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A Moment Too Far

by MaybeIamHere “You’re staring,” Raf said, his voice low and amused. Alex smirked, lifting his glass to his lips. “It’s hard not to when you’re showing off like that. What’s with the whole ‘disheveled senator’ look tonight? Trying to get laid?” Raf laughed, a deep, rumbling sound that Alex felt in his chest. “I don’t have to try. But thanks for noticing.” Alex thinks he’s got his relationship with Henry all figured out—until a drunken, flirty night out with his dad’s best friend, Rafael Luna, throws everything into question. A few drinks spark flirtation that crosses a line, leaving Alex feeling guilty but oddly drawn to Raf. Caught between his love for Henry and the unexpected tension with Raf, Alex must figure out what loyalty really means. (Author's note here, no actual (sexual) cheating here- Alex would not do that—just tension and maybe some Alex/Raf flirting that does cross some lines- but Alex would never actually cheat. There is an Alex/Henry sex scene towards the end, though some feelings remain unresolved- as life is messy and feelings are messy). Words: 3799, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Rafael Luna Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, borderline cheating? maybe?, Flirty Alex - Relationship, Flirty Raf, But Alex always comes home to his man, Henry is his man by the way, If I have not made that clear Additional Tags: Drunken Flirting, Implied/Referenced Cheating, Bottom Alex Claremont-Diaz, Top Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex and Henry are in love, Alex is so in love with Henry, But also has feelings for Raf, But is so in love with Henry, I repeat that point as it is important, Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Established Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor via https://ift.tt/vSMuDfe

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WIP Wednesday

Look at me starting the train early today! This morning I read @onthewaytosomewhere's delicious Alpha Pez assisting Omega Alex in Henry's absence, then read the latest installments of MaybeIamHere's Raf x Alex smut series, and my brain went... wait a minute.

So long story short I started writing an Alpha Raf x Omega Alex pwp and I'll be posting the beginning of that here! Enjoy!

Alex knew it was against his better judgement, but he had promised Raf he’d help him with this policy review. It was not unusual for the two of them to crack open a beer at Raf’s place and pore over papers, making edits and hyper-focusing in comfortable silence. It was, however, unusual for Alex to be standing at Raf’s door, nervous to knock due to the ache growing in his gut and the slick forming between his legs. He knew his heat was around the corner, but it should’ve still been far enough off that he could tamp down the symptoms for one night to get some work done. It should’ve. Until Rafael opened the door and Alex smelled him. Still feet away from the older man, Alex could smell the strong, musky, alpha aroma permeating the space between them. His thighs clenched together instinctually, willing the slick to not immediately begin dripping down his thigh. This was going to be a long night.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna, Rafael Luna/Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor & Rafael Luna Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Rafael Luna, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Additional Tags: Threesome - M/M/M, Threesome, Age Difference, Blow Jobs, Top Alex Claremont-Diaz, Bottom Alex Claremont-Diaz, Bottom Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Sharing, Post-Canon, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Texas, Married Life Summary:

“You know,” Henry began, his voice casual but deliberate, “my husband has wanted you to fuck him since he was, what, nineteen?”

Rafael nearly choked on his beer. He turned to Henry, eyes wide, caught somewhere between surprise and amusement. “What?” he sputtered, a laugh threatening to escape.

Henry’s grin widened, a spark of mischief dancing in his blue eyes. “Don’t act so shocked, Rafael. You know it. He’s been crushing on you for years. The way he blushes when you’re around, the way he fumbles over his words when you get too close… he’s not exactly subtle.”

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"Alex Claremont-Diaz has always been a little oblivious—especially about his own feelings. But Henry’s no stranger to the signs, and he’s ready to give Alex a gift he’ll never see coming: a weekend with Rafael Luna, the one person who’s always lingered just beneath the surface of Alex’s mind. As the Texas heat rises, so does the tension, and Henry might just enjoy watching it all unfold more than he expected."

