#Man it's so creepy he just knows I'm typing this bruh

[federthenotsogreat]

Man, I want Deamy and Sans to have a cool sparring match.... You know. Actually fighting and stuff. Not just Deamy playing a game

I'd love to watch that! They have similar powers, and the colors of their magic would contrast so well aususususgh 😭😭😭

[hiimsociallyawkward]

aithusia

hi bestie @lady-ofmagic-andstars it's been a while. i said i would do this episode last week but i had to wait for the destiny and chicken podcast to come out so here we are. basically, all of my thoughts while watching aithusia.

ugh the opening scene. i actually love it

ok ngl i remember that this guy is the bad guy but he's like 🥵🥵🥵 jeez

ik it's not just on tiktok but that tiktok where it goes 'but momma i'm in love with a criminal'

wow nice key bud

ok him running in the forest is just like you cannot outrun your demons and i thought that was so funny

smh he's so violent but he's so pretty :,)

ok but how old is this guy?? he say it's taken 20 years of his life. why 20? is that because that's when the 'last' dragon died out?? and at what age was he socially concious enough to recognize the implication of what it means to have a dragon? his is so dumb but probably like 15? so this guy is 35ish? idk man thoughts?

ok if he just feel off the cliff instead of being able to pull himself up we would've saved ourselves a lot of trouble i'm just saying druids.

ok this is so pretty. my thoughts are like 25% me singing show tunes, 25% thinking of actual merlin things, 50% thinking about how pretty everything is

merlin is such a light sleeper. idk why that's important but he wakes up ALL the time

✨gaius is the worst ✨

ok colin's eye looked so good in this scene

aLASFLJDFA MERLIN AND HIS SOCKS

stop i literally dress like this

i love his sleep clothes. it's such a vibe

aw merlin saying 'save the dragons is so cute' omg it reminds me of the vsco girls and saving the turtles HAHA

i love how equal merlin and kilgharrah feel here

asjflsjdasjdfl like ik this is the point but i love that merlin's inherited his father gift and he's always going to remember him. not that merlin would forget his father but idek

aw kilgharrah is like 'i beg you' ok now that i think abt it maybe it's slightly manipulative but it's also really not

ok actually i don't know how many time merlin uses this scene but i guess i'm keeping track now. but look how pretty

wow the rising sun 🤪

OH HAHA THIS IS WHERE MERLIN CARTWHEELS??

literally merlin just breaks in everywhere

merlin seems so earnest about wanting to see the dragons. i want to see the dragons too please

omg HAHA the woodworm is this episode??

WHY IS MERLIN STILL SEARCHING AFTER ARTHUR TURNS AROUND WHAT?

this is a side note but i love arthur's key holder thingy it's actually pretty.

stop right now why is merlin using his magic to PANTS arthur

ok i'm pretty sure that agravaine is only in this episode this one time, and yk it's the little victories

i'm actually embarassed for arthur and merlin here. i don't like it at all

HOW DOES MERLIN DO THE HANDSTAND?? that's the one part i like

ok my question is how is he supposed to know where the last piece of the triskeleton is??

SECOND QUESTION WHY IS HE JUST STANDING IN THE VAULT WHEN HE SHOULD BE RUNNING

lasflkajsdljsad omg the betrayal. ouch my heart

these scene are just like. it's actually art

ok how did merlin stay there all night and no one saw him?? literally camelot guards need to step up

omg no not merlin zooming

sklfja;lsdkjfasdlfs amerlin and the cup

i love how long merlin and arthur look at each other before arthur reacts

lsjfa;lksdsl woodworm omg and the fact that arthur believes that merlin is this chaotic is so funny

HAHA THIS SCENE GAIUS LITERALLY YELLING AT MERLIN

i think this is the funniest thing because gaius is like 'don't people about your magic' while YELLING ABOUT MERLIN'S MAGIC

ok that's a good point gaius we don't know what borden's intentions are

alsdjfalsd stop why didn't they wait for merlin :,(. this reminds me of when you're in highschool and you're finishing lunch and as you pack up everyone is leaving you??????

