sticky notes, and a tiny box full of trinkets and treats. You didnât appreciate the machinations of his executive brain but that was okay, he was really proud of himself. He was especially proud with the box he had gotten. Not only would you get to reach in and grab a small reward each night but Wonjin would get one too if you completed all your tasks so that he could be more encouraged to help you. Not that he really needed any material incentive. This was something he would have done for you anyways, but making it a collaborative effort made you feel a little less alone.Â
   The rewards inside the box were quite small but they were still enough to round out the rest of your night very positively. It was mostly full of stickers, charms, small bills, and little slips of paper with things like âhave dessert a second timeâ written on them. It was a crudely decorated little thing, covered in glitter glue and plastic gems with a picture from your anniversary stuck to the inside. The gifts may have been small but they still managed to brighten you up a bit even if you felt childish having to be monitored so closely.Â
   You gave him a hard time about it but it really was helpful how Wonjin took the initiative in making sure you got things done. He got tired of always asking you about your day and not loving what he heard. At first you objected to the idea of a to do list being of any help to you and your mental health, but it was frustrating how well it worked.Â
   Wonjin raised a single eyebrow and looked back over at you. âSo Iâm assuming you donât want to pick anything from the special prize bin today?â He said.
   âItâs not a âspecial prize binâ itâs a cheap wooden jewelry box from the craft store.â You said.
   âWell Iâm gonna pick something from the special prize bin.â Wonjin made a big show of closing his eyes reaching into the box and rummaging his hand around in there for a while before pulling something out and immediately hiding it. He quickly hid his hands under the table and looked at something tucked away within his palms. Â
   âWhatâd you get?â You asked slightly disinterested but still leaning over the table to better see what he grabbed.
   âUh-uh, no way. You didnât wanna pick anythingâ Wonjin said sticking out his tongue at you. âNot my fault you didnât want a prize.â
   âIf I pick something will you let me see what you got?â You asked.
   âI donât knowâŚâ he said âI think you deserve a prize but if you donât think you deserve one thatâs not on me.â
   âI donât deserve a prize for eating dinnerâŚâ you bit your lip and looked down.Â
   âOf course you do! But Iâm still not showing you what I got until you pick somethingâŚâ
   âFine.â You said reaching for the box. Wonjin excitedly cracked it open for you just enough to reach your hand in and mull around for something that felt⌠right. You dug around for a bit and pulled out a chunky metal heart charm. âCute enough.â You said to yourself. âNow what did you get Wonjinnie?â
   Wonjin pouted and furrowed his brows. âWait no I want to trade, youâll like mine more anyways!â He said trying to grab the charm from you before you pulled your arms away.Â
   âSince when have we ever done that?â
   âSince now!â He said brows still fervently knitted together. Wonjin placed a little gachapon figurine on the table and offered it to you. You werenât exactly sure who or what it was, but you did recognize that it was a character from one of his favorite comics.
   âWhy would I want something that was so clearly meant for youâ you asked. âAll I got was some like.. brecelet charm?â
   âJust because.â Wonjin said, and you noticed his face redden a bit.Â
   âOkay, okay fineâŚâ You said and handed over the charm. The figure was pretty cute anyways and it reminded you of your boyfriend, so it wasnât a big deal.
   Wonjin would never admit why he was feeling so shy but he was glad you had just dismissed your prize and traded with him. If your eyes had been a little keener you might have noticed the small latch on the âcharmâ you had picked out and realized it was actually a locket. Inside was a small picture of you as a kid smiling big, holding some sort of old stufffed animal. You hated looking at your childhood pictures for some reason, maybe because it brought back unpleasant memories, or maybe because it reminded you of a time in your life when you didnât need a list to keep your mental stability in check, but Wonjin loved those pictures all the same. No matter how goofy you looked he loved them because he loved you and a little locket was the perfect gift to get him ready to do this all over again tomorrow. Even if you whined and complained, you just being here to complain, alive and well was what he really neededâŚ
âĽMinhee
   Chores were always a thing that calmed you down, and as much as he mightâve hated doing them⌠Minhee loved you more.
