#MADDY EUPHORIA VOICE RUE? WHEN WAS THIS?

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Heyy could I please request a Maddy Perez x fem!reader and they are both dating, but the reader is really shy but like also the sweetest person ever and would never hurt a fly, but she also hates like drama or other people fighting/yelling, so the reader gets a but uncomfortable at the intervention when everyone is yelling and fighting. So like the reader and Maddy are both comforting each other, it would be like hurt/comfort with fluff at the end. If you don’t want to do it then no pressure at all 😭😭 (btw I’m 18+)

Intervention

Maddy Perez x Fem!Reader

Summary: You were the calm to Maddy's storm, the only person who could talk her down after finding out about Cassie and Nate.

Warnings: Lots of language, intervention shit, mentions of Nate (🤮)

Word Count: 1.2k

A/N: Look at me go, y'all! I cranked this out, and it's not half bad. Took me over a month, though. Sorry about that.

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You and Maddy were complete opposites, which is why you worked so well together as a couple. She was bold and outgoing, while you were more reserved and shy. To give you some credit, you could most definitely fight for yourself if needed, but Maddy tended to fight for you first. The two of you had only been together for a few weeks, but you knew that you would last a long time.

You hated confrontation, and you avoided it as much as possible, but you would do anything to help your friends. This was how you ended up in the Howard household, preparing to stage an intervention for Rue Bennett. 

You nervously watch as the girl of the hour comes around the bend, before groaning when she catches sight of the group standing at the bottom of the stairs. She sits down, practically collapsing, and bangs her head on the wall behind her while muttering, “Oh, fuck.”

Maddy slips her hand into yours, knowing that this could get messy really fast. As if it wasn’t already. You squeeze her hand gratefully, using the physical contact as a grounding method. You watch as Rue’s mom begins to talk to her daughter.

“This can’t make you feel good, Rue. Living like this, lying to the people you love, being mean to the people you love,” At this, you glance over at Lexi, trying to shoot her comforting look. “This can’t make you feel good about yourself.”

Rue sighs, dragging her hands down her face. “I don’t care, just fucking leave me alone please.” She sounds on the verge of tears, and her mother takes a step towards the staircase. “I know you’re in pain.” 

Rue begins to get angry, quietly exclaiming, “You have no fucking idea, mom.” Her mom continues to talk to her calmly, trying to convince her to go to the hospital. Cassie walks forward slightly, in front of the area where you were standing with Maddy, Kat, and Lexi. 

“I can’t get clean, I can’t do that shit forever.” You can hear the pain in Rue’s voice, and it makes your heart ache for your friend. Cassie takes another step forward, and you realize that she’s about to throw a wrench in this whole operation.

She swings her arms before over encouragingly saying, “You don’t have to. Just, take it one day at a time.” You wince slightly, knowing that she basically opened herself up for anything Rue wants to attack her with.

When Cassie glances around, you see Maddy gesture to her that it was a little too much, letting you know that the two of you were on the same page. 

“Hey, Cass?” You wince when you hear Rue’s voice again, knowing that whatever comes next isn’t going to be pretty. Cassie responds innocently, and Rue follows up with, “I have a quick question for you.” 

Cassie seems confused, responding, “What?” Rue sighs before answering, “How long have you been fucking Nate Jacobs?” You inhale sharply, not expecting that to come from the brunette girl. You feel Maddy tense up beside you, which sets you even more on edge.

Cassie is silent for a moment, before she starts nervously laughing. “Wh-What are you talking about?” Rue doesn’t hesitate before asking her question again, and this is when you know that all hell is about to break loose.

Cassie begins to stutter out denials, but Maddy ignores her in favor of questioning Rue. “What are you talking about?” Rue begins to play the innocent victim, turning all attention away from the actual intervention. 

“Oh, I just- I saw her get in his truck and then kiss him and drive off, that was like, what, like uh… like a month ago?” You let out a slow exhale, realizing that was before you and Maddy had gotten together. So… Nate had cheated on Maddy with Cassie, Maddy’s best friend. Holy shit. 

Maddy gives Cassie a dangerous look before dropping your hand and exclaiming, “Are you kidding me?” Cassie can’t even defend herself anymore as she just lets out whimpers and tries to hold back her tears. From behind you, Kat states, “Cass, that’s like, really bad.” 

“You’re fucking Nate. Are you kidding me?!” You want to try to calm Maddy down, but she has a right to be angry. You know that she’s over Nate, but her best friend slept with her ex-boyfriend while they were still together. She trusted Cassie, and she fucked her over.

Cassie continues to try to stutter out denials, but Maddy exclaims, “You’re lying!” Ms. Howard tries to break up the argument by focusing back on the actual reason why everyone was here, but Maddy refuses. You take a step back as she explodes.

“No. No! You expect me to stand here next to my best friend who's been lying to me about fucking my ex-boyfriend? I’m literally going to get violent!” Ms. Howard tries to stop her again, but when Maddy sees that Cassie is crying, she storms forward. 

Kat tries to grab her, but when she misses, she whisper-yells, “Y/N! Fucking do something! You’re the only person she’ll listen to.” You nod and sigh, getting ready to step into the fray where you were the most uncomfortable.

 “You’re the one who’s hurt? You’re the most self-centered, idiotic person I have ever fucking met. You fuck my ex? And you’re fucking crying? Are you fucking kidding me?” You step up to her and place your hand on her arm. She goes to shrug you off, but when she realizes it’s you, she leans into your body. 

You hold her, moving away from Cassie as Ms. Bennett yells at the rest of you. As she yells, you whisper to Maddy, “I’ve got you, baby. She’s not fucking worth it. Please, we came here for Rue. You can finish this later. Please.” She nods into your chest and you kiss her head. As you lead her to the door, you shoot everyone apologetic looks. 

When you catch Cassie's gaze, you give her the most murderous look you can muster. Right before you walk out the door, you mouth, “You’re fucking dead.”

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You drive Maddy to your house before guiding her up the stairs and into your room. She seems less mad and more shellshocked now, but you know at any moment she would break and the tears would come running. 

You quickly grab some ice cream from your mini fridge and grab one of your hoodies for Maddy. As soon as you sit down next to her on your bed, she falls into you and begins sobbing. You let her cry as you lay the two of you back and stroke her hair. 

She cries for a long time before she quietly asks, “How could she do this? She was my best friend.” You take note of the was, and instead of answering, you just pull the latina woman closer. The two of you sit in comfortable silence for a little while before she speaks up again.

“Thank you for talking me out of fighting her there. Not saying I won’t fight her somewhere else, but that wasn’t the time, or the place.” You let out a soft snort at her confession, quietly answering, “Of course. I needed to get out of there, anyway. Was starting to feel claustrophobic.” 

Maddy snuggles even deeper into your bed, tired out from everything that went down. As she drifts off to sleep, you hear her mumble, “I love you, Y/N.” You smile gently down at the girl snuggled into you, turning off your light.

You press a kiss to her head and quietly answer, “I love you, too.”

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Roses Can Be Pink.

pairing: Rue Bennett x Black FOC!Monique.

Euphoria AU.

summary: parties can be fun with the right person.

tags: 18+ MINORS DNI, smut, wlw, euphoria AU, rue is over 21, rue is in recovery, instant connections, fingering, oral sex, mention of toys.

notes: this is the first time I’ve written queer content in a long, long time so when I say I’m RUSTY, I mean it! This one is dedicated to my best girl @melodicheauxxo I love you and I hope you love it!

word count: 1.8K

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“Aren’t you glad you came to the party? You’re having fun aren’t you.” Your friend, Sammie

gloats as she hands you a glass of wine spritz. You roll your eyes trying to refuse a smile from spreading across your face. You gently shrug your shoulders before bringing your glass close to your mouth.

“It’s aight, don’t get too big headed. I could leave any time to go enjoy Bob’s Burgers.” You say before taking a sip of your drink, the cool liquid soothing your throat. She rolls her eyes before linking her arm with yours and pulling you the rest of the people away from the kitchen.

It was more of a kickback than an outright party with some old college buddies. It’s been over a year since graduating from film school and you have been working in the industry since, doing what you love and you met most of the people here through college except for your best friend - who was currently dragging you to meet some new people.

Entering the room, there’s a few people already inside with an anime you’re unfamiliar with playing on the tv as they huddled close as they played UNO.

“Hey guys!” Sammie breaks their concentration and brings it to you guys as you stand underneath the door frame. There’s one person who immediately draws your attention though. Their honey brown curls unruly but they fall perfectly around her face and rest on her shoulders. Her eyes trail down your body as she leans back into the couch. They come back to your face and a smile is hidden behind her cup as you bashfully break eye contact and squirm beside Sammie.

“This is my best friend Monique! She finally left her house and grace us with her presence.”

“I’m not that bad.” You nudge her shoulder. “I’ve been busy.” You defend yourself with a smile and a roll of your eyes - a habit you happen to always do around her. You love Sammie and it’s not like you were avoiding her on purpose but her parties (parties in general) always overwhelm you so typically just stay away from them.

“Whatever!” She replies before she smiles, taking your hand and sitting you close to the woman you had been eyeing up. The warmth of your blush still tainting your cheeks. You’re a little tense but you take in her soft yet musky scent as you try to lean back into the couch.

“Please keep my friend entertained and comfortable. I’ll be back for her later.” Sammie winked at you before leaving you with the small group. You’re not a shy person so the introductions are swift and quick but the lady sitting beside you is causing your nervousness to spike which isn’t normal.

What’s worse, you think she can notice the affect she’s having on you.

“I’m Rue.” Her voice is soft and melodious. It’s kind of low in pitch but it suits her perfectly. You scold yourself for thinking too much about how her voice sounds but you can’t help it but the instant attraction is wrecking you.

“Nice to meet you.” You shake her hand that was in front of her. Like her voice, her skin is so soft, her fingers are long and slender but her nails are neatly trimmed, painted black. Absentmindedly you lick your lips thinking about her fingers and god you’re such a creep, you’ve just met her and your mind is already going there.

Fortunately the rest of the night, things go really well. The conversation flows so naturally between the two of you that you couldn’t believe you’ve only met today. She’s a friend of Maddy’s who works with Sammie and have been since childhood really and in not so many words, she had let you know that she wasn’t much of a drinker anymore due to previous substance issues from her past. She had been sipping on cranberry and blackberry juice all night as to not draw attention to herself. People were nosy and if they saw her drinking from a red solo cup, she knew no one was going to ask questions.

At some point of the night, you decide to give Rue a tour of your friend’s house finally reaching the guest room that’s your designated room wherever you slept over.

“So what made you choose film?” Rue asks you as you guys had settled on the floor, rolling a ball to each other as the muffled music from the party filtered into your room.

“I love the arts you know? I live for them. They’ve changed and influenced my life and I just felt like I want to be a part of that you know? Like being a part of something that influence change and be positive in someone’s life is a great deal.” As you speak so passionately you could feel her eyes on you which doesn’t stop the feelings she’s enticing within you. It was so strange to get such a visceral reaction to Rue and for the most part, the last few hours have been heavenly.

“Why are you staring at me.” You whisper. You chew on your bottom lip as you let your body fall to one side.

“I like watching you talk.” Rue answers candidly. “You become really animated and there’s this glow to you that makes you more attractive than I already think you are.”

You hold onto your cheeks as your shoulders pull up bashfully.

“Don’t get shy on me.” Rue licks her lips as she pulls your hands away from your face. You still turn your head away from her but with her fingers, she directs your gaze back onto hers. Rue’s eyes are sparkling in the dark as you bear into each other’s souls. The connection that you’re feeling towards her could not be denied.

“Do you feel that?” She asks as she intertwines your fingers with hers, pulling you closer to her body. You shift your bodies so that your legs are overlapping each other and the warmth of your core is radiating onto her thigh.

“Yeah.” You whisper. “I thought I was going a little crazy but I feel so … good around you, it’s insane.” Rue chuckles at your response as she cups your chubby cheeks and rubs your skin with the pad of her thumbs.

“Can I kiss you Monique? I really, really want to kiss you.”

“Yes. Please.” You breathe out before you can utter something else, her lips are on yours. Your stomach erupts in a fever of flatters, nervousness swimming in your veins as your eyes close as your softly kiss her back. However, as the kiss deepens, the lesser you were nervous and enjoyed the kiss. Slow and passionate, in no rush whatsoever and it makes you feel desired. Your hands trail down from the back of her neck to her waist and you pull on her tighter, wanting to feel more of her.

Her tongue swirls around yours which sends a shiver down your spine and your cunt clenches around nothing as your arousal sparks your body into a frenzy of need, a need Rue easily picks up on.

“Lay down.” She whispers to you and you follow the instruction without hesitation. Rue brings your legs to your waist, caressing your thighs as she hovers above you.

“Can I go on?” She asks and you inaudibly nod your head. You’re quiet as she strips your trousers and panties away from your body. “Fuck. I knew your pussy would be so beautiful.” She rasps as her hands travel back up your thighs and her thumbs part your heated core. A shiver runs down your spine as your cunt aches, you wanted more, you anticipate the next move. Rue slides the straps of your cami top down until your breasts are exposed.

Her long fingers tease and pinch your nipples which causes you to squirm. Begging for attention, Rue leans forward and wraps her lips around your areola and shoves two fingers into your cunt. Your gasp at the intrusion is loud but you welcome her finger nonetheless.

“You’re so tight.” Rue mumbles against your chest as you whimper and roll your hips. Her fingers move a bit faster, the sound of your wetness beginning to echo within the confines of your room. Your self control was slowly beginning to slip as Rue fucks you nice and hard with her fingers to the point of orgasm.

“What!-.” You exclaim as Rue suddenly withdraw her fingers from your pussy.

“I need to taste you.” She whispers before she brings her drenched fingers to her mouth. Rue sucks on her digits feverishly which turns you even more. She drops her fingers away from her mouth before she quickly shifts so that her face is hovering closer to your pussy. You try and look down at Rue but with her fingers tracing the opening of your pussy, your head falls back and your eyes close shut.

“Rue, I need you. Please.” You beg.

“Don’t worry baby, I got you.” With that, she wraps her lips around your clit which causes a loud moan to ring out from you. Her tongue is warm as she laps at your cunt.

It had been a while for you but the way Rue was making you feel, wreaked your brain but you didn’t focus on it too much as you ride her face with abandon. She’s eating you so good and you were losing your breath trying to keep up with her pace. Rue rolls her tongue around your clit over and over again before pushing her fingers back into your pussy and stroking your g-spot with hoe she curled her digits.

“Oh shit! I’m gonna cum!” Your hips are rolling to the pace of her fingers thrusting in and out of you. You fear suffocating her but your high is creeping near as you focus on your orgasm. A third finger is introduced which causes you to cry out even louder. You’re desperate now and you can’t stop yourself as you use her to reach your climax. The stretch of her fingers deepen your cunt and her tongue on your clit is sending you into overdrive.

Your release slams against you full force and your thighs threaten to close around her head but Rue keeps them from collapsing around her head by pressing one of your thighs down with her arm. She doesn’t pull away from you as she continues to lick you clean.

Your body trembles with aftershocks of pleasure as Rue finally moves away from your pussy and trails her lips back up your body. She captures your mouth and you moan softly tasting yourself on her lips. The kiss moves slow and sweet with your tongues clashing against each other as your core begs for more.

“You got any toys I can use on you in here?” Rue asks you which causes your cheeks to warm in slight embarrassment.

“Yeah.” You admit.

“Bring them out, I’m not done with you just yet.” Rue whispers. “Want to explore every part of you.”