ok but i love that merlin rides in front with arthur. like- of course he does

merlin being observant 😍😍

i want to go horse riding now

STOP I DON'T LIKE THIS

THIS KNIGHT/DINNER GAG IS NOT FUNNY TO ME. NOT IN THE SLIGHTLEST. THERE'S THIS FIC by @a-small-batch-of-dragons. i literally spent like 10 minutes looking for it because i had to include it here

this scene just.. i don't like it. i never have and i never will

like- who decided that putting this scene in here would be good. no thanks

the knights sleeping in a circle and merlin sleeping on the outside. idk bro that made me a little sad

but also. i want a cloak please. i think i'm just going to say i want a cloak every episode

ok i chuckled at the interaction of 'ever herd of the word sorry?' and 'no is it a word you made up?'

dude don't ask why but i love it when people walk through waterfalls

i don't know why arthur looked so stupid when he was doing it though

i love the nature of it all

yes merlin, you start walking toward the castle first

aw i love the knights working together. like, i know they work together- they're knights, but we love to see it

merlin and his sharp eyes again :,))

why are they making camp it's literally not even dark yet 😭😭

oh great another dinner gag. please stop. i dislike this immensely

wow i love that merlin can heal them. i also think it's surprising because merlin sucks at healing things but yk.. ✨plot✨

this looks like the type of building teens would either be convinced is haunted and try to stay the night there or the type of building that all teens would go to to take pics for the #gram

ok is borden dead here or..

yes i'm putting both of these picture here. who's going to stop me

just kidding it's three

ok so not dead

ok this is not meant to be creepy but colin has nice hands

borden is a creep please go away now

merlin use your ✨magic ✨ please

YES. tell him you're the last dragonlord. i stan. YES HIM AND HIS MAGIC

you better run boy

ok how he manages to get out of the castle is astounding

HAHA there was some CGI that fell and i laughed so hard because it looked so fake

LITERALLY. THE PRETTY CASTLE SCENE IS HERE AGAIN. PRETTY CASTLE SCENE COUNTER; 3

omg merlin getting excited about the egg is actually so precious

both of their faces here are SO precious.

oasfasldfjasl idk why but whenever merlin walks across with the eggs i have this feeling he's going to faceplant and drop it for the comedic effect but i'm glad that never happens

bruh 'back where it belongs' like yes that makes sense but also that doesn't make sense

dude

it's been a full moon for like 4 days now..??????

omg i actually love aithusa

tbh, i DO NOT know how to pronounce her name

why is she actually the cutest thing ever.

AW MERLIN CRYING

i love it when merlin cries, but not in a sadistic way yk? it's more the fact that he's allowed to cry

ok i have a few dragon fics that i love but the only one i can think of right now is Returning the Favor by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle it's actually perfect

there are so many more that i love but i can't think of them but also- PLEASE REC YOUR FAVE DRAGON FAMILY DOMESTIC FICS PLEASE AND THANK YOU

anyways. i'll be back tomorrow to rant more about the darkest hr pt 2 so i'll see you then! also let me know if you want me to stop tagging you @lady-ofmagic-andstars because otherwise i will literally tag you in everything :,)

[vbee-miya]

[romantic matchup]

╒═ @peeshposheddie ═╛

𝙵𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚞𝚙 - 𝚁𝚘𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝙺𝚘𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚋𝚎

Okay hear me out. You collect mangas. He’s a manga artist? Please bruh this wasn’t intended is. This was destiny (I had a last minute realization) 

I feel like with Rohan he’d be a great cuddler. Headcanon, but when he’s in the middle of drawing a manga arc and you just want that attention he’d allow you to sit on his lap while he works at godspeed..

FKHAKDFJHD u cant tell me that's not cute. 

With your personality being hyperactive he’d find that not necessarily adorable, but he’d definitely want you by his side for a manga character inspo, because you seem, well very lively. 

He doesn’t really like distractions while he works, but boy oh boy when it comes to you, he listens to what you want, say, need, etc. 

He thinks the way you cope with your ADHD is interesting and sometimes when you bombard yourself with tons of other stuff he’d watch in the distance perhaps leaning on a door while you're busy playing horror like games.

Speaking of which when you’re really into the game and he can tell he’d just grab his sketch book and try to sketch every reaction you have in god like speed.  

Being a manga artist can be difficult especially since so many across the world read his mangas and he has two fanboys living in the neighborhood. A good nap is what he needs. 

He won’t often take naps, but if he feels like he’s done enough drawing he’ll most definitely join you. 

I feel like he won’t be a fan of hikes. He doesn’t seem like an outdoorsy person ya know?

But a stroll in the town? Hell ya!

You’d most likely be the dominant one in this relationship (yes this can go for both ways. Depending on how you interpret it) 

With your child-like personality he’s like a mother to you. You love to clean, he'll clean with you AND your stuff. 