   You hadnât spoken a word to each other in hours. You were diligently refolding and reorganizing each and every single article of clothing in your dresser drawers and closet. Why you had to be doing this on a beautiful Saturday afternoon he had no idea, but he was helping you anyway.Â
   The weirder, more tedious, and unnecessary a chore was the bigger the issue you were currently dealing with. Sure it was a bit of a drag to be spending an hour and a half washing dishes, or in this instance multiple hours folding and ironing clothes but he preferred this to the ways you would try to divert stress when he had first met you.Â
   Back then it would have been impossible for you to take breather without punishing yourself in some way but Minheeâs willingness to just tag along and do whatever you were already doing really helped you feel comfortable amidst the internal mayhem. For Minhee doing chores was a form of punishment but to you it was pure bliss.
   You would often have periods of time where you just couldnât get words out, to anyone, no matter what they were or no matter why you wanted or needed to say to them, but as a quiet person himself, Minhee didnât feel totally uncomfortable in the silence. He liked the way the two of you could just be together, existing in the same space simply able to enjoy each otherâs company. For each of you the presence alone of the other felt so grounding.
   Minhee remembered a long time ago when you had told him that it was enough for him to just âbe aroundâ and that made you feel better. It was then that his crush on you grew tenfold and he just knew he had to tell you about it. Of course he never did, he was too shy, but you guys had ended up together anyways!
   It was times like these, where he sat crosslegged in front of your tidy ironing board, creasing out only a few wrinkles on some your clothes, that he was reminded of how you truly felt about him without having to say it with words. Even when you were struggling and couldnât find the strength to speak, the way your pinky would ever so slightly graze his when passing garments back and forth or how your eyes would shoot up and follow his every movement every time he got up to walk away.
   No matter what he would always say something along the lines of âDonât worry Iâm not going anywhere.â
   If Minhee said heâd be back in a minute, not even sixty-one seconds could pass before he would make his way back to you. It always broke his heart and simultaneously endeared him the way your puppy like eyes would wordlessly follow him around a room, or how still youâd sit upon waiting for him to come back. But he aways did come back, so you didnât have to worry.
   Your fingers worked with an almost mathematical precision going through every t-shirt, every pair of pants, every button up, every pair of socks, everything! He never thought the time would come but eventually the two of you finished.Â
   It almost startled him when you spoke for the first time in ages even though your voice was so soft and low. âDo you want me to do yours?â You asked genuinely, while placing the last piece of clothing onto a hook and shutting the closet door.Â
   âCould you be any more adorableâŚâ He thought to himself. âThatâs okay Y/Nâ He said and walked over squishing your cheeks between his palms and peppering kisses all across your face. âDo you wanna talk about why we just spent four hours reorganizing your already perfectly organized clothes?â He cocked his head to the side and looked down at you. â-And why you want to do even moreâŚâ
   You looked down in shame âI think I just want to be distracted right now. I feel like I need to be doing something⌠just anythingâŚâ
   Minhee understood what that meant. There were times when talking was helpful and very necessary and there were other times were those conversations needed to be put off until later. Sure it tore him up a little bit inside that you didnât immediately feel comfortable telling him what was wrong but he also would much rather you be keeping yourself busy and enjoying his company than locking yourself away. There were times when you would be so far gone that even if he physically shook you, you couldnât reach him. There were times when the silence wasnât a comfortable understanding but rather, a sinister creeping energy that loomed over the both of you stopping you from being to able to experience anything in that moment. Sometimes it scared him the way your mind could so easily take you away from him, but it impressed him all the more when you could pull yourself out. He was always with you every step of the way, charging uphill to make you feel better. And if what would make you feel better right now was going through all of his laundry then thatâs what the rest of this Saturday would be made to do.Â
   âWe can do mine⌠my hamperâs full of stuff anyways!â He said.
