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thegempage · 1 year ago

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love being on my period for the first time in *vague hand waves* months (big /sarc) bcus i get to do shit like

feel gross the whole time

smell of blood nausea (different than regular nausea) (it's also worse and the smell does not go away)

start panicking at 2 a.m. for no reason

god fucking dammit i want to curl up into a hole and not move until this is over i'm not even cramping i just feel uneasy and weird

and it's like cool! this is just life for the next week huh. i get to be like this the whole time. oh my store manager is out and the district manager is going to come visit while i have a borrowed manager working with me and i'll be on the verge of collapse the whole time? delightful. wasn't like i had plans that hinged on me having energy this week or anything

#little rock.txt #menstruation #context: i have pcos lmao #can i go back to the part where i don't get it for seven months and then also that part never ends #and like i Could go back on birth control and ask to manage the doses in such a way that i never have a period again #but. i've really been enjoying some of the side effects of not being on it #i'm kind of afraid if i go back on birth control i'll lose some of the body hair situation i have going #which is already barely anything so like jfkldsafd i can't afford to lose it --#also i'm Pissed bcus i was gonna stream on tuesday and saturday before seph and ben stream (respectively)#but i just don't think i'm gonna have the energy : (#Maybe for a little one on tuesday bcus i gotta get up for a different thing anyway #just raid into seph and then lie on the ground with my phone #idk. i'm tired and i have to wait until the laundry is done to go to bed

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