Can’t cook? Pfft please this man will cook you high quality Gordan Ramsey cuisines.

I feel like when he cooks it’ll be similar to him writing the manga, he’s always trying to come up with different ideas. New inspirations. 

One time you both went to Trattoria Trussardi and the moment you both went back home you’d see him try to attempt it. Wasn’t the best compared to Tonio’s, but it iz what it iz ya know. 

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I feel like the down side to the relationship is that he wouldn’t understand your phobia or why you hate bugs. Scream that there’s a bug don’t worry he’ll grab it, but i’m telling you luv run away from him like asap. Cus that man will dissect the insect. Of course for more realistic reasons being a manga artist. “I don’t understand Y/N. The fluids coming out now the lifeless creature is natural. What’s so scary about it? It’s just reality.” “Are you kidding me?! Rohan THE REALITY IS THAT IT LOOKS LIKE VOMIT!!” 

𝚂𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚞𝚙 - 𝙳𝚒𝚘 𝙱𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘

...We don’t talk about the vampire Dio..Cuz he’sssssssssssssss - kinda funky. 

But it doesn't matter. Dio is Dio. 

Let’s start off with your interesting source of weaponry collections. 

Sure you’ll show them off here and there, but Dio? Nah. (word of warning, it’s best if he doesn’t know about that) But if he does Just know…..If you see some of them missing it’s most likely because he’s gone mad and is now using them for very Illegal reasons, BUT since he's a vampire stand user. Nothing can stop him. 

You love horror? SAY LESS! Living with him is like a horror movie. This isn’t your normal horror simulation game. 

Please bruh, he lives in the dark and shadows. And he’s kinda creepy. But attractive. Still creepy. 

You say you’re good at cleaning? Let’s just say uhhh...maid dress. Definitely not canon or fanon idfk really. But he’d most definitely love to see u in one. Catch him sitting  in the shadows cross legged as you clean. 

Definitely not creepy at all. 

AYO tell me why I can see him being the dominant one in this relationship. 

Cuz he is. This man will have the upper hand in everything. Even in a relationship. 

When Dio isn’t batshit crazy I hate the way I’m feeling about him, but vampy Dio would most definitely give the best cuddles. 

It’s just y’all two in the dark room, you on his chest (he’s most definitely gonna be shirtless) but he’ll drag his fingers down your spine giving you chills that’ll make you shuffle just a little closer to him thus resulting in him pulling you closer. 

I hate that I just wrote that. I really do. Anyways he’ll whisper shit like “I’ll make sure we can stay like this forever.” Please bruh, he’ll have a deep raspy like voice. Tell me he won't I dare you. 

CHILE ANYWAYSSSS SSSOOOOOOOOOO

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Downside is that you’re not very into PDA. Too bad he is. He barely goes out in the day so then when he does it'll be night time, even so who in the hell would see y’all kissing in the pits of the moonlight on top of a building or roof. No one…

But wait what about young Dio? Ya...loads of PDA. Most definitely in front of Jonathan Joestar. 

So that’s your pick Young Dio or Vampy Dio

On the contrary...You’ll definitely be getting loads of praises & he’d make sure you’d know he’s dead serious about them. 

𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚞𝚙 - 𝙻𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝙰𝚋𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚘

This man I’m not even going to get into it. He really just doesn’t seem like the romantic type to me. 

Even if he is I’d find it hard for him to keep up with your hyperactive personality.

He’d think collecting things is just child's play and that you should do other things besides that. Oh not to mention, but he wouldn’t understand why you’d be so scared to watch a horror movie, but yet play such games. It wouldn’t be logical to him. 

He’d think the way you cope with your anxiety is strange, but intriguing. 

It’ll just annoy him. You’ll be doing one thing then suddenly you’re onto something new. “Y/N just stick with one task. It’s not that hard.” “But it’s a way to help co-” “I said what I said.” This mf will just leave not giving a shit on what you’d say. 

Praises? Nah it’ll just be him spitting borderline insulting comments. 

Nice One KaTarA. 

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Plus side to the relationship...there really isn’t anything he’d just find you irritating. Probably when you’re sleeping? That’s when the house would be very quiet and who knows mayhaps this man does have a change of heart. If you’re asleep on the couch expect to wake up in the bed all tucked up nicely. With food ready to be served. 

Either that I'm not really seeing that much romantic value with Leone Abbicchio just in general. 

