#MADISON AND VICTORIA IM SO SORRY.

[monards]

everytime I find out I was a girl’s token wlw situationship I bash my head into the wall out of guilt

[lxstreign]

Howdy !m 24 and welcome to my blog! I have gone back and forth on using this or not but decided I needed to finally let it go. anyways I overwhelm myself a lot so i’ve decided this time around Im only going to have four muses, some with alt fc but for the most part this will be it. 

anyways! I’d love to write with you and please don’t hesitate to reach out! Im looking for all types of partners, open to nsfw  , but I also love world building and lovey dovey plots too ! I also do Cannon and non Cannon characters! 

blog will contain a mixture of nsfw and none. Most nsfw will be discord however im kind of picky about discord so just ask!! never hurts to try

wanted| plots| inspo| open starters

*OC MUSE LIST UNDER CONSTRUCTION*

checklist:

Replies redoing muse page

highly mused&inspo queued for a while

Rules:

I really don't have many

Don't be a dick

no god modding

MINORS DNI!! i am a grown ass bitch and do not need the problems, Im sorry 9/10 things will be left untagged.

remember this is for fun, activity sometimes in and out.

Don’t use me for all males . I love my male muses and always want to play them however don’t use me .

Muses: 

Ricki Monroe fc- Francia raisa

Jayden Hart fc- main fc Madison Bailey alt fc: Zendaya

Jude Harkness fc- Michael Evans Behling

Tucker ‘TC” Callahan fc- Sebastian Stan/ Timothee Chalamet

Special Muses *only used when High muse*

Sybil Callahan fc:Aubrey Plaza

Fritz Stark fc:Mason Gooding

Artie Mori-Darren Barnett

Cannon Universes I do

Marvel

Stranger Things

Greys Anatomy/Station 19

9-1-1/9-1-1 Lone Star

Vampire Diaries/orginals

Chicago Med/Fire/PD1

Twilight

degrassi

One Tree Hill.

and many more!

CANNON CHARACTER LIST

Kate Bishop

Yelena  Belova

Tony Stark

Natasha Romanoff

Steve Rogers

Wanda Maximoff

Carol Danvers, 

Loki(selective)

Gamarora 

Wanda maximoff

Mary jane Watson fc switches.

Groot (fc:thomas Doherty)

Bucky Banes

Peter Parker 

Lydia Stark (oc, Olivia Orbien)

Greys:

Andy Herra 

Maya Bishop

Travis Montgomery

Theo Ruiz

Ben Warren (Michael B Jordan fc)

Victoria Hughes

Jo Wilson

Sloan Riley (sydney Sweeney)

April Kepner

Atticus Lincoln

Derek Sheppard

Amelia Sheppard

Meredith Grey

Alex Karev

Mark Sloan

Jackson Avery

Lexi Grey

Levi Schmidt 

Carina Deluca

Andrew Deluca 

[popgirlshowdown]

LINEUP:

aaliyah, addison rae, adele, allie x, amy whinehouse, anitta, arca, ariana grande, ashniko, aurora, ava max, avril lavigne, ayesha erotica, azealia banks, baby tate, bad gyal, beabadoobee, becky g, beyoncé/ destiny's child / the carters, billie eilish, björk, blackpink, bree runway, britney spears, brooke candy, camila cabello, cardi b, carly rae jepson, caroline polachek, céline dion, chappell roan, charli xcx, cheetah girls/3lw, cher, chloe x halle, christina aguilera, clairo, diana ross, doechii, doja cat, dolly parton, donna summer, dua lipa, ellie goulding, elyanna, emilia, ethel cain, fergie, fiona apple, fka twigs, flo, flo milli, florence welch/florence & the machine, girls generation, gracie abrams, grimes, gwen stefani/ no doubt, haim, haley williams/paramore, halsey, hannah diamond, hayley kiyoko, hemlocke springs, hilary duff, isabella lovestory, janelle monae, janet jackson, japanese breakfast/michelle zauner, jennifer lopez, julieta venegas, kacey musgraves, kate bush, katy perry, kehlani, kelela, kesha, kilo kish, kim petras, kylie minougue, lady gaga, lana del rey, latto, laufey, lauren jaureggi, lily allen, lindsey lohan, little mix, lizzo, loona, lorde, ludmilla, madison beer, madonna, maggie rogers, maria becerra, mariah carey, marina diamandis/ marina & the diamonds, megan thee stallion, melanie martinez, miley cyrus/ hannah montana, mitski, monaleo, muna, namasenda, naomi elizabeth, natalia kills/cruel youth, natasha bedingfield, nelly furtado, nessa barrett, nicola roberts, nicole dollanganger, normani, olivia rodrigo, paris hilton, phoebe bridgers/ boygenius, pinkpantheress, poppy, princess nokia, pussy riot, pussycat dolls, raye, rebecca black, red velvet, renee rapp, rico nasty, rihanna, rina sawavama, rita ora, robyn, rosalía, sabrina carpenter, saweetie, selena, selena gomez, shakira, shygirl, sky ferreria, slayyyter, solange, sophie, spice girls, st. vincent, sza, tate mcrae, tatu, taylor swift, thalía, tinashe, tini, tokischa, tommy genesis, tove lo, tyla, victoria monét, villano antillano, whitney houston, willow, young miko, zara larsson

showdown is on! i apologize for dropping off the face of the planet. ive been dealing with some health issues and haven’t been able to be on this site 😔

this is the lineup i have. i’ve capped it at 160 girls so if anyone has a compelling argument for swapping in someone else, lmk this weekend.

im going to be slowly uploading more info sometime next week but pls be patient with me 🩷

sorry for the delay!

!!!!