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[theonethatwatchesalotofshows]

Tbh, I never bought the realism” or “accuracy” argument. The Game of Thrones writers claimed that the explicit rape/sex scenes scenes were there for “realism” but if they were truly concerned with realism they would’ve shown women with body hair. 

In an interview, Sydney, the actress who plays Cassie, said she was supposed to have more sex scenes but turned some of them down (she was trying to assure the viewers that she doesn’t do nude scenes unless she feels it’s necessary) . That’s just crazy to me, her character is already objectified so much and the network/producers wanted there to be even more nudity. I’m not really surprised though as this is HBO and their whole thing is gratuitous nudity.

When I watch, I wonder, who the show is for, and what message they’re trying to get across. The show is about teens but it’s for ages 18+. Teens can’t even watch a show that claims to represent their experiences (though I know for a fact that many teens watch the show). So either the show runners intended to appeal to a younger audience (teens) or they wanted adults to watch a show about teens being sexualized. Either way it’s problematic.

I also find almost all of the characters on Euphoria unlikable, and have a hard time rooting for them despite their sad backstories. I know people loved Maddy back in S1 but she acted like a typical mean girl, there weren’t many layers to her character. Unlike Alexa who plays Maddy, Zendaya is a good actress, and her character seems to be the most developed, yet I still find it hard to root for Rue. Why did she even become a drug dealer? Her motivations are unclear. One of my biggest problems with the show is that relies too much on telling instead of showing. The narrations and voice overs are tiresome. This is unrelated, but how can anyone take Astray seriously? He reminds me of Carl from Shameless.

As far as Drake goes, the man has a history of dating underage girls. He texted Millie Bobby Brown, the actress from Stranger Things, “I miss you” and gave her “boy advice” when she was about 14/15 (typical grooming behavior). There is a YouTube video of him kissing and hugging an underage fabulous on stage https://youtu.be/Fp5b9dW1nrA

Again, I had this in my inbox for two years so not sure what this is responding to but I agree. Yes, it's realistic that teens have sex and take showers naked, that doesn't mean we have to see it in a very detailed graphic way. Guess what teens also go to the toilet so if these directors were so concerned with "realism" they would also show that lol. And these characters should not be teens I agree 100%. Like was it so hard to make them 19-20? Would it change the story THAT much? The only thing it would change is that it wouldn't be so shocking anymore and shock value is all this show is running on. I didn't even know the thing about Drake but that's gross omg, it makes the whole thing even ickier.

Don't insult my boy Carl 😭 at least he has a personality.

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always & forever

part i of the euphoria au!outer banks series

part ii part iii part iv

title: always & forever

pairing: euphoria au!rafe cameron x reader

warnings: toxic relationship, mention of toxic family, murder, obsession, rafe cameron as his own warning, ooc rafe

a/n: this was inspired by this playlist. i highly recommend listening to it while reading <3

fem reader, race not mentioned, size not mentioned

italics = Rue narrating

normal text = scenes of their relationship

Ah, Rafe and Y/N. The token toxic couple at East Highland High School. Their relationship had a different dynamic than Nate’s and Maddy’s. Nate and Maddy don’t know how to leave each other alone, but Rafe and Y/N simply won’t let each other go. Rafe and Y/N would rather burn each other alive than to ever leave each other. 

These two started dating at the beginning of junior year, when Rafe first moved here. Some say it was love at first sight, others say it was because crazy recognized crazy. 

Rafe took a step into the main entrance, unconsciously chewing on his thumb out of nervousness. The noise, the stares, the people-- it was all too much. But just as he was about to ditch, he locked with a certain pair of eyes. They were so calm, so warm. They beckoned him, and he felt himself walking towards her. 

“You new here?” She asked, her voice light. But Rafe was still too nervous to speak, he could only nod. “You’re so cute when you bite your thumb.” The girl pinched Rafe’s cheeks and chuckled. 

Their relationship was a heavy one, with obsession on both ends. In just a few weeks, Rafe became notorious for his anger outbursts and nobody could stand to be around him-- nobody except Y/N. 

As part of their nightly routine, Rafe crawled through Y/N’s window and curled up in her lap. They stayed like that for hours. Some nights they’d talk, but on nights like these, they were silent, trying to recuperate from their own lives.

As Y/N stroked Rafe’s hair, she thought about just how similar he looked like a puppy. He was just one big, hurt puppy.

But not everything was sunshine and rainbows in Rafe and Y/N’s world, they both were deeply flawed. Rafe was extremely possessive and controlling, and given Y/N’s past with her controlling family, she couldn’t stand it. 

And then there was Y/N’s constant changing moods and her fleeting attention. She was always looking for something new-- that’s what attracted her to Rafe in the first place-- so you can only imagine how hard it must be for Rafe to keep her attention and love when she’s always looking elsewhere. 

These two were always taking “breaks” but were never on and off like how Nate and Maddy were; their possessiveness would never allow them to give them that much room. 

But I guess their jagged flaws are what allowed them to piece together so perfectly. 

In the week of Nate’s and Maddy’s break up, those two were doing everything in their power to ignore each other. Meanwhile, as Y/N walked past Nate in the hallway, Rafe was desperately jogging after her.

“Y/N! Y/N, please!” Rafe pushed through the crowd and latched onto her arm. With his tall build, he could easily overpower Y/N but a single stare from her was enough to check him.

Rafe ignored her stare and pulled her into the nearest bathroom, locking the door behind them.

“Y/N, I can’t do this. I can’t be away from you.” Her face was as cold as stone, her eyes unmoving. Rafe always preferred Y/N when she was angry-- she would hit his chest, scream until her throat was sore, but he could always reel her in and calm her down in his arms. 

When she was angry, it was because she cared. 

But he couldn’t stand her silence. There was nothing he could do when she had no reaction. 

Rafe broke down, grabbing onto her shoulders and sobbing. 

"I need you, I can't live without you. You're the only one who gets me. You're the only person who sees me."

Rafe cups Y/N’s face and leans down until his lips are centimeters from hers. 

“I could never let you go.”

He sealed his promise with a kiss that sucked all the air from her lungs. 

In some ways, Rafe was worse than Nate. Nate might’ve been crazy, but Rafe was crazier; Rafe had nothing to lose except Y/N. 

Nobody has proof that Rafe is a killer, but it was pretty coincidental that the same QB that Y/N was flirting with had died the next week. 

On the day that the beloved QB was pronounced dead over the school speakers, Y/N and Rafe were walking through the halls, hand-in-hand, as if nothing could ever bring them down. To pour salt in the wound, Rafe had publicly gifted her a bouquet of primroses, a unique and uncommon choice of flowers. But these were one of Y/N’s favorite flowers because of their meaning. Primroses meant devotion and everlasting love; they meant that one could not live without their other half. 

A warm smile lit up Y/N’s face.

“You’re so sweet, Rafey.” She gave him a peck on the lips. 

“That’s not all.” Rafe dug in his pocket and retrieved a black velvet case, revealing a sapphire teardrop pendant necklace. 

Her excitement meant the world to him, it was all he lived for. It was all he cared about. He could never let anyone come between him and Y/N; they had something eternal, something that no one else could possibly comprehend. 

Nate was capable of killing Maddy, but Y/N was capable of killing Rafe— for his heart was in her hands. He would let her kill him again and again, and he wouldn’t say a word. In fact, he enjoyed every time she went out of her way to ruin him. It was just another opportunity to prove his love, to prove his devotion. 

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[audrey-emeralds]

how euphoria characters would ask you out

including: rue, jules, nate, cassie, maddy, fez, lexi and kat

Rue

" Hey, Y/n! " The voice of your friends followed behind you. " Hey, Rue. " You replied to her.

" I was thinking, the world is going to end and I haven't ever been on a date with anyone so I said fuck it. " She stopped thinking through her words before letting them slip out.

" You want to go on a date? " She seemed high. Was she?

" Yeah, I guess. " You offered her a small chuckle.

"Cool. Um...call me when you are free. " Rue shook her head starting to speak again. " You know what I will call you. " You nodded as she left you with a quick thumbs up.

Jules

" Let's go on a date together. " Jules blured out of blue.

" What? " You got confused by her request.

" Let's start dating. " She came closer. " And we have a sleepover but as a couple. " Jules happily exclaimed.

" Wow, slow down. " You held your hands up in the air. " Let's go back to that first sentence. " Giggle tangled in your words.

You acted as if you were thinking, deeply in your mind considering it. " Hey Jules, let's go on a date together. " She rolled her eyes, pulling you to her face.

Nate

" Y/n. " The deep voice of Nate Jacobs called out for you.

" Yes? " When you turned to him, his eyes looked you up and down.

" Are you free this weekend? " His hand travelled to the back of his head. " I am, why? " Your head turned to the side.

" How about I take you out for dinner? " You were hesisted, you knew his reputation. Perhaps it was his look that decided on your decision.

" Sure. " Proud smirk was gifted to you by him.

" Text me your address so I can pick you up. "

Cassie

" Y/n I wanted to ask you something for a really long time. " She started. " Would you like go on like a dafe with me? "

" I would, gladly. " You held her hand in yours, reassuring her of your choice.

Maddy

" You know what would be great? " Maddy looked at you before continuing.

" What? "

" If we went on a date. Like together. " She tossed a dress to the floor watching your reaction.

" Is Maddy Perez asking me out? " You teased her.

" Don't make me regret asking. " You move to stand next to her. " Don't worry I wouldn't. "

Fez

" Yo, Y/n! " Before you leave his room Fez yells your name. " Hmm? "

" I heard there is like a good restaurant, a street away from her. " He refers to the one you mentioned some time ago.

" Yeah, what with it? "

" Just wanted to try it out and I don't know...though you maybe wanna join me? " Fez waited for your answer.

" Let's go this weekend. " You tell him to text you the time of your date.

Lexi

" You know what would be the best thing ever? " Lexi asked you, you nodded for her to say.

" If we went out together. " She wiggled her eyebrows in your way.

" That would definitely be the best thing ever. "

Kat

" Do you want to go on a date with me? " Kat asked you while you were getting ready to go out.

" On a date? " You questioned.

" Just say yes or no. " She was nervous about your answer.

" Yes. " You laughed at her shyness and insecure, hoping one day you can make her see past it completely.

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[lovecanyon]

i am literally so obsessed w ur euphoria series 😭

DRINK BEFORE THE WAR

euphoria au

dealer!harry x jacobs!reader

SUMMARY: harry goes to maddy's birthday party with reader

A/N: rue narrating in italics

(MASTERLIST)

-

"We shouldn't be doing this right now." Y/N mumbles against Harry's lips.

He had somehow dragged her to Cassie and Lexi's bathroom without anybody noticing. Soon though her friend’s were going to notice that the couple had disappeared.

"Please baby." Harry whines when Y/N pulls alway.

"Are you in heat or something." His girlfriend laughs as she jumps off the counter. With a playful frown Harry helps Y/N pull down her hiked up dress.

I had always envied Y/N and Harry's relationship—literally everyone did including Cassie. The couple was truly unstoppable, nothing could ever go wrong with them.

"Your lipstick." Harry grins as he glances at himself in the mirror seeing Y/N's red lipstick stained on his mouth along with his neck.

She shakes her head and grabs a towel running it under warm water. As she was about to wipe the red color off of Harry the locked bathroom door trying to open stops her.

"Um is someone in there?"

Y/N halts her movements when she hears Cassie's wavering voice. She gives Harry a look when he begins to stalk his way to the door.

A gasp from the blonde was heard when the door opened.

"Oh I'm sorry I-I will just wait—“

"Cass it's fine. We were just going." Y/N smiles interrupting Cassie's stuttering.

-

"You did good big fella." Suze laughs as she pats Nate shoulder.

Harry now knew why Cassie was such in a hurry to be alone with a few bottles of hard lemonade. He had heard from BB that Nate gifted Maddy a Tiffany necklace.

You see the drug dealer was not stupid—I mean come on he sells drugs for a living, he sees through everyone's lies.

"What's up man." Nate greets Harry with a mocking smile.

"Jacobs." Harry nods uninterested in the conversation already. Nate knew everyone in the room was watching them including his sister.

"Come on bro. Acting like you don't know me." Nate laughs as he forces Harry into a hug.

Not wanting to fight at his girlfriends best friend's birthday party Harry leans into the rough hug. But as soon as he tries to pull away Nate whispers something in his ear.

"You better treat my sister well or else."

-

Everyone was now in the hot tub including Y/N and Harry. The Jacobs girl was sat on Harry's lap with both of his arms wrapped around her waist.

Harry was in white swim trunks matching with his girlfriend who was wearing this bikini that made him drool a little bit.

"Hi."

Y/N raises her head from Harry's shoulder to see Cassie holding a champagne bottle which she soon drops to hop in the hot tub. The dealer side eyes her when she falls into Nate.

Soon the blonde composed herself leaning back on her elbows.

"Happy birthday." Cassie smiles at Maddy.

"Thank you." Maddy nods.

It was quiet for a moment until BB speaks up. "I'm so happy you guys are back together."

"We're not back together." Maddy says as she plays with her nails.

"You're not?" Cassie swiftly questions.

"No."

Harry rolls his eyes as he lays his hand on Y/N's inner thigh. Nate clenches his jaw immediately noticing the move of Harry's hand.

"I mean, I was gonna say no but why are you saying no?" Maddy asks Nate who looks around.

"Um because we're not." Nate says.

"I know, but why do you sound so definitive about it?" Maddy retorts staring at Nate.

"I wasn't being definitive."

"It sounded like it."

"No I mean she just asked a question—"

Y/N and Kat both give each other looks knowing how this is going to end.

"That you didn't have to answer." Maddy cuts Nate off.

"Oh okay, yeah."

"But you did." She quickly responds.

"I don't understand what we're arguing about." Nate calmly replies.

"You and your tone." Maddy snaps.

"But we're not back together." Nate says once again.

Maddy doesn't respond just stays quiet as she continues to stare at Nate who quickly gets nervous under her gaze.

"Uh, yet." Nate speaks up which makes Cassie furrow her brows.

"I mean why don't you just say we're working it out—“

"You literally just said you were gonna say no." Nate cuts Maddy off raising his voice.

Y/N lets out a sigh as she digs her head into Harry's neck. Soon after she's fully laid against his chest he kisses her head.

"Right but that's me." Maddy declares starting to get angrier by the second.

"Meaning what?" Nate remarks.

"Meaning that when I say it, it means something totally different than when you say it."

"Okay. It might seem that way in your head Maddy but it's the same word." Nate shakes his head looking down at the water.

"Yeah but it's also the speed with which you said no."

"Aw, give me a fucking break." Nate groans.

"It was quick." Maddy shrugs her shoulders knowing Nate was in the wrong.

"It wasn't, no." He denies shaking his head.

"It was like a reflex." Maddy agrees.

"It wasn't like a reflex at all."

"It was like a reflex. It was like his natural instinct right?" Maddy says looking over to Y/N and Kat.

"It wasn't—“

"It was hasty." Kat nods agreeing with Maddy.

"Definitely hasty." Y/N mumbles into Harry's neck also agreeing with Maddy.

"You see. Even your sister agrees with me." Maddy raises her hands out of the water.

"You really think they're gonna disagree with you." Nate slightly chuckles.

"If I disagree with her, then I would." Kat states.

"Okay."

"What you don't think I have a mind of my own?" Kat scowls at Nate.

"No, I'm sure you do." Nate retorts.

"He's such a cunt!" Maddy shouts clapping her hands together which makes Harry nod.

"What the fuck is your problem?" Kat curses at Nate.