   âThanks Minhee.â You said âOkay go get your basket, Iâm already getting antsy!â
   You appreciated how easily he could flip the script and just go along with whatever you needed in that moment. âI owe you ice cream or somethingâŚâ You said trying your best to sound chipper.
   Minhee trudged over with his enormous pile of laundry and gave you a playful scoff âYou owe me more than just ice cream. You owe me whatever four hours worth of food is!â
   You let out a small laugh âI promise Iâll wake up early tomorrow morning and cook you something that takes at least four hours to make. You can enjoy your Sunday morning by sleeping in.â
   âAlright deal!â He said. Knowing full well that he would make himself wake up just as early as you so he could help you in the kitchen. âIâm toootally gonna enjoy sleeping in!â
âĽHyeongjun
You absolutely hated work! Not just work in general, but the work that you had to do specifically. Coming home from a long day at your job always left you drained. Your boss was always micromanaging, and your coworkers loved any and all types of gossip at your expense. It didnât help that you were the youngest in the office either. It was nearly impossible to stick up for yourself without later receiving some sort of reprimand in the form of extra hours with no extra pay. Almost every weekday had you returning home absolutely exhausted. Youâd slip your shoes off at the door and lazily slip your work attire off piece by piece leaving a trail of clothes on the floor before taking a nice long hot shower. After your shower, there was no guarantee youâd be energetic enough to make dinner so youâd rummage around in your fridge and just eat the first thing you saw. On particularly bad days you would immediately lay on the couch entering a state that was borderline catatonic. Some nights it felt like you only had time to lay on the couch for a minute and blink your eyes a few times. Before you knew it, the sky was a tiny bit brighter and the alarm on your phone was going off again signaling to you that it was now the start of another long day. Begrudgingly getting up and beginning to get ready was always incredibly difficult, but recently right before you walked out the door you would get a little text of encouragement every day.Â
   You had only gone out on about three and a half dates (one of them was cut short due to a last minute call from your boss) but Hyeongjun was already so in tune with your schedule. It mightâve partially been because you complained about work so much that he had just picked up on it that way, but his little digital pep-talks always had a way of putting a smile on your face. Even on the darkest of days. Itâs like he sensed when a day was going to be more difficult than any of the others because his messages were always the sweetest the mornings right before you experienced hell.Â
   Hyeongjun made you feel like color had re-entered the world. Life had felt so black and gray for so long and you couldnât remember the last time you had been excited to talk to someone. He was always cheerful but not too cheerful, empathetic yet discerning, reasonable but always kind, and he had such a way with words. You didnât think youâd ever find another person who could find the joy hidden beneath all your sadness but Hyeongjun seemed like the one.
   Even though you hated work you also hated the one break from work you got during the day. Your lunch break was usually spent sitting alone in your car for forty-five minutes staring off into space and waiting for the day to be done. Whenever you felt down you tended to lose your appetite and that had been the case the past couple of weeks. You knew you should have been hungry and you almost were, you could tell from the way your belly would growl every once in a while. However, your brain and the rest of your body just couldnât and wouldnât let you even stomach the thought of food. Sometimes youâd listen to the radio but other times youâd just sit there looking out the window but not really taking any of it in. Sometimes Hyeongjun would message you on your break to ask what you were eating or what you were doing to kill time and you couldnât bring yourself to come up with a good enough lie, so you would just be honest and tell him ânothingâ. It nearly baffled you how you could give him almost nothing, you could give him so little to work with and he could so easily keep the conversation going!
   You were sure today was going to be another one of those days. You sat at your desk entering some pointless data into a spreadsheet reminding yourself of one of the messages your crush had sent you that morning. You were already halfway through the day, you could do a few hours more right?
