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melo-bees · 3 months ago

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Guts (P.1)

Summary: in which you feel abandoned by your best friend.

Content and warnings: ANGST, very heavy angst, mentions of blood, thoughts of harming others (?), childhood best friend! Coryo. Basically just a bunch of unrequited love angst. Minor body dysmorphia.

A/N: this is probably the most angst thing I’ve ever written. But I’m actually quite proud of how this came out! Also please listen to the song attached to get the context! Thank you!!

Jealously was not something that you were familiar with until these past few weeks.

But now the feeling followed you around like virus. It sunk into your gut and stayed there everything you went nowadays. The feeling flared whenever you thought of him, your childhood best friend, Coriolanus Snow.

You’d been close since the first day of kindergarten. You’d spotted him from across the classroom in his little uniform. He had the brightest bluest eyes you had ever seen and you were immediately intrigued.

From that moment on you had made it your goal to befriend him which came with a little trial and error. The boy a little cold towards everyone it seemed (especially a boy in your grade who was district 2). But your positive attitude had eventually melted his cold exterior. You were attached at the hip since then. You were proud to be his friend too. You were always gushing about high and showing him off to your other friends.

Now you were both in your final years at the academy. Coriolanus and you had been assigned to mentor tributes for the 10th annual hunger games. You hadn’t been too worried about the assignment, you simply didn’t need to win the prize that would be awarded with it. But Coriolanus was working tirelessly to ensure that he would win the prize with his tribute. Much to your dissatisfaction, that meant he had pulled away from you. You hardly saw him anymore and even worse, there were rumors flying around about him and his tribute, Lucy Gray Baird.

She was a star, all shiny and bright. As soon as you had laid eyes on her you felt that virus grow in your stomach. Jealously. The feeling grew and boiled in your gut when you saw Coriolanus taking to her through the zoo bars. He was smiling. He only ever smiled at you like that, why was she getting the same treatment you had always received? The jealousy you felt had turned into an ugly feeling. A ugly, insecure pit grew inside your heart.

How could you ever compare to his shiny new tribute? You couldn’t sing like her and you sure weren’t a born performer like her. You couldn’t captivate anyone with a smile like she could. Your insecurities grew everyone she fluttered her eyelashes in Coriolanus’ direction. You thought you were nowhere near the same level as beautiful as Lucy Gray was. Sometimes you even found yourself thinking you had been given the wrong body. You wanted to beautiful like her. You wanted to be beautiful for Coriolanus. You could see that he was absolutely smitten with her.

To save yourself you had tried to push Coriolanus and his star tribute to the far walls of your mind. You hadn’t really spoken to him in weeks due to the mentoring position. Which to your delight, kept you quite occupied. Although as the hunger games grew closer there were less distractions. But while you were happy with the distraction the feeling of jealousy only grew worse and it turned into a feeling of resentment towards Coriolanus. It simmered in your stomach next to the pit of jealousy. You weren’t quite sure why you were jealous of Lucy Gray, perhaps you just didn’t want your position as his best friend to be given to someone else.

One night you were sitting in your bedroom when you got a call from another girl from the academy, Clemensia Dovecote. She was a nice girl, a little bratty at times sure, but she was your friend nonetheless. Clemensia was hosting a party for the mentors at her parents house. You happily agreed to attend and told her you’d be there in a few short hours.

You arrived at the party in a few hours as promised. You wore a pretty white sundress with lace flowers embroidered out the edges of the sleeves and skirt. You looked darling, according to some of the other female mentors. These were the people you had surrounded yourself with at the party.

After a bit of chatting you excused yourself to the kitchen to find a drink. For a small party for the mentors the house was quite crowded. You squeezed yourself into the kitchen. This space was also crowded. You were being shoved every which way and soon you collided with someone. You felt backwards into their chest. A pair of familiar hands encircled your waist to keep you study.

“Woah, are you alright there?” The voice behind you asked. A shiver ran down your spine. You knew who the voice belonged to.

You pulled yourself out of Coriolanus’ arms. Your heart was beating loudly in your ears and you began to smooth out your dress, avoiding eye contact.