"You see, I'm not crazy right? Because he's always trying to gaslight me." Maddy speaks up.

"Look I don't want to argue about this."

"You see this is why I don't believe you when you make all these promises, and your like, oh let's get back together. You're the only person in the world I care about." Maddy mocks Nate which makes Cassie look puzzled.

"You're a goddess and it's my fault for not treating you like a goddess. I promise Maddy. I'll change. I'll grow. I'll be better. I don't deserve you. But I love you. Please when I go to college move with me. Marry me. Have my babies—" Maddy continues but gets cut off by Cassie throwing up.

Y/N widens her eyes as she swiftly jumps up from Harry's lap and gets out of the water that was now floating with vomit.

"What the fuck!" Harry rushes out of the hot tub and quickly heads inside to get a towel for Y/N.

Maddy and Y/N both start to gag as they grab onto each other. They both hear Cassie continue to puke which makes them slightly feel sick.

"I'm sorry Maddy." Cassie cries while coughing.

"It's fine."

"It's not fine. I ruined everything Maddy. I'm sorry." Cassie cries harder.

"It's fine."

"You're my best friend and I'm sorry." The blonde wails still intoxicated. Soon her mother comes and tries to drag her out but falls to the floor and fails.

-

"Oh my god. What happened?" Lexi questions Harry who passes her with two towels.

"Uh, your sister threw up on all of us." Harry tells her before quickly going outside.

Lexi walks to the kitchen window to see her mom on the floor with Cassie while Maddy and Y/N hold onto each other.

"Harry give me a fucking towel!"

-

The Jacobs girl was laid in between a sleeping Kat and Maddy while she scrolled through her social media.

She had chosen to sleep over at Kat's house with Maddy when everyone decided to leave after Cassie's meltdown.

Y/N was about turn off her phone off but a text from her dad Cal stops her.

Dad 💕💕

You were always my favorite child.

I love you.

-

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[vritest]

3 words

fezco x fem!reader

warning: NOT EDITED, drug use, euphoria drama idk? this kinda follows the plot but it’s very much different and i kinda added my own twist so enjoy! lol

…

it was a summer night. hot, humid, quiet. the only think that could be heard of was the slight breeze coming from your open window of your little room, as you sat in your bed. crisscrossed, holding your phone as if you were waiting for a text to come in. from maddy or cassie. you hadn’t heard from them ever since the whole nate situation. you also haven’t heard from bb, or kat. it seemed as if your only friends that you thought would have your whole back, just left you in the dust. you were left overthinking every second now. maybe it was your fault. even if you hadn’t done anything. you knew rue was the one that confronted cassie about it infront of maddy, but still you felt that weird sense of guilt you just seemed to consume like a normal thing.

truth was, your mental health had been recked. your whole friend group had been destroyed basically. now you really had nobody. that you trusted at least. you sat on your bed for a few more minutes reminiscing and thinking replaying happy memories with your friends you missed so much. you sighed looking up at your ceiling, inhaling the summer humid air and exhaling, and with repeating like a pattern. it wasn’t long until a boring sensation filled your body, which made you suddenly have the most craziest idea ever.

you wanted to get high. truth is, you didn’t get high everyday. perhaps when it was at a party and the music was blasting to your ears with the smell of sweat and dancing body’s making you wanting to try the drug, just for the sake to not feel anything even if it was just for a second. you liked it. of course not the extent that you were a drug addict, it was simply just a pleasurable thing to expirence for you.

you looked down at your phone, still in your hand. the screen turning on slowly the lock screen showing, you, kat, bb, maddy and cassie holding up the middle finger. you guys were posing on maddys bed your tounges out, you guys were happy. you were happy.

you only let out a sad smile, unlocking your phone and pressing messages. you scrolled through your contacts, occasionally passing by their names ones again, it was like you couldn’t escape it. but then there it was. rues name. ‘rue rue’.

“fuck it” you muttered. you hesitantly pressed the call button near rues name. putting your phone close to your ear biting your lip as the ring of the phone buzzed through the screen. until it suddenly stopped.

“hello?” a voice said, from the other end.

you sighed in relief.

“hey rue, i know it’s probably not the best time but um you know a few people that sell, right? i’m just feeling really fucking down right now and i need something to get my mind of everything”

you said letting everything out. you chuckled sarcastically, as you could hear rues slow breathing through the other end of the line, tapping on your phone as you waited for her to answer your question.

“yeah no i totally get it” she stopped

“i know a guy.”

…

rue had told you were this, “guy” was. apparently his name was fezco. you kinda didn’t believe someone would ever be named that. i mean sure it was a bad ass me but, it seemed a little too good to be true. at least that’s what you thought, until you stepped in to the little liquor store. a guy, who you assumed was fezco, sitting in the counter smoking a blunt calmly. his eyes slightly closing but then opening as he saw your figure walk, towards him. you placed your hands behind your back and coughed awkwardly quickly gaining his attention.

fezco grabbed his blunt, turning the other way around and placing it onto his ashtray. quirking at eyebrow up as he definitely recognized your face quickly. he’s definitely seen you before, he didn’t know why out of all people your face was so familiar, maybe it was your eyes of lips, but something was definitely a highlight to him. you were also extremely, pretty.

“hi, a friend told me you sell, just wondering how much for some pre rolls” you blurted. fezco wasn’t suprised that you came for drugs, you were just another costumer, right? that’s what he tried to convince himself at least. he didn’t know why he expected so much from you. sure you looked like an angel, a halo on top of your head and those dimples of yours standing out, but still he was suprised that’s all you said.

“for sure, gimme a minute” he muttered. getting up from the counter, starting to walk near what seemed like a little room near the refrigerators with beverages. you looked around a while. by now it seemed like fezco was whipped for you, and there was no denying that you hadnt ignored him either. you were nervous once you face his face. his gold chain dangling on his neck and his colorful polo shirt fitting his figure so nicely.

he walked out the room, as you watched him and noticed the blunts on his hand. you and him exchanged blunts and money. paying him 40 dollars which was the average price you’d pay for pre rolls.

there was a light awkward silence in between you two. as you still were in his store, lighting up the blunt there with your pink lighter. inhaling the smoke and coughing as you exhaled. fezco chuckled a bit, as he clearly noticed you didn’t smoke often, for sure, he thought.

“you don’t smoke a lot, ain’t you?” he asked. his voice deep and raspy yet suddenly bringing comfort. you chuckled awkwardly proving his theory right.

“i guess i just do it when i have a lot on my mind” you muttered softly. he bummed in understanding, but wanting to know more. you both exhaled and inhaled at the same time, the smell of weed spreading through the tiny store.

“so life’s been tuff, i’m guessin?” he asked. you nodded.

“you could say that, or you could say my friends definitely hate me”

he eyebrows furrowed.

“those ain’t real friends then” he stated. you pouted, letting out a cloud of smoke again. squinting to look at him, his blue eyes staring right at your c/e. you shrugged, brushing it off, but you knew he had a point kinda.

“i don’t know. maddy and cass are like so close to me i just can’t let them go” you said. fez eyes widened at the names. he put the puzzle pieces together, how had he not noticed? you were the girl that was always dancing with maddy, cassie kat and bb. he was snapped back to reality once there was that, silence, again.

“oh so you friends with them?” he asked.

“i don’t really know where we stand. you made a good point”

he let out a teasing grin. you smiled back leaning against the counter which he was sitting in. letting the breeze let your hair wave. fez admiring your eyes and how shiny they look, even if you were starting to squint them because of the weed hitting you already. he didn’t know why you even bothered to stay and talk to him. especially someone that would hang out with those types of people.

you never had someone that bothered to listen as well. half the time it was brushed off by your friends boys drama or whatever the fuck. you were never really payed attention, but you were to blindsided and didn’t see the truth. fezco made you come to realization. you admired him for that. even if it was just a simple conversation. no strings attached.

you looked down at your blunt. it was already small. which meant your smoke sesh was done, you were satisfied. surprisingly, you didn’t think the weed was the thing that satisfied you the most. it was definitely fez’s company, at least now you knew you you could come to when you needed to let it out, even if you two weren’t close.

“i gotta go, my moms gonna beat my ass if i’m not home by the time she told me to”

he chuckled.

“shitttt, you gon leave me like that?”

you laughed. letting out a genuine smile. which fez felt like he absolutely folded, your smile seeming like a rey of sunshine.

“thanks for letting me talk to you though” you stopped. “i enjoyed it”

“whenever you need me, you know where to find me”

your cheeks flushed red. screaming in the inside. walking backwards to leave and waving goodbye to him. your reaction automatically telling fez, you would definitely be coming more often.

…

after the cute little conversation between the two, you did what fez told you. you knew where to find him, and so you did.

every day you would come over to his liquor store. not for weed, more for fezco. just for him. every conversation you had with him was like a breath of fresh air in between all the fire that was surrounding your life. whether it be your parents divorce, or your friend drama thingy, he was there every step of it to make sure you weren’t alone. you did the exact same thing to.

“i’m planning to go to college, after senior year. maybe ucla, berkeley i don’t know. i just wanna make my parents proud” you told him. leaning against the counter. he looked at you with a fond expression, admiring your desire to go to college.

“you a smart girl. if non of them accept you, imma have to send a full ass essay explaining to them what they missed out on”

you giggled at his caring tone.

you both continued talking about, school , college other shit like that. you expressed your passion on starting your own business, definitely modeling or something. for high fashion brands. fez talked to you about why he had dropped out, you obviously understood and felt bad for him as he described his life. it seemed as if he never had a childhood, it had been taken away from him because of all the drug stuff. that’s why fez told you if he wasn’t able to go to college, you definitely could for him.

giggled and smiles were shared a bit more. ash peeked through the refrigerator, his eyes squinting and eyebrows furrowing seeing you definitely over heels for his brother. then after a few more long minutes you smiled again. genuine and fez returning that smile with a flirty grin. inside ash wanted to vomit, but he was curious of the girl he had been watching for the last weeks.

fezco walked inside the room again, sighing. ash followed his figure as he went to sit down on the chair next to ash.

“youre fucking wipped dude, it’s gross” ash said which made fez look up at his brother acting dumb. ash scoffed.

“don’t act like you don’t know what the fuck i’m talking about. you were obviously flirting with that girl” he pointed out.

“nah man i wasn’t flirting. y/ns just nice and we was.. talkin that’s it”

ash just snorted. making fezco grab a joint on the little table and lighting it up. pulling it up to his lips while he started to randomly think about, you. he wasn’t quite sure where you both were at this point in your guy’s relationship. it definitely wasn’t a just friends thing that’s for sure. it was more than that at least he felt it was. you also had that feeling too, the both of you oblivious of each others feelings leaving ash to just watch as the two fell more in love every day.

…

the days passed. you still hadn’t heard from your friends. which for some reason, started to be the last thing on to it mind. normally that’s all you’d be thinking about, stressing over to be specific, but everything’s changed. by changed, it meant the momment fezco came in to your life, and you came in to fezs.

it suprised rue when you told her about fez. basically how wipped you were for him. the tone in voice you used when you talked about him was definitely a huge clue. you’d been talking to rue more often, wether it be about fez or just random shit on your mind. you’d also been hanging out with her and fez at the store a lot often, maybe just to fuck around for a while, smoke or simply just having fezcos presence there.

you knocked on fezs front door. the rain hitting you as you tried to hold on to your sobs hoping it wouldn’t make it obvious that you were feeling like shit. your parents had had a crazy fight that night. with them both yelling at eachother, but then something that never happened, happened. they started getting violent. you didn’t know what to do at that momment. all you wanted to do was run. probably escape from everything. you didn’t think weed could help you this time.

the door cracked open. fezcos eyes meeting your sad ones as you stared down, your hair covering your face as you pulled fez into a hug you so needed right now, crying into his shoulder.

“woah woah woah” he said. you sniffed in response, looking up at him, mascara on your cheeks and your makeup smeared across your face, messy.

“is it fine if i stay here for a while?” you asked.

“of course.”

…

when you first moved in with fez it was definitely unexpected. especially for ash who was still doubting you were good enough for his brother. you could definitely tell every time he would test you. you found it cute, the way he did everything to make sure his brother was making the right choice.

he didn’t like you at first. thought you were some junkie. that wasn’t the case at all though. you were really fucking smart. probably spending most of your time just reading and writing essays and poems, in the notebook you’d had since middle school occasionally using it as a diary to let everything out.

he noticed how much you loved to take care of people, wether that be comforting fez when he came back from a really tuff day, or ash when he was feeling like shit or just really needed someone he was only 14 after all. you were pretty much always there. and eventually he understood why his brother had fallen in love with this girl.

you and fezco were both in bed. he smoked his weed as you had a book in your hands, your hair up and your glasses on concentrating on every word on the book reading it, as a cloud of smoke appeared next to you, looking over at fez who pointed the blunt your detection offering it to you, you accepted as you took it in and closed your book.

“you ever think about the life you’d have after college or some shit?” fez asked, you furrowed your eyebrows thinking about his random question wisely. you sighed.

“probably live in the city, i like the skyline. it makes me happy you know? especially the lights at night, it’s really beautiful. once my parents took me to la at night, with the palm trees and everything it was amazing” you said. even though fez had a completely different, it didn’t matter. i’m every form of way he could possibly live his life, the picture in his mind always contained you in it, there’s not a single one that doesn’t have your comforting smile on it.

“you?”

“live in a fucking farm for sure with them cows and sheep , you feel me?”

you chuckled, receiving an unexpected response.

“we’d live separately then, that would definitely suck. cant really go a day without seeing you to be honest” you said. fez looked down at you, as you made contact with him. your eyes basically shining as hard as when you first saw him at the liquor store, smoking his blunt like he was right now. it took fezco a momment to let what you said sink in.

“whatchu mean by that?”

“that i love you too much to leave you”

you finally said it. the 3 letter word that for some reason had been so hard to let out of your mouth. you looked away kinda embarrassed hoping you didn’t make it awkward all the sudden. you only could hope that tus wouldn’t ruin your relationship. you’d gotten so far, you weren’t about to mess this friendship up.

“shit, sorry that was-“

“i love you too”

…

that night everything changed. it was time you and fez stepped out of the friendzone taking a huge step forward in your relationship. you two became inseparable, literallly. your physical affection was something you two became more comfortable with.

ash noticing everything.

occasionally throwing sarcastic commentaries like “don’t fuck on the couch, jesus” or “ew” whoever you’d kiss or whatever the matter may be. but deep down ash was internally cheering being basically both of your guys number one fan, so much so he could basically start a fan account everything.

months passed quicker than usual. you started school, which meant you had to see THEM again. sure you weren’t really happy, because then everything would come back to you but at least you knew you had fez and ash on your side, your family.

every month seemed to be like it was in 2x speed. you’d been doing well in class, doing your homework on time thanks to fez laying down in your bed smoking while you rehearsed your college essay to him for the 100th time still not convinced if it felt right, but he was always telling you to not stress out that much.

“some colleges will be smart enough to accept you, others will have missing fucking braincells” he said.

you’d submitted your essay and now all you could do was wait and worry.

the school year continued to go on. you still only talked to rue, fez picked you up from school now, and you still avoided maddy and cassie. they seemed to avoid eachother as well. that was until one day after school.

you walked to the back at the school, looking for fezs car before walking to the parking lot. until you heard a voice yell your name.

“y/n! wait! please!”

you looked back to see maddy running towards you. she embraced you to a hug. your eyes widening and tightening her grip on to you. you chuckled a bit.

“i’m so so sorry, i was being a total fucking cunt” she said. you hugged her back finally. it was nice to finally have one of your childhood best friend back again. you’d waited all summer and half the year of her and finally she was back and she definitely looked healthier, you pulled away.