   Suddenly right before you were about to go on break you heard a series of little taps right above your head. You looked up to see Hyeongjun smiling widely at you, fingers gripping the top of your computer monitor. You looked around shocked for a second making sure that this was real. âWhat are you doing here?â You asked eyes wide.Â
   âIâm here to hang out with you duh!â Hyeongjun stepped around your desk to grab your bag and sling it around his shoulder. He took your jacket off of the back of your uncomfortable office chair and held it out as if to put it on you.
   There were a few odd stares from your coworkers but they didnât pay the two of you much mind. You stood up and let the boy happily put your jacket sleeves over your arms and give you a quick side hug.Â
   Hyeongjun looked away shyly for a moment. âYou seemed so bummed out over the phone yesterday I hope you donât mind me stopping by.â
   You took a moment to think. Was it too early for things like this? Should you be more apprehensive? You felt uneasy for a moment but that feeling quickly dissipated as Hyeongjun flashed you a big toothy grin. âOf course I donât mindâ you said.
   Taking the elevator down was awkward in the same way sitting in class next to the person you liked as a kid was awkward. The butterflies in your abdomen danced and your stomach did acrobatic flips and Hyeongjunâs pinky inched closer and closer to yours before wrapping around your hand and holding it gently. He didnât say a word but the way his lips pressed into a thin line to prevent him from smiling told you all you needed to know. You had no idea how he knew that a little bit of surprise and the slight change in routine was exactly what you needed to uplift your mood. Your outlook had been so bleak as of late and you werenât sure who you could talk to about how you were feeling, but you were pretty sure the man holding your hand right now was a step in the right direction.
   Hyeongjun would never tell you but he had spent countless night just laying in his bed thinking about you and researching ways to help. Even if you didnât say it out right he didnât need to be told directly that you werenât feeling like yourself for a very long time. You were complex and he felt like there was still a lot more of you to unpack and he planned on spending the next forty-five minutes getting you to open up to him whether you wanted to or not!
âĽTaeyoung
   âIâm baaack!â Taeyoung shouted loudly hoping to get your attention as quickly and abruptly as possible. He thought it was sort of strange the way he didnât immediately hear a response, but what he thought was even stranger was when he saw no tiny beam of light leaking out from underneath the bedroom door. Usually his sign that you were home was the little ray of light illuminating his feet as he approached your room but now it was just dark. Your shoes were by the door, keys hanging on the hook in the exact same way they were when he had left. Those seemed to be the only signs that you were probably even here. He went to quietly turn the doorknob tiptoeing and slinging his backpack over his shoulder to avoid the noise it made as it dragged on the hardwood floors. Maybe you were napping? It was getting dark outside but it was still only the late afternoon. Normally at this time, you were absorbed into a new book or something like that. However, upon entering the room things really were just as he had left them, you included. Curled up in the same amorphous blob, room pitch black, curtains drawn, phone plugged into the charger and resting on the nightstand. Taeyoung checked his watch to make sure the jet lag hadnât completely screwed up his sense of time. He looked at the screen of his watch and then back at the giant mass of grey comforter on the bed. âAre you really sleeping itâs only like 4PMâŚâ he said dropping his bag onto the now plush carpet beneath the bed and crawling up beside you.Â
   He sat up on his knees and peeked over the pile of a person next to him and gently shook the covers to see if you were actually there. He could feel your form underneath the blanket but you still didnât say anything, no release of breath, no snoring, no adorable sleepy mumbles⌠nothing! âHey are you in a coma or somethingâ he huffed playfully âyouâre normally way more excited to see me!â Thatâs when he heard a small groan from under the covers, for a second he could have sworn it was the creak of the floorboards but now he was sure it was a noise from you. âI didnât mean to bother you I just figured Iâd come straight here since itâs been a- Oh!âÂ
   âHeyâ you croaked out, voice hoarse and face mostly buried amid the covers. You turned over slowly to greet your boyfriend âHow was the show?â You asked without the usual sense of genuine intrigue in your tone.Â
   âIt was⌠good. Howâve you been?â He said reaching over to move a bit of the comforter to ruffle your hair and pat your head. âYou havenât been like this since I left have you?â He chuckled, the corners of his eyes crinkling in glee and then faltering a bit as you looked away and wearily bit your dry lips.Â
   âWhen did you leave again?â
   âYou havenât been like this since I left? Right?â a smidgen of worry entering his tone and then a currant of realization. âY/N, really?â a mix of familiar disappointment and general unease wafted over your boyfriend as he scooted closer and sighed. âThe whole time?â
   âI mean I got up to like pee once. I thinkâŚâ
   âWhy didnât you call me?â Taeyoung let a harsh breath escape his nose before running a hand through his already messy black hair. âYou could have at least shot me a text...â He said bleakly.