“Yes, I’m fine. Thank you.” You muttered a little too bitterly for Coriolanus’ liking. He reached out and rested a big hand on your shoulder which almost made you jump. A vile feeling cropped up into your stomach as you glanced up at him. He was wearing that smile that was reserved for you but now had been shared with Lucy Gray as well.

“I haven’t seen you in awhile. I’m sorry I haven’t called or anything…I’ve just been so busy with-“

“With Lucy Gray. I know.” You cut him off and shrugged his hand off. You tucked your hair behind your ears and crossed your arms. Coriolanus’ eyes flickered with confusion when you shrugged him off, his smile faltered for a moment. But then it came back as nothing happened.

“You know, I might actually have a chance at winning I think. Sure she isn’t very strong or anything but she’s popular with the people so far. I mean you’ve heard her sing it’s really something.” Coriolanus explained with that charming smile on his face. The way he talked about Lucy Gray made you bristle. You nodded curtly and began to shove your way past him. You didn’t want to hear anymore about her.

“That’s good Coryo, good luck.” You muttered. But then you felt someone grab your arm. Coriolanus. You spun around and met his gaze. His eyes were full of concern and hurt.

“Hey, where are you going? I still want to talk with you.” Coriolanus said softly. You scoffed and tore your arm away from him. You shook your head and crossed your arms again.

“So now you want to talk. Why is that? It is because your little songbird isn’t here to entertain you?” You blurted out. As soon as you spoke a hand flew up to cover your mouth. Coriolanus was left standing there was a look of hurt and confusion on his face.

“What? No, of course not. I just want to catch up with you.” He mumbled to you. Those bright blue eyes bore into your soul. You felt guilt bubble up but it was quickly replaced with the pent up resentment you felt. Your fists curled into balls.

“After all these weeks you want to watch up at a party? You could’ve called me before! But now you want to talk?” You spoke in disbelief. Your voice was gradually growing louder. You were getting looks from the other partygoers in the kitchen. Coriolanus must have noticed because he gently tugged on your wrist and pulled you out of the kitchen, despite your struggle. He stopped in an empty hallway. Coriolanus turned to you and looked down at you, a pained expression crossed his face.

“Where is this all coming from? We’ve both been busy with mentoring. I haven’t had time-“

“Of course you haven’t had time! You’ve been too occupied with your tribute!” You interrupted him again. Jealously bubbled in your throat and spewed out with your words. Coriolanus’ stood in front of you, his eyes full of hurt. It almost made you want to punch that look off his face.

“Why are you so upset? She’s my ticket to university. You out of all people should know that.” Coriolanus muttered. His bright eyes searched your face. You huffed and shook your head.

“That doesn’t mean you have to get friendly with her.” You shot back. You couldn’t stop words from spilling from your mouth now, “What’s so special about her anyways? She’s just some girl who can sing! She isn’t going to last in that arena! Why are you wasting your time on her when you could be spending time with me!” It all spewed out of your mouth before you could stop it. Your chest was heaving as you glared up at Coriolanus. His expression softened and a small frown grew on his face. That only angered you more.

“Why are you wasting time on a girl with a death penalty practically hanging over her head? Why are you so kind to her? She isn’t worth your time, Coryo! She won’t ever be! You say she’s your ticket to university but I’d help you with the cost you know that! I’ll always help you with what ever you need! I’ve been here for you and I always will be because-“ You cut yourself off before the words come roll off your tongue. You bit it back and swallowed. Coriolanus reached out for you.

“I’m sorry-“ He began but you swatted his hand away and shook your head. You turned around in the hallway and began walking.

“I don’t want to hear it Coriolanus.” You called back bitterly as you began walking through Clemensias house. You had been so close to spilling your secret. A secret you had also hidden from yourself.

You wished you had the guts to punch him in the hallway and left him bleeding there.

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pinkmelodie · 9 months ago

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Hopeless Romantic! König <3

Summary: Hopeless Romantic König who meets you at a park and finds love at first sight to be true. You two enjoy a cute date until he takes you home and gives you one last treat ;)

Words: 2342

Warnings: 18+, overstim, König eats F!Reader out, fingering, fluff to smut, praise, cute romance, squirting, certified munch König !!