Again another really fun request. Hope you enjoyed your results @peeshposheddie. Sorry if I might’ve left any blanks. Or if the characters weren’t who you’d hope to get m(_ _)m

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For those who are still waiting please be patient. I've had a pretty busy schedule and workload. DM me if your request has been pending for about a month now.

𝙿𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝙲𝚑𝚎𝚌𝚔 𝙼𝚢 𝙽𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚐𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 (𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝙿𝚘𝚜𝚝) 𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚁𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚄𝚙𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜

[meandmystuffs]

[Movie_Thai BL] Red Wine In The Dark Night (2015)

Disclaimer: This is purely my opinion based on what I've seen in the movie. It is not my intention to offend those people behind this movie, the lgbtq+ community, the vampires and those who are reading this.

Real Plot

Wine and Tee are boyfriends. Tee is an asshole. Wine met Night a vampire-like with amnesia. Wine loves night and vice versa. Sad ending, for me.

Setting

Wine, Tee and his friends are high schools students but there's no actual scene in school.

Characters

There are actually few characters here. Only eight characters and all were well-written and they performed really well in the movie.

Plot, thorough re-telling cause I was shookt! 😱

First of all, it has Thriller as genre. Bruh. It was more than that! It should also be tagged as Vampire, Comedy and Romance. And should be fckng PG-13. I was shookt to my bones.

I was clearly here only for Fluke. He was around 17 or 18 years old when he made this movie (I'm just assuming here). And hello sex scenes! Seriously!? I thought I was going to have a heart attack! 😱 Ugh! I don't know how many briefs I saw in this movie! And damn Fluke! Anyway, I love you! 😘

Now for the movie, the intro really caught me off guard. Wine, who is lovesick to 'boyfriend' Tee was asked to meet him in an old building, which is really creepy. And of course Tee did not come. Wine was alone there and was about to go home when he heard someone asking for help. It was a suspicious man, bloody and pale and with red eyes. He said he was hungry so Wine bought some food but he vomited it back. Then Wine scrapped his knee and this man just lick off the blood. Damn. That's diiirrttyy~ 😂

Wine named him Night cause he is a 'vampire with no fangs but with amnesia' and took him to his home.

Now, his home is originally belonged to Boy (lols) who is so inlove with Wine. Boy thought that his home would be their love nest.

Wine tried to let Night taste other types of blood such as pig's, chicken's and cow's but Night rejected it all and only drank Wine's blood (human) after that.

Wine then tricked Tee into coming with him back in the abandoned building and got him tied up. (Fluke looked to dark in here.) He collected some blood from Tee and took it him for Night to drink. So much for drinking wine at night. 😅

After some time, Boy asked Wine to have sex with him because it his birthday. Wine dragged him into the abandoned building and they acted a foreplay which killed me! 😅 For the love of Fluke!

Anyway, Boy was also now tied up. Wine let Tee go (he was still held up when Boy came into the building) and promised not to tell anyone about what happened.

During an argument, Wine beat up Boy (I'm not sure if he's dead or just lost consciousness) and started collecting blood for Night. And Night came into the scene. Looking at Wine, he remembered what happened in the past. Which was so sad~ 😔

Night said goodbye to Wine saying he can't live by taking life out of others. Then he went to a garbage dump and entered a trash bin. Yup. He dump his ass inside a trash bin! 😲

Then the scene changed to Wine on the swing, holding a guitar now with a strings (the same one he found for Night, whom Night played without strings and sang for Wine), while the friends of Tee approaching together with police.

The last scene was a bit confusing.

Wine inside a cell still holding the guitar. Night, out of nowhere was also inside the cell. He asked Wine if he knew how to play it. Wine answered as he was crying, "No, I can't. Because I believe that holding into it will take you back to me." Night the sang for Wine while playing the guitar. Then only the guitar was left in the cell.

It was either Night transported them somewhere or Wine died in that cell.

Final thoughts

Omfg. I did not expect that plot at all. It was predictable but not too predictable. And I really enjoyed this movie. Happy to recommend! 😊

Fluke is a bish! Hahaha. Oh my ghad! I love Fluke's character here. I hope he can also do that kiss to his on-screen partners. 😂 They will be shookt! 😍

As for, this movie is a little bit wierd and a little bit dark. But don't let this review stop you from watching this. 😁

[lonespektr]

-Unclear why they couldn't find a Jew but gonna watch the nazi hunter one anyway.