   âI didnât wanna bother you.â
   âWhen could you ever even begin to bother me?â
   Your face contorted in shame and you sunk deeper into the soft fabric adorning your body. âI meant to at one point, I really did, but then I just⌠I donât know-â You inhaled deeply eyes narrowing, brain struggling to focus on the task at hand, and heart struggling to connect to the conversation.Â
   âYou know I hate when you donât tell me when youâre feeling bad.â He said.
   âI just knew youâd probably try and like come home or something and I didnât really feel like getting up to grab my phone.â
   âYou didnât want me to come home?â Taeyoungâs pupils enlarged slightly as he scoffed quietly.
   âOf course I wanted you to come home! I just didnât want you to come home early!â
   âSo you just laid down here in the dark for like-â He stopped himself as he felt his emotions bubbling over. You two complemented each other in that way but it also made things difficult at times.
   You were used to keeping things bottled up inside and Taeyoung was used to forcing you to talk about those things. Taeyoung was used to getting easily worked up and frustrated over the small stuff and you were used to offering some gentle perspective. He had a more aggressive approach to pulling you out of these âslumpsâ and it could come off as intense but he really just had no other way of showing you how much he cared. Sometimes he didnât really get it. Sometimes he thought it would be so much easier for you to just get up, to just open the blinds, to just call him. It drove him crazy that he couldnât be privy to all of the intricate details of your mind. It bothered him that a person so wonderful, so kind, so funny, and interesting, and charismatic, and personable⌠wasnât able to share that with everyone all the time, especially with him. More than any bother though, more than frustration, more than annoyance, or anger, or any other negative emotion, you had helped Taeyoung further cultivate his arguably most beautiful trait; his empathy. Sure he was still a little shit stirrer every now and again but at the end of the day, seeing you just as upset over something you couldnât control, how your mind and body were at odds constantly telling you that the one person who loved you most in this world shouldnât be bothered with your issues made him just want to help you the best he could.
   Taeyoung took a deep breath âLetâs go for a walk while the sunâs still out, how about that.â He suggested. âAlso maybe shower firstâŚâ
   You wanted to object but as you mulled over your answer your boyfriend couldnât help but reach his hands under the duvet to try and pull you out, tickling you in the process.Â
   âOkay, okay!â You laughed as Taeyoung giggled and continued to try and pull you out. âI can get up myself jeezâŚâ You still werenât feeling your best but the hopeful look on the man beside youâs face made you want to make him happy.Â
   âSorry for raising my voice at you I just wanted to make sure you were okay and I freaked out seeing you so-â
   You cut him off âitâs okay, Iâll be okay. Iâve just been really tired and stuff. I should have called you.â
   âNext timeâŚâ Taeyoung said as you sat up and he tackled you into a tight hug. âMaybe we can even lay here together for a couple more minutes, better yet letâs just go on a walk tomorrow Iâm tired tooâŚâ
âĽSeongmin
âAre you gonna be done soonâŚâ Seongmin asked cheek pressed against the doorway and lips pursed in minor annoyance.Â
   More than annoyance however, he felt concern. His face squished against the wooden frame of the entrance to your makeshift office (the desk in the corner or your shared bedroom). Normally this would have been about the fifth time in the hour Seongmin would come over to disturb you while you were working, but this past week and a half had been pretty different. He had seen you like this before, completely absorbed in your work, tired and distracted⌠but now it felt more like you were purposefully over working yourself. You werenât just absorbed in work, but completely overwhelmed by it, more than tired you were utterly sleep deprived, you werenât even really distracted you were just distracted when it came to him. Seongmin was pretty used to having your undivided attention or at the very least viciously demanding it. You found it cute the way he always wanted to be at your side making you laugh or just watching your expressions as you listened to a story he told. It was one of the reasons he loved you so much. Your willingness to include each other in just about anything the other was doing without it even really being necessary was what endeared him to you in the first place. Though, that made it all the more upsetting when you couldnât or rather wouldnât include each other in something.
