#MEME » APOLAFSI !

[mysterynerd]

‘ you yelled at them like it was a parent-teacher conference and hung up on them. ‘   ‣   @apolafsi​ .

❛          𝐒𝐎      𝐈      —      𝐈      𝐌𝐀𝐘      𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄      𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍      𝐀      𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄      𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃      𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐘      ,        i        realize        that        .          ❜            sheepishness      curls      an      𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥      𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘴𝘩      𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳      𝘩𝘦𝘳      𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬𝘴      ,      𝘥𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘴      𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮      𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘺      -      𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘬      .      nevertheless      ,      velma      keeps      her      shoulders      squared      .            ❛         but      —      but      they      were      wrong      !      why      should      we      pay      extra      for      our      pizza      because      𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈      𝙲𝙰𝙽’𝚃      𝙲𝙰𝙻𝙲𝚄𝙻𝙰𝚃𝙴      𝙲𝙾𝚁𝚁𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙻𝚈      ?      i      was      trying      to      help      !          ❜            toe      scuffs      against      the      ground      .             ❛         but      maybe      hanging      up      was      a      step      too      much      .      do      you      ,      um      ,      𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡      𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠      𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮’𝙡𝙡      𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧      —      ?          ❜

[hartsgold]

———  BASICS! ♡

NAME! ♡ bree/breezy PRONOUNS! ♡     he/him preferred, she/her also good. please alternate bt please don’t use they/them for me! super fair if u forget but yeah ZODIAC SIGN! ♡    taurus! TAKEN OR SINGLE! ♡   *whistles*

———  THREE  FACTS! ♡

1! ♡    i tried pineapple for the first time this year and i fell in love with it and will never stop eating pineapple now... :(

2! ♡   i used to have a tiny hamster named kermit that would roll around my house in a little tiny ball and my family, who didn’t want me to have a hamster, all fell in love with him

3! ♡    sharing music is one of my biggest love languages please share songs w me and let me share them with you it’s very special to me :”< 

———  EXPERIENCE! ♡

PLATFORMS USED! ♡    myspace, rp.me, aim, skype, tumblr, ugghh chatzy

———  MUSE  PREFERENCE! ♡

GENDER! ♡     i write male or bigender muses predominately because uhhh i’m coping! no but tbh as someone who can’t really present how i’d like to irl it’s always helped me to write boys so yeah! these r their stories. 

LEAST FAVOURITE FACE(S)! ♡ i swear you make me look at taylor s*wift and ill lose it

MULTI OR SINGLE! ♡     typically single but multis are excellent bc then i can send you a billion memes for a billion characters at one time. support multis or perish

FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT! ♡   i looove all three especially in the same storyline LSKDJSDLSD. i don’t personally write smut but i love talking HC’s abt it! 

PLOT / MEMES! ♡    def both!! i def feel most productive plotting at least a lil bit but as for oneliners and stuff winging it is fun / memes are always a blast to get interactions started. 

tagged by: the supremely spectacular @leicestheir, @gasbardian & @awakenfate !! thanks angels i so deeply adore you tagging: hello to @sleepcrest @gautres @baedd @brigidqueen @reignalt @knightsterror @antibadnik @apolafsi @voidsung @vestraborn

[liveshaunteda]

@apolafsi​ yelled into the void ‘  you’re not dying! ’  | it meme ( accepting )

              she had left the battle, not out of cowardice - not because it was too much for the daughter of aphrodite. but out of guilt. out of the guilt that has been gnawing away at her, for years. the guilt that makes her stomach sick, the guilt that had made her cry her eyes out for hours straight because what she had done had caused the death of someone she cared about. someone she loved so deeply. he was now gone, forever out of reach because of something she had done. but it was something she hadn’t told anyone. something she couldn’t tell a soul about. or they’d look at her like she was a monster. and maybe, just maybe she was. she had let it go on too far. let fear control her for too long. but, now she is letting herself be filled with determination. determination to fix all the wrongs she had done.

                   on her way back to camp, she had removed all the charms from her bracelet, all except one. that one she needed to keep on her. the ares cabin were eating - and chris, he saw her, but he didn’t say anything as he went about his duty letting her through. oh how she should have known that the ares cabin wouldn’t listen to her. why would they? the only listen to two people, there father and... clarisse. that’s when it came to her. she remembers a story, one similar to what she is about to play out and how it ended. before going to the armoury, she went to her own - scattering her charms on each of the beds. one for each of her siblings. she knew how this was going to play out.

                        with the heavy armour on, she went back to were the ares cabin were eating. her voice, as she spoke didn’t sound like hers, but like that of her friend. she commanded the ares cabin to get in the chariots and they;re going to fight. they listened and it wasn’t long before they were off. silena in the lead. it wouldnt be until later that she would realise that her mother had granted her a burst of charmspeak to the cabin to listen to her.

                       the battle was getting closer, and oh gods there was the drakon. it was huge and as she lead the charge towards it, her voice now that the ares kids were in the heart of the battle was back to it’s usually higher voice, now sound shrill as she yells out. charging right for the monster, clarisse’s spear in her hand.

                it was painful. the acid that the drakon spit all over her. it has caused her to fall and her body was on even more high alert now. it was shaking with pain, she didn’t care about her appearance, she probably didn’t look ‘beautiful’ anymore. she can see face’s, they’re blurry - but she knows who they are. clarisse is there, percy, annabeth. she see’s deliah, she see’s tears in everyone’s eyes. her voice when she speaks, it’s weak. her hand moves, she needs it too move, she needs them all to know. “it’s my fault.” speaking was getting harder to do by each passing second.

                    she is why the dam thing was here in the first place. she was the reason kronos was always two steps ahead. she is the reason her own boyfriend died. she’s the reason for the tension within the camp. she’s the reason why so many things she blames herself for, so many things she is admitting just by showing the scythe charm, the lone charm on her bracelet now.

                    “you’re not dying,” words spoke by her sister, and tries for a smile. it’s faint but she tries, for deliah, for percy, for all those around. “i’m sorry,” for everything, she could have been a better leader, better sister. she wants to tell them all that it’s going to be okay. to get her siblings to not bring back the ‘heartbreak’ tradition. but, what if - that’s what got her here? because she didn’t complete it? she refused it. charlie meant to much to her.

                        “i’m sorry,” she repeats, before her smile get’s slightly bigger. her blurry vision it was clearing. and it wasn’t because if any nectar or amborisa, she was way too gone for that, she knew what it meant, a familiar, welcomed face smiling at her as her head moved to look up at the sky. “charlie... i see charlie.” and that was it, her dying breathe as her friends and family, morn and continue to fight. she got to see charlie one last time - because she thinks she might be put into the fields of punishment for her crimes.