“you’re fine maddy, don’t be sorry. i should’ve put in the effort to make sure you were okay as well”

she shook her head disagreeing. you turned back at saw fezcos car, maddy looked at you and then at fezco, widening her mouth as she got an idea of what was going on. you hadn’t told her about fezco.

“bitch…are you hooking up with fezco?!” she squeeled. pulling you into a hug again. you laughed at her excited tone in voice remembering how much maddy had hoped for you to get a boyfriend. she’d always talk to you about how much you needed to be in a romantic relationship.

“we’re dating” you chuckled. “and i have to go but text me so we can make plans alright? love you!” you said, starting to walk away.

“you better, we have a lot of shit to catch up on!” she yelled, you turned back at nodded laughing. it was good to finally be back.

…

you were happy again.

you started hanging out more with maddy, catching up on all the shit like she said. you also still talked to rue, not as much as you used to but definitely still consistent enough to consider her still as a friend.

fezco on the other hand, had taken you to a million dates already. wether it be the beach, a restaurant, the mall, anywhere you wanted to go hell take you and he will make sure you enjoy the fuck out of it. and you did.

you two had fallen so in love with eachother. something you’d always been afraid of because of your view of love shown by your parents and how sometimes in can really cause to hurt eachother it really sucked.

it was already march. which meant the acceptance letters would be coming in, some not luckiers than others. you’d been waiting for a few weeks now, for the email to come in to your computer. you’d find yourself sitting infront of the computer for hours simply just waiting.

“don’t worry about it ma, i’m sure one of them will accept you”

fezco would say, ash would agree, but he didn’t really want you to leave. so didn’t fez he much rather you stay with them until the day he fucking dies but you had a life to live, placed to head, money to earn, too much would be waisted if you’d just stick with him, he thought.

finally after weeks, the notification on your email app rang, quickly you opened it. the first think on the email saying.

“Congratulations Y/N!”

“no fucking way.” you said, slapping your mouth with your hands. you yelled as fez and ash came in to your room, hugging you as tears strolled down your cheeks, this time much for a much different reason than the time you showed up at fezs for the first time.

it was the momment you’d been prepared for. you’d waited your whole life for this momment. and for some reason you couldn’t help but want to stay. but you knew you wanted to continue striking for your dreams maybe become a model, poet or writer wherever destiny takes you is where you believe you would succeed.

it took fez a while and ash to realize that they wouldn’t see you for a while. it was hard for both of them to leave you at the front of the university, after a 4 hour drive. there tired faces, leaving your suitcases at the front of the dorms. you just stood there for a minute, and then hugged them both tightly.

“ i love you guys” you said.

“imma miss you a lot surprisingly” ash said. fez sucked his teeth elbowing his brother making ash scoff and you giggle as you held to fez a bit longer not wanting to let go.

“i want you coming back with that doctorates degree or whatever the fuck” fezco said. you chuckled nodding and sniffing. finally exchanging your final goodbyes and i love yous.

this would be the new chapter of your life, a blank page ready for it to be filled with memories.

.

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[imaginesandbandfiction]

Fezco’s House Part 3 — Matilda

A Euphoria Imagine

Pairing: Fezco x female!reader

Word Count: 2.1k

Warnings: Pregnancy

Summary: Fezco finally has everything he’s ever dreamed of.

A/N: This is the final part of my Fezco’s House trilogy, an epilogue of sorts, but it can be read as a stand-alone fic, too! Based on the song Matilda by Harry Styles, but I swear it isn’t as sad as the song — it’s basically pure fluff!

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Fez walks through the back door of his house, letting out a sigh of relief as the cool air conditioning washed over him. He heads into the kitchen to grab a beer from the fridge and leans against the counter as he takes a long sip. His wife flutters into the room and wipes at an invisible stain on the countertop, humming to herself as she does so.

“Whoa, chill out, ma, everything looks perfect,” he says with a chuckle, and reaches out to grab her wrist, stopping her mid-wipe. He pulls her to his chest and pries the sponge out of her hands, tossing it into the sink before wrapping his arms around her waist. “What’s up?”

“I’m just worried that Cassie and Maddy won’t like our little farmhouse,” she answers with a sigh.

“Rue and Jules love it, ‘m sure Cassie and Maddy will too.” Fez leans in and kisses her on the forehead.

“Yeah, but Rue and Jules live in a cottage on the beach, not a sleek New York high-rise.” Before Fez can respond, soft cries erupt from the baby monitor on top of the fridge. Y/N moves towards the stairs, but Fez holds her back.

“I’ll get ‘im,” he says and points his wife to the fridge. “Grab a Sprite and put your feet up for a bit, ‘kay? Don’t want ya to be all riled up when they get here.” Y/N nods and grabs a soda, but instead of sitting down, she steals Fez’s spot on the counter so she can watch through the video monitor as he picks up their son and rocks him gently to get him to settle down.

“‘S okay buddy, ‘M here,” he whispers against the boy’s soft forehead. “You don’t gotta cry no more.” The baby sniffles a few times before finally quieting down, and then he burrows himself into Fez’s chest, making his dad laugh. “You hungry?” The boy makes a quiet cooing sound. “‘Let’s go see mama and I’ll get you a bottle, alright?” They disappear off of the screen, and reappear in the kitchen a minute later. Fez hands off the kid and pulls a bag of breast milk from the freezer, getting a bottle ready with world-record breaking speed.

“Hi, baby, did you have a good nap?” Y/N mutters, smiling down at her son. He giggles and lifts a hand up to grab a fistful of her hair, which makes her laugh.

“Unca Ass?” he asks, looking around the room with wide eyes.

“He’ll be back soon, baby, he’s picking your aunties up from the airport.” The boy frowns, and Y/N is worried he’s going to start crying again, but Fez swoops in with a bottle and scoops him back up.

“I’mma let you hold this, G, but don’t drop it, ‘kay?” Fez says, a stern look on his face as he hands the bottle over.

“‘Kay,” the boy responds with a serious nod. It’s one of the only words he knows, but Fez’s heart still swells each time he hears it.

A few minutes later, the front door slams open and they hear a familiar clinking sound as Ash drops his keys on the table in the entryway.

“We’re back,” he yells into the house as he races up the stairs, presumably to get away from the four loud women he had to pick up.

“Where’s my nephew?” Jules’ excited voice travels through the hallway and into the kitchen.

“We’re in here!” Y/N calls, excitement bubbling out of her and into her voice. Jules squeals and pulls Rue by the hand to the kitchen. Cassie and Maddy follow at a slower pace, taking in the framed photos on the walls as they go.

As soon as Jules is visible, the baby tries to break free. Fez notices his son’s grip loosening on the bottle and squats down a bit to catch it before it hits the floor.

“What’d I say about the bottle?” he says, giving his son a fake-glare. When the boy just giggles in return, he cracks a smile.

“Holy fuck,” Maddy says as she enters the room. “You’re, like, a dad.” Her stunned gaze is stuck on Fez and the small child squirming in his arms.

“Yeah, that’s what happens when you have a kid,” Fez says as he hands the boy to Jules.

“Did you miss your Auntie Jules?” She coos at him and he nods, burying his shy smile in her neck.

“Hey, kid,” Rue says, reaching out to ruffle his hair.

Cassie runs straight to Y/N, nearly knocking her over in a hug.

“Bitch, you live on a literal farm,” she squeals. Y/N laughs and nods with a sheepish smile.

“Careful,” Fez warns, reaching a hand out behind his wife’s back to steady her. The blonde gives him a confused look, but before she can say anything about it, Maddy’s squeal interrupts.

“What the fuck is this?” Maddy shrieks as she snatches something off of the fridge. “Y/N, holy shit!” She turns to look at the woman in question, who is blushing slightly, and holds up the sonogram photos for everyone else to see.

“Oh my god, I can’t believe you didn’t tell me,” Jules squeals, reaching out with her free hand to squeeze Y/N on the shoulder.

“I’m only fifteen weeks along,” she says, shrugging Cassie off, who immediately runs to Maddy’s side to look at the pictures. “We were gonna tell you at twelve, but figured since you were coming up for Henry’s birthday, anyways, we’d just tell you in person.”

“Is Henry getting a baby brother or a baby sister?” At the sound of his name, Henry’s head pops up and he looks around the room with his eyebrows furrowed.

“Sis-er!” Henry exclaims. Though he doesn’t actually understand what a sister is, he’s heard his parents talk about it enough to know to be excited. The adults in the room laugh

“Damn, Fez, you’re going to have a daughter?” Rue says, flashing a grin at her friend.

“I can barely believe it,” he answers honestly. “We just found out last week.”

***

The next morning, Fez and Y/N wake up early with Henry while the rest of their friends sleep in. Henry nibbles happily on the Cheerios and cut-up strawberries on his high-chair tray, while Fez and Y/N sit at the table with coffee and tea, respectively. Y/N’s phone buzzes and she flips it over to reveal a text from her dad. ‘Tell Henry happy birthday for me.’ She slides the phone across the table to her husband.

“Should I have invited him?” she asks, voice soft as she looks up at him with watery eyes. “I feel bad. He just got out of rehab and he’s making an effort.”

“You don’t owe him nothing,” Fez answers, pushing the phone to the side and reaching across the table to grab her hand.

“I know, I just feel like Henry should have his grandpa in his life. And I haven’t seen him since I graduated, and…” She trails off and gestures vaguely around them, at their nice farmhouse and large plot of land.

“This ain’t got shit to do with him. We built this life together. Just ‘cause he decided to get clean don’t mean he’s changed. He’s still the asshole who sent his teenage daughter to buy drugs for him, who ignored you for years after your sister died. You don’t gotta feel sorry for leaving him behind. He left you first.” Y/N nods, and a single tear falls onto the wooden table, leaving a small water mark.

“Yeah, mommy,” Henry echoes, though he has no idea what his parents are talking about. She lets out a watery giggle and wipes at her eyes.

“You’re right,” she tells Fez through a shaky breath. “Henry’s got a whole town full of people who love him. He’ll be okay.”

“We’ll be okay,” Fez says, smiling softly at her. “Now c’mon, chin up mama, it’s not every day that your son turns one. We got a party to get ready for!”

“Party!” Henry yells, throwing his hands up in the air and flinging a Cheerio across the room.

“Yeah, buddy, it’s your party day!” Y/N exclaims, reaching over to tickle his tummy. She cocks her head at Fez. “D’you think Ash will pick up the cake for me?”

“M not your errand boy,” Ash grumbles as he shuffles into the kitchen.

“Bro, shut up, you always been my errand boy,” Fez teases, ruffling his brother’s hair as he stands up and crosses the room to make Ash a cup of coffee.

“Fine, I’ll do it. But only ‘cause Y/N shouldn’t be carrying heavy shit in her condition.” Ash plops down in Fez’s seat and crosses his arms.

“‘Her condition,’” Fez barks out a laugh. “This isn’t Victorian England, dude, you can say the word ‘pregnant.’”

“I know, it’s just weird.” A blush creeps up Ash’s cheeks as he looks down at the table in front of him. Fez sets a mug down in front of him and then pulls Ash into a headlock.

“It’s weird that she’s pregnant with my baby? That I impregnated her?” Fez yells straight into Ash’s ear. Henry giggles as he watches his dad and his uncle play-flight, and claps his hands when Fez tackles Ash to the ground and pins him there.

“Get the fuck off me, bro,” Ash shouts, thrashing to try and throw his brother off. Fez holds him there for another minute before rolling off of him in a fit of laughter. “When did you get so fucking strong, jeez.”

“Good ol’ fashioned manual labor’ll do that to you.”

“Fez? Doing manual labor? I’d pay to see that,” Maddy jokes as she emerges down the stairs.

“Hey! Who’d you think built that chicken coop? Or the fence for the goats?” Fez whines. Maddy shoots a stunned look at Y/N.

“It’s true,” Y/N confirms with a giggle. “He’s gotten really into woodworking since we’ve moved here.”

“And someone needs to take care of the fuckin’ animals.” He shoots a fake glare at his wife.

“You’re the one who wanted a farm so badly, buddy. Speaking of which, could you go pick some vegetables for the salad?”

“Yes, dear.” Fez’s tone is sarcastic and he gives his wife a mock-salute before grabbing a basket from the stack next to the back door and disappearing into the yard.

“Okay, who the fuck is that and what did you do with the real Fez?” Maddy asks, sitting down next to Y/N with a cup of coffee in her hands.

Once everyone was awake, party prep began in earnest. Much to her dismay, Y/N’s friends didn't let her help. She directed them like she was a general and they were her soldiers, and had to begrudgingly admit that everything turned out perfect. When the doorbell rang, signaling the arrival of the first guests, she was just putting the finishing touches on her makeup.

“Coming, coming!” she calls out as she races down the stairs. Behind the door, their neighbors Nancy and Greg are standing on the porch, holding a giant stuffed goat with a blue bow tied around its neck. “Hi, guys! Oh my gosh, that is so cute, Henry’s going to love it. C’mon in, everyone’s out back.” She ushers them through the kitchen and out into the backyard.

Once all of the guests have arrived, Fez starts up the grill and waits for it to heat up so he can start making dinner. Y/N sneaks up behind him and wraps her arms around his waist. He turns in her arms, smiling down at her. They watch as the party continues. Henry is toddling after the three year old girl and six year old boy from three doors down. When he stumbles and falls to the ground, they both lurch forwards, but Cassie beats them to it and scoops the boy up into her arms. His lower lip wobbles, but tears don’t fall; she spins around with him on her hip and the sweet late-summer air is filled with toddler giggles instead. Fez leans down to press a kiss to the top of his wife’s head and smiles into her hair.

“We did good, huh?” he mutters so only she can hear. She leans into his chest and nods, smiling as Cassie and Henry are swarmed by their friends.

“Yeah, Fezzy, we did good.”

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[luvr-bunnyy]

anything for my princess

LEXI HOWARD x FEM!READER

word count: 1.9k - part 2

© luvr-bunnyy pls don’t use my headers or writing without permission

Warnings: mentions of alcohol, illicit drugs, uncomfortable situations, violence, etc. typical euphoria things. NO SPOILERS!!

[a/n; alright! here's my first ever fic on this blog. it is a Lexi fic because there aren't enough here on tumblr and it's appalling. pt. 2 will be up tomorrow. enjoy! - yours truly, bunnyy -`ღ´-]

When Lexi had confessed her feelings for you, it was a huge surprise. Obviously, you were ecstatic. On cloud nine basically but it was a surprise nonetheless.

Especially when Rue had told you how Lexi reacted when they had kissed for the first time.

You weren’t sure how Cassie would react seeing as you were her age and one of her friends but she was more than glad that Lexi had finally confessed.

Unbeknownst to you, she had been on the receiving end of many rants about how attractive you were and how her heart beat faster every time you were near.

Anyways…

Lexi was a ridiculously sweet girlfriend. She baked cookies and banana bread for you, she memorized your coffee order, constantly doted on you, planned insanely cute dates, etc etc.

Not that you were pushing for anything to move quickly but whether she realized how heated and stir crazy she made you was still up for debate but if she knew then she was amazing at playing coy.

“So? What do you think?” Lexi asked sheepishly as she held her hands behind her back and anxiously swayed a bit.

You were stood at the open front door as she was showing off her outfit for the party you were going to.

It was different than what she normally wore. You couldn’t help but feel adoration and love course through you as you let your eyes trail her body.

Chunky platform boots that seemed to make her legs look longer.