[lovelctters]

Hi I was wondering if you had any faceclaim recs for a black masculine and feminine sibling pairing hope you're having a good day and drinking water

this is sooooo sweet & im sorry this took so long !! i was researching their ethnic backgrounds , not wanting to label anyone wrong :/ i wasn’t sure if it was okay to put together suggestions that label themselves “african american” but had recorded non-american ethnic background ... soooooo i avoided it lol but if you wanted that list let me know !!

trevor jackson (1996) & zeke palmer (1993) : african-american                                     & coco jones (1998) : “

diggy simmons (1995) & halle bailey (2000) : african-american                                      & chloe bailey (1998) : “

jordan calloway (1990) & willow smith (2000) : african american

yahya abdul-mateen II (1986) & sza (1986) : muslim father + christian mother

megan thee stallion (1995) & caleb mclaughlin (2001) : african-american

trevante rhodes (1990) & raigan harris (1996) : african-american

michael b jordan (1987) & victoria monet (1995) : african-american

kofi siriboe (1994) & lovie simone (1988) : ghanaian-american

reece king (1994) & savannah lee smith (2000) : white & unspecified black

justice smith (1995) & madison pettis (1998) : white and african-american                             & amanda stenberg (1998)                             & lori harvey (1997)

john boyega (1992) & omono okojie (199?) : nigerian                            & adepero oduye (1978) : "

aurora perrina (1994) & luka sabbat (1997) : half white / half haitian

[apartmentfm]

[ ✎ ] anon asked ‘can we get an extended mwf and mwnb list pleaseeeee’

of course !! im going to add this link here because i listed some mwf there but we’d also like to see cindy kimberly, ryan destiny, aisha potter, normani kordei zendaya, hunter schafer, victoria monet, ashley moore, naressa valdez, dree.o, madison bailey,  madelyn cline, aj clementine, bae irene kang seulgi, wendy son, anarkee,  aïssata diallo, chocodamiix, chloe christian, diamond white, jordyn woods, kitra bell, jaichill_, barbie ferreira, zoe kravitz, or gemma cowling. 

for mwnb liv hewson, chella man, sara ramirez. amanda stenberg, cara delevingne, tommy dorfman, indya moore, angel haze, bex taylor-klaus, brigette lundy-paine,  kaitlyn alexander, hari nef, annie elainey, or sivan alyra rose. sorry for this being taking so long. i had to confirm all the ages and that cut my list in half but ill add more as i look

[rcserph]

hi!! im just wondering if u could suggest some younger half-siblings for danielle campbell?? im having some difficulty coming up with some!

Hi! I am so, so sorry this took me a few days to get to. I hope these help! Let me know if you need more suggestions. 

Adam Ezzari (1998) · Adeline Rudolph (1995) · Alexandra Shipp (1991)* · Alisha Boe (1997) · Amanda Arcuri (1997) · Asami Zdrenka (1995) · Billie Lourd (1992)* · Brianna Hildebrand (1996) · Chase Mana Kai (1997) · Colin Ford (1996) ·  Courtney Eaton (1996) · Elliot Fletcher (1996) · Ian Alexander (2001) · Isabela Merced (2001) · Jack Mulhern (1994) · Jacob Elordi (1997) · Justice Smith (1995) · Madison Davenport (1996) · Nick Robinson (1995) · Paris Berelc (1998) ·Ryan Potter (1995) · Sonia Ben Ammar (1999) · Victoria Moroles (1996)

* I'm not 100% sure they could work because they’re older than Danielle, but I added them just in case. I feel like they look young.

If anyone else has more suggestions that could possibly work for younger half-siblings for a Danielle Campbell FC, reply to this post or message me & I’ll add them on!

[soviet-space-ace]

First of all, I’m 5’2”, so I’m screwed. But how would short historical figures fare:

James Madison (5’4”): Just barely safe, but very throwable, so he has to constantly remind everyone that he is 5’4”.

Joseph Stalin (5’4”): Barely safe too, does the throwing anyway.

Nikolai Yezhov (4’11”): So incredibly screwed, will be thrown several times before the day is over.

Genghis Khan (5’1”): Everyone is too afraid to even try to throw him.

Queen Victoria (5’0”): You know a lot of pissed off people under British rule will try to throw her.

Nikita Khrushchev (5’3”): Yeah, good luck with that.

Mother Theresa (4’11”) and Mahatma Gandhi (5’3”): Many people revere them too much to throw them, others will throw them anyway.

Jean-Paul Marat (4’11”) and Maximillian Robespierre (5’1”): Yeah, they will definitely be thrown.

Joan of Arc (5’2”): Will definitely fight anyone who tries to throw her, might be thrown anyway.

are y’all safe or screwed

[amoristt]

Watching Angels | Nathan x Reader

disclaimer: i know nathan is not a good person. i am not putting a blanket over his actions in this fic. i, the writer, understand he’s not an innocent character and has made many terrible choices. im just answering people’s requests, please dont put me under the fire for it.

thank you.

Anonymous Asked: fic where reader is new to blackwell and nathan becomes infatuated with them, but he intimidates then so they stay away?

i accidentally deleted this anon but i re-wrote it to the best of my memory! either way, here you go, enjoy!

reblogs/tags and replies will make my entire day as i put a lot of effort into this :)!

story continues beneath the read more. let me know if you can’t access it!

Watching Angels

Amidst the partially one sided conversation he was involved in, Nathan’s mind was roaring per usual. Victoria tried to help him in the best ways she knew how; trying to distract him with jokes and gossip, but today it seemed that wouldn’t be enough. She watched his pensive expression while she still continued to talk about some underclassmen he really couldn’t care about and hoped it would elicit some sort of response but unfortunately nothing came. She wasn’t entirely surprised, however, and just sighed in defeat knowing he wouldn’t notice.

She also wasn’t surprised when Nathan stood up from the benches they were relaxing on and shoved his hands into his pockets, ducking his head down to his shoulders like he was trying to shield himself away from all the students around them involved in their own events. Victoria raised her hand to block out the sun as he told her he was just going to head back to him dorm, he wasn’t feeling well.

Knowing she couldn’t, and shouldn’t argue against him she just nodded and let her hands fall back onto her lap. “I’ll see you tomorrow, then.” she said as he turned. “I’ll text you later on.”

As he walked past the dispersed students Nathan couldn’t help but feel like every single pair of eyes were on him. Eyes are attracted to movement, he reminded himself as he subconsciously sped up. They aren’t staring at you. But he knew they always were. Eyes were always on him, rather it be students, that dickhead Madison, or the ass backwards Principle Wells. Of course Nathan had leverage as to not get bothered but he still hated the feeling entirely, and most times, it pissed him off, had him lashing out at everyone who so much as waved to him. Of course he’d regret it later on and wonder if he should apologize but an ‘im sorry’ most likely would never see the light of day. It just wasn’t in his character. Wasn’t his style.

Just before he entered the building to his dorms he saw something in the corner of his eyes. Like everyone else, he was attracted to the movement, and his head turned. All at once everything seemed to come to some sort of stop, even the howling thoughts in the back of his head.

You were leaning against the brick walls, phone in hand, occasionally glancing up from it to take a look around as though you were waiting for someone.

Frozen with his hand still reached out towards the handle Nathan didn’t move, undoubtedly staring at you and for some reason just taking in your appearance. ___ hair, ___ eyes, your outfit simple but fitting you so well. He didn’t know what it was that was so capturing but he couldn’t look away until you turned, eyes meeting his, and his stomach dropped. For a moment he didn’t do anything, he felt like a deer in the headlights, and it only strengthened when you offered him a hesitant wave. The oblivious, innocent gesture meant one thing. You had no idea who he was.