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What the Storm Left Behind

by MaybeIamHere Alex’s life is on track—happy, focused, everything going smoothly... until he unexpectedly presents as an omega at twenty. Worse, it happens during a snowstorm, trapping him indoors with his dad’s best friend, Raf, an alpha. Three days of Alex’s first heat will change everything. (Starts as Alex/Raf in a friends-with-benefits dynamic but the endgame for this fic is Henry/Alex.) _________________________________________________ “Alex,” he rasped, his voice shredded with conflict. “We can’t do this. Don’t—” But Alex moved closer, pressing against him, his scent sweet and overwhelming. The younger man’s hands fisted in Raf’s shirt, pulling him closer as he whispered, “Please, Raf. I can’t take it anymore. I need you.” Raf’s body tensed as Alex rocked against him, the heat radiating from his skin impossible to ignore. Alex’s slick was everywhere, soaking through his jeans, clinging to Raf’s hands as he instinctively tried to steady him. The scent of it, of him, wrapped around Raf’s mind like a vice, and he swore he could feel his knot swelling at just the thought of what Alex was offering. Words: 34412, Chapters: 8/30, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Omega/Alpha - Relationship, omega/omega - Relationship Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha/Omega, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Omega Verse, Omega/Omega, first heat, heat - Freeform, Rutting, Age Difference, Anal Sex, Dubious Consent, Mildly Dubious Consent, Friends With Benefits, fuck buddies, Knotting, Breeding, Pregnancy, Top Alex Claremont-Diaz, Bottom Alex Claremont-Diaz, Top Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Bottom Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Unplanned Pregnancy, Pregeant Alex, Slow Burn, Friends to lovers to friends (alex and raf), Henry and Alex endgame, Baby daddy Raf, Alternate Universe - Non-Famous, Lawyer Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Omega Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Omega Alex Claremont-Diaz via https://ift.tt/yXYpbUm

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What the Storm Left Behind

by MaybeIamHere Alex’s life is on track—happy, focused, everything going smoothly... until he unexpectedly presents as an omega at twenty. Worse, it happens during a snowstorm, trapping him indoors with his dad’s best friend, Raf, an alpha. Three days of Alex’s first heat will change everything. (Starts as Alex/Raf in a friends-with-benefits dynamic but the endgame for this fic is Henry/Alex.) _________________________________________________ “Alex,” he rasped, his voice shredded with conflict. “We can’t do this. Don’t—” But Alex moved closer, pressing against him, his scent sweet and overwhelming. The younger man’s hands fisted in Raf’s shirt, pulling him closer as he whispered, “Please, Raf. I can’t take it anymore. I need you.” Raf’s body tensed as Alex rocked against him, the heat radiating from his skin impossible to ignore. Alex’s slick was everywhere, soaking through his jeans, clinging to Raf’s hands as he instinctively tried to steady him. The scent of it, of him, wrapped around Raf’s mind like a vice, and he swore he could feel his knot swelling at just the thought of what Alex was offering. Words: 30061, Chapters: 7/30, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Omega/Alpha - Relationship, omega/omega - Relationship Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha/Omega, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Omega Verse, Omega/Omega, first heat, heat - Freeform, Rutting, Age Difference, Anal Sex, Dubious Consent, Mildly Dubious Consent, Friends With Benefits, fuck buddies, Knotting, Breeding, Pregnancy, Top Alex Claremont-Diaz, Bottom Alex Claremont-Diaz, Top Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Bottom Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Unplanned Pregnancy, Pregeant Alex, Slow Burn, Friends to lovers to friends (alex and raf), Henry and Alex endgame, Baby daddy Raf, Alternate Universe - Non-Famous, Lawyer Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor via https://ift.tt/yXYpbUm

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Friday Nights

by MaybeIamHere “You want more?” Raf asked, adding a second finger and scissoring them slowly. When Alex’s only response was a high-pitched whimper, Raf thrust his fingers deeper, curling them to hit Alex’s prostate again. Alex practically screamed, his whole body jerking. “Such a good boy,” Raf praised, his voice soft but full of approval. “Taking me so well.” Alex keened at the words, his body rocking back against Raf’s hand. “I need you inside me,” he begged. “Please, Sir, I need you to fuck me.” _______________ Raf and Alex in a scene. I imagine this fitting into the timeline of my story 'Pressure Points'. Words: 2028, Chapters: 2/2, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna Additional Tags: Praise Kink, Sub Alex Claremont-Diaz, Dom/sub, Bottom Alex Claremont-Diaz, Anal Sex via https://ift.tt/iNHjcrn

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Pressure Points

by MaybeIamHere Alex’s eyes lit up with a sudden idea. “Hey, give me your phone.” “No.” The response was immediate, his tone flat. “C’mon,” Alex pressed, already standing. “You probably still have Grindr, right? I’ll help you find someone decent. A wingman like me could work wonders.” Raf’s eyes narrowed. “First of all, I haven’t used Grindr since I got elected. Second of all, absolutely not.” ..... Alex decides his dad's best friend needs to get laid. It does not go as planned. Words: 2759, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz, Cash (Red White & Royal Blue) Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna Additional Tags: Dry Humping, Age Difference via https://ift.tt/lKNS74p