A tight black mini skirt with a small slit on her right thigh that hugged her hips perfectly.

A maroon off-the shoulder crop top with puffy sleeves that was a shimmery silk and made her collar bones a little more prominent.

As you stuttered over what to say, you could see Cassie and Maddy, Kat, BB, and Mrs. Howard watching with amusement just a ways away.

But seeing as you hadn’t answered right away, Lexi grew a little self conscious and nervous.

“(Y/n)?” Hearing her dejected tone of voice quickly snapped you out of your trance.

“Sorry. I was just….you look-“ Your heart seemed to beat a million times faster as each second passed.

Taking a deep breath, you calmed your nerves and gathered your thoughts, making sure to keep it appropriate since her mother was like right there.

“Lex, you look gorgeous.” You silently held your hand out and she quickly slipped her hand into yours. “Like I’m speechless.” She blushed, cheeks turning into adorable little tomatoes.

“Come on…” You muttered as you brought your joint hands to your lips and pressing a kiss to the back of her hand. “Give us a little twirl.”

Holding her hand above your heads, you gently twirled her in a circle. Maddy and Cassie squealed in excitement, Kat and BB yelling something along the lines of ‘get it girl!’ and Suze whistled.

“Okay, okay!” Lexi laughed shushed them before turning to face you once more. “Let’s go.” She gently squeezed your hand.

You frowned before turning to the other three girls “You guys aren’t coming with us?”

“We’ll go together to give you guys some alone time.” Cassie teased, Maddy made a V with her fingers and stuck her tongue out in between it.

You shook your head in disbelief. “I- okay. See you guys later.”

“No funny business Miss (Y/N)!” Shouted sternly but her smiling eyes gave her away.

“There never is!” You playfully saluted her with your unoccupied hand before pulling Lexi away to your car.

You opened the passenger door and in a posh accent said, “Milady.” which she giggled at. That giggle sent your heart into a frenzy.

You had to take a breath before entering the car.

As you drove, windows down, and RedBone by Childish Gambino played through the speakers, the sudden feeling of a hand on your thigh made you glance over at Lexi.

“What’s up babe?” The way that the pet name rolled off your tongue made her shiver.

“Nothing…” She muttered. Blushing and looking away.

Smiling fondly, you let her be as you continued to drive. Being in a relationship with her was very interesting. She had still been getting used to the intimacy, both emotional and physical and she appreciated that you were so patient but she knew of your past relationships.

Overhearing your retellings of one night stands or passed sexual experiences with your ex(es) while having sleepovers with the girls and it frustrated her.

Not because she was jealous or anything but because she wanted you to just have your way with her.

She would never admit it but recently, she had been fantasizing and daydreaming about you WAY more often. Mainly about your lips. How they would feel against her body, how they would feel between her thighs.

The thought alone had her thighs clenching together.

Your hands were also another part of you she found herself drooling over them. The thick rings that adorned your fingers. The way they looked flexing over the steering wheel-

“Are you okay?”

“Hmm?” Her eyes widened as she moved her gaze from your hands to your frowning face.

“You spaced out for a second, we’re here.” You spoke gently, nodding your head in the direction of the windshield.

She glanced over and you were right. There was an enormous amount of teens loitering outside the house. Plumes of smoke floating into the air, the sound of muffled music finally reading her ears.

“Oh…right.” She turned red once more. “Sorry.”

“No worries princess.”

Shivers.

As the both of you walked into the party, you were quite aware of the stares pointed towards Lexi. Normally, you wouldn’t have minded but these stares were hungry and wandering...lingering. Lingering too long at the edge of her skirt, at the swell of her breasts that were accentuated by her top.

Slipping your hand out of hers, you moved your arm around her waist and tugged her closer to you. She glanced at you and could see the way your jaw clenched and your eyes narrowed and she grinned.

You were jealous.

Once you guys had settled, Lexi had spotted Maddy, Cassie, and Kat.

“Hey, I’m gonna go look for Fez. I’ll be right back, okay?”

“Okay! Bring me another drink on your way back?”

“Of course princess.” You leaned down and she bit her lip as you placed an open mouth kiss at the place where her jaw connected to her neck.

Your relationship with drugs wasn’t as concerning as Rue’s and Lexi made it a point to have a conversation about it with you at the beginning of your relationship.

You smoked weed, occasionally partook in molly with Maddy and Cassie but that was about it. Never really doing anything harder than that. However there was one time you taken a hallucinogen with Rue and had a terrible trip. She was worried as fuck when she got a call from Elliot saying that he needed help getting you home.

She has spent a few hours helping you off of the high. Then she spent the night crying in your arms, explaining how worried she was.

Whatever…back to the main story.

“Hey Fez, Ash.” Ash nodded at you.

Fez sat up.

“Hey ma’, how’s it goin?”

“Not too bad Fez, business still booming?”

“Shiii…you know it is ma. You here with ya girl?”

Your girl…that made your heart swell.

“Yes I am.” He grinned at your blissed out smile just at the mention of her.

“Aye that’s what up man…I won’t keep you long then. What can we help you with?”

“You got any joints left?”

“I think I do…” He muttered as Ash looked into a black backpack and pulled it a little plastic box.

“We got three left.” Ash glanced up at you.

“Then I’ll take all three.”

“That’s twenty-five big ones (Y/n).”

Lexi was waiting for you by the patio entrance when some guy she didn’t recognize approached her.

“Hey baby, how’re you doing tonight?”

“Oh uhm I’m okay.” She responded uncomfortably. Self consciously wrapping her arms around her slightly exposed midriff.

“You know, I can’t believe that a pretty girl like you is here alone.” He licked his lips, backing her up against the wall.

“Oh I-I’m not…”She trailed off, beginning to feel her fingers fluttering against her sides with nerves.

“Sure looks like it. I don’t see your boyfriend around.” His hand then came up and he ran a knuckle down her cheek.

“Hey man, I don’t mean to alarm you but-“ Fez pointed over your shoulder as you slipped the joints into your jacket pocket. You turned to see where he was pointing, and it made your heart stop.

Lexi was backed up against a wall, some guy had his hand pressed firmly to the wall beside her head and the other was touching her cheek. What made you see red was the way Lexi’s eyes were glossed over with tears and her bottom lip was trembling.

Dropping the money in Ash’s lap, you made your way over to this idiot making your girlfriend uncomfortable.

Cassie had noticed and frowned, alerting the girls around her. Maddy, Kat, Jules, and Rue.

“What the fuck? Where’s (Y/n)?” Rue asked.

“I don’t know but we should fucking do something.” Maddy had basically growled.

“Uhh I don’t think we need to.”

Their heads snapped over to Jules and looked at her like she was insane and before Maddy could go off, Jules pointed over at the patio doors.

“Look.”

In you walked, a scary look on your face as you shrugged your jacket off and tossed it haphazardly on a table.

You gripped the back of the guys shirt and pulled him off of Lexi. The guy was angry and turned to you, opened his mouth to say something but he never got the chance. You had swung your fist and nailed him on the cheek.

They all gasped and the music stopped as someone screamed. The crowd separated and they watched as the guy hit the ground and you followed. Straddling his body and sending punch after punch.

As much as they agreed with your actions, they had to stop you or else you’d probably beat the poor guy to death.

However, someone had beat them to it. Nate had taken it upon himself to break it up. He leaned down and wrapped both arms around your waist and pulled you off.

“Get off of me asshole!” You thrashed in his hold and he let you go, putting his hands up.

Huffing a deep breath, you smoothed your clothes down. “Fucking keep your hands to yourself, bitch.” You growled, spitting at the battered boy on the ground.

Realization hit you as you looked around, everyone shocked. Some even looking at you like you were a monster. Then you looked at Lexi.

She was horrified, tears were flowing down her cheek as she looked at you in what you thought was fear.

“Fuck..” You sighed. “Fuck I- Lexi…” You reached out to her and she took a step back. The action completely obliterating your heart.

Taking this as your cue, you made your way out. Accidentally shoulder clipping Rue as you did.

“(Y/n) wait!” She called but you ignored her. Reaching for a full bottle of whiskey and grasping it, the way your knuckles flexed around the neck making you wince.

Then you were gone.

Lexi turned around and her eyes landed on your jacket. She grabbed it and placed it over her shoulders. Your smell permeating her nose and calming her nerves.

“What the fuck just happened?”

[jjsmaybank20]

Finally Got the Girl

Maddy Perez x Fem!Bennett!reader

Summary: Maddy had feelings for you before you graduated, there is no denying it. What happens when you come home for summer break, a little different than you were when you left?

Warnings: language, mentions of smut, mentions of Nate (🤮)

Word Count: 2.2k

A/N: Requested by someone over on my wattpad. Hope y'all enjoy this!

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You had always intrigued Maddy. She knew of you because she knew everyone, but she really only paid attention to you at first because you were her best friend's little sister's best friend's older sister. Distant connection, but enough of a connection that she decided that you were worth watching.

You were a quiet girl, the calm to your younger sister's storm. You were the type of person that adults would talk about, whispering things like, "Don't doubt that one, they're going to be gorgeous someday." When Maddy knew you in high school, you were awkward, lanky, and constantly nervous, but nonetheless attractive in your own way.

The two of you were close, some would say closer than friends should be. The only real fights the two of you would have would be about Nate Jacobs, Maddy's then-boyfriend. You hated him with a burning passion after what he did to your sister, and any chance you got you would pick him apart. You didn't understand what she saw in him.

She couldn't help but be saddened when you went off to college, but she was happy that you had made it out of East Highland. You had managed to stay in a hidden back corner of her mind, making her believe that the feelings she had had for you had been practically forgotten, but as soon as you came back for summer break, they came rushing back instantly and even more intensely than they used to be.

Because while you were away at college, those adults's predictions about you had come true. You had fully grown into yourself, flaunting a new air of confidence that you never used to have. One contributing factor of this was that you had gotten absolutely jacked.

Maddy's first encounter of your practically new self was at the Howard residence. She was hanging out with the girls, Rue mostly being there for Jules and Lexi, when they all heard a car pulling into the driveway. Confused, Cassie moved towards the window of her room to try and catch a glimpse of who might have just arrived at her house. To her surprise, a familiar tall, muscular woman pulled herself out of a stylish sports car and folded her sunglasses before hooking them on the neck of her muscle shirt.

"Holy shit, is that Y/N? Goddamn!" The rest of the girls crowd around the window, trying to spot you as you walk towards the front door. As soon as Kat sees you, she gasps before exclaiming, "She got hot! I'm sorry Rue, I know she's your sister, but I would totally let her rail me and I'm not even gay."

Maddy rolls her eyes, muttering to her friend, "That's a pretty gay thing to say," even though she was thinking the exact same thing. The group hears the doorbell ring, making them all rush towards the stairs but trying to stay out of sight. They watch Suze open the door before hearing your distinctly deeper voice.

"Hey, Ms. Howard. My mom said that Rue was here? Just wanted to say hi to my little sister, and maybe a few old friends if they're around." Suze stares at you in shock for a few seconds, surprised by your new stature, before pulling you down into a hug. "Holy crap, sweetie! I almost didn't recognize you! Have you been working out?" The older blonde woman playfully squeezes your arm to accentuate her question.

They hear you laugh uncomfortably before Rue pushes her way through the pack and runs down the stairs towards you. She practically jumps into your arms, and you let out a groan and a laugh before squeezing her tightly. "Hey, RueRue. How are you doing?" You then pull back and give her a serious look, stating dangerously, "You better be staying off those drugs. I am not dealing with you going to rehab again. If that happens, the drugs won't kill you, I will."

Rue laughs, saying, "Yeah, yeah. I haven't been doing any of that shit. My girlfriend's really helped me out." You smile at her, and Rue waves towards the stairs, gesturing for the rest of the group to come down. They slowly make their way towards the two of you, and the people you already know you pull into a hug.

When you get to Maddy, you hold her tightly in your arms. "Mads. I missed you." Maddy buries her head in your neck, breathing in your scent. You hold her for a while longer before Rue uncomfortably clears her throat. You pull back awkwardly, turning to Jules and missing the silent conversation that Maddy and Kat have with their eyes.

"You must be the girlfriend. I'm Y/N. Now, at some point I'll probably give the protective older sister speech, but for now I just wanted to say thank you. You helped Rue get better, and that automatically puts you in my very good graces." Jules smiles at you and introduces herself. She holds out her hand for you to shake, but you shake your head and pull her into a hug.

Once everyone has been greeted, you clap your hands and exclaim, "Okay. I just stopped by to say hi, and also to tell Rue to be home for dinner. Invite your girlfriend. I am going to head out then-" Maddy can't seem to stop herself as she blurts out, "Stay."

All heads turn to look at her, each showing a different expression. Kat's and Lexi's displaying shock and realization, Cassie's and Rue's lean more towards confusion, and yours surprisingly holding nervousness and an expression that Maddy can't quite place. She looks down at her feet, feeling embarrassment quickly taking over her, but thank goodness Lexi notices and covers for her as fast as she can.

"Yeah! We haven't seen you in months, Y/N/N. Hang around for a bit. Please?" You sigh and nod, and the girls cheer before dragging you upstairs. You hear Suze laughing behind you as you get pulled towards the inevitable interrogation about college, love, and probably sex.

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Almost as soon as you sit down, the questions come at you, rapid fire. You gesture for them to slow down before pointing at Kat and saying, "Go." She nods before shooting a mischievous look towards Maddy.

"Any special someone? I bet the girls are all vying for your attention. You're fucking hot." You laugh at her boldness and shake your head. "Nah. Haven't met the right person yet. Went on a couple dates, most of them turned into one night stands or they just didn't work out."

Maddy can't help but be happy with your answer, even if she was jealous of the women who were able to sleep with you before she could. You catch sight of her elated expression, which makes you smile. If you were being honest with yourself, ever since you had met her, you had hosted a healthy crush on the feisty latina woman.

You thought it would fade when you left home, and when it didn't, you tried to distract yourself with other women. That didn't work either. Every time you slept with someone else, you couldn't help but imagine that it was Maddy underneath you, moaning your name.

You are snapped out of your fantasy when Rue calls your name. "Huh? What's up?" She shakes her head, smiling. "You're still so fucking spacey. Pay attention. Cassie asked about hot dudes or some shit." You laugh, pulling out your phone, which causes multiple confused looks to form on their faces.

You pull up a couple of pictures of your friends from college, passing your phone to Cassie. You point to two brunette boys, a blonde, and a raven haired boy. "Okay, so. The tall brunette is Jack, the short one is Liam. The blonde is Turner. That last one is Ben. All of them are single and honestly, quite annoyingly desperate. You're hot, you basically have your pick."

Cassie 'ooos', and the rest of the girls crowd around to look at the boys besides Maddy. You glance over at her before moving to sit next to her. "Your not still dating that fucker, Nate, are you? Not looking at the boys cause you're being loyal to the asswhipe?" She lets out a small laugh, shaking her head.

"Nah. I've been into someone else for a while now." You smile at her, rolling your head to the side. "Who? Give me a hint." Maddy pretends to think about it for a second. "It's... your mom. She's just too hot." You shove her shoulder good-naturedly, muttering, "Oh, fuck you. But seriously, who is it? I wanna know who I have to beat up to get into your heart."

Maddy practically chokes on her spit at your bold statement before trying to recover some shred of her dignity. "Well, you can't really physically beat yourself up, can you?" She watches as the smile on your face grows before you grab her phone from the floor in front of her and hold it in front of her face to unlock it. She watches you, confused, but all you say is, "Putting my number in. Got important shit to text you about."