Instead of acting like a normal person and waving back he blinked himself free of his trance and threw the door open, completely ignoring your greeting and hauling into the building. The moment he was inside he felt oddly shielded, for some reason at ease knowing you couldn’t see him anymore. The ease wasn’t out of fear, however.

Nathan didn’t know what it was. Something about you ate at him the entire way to his dorm and well into the evening, and even as he clicked off his lamp at 4 am you were still on his mind. He wanted to know you. He wanted to know your name, your favorite color, everything about you. Why he did was the biggest question he had, however, and it too eroded away the walls he’d placed all around himself. He rolled over on his bed, holding a pillow tight to his chest, and frowned. Why were you so special to him? You were just as average as everyone else in Blackwill, but at the same time you were so much more.

He felt like if you asked he would cave into you and spill every single secret he had, and this feeling fucking scared him. It struck him that you, having not done anything at all save for exist, made him fear.

Even days after he’d saw you that first time you were still on his mind. Though he wanted to avoid you like the plague he also seemed to subconsciously search for you face in a crowd of people, wondering where you were and what you were doing. 

Nathan had hoped if he avoided you and made sure to keep any and all contact minimal that you would cease bothering him but if anything it made it worse. The less he saw of you the more he wondered, the more he questioned. What were your friends like? Would you ever consider Nathan to be friend? Had you yet learned about his reputation, and if so would that bother you?

Scenarios littered his mind and played out like story books. Some good, where he’d befriend you and learn, and others bad, where you would tell him to leave you alone and stop obsessing over you. These were the thoughts that bothered him the most but then again they were entirely farfetched- you had no way of knowing you were constantly on his mind with how he made sure you two did not cross paths. He still didn’t even know your name, but then again maybe that was best.

Still, despite his efforts to keep away he sometimes would see you from the corners of his eyes, just like he had the first time. You were almost always alone- either on your phone, reading, or sometimes just leaning back with your earbuds in. He wondered what type of music you liked, and then remembered you weren’t supposed to capturing him anymore. It made him feel a sense of weakness, or maybe even shame, to know that even without meaning to he found himself wanting to talk to you about anything and everything. Sometimes he could barely even bring himself to chat with his best friend, so what was it about you that made him want to be right there, talking about mundane things that no one should even care about. Things that he shouldn’t care about.

When he saw you afterclass one day he had to fight himself down from taking a photo of you. His camera shook in his hands while he watched you sit against a thick tree, eyes downcast and mind probably enveloped in whatever book you were reading. The sun was starting to set thanks to shortening days (Blackwell never got much of a winter) and so your figure was outlined with gold while the leaves above head shadowed you perfectly, the small specks of light peeking through and dancing atop your skin. You’d make such an excellent model, Nathan thought to himself. You had no much potential.

In successfully biting back his want to take pictures of you he was quick to abandon the scene before he could second guess himself, and thankfully before you could look up from your story and see him standing there like a statue, staring right at you. How embarrassing that would have been on his part.

Along with wanting to know everything there was about you, Nathan also at times envied you. You always looked content, so at peace and down to earth. You’d pet over the grass you sat upon, lean your head back and take in deep breaths of air. From what he’d seen you were on good terms with almost everyone. Classmates smiled and waved to you as they passed and you’d do so right back, and each time he got to witness your harmless smile he’d feel his shoulders ease up just a moment. You had such an effect on him without even trying, and part of him wished he could be like you, just spending your days relaxing and watching. Never bothered, never hateful, always taking in everything around you, a stark contrast to Nathan himself who lived like a wildfire. Almost everything he did was spontaneous, loud, and angry, never regal. He never felt safe whereas you could sleep under a willow tree without a care in the world. 

Nathan scoffed to himself as a beaten and bruised phrased swept through his mind. Opposites attract.

The next time he saw you he wasn’t able to stop himself taking a photo. It was a weekend and he was out on his own for the evening, spending a large portion of his day in the more wooded parts of Blackwell when he saw you again. Like a good omen you were as soft as ever, crossing over a log that connected a shallow stream. Just like those few days ago the sunset outlined the play of your figure and with all the scenery the shot was too good to be true.  Before he could wonder what you were doing out in the woods alone he pulled out his camera, fingering at the button he’d grown so familiar with, and with just one click he realized you were going to be with him wherever he went now. Of course he couldn’t use this for any type of contest but then again he didn’t want to. This photo was for his eyes, and his eyes only. Exploiting you was the last thing he wanted, and it was an odd feeling to know that he wanted to keep you safe and out of danger. That’s why, he decided, he would never befriend you.

For a time in knowing keeping himself at a distance would keep you out of any harms way, he was at ease. He’d still see you from time to time and those moments would light him up for the rest of that day, and dreams of holding you would still eat away at his decision, but ultimately you being alive and happy would overcome any urges of confrontation. Sometime’s he’d bully himself for growing so soft over a stranger.

Sitting at his school desk in silence, waiting for a reply on his phone while the teacher lectured the class, once again Nathan’s mind wandered to you. He wondered what you were doing again, if you were bored, if you had made any friends yet or if you just prefered to be alone. He would understand if you did- most of the kids here were assholes. They’d take advantage of you, they’d use you just like the lot would use him when given the chance. He wanted to protect you from that, to show that you can do better than anyone else. He wanted to show you that he could be the person who gives you solace, and he wanted to show you that if there was someone worthy of your affection in the school it was him. But then he’d remember who he was, and that was all it took to make him stop.

When the bell rang and students routinely packed up their papers and binders, Nathan instead opted to sitting for a few more moments. He was tired, it had been a long day, and he knew the teacher wouldn't say shit. His phone vibrated, Victoria’s name lighting up, and he decided to finally leave the room. He packed his things half assedly, not caring if the papers squashed or bent, and wordlessly left the room. Most of the hall had cleared out by now except for a few teens hanging around their locker, so without looking both directions he slipped from the doorway and ended up slamming directly into another student passing along all the lockers. Given his size, just like the other person he hit the floor and fell back on his ass, but sooner than them he was back on his feet and fuming.

“Watch where you’re fucking going!” He shouted, roughly shoving his bag back onto his shoulder. The person he’d collided with scrambled to pack up all their papers and notebooks that went sliding over the tile flooring, all the while apologizing over and over again.

“I’m so sorry,” they repeated, and for a moment Nathan’s eyes narrowed at the familiar tone. He swallowed when he really gave the person a good look over, their ___ hair leaving his eyes widening. When they looked up at him, face red with embarrassment and eyes watering with both fear and shame, he felt his stomach roll in his gut.

