#Lucinda 🌵

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

Oh Arizona... Please change-

Like to rant a little, we started to look into diagnosis, we don't wanna lose eachother, but we want to see if we are being delusional even though I am sure we fucking aren't. And looking at all therapists in 30 miles of us, most commonly its people who are without clear locations, "christian therapy", or some form of oddity that puts us off. Like the most likely one I can recall was a horsegirl, and her office itself has a very cowboy theme and is a single consultant thing...

You see out issue right?

Like- why can't there be a normal therapist relatively close by that doesn't have scamy vibes or shit reviews.

-Lucinda 🌵

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

Its funny to think about who is in our head besides the brainmade ones because like

Goddess of Death, Time, and Winter; Avarstia Furhenbrook, a book character for several books we are trying to write as well as the one who saved her universe from nearly having a cataclysm like the universe of her adoptive father to who had to flee from it. And she just exists to be very detail oriented and be like "You want story ideas? I lived for over 700 years before arriving here we can do my life." and just that was already the plan and its funny hehehe

Sylvia Drake from Mice Tea, more of a Kin given we atleast assume Sylvia has been arround for a lot longer than Mice Tea has been around, but we are unsure, and she is the one who fronts the most and is generally the most adept to well... existing in reality and I love her so. Like as time goes on its just she became a lot more just herself and she is creative and smart and like optimistic when a lot of the time we are an anxious mess and all but yeah :3

Yang Xiao Long from RWBY, who has been front stuck for like almost a month but is like one of our main protectors and joins in on being a gay disaster with Sylvia, just she hides it better... Also goes by Fionn given we are so white where someone who has more tolerance to certain abrasive stuff feels the need to fit in more I am here Lucinda, stop calling me out please

Dendrobrium "Dendro" aka Delphi, a Demon guardian of her wife and ended up here given comfort needed and is kinda a protector caregiver thing... idk roles. She did not come out much during the summer as it was too warm to do things in Arizona with a body like ours and she likes being outdoors.

Ceroba Ketsukane is also up here and is our other protector and like she also appears a lot and is able to focus easier than me and maybe the others, either way she masks well and is cool headed a lot more And just cool. She is awkward as shit tho but does have her own subblog thingy being @kitsunetragedy and like we should probably do more by the time we remake our intro post lol

Anyway just a bun who wanted to say things and be like yeah

-🌵Lucinda

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

Slightly suggestive ahead //

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So, any other plural Trans people experience like intense like sexual thoughts about others in your system. I know insys dating is a thing but fuck I wanna grind if Sylvia's face rn and just overall like... Simply to say very lesbian needs. Not even ones I can really mimic well as grinding feels unnatural with the oarts the bidy has, and we are a system of mostly girls, femme nonbinaries, and a genderfluid one so that becomes extra annoying for all of us, but especially for me who kinda hates it most lol.

The other sad part is that I am the only one fronting and kind of embarrassed to like... tell Sylvia about the... ideas. Aka we may see this in the future, and that will be my confession of the lewd thoughts that are more charged by my own... love, I guess hehehe.

-Lucinda 🌵

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

New Intro 3.0

We have been putting this off for a long while now but now its time to do this, and simply to say, we are a plural system that uses the collective name of "The Whirl Production House", Ava, or Whirl, and if you know us you know there is a tendency for us to be quite nerdy or atleast a collection of dorks obessed with more artistic endeavors. If you want to find us elsewhere here is our linktree:

Also before you look, to note is that we do have commissions, and before the link tree here is the comms sheet and feel free to message me if you want to possible support a disabled Transwoman

And beyond this it should be noted we are mostly a grouping of differing levels of otherkin sort of deals ranging between those of us who are fictives to those who are kins with very little shifting beyond that if at all. Mentioning that we should probably shift into introductions of individual members of our collective. I will say individual members because we are more so at the multiple end of the plural spectrum of things where its kinda easy to tell there are several of us up here, without bleed-through unless we are feeling blendy/foggy on who is fronting.

Also something to note, we gernally do not fall into Plural related labels and are still early in the processes of System stuff even though its been a few months since syscovery. Part of the reason is because the only ones of us that care about assigning labels feel we do not know enough to label everything, only using labels we do have an idea of working as apart of our system. Will those labels be disclosed? Not in this post atleast.

A Quick Rundown

We are the Whirl Production House system or Whirlproductions, a system to which is still figuring shit out who has an open mind to things so to get syscourse out of the way we are Pro Endo. I will say I am not afraid of blocking people as we generally do not care what you think but if you are annoying there is a way to make you shut up on our feed or notifs. Beyond that we generally face things with caution and are still learning about many things, we have a few ideas on who is what kind of roles but I will not share them and for origins I will say its either unknown or a mixture of several probably, with stress being a detriment at times and is part of the reason why we are not out publically about the Trans stuff alone IRL. We stress easily and have chronic illness (Some form of lung related thing as well as Fatigue) so if we are slow on the uptick please keep that in mind.

