#LoveIsNotTainted

[sunkissedmelanin]

Tainted Energy

How I feel about tainted energy. *smiles* I have no desire to surround myself with people who chose to dwell on what's hurting them whether it be something or someone they don't have to deal with. The attachment thing is so toxic! Ain't that much love in the world, especially if you ain't loving yourself first. Suck it up, write it down, & move on! That's my motto, something I started when I was like in the 2nd or 3rd grade. I'd accept whatever was happening at the time, write it down, & move on... I look back & reflect off all that & it really makes sense of why I am the way I am today. I never vented to anyone just mainly asked my moms questions to get a better understanding on my own aside from that I'd always heal myself when I was a youngster(young star). My mom accepted me for who I was, never changing me & if I had a question she didn't know the answer to she had no problem telling she didn't know & that if I really wanted to know I'd find out on my own! Relationship wise if I'm in a situation where I have to feel some type of way about you where I can't be comfortable or feel free I have a tendency to remove myself by letting it be known or I just simply disappear with no notice unapologetically; your personality determines that approach. Overall, I would much rather build happy memories over sad/miserable memories I can't deal with that junk it alters my mood for the worse on so many levels. I despise feeling like I don't know what's going on or constantly questioning myself why, when EYE KNOW I'm allowing whatever it is to happen to me & I have control over it! The energy of love is not tainted & it's a beautiful feeling, my moms showed me that every single day she was raising me. So, for me to be with or around someone who can't reciprocate the same love I know & feel... I can't deal! People become so attached to love distracted from themselves that they forget what love truly is. Anybody repressing me from who eye am has got to go... Because I radiate love! You want me to be mad but I can't be mad for what, when I can simply walk away? #ADIOS👋.