It was you.

You looked at him, silent now, and for a moment you two just stared at one another. All the things he wanted to say to you bubbled to his throat but he swallowed them back down when you took in his features before looking back down, mumbling apologies and how you weren’t looking where you were going.  In an instant you were back on your feet, clutching your things to your chest, and racing past him without daring to look up. He wanted to chase after you, even turning as you left and watching you disappear with regret in his heart. All the scenarios he’d made in his head, all the wonderful conversations you could have had for the first time, crumbled. Instead of it being happy and peaceful, your first meeting was something you were going to likely never want to think about again. He would be a bad memory in the back of your head.

A teen who’d been at his locker, who’d seen the whole thing, watched her go. His head turned to follow her as she passed him, a crude laugh leaving his throat, and for a moment Nathan wanted to rip it out.

“Be quiet.” He growled, and the student did in an instant. He went silent and turned back to his locker as though he hadn’t seen a thing.

Nathan, however, wanted to scream. He wanted to find you and apologize over and over, say that he wasn’t thinking and he never meant to yell at you of all people, but how would that sound? Up until this moment you’d never met him, so you’d be confused as to why you were different than any other kid on campus. How could he explain that you’re constantly on his mind? He’d terrify you more than he already had. He wondered if he could make it up to you, show you that he means no harm, but if there was something Nathan didn’t have it was the ability to make someone feel safe, not to mention showing his love. If love was even the right word for it.

Instead of borderline hunting you down, making you feel like an animal caught in a corner, he bit so hard at the inside of his cheek the skin sliced. He walked away from the scene with blood in his mouth and his hands clenched so tight his knuckles whitened.

___.

That was your name.

He’d heard it in a whisper in the back of the class, one that he hardly ever paid attention in. Two of his classmates talked back and forth about countless subjects that Nathan couldn't care less about but the minute he heard a name he knew it was you.

“Have you met ___ yet?”

His fingers, moving rapid fire over the keyboard on his phone, came to a dead halt.

“Nah, have you?”

Nathan leaned back on his chair and stared down at his lap.

“Yeah. Kind of weird, but overall cool.”

Oh, how Nathan wanted to whip around in his chair. He wanted to demand the kid tell him everything there was to know about ___. Did they share classes, have they hung out, what type of people were you attracted towards. Everything. But, instead, he just continued to sit there, unmoving even well after the subject had been changed. His phone turned off due to inactivity but he didn’t notice, entirely lost in thought about you and the things he desperately wanted to know. He wanted to open you like a book, read all the fine print, take note of the contradictions and all the pieces of you that fell into place. He didn’t understand why of all the people in his life it was you that drove him up a wall, but it was.

At the end of class it had begun to rain, the droplets tapping at the window endlessly. Like before Nathan didn’t leave until the classroom was virtually empty and instead just leaned back in his chair for a few longer moments. Even with the dark clouds rolling in overhead and the rain as heavy as lead, all he could think about was how you’d look under the open sky, soaked to the bone and smiling. In his mind you were smiling, anyways. He could picture it in his head- you with a heavy raincoat, mindlessly wandering around as though it were a bright and sunny Saturday morning. He wanted to take photos of you with rain dripping down your face, and no matter how greyed out his pictures were the color in your eyes would always stay.

His fingers itched to grab his camera and find you, and he almost did. He leaped up from his chair and threw his bag over his shoulder, his sudden movements making the teacher jump at her desk. He was gone in a few seconds flat and just before he walked out of the classroom’s door he looked both directions, hoping to see you. He’d grab your hand and apologize in a heartbeat. But, you were nowhere to be seen. He made his way through the hallways of the school, moving slower than usual in hopes of maybe catching a glimpse of you in some other area. He tucked his camera into his bag when he reached the front door, knowing you had already gone to your dorm for the day.

Normally Nathan couldn’t care less about the world around him, much less the rain. He’d step right out into the storm and not worry one bit about his school bag getting drenched, but this time he did. His camera was in there, and though he knew he could just get another, it struck him he had the only copy of a very important photo in there, and he couldn’t lose it just from the rain. Seeing his car in the parking lot, he bit at the same spot in his cheek he’d split earlier, and in a strong dash sprinted to his truck, where he threw the doors open and then shoved himself inside. The minute he was shielded from the pelting rain he ripped open his backpack, pulling his camera and turning it on. When the logo flashed and the item powered up Nathan felt like he could breathe again. It was safe, and therefore the photo of you was too. You were still with him.

He didn’t drive anywhere in particular, mind both full and empty at the same time. He’d visit Victoria, maybe smoke a little if he was feeling it. She’d ask him why he was acting off as of late and Nathan wouldn’t tell her because he knows how she is- if he told her about you she would be on your ass in an instant. He’d just say it because of his dad again and she would buy it in an instant. She knew how his dad was.

Before he made his way to his friend’s house Nathan took a quick pit stop at one of the local stores nearby, hopping out of his car and leaving his things inside. He shoved open the doors and quickly made a B-line straight for the alcohol section. A few adults side eyed him but didn’t speak up, instead just going about their business. His mind was hazy and lagging behind but he managed to grab a bottle that he somewhat recognized and made his way to the register but something stopped him.

You were there.

He stopped dead in his tracks and even though he couldn’t see your face he knew it was you. Your hair, the clothes. He realized that somehow despite being a stranger still he could tell your style of out-wear. You were at the candy aisle, staring down at the many different selections. He wanted to ask you what your favorite kind was and buy you 20 of them, but opted to instead just standing there. When you suddenly turned around without grabbing anything he was so caught off guard that he didn’t have time to dodge your line of sight and dip back behind the racks of food, and when your eyes met that same expression of fear took over.

“Oh shit,” you mumbled as though you were in trouble. “Sorry.”

He had no idea what you were apologizing for but he shrugged anyways, taking his advance and stepping into the aisle. You were thrown off and took a step back, eyeing him with uncertainty. In turn Nathan didn’t come closer.

“You like candy?” He asked, rubbing the back of his neck. He’d die if his classmates ever saw him being this bashful, this strained and awkward. It left a weird feeling in his stomach to not be blowing up at someone but he didn’t want to scare you again.

You just shifted your weight and nodded a few times. “Yeah.” You looked at him then the bottle he was carrying, eyes narrowing for a moment.

He nodded too and stared at the floor, about to say something else before you moved to grab a random candy bar without looking at it. Before he suggest that he’d buy it for you in hopes of mending some sort of ties you pushed it up on the counter and shoved a five at the cashier. “Keep the change.” you said quickly, leaving without looking back.