It's not like Pacino can't act

So far we have standard revenge of the nerd set up except added anti-Semitism

That soup looks bomb af

Fanta fanta don't you wanna

That guy is nice and creepy

That was more classwar than i'm a execptional genuis white boy and i dig it

Cool chess board

The past is all there is

Lots of chess refrences

Wow

Can? We take solace in that. I think that would be a the only way to win is not to play type situation.

Though to be fair, same goes for the chess pieces they didn't have to slash each other.

7 days is a lot of games

That's...fancy tech for the 70's

WHOOOP

They keep throwing the sexism at her

This guy throwing you a bone just go with mr mysterious here

I appreciate how shitty the dancing is, they couldn't try to make that shit impressive compared to now

Shit how did he find the car, i looked down

I'm still wondering if this is a breadcrumb test or if they are sending him on a solo mission and going to lurk to provide back up

Who says i don't have a car

That's a fucking lie my dude

Solo mission it is

But where is his back up

He doesn't know bro

Mossad, whew.

Where's back up?

That there is a flimsy strip of tape

When was connect 4 invented?

They really want him to body somebody on his own before they let him in the club

Guess they waited until he was about to fail

Nazis kid

Slow on the uptake

I'm glad he doesn't do much of an accent. It was making me uncomfortable

Damn those fans were hella popular

Lol

She like this Nazi really not doing laundry next to me

Woah she been out the game a minute

Oh this a new endeavor

Um it's definitely murder and that's okay because they deserve it

It's memory

No choice. No quarter for Nazis.

The true horror stories are always doctors scientists

Bruh lil man sorry but you couldn't even kill a nazi bruh who killed your grandma

Bad enough a legit nazi war criminal

Or the person who killed your grandma, yo only relation

But both

Bruh no question

Don't call nazi cunts

Cunts give life

They don't deserve that title

Why is he always about to cry???

The end of this show better depict the rise of neo nazis

2 -

Bruh he only got 6 rounds he just popped off 4 rush that MF!!!!!

Now we are on the white boy genuis thing

Your def a kid

Windtalkers huh

Interesting intros

I'M IN FUCKING FLORIDA

I love her

I think her and the old couple are going to be my favorite

Jesus lordt that wall paper

Switch seats lady

Right fuckin noww

Damn she dumb

Actually move out the fuckin aisle altogether

God she dumb

Bwahahaaaa

Look at that gold chain fashion

I think the issue with the depcition trauma porn level barbarism is we are in the age of the polite nazi and this creates the drastic contrast to the modern day evil, much like they use old klan movies to juxstapose current day racists as- not that bad at least it's not the old days mentality

Yup making the world better is like the whole ball game not just for the 957

W the actual fuck

Imma laugh if she gotta shoot an old nazi bitch

Aww

There it is - we're the good guys

Fucking nothin!!! You're not a field agent

What's with the alliteration?

I don't think that was a good use of that shot, those work best slow and with meaning

To say nothing of stranger things setting the gold standard for that one

Are there any non-white Jewish ppl in this show

Trial....okaayyy

So far all these fucks have been sadistic serial killers so how would trotting out his trophies do anything but give him something to wack off to before he dies

I thought hell wasn't a thing?????

Yea trial is a plot device so they can snoop

God this kid

He's a fuckin nazi

Now you're giving him water

Boy you were like middle aged dude

Is everyone stupid

Fuckin kill that kid ok well fucking shove him in the trunk

Yes

Yes kid

They came there to kill him dude

Forever soilders

No wonder they thought they could come here cause of yo bitch ass

I FUCKIN KNEW IT

Dammit punk asss

Are we supposed to identify with the kid who doesn't want to murder as the good guy cause i fucking don't

You feel bad for that fuckinnnazi you not staying up a night for the thousand he personally murdered fuck you kid

Really fuck you

The brutality here is people being complicit in their own dehuminization

That's a beautiful table

They always contrive this situation where men can't hit women

[lilacofficial]

JRWI Apotheosis episode 1 commentary Part 4 (End)

Last part of episode 1 let's go!

Lol Hey Bizly.

Good luck Bizly.

Loones and tuneies?

Wait those are real?! I thought it was some sort of Looney Tunes joke

My bad. *Loonies and toonies*.

"I could defeat the bear."...."I could fight the bear.".

That's my favorite soda! No Name brand

G O D S L A Y E R S?!

Strict training. I understand Bizly's no laughing thing now.

Oh wait. His he one of the sons?

Champion's helmet.

His voice. 😮

Is that how that line goes?

