#Lose Myself in Time
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#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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I. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. I’m okay I’m fine I’m okay I’m fine I’m oka
The fic I'm illustrating and losing my mind about 👉 Mistakes on mistakes until
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#momu fanart#fic fanart#LISTEN.#I DON'T THINK JAZZ IS GONNA DIE.#BUT I THINK HE M I G HT#Like.#I don't even know anymore#something in me tells me that everything will be fine#but! throughout this whole fic my inner voice was absolutely. completely#DRAMATICALLY fucking wrong 90% of the time#so it's not like I can't trust the tropes#I can't even trust myself anymore ahahahah#his 'see you on the other side' YOU SENSE IT TOO RIGHT?? ri g h t?#or Is it me just finally losing the last pieces of my sanity?#both ways - I fucking love this fic#I want to make it into a physical copy for myself once it's finished (despite printer ink costing like an airplane wing in my country lol)
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cursed construction core hi vis bra that came to me in a dream
In the dream I saw it in the window display of a hardware/DIY/trade shop, implying it was meant to be a practical garment designed for actual female constructions workers in a Female Armour level missed-the-brief attempt at gender inclusion
The practical support from the visible underwire combined with the hi vis implying it’s not meant to be worn as an undergarment, I just-
I blame my binge-reading ND Stevenson’s gender comics talking abt masculinity and femininity incl the one abt Victoria’s Secret lingerie yesterday for this monstrosity x’D
#construction core#I am legitimately tempted to make this irl#just like as a commentary art piece on failed attempts at inclusion that completely missed the point#but alas I lack the booba these days to make it for myself so I'll need someone else to fit it to to enable my shenanigans#maybe someday#in the dream I met finnster in the next shop and was like dude you should go buy it for the meme lolll you could wear it on a stream#so uuuhhh- finn if you're reading this (I know you've seen my tumblr before we have video evidence) and you want this I'll make it for you#for manly man construction times#just let me know x'D#to the transmascs reading this: read the linked comics they're highly relatable#you can lose a whole morning to them#like me#have fun
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how to say "I love you" in x-files [113/?] ⤷ 1.13 — “Beyond the Sea”
if I lose him too...
#I’ll never forget the first time I saw this. god he means SO much to her#the thought of losing her mulder right after her dad… baby :(#anyway I kinda hate myself for this one but it had to be done :)#txf ily#em.txf#my gifs#the x files#txfedit#dailytxf#msr#msredit#useremsi#useralf#usernessa#singinprincess#userairi#usernooshin#userveronika#userteresa#poangpals#I want queue believe
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Ooh, you want to know what happens at the gay bar run by ex-pirates, ooh...You'll just have to read Tiger Tiger to find out...
(Inspired by this Disco Elysium comic)
#tiger tiger#remy bonnaire#Arno#jamis arlesi#f slur mention#(Remy is allowed to say it. Jury is still out on Jamis though.)#I love that disco elyisum comic so much. I have it saved in several places so I can find it to show people. I lost it once. Never. Again.#Hard lesson about redrawing/heavily referencing a beloved comic is that you will feel so inferior to its genius.#I did my best but I feel like I didn't hit the high notes I wanted. Such is art!#At the end of the day I have to remind myself that I'm still on a journey and not every piece is going to be my best.#Yeah I'm still on my Tigers propagana train. Toot Toot. All abord or perish to the Tigers.#I hear tigers are running the Olympics this year. That's right. It's tigers all the way down.#Obscure references aside; time to talk tigers spoilers:#I was absolutely losing my mind at Remy taking Jamis to the Starfall. He did *not* expect to be in a gay bar.#Jamis is our beloved bisexual lad but I don't think he's fully in tune with it yet.#How down right unfortunate that he is also the hottest cub in the room. Will he realize? What will he realize? Who Knows!#Thank you to everyone who checked out Tiger Tiger from my recommendations!#And thank you to my fellow Tigers fans for receiving my comics with open arms. Next comic will be about Rat Man.