Nathan lurked for a few more minutes so that he could mentally beat himself up before handing the cashier a ten, tauntingly shaking the bottle in his hands and leaving knowing the seller wouldn’t say shit about him and his underage drinking. Part of him wanted to see you outside so he could try to talk to you again but you were nowhere to be seen. With the rain still falling he hoped you lived close by.

His mind was as tired as it was when he’d first walked in but that didn’t stop him from cracking open his drink and taking a long chug. When he tossed the cap of his drink into the garbage can his heart sank. Your candy bar sitting unopened at the top of the pile of trash. 

One gulp after another, Nathan climbed back into his car and didn’t bother to check both ways while he pulled out.

Over the course of a week it seemed like you had fallen off the face of the earth. Your name didn’t float through the halls, you didn’t bump into kids walking out of their classes, and you didn’t rest in obscure places looking like an angel. The lengths you were going to avoid talking or even seeing Nathan was beyond him, and it hurt. It actually hurt him, something he didn’t think was possible. For a time it pissed him off, made him want to hate you because he didn’t know what to do with the emotions pooling his gut, but then he realized it wasn’t possible. No matter how hard he tried he couldn’t hate you, not when he could see you in the back of his head still. Not when he pinned that photo of you on his wall in plain sight. You were too pretty to hate, he thought.

Subconsciously he scouted you out, eyes scanning over the waves of students in hopes of seeing you. Sometimes when someone had the same color hair he’d catch sight of them, heart lifting, only to drop back down when they’d turn to look back at him. Suddenly everyone who wasn’t you were so ugly.

It hurt him to understand that among all the different thoughts in his head, one was persistent. He missed you. He missed seeing your face, missed imaging all the expressions you were capable of making. He wanted to capture every last emotion, every last pull of your lips and brows. He wanted it all, but you didn’t want him. You were terrified of him, and it was all his fault. The fruit of all his labor was crushed by just a few words: watch where you’re fucking going. Oh, how they haunted him. How he wished he could take them back. He would break his entire persona if it mean forgiveness- no matter how much pride he had. That scared him, too, how he was willing to throw away his pride for someone he’d barely talked to. Nathan knew, deep down, that it was wrong of him but he couldn’t stop. You clung to his mind like oil on fur.

You were destroying him to the point where even though you deliberately hid from him, he sometimes swore he could see you. Sometimes it would be underneath the shadows built from leaves, sometimes it would be leaning against walls. Sometimes he thought he saw you in the passenger seat of a car he’d never seen before, and sometimes he thought he saw you in buildings through glossy, foggy windows. He saw you everywhere like a thirsty man saw a river, or a starving man saw a deer.

When he saw you again, driving in the rain and debating pulling the steering wheel for the hell of it, you didn’t disappear before him. You weren’t a ghost, a figure composed of shadows and want. He hit the brakes faster than his mind could register it.

You were sitting atop a block of cinder beneath a tree, it’s branches extending out, covering you from the rain. Despite having little to no cover than what the scattered leaves offered you didn’t seem bothered one bit, even looking up and closing your eyes as water dripped down the sides of your face and onto your shoulder. The peace in your expression, in your body language, made Nathan lean back in his seat and actually take a breath. You were so relaxed even in high winds and heavy rains, almost comfortable.

This was his chance.

He rolled down his window and swallowed, his throat dry when he tried to shout. “Hey!”

He would make up for the shit he did to you.

That serenity was broken, and you opened your eyes and looked at him through the rain. He hated the expression that the happiness was replaced with- fear. You were uncertain of Nathan, and rightfully so. You sat up straight and picked your bag up, nervously fidgeting with the keychains you had on your zippers.

“Do you need a ride or something?” Nathan asked, leaning forward to get a better look at you through the open window. You looked left, then right, before hesitantly standing. The look on your face was less than pleased, and if anything you were likely scared of getting into the vehicle with him. At this point you must have heard the rumors- about what Nathan had been doing with girls as of late. Still, you reached out, grabbed the door handle and cast him a wary look before opening it and jumping inside.

When the door shut you looked at him through the corners of your eyes, and he leaned forward with his arms on the steering wheel.

“Um, thanks.” you said hesitantly, tucking your school bag down by your feet. “Sorry I’m getting everything all wet.”

“It’s fine.” He replied, leaning back against seat and looking out his own window, trying to stay as casual as possible. The silence that took over was deafening but at the same time his heart was beating a mile a minute in his ears. You were right next to him, acknowledging him, and for once being seen felt all too good, even if he could see how unnerved you were. Your fingers played with the hem of your shirt, body tense with unease. You were afraid of him.

Nathan licked at his lips and looked in the rear view mirror before settling his foot back on the gas peddle, rolling the window back up.

“So,” He said, “Where are you going?”

“Just to my dorm. I was uh… I was gonna outwait the storm.” 

Nodding, he pressed at the gas and made a U-turn. As if scared of the car instead of the person driving you held the small handle on your side of the door, still not looking up at him.

“Do you not have any friends to pick you up?” He asked, wishing his voice wasn’t so naturally harsh in comparison to yours.

You shook your head. “I haven't gotten around to making very many friends.”

“Everyone likes you, though.” As soon as he spoke Nathan his eyes widened, forgetting that you didn’t know he’d been watching you. You didn’t seem to notice, or if you did you didn’t say anything, still looking down at your lap.

You did, however, breathe a small laugh that made his face heat up. The feeling made him frown at himself. “I’m on good terms with a lot of people but as for friends…” you sighed. “I left them all back at home.”

“You’d make friends easy here. They’re all easy to please.”

“What about you?”

Nathan narrowed his eyes on confusion and tried to fight off his oncoming menacing tone. “Meaning?”

“Are you easy to please?”

Nathan opened his mouth to answer but found he didn’t know what to say. He wanted to tell you no, that he wasn’t like the rest of the idiots, but then again all it took was one look at you for him to fall practically head over heels. Not only that, but just sitting in the car with you, talking, would be enough to keep him content for weeks. When he found he had no idea what to answer with, he just changed the subject entirely with a small shake of his head.

“Why’d you chose Blackwell?” He asked. The rain was hard to see through as he drove but Nathan, for once in his life, had no problem with taking it slow. It gave him more time to ask you the questions he’d been dying to know for weeks.

You noted this topic hop but didn’t question it, looking out the window. “Not sure. My friend knew someone going here and I checked it out- the school’s not bad and I’ve been wanting to get away from home anyways.” Finally starting to warm up you leaned back in your seat, shoulders rolling before you relaxed. “Do you like it here?”

Nathan scoffed. “Yeah, I’m all about phony hipsters and wanna-be artists.”