Lol fair enough dude.

He just wants to read his magazines. Poor dude.

Oh dang. That's intense.

Oh. I've got some bad news about your guys' Dad in the very very near future.

Big words. ("I could take you right now actually.")

You'll see it soon my dude. Give it like a few hours.

Spicing?

"Spicing?" Lol that's what I said!

Forbidden room.

A natural 1 against a natural 20. Oof.

He's like, "Dang. I didn't think he would be so dumb and easy to trick 😂.".

So this isn't that family then?

Well.... that's unfortunate. I have a sneaking suspicion that things will go wrong today

Aw poor dude. 1

Oh. Adopted?

Canopy bed?

CANOPY BED!!

Their Dad is a cartoon character. Same clothes everyday.

Look? Look for what?

Oh. Is that the first time we've heard his name?

Contour. 💄

DIRTY ON THE DOWN LOW. 🤣

Secret passage?

Secret passage!

Like a Mom lol

Oh music.

Oh. Oh no. Medical table?

BRUH. WHAT?!

That's creepy.

Loudly.

Oh my gosh.

A little shocked?! I'm speechless. I know I'm typing but my mouth is shut and my eyes are wide.

Dad?

Project. Thanatos.

Oh. Oh no.

Oh no no no no no no no no no no NO!

😰

Evil Gods?

G O D S L A Y E R!

Aw. Poor Thanatos. 😢

Insert Vine here. 😏 (That Vine is so funny and for what)

Very valid Thanatos.

Does he stab his Dad?!

Soccer mom-ing it. ⚽️

Podium?

Bowling time. 👦 🎳

Oh no. He's like, "Time to try again." 🗡.

Oh dang.

I.AM.SHAKING.

Oh my gosh.

Oh my gosh. 😟

⚔

This is so sad.

Durian? Is it because he stinks? 😂

360 no scope.

His wires. 😦

Oh dang. ("I was never your son.".)

Mechanics whirring. 🥺

Lol. Got him.

Oooo stained glass.

Oooooooo. Symbolism. I hope someone has drawn that scene.

Oh two attacks!

Third imposter! 😂

"I'm used to Chip. Chip just kind of do shit."

Lol that's okay Bizly. I would probably do the same thing.

Oh dang Thantos. That's quite a line.

Yeah. He was unprepared for this.

Aw. Not his brothers. 😟

What was that Bizly? 😂

An opening to open him.

Dang.

BaAg. I love the way Canadians say bag. It makes the word sound cooler.

"If we're past that at this point." Ouch.

L

Aw. Ow. 💔 ("It was an honour to serve under who I thought you were.")

Aw. My heart.

"I'm gonna smite this Motherfucker! I'm pissed off! At the dice! In real life!"

10 robot damage.

"How do you wanna do this?" 😟

My jaw just dropped.

Aw dang.

The mechanics!!

Oof.

Oh my gosh.

Only 20 minutes ago.

My mouth is agape. I bet I look so dumb right now.

Religous deconstruction lol

Oh yeah. I forgot....again.

"I've said my piece." BIZLY!

I do feel bad for the brothers and sisters. At this point. Who knows lol

"That was metal as fuck man! And not just cause I'M metal! But holy shit that was cool!" I AGREE!!

That was a lot.

I am worried bit also super intrested and looking forward to this campaign.

I can't wait for them all to meet and see what kind of dynamics they have with each other!

Obviously Charlie, Grizzly and Bizly were great but I just want to give a round of applause to Condi real quick.

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That was amazing.

[aquarianlights]

I'm happy and sad. happy that you've been happy about your field and doing stuff. sad because imu :c

I’m sorry. :C I know. I’ve actually been so goddamn busy that I literally haven’t had time to talk to anyone except my roommates and I only talk to them because, you know, they are right here and I can talk to them while I’m doing stuff.

I love this. I absolutely love the work I’m doing. I love what I’m learning. I love the people I’m meeting. I love the connections I’m making. I can’t even begin to describe how happy I am.

The only problem is how much fucking pain I’m in every day. I was very literally in tears today even with meds in me and a heating pad on me because my fibro and ehlers danlos is so flared from overexertion. The physical pain is practically unbearable when I get home. But when I get home. . .I have just barely enough time to eat something and watch maybe one episode of something and then I have to get to work. Immediately. And if I sleep, then I have to wake up at 8am, no later, so that I can start working on stuff by AT LEAST 8:30 and leave the house by AT LEAST 10 to be on campus by AT LEAST 10:30. But, I usually just get up and get ready and then leave and do my work on campus before my first class if I’m not doing anything before that. But I’ve had a fuckton of appointments and other things going on, too.