   When you had started your relationship Seongmin remembered you telling him you were a difficult partner. That often times it felt like your brain would grow legs and start running faster than you could keep up. That you would become physically and psychologically exhausted out of the blue. He thought it was silly how you would think your own personal struggles would deter him from wanting to be with you, but he quickly realized that even the brightest smile and silliest nudge in the right direction wouldnât be enough to pull you out of a spiral once it started. It wasnât impossible, not in the slightest, but Seongmin did really have to try. He had to try and be delicate with his words, careful with his actions, and very intentional about the way he would attempt to help you. He remembered you saying it wasnât always about just trying to cheer you up but just noticing before things got too bad. Now he was noticing, and remembering the last time he saw you like this.
   âDo you want to eat dinner⌠or like⌠take a break?â Seongmin asked. Gentle voice ringing throughout the room and eventually echoing through the nearly silent apartment. âYou know you have to respond to me eventually.â He huffed stopping before he got frustrated.Â
   All he got was a sort of muffled âsorryâ from you in response as you kept clacking away at your computer.
   He slowly unstuck his face from the doorframe âis typing more important than me?â approaching slowly and cracking a smile he reached his arms out to not only try and softly grab your shoulders but also to steady himself while sauntering over the sea of loose papers and piles of books strewn about the floor. âI was making a gentle suggestion before but now Iâm serious! Itâs time to take a break Y/N!â Seongmin rested his hands at either side of you just beside your neck and placed his thumbs right by your shoulder blades. He used his remaining fingers to lift up your chin and straighten out your posture a bit. âYou havenât looked me in the eyes in like two days.â Adjusting your chin more he leaned over to look at you flashing his signature puppy eyes, dark brown and sparkling as you returned his gaze.Â
   You finally looked back at him letting him take in the bags under your eyes, visible even in the dim yellow glow reflected from your beat up desk lamp. âThatâs a bit of an exaggeration isnât itâ. You said smiling dryly and stifling a yawn.Â
   âNot reallyâŚâ His reply had tinge of genuine sadness to it but he tried his best to hide it with another smile.
   You spun around in your chair to face him better. âSorryâ you said again, this time a little clearer. âI just⌠have a lot of work to get done. Once I start it feels like I canât stop.â You looked off into the distance, avoiding your partnerâs eyes as you spoke. âI just feel like if I stop Iâll feel worse and I already have a lot of stuff to do so I just need to keep going, I just-â you furrowed your brows and narrowed your gaze as if trying to remember what it was that had originally glued you to this chair a couple days ago. â-I need toâŚâ you trailed off.
   âYou need to take a break.â Seongmin said in all seriousness âright nowâ. He reached down to clasp your hands in his, and prevent you from turning around and working again.