Headmates

Sylvia

Art by @/BunBunTushie on Twitter

Name: Sylvia S. / Sylvia Drake

Pronouns: She/Her

Sexuality: Demisexual-Lesbian

Kins: Mojave Sidewinder Rattlesnake, Sylvia Drake [Mice Tea]

Noting about Kins for Sylvia is that both are practically just who she is, as there are very few shifts out and when there is, it usually during hours of blurriness or questioning that leads to her questioning more of who she is, but being Sylvia Drake is basically the summary of her being

Age: Early to Mid-20s (Bodily we are 20 tho)

Likes: Writing, Looking at pretty art, doing research, music, Science Fiction (There is a lot), Westerns, TTRPGs, and Entertaining others

Dislikes: All Medical situations, Stress, People our body is related too by blood for the most part, Getting Yelled at, How the US Schooling system is set up

Tag: 🐍 Sylvia

Lucinda

Art by @observerkaine (Found you >:3)

Name: Lucinda

Pronouns: She/Her

Sexuality: Lesbian

Kins: Desert Hare, maybe Burnice White (ZZZ)

Age: Early 20s (Most coincides with the body's Age)

Likes: Art, Talking, Silly demeanors, Comedy, and Color theory

Dislikes: Loud noises, too many things to do, Time, and those who domineer a situation without consideration for others whether its through emotional or physical means, Awkward silence

Tag: 🌵Lucinda

Rowan

Art by @guacheenim (Oh Hey you are on here, hiya again.)

Name: Rowan

Pronouns: She/They/Xe

Sexuality: Asexual

Kins: Spider (Unspecified), Drider/Rachnae-like creatures

Age: Range of around the 30s

Likes: Quietness, Reading, Baking, Solitude, Safety and relaxation for all of us

Dislikes: Percieved threats, Stressors, People getting hurt, feeling useless

Tag: 🕸️Rowan

Kade

Art by @/D3monicY33n on Twitter

Name: Kade

Pronouns: He/She/They (Genderfluid)

Sexuality: Likes men and sometimes butch women

Kins: Carpet Shark

Age: Early 20s (Unconfirmed but lines up most with Lucinda in matching the Body

Likes: Being flamboyant, Piercings, Punk Subculture related music, 18+ stuff is especially tied to them

Dislikes: Feeling restricted, Fronting (Could be related to the first part),

Tag: 🦈Kade

Avarstia

Art by us... (May be replaced by digital art at some point tho lol)

Name: Avarstia Furhenbrook

Pronouns: She/Her

Sexuality: Lesbian

Kins*: Not actually a kin, she is a fictive of an OC we have of the same name and is legitimately said character and has helped greatly write the books she is involved with. In other words she is a Half-Demon, Goddess of Death, Winter, and Time who just somehow ended up here

Age: Given what is said above would it be surprising to say she is somewhere in her 700s on the mental side

Likes: Reading, Talking, Philosophy, Thought Expirementation, Writing, Observing, Storytelling

Dislikes: TTRPGs (She finds them boring), Menial tasks, Repetition, Staying in a single place for too long, Ideas of immortality or preventing decay,

Tag: 💀Avarstia

Fionn / Yang Xiao Long

Official Render from the Volume 8 episode of RWBY, "Refuge" (Will say there is divergence from canon in how she looks however)

Name: Yang Xiao Long

Aliases: Fionn

Pronouns: She/They

Sexuality: Lesbian

Kins*: Again as the shift with Avarstia shows, she is again falls under the aspect of being a Fictive in our system, she diverges from canon in the aspect that she is atleast blind in one eye in headspace as well as having a couple of Faunus features being her ears and tail, being a sort of draconic Faunus. Also Dragon Kin

Age: Early to mid 20s (Notably younger than Sylvia when we feel numbers are accurate)

Likes: Engineering, mechanics, learning about weapons and historical combat, comedy, Energetic music (Mostly rock and punk), helping others in any sense really

Dislikes: Feeling powerless, being Frontstuck (Its been almost 800 days by the time of drafting this), Biological family, others feeling bad, being objectified.

Tag: 🐲 Yang / Fionn

🐉 is also sometimes used as apart of her tag

Dendro

Art by Miranda Mundt, within the webtoon "Muted" (Again may update this when we have art on hand that is more to our preference)

Name: Dendrobrium, Dendro

Alias: Delphi

Pronouns: She/It

Sexuality: Demisexual-Lesbian

Kins*: She is again a Fictive of the character of Dendro from the webtoon Muted, with the main change between her appearance there and what is in our headspace being that she is more of a combination of Desert flora

Age: 300s, again like Avarstia she is a bit older but Dendro did mention it is an estimate given the time difference between Trea and Earth, but will say in source that is not a detail stated.