He feels like an idiot standing there in the scenic park, awkwardly holding a bouquet of fresh pink roses. He’d picked them out specially for her, and took the time to sprinkle glitter onto the beautiful petals, but it was all for nothing. All his effort went to waste as the poor guy got stood up.

Wallowing in his own shame, he barely noticed someone yelling in the distance until it got closer. He finally snapped out of his trance to see a dog running straight at him. He bent down and stopped the panting golden retriever, caught off guard but smiling and petting it.

“Rover! Oh thank gosh…” He thought it might be the angels themselves speaking when he heard that voice, but he looked up to see nothing but a beautiful woman with a relieved expression. Looking at her closely, he figured perhaps he was looking at an angel.

“Thank you for stopping him, he just runs straight off whenever I let him off leash.” You apologized breathlessly.

König smiled, and found himself forgetting the failed date entirely as he got lost in your eyes. “It’s not a problem, he’s quite adorable.” He responded, and he noticed your eyes widen the tiniest bit at his unfamiliar accent.

“C’mere Rovey,” You cooed, and König’s heart pounded in his chest. The dog trotted straight into your arms and sat still while you hooked the leash back onto his collar. Gosh, what König would give for your sweet voice to be directed onto him like that.

König stood up and you followed suit after making sure your pooch’s collar was secure, and he didn’t miss the way your jaw dropped when you noticed his towering height. Seriously, what are they feeding this man??

You blushed and suddenly felt shy in the presence of this not only polite but incredibly tall man. He was handsome too, with alluring blue eyes that stared at you with such intensity you had to look away.

Only then did you notice the fallen bouquet.

“Oh! Is this yours? I’m so sorry, did Rover knock it out of your hands-“ you apologized profusely and picked the shimmering bouquet up, handing it back to him. He didn’t give a flying fuck about the fact it fell on the ground tho, he didn’t even notice since he’d been so focused on staring at you.

He shook his head and didn’t bother taking it out of your hands. “No no, no worries. I uhm…I don’t even need it anymore anyways, my date didn’t show up.” He admited with a sigh.

He regretted telling you the moment your expression turned upset. “That’s horrible, I’m sorry.” You muttered sadly, and he felt the desperate need to make you smile again. “Well this is beautifully made, too bad I couldn’t have been your date.” You joked, trying to lighten the mood but being completely honest.

He stared down at you and blushed as well, “You don’t mean that.” He denied.

“but I do! I would give anything for someone to put this much effort into something just for me.” You admitted, smiling up at him and giggling until you noticed his expression seemed serious.

“Anyone who hasn’t already is a mad man.” He said with a genuine smile, and took the bouquet out of your hands only to offer it back to you. “Little—Rover, was it?—seems to want to explore the park. So, why don’t we all go for a stroll Ja? Rover, me, and…..” He trailed off, so you told him your name.

“And you are?”

“König.” He announced, his addicting accent shining through when he said it.

“Well König…..I don’t see why not.” You accepted his offer and the flowers with a gentle smile that he found himself wanting to see for the rest of his life.

His awful day just got a whole lot better.

You both spent the day walking around the lovely park, with you having to take twice as many steps just to catch up, which only proved to make him cackle. You admired the ponds and threw sticks for Rover, trusting that König and his long legs could catch up to the hound if he ran too far. He told you about how Austrians typically love to walk everywhere, and you followed up with about a hundred questions about his home country. You even got ice cream, which gave König all types of thoughts when he watched you wipe off the dripping white cream from your lips. He assumed you didn’t notice his stare and flushed cheeks, but you definitely did. Not so much of a gentleman now, hm?

Finally, when it was dark and the park became quiet you both decided to head home. When exchanging numbers you mentioned how you had to walk back to your house since you walked here with your pup earlier in the day for exercise, and König was not having any of that.

“Nein, it’s much too dangerous at night.” he shook his head, leaving no room for argument. “I will give you and your golden a ride home, it’s not a problem.”

