#Lucifer: u surprised me! tee hee!

[quietwingsinthesky]

Jess!Lucifer. Vagina dentata. Is this anything.

[mycasandstarrs]

SPN 7x17: “The Born-Again Identity”

THEN: Cas broke Sam’s wall, and all memories of Hell came tumbling out. Hallucifer is stronger than ever and things have gotten worse for Sam.

He just bumped into you, why don’t you relax?

Poor Sam. I find the sound of Lucifer’s voice grating, and Sam had to endure that for what? Months now?

“What's the longest a normal human being has ever gone without sleep?” [10 or 11 days?] “11 days.” I was right.

:( Hit by a damn car.

Don’t give Dean the stink eye, nurse.

“So you're aware that Sam is experiencing a full-blown psychotic episode?”

“Psychotic? Come on. I mean, the guy's... It's not like the guy's freakin' Norman Bates.”

Stop denying this, Dean.

“How are you feeling?”

“Maybe you should cancel my UFC fight.”

Aww.

“Quit being Dalai frickin' Yoda about this, okay? Get pissed!” He doesn’t have the energy.

Dean begins the search for a cure.

Can I just...hug Sam? 

The right number pops out of Bobby’s address book. Bobby’s ghost action #3.

FUCK RIGHT OFF, dude.

What a big yawn from Sam.

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT, HALLUCIFER.

Mackey calls back about “Emanuel”.

“He was healing the sick, curing the crazy.” Huh, kinda like Anael, except she profited from it.

Can we all just thank Mackey (and Bobby) for bringing Cas back to us?

Marin and her kind gesture.

Hallucifer and his dickhead actions.

OOHHH IT’S ABOUT TO HAPPEN.

Dean almost fell for the demon’s lie...if he hadn’t seen Daphne tied up in a chair. 

“Whatever Emmanuel is, Crowley's gonna want him-”  Crowley really would’ve wanted him.

RIP demon. Killed by Dean.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

“I’m Emanuel.”

“Dean. I’m Dean.”

And I’m losing my s h i t.

“I saw his face. His real face.”

“He was a demon.”

“Demon walked the earth.”

“Demons. Whackloads of them. You don't know about...?”

(x)

Did Dean think Cas was just pretending to not know/remember him? Because the moment he realizes that Cas doesn’t remember squat, he looks truly heartbroken.

Damn it, that firecracker scared me. “Wake Up Little Susie” by the Everly Brothers.

Fuck right off, u asshole.

“Bouncybabynames.com.”

I wonder if it was Daphne’s idea to search for a name there.

“Must be weird not knowing who you are.”

“Well, it's my life. And it's a good life.”

“Yeah, well, what if you were some kind of... I don't know...bad guy?”

DEAN.

Marin’s so sweet. 

Sam can barely open the candy bar. :(

Just the one voice.

“You are crazier than I am! Charles Manson tells you what to do.” DON’T MAKE ME TAKE BACK MY COMPLIMENT, MARIN.

“At least it’s my own brother--”

“It’s your brother?”

“Yes. It sucks... when it's your dead brother saying... kill yourself to be with him... or he'll do it for you.”

Sam’s got a case to work on.

Dean and Emanuel talk about Sam.

“Someone did this to him.”

“You’re angry.”

“Well, yeah. Dude broke my brother's head.”

“He betrayed you, this dude. He was your friend?”

“Yeah, well, he’s gone.”

This is painful to watch.

Dean looks surprised to hear Emanuel/Cas ask if he killed “his friend”.

“Honestly, I-I-I don't know if he is dead. I just know that this... whole thing couldn't be messier. You know, I used to be able to just shake this stuff off. You know, whatever it was. It might take me some time, but... I always could. What Cas did... I just can't – I don't know why.”

“Well, it doesn’t matter why.”

“Of course it matters.”

“No. You're not a machine, Dean. You're human.”

:’) Emanuel/Cas is the only person to show Dean some sympathy and kindness when Dean opens up about how much he’s struggling.

“Your friend's name was Cas? That's an odd name.” pfft. Granted, if my memory got wiped and someone told me they knew someone named “Paz” I’d probably also call it a weird name. Cool, but weird.

RIP demon. Killed by Dean.

Another phone bites the dust.

RIP demon. Killed by Meg.

“I'm here to help you, and that makes us friends.”

“Help, huh? You mean see if you can't turn harmless little Cas out there into an angel-sized weapon?”

“Like you're taking him caroling.”

Both have fair points. Meg wants Cas to protect her, but Dean is currently using Cas to heal Sam. Might as well work together.

“Meg. Just here for moral support. I mean, after all, we go way back. Dean and me. Just met you, of course. But I think we're gonna be good friends, too.”  Damn it, Meg.

Emanuel/Cas being absolutely revolted that a demon’s flirting with him.

Just let him help, Marin.

Sam looks awful, he’s at the lowest of the lows in his life...and he’s working a case and helping someone. Bless his freaking soul.

Emanuel/Cas is so darn cute.

Hang in there, Sam.

They did it!

“Thank you.” :’) I hope Marin’s doing better.

“His soul is broken, Doc.” Hey, Death said a soul can’t be broken, so up yours Hallucifer.

“Oh, gracious.” tee hee.

“I gather we know each other.”

“Just a dollop.”

“You can tell me. I'll be fine.”

“How do you know? You just met yourself. I've known you for years.”

ohoho

“I’m sorry? Is that a flirtation?” Me.

“She's not lying. Okay? That's why you heal people. You don't eat. I'm sure there's more.”

“Why wouldn't you tell me? Being an angel – it sounds pleasant.”

“It's not, trust me. It's bloody, it's corrupt. It's not pleasant.”

What an interesting conversation.

“It's in there. I'm sure it's just like riding a bike.”

“I don’t know how to do that, either.” 

Also me.

“I believe in the little tree topper.” Me too.

This music tho."Turn into Earth" by The Yardbirds.

Meeting Dean. Rebelling for Dean. Breaking Sam’s wall. Working with Crowley. Apologizing to Dean. All things that we see Cas remember.

RIP demons. Killed by Cas.

Meg’s “Clarence” vs Dean’s “Cas”.

“I remember you I remember everything.”

Dean’s worst fear happening: Cas is walking away.

Has electroshock therapy really helped anyone??

Nurse Demon in disguise.

“If you remember, then you know you did the best you could at the time.” Ooohhh, Dean-o.

Dean’s reaction to Cas saying he deserved to die... big ouch on that one.

THE FUCKING TRENCHCOAT THAT DEAN CARRIED AROUND FOR MONTHS.

RIP demon. Killed by Cas.

Sam couldn’t recognize him. :(

“it’s better this way. I’ll be fine.” Cas’ last words to Dean..for now.

“I’m sorry I ever did this to you.” Cas’ last words to Sam...for now.

Cas shifts the burden. Sam is cured.

Poor hon. :(

I know that objectively speaking leaving Cas was the best thing to do...BUT I STILL GET ROYALLY PISSED ABOUT THIS.

“We don't even have friends. All our friends are dead.” WHAT ABOUT THE ONE YOU’RE LEAVING BEHIND??

Welcome, Nurse Meg Masters.