Ie; Tomorrow? I have an appointment at 8:30. . .and then class, then I gotta stay on campus after classes to work on a bunch of stuff that’s due, then I have another appointment later in the evening and then I have to drop off some letters and run some errands and then when I get home, I have to take a shower and immediately get to work on more things. And then Friday, I formed a study group with my first and second class and we’re all meeting up in the library because we have 2 exams back to back in each class. I mean, I personally, have an exam in EVERY SINGLE CLASS Monday... but everyone in our study group has 2 exams back to back that we are all studying for on Friday. And this weekend is Pride. And I’ll be experiencing my very first Pride. And uh. . .the rest of this weekend is just hardcore fucking studying..... You have no fucking idea. And then monday is.......ugh. Doomsday. And then the week literally just...starts again with a whole bunch of other stuff due while the exams are going on and all that.

That’s just a small example of why I’ve been out of touch. That’s, uh. . . the more toned down version? I can’t even describe what my schedule was like yesterday and today. It was literal craziness and that’s why I ended up crying from pain because of the overexertion. I didn’t have time to stop. I just didn’t. And that was even with good time management skills. So I’m like. . . Ergh. Alright.

My first professor taught at Berkeley and he also went to Berkeley, so he literally started off the semester being like “If you’re not ready to learn at this pace and this level, you need to get out of my class. Now.” Four people have already dropped to this point. And I mean, there is a little note in all the syllabuses for science major science courses (ie: a bio course for sciences majors versus a regular bio course for gen ed studies) that if you find out your science course is “too hard” for you, the drop date for science major courses is a little tiny bit later than everything else because they’re apparently just ridiculously hard. Which. . .Ngl, I’m finding that out. The pace is ridiculously fast even for summer accelerated courses. I mean, I’ve been taking accelerated courses and summer courses since I turned 18. I have only taken one single summer off since I turned 18 and entered college. But uh. . .these accelerated courses are speedy compared to the “normal” level of speedy. It’s exciting and fun and makes me very happy.

The stress is a good kind of stress. It’s the stress that gets me excited and makes me smile and be in a good mood, just...ALL the time. I literally bought labels the other day and I’ve been going home and colour coding my notes to make them all pretty and stuff and agh. Doing extra things that I do NOT have time for LOL.

But uh, I mean, colour coding notes really helps. Turns out. I didn’t study at all for our first quiz, BUT since I went home and took the time to colour code the notes, the top three students ended up getting bonus points on the test for our pop quiz. Well, when the end results showed up on the board (We use an app called Kahoot which tracks the progress of each student and ranks us all as we key in our answers), I was in the top 3 of our class, so I’m getting bonus points on my exam! So turns out colour coding really pays off. I’m retaining a LOT more when I colour code versus when I don’t. I finally learned the way of studying that is right for me and I just happened upon it by accident. Lol. I guess I’m an aesthetic learning and THAT ISN’T EVEN A THING LOLOL. I guess that could be filed under visual, but it’s a very specific type of visual for me. Coz not a lot of visuals work for me. Pictures and diagrams don’t really work for me. I’m primarily kinesthetic. So saying I’m a visual learner wouldn’t be accurate. But uh... an aesthetic learner would deff be accurate. HAHA. THAT ISN’T A THING, THO. BUT I NEED IT TO BE BECAUSE IT FUCKIN’ WORKS!

Ugh. Bruh. I’m just SO. MOTHER. FUCKING. HAPPPPYYYYYYYYYY.