Instead of being off-put by his attitude, you laughed, and once again he felt heat in his cheeks. It made his heart flutter to know you had laughed because of him. His words. It felt like some sort of progress.

“Why do you stay, then?” You asked suddenly, and he took in a breath of thought. Of course the answer was obvious, but if by now you didn’t know who the Prescotts were the last thing he wanted to do was make you painfully aware of how they seemed to own the entire town. Usually his last name was a weapon, but at that moment Nathan wished he was someone else.

“My dad.”

“Does he work here?”

Nathan felt his grip tighten around the steering wheel at the thought of his father. “Yeah.” He mumbled through gritted teeth.

Taking note of his anger, you grew uneasy in your seat again. That same hesitant expression made him want to run.

“Everything alright?”

He didn’t answer, not wanting to think about his father anymore. This was his second chance, the last thing he wanted was to scare you off with his explosive anger again. you just nodded shallowly before looking down to examine your hands, eyes unfocused but unsure where to settle. 

You’re ruining it, He thought to himself. You’re scaring her again.

Nathan swallowed, shook his head, forced himself out of the mindset no matter how much it eroded him. Instead he tried to take the conversation elsewhere.

“You like the rain, don’t you?” Painfully aware at how stupid the question was, Nathan bit at the inside of his cheek. It throbbed but he didn’t let up. Thankfully it seemed like you were fairly easy to talk to, taking the bait and shrugging.

“From afar.” You stared out your window almost longingly. “It’s pretty when you’re inside, but I don’t really like to get wet.”

“You looked pretty happy.”

You rose a brow at him. “You were watching me?”

“What? No!” Nathan huffed, cheeks heating. “I’m not some creepy stalker, okay?” The irony in his statement almost made his chest hurt.

You, however, giggled. “I know. I’m just giving you a hard time.”

He exhaled sharply, trying to calm his nerves. This conversation felt like a rollercoaster, and your twists and turns were all new to him. However talking to you, person to person rather than him intimidating you, was nice. It felt casual… Calm. He began to understand how you were on good terms with everybody, and once again he felt just a little tinge of jealously. He wished he could be as warm as you were. He wished he could be half the person you were.

“Thanks for the ride.” You suddenly said, and Nathan realized that he hadn’t been paying attention to the road but his instincts were strong enough to lead him to the parking lot. You leaned forward and grabbed your bag, lifting it onto your lap as he turned into the lot and parked in front of the doors so you could avoid as much rain as possible. When you looked back at him, smiling, he wanted to reach out and stop from pulling open the door. He wanted you to stay, he hadn’t learned enough about you yet. This was his shot to finally get his answers and he wasted a majority of it pissed off.

When you jumped out of the car he really felt like he’d missed his chance, but then you turned around as if getting wet all over again didn’t mean a thing to you. You smiled at him.

“Thanks,” You shouted over the roar of the rain. “We should do this again sometime.” Nathan felt his heart flip in his chest, hands gripping harshly at the steering wheel. He stared at you, not knowing what to say, but thankfully you continued on before he could. “I’m ___, by the way.”

I know that, Nathan thought to himself, but he didn’t dare let you know he already knew who you were. “I’m Na-”

“Nathan, I know. You know, you’re not as scary as I thought you were.” You said with a sheepish grin. His heart rolled again, and for a moment he feared that you knew about him and his family, but then he recalled that you had no idea who his father was. He also feared maybe you heard the rumors about him, or possibly got his name during the times he’d scared you, but the look on your face told him otherwise. You seemed interested in him, bag over your shoulder and rain dripping down your face. You didn’t fear him like a stray fears a stranger.

“Well,” you breathed. “Thanks again, see you later!”

Then you were gone, shutting the door and bounding for the dormitories, hauling inside to escape the downpour. For a moment Nathan just sat there unmoving in his seat, a wide array of emotions running through him. He was so happy at the thought of seeing you again, but at the same time fear of involving you in darker matters weighed him down. He was stuck between getting what he wanted and actually caring about your well-being, which was something Nathan was very unfamiliar with.

When he finally pressed back at the pedal and drove off to burn his gas going nowhere in particular, he thought about your face seconds before you’d left him to run inside. Your hair was flat and dripping, clothes heavy and soaked. Your bag was in no better shape and for a moment he wondered if you’d ruined your things. He would buy you ten times what had been ruined.

One thing, however, stuck out to him the most.

With the rain beading and racing down your face, dripping down your chin and a smile on your lips, you were as breathtaking as he had imagined you’d be. However this time he didn’t feel the need to capture it in a photo, your words of wanting to see him again ringing in his ears.

For the first time in weeks Nathan felt something in his chest, an absence of a feeling he’d lived with his whole life. With you still fresh in his mind, the hurt stopped.

[survivorsupersmash-blog]

Rites of Passage

Timmy 

Julian

           -We weren’t on the same tribe, so we didn’t get to talk.

Isaac

           -We weren’t on the same tribe but also, I can’t imagine that we would’ve worked   together in this game.

Madison

           -Love your titties, sorry you got out.

Asya

           -Honestly glad you didn’t make merge because you and Jacob would’ve been attached at   the hip and we wouldn’t work together.

Jay

           -It’s been forever since we’ve played in the same game. We never seem to work together, and I was hoping that this game would be different but then you weren’t around.

JG

           -Robbed king! That tribe swap did you dirty and you didn’t deserve that. You’re a great  friend and I hope you’re doing well.

David

           -Word of advice: when drunk, stay out of a game chat.

Jacob

           -I don’t think we actually ever spoke, but in the round you left, it was either you or me, so           I wasn’t going to let it be me.

Clash

           -I am so happy we worked together in this game. You’re a great person and a great friendand it was a pleasure getting to know you. You got kind of extra at some points but that          was the fun of getting to work with you.

Sammy

           -We’ve played so many games together but haven’t ever actually worked in them together. I thought this time was that and while we did it was going great. Unfortunately,     you decided to go against me, and it didn’t work out. I did enjoy getting to know you        more this time around.

Orion

           -I really don’t know where to start. I thought we would be good in this game but then you           started going around saying I was working with friends…while you’re one of my friends       so that was weird. Granted I hope nothing of what happened in this game changes that      fact though.

Dennis

           -You are one of my best friends, but you did a lot of shady shit this game. It was a            whirlwind speaking to you and seeing you play in this game. It was exciting but also             terrifying. Very different from Islands of Adventure…unsure if it was different from         Barcelona, because who remembers Barcelona.

TJ

           -Although we didn’t talk a lot one on one, it was great getting to know you and working    with you during this game. What’s funny is that some people painted you as one of the       people I was working with when they said “he’s working with his friends” yet we had to            add each other on skype when this game started lol.