   That was enough to bring some clarity to you and remind you of what it felt like to be present again. You had spent so many hours tucked away in this room for seemingly no reason that Seongminâs plain gaze and soft yet firm grip around your fingers helped to un-numb your senses. A wave of hunger, thirst, fatigue, and an ache in your upper body from sitting in the same position for so long hit you all at once. âShit I feel awfulâŚâ you said to yourself âand kind of stupid, I donât know why I do that.â
   Seongmin leaned down and placed a little kiss on your nose. âYouâre not stupid, just sillyâ. He chuckled waving a hand in front of your face âwelcome to earth, itâs good to have you back!âÂ
   You smiled in embarrassment and bit your lip anxiously. âIt hasnât really been two days has it?â
   Noticing the slight worry in your eyes and the way your fingers started to twitch in his hands, Seongmin decided to forgo the truth. âNo! No! Itâs only been like⌠I was exaggerating before itâs been like⌠Hey! Do you want to order food you must be really hungry!â
   âI mean I thoughtâŚâ your mind was a bit foggy but what he was saying didnât seem right. Then the mention of ordering food settled into your mind and that did seem right. âOh yeah, Iâm totally starving!âÂ
   âLet me go get my phone.â Seongmin ruffled your hair a bit and then rushed out and before you could even blink, he was pulling you out of your chair and onto the bed to sit and browse his food delivery app. The dark circles were still ever-present under your eyes and you looked a bit haggard but as your face scanned his phone, no longer absorbed in work, a genuine smile on your face, light returning to your being he thought you looked really beautiful. Rubbing small circles on your back he reminded himself to remember this for next time, because no matter how awful it seemed there would always be a next time and that was okayâŚ
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#wow these are super old but still posts them anyway because i still enjoy my fantasy game crossovers#cho (f)#palo#minhee#cho (m)#dragon nest#maplestory#vaguely recalls palo as kaiser class
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Cravity as Lovers
writing to procrastinate my upcoming A level exams // none of this is proof read whoops
Serim
Boyfriend! Serim is the type of lover that wants to always be around you. don't get me wrong, he definitely promotes you both having other friends and hobbies, but he's just like a puppy that follows it's owner everywhere. Definitely the type to never miss a day of good morning and night texts! he wants to know if you're happy and how he can be there for you without overstepping boundaries. he's definitely the type to brag about you to his family too.
Allen
Boyfriend Allen! is the type of lover that always wants to help you be your best self. if that means helping you clean your room to help you get out of a depressive episode or stay up until the early hours of the morning studying for a test you're really anxious about, Allen is a giver! he's the type of lover that will wait with you until you're ready, or if you need cheering up will do anything and everything in his power to do so even if it means embarrassing himself a little. he won't mind because its all for you.
Jungmo
Boyfriend! Jungmo is the type of lover that always wants to physically comfort you. you might not even need comfort, he just really loves to cling onto you and check you're okay. holds your hand everywhere. he just likes the feeling of proximity. loves to hug you're waist and burying his head into you when no ones around. you both will be watching a show, every now and then you'll watch as he lifts his head up, reads your face and when he's satisfied you're fine carries on what he was doing. would be the most anxious person if you both were opposites sides of a room with other people in it. he'd just rather be near you.
Woobin
Boyfriend! Woobin loves to spend quality time with you. he's at his happiest to sit in a room with you, write new music (using you as his inspiration hehe) and just knowing you're with him is enough. he likes to know that you're still in arms distance and he can look at you at any time without feeling obliged to fill the silence, although I'm sure secretly sometimes he wants you to bug him when he's 'busy' so he can hear your voice and remind him you still love him. he's the type of lover that will go see you at work during his breaks so he can be motived to work harder so he can treat you more.
Wonjin
Boyfriend! Wonjin is not only your boyfriend but also your best friend. Definitely the type to spam your messages with memes he thought were funny. 'who are you meeting? I thought I was your only friend' turns out it was your mum or something anyway and he was right. one day you both realise you have no photos together so you go on adventure to take the most stupidest photos you can so you can actually prove you're dating to other people. the type of relationship other people are jealous of because you guys always laugh the loudest at each others jokes. the type of relationship where when in a room with others, you both have an entire conversation with your just your eyes.