“Really König, it’s okay. I don’t want Rovers hair getting all over your seats.” You whined.

“And I don’t want you getting kidnapped off the side of the street Maus, which sounds worse to you?” He asked, crossing his arms and raising an eyebrow.

You tried to argue but came up with nothing and sighed in defeat. “Fine, I’ll let you be annoyingly nice….” You pouted, and he laughed while opening the door for Rover to jump in the back—probably a sign you need a more protective dog if he didn’t even hesitate going in somewhere unfamiliar—and the passenger door for you.

You gave him directions like his own little passenger princess, looking tiny in the truck that must’ve been specially made to fit someone as giant as him. You dreaded the moment when he pulled into your driveway meaning you two had to part. You’d only met him a few hours ago, yet it felt like you’ve known him for years.

“Have a good night, liebling.” He got out to help you let Rover out and walk you to your door, but before he could turn around to head back to his truck you stopped him. “Actually, would you like to come in?” You offered, setting down the flowers on your counter and smiling suggestively.

He turned beet red like he did at the ice cream stand, but nodded quickly. You giggled and grabbed his hand to drag him inside, pressing your lips together as soon as the front door was closed and Rover was sleeping further away in the middle of the kitchen floor. (Don’t get nasty infront of your pets guys!! They can get scarred for life too ok 😣)

“Jump.” He ordered, and you did as he said and leaped into the air. He caught you with ease, hands grabbing onto the back of your thighs and squeezing the soft flesh.

He stumbled around for a moment, overly caught up in your make out session but eventually finding your bedroom. He dropped you flat on your back on the bed, kissing at your neck and seeing which spots got the biggest reactions out of you to start sucking hickeys into.

You moaned and writhed, begging him to do something, and like the gentleman he is, he decided to help you out and tugged down your bottoms, rubbing circles onto your clit through your panties.

He grabbed your ankles and tugged you to the edge of the bed, spreading your legs wide for him to fit his broad shoulders between. He bit and sucked deep purple marks into your sensitive thighs, watching them writhe in his grasp.

“König- fuck, please!” You begged, tho you weren’t even completely sure what you were begging for.

“What is it Maus? Tell me what you need.” He asked while pressing kisses up your thigh, leaving love-bites dangerously close to where you needed his mouth most.

“Want…..want your mouth on me. Or your fingers or- ngh! Anything please König- please!” You cried out, already begging pathetically for his touch.

With a devilish smirk he finally tugged down your panties. You clenched around nothing at the cold air and the look of admiration in his eyes as he stared down your cunt.

“Such a pretty pussy….” he mumbled, “all this just for me sweetheart?” He asked, gathering your slick on his fingers.

You turned your neck and buried your face in your pillow in embarrassment but he just reached up to grab your chin and turned you to look at him. “Eyes on me.”

Finally satisfied with your pretty eyes gazing down at him, König delved into your cunt, gripping your thighs and shoving you impossibly closer like he wanted to devour you whole.

Your moans and choked out whines served as fuel for him while he ate you out like a man starved, his big hooked nose bumping into your clit making you shake and arch your back off the soft sheets.

He dives his tongue into your entrance to fully taste you, and the satisfied hum he releases vibrates in your core and leaves you a leaking, panting mess as he licks you up like your the last bit of water on the Sahara ground.

He licks a stripe up your pussy until he gets to your clit and starts sucking on it. He’s shameless to the sloppy wet sounds he’s making while he rolls the engorged bud on his tongue and prods a thick finger at your hole. You squirm at how big just the one is—about the size of at least two of yours, maybe more—but you welcome it in with a loud moan of his name. You were already dangerously close by the time he had his mouth on you, but the feeling of just one of his thick fingers slamming into you while he starts to tease another in has you crying out to the stars and cumming all over his hand.

“That’s it schatz….just like that, mein gott you look so gorgeous when you’re cumming, Ich möchte für immer zwischen deinen Schenkeln bleiben.” He praised you, still pumping his two fingers into your clenching cunt to ride out your high for as long as possible.