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Mads 💖

You

if u work on a farm, and ur job is to take care of chickens, u are a chicken tender

Mads 💖

this is the important shit that u needed to text me about?

You

just a thought, dont be a hater. also, nope. im taking you out tomorrow night. be ready at 7ish, i'll stop by ur place.

Mads 💖

do i even have a choice?

You

yes ofc, but im assuming you want to go out with me.

Mads 💖

true

aight i'll be ready and waiting

You

can't wait 😉

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Maddy stood anxiously by her front door, waiting for the doorbell to ring. She had spent at least 3 hours on the phone with Kat trying to get ready. She finally settled on a revealing but not 'too slutty' dress, in the words of Kat.

When the ring of the bell finally sounds throughout the house, Maddy practically throws the door open. There you are, standing slightly in shock, prepared to ring the bell again. You are wearing a white dress shirt with the top buttons undone and nice black pants.

You stare at Maddy for a few seconds, in awe of her. You finally shake yourself out of your stupor, holding your arm out so that she can hook hers around it. "Your chariot awaits, M'Lady." Maddy pushes you playfully, and you grin back at her.

"We have a great night planned. First, a restaurant. Then, a moonlight stroll on this super dope path I found. Then we can do whatever you want." Maddy nods excitedly, and the two of you hop in the car and head towards the restaurant that you had chosen.

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The restaurant had been delicious, and Maddy couldn't help but swoon at your chivalry and adorable charm. You seemed to have put up a confident front for the rest of your friends, but deep down you were still that same shy, insanely intelligent kid that she used to watch.

As you walk through the park, you chat with her about the most random things. Suddenly you stop, forcing Maddy to back pedal so that she is even with you again. She is about to ask you why you had stopped, but then she catches sight of what you are looking at.

A beautiful pond that is sparkling with moonlight is directly in front of you and you can barely stop yourself from moving forwards and closer towards it. Maddy comes up beside you and slowly weaves her fingers through yours. You turn to say something to her, but your breath gets caught in your throat. The moonlight is reflecting perfectly on her, making her hair shimmer and her eyes glitter.

Instead of speaking, you quickly move your hands to cup her cheeks and kiss her quickly. When you realize what you had just done, you pull back quickly and try to turn away, apologizing profusely. Maddy just shakes her head and cuts off your apologetic rambling with another more intense kiss.

You freeze for a second before melting into the feeling of her soft lips on yours. She tastes like strawberries, and you feel her grab your face to try to pull you closer. Your hands find her waist, and you pull her flush against you, causing her to let out a soft sigh. She nips your lip, which makes you groan, and soon your tongues are intertwined and dancing together.

When you finally have to pull away for a breath of air, you rest your forehead on hers. "That was..." Maddy nods, finishing, "Really good. Really, really good." You let out an elated laugh, pulling her in for one more short but still intense kiss. When you look into her eyes, you ask, "Will you finally be mine? I really like you Mads. So... be mine?"

Maddy grins at you, replying, "I'm already yours." You reconnect your hands, and walk the rest back to your car, enjoying each other's company. Since you had met her, your goal had been to be Maddy's person. In high school, you had never had the confidence. But now, you finally got the girl.

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Truth or Dare- Part 4

Pairing: Elliot (Euphoria) x Reader

Summary: The reader has an interesting dream which leads to her dumping her sexual feelings on Maddy. The Reader relaxes into the trio a bit more after her talk with Elliot in the bathroom. Rue and Jules have relationship issues that make the Reader wonder if Elliot is unintentionally getting in the middle of them. The ongoing truth or dare game get's heated in more ways than one and ends with Rue leaving and Reader jealous.

Song: "Sober" by FIDLAR and "Backstabber" by Kesha

Warnings: Smut, swearing, drugs, and angst.

Word Count: 3.8k

A/N: Hi guys! I really like this series. It makes me very happy to write and I miss you guys all commenting❤️ Everyone's so quiet out there.

@wolflover384 wins the shoutout in this post since they noticed me using the term 'waddle' in the original "Helping Hands" part, and they commented the lyrics to the duck song in my comment section. You win, my love, you win.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

The feeling of his lips against my thigh makes me stir, a small gasp leaving my lips as he pulls my panties down my soft legs. I lean into him, needing more as I whine, my fingers reaching out to weave my fingers through his hair. He hums happily against me, his tongue skillfully lapping against my clit.

It happened so quickly. Jules and Rue left to go home and minutes later, I’m on my back, my knees thrown over my shoulders as his hands grip my thighs.

“Fuck, you have no idea how long I’ve wanted this.” I moan, my voice slurring in the dim room. My cheeks warm as my back arches off the bed, the feeling of his lips leaving me right when I was just getting close making me whine. He crawls up my body, lips trailing against my stomach as I look down at him. His eyes are dark, a small teasing smirk on his lips as he captures my lips in his. I wrap my arms around his neck, hugging him to me as I taste myself on his lips. His small and quiet moans make my hips twitch, his laugh felt against my lips. His hands are everywhere, my hips, my thighs, my chest.

The feeling of his lips on mine consumes my mind, completing this unknown part within me.

He hums happily against my neck, his quiet ‘I love you’s’ making my head spin as he kisses me.

“Y/n!” My face hits the floor with a thump, my nose immediately cracking under my weight. I cry out immediately, rolling over onto my back to look up at the person who startled me. Maddy stands over me, a judgemental smile on her lips and her hands on her hips. She looks down at me tiredly, but a smirk spreads across her face in realization. “Were you having a wet dream?” She gasps, stepping over me to throw herself on the bed as I groan. I sit up, the blood in my hands dripping from my nose as I grab a handful of tissues.

“Yeah, I was enjoying it too and then you showed up.” I huff, throwing myself back onto the bed as I stuff my nose. She rolls her eyes at me, waving me off with the snap of her wrist. “Why the fuck are you even here? It’s nine in the morning on a Saturday, Mads.” I huff, tucking my knees up to my chest as I look up at her. She smiles sweetly before nodding to the door.

“I’m here for your brother.” She smiles with a shrug, kicking her legs as she huffs. “He’s taking me to breakfast and then we’re going to the mall so he can buy me stuff.” She claps her hands happily, like a kid on Christmas.

“I wish he’d take me to the mall to spend all of his money on me. I deserve it, don’t you think?” I giggle quietly, my nose throbbing at the movement. I clutch the tissues to my face wondering how the hell I’m supposed to explain this to Jules, Rue and Elliot on Monday at school.

“What’re you up to today?” Maddy asks with a smile, her eyes fluttering over her freshly done nails. I frown, realizing I had absolutely nothing on my schedule today. Before I can reply, telling Maddy of my crippling loneliness, my phone rings beside me. Maddy immediately grabs it, ignoring my pleas, answering it with a smile. “Elliot! Hi, it’s Maddy.” She grins, looking over at me as I shake my head, fury filling my belly. “Yeah, mhm, she’s here. We were actually just talking about you-” She squeals as I rip the phone away from her face, her giggles echoing through the room. I place the phone to my ear, letting out a forced breath.

“Hi Elliot.” I smile, his soft chuckle heard from over the phone.

“Do you want to go hang out with Rue, Jules and I. We’re just gonna smoke a shit ton of weed and play truth or dare in a vacant parking lot.” He offers simply, the giggles of the girls in the background making me smile. “No pressure, but I want you to come.” He adds softly, low enough so the girls don’t hear it. Heat rises to my cheeks as Maddy snickers.

In the last few weeks, I had gotten considerably closer to Elliot once more, Rue and Jules just happy that I was hanging out with them again. After the day in his bathroom, everything seemed to die down; my sadness, my anger, any sort of issues between the two of us. We were back to being friends and, though we hadn’t caught up yet, we were getting there. There were still a lot of things we should probably talk about but we’d been having so much fun together lately that I think we don’t want to risk ruining what we have by bringing up messy feelings from the past. It was obvious that both of us felt a little bit more for each other than we led on, not wanting Rue and Jules to pry. And with their relationship, we didn’t want to rub it in their faces.

We hadn’t had much time alone, most of our time being consumed by the cute couple who were fighting on and off. It was any day's guess as to if they were okay or not. Sometimes they were okay, sometimes they ignored each other, or sometimes, on the days that I hated the most, Jules would be unbearable and flirt with Elliot in front of both me and Rue. She wasn’t even sly about it, flat out telling him to do things that go against her monogamous relationship, not a care in the world as Rue watched with sad eyes. I get that whatever was going on between them was difficult but. This was just downright cruel.

Maybe I was taking it personally too.

It was weird, their friendship. I could tell that, even if she is taken, Elliot is intrigued by the blonde. I can understand why, Jules is beautiful and smart and she has a lot to offer a man. Though she went on with her ‘I’m done with men’ speech, Elliot seemed to be the only exception. Why? I don’t know, it’s beyond me. But I couldn’t help the pang of hurt that I would feel every time I would catch them gazing at each other from across the room.

“Uh, yeah. Sure, why not.” I smile, pushing the jealousy aside as Elliot sighs happily through the line. Maddy sends me a wink before hopping off my bed, her heels clicking against my floor. I turn to look down the hallway, Nate’s eyebrows pulling together at the sight of my bloody nose. I’ll tell you later, I mouth quickly, his head bobbing in a gentle nod. “Just give me a second to get ready.” I say to Elliot with a smile, waving at Nate as he nods, his arm wrapping around Maddy as they walk downstairs.

“Well, I’m in your driveway, so.” Elliot chuckles sheepishly, my heart thumping in my chest as I quickly rise to my feet, my body dashing to the window to see that he is indeed telling the truth. The three of them wave up at me, a small laugh leaving my lips as he sighs through the line. “We’re giving you ten minutes before we break into your house and take you regardless- okay bye!” He calls out, the girls laughing in the background as the line cuts out. I roll my eyes, tossing my phone onto the bed as I go to focus on makeup. Guess I have to worry about my nose bruising first.

I make it to Elliot’s car with a minute to spare, a smile on my face as I slide into the passenger seat. My smile falls though as worried gasps erupt throughout the car. Elliot is on me in a second, his hand slipping up my cheek to tilt my head, his eyes flickering over my nose.

“Is it really that bad?” I cringe in a quiet voice, Elliot’s brows pulled together in confusion as his thumb brushes against my cheek. His eyes leave my nose to flicker between my eyes. His eyes are worried, nervous. My cheeks heat up at the sigh of his eyes flickering over my face, the act familiar from my dream. My dream-

“Did Nate do that?” Jules asks immediately, my eyes rolling at her assumption. I send her a deadpan look, a loud, tired sigh leaving my lips.

“No, actually. Maddy did.” I chuckle, shaking my head while pushing Elliot’s worried fingers away from my face. He frowns slightly, not pulling out of the driveway until I explain further. “I was, uh, having a dream that she woke up from. And I rolled out of bed, onto my floor and slammed my nose against the hardwood.” My lips form a tightlipped smile as I huff, my cheeks heating up in embarrassment. The girls giggle in the backseat, realizing I’m okay before starting their own conversation as Elliot starts the car. He watches me out of the corner of his eyes, my fingers pulling down the visor in the car to look at my nose in the mirror. It’s not bruised yet but it is swollen, blood still dripping slightly as I sniffle.

“I know you and your dreams. What was it about?” Elliot asks quietly, his fingers reaching to turn up the music a bit. My eyes widen at his accusing tone, my gaze fluttering over to him with a dropped jaw. He wasn’t lying. He had woken up to me many times ‘falling out of bed’. It was an accident, purely coincidental. I’m a hormonal teenager, can people really blame me? But he never knew that they were all about him. That they still are.

“Don’t forget Christmas morning that one year.” I point out, my eyes not leaving the road in front of us as he gasps, my response making him shift in his seat. “You forget, I remember everything. Oh my god- I had to shower for thirty minutes and you told your mom you wet the bed instead of telling her it was cu-” He cuts me off by breaking the car a bit too violently at a stop sign, his eyes flickering over at me. I grip the seatbelt with a wicked smile, his eyes teasing as he gazes at me. He shakes his head with a smirk, the girls in the back complaining at the hard stop.

“Sorry ladies.” Elliot calls out, his eyes moving to look at the girls through the rearview mirror. “You are fucking evil. We swore we would never talk about it again. I don’t remember ever breaking a nose from a wet dream so excuse me for being curious.” He chuckles, my legs tucking up to my chest as I giggle, my eyes watching him as he drives.

He always used to be so cute to me. He used to have pimples lining his cheek, reminding me that he was my best friend and not this angel sent from heaven. But his arms have gotten bigger since his early teenage years. His dimpled cheeks cleared up too, both of us having that in common. He’s overall more muscular, more built than he was. His fingers are also something I never noticed before, not until my dream this morning.

By the time we pull into the parking lot, I’m itching for weed.

My knee bounces anxiously up and down as my eyes seem to look at Elliot in a different way, memorizing every inch of his face, my mind going back to my dream. I had never felt so anxious in his presence before but the image that my brain painted for me is making me question everything. He didn’t seem to notice my lingering glances as he lights up his joint, raising it to his lips to take a hit. He hands it to me silently as he watches Rue and Jules in the backseat argue about the game.

“Okay, Y/n, truth or dare.” Rue asks me, ignoring the huff of her girlfriend as Jules falls back against the seat, pouting. Elliot pulls his knees up in a similar way that I have mine, a small smile on his lips as he watches me inhale the smoke. Deciding to play it safe, I blow out the smoke in Elliot’s direction, the boy practically bathing in it.

“Uh, truth.” Elliot scoffs at my response, shaking his head disappointedly, his head falling back against the window.

“Who was your first kiss?” Rue asks, my eyes widening as Elliot bites his bottom lip, trying his best to conceal the smirk that wants to make an appearance. I stutter for a moment, passing the blunt to Jules as she gratefully takes it. Coming up with the vaguest version of the story, I clear my throat.

“Uh, it was with a childhood best friend.” I shrug, my eyes avoiding Elliot’s curious gaze.

“Yeah? How’d it happen?” Elliot quizzes, my eyes rolling as I force out a sigh.

“That wasn’t part of the question, E. My turn.” I chuckle, Elliot’s eyebrows raising at me as I pause nervously. My cheek warms at the use of his nickname, the word slipping from my lips like a habit. “Fine, since you want to be a brat.” I huff, sitting up straighter in my seat as Jules reenters the conversation, the weed calming her anger towards her girlfriend. “Kiss, fuck, kill; the three of us. It works for a dare or a truth. Except, if you pick dare, whoever you pick as ‘kiss’ you have to kiss.” I take the joint from Elliot as he gawks at me, not expecting such a ballsy request.

When we used to play as kids, I would always play it safe in hopes that when it came around to it, the other person would also play it safe. I hated being put in a position where my answer could make me or the other person feel bad. But Elliot never cared. Elliot and I were both aware, with my question, that we’ve kissed, so it wouldn’t be odd if the moment came about and he chose me. But Jules and Rue didn’t need to know that. I wonder if he’s gotten better at kissing throughout the years.

“Uh fine, I’ll take the dare. I ain’t no bitch.” He chuckles with a shrug, looking around the car at the three of us as he thinks for a moment. “Sorry RuRu, I’m killing you.” Elliot smiles softly at the girl, her eyes rolling playfully as she snuggles into the seat behind her. I watch Jules as her smile grows as her and Elliot share a glance, my eyebrows pulling together as jealousy swarms my mind. The fuck? “Uh, Y/n, you seem like a marriage type.” Elliot sends a wink over my way, but his eyes don’t leave Jules as she leans forward and towards him. “I guess Jules is my kiss then.” He mutters, Rue and I watching the two as their lips press together softly, Jules cupping his cheek as I bite the inside of my cheek. Bile rising in my throat as I look away, not even interested in the game anymore.