Brandon

           -You always wanted me out and I still don’t get it. But it is what it is, I don’t really know            what to write. I thought we would be better than we were in Barcelona, but honestly, I            think this game ended worse for us, I hope it can get better though.

Billy

           -King, Legend, Friend. 3 great words to describe you. You know I love you and you’re one of my best friends no matter what. It sucked having to vote you out, but you were going to win, and it was obvious. I hope you’re having an amazing time in Disney World.

Chelsea

Julian- we really didn't get talk much and by that I mean we didn't talk at all lmfao. Hooefully we can change that next time!

Isaac- Like Julian, we didn't talk at all but we have in the past and you're cool ❤

Madison- My first fallen sister. Ugh. Gone too soon, rip my sweet angel.

Asya- My second fallen sister. That vote was fucked and you should have gone farther. I'm glad we got to work together for the short time we had.

Jay- We didn't talk but it's okay.

JG- You have always been so sweet towards me and I am so sorry for voting you to go home. I hope you understand why I thought it was necessary and I hope we get to play again soon.

David- I had fun talking with you for the short time we had. You reached out to me first and I appreciate that so much. I'm not the greatest at making the first move and reaching out to people I don't know, but I'm glad you did.

Jacob- we talked about dogs for a hot minute and we have neighboring birthdays. Iconic. Happy belated!!

Clash- Oh Clash. I hope you understand why i had to vote you out and that it wasn't personal. Things were getting messy and closer to the end and like with other members, I felt like my time in this game would be coming to an end if I let you go any further. You still played a good game even though you're farily new to the community.

Sammy- Video editing KINGGGGGGGG thank you for always doing a slamming hot job on our tribe music videos. You are a legend.

Orion- I don't know if you'll even see this but I'm sorry things had to go the way they did. I needed you to go because things were getting messy and i felt like my game was being threatened every round closer to the end. I didn't want to use my power on you, i wanted to use it on me, and being that i made it to final 3, I'm sorry but I would likely do it all over again. You can hate me all you want, but I feel like you'd do the same if it meant you'd make it far, hell, I would HOPE you wouldn't waste a power on me when you could have used it for your own game. I hope that you can move on from it and i hope the game was fun regardless of what happened.

Dennis- Dennis i love playing with you and im happy for you for making single digits! You have always played a pretty fair game and i respect that. Danke for a fun time!

TJ- Your game is so awesome and I honestly think you could have won this game if you had made it to the end. I'm sorry for not being honest with you every round but I hope I redeemed myself during your few final rounds that I'm not always a shithead. Also, thank you for telling me that im not a cardboard box!!!

Brandon- I hope you know that your vote was not personal. You are so nice to me and I'm proud of you for making it so far! I used my power on you because i wasn't sure if you'd vote me again and it was the last round to use them. I had to do what I had to do and I hope you don't think anything of it other than it just being part of the game.

Billy- My best frand. I love you. Thank you for introducing me to the survivor community. I'm so thrillled to be sitting in final 3 and I hope me voting you didnt ruin your time in Disney. Thank you for your loyalty and helping me learn more about myself and my own game. You are an amazing player and your time will come. Honestly if you made it to F3 instead of me, i truly believe it would have been a tough vote. Anyway, thanks again for being an amazing and understanding friend. You're the friggin best, hun.

Michael 

Julian:

JULIAN, ahhhhh i really hate this so bad because i know your track record with tumblr orgs, but if it’s any consolation at all i really did try and save you and i hope to god you start feeling some success because you deserve it and if i do not win this game i know it will be karma for voting you out.

Isaac:

You’re gay so that means you’re going to hell but you have a great personality and all in all i was pretty sad to see you go but gotta protect my girl Madison. Madison:

My fucking queen, i missed you playing this game so muchhhhhhhhhhhh you make every game we play that much better and not just because i get to see your tit-smile but also because youre a shining light in any season and if things had been different who knows how far you could’ve gone.

Asya:

Coming into this game you honestly scared me because your social game is PHENOMENAL and it showed with how much control you had in the early stages of the game and all that, and im hopeing making final tribal council helps put that fear of me back into you that ihos made die.

Jay:

Thanks for coming bro.

JG:

MY FUCKING GOD YOU WERE ROBBED!!!!!! You’re one of my best friends ever and honestly more like a brother to me and it bares repeating you were ROBBED!

Jury

David:

Ever since your GF literally messaged me saying how youre a cool guy i knew youd be an interesting player this season and you didn’t disappoint, i honestly did try really hard to save you and i know you had so much untapped potential.

Jacob:

If you hurt Asya i’ll hurt you im so glad someone in this cast can find love, you were great this game and im glad you made it as far as you did even tho i wanted your ass GONE.

Clash:

You are CRAZY and i think you know it sksksksk honestly you are one of a kind in life and this game without you would probably be so fucking boring it’s unreal.

Sammy:

Sammy me boy, i absolutely love the energy you bring to every single game and its something we NEED, you know i adore you and im sorry i had to turn on you.

Orion:

During the Challenge i discovered your true identity i was living my scooby doo fantasy and it was a highlight of the season seeing it and gasping, we had the most interesting working relationship this game for me being each others double agent and it was cute.

Dennis:

Voting for you was the hardest thing i had to do bro, youre my world and you know that im so glad we got to play another org together after the disaster of our previous one and it was such a gag seeing you play the idol like woah. TJ:

BRO BRO BRO, you got fucked over by jigglypuff sksksksksksk but you were my one of my closest allies in this game and your elimination was my only real blindside in this game as you probably saw on my face but you honestly deserve at the very least runner up for player of the season.

Brandon:

Another guy taken out by an advantage sksksks honestly this was a fun time because you were one of the few people i didnt know too well so it was great to get to know you since the tribe swap.

Billy:

Ok so Storytime, we’ve had a rocky ride since lake victoria and honestly for a time i legit thought you hated me sksksksk BUT i can comfortably say that weve grown closer as time wears on and i can honestly consider you a really close friend and im glad for that, you slayed this fucking season and you deserve all the praise and recognition for that, and also enjoy disney!

[helpersofindie-archive]

Do you have any suggestions for a mascot since it seems like a lot of popular FC's have been taken

Some mascots I’d like to see (that aren’t on the savedmascots page) are Aja Naomi King, Shelley Hennig, Dilshad Vadsaria, Franz Drameh, Deepika Padukone, Diane Guerrero, Eiza Gonzales, Olivia Wilde, Sabrina Carpenter, Naya Rivera, Willa Holland, Demi Lovato, Arden Cho, Rita Volk, Katie Stevens, Keke Palmer, Victoria Justice, Sasha Pieterse, Lily May Mac, Priyanka Chopra, Gina Rodriguez, Shay Mitchell, Jade Thirlwall, Alicia Vikander, Rachel McAdams, Kristen Stewart and Adelaide Kane.