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All The Ways He Glows

by MaybeIamHere “You know,” Henry began, his voice casual but deliberate, “my husband has wanted you to fuck him since he was, what, nineteen?” Rafael nearly choked on his beer. He turned to Henry, eyes wide, caught somewhere between surprise and amusement. “What?” he sputtered, a laugh threatening to escape. Henry’s grin widened, a spark of mischief dancing in his blue eyes. “Don’t act so shocked, Rafael. You know it. He’s been crushing on you for years. The way he blushes when you’re around, the way he fumbles over his words when you get too close… he’s not exactly subtle.”   _____________________________________ "Alex Claremont-Diaz has always been a little oblivious—especially about his own feelings. But Henry’s no stranger to the signs, and he’s ready to give Alex a gift he’ll never see coming: a weekend with Rafael Luna, the one person who’s always lingered just beneath the surface of Alex’s mind. As the Texas heat rises, so does the tension, and Henry might just enjoy watching it all unfold more than he expected." Words: 9573, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Rafael Luna, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna, Rafael Luna/Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor & Rafael Luna Additional Tags: Threesome - M/M/M, Threesome, Age Difference, Blow Jobs, Top Alex Claremont-Diaz, Bottom Alex Claremont-Diaz, Bottom Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Sharing, Post-Canon, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Texas, Married Life via https://ift.tt/M8EN7k4

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Nothing Gets Past Nora

by MaybeIamHere My unofficial read-along to the Alex/Raf fic Bad Idea by gapyeartragedy. ____ ...... “Taller than me.” That’s when she feels the pieces clicking into place. “Yes…” she says slowly, and she’s starting to sense where this might be going. It’s still hazy, but she’s close. “A man. For now, at least.” Nora raises her eyebrows. “You just narrowed your pool by almost 78%.” She’s keeping her tone light, but inside, her thoughts are racing. “That’s oddly specific.” Well, so was Alex’s ‘who I want to fuck right now’ list. She shrugs, trying to keep things casual. “Keep going.” And then, the real clincher. “Is it bad if I say older? It doesn’t have to be by much,” he explains, like he’s nervous about what that means. “But, fuck, it would feel so good to not be the most experienced one in the room.” Nora's brain practically screeches to a halt. Wait. Older. Strong. Taller. Doesn’t care about his family. Oh, fuck. It hits her like a ton of bricks. All the pieces fall into place at once, and it feels like someone’s just lit up a neon sign in her brain: Rafael Luna. Of fucking course. Words: 4000, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: F/F, M/M Characters: Nora Holleran, June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz, Rafael Luna Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, June Claremont-Diaz/Nora Holleran Additional Tags: Nora is so much smarter than Alex, Age Difference via https://ift.tt/n3qWfYa

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The Last Line

by MaybeIamHere After months of fooling around, of Raf trying to keep them from crossing that final line- he finally fucks Alex. __________________ Raf’s heart pounded, and he could feel his control slipping. Alex was persistent, his hands everywhere, his body hot and pliant in Raf’s lap. “You’re gonna make me lose my mind,” Raf whispered, his voice breaking as he let his fingers slide under Alex’s shirt, feeling the heat of his skin. “Then lose it,” Alex breathed, and there was a hunger there, a desperation that Raf couldn’t ignore. “Please, Raf. I want to feel you. I want you to fuck me.” Raf closed his eyes, trying to breathe through the rush of desire, the ache that had been building for months. “Okay,” he said, voice rough. “But we do this my way.”   ______________ Trigger warning for Raf discussing past abuse towards the end of the story. Words: 7322, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna Additional Tags: Bottom Alex Claremont-Diaz, Top Alex Claremont-Diaz, Age Difference, Past Sexual Assault, Past Rape/Non-con, Rafael Luna Needs a Hug via https://ift.tt/nOvcaVK