Likes: Plants, Gardening, Staying Healthy, existing beyond the confines of the place we live, being around people, learning

Dislikes: The body's Chronic Illness, the Desert Heat, and generally the urban areas of Arizona being the way they are.

Tag: 🌸 Dendro

Ceroba Ketsukane

Art by us but will note you can find Ceroba when she uses Tumblr on @kitsunetragedy

Name: Ceroba Ketsukane

Pronouns: She/her

Sexuality: Bi with a femme lean

Kins*: Again she is basically just a fictive of Ceroba from Undertale Yellow, with the only difference being that she has two tails

Age: Older than Rowan, younger by far than Dendro, Monsters age slower than humans just an exact age is not really set mentally but she is older.

Likes: Thrillers and Romance, Art of her source, Cuddlable things, Older music (50s-70s), Calm and quiet situations

Dislikes: Abrasive clothing, People who are quite rude, Failure

Tag: 🦊Ceroba

Note: Ceroba does not front much and is at moment of writing the newest member of our system so this will likely be updated at some point

Members who will not be given great detail

This section is mainly here because of system members who have either been identified or appeared once and haven't been active at really all and we do not know if they are apart of our system still or if their existence is confirmed outside of small blips:

Duana - Moth monstergirl who kinda was the main one angry at everything and was the host for a bit before Sylvia and Lucinda took the reigns, was noted as a member pre-syscovery by those who knew the system was a thing sort of passively back then and she hasn't reappeared in a long time.

Aria - Robot girl who appeared once for like half a day before disappearing into the ether of our brain, do not know if she was a fragment with more of a sense of self or if she is a headmate but she is logged on our SimplyPlural

Clémente Dearworth - Yaelokre Fictive, who appeared in our system very recently and is a middle

Nicole Demara - ZZZ Fictive, who also appeared in our system very recently. And is active, this may get updated again to add her to the main list of things. 🩷

??? - A third pressence of recent editions is known but is unknown.

Questioning on if they are Kins or Members of our System

Mentzelia Laev (OC), its less so feeling like we get too into the mindset of the character, its generally an aspect closer to Clemmie where I feel there is a potential Kin but its more further back, or maybe being someone who is currently not active in the system. Either way Bug Lady had a specific sense of self that has not changed much and would explain the like autumn we were obsessed with blacksmithing and medieval weapons.

Lethica Nightborne (Legends of Avantris, Edge of Midnight), This one is more of a situation where I do not know but suspect she could potentially be like one my brain has picked up upon in a similar sense to Avarstia, Ceroba, and Dendro, a character who is more of a comforting pressence than similar tracks of trauma.

Vash the Stampede (Trigun), this one I think is or will be a kin, I do not see the aspect of them as a headmate being likely given the difference in thoughts but I feel atleast someone in our system will be a kin of Vash... Just has those vibes.

Falin or Marcille (Dungeon Meshi), Again I feel its more of a kin but its somewhere as it was a moment months ago admist the whole identity crisis of syscovery, that I ended up going on a spree and you can check my Tumblr back in April to see it, we were still figuring things out so I have no clue who it would have been. Either way, I feel it may come back again when Dungeon Meshi season 2 drops given the more laxed nature of it all atm.

Burnice White (Zenless Zone Zero), a new one and is the first documented adition. There has been a back and forth between her being a kin or the budding of a headmate, but either way, one tie to Lucinda.

In other words do not be surprised if we update this post to mention them beyond this section, whether as a offhanded mention of a Kin or as apart of our system full on. This section may be updated or maybe not I will say though.

Other Information

Honestly I do not really know what else to add for y'all to know but if you wish to ask anything I may add tags or whatnot down here to give you all an idea of what we do such as possibly using the same tag we use on Bluesky and Twitter for art being:

#AvarstiaArt - Art posts by us

Beyond factors such as that feel free to send in asks and one of us may respond with an answer or whatnot.

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

I love those Ave HCs omg

i think someone on tumblr might like this

my stylus died before i could completely fill the page L

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

Hey Have a song we cried from:

Like no joke, we cried full on for about an hour when we first listened to it, Sylvia was the one fronting at the time and immediately when our blood-family arrived home she decided to dip hard and kinda forced me to the front. I saw the song and thought "Oh hey this has a pretty thumbnail," saw we watched it and shrugged, and as soon as I started to listen again, I got hit with the hour at noon that Sylvia had. because of how this song resonated with us hard enough.