- Lizzie

I’d love to see: Bo Burnham, Aimee Carrero, Hannah Hart, Mamrie Hart, Colleen Ballinger, Chelsea Peretti, Rita Volk, Katie Stevens, Shay Mitchell, Zayn Malik, Kimiko Glenn, Avan Jogia,   Lilly Singh, Ally Brooke, Diane Guerrero, Mindy Kaling, Dascha Polanco, Yvette Monreal, Chris Pratt, Stephanie Beatriz, Aubrey Plaza, Natasha Lyonne, Laura Prepon, Laverne Cox, Jackie Cruz, Danielle Brooks, Taylor Schilling Aziz Ansari, Drake, Nicki Minaj, Ezra Koenig, Lizzy Caplan, Dev Patel, Hannah Simone, Beyonce Knowles, Bianca Lawson, Freema Agyeman, Khylin Rhambo, Cecilia Balagot, Sabrina Carpenter, Amir Mitchell Townes, Anna Akana, Paris Berelc, and Jordan Fisher. 

I would love to see people like the entire cast of sense8 (like every single one of them I want them all!) I would also love to see people like Jewel Staite, Zoe Saldana, Allison Scagliotti, Drew Roy, Lucas Bryant, Eric Balfour, Emily Rose, Paige Turco, literally any fc over the age of 35, Ryan Reynolds, Gemma Chan, Emily Berrington, Colin Morgan, Bradley James, Ezra Miller and so so so many more. Underused FC’s are my favourite thing in the world so please don’t be discouraged by the fact someone you like is already taken! - Tina

Just because a popular FC is taken, it’s seriously not the end of the world! There are so many underused FCs and they are the bomb diggity and usually they tend to have many resources from their Instagram and on YouTube! But here are some cuties I would love to see someone apply with!

FEMALES!! Adèle Exarchopoulos, Ana De Arams, Ally Brooke, Ashley Moore, Barbie Ferreira, Bebe Rexha, Bryden Jenkins, Cailin Russo, Candice Swanepoel, Chloe Bridges, Christina Nadin, Cierra Ramirez, Cindy Kimberly, Cleo Lazuli, Courtney Eaton, Dascha Polanco, Diana Agron, Diane Guerrero, Elle Fanning, Gabriella Wilde, Halston Sage, Imaan Hammam, Jamie Chung, Jasmine Sanders, Josephine Skriver, Karen Fukuhara Kiana Lede, Kim Jennie, Kylie Bunbury, Keke Palmer, Lana Candor, Lee Hi, Leighton Meester, Liana Liberato, Madelaine Petsch, Ming Xi, Miranda Kerr, Naomi Scott, Neelam Gill, Nina Agdal, Park Sora, Poppy Drayton, Rosamund Pike, Rosie Huntington-Whiteley, Sarah Bolger, Sofia Black D’elia, Stella Maxwell, Tanaya Beatty, Victoria Justice, Willa Fitzgerald, Willa Holland, Willow Shields, Yara Shahidi, Zoë Kravitz. MALES!!Alexander Ludwig, Ansel Elgort, Bob Morley, Booboo Stewart, Charlie Heaton, Chay Suede, Cody Saintgnue, Dominic Sherwood, Douglas Booth, Edison Fan, Ezra Miller, Frank Dillane, Ian Harding, Jamie Campbell, Joe Keery, John Boyega, Jordan Fisher, KJ Apa, Marlon Teixeira, Mitchell Hope, Paul Rudd, Penn Badgley, Reece King, Ricky Whittle, Richard Harmon, Ryan Potter,  Ryan Reynolds, Sean O’Pry, Sebastian de Souza, Seo In-guk, Tom Holland.

ah there are so many lovely faces i want to see around here! sorry some of these turned out to be repeats!! john boyega (!!!), shailene woodley, zoe kravitz, willa holland, priyanka chopra, avan jogia, reece king, bob morley, grant gustin, diego luna, felicity jones, teresa palmer, adelaide kane, christian serratos, daniel sharman, sebastian stan, jamie chung, cierra ramirez, elizabeth olsen, shameik moore, arden cho, justice smith, diane guerrero, auli’i cravalho, eiza gonzalez, marie avgeropoulos, kit harington, sarah hyland, austin butler, jade thirlwall, im jinah, tom holland, oscar isaac, sophia bush, ki hong lee, ariel winter, thomas brodie-sangster, tyler hoechlin, naomi scott, gina rodriguez, kylie bunbury

there are so many gorgeous fc’s out there, but here are some that i would love to see on here. for females willa holland, tina desai, victoria justice, shay mitchell, sarah bolger, penelope mitchell, merritt patterson, lucy hale, leighton meester, kelsey chow, karen gillan, johanna braddy, emily vancamp, britt robertson, annasophia robb, anna kendrick, emilie de ravin, gina rodriguez, meghan ory, and madison davenport. for males avan jogia, aaron johnson, alfred enoch, carlos valdes, daniel sharman, chris wood, ed westwick, torrance coombs, sam claflin, tyler hoechlin, logan lerman, bob morley, brett dalton, colin o'donoghue, sebastian stan, and tom hiddleston. 

[mjfass]

A quick follow up i was thinking like a name that would fit in with the beautiful people "velvet sky, Angelina love, madison rayne." A name that would make sense to fit in if I don't make sense im sorry I'm nervous talking to you because well yeah I think i have my first girl crush and its you hahaha hope u don't hate me now sorry

I that case, ignore the other answer:

Ophelia Star, Gardenia Spring, Victoria Vale, Iris Sky, Sapphire Throne, Juliette Prince, Daisy Sunny, Lilac Moon, Valentina Empire, Cherry Cherry Chamberlain, Dream Night, Ruby Diamondsand, Rosemary Willow, Skyler Snow, Alexa Goldenfall, Elle Rainbell, Rain Snow, Primrose Silkfrost, Pearl Rainshore, Estrella Rosewillow, Sunset Nightfly, Heather Rainglow, Lila Dayspice, Rose Blossom, Savannah Hazel, Heidi Swan, Lucy Light, Thalia Lee, Heaven Rosetail, Aqua Moon, Ariana Quinn, Sky Thunderglade, Ruby Gemrose, Barbie Bell.

I am so flattered, oh my God! I send you the biggest hug. I really hope this helps!♥️🖤