Minhee
Boyfriend! Minhee is the type of lover to remember every small detail about you. he won't remember your birthday and he definitely won't remember your anniversary but he'll remember your favourite flower or the time you spent an extra few minutes too long looking at a pair of shoes and proceed to buy them for you on your birthday. he's the type to take you away from a party early because he knows you hate loud noises and he's not really bothered either.
Hyeongjun
Boyfriend! Hyeongjun is the type who always matches your energy no matter what. when you're happy he's at his happiest. when you're sad that makes him even more sad. he loves surprising you with new dates or gifts, big or small because he loves to see you happy so much. the type to have Pinterest and saves ideas, or if something will catch his eye he'll take a picture and send it to you. you have your happiest highs and biggest laughs with Hyeongjun but you've also had the most comfort when sad from him too. boyfriend Hyeongjun gives the best hugs (canon!)
Taeyoung
Boyfriend! Taeyoung loves everything you love. you're his person, so whatever hobby you're hyper-obsessed with he will also become obsessed with. if you're really big on a current artist or show, no matter if it's not his cup of tea, he will watch/ listen/ research the thing so you're able to talk to someone about it. you're obsessed with bees? every time he sees something bee related he'll at least take a photo and send it to you 'hey, I saw this bubble bee doorstop in the store today. I don't know if you need a doorstop but I bought it you anyway'.
Seongmin
Boyfriend! Seongmin is the type of lover to share his everything with you. his personal life, his favourite moments. Seongmin would be the type of lover to see you as the other half of him. so that means the things he enjoys, his favourite things. if he's enjoying a show he wants you to also watch that show because he wants you to feel the happiness you felt. he's definitely to type to make small matching bracelets and want to wear matching clothes with him.
I am more than happy to expand on any of these btw! I had so much fun writing them <3
I want boyfriend Minhee and Wonjin ngl
#cravity fluff#cravity headcanons#cravity scenarios#cravity taeyoung#cravity#serim#cravity serim#cravity allen#Cravity soft hours#allen ma#cravity jungmo#cravity imagines#jungmo#woobin#cravity woobin#wonjin#cravity wonjin#minhee#cravity minhee#taeyoung#hyeongjun#cravity hyeongjun#seongmin#cravity seongmin#kang minhee
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#jungmo#koo jungmo#minhee#kang minhee#cravity#forluvity#kflops#nugudom#dailybg#kpopco#kpopccc#*m#oorieri#userbbie#eritual#usermairin#hirachel#dearestmillie#useroro#ninqztual
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MINHEE ⧠âGroovy - Japanese ver. -â MV
#minhee#kang minhee#cravity#forluvity#kflops#nugudom#nugunet#mine: gif#vity.meg#hirachel#oorieri#userbbie#useroro#dearestmillie#hiszabina#higabi#marekwan#wabisarah#useryukuz#aleksbestie#usermairin#A MINI !!!#ok i should go do like. a few chores KASDJF;KL but <3 i'll come back and try to do ruby later if someone else doesn't get to him !!! :>
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selfie lessons !
#this was so cute... also if u were curious these gifs are titled minijun#002#cravity#forluvity#minhee#kang minhee#hyeongjun#song hyeongjun#kpopedit#kpopco#malegroupsedit#oorieri#eritual#useroro#danablr#usershri#mg:cravity#m:minhee#m:hyeongjun
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capture time with minhee!
#cravity#minhee#forluvity#kflops#malegroupsnet#g:minhee#g:all#finally living up to my url#he did so many poses but i chose the cutest one#disappointed he didn't end with his fave đ
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the power rangers if they slayed
#cravity#forluvity#serim#allen#jungmo#woobin#wonjin#minhee#hyeongjun#taeyoung#seongmin#kflops#malegroupsnet#dearestmillie#useroro#hijaehyukkies#higabi#userbbie#kit.track#*mine
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