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Smoke and Mirrors

by MaybeIamHere Raf tries to quit smoking. Alex being the supportive boyfriend he is tries to distract Raf when he gets a craving. Day Three of quitting cigarettes.   _______ Alex let out a breathless laugh, his fingers brushing up the back of Raf’s neck. "What are you waiting for, then? Let me distract you." Raf didn’t bother answering. Instead, he captured Alex’s mouth in a hard, hungry kiss, all the tension from earlier pouring into the heat between them. His hands were everywhere—roaming over Alex’s body, tugging at his clothes, until there was nothing between them but skin and need. Words: 2620, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Rafael Luna Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Additional Tags: Bottom Alex Claremont-Diaz, Anal Sex, Established Relationship via https://ift.tt/iuymdFf

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Bound

by MaybeIamHere “Please, Sir, please,” Alex whimpered. “I need to come. I can’t—” “You can,” Rafael murmured, his tone unwavering. “You’ll wait for me.” ....... Established relationship, Alex and Raf in a scene. Words: 5312, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Rafael Luna Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Additional Tags: Age Difference, Dom/sub, Bondage, Orgasm Denial, Established Relationship, Safeword Use via https://ift.tt/njKvs7d

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"One Thing at a Time

by MaybeIamHere Artwork of how I imagine the character Rafael Luna from the novel 'Red, White and Royal Blue' looking. Pictured with Alex. Alex/Raf drabble. Words: 1011, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor via https://ift.tt/HJaYAuM

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Stamina

by MaybeIamHere “You’re not going to come until I’m done,” Rafael murmured, his voice rough with pleasure as he set a rhythm that would drive Alex mad but keep him just on the edge.   “Yes, Sir,” Alex whimpered, his body already shaking with the effort of holding back, of not thrusting upwards. ______ Raf has a rough day and needs an outlet. Alex is only too happy to help. Words: 4623, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Rafael Luna Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna Additional Tags: Age Difference, Dom/sub, BDSM Scene, Bondage, Power Bottom, Top Alex Claremont-Diaz via https://ift.tt/q7VSlRo

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Torn Between Us

by MaybeIamHere "What the fuck,” Oscar hissed, voice low and trembling with rage. “What the hell is going on?” Neither of them moved. Alex shifted, eyes wide but not apologetic. The silence stretched unbearably until Oscar’s patience snapped. He pointed at Alex. “Get away from him. Now.” Alex hesitated, defiance flickering briefly before he stepped back. He opened his mouth to speak, but Oscar cut him off, chest heaving. “Move away, Alex!” Oscar barked again, sharper now. He could feel his pulse in his ears, the anger rising in waves, mingled with confusion and betrayal. Alex turned slowly to Raf, a silent question in his eyes. Oscar watched, breath caught, as his son looked to Raf for... what? Permission? The sight of Alex looking to Raf instead of him made Oscar’s blood boil. He had never felt so powerless, so sidelined by the two people he trusted most. Words: 6545, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: F/M Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Rafael Luna, Oscar Diaz (Red White & Royal Blue) Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Oscar Diaz, Oscar Diaz & Rafael Luna Additional Tags: Age Difference, Caught, Sneaking Around via https://ift.tt/eYLNmvA

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Between the Lines

by MaybeIamHere Working on Rafael Luna's Senate campaign was supposed to be about politics, but for 19-year-old Alex, it quickly becomes something more. With his longtime crush on Raf intensifying, Alex finds himself navigating the blurry lines between admiration, desire, and ambition. A slow-burn, steamy story about Alex’s bi-awakening and the impossible pull of Rafael Luna. Trigger warning: 16 year age gap, but they are both adults and only began their relationship as adluts.   ......   "Please," Alex begs, his voice breathless and raw, his lips brushing against Raf's ear. He wants to keep moving, keep chasing that friction, that feeling. He can feel Raf hard beneath him, and the thought only makes him more desperate. "I feel like I'm dying. Please, Raf, I need—" Raf cuts him off, his hand sliding into Alex's hair, tugging just enough to get his attention. "Alex, stop," he says, though the hoarse edge to his voice makes it sound like he's pleading too. "“Your dad would kill me. I won’t even mention–”   "Well, I wasn't planning on telling them, were you?," Alex mutters, trying to sound casual but failing miserably. His body is buzzing from the kiss, from the weight of Raf's rejection. Words: 14603, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Rafael Luna, Oscar Diaz (Red White & Royal Blue), Cash (Red White & Royal Blue) Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Rafael Luna, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Rafael Luna Additional Tags: Power Dynamics, Power Imbalance, Age Difference, Bisexual Male Character via https://ift.tt/Gw1mpjI