So if you don't know Sylvia and Avarstia are writers, they like to entertain and tell stories at heart, hell Avarstia is seemingly an introject from a story we are writing or developed as herself and inspired the stories. A Kindly Grim Reaper who would rather give comfort and respite than cause more pain to others, someone who wished for life could be better so much that when she recreated her universe (long story) she did it in a way that it elevated her to being the Death Goddess as well as Time and Winter, allowing her more of a watchful eye to aid when needed. Someone we wish we had when growing up due to the innate fear we generally have. This "home" we live in is not one for us as us, it is for our deadname, our idenity that is merely a set of masks as we can't consistenly play the same person, and its like the rest of our family are just masks too given we can't get the same reading on them, whether its because of us being plural or from their own ideas seeming almost contradictory. Sylvia is the one of us besides me who can go into a spiral very hard, for her its hoplessness in a depressive way, for me its often manic paranoia. and earlier she listened to the song and was reminded on how we wish we had someone like the Forest Spirit, a guardian who cared and could help us within their own power. We would be alone in this house but we would be less afraid, less anxious around every corner when being ourselves.

Even when listening now I tear up because of the same ressonance in us, of longing for a spirit or just anybody who could act on our behalf. Rowan and Avarstia in a way are close as the sort of protectors but Sylvia still holds them back as Rowan wants to be drastic and Avarstia ruthless. All we need is just a way to get away from here.

-Lucinda🌵 (Also maybe Avarstia💀 too atm, idk, I just know we generally want to write more when she is closer to the front.)

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

Honestly, we don't know what may have caused us to be us, to be like a book, I guess. Sylvia would be better at explaining it, but life feels like one of those greek stories of smaller stories that connect, we felt aware of each other for a long time, been questioning it for 2 or 3 years and it inly recently broke open. Rowan believes we are very much trauma related, but it's hard to recall for the whole group on memory from when we were young, but the body definitely doesn't feel like it's our own. Crippling fear and paranoia has been a constant feeling we have had, Transphobia and Homophobia keeps us fron transitioning until we can leave the house we live in, and generally we are very sick a lot of the time with the medical care system often being of less help. Avarstia and Rowan are kinda both guardians, more logically driven and always observation on the mind, just one has the words while the other has action. Me and Sylvia are like emotional avalible, like friends we never really had, being left alone without anyone but ourselves most of the time leaving for us to be more creative and heh. Katelyn is the newest, and I guess could be seeking normalcy to hide within even if she hates fronting. Just guesses as we feel the need to justify given even though we all feel distinct, we feel like this is a trick on ourselves even if it is just me and Sylvia like this. The loneliness and fear have lessened, but it feels unreal ever still given now we are likely we.

-🌵 Lucinda (She/Her Bunny :3)

I just desperately want more recognition of traumagenic experiences that lie outside of the usual "childhood abuse" assumption that everyone forces on that label. what about trauma from bullying? what about trauma from undiagnosed illnesses? what about trauma from queer experiences like transphobia? what about trauma from medical experiences like surgeries, hospitalizations, psych wards, and other areas where the medical field failed you? what about trauma from eating disorders? what about trauma from racism?

there are so many experiences that can fall under traumagenic, but are yet swept under a rug in favor of a strict, stereotypical narrative that's easier to comprehend. I think we as a community need to make an active effort to expand our understanding of traumagenic, especially where it may overlap with experiences traditionally considered endogenic, and understand that trauma can come in so many different forms. so often people are shunned for trying to create roles and labels that describe their specific traumagenic experiences, and I don't understand why. there can be no progress towards acceptance for all systems if we don't accept that traumagenic is an umbrella label too.

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

Honestly, I am thinking of it in a plural sense so like we rapidly switch between stuff and so people see a Snake and then Bnnuy allso we are like always comfy. There just would be the risk of suddenly other things presumably, like Dendro fronting and suddenly stuck with no legs or idk.

-Lucinda🌵

Given the choice...

Non-humans in the chat, would you rather, given the opportunity, would you rather transform into your kintype quickly, overnight or over an HRT-type timespan? Painful or not?

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

It does make it a lot faster. Our host had the realization before the system stuff lmao. Just the Snake felt like a Bun or something with hooves instead at times and then opened the door, and it was the spongebobbrain on fire meme lol. Especially me, this bunny was not prepared to realize how hard we were masking that we tricked ourselves.

-Lucinda 🌵

Alright who's still denying their inner animal

get in line

@welldrawnfish

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

Gonna do a big ol' post with all our Art Fight art at some point in August but I decided to drop one early here given Machinedramon here has some sick as hell OCs so its a boost but also I decided to draw their OC Heretic which can be found on Art Fight but also here >:3

-Lucinda 🌵

new year, new art fight card! let's go team purple stardust!

profile is here :3c

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

This is us RN XD

Idk if it's me (Lucinda) or if it's Sylvia, like Rowan and Avarstia are also common, but now that we settled into this, Sylvia and I really just flip flop a lot still. We are likely still Snake primarily but also bunny agh.

-🌵

plural culture is "who the fuck is the host?"

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