But.......exhausted physically. And I want to sleep for eternity. But, alas, I cannot. And I had the absolute worst fucking nightmare this morning when I finally drifted off that woke me up crying. All I remember is No Face from Spirited Away turning into Slender Man, only they were both in this weird mime-striped uniform and they were both on the wall and their heads were like... upside down and they looked like giant stringy spider-people. More spider than person. But definitely person. And they just kept staring at me and following me wherever I went and they wouldn’t fucking stop and they could hear everything I thought and I somehow knew they would punish me if I thought the wrong thing. Like a thought-crime in 1984. But it was also sort of controlling my thoughts. I was thinking my own thoughts, but it was also bending my willpower in a way. And all I remember after that is something REALLY fucked up. I remember...I think it was either my mom or my roommate holding this orange cat that almost looked like HER cat, but I somehow was distinctly aware that it wasn’t her cat and that it was this spider person’s evil familiar and that it wasn’t actually a cat. I didn’t know what it was, but it wasn’t a cat. But I do remember pounding the cats head in with a hammer, but it didn’t lose the shape of a cat. But I somehow was both viewing the cat and this No Face/Slenderman/Spider creature on the wall with an upside-down head and black-and-white striped body just staring at me both at the same time. Like a two panel comic? I could see both happening. And I could feel my chest fucking caving in and my heart pounding as pink brain matter splattered out of this cat’s head and that’s when I woke up sobbing and frantically grabbing at my pillow and trying to look around at all the corners of the room and the walls and the ceiling to make sure the thing still wasn’t fucking there. I still don’t know whether the thing made me bash in the cats head or if I did that on my own, but man that was a fucked up dream and it scared me to death and every time I close my eyes I can see that fucking thing just staring at me. Silently. Just silently fucking perched on the wall up in a corner high above me. Fucking creepy.

UH ANYWAYS. I DIGRESS! I’m gonna head off to bed now coz I’m FUCKING EXHAUSTED AND IN PAIN. And I have an appointment at fucking 8:30 in the goddamn morning so... good fucking night, I hope. Ugh.......shoot me.

I’m sorry I’ve been out of touch with everyone, though. When I finally settle into this new routine, I hope it’ll be better. Gimme a few more weeks and hopefully things will be back to normal. For those of you that stick it out with me, bless you. For those of you that don’t.... [shruggy emoji].

[noyasboxdye]

1.) I'm not being sexist. I write for MLM/NBLM people she is neither of those. Therefore she cannot be here. Especially since I write mostly smut and not a lot of fluff or angst. It's fucking weird and creepy and it's coming off as fetishization in my eyes.

2.) idfk if we know how to fucking read and fully comprehend shit but it says "because of PERSONAL REASONS" which means that it makes ME uncomfortable. I don't like it when women consume mlm/nblm content around me because it always ends up with them fetishizing the couple. I have also been fetishized on multiple occasions because I am one (1) transgender two (2) black and three (3) in a relationship with a man. I've been over sexualized my entire fucking life and I refuse to let the one thing that is keeping me alive rn be ruined bc women think mlm/nblm relationships are "hot" or "sexy".

3.) And idk WHY we thought it was ok to attack someone because of their boundaries as a fucking human being but do fucking better. Like I'm not a goddamn robot bitch and the world isn't all sunshine and rainbows ppl suck which leads to sucky experiences so stop trying to do something that doesn't need to be done. mf leave me the fuck alone. Yes, I have boundaries no I will not be going back on said boundaries.

4.) If you could actually start using words correctly instead of just throwing shit around like a fucking dumbass that would be amazing babes.

5.) I heard you were being racist to one of my followers. Now I know idk these people in real life but bitch you got me fucked up if u think u can just get away wit saying racist shit like tht. And I don't mean to hurt y'alls feelings or wtv but I just know ya ass is a damn cracker. Like only privileged white women say bullshit like this.

6.) Also, if I wanted to be fucking sexist I would've been doing that shit. Trust me when I wanna talk abt sum imma talk at that shit. So if I was gonna be sexist towards women I would've. You tried that shit and it didn't work. It's just rlly not giving what we thought it was when we originally formed the plan in our heads. so like idk if u wanna try again so u can maybe give a lil bit of what it was supposed to be giving but hopefully you don't.

Like I can't believe you really tried that shit. Bitch you gon try ta say some shit about ME and MY boundaries. Nigga I'm not the one. Like what on gods green fucking earth possessed you to read my shit, think what you thought, decided to post abt it, click the reblog button, type out what u thought, then u prolly checked for typos, THEN you fucking posted it and said "yeah this is a good idea". Stop trying to fucking victimize yourselves all the goddamn time it's fucking obnoxious bruh. Like where tf did you even- anyways bitch I'm finna go watch my lover play his video game bc he's really happy abt it.

fucking trick ass bitch. you bitches really be reaching and shit. Like give ur fucking arms a break them hoes it tired.

ANYWAYS- happy pride month and Aran Ojiro month lovelies <3

thought I made this clear but I DO NOT want anyone who goes by she/her pronouns reading my fics because of personal reasons and its just fucking creepy. like go tf away you are not special or different I don't even have enough followers to be dealing with this bs alr 😐