He pulls his fingers out and licks them clean, leaning down to lick up any of your arousal that spilled onto your thighs. When you finally opened your eyes you noticed him staring at you darkly, and the expression made heat pool in your gut.

“W-what?” You asked, half nervous-half turned on. You went to close your legs but he gripped your marked up thighs and laid your legs over his shoulders to have even better access to your soaked cunny.

“Oh we’re not even close to done prinzessin.” He announced with a smirk before sinking three fingers straight back into your pussy, fully intent on making you squirt for him.

You gasped and nearly choked on your words, “wha-y hah-“ you moaned and twitched in overstimulation until he slowed.

“Tell me to stop.” It was a question; not an order.

Tears leaked down your flushed cheeks but you gasped out; “keep going” and he smiled, the whole bottom half of his face dripping. He wasted no time diving straight back in, inhaling your scent. “Mit Vergnügen, mein bedürftiges kleines Häschen.” He mumbled into your clit, not even bothering to speak English anymore as he knew your fucked out brain could barely comprehend anything. Four of his large digits split you open, grinding and prodding farther into you than you could ever reach on your own. Without much time he found that sensitive bundle of nerves, and you didn’t fail to let him know when you cried out and scratched at your sheets, chanting his name like a mantra.

“König- ah- KönigKönigKönigKönigpleasefuck- pleasepleaseKönig plea- hah . .!..” You moaned, fisting the sheets desperately.

He relentlessly abused that spot, slamming his fingers into you over and over and teasing your folds with the other hand. He messily sucked on your clit, circling it with his tongue like a lollipop, using every part of himself for your pleasure.

“Come on my gorgeous liebling, mein diamant, mein perfekter Schatz, come for me. Squirt all over my fingers.” He begged, voice whiny and muffled into your pussy while he continued his relentless assault on your puffy cunt.

“Kö….gonna- fuck m’gonna-“ You managed to stutter out the warning between moans.

“Go on hase, let go. I’ve got you, go ahead.” He encouraged, ravishing your sweet cunny until you were squirting all over his face with a choked out scream, whole body trembling. You were stuck between running away from the burning pleasure and shoving yourself closer, but luckily you didn’t have to decide as he had you pinned down, groaning into your pussy.

Your vision went blank for a few moments, but you came back when you felt him still lapping lazily at your folds until you were whining and shoving him away. He pouted but stood up to fall onto the bed beside you, pulling your spent body into him and engulfing you like you were a teddy bear.

You giggled and pressed a kiss onto his glistening lips, tasting yourself on them. “Not to sound like a jerk or anything, but I’m glad you got stood up.” You joked.

“Mm, I agree. That was the best, most unplanned date I’ve ever been on.” He bantered back with a cheeky grin.

You rolled your eyes, but then smiled sincerely. “Yeah, it was. I’m really glad I met you Kö.”

His pupils dilated adorably, like a kid seeing a candy store for the first time. “Me too, schatz.”

The two of you drifted off into a peaceful sleep, but not before you muttered,

“By the way, that other girl is missing out. You eat pussy like a champ.”

“You could call me a certified munch.” He bounced back, and your jaw dropped.

. . . Translations:

౨ৎ Ja = Yes, Nein = No

♡ Maus = Mouse

౨ৎ Liebling = Darling

♡ Schatz = Treasure

౨ৎ Mein gott = My gosh

♡ Ich möchte für immer zwischen deinen Schenkeln bleiben = I want to stay between your thighs forever (goals 😋)

౨ৎ Prinzessin = Princess

♡ Mit Vergnügen, mein bedürftiges kleines Häschen = With pleasure, bunny

౨ৎ Mein diamant = My diamond

♡ Mein perfekter schatz = My perfect treasure

౨ৎ Hase = Bunny

Quick tip: Depending on what device you use, If you highlight the text there should be an option to quickly translate! It’s a lot easier than having to go to Google/Safari/etc to search it up :))

Thank you so much for reading !! It’s 3:00 in the morning rn so I apologize if it’s not very well written :C :C

This is just a sweet little thing to prepare you guys for the FILTHY blurb coming soon ��😇 get ready!!

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