That might seem petty. That, because I didn’t get what I wanted, that I would now pout and be done with the game. I genuinely expected him to pick me, to kiss me. But I guess he didn’t feel that way about me. He didn’t think, after all these years, if those lingering feelings were still there under the surface? Apparently, now I know that when the moment arises, he’d pick Jules. Well that backfired, didn’t it?

They pull away after a few moments, my eyes catching Rue’s as she pouts. I send her a sad smile, my hand slinking around the seat to grab onto hers. She squeezes my hand as her gaze flickers to our hands. Her whole body shifts away from her girlfriend, her knees tucked to her chests as she presses herself against the door beside her. Jules laughs breathlessly, sitting back down against the seat as she blushes, my fingers gently rubbing against her bottom lip. Elliot shares a similar look, his eyes closed as he leans his head against the foggy window behind him. After a few moments of awkward silence, he speaks up. “Alright, my turn.”

The game goes on for a bit, longer than I’d like, especially after the kiss. My heart pounds weakly in my chest, my answers short and simple, never choosing dare. Rue shares a similar look, her mind wandering elsewhere. Elliot and Jules seeming to have this weird, hidden agreement to make the rest of us in the car feel like utter shit.

“Hey, Elliot, can you take me home?” Rue calls out abruptly, Jules and Elliot’s giggles dying down as they stare at the girl. She looks exhausted, falling apart at the seams as she catches my gaze.

“Yeah, I think I wanna go too.” I clear my throat, shifting to put my seatbelt on as I pout. I force back the tears that want to leave my eyes, my bottom lip unintentionally wobbling as I avoid their gaze.

“Uh, yeah. Okay.” Elliot mutters, turning the car back on as I look to my lap. The car is quiet for the most part, the music over the radio not aiding any of the tension. Rue and Jules whisper in the backseat, Jules prying and needing to know why Rue’s so closed off all of a sudden. “Are you okay?” Elliot asks in a quiet voice, my eyes fluttering over to look at him as he frowns. “Hey..” He trails off, his hand reaching out to grab onto my hand firmly. “What’s up?” He asks, his eyebrows furrowed together as he steals glances at the road.

“It’s probably just my nose.” I whisper, reaching up to wipe a tear away from my cheek.

It wasn’t the nose.

It was the overwhelming, crushing, insufferable feeling that’s weighing on my chest. It was the knowledge that after everything he’s put me through, that I was still in love with him after all these years. That it took seeing him kiss my best friend to solidify the fact that I didn’t want to live without him again. That even though I wanted to close up right now, hate him again, I couldn’t. That he could do anything and I could never hate him.

That I wanted him to want to kiss me. It was the overwhelming urge to cry and break out in sobs at the feeling of his hand holding mine right now. It was the fact that, all those times in his room at two in the morning, the brief kisses shared, to him, it was all just for fun.

But for me, it was this wall that was being built in my mind, separating me from anyone else that wasn’t him. It’s why I couldn’t fall in love, it was the reason that I couldn’t let myself feel for anyone else even after I moved. He was my whole childhood, my whole upbringing, he was all I knew for years. And now he could so easily overlook me, pick someone else.

It was my fault. I should’ve had the slightest idea that he wouldn’t have picked me when given the opportunity to kiss someone. I should’ve played it safe but I let myself get overwhelmed by his eyes, his teasing, my dream.

“Hey.” Elliot whispers once more, my mind snapping out of my thoughts as I look over at him. More tears have fallen from my eyes, my nose aching as I’m brought back to reality. He parks the car, Rue mumbling out a quick goodbye as she gets out of the car without another word. I sniffle, Jules' presence now upsetting me as I turn to her, her eyes wide as she notices my state.

“You know, you could be a good girlfriend and go make sure she’s okay.” I snap, her face falling as she looks at Elliot cautiously. The boy just looks down, not meeting her eyes, his gaze on our hands that have slipped together. Jules looks between us carefully before nodding, slipping out of the car silently. Before Elliot can speak up, I slip my hand out of his, wiping my tears. “I don’t want to talk. I don’t want to fight.” I whisper, his head bobbing in a small nod as he watches me crumble.

“That’s alright. You don’t have to talk.” He whispers, his hand moving to gently brush some hair off my neck, his palm resting on my shoulder. “I don’t know why you’re upset and I can’t pretend to know why this time.” He adds aimlessly, somehow reading my mind as I look over at him, my head thumping against the headrest. “Fuck, you’ve always been the overthinker, huh?” He chuckles sadly, my heart aching as I watch him sit up straighter, turning his body towards me. ” He smiles softly, my chest rumbling quietly in sobs that I hold back. “Let’s get you home so you can ice that nose, huh?” He offers with a laugh, my eyes rolling playfully as I nod, deciding not to ask the question that I had been dying to ask. Do you like Jules?

By the time I get home, I’m holding myself together, my arms wrapped around my chest as I climb the stairs. My feet beneath me are heavy, Elliot’s face painted behind my eyelids every time I close my eyes. I hear giggling from the room over, thinking that Maddy and Nate must be home from the mall already.

I stop in front of Nate’s door, tears streaming down my cheeks as I knock gently. I hear rustling inside the room, embarrassment filling my tummy as I fall apart. When the door opens, Nate stands there, annoyed, his eyes rolling. But that’s only until he notices my sniffling, his jaw tightening in anger as he seethes.

“Who said what?” He asks simply, my eyes flickering past him to look at Maddy whose eyes are worried. “Y/n, I’m not joking, who did it-” I cut him off, my body thumping against his as I wrap my trembling arms around his waist. He hesitates for a moment as I sob, his hands eventually lowering to rub between my shoulder blades soothingly.

“I hate Elliot. He made me fall in love with him again.” I cry, feeling Nate gently pull me into his room to shut his door. He doesn’t say anything, he just hugs me softly, not completely sure what to do with me in this state. It wasn't often that I felt like this, let alone making Nate aware of the fact.

“Oh baby.” I hear Maddy whisper, her hand gently rubbing the back of my head as I whimper. My body feels drained of emotions, my heart heavy as I shake, the images of the past few hours running through my head. After a few quiet moments, Maddy smacks her lips together and sighs. “I can’t stand to see you like this. That’s it. We’re going out.”

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what the hell pt. 3

pairing: euphoria characters x black!fem!reader

warnings: swearing and slight violence.

a/n: final episode to what the hell will be posted after this weeks finale :/ i also tried to fix stuff up at 5 am so something’s gotta be wrong.

words: 1.1k + not proofread

part one | part two | part four | how she came to be

you're on your knees begging, "please, stay with me", but, honestly i just need to be a little crazy.

Fez and Ash weren’t able to get ahold of Custer. he was still out there and Fez had been on edge. Ash had been looking around the house to see if anyone was scoping out the area. Faye was shook up though, she knew she was being looked at a certain way for obvious reasons.

shit was hard.

Monday morning slapped you right in the fucking face.

Cassie tried to do the same thing much to your surprise.

“you fucking bitch!” you yelled in the blondes direction. the entire hallway was looking at you two. Lexi and Jules both pulling you back while Nate was checking on the collapsed girl on the dirty ass floor.

you had been in your locker talking to Jules when a hand flew past your face and out of instinct you swung back. you didn’t know what you connected with, but when you looked down and Cassie laid on the floor stunned you saw red.

“Cassie let’s fucking go!” Nate’s voice boomed through the silencing hallway. Cassie shakily looked up at him him, breathing quickly as she turned her head back to your pissed off form.

“nasty ass fucking bitch!” you yelled before lunging at the screaming girl who looked like a mix between Maddy and Jules. you felt her claw like nails scratch into your hair before landing a punch onto her cheek. as soon as she let out a sickening yell Lexi, who had actually followed her sister over to stop her, and Jules grabbed you.

“just wait till Maddy beats the breaks off your bitch ass! i gave you the benefit of the doubt of just needing to feel something, but ugh!” you groaned in the halls. you looked down at your now ruined fresh set of nails, you were missing a few gems. looking over at the girl you saw her crying eyes.

“you’re a fucking loser right now. literally fuck him, Maddy was your best friend. look at you now…you don’t even look like yourself.” you let out a dry laugh.

“who even are you?” you said with an outstretched palm before allowing it to slap your thigh on the way down.

“you dressing her up like this?” you asked the tall boy before you who was sputtering. you focused your gaze back onto Cassie who was crying in a heap.

“y/n...” the Cassie’s voice cracked.

“you literally could’ve had anyone else.” you sighed before turning around and running straight into Elliot.

“y/n please-“ he started staring down at you. you were so beautiful in this moment to him. wild hair from the tussle, makeup still in tact, wild eyes, red palms, and clearly on a mission.

“baby i know it’s a bad time, but i really am sorry. please just-“ he tried to explain with his hands reaching out towards you.

“fuck outta my way. i’m not accepting another weak ass apology.” you said scooting around him as a group of students “oou”‘ed and “aw”’ed at him getting rejected.

he stood there wide eyed at your retreating form.

Lexi and Jules ran to catch up with you, Rue pulled away from her own locker, where she was watching, and followed you all. Kat and Maddy rounded the hall and followed the group of you.

none of you had all been alone since the exposure.

“you beat her ass!” Rue laughed before covering her mouth when Jules gave her a raised brow and Lexi was struggling to stifle her own laugh.

“wait what?” Maddy asked you all. Jules quickly reexplained what happened to her for you.

“me and y/n were just by her locker talking and Cassie came out of nowhere to slap her, y/n dodged, and then beat her ass.” Jules explained now trying to stifle her own laughter.

Kat let out a loud cackle before everyone else slowly joined in.

quieting down Lexi took notice of you not going off on Rue and decided to question you.

“if…i told you she also beat my ass like a day after exposing us in front of Fez’s house while Faye was a makeshift referee would you believe me?” Rue deadpanned before running a hand through her hair.

“y/n?!” Lexi said quickly turning to you. you laughed before you quickly quieted down. you remembered her script and felt some kind of way. she saw your mood switch and before she could question it Principal Hayes walked out.

“girls.” all eyes turned to him as he stared each one of you down, looking at you longer. “i want all those closely involved to stay and all those who weren’t to leave.”

everyone stepped back leaving you, Lexi, and Jules by his door.

“Vaughn.” he called Jules into his office as the other girls walked back to class.

you and Lexi were left to sit on the bench while Jules as interrogated. this was the perfect time to text Fez that you needed a place to chill at.

y/n: can i come over soon? i just got in a fight and i think i’m going home early.

fez: oh word? was it Rue again?

y/n: cassie got her ass rocked by yours truly

fez: WORLDSTARRRRR

giggling at his message you looked up to see Lexi staring intently at your phone.

shit.

“he’s been ignoring me.” she bluntly said. you nodded before getting to the point.

“you turned my break down into your hero moment, of course he’s ignoring you.” you said watching her face fall before she quickly shook her head.

“no…no, no, no! i- well i did.” she said moving her hands around quickly. she calmed herself down before trying to form a sentence.

“i’m trying so hard, but please don’t make me beat your ass too. i’m knocking this “friend group” off like flies.” you said before she could get a word out.

“i- um…i did and i promise you i changed it. i’m just explaining our lives from my point of view. i did have your words become mine because i thought it was powerful how you told us about ourselves, but i took it out. it wasn’t me.”

“…is Fez in the play?” you asked her. you were relieved your part was gone, but let Fez be in there and she’d be leaking on the pavement too.

“as a bad person? no. as my love interest? …kinda yeah.” she sheepishly shrugged. you sighed in relief. you had to tell him that later. did it change the fact everyone was gonna know everyone’s business though? no. you did feel bad, but you knew the main people who did things up to now didn’t involve you. you were pretty clean compared to Nate or Cassie.

so if it ain’t about me? let’s keke.

“Howard!“ Hayes called from outside of his office as Jules quickly rushed out of the room.

Lexi took a deep breath before marching in.

you sighed and looked up at the lighting in the ceiling til your sight blurred.

if only New Years didn’t welcome you with bullshit.

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[little-diva-gurl]

You are the best drug I consume

Elliot x Reader

Warnings: drug addiction, sexual thoughts

Word Count: 1.4K

Have you ever felt like every time something went wrong you could just wrap yourself up in a blanket like a burrito and ignore everything that goes on in the world? Better yet, I could’ve asked if you ever felt like a plastic bag drifting through the wind wanting to start again?”, but those are just lyrics from Firework by Katy Perry. Well my drug of choice and ONLY drug is weed, Mary J, marijuana, cannabis, etc. it calms all anxiety, depression, anger, majority of the negative feelings I get on a daily basis.

It’s my sense of Euphoria, and no one will be taking it away from me. My parents knew I smoked but they never voiced their concerns, because that would make them hypocrites when they smoked too. I made sure to tell them when I’d go out to smoke with friends or hang out with Rue the ex-drug addict (when everyone knows she’s not clean she just denies it when we ask).

New years Eve and parties are something that definitely mix well with weed, other drugs, and alcohol. I already smoked a blunt of strawberry kush that smelled amazing with my champagne toast perfume from bath & body works. My dark red tight dress hugged my tits, and ass perfectly with my blood red stiletto nails. Rue texted me the address letting me know where she would be when I got there, which was with Fez (our lord and savior).

Walking through the crowded house consisted of one gigantic fuckwad named Nate Fucking Jacobs. Maddy’s (hopefully stays that way) ex-boyfriend who’s dad likes to fuck minors (Rue told me about Jules), that kid has many anger issues with bigger daddy issues than every kinky girl with daddy issues have. But what caught my eyes was that Cassie Howard was with him hopping out the truck making my eyes widen.

“Oh fuck, that’s fucked up. Maddy will fucking kill Cassie if she finds out.” I whisper to myself walking slightly quicker into the house before either one could make eye contact with me.

Pushing through people who I might’ve known and just didn’t give a single fuck to know their names, because there’s reason to care since they’re mindless zombies. I head to the living room seeing Fez and Rue talking making a smile appear on my face finally seeing faces that I recognize and care about.

“Hey guys, how’s it going? Excited for a new year of bullshit and school?” I asked while approaching them making their attention turn to me

“Y/N! What the fuck is up, girl? Need more weed from me? I got a new shipment today.” Fez asked making me smile and shake my head declining his offer since I was already stocked up.

Fez was a drug dealer but he was like a brother to me making sure I take care of myself as well as keeping me well stocked on weed since I pay him up front instead of Rue. usually when I need someone to smoke with since Rue hasn’t smoked a lot of weed, because she’d rather take stronger pills.

We talk about personal things like the future, or how our days went, or how we feel deep down. He’s someone I trust as well as Rue, since he’s someone that will listen and give an opinion even when he has a lot going on especially with his grandma and Ash.

“Y/N, you wanna go to the bathroom with me? I just don’t want something to happen while I’m sobering up.” Rue asked me while getting up with a squinty smile.

“Alright, I’m coming especially with Nate Jacobs being here who knows what will happen later.” I said making Fez glance around since he’s the one that snitched him out to the cops

Saying a quick see you later to Fez as he lit up a joint, Rue and I walked towards the hallway where the bathroom might be. Lexi passed us but not without asking if we knew where Cassie was, making us reply with a no. She sighed telling us to let her know if we see her as we walked further into the hall seeing Maddy knocking on a door which might be the bathroom.

“Hey Maddy, are you waiting on the bathroom too?” I asked her making her turn around with an irritated sigh making me giggle slightly while Rue turned around walking to another hallway to find somewhere to get high. I’ll just follow her after talking to Maddy.

“Yes, but Nate decided he wanted to take a fucking shit at a party! Can you believe that?” Maddy told me making my smile drop instantly remembering seeing Nate with Cassie when I arrived

“Huh, what a dick. Who takes a shit at a party? Hold that in until you get home.” I answered making her laugh while groaning knowing she has to pee causing me to laugh even more with this weed in my system

The door opened up with Nate Jacobs glaring down at Maddy and I as he pushed her out the way, probably heading towards the alcohol to drink. In my head I’m hoping Fez or Ash beat the shit out of him for ratting them out, especially when I had to wait a whole month without my supply since I wouldn’t buy from anyone else. Maddy walked into the bathroom after saying a bye to me as I turned away to find where Rue had gone.

Heading towards the hallway that she went to, my eyes then found a familiar blonde girl with Kat. Jules. She was back and that made me frown slightly knowing that Rue went to a dark place, especially when she almost OD’d in front of me. I walk faster down the hall opening some doors Rue nowhere to be found. I checked the last one and opened it to find a guy with bleached blonde tips in the laundry room sitting on the floor with 2 fingers on Rue’s pulse.

Fuck.

Author's Note: Hi guys! this is my first time actually writing something and really posting it, please I would love feedback as well

[mediocre-writerr]

who do you love [lexi howard]

lexi howard x reader

requested: Hiii! I just discovered your page while looking for Euphoria fics. I saw that you don’t have any Lexi Howard fics. Could I request a fic where Reader is partnered up with Cassie for a project or something and they meet Lexi and develops a crush on her, but Lexi is clueless and thinks reader has a thing for Cassie? Fluff please. Also your works are absolutely amazing!

a/n: italicized are rue's voiceover

*not my gif*

Lexi has always lived in the shadows of her sister. Every guy or girl she liked just never fell for her. They always fell for her sister. Cassie was the one in the spotlight and Lexi was just the background character.

You sat there with your earbuds in as your teacher went on and on about some project you guys had to do. But again, you weren't exactly listening.

Until he came over and ripped your earbuds out of your ear. You looked up at him with innocent eyes, "Ms. Y/L/N, you're partnered with Ms. Howard. Hopefully, she'll be able to fill you in since you weren't paying attention,"

You sent him a small smile before trudging your way over to Cassie. You heard a lot of things about her, but you didn't really care what everyone thought around here. Most of them were assholes anyway.

"So were you paying attention to anything he was saying?" you asked as you plopped down into the seat next to her.

"Not a word, but my friend Kat heard all of it. If you want you can come over tonight, we can start working on it, getting it over with," she offered and you nodded. 

“Sounds great,”

You see this was the start of a beautiful friendship for Y/N and Cassie. They became as thick as thieves. Everyone thought that Y/N and Cassie would eventually get together, but the entire time Cassie was just trying to get her newly found best friend to admit feelings for her sister. 

And those feelings started, cheesy to say, but at first sight.

You knocked on the Howard’s door, bouncing on the balls of your feet. You didn’t really know how to feel, Cassie was popular and well you? Not so much.

The door swung open and you swore your jaw dropped all the way to the floor. You were met with the younger Howard sister. She was beautiful. Her beautiful brown hair fit perfectly with her fair skin.

“You must be Y/N?” she says, snapping you out of your daze.

“Yeah, that’s me. Hi, Lexi, right?” you asked, stepping into the house as she held the door open.

“Yeah. Cassie went out with Maddy, but she texted me and said she’s on her way back. You can come in, you don’t have to wait outside like a dog,” she joked and you laughed together softly.

The two of you sat together on the couch. Your eyes gazed to the TV to see her watching Crazy Rich Asians. One of your favorite movies of all time. The screen was showing the montage of Rachel trying on all the different dresses for the wedding.

“This movie is a masterpiece,” you tell her.

She nods, “This is my first time watching it and I’m completely sold,” 

“Oh, you haven’t even gotten to the best part yet. The wedding scene is-” you put your fingers to your lips and kiss them, “Chef’s kiss!” 

“Hmm, I’ll have to take your word for it,” she said.

You continued watching as the wedding scene started. Lexi’s eyes were glued to the TV, but yours kept drifting towards Lexi. The way she watched intently as Kina Grannis started singing “Can’t Help Falling In Love”.

The scene ends and she looks at you, tears boarded at her eyes, “Why am I going to cry?” she laughed.

“Because it’s one of the most beautiful scenes in history,” you told her. 

The two of you just stared at each other. Her doe brown eyes were captivating and you couldn’t help your eyes from drifting down to her lips. There was a moment where you thought she did the same thing. 

The door bust open filled with laughter and Cassie and Maddy’s eyes landed on the two of you, “Hey Y/N, sorry I’m late. I see my sister was able to keep you company,”

“Oh yeah, Lexi was great. It was nice meeting you, I’ll see you around,” you told her. 

You see, my best friend Lexi developed a crush on Y/N right after that. But despite me and Jules telling her constantly that she felt the same way, Lexi still thought that you fell for her blonde sister and not her. 

“Cassie! I am not telling your sister that I like her. She does not feel the same way that I do. I am not going to risk my friendship that I’ve built with her and you,” you told her as the two of you laid on the bed in her bedroom.

She looked at you with her blue eyes like you were on drugs, “Are you kidding me right now? You sound like you just bought something from Fez. I’ve never seen my sister look at anyone the way she looks at you. You need to stop being a fucking coward and just tell her how you feel,”

“Okay, what if she does want to be my girlfriend? What if something bad happens? I lose the both of you and I can’t do that. I don’t want you to choose between me and your own sister,” you whispered.

Your heads were slightly tilted towards each other as you just stared at her, “I think you need to take advice from your favorite movie: you’re not playing to win, you’re playing to not lose. So play to win. Don’t think about the what if’s and even if things go south with my sister, I found a sister in you. You’re not gonna lose me either,” she said, “You’re one of my favorite people in the entire world, possibly my favorite, don’t tell Maddy that though. I love you so much Y/N,”

Little did the two of you know that Lexi was at the door way. She didn’t hear anything besides that you’re Cassie’s favorite person and that she loves you. 

“Awww someone loves me,” you nudge her shoulder, “But I’m for sure going to tell Maddy that I’m your favorite person. She’ll have a field day with that one,”

She pushed your face away from her, “You will not! I’ll just tell Lexi myself then,” 

You gasped, “You wouldn’t dare!” 

“Then you do it!” she exclaimed. 

Lexi avoided Y/N after that day. She also avoided Cassie. The two girls didn’t know why the brunette Howard was avoiding them. All they knew was that she avoided them every chance that she got.

It broke Y/N’s heart. She was finally ready to tell Lexi how she felt. And now, she wants nothing to do with her. No more movie nights. No more random ice cream days. But rather, Y/N going over to visit Cassie and being disappointed when their mom would answer the door and not Lexi.

You finally caught up to her as she was trying to sprint past you in the hallway. You grabbed her wrist and she looked back at you. The first time actually seeing those beautiful eyes of hers in weeks.

“What did I do? I understand if you don’t want to talk to me. I understand if you don’t want to be my friend, but please just tell me what I did. That’s the least I deserve,” you whispered, your voice breaking at the thought of losing one of your best friends. 

She shook her head, “Nothing, you didn’t do anything,” 

“I obviously did something, you’re not talking to me!” you exclaimed. 

Lexi broke free of your grasp, “You don’t need me Y/N. You have my sister. Cassie always wins. She’s always been in the spotlight. She always gets the guys and girls. Everyone I’ve ever liked, she went for them. And she always wins. I just thought for once that I mattered. That for once, the person I fell in love with chose me, but I guess I was wrong,” 

She stormed away and you were left with your mouth agape. Everything she said twirling in your brain. You immediately told Cassie all of it and your brain worked together to try and figure out a way to win her back. Until it all finally clicked.

You stood outside in the backyard of the Howard’s house. A slip n slide was in the path leading to you, switch on candles. You sat on the opposite side with a guitar in your hand. Luckily, you can play. 

Singing on the other hand, well let’s just hope it goes well.

“Cassie, I already said I don’t want to talk to you! You can’t bribe me with Bob Ross tutorials!” Lexi’s voice echoed as she closed the backyard door. 

She spotted you sitting there and she was immediately about to go inside when you yelled out to her, “Lexi please! Just let me explain, it’ll take maybe three or four minutes of your time,” 

Lexi walked down the slip n slide, but not before falling on her butt and sliding towards you. You let out a roar of a laugh as she finally reached down to you. She tried hard to fight off a laugh and a smile, but you could see it faintly. 

When you finally came down from your high she looked at you with raised eyebrows, “Well, I’m waiting,” 

You started playing the guitar. The melody you learned just hours before playing from the guitar. You took in a deep breath as you started singing the infamous song that got you to fall in love with her in the first place. 

“So, take my hand, take my whole life too. For, I can’t help falling in love with you. For, I can’t help falling in love with you,” you finish the song.

The two of you look at each other as you place your guitar down next to you, “You do matter to me, Lexi. More than you know. I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you, but ever since the first night I met you I’ve always been in love with you,” 

“Cassie actually told me that I need to play to win. And if I had to slip on my ass a thousands times trying to set up this low budget recreation of the wedding scene in Crazy Rich Asians, I would. I did it because I need to win your heart, because Lexi, you already have mine,” 

A small smile breaks out onto her face as she closes the distance between the two of you. She kissed you ever so softly as you tasted the sweet taste of her lips. 

“And you have mine,” 

[lullabylegends]

Fezco x Lexi

Euphoria fanfic

My version of the couch scene

-post season 2, episode 5!!

content: drug use, pining, slight implied nsfw

(lmk if y’all would like a part two)

-----Possible spoilers!-----

Her hair was drenched from the rain and glow from the kitchen behind Fezco was lighting up the worry on her face.

“Lexie Howard,” A smile started to warm the ginger man’s face. “What’s up, man?”

“Can I come in?” She was out of breath and her cheeks were flushed red. Her red star-embroidered sweater was heavy with water.

He stepped aside and she closed the door behind her, pacing in front of Fez, wrapping her arms around her.

“Have you seen Rue? She came by my house and ran out after she… Fuck. It’s a long story. Have you seen her?” Her words pushed together in one big breath.

“Yea, man, I had to kick her out. She’s down bad right now.” His soft voice made Lexi pause and she sighed.

“Shit. Leslie is looking for her and I just wanted to help. She’s not in a good place right now.” Worry creased her usually soft face and Fezco’s stomach dropped. He took a step forward and put his hand on her cotton sweater, water dripping onto the linoleum floor.

“She’s probably gonna go back home. Don’t worry yourself out.” He took a breath when she looked up at him, her deep brown eyes wide, a twinge of anxiety making his stomach churn. “Do you wanna borrow a shirt? I can toss your sweater in the dryer.”

She froze, considering for a second, and nodded, her posture softening. “Yea. Yes please.”

He started down the hallway and she followed him. She couldn’t stop looking at him. He had an aura of pure safety, despite everything about him. He had guns. He sold drugs. He beat Nate Jacobs almost to death. But his genuine tone made her melt.

He pushed open his door and made his way to his closet, the doors already open. Lexi paused by his bed, watching him. He was humming a quiet tune. Her fingers lingered on his comforter- an old floral quilt.

“Is this one okay?” He turned back to her with a red and black stripped shirt. It was easily two sizes too big. She nodded. He smiled lopsidedly and handed it to her. His hand looked so soft.

“Thanks.” It was almost a whisper and Lexi felt her cheeks burn. She reached for the hem of her sweater as he stepped into her space, close enough that she felt his body heat and his cologne filled her senses. 

“I’ll meet you on the couch when you’re done,” He smiled again and pulled the door closed, leaving her alone in the room. A smile filled her face and she knew her face was red from the heat that burned at her cheeks. Lexi made quick work of pulling off the sweater, the moonlight lighting her pale stomach as she pulled on Fez’s shirt, it hanging down her thighs, covering the shorts she was wearing. She held her sweater and left the room. In the hallway, she sat her sweater in the dryer. He was sitting on the couch, and he looked up when the dryer started. 

“It looks good on you, man.” He didn’t mean to say it, but her smile after he said it made him glad it slipped out. She sat on the couch next to him, folding her feet under her. He sat forward, grinning. 

On the table in front of him was definitely a bong. Lexi knew what a bong looked like, she’d seen Cassie and Maddie smoke before. But even so, she didn’t recognize everything on the table. Her gaze was lingering and Fez broke the silence. “Do you smoke?” She had before, once, with Rue the summer before Sophomore year of high school. “Cuz we can smoke if you want.”

“What is all of this?” She glanced back at him and he leaned forward, and she followed suit, both looking at the assortment of stuff. His knee brushed hers and she shivered. He picked up a short cylinder. 

“This is a grinder. I keep my weed in here, cuz it’s all ground up. And that’s a bong. And that tray is for me to like,” He paused and pulled the tray closer to them. “I can either roll a joint or a blunt or I can pack a bowl on here and it’ll catch it all.” He rubbed his neck, a tingle making his cheek pink. “You know, so it don’t fall on the floor.” 

Lexi nodded. Her chest was still tight from running. Nobody had seen Rue leave. One minute she was there and the next minutes everything was in chaos. She still wasn’t sure if Maddy was going to kill Cassie. 

“Can we smoke?” She asked, leaning back. She pulled her knees up to her chest. 

“Yea, of course.” 

--

The first cough made her chest rattle and she pulled into herself, laughing. Between coughs and giggles, she watched Fez get up from the couch. He walked to his fridge, pulling out a bottle of water. He came back, handing it to her as he sat back down. Her cheeks hurt. She smiled again. 

“Thanks.” Her voice was quiet as he took a hit of the bong, the quiet bubbling of water filling the air. He blew out and coughed once, leaning back into the couch after setting it down. Her body was so warm and the smell of Fez’s detergent was engulfing her, her head leaning onto the back of the couch. Fez leaned back to look at her. 

“I think that it’s selfish to believe that aliens can’t exist, you know.” She returned to their conversation and he focused on the way her face lit up. “I mean, in how every millions of galaxies out there, how can humans be the only “life” out there?” She extended her hand in front of her, dropping it back to her thigh. 

“I really like the way you think.” He laughed and she smiled and slumped her head onto his shoulder. “Like, you’re so smart and you make sense to me when you talk and you got good shit to talk about. You’re cool.” 

“Fez?” Her voice was soft and he looked at her. Her face was soft and her eyes were wide. She shifted. 

“Yea, Lex?” 

“Can I... Can I kiss you?” 

The red hit both of their cheeks at the same time and she laughed nervously. 

“I would like that.” 

Lexi stopped laughing and leaned forward, her hand brushing his as she kissed his cheek. 

-------

She was on his lap, both hands on his cheeks. She pressed her forehead to his and he wrapped his arms around her hips. 

“You’re very warm.” She mumbled. “I would like to kiss you again.” He sat up slowly, making sure not to hit her forehead. Her soft hands were still on his cheeks. Lexi looked like a dream, her brown hair being backlit by the lamp in the living room, her eyes caught on his lips. He wanted to kiss her so badly. 

“Okay.” He breathed as she came in, kissing him gently. Her lips brushed his for a second before she kissed his cheek, and then his nose, and then his forehead and again his cheek. He caught her face and kissed her, his heart racing. She grabbed his shirt and pushed into him, his hand resting on her hip. She felt like pure energy and he returned her energy. 

The energy in the room was heavy and she kissed his jaw, a hand at the hem of the shirt she was wearing. He took her hand, pressing it against his chest. She could feel his heart beating under her palm and she shivered.