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i feel like im in a weird demographic when it comes to the percy jackson live action series because of the age i was when i read them. cause i read the lightning thief for the first time when i was in single digits, so percy being twelve seemed appropriately grown up. and then as i got further into the series and into heroes of olympus, percy got older with me, and was always kinda broadly my age or a little older. so like, the movie cast was too old when that happened, because they were way older than me. but now the series cast is actual twelve year olds (or so) and they are so obviously just little babies that im now forced to confront the fact that uhhh percy was in fact a fuckin child when all this started??? exCUSE ME???
#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#boutta fight the gods myself on their behalf how can u look at their lil faces and think yeah im gonna kill them#anyway at least i have a couple months to come to terms with the inevitable passage of time and the skewed perspectives of childhood#before i lose my mind over the tv show in a completely different way
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oh boy 2AM !!!!!!
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#i love how i never. put michael xavier#like ok we get it i think we know who we're looking at#snap sketches#BUT HIIIIII it is 2AM !!!!!!#i got some stuff done early tonight and so i wanted to Indulge#after all the love i gave charles recently i had to shift to erik scribbling for a sec mk its only fair#i think the funnier bit is that while i did intend to do these doodlings at SOME point#i originally just wanted to draft a comic but once i realized i was gonna have erik use his powers a lil in it#i reminded myself i still wanted to Properly figure out how i wanted to draw it. and now we're here#first drawin is just cause i really like that outfit. like its criminal its not actually shown anywhere else jlaejkvej#it IS just his black krakoa outfit sleeveless but i dont wanna hear it a sleeveless outfit can be so special#if i were a weaker man id draw this outfit like. any time i drew krakoa-era erik tbh but i am only slightly better than that#anyway im tired now im all drawn out. you can tell i started losing steam by the time i got to the ref sheet vjaelkjela#good night everyone !!!!!
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actually i never stop thinking about how steve didn’t recognize anyone when he woke up including himself like he’s had this body for what? two years? and all at war? everyone you love is gone and the city you grew up in is gone and when you look in the mirror you’re gone too
#like sorry are you fucking kidding me#it’s SICK#an idiot yaps#like yeah id lose myself in the persona everyone expected and wanted me to be too#lowkey#is this the time to bring up that the tiny shirts make him feel small again#steve rogers
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A scenario that was literally in my head this morning when I woke up: Hajime taking Fuyuhiko to a quiet corner to explain that he’s going to run and draw attention so everyone else can actually start living their lives, and Fuyuhiko being equally disbelieving and furious that Hajime thought they’d actually let him.

If he thinks anyone is letting go then obviously they just need to hold on harder
#an art#fuyuhiko kuzuryu#hajime hinata#Miggy the way I verbally lose it over our samebrain concepts can only be put in tags#Would he be more pissed off (how dare you think so little of everyone (me) as if we (i) would EVER let that go quietly)#Or more shocked (did we (i) not make it clear enough? This whole time you thought you were that expendable?? Did I make you think so??#(Hashtag peko reference. Is it fate to never be able to express how much someone means to you? Is it fate to give your self up for an ideal#Get slapped in the face with LOVE bitch you have a group of the most insane people in the world willing to risk it all for you#Like even before the Everything. These ppl are unwell about you Jimmy. You don't understand how special you are according to the FTE wiki#And ofc. I wouldn't be me if I didn't say.#'There is no life without you yours and mine are irrevocably entwined and if you go i go don't die without me' etc etc#^continued: 'you OBTUSE GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKER DO I HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT FOR YOU I-L-O-V-E-Y--'#the lobotomy is strong but the inferiority complex is stronger#Thank u Miggy u have turned over the soil in which my brainworms reside I'm gonna munch on this a while#I have an apartment to myself (!!!!!!!) and I fully plan on getting super high and focusing on My Boys. As fertiliser for my soil#I love making worm refs hehehehehehehehe#Cereal please (don't) look inside...
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maknae line + gestures of love 🫰🏼💋🫶🏼🌹🤟🏼 happy birthday @jkvjimin! ♡
#jungkook#jungkook*#tae#taehyung*#jimin#jimin*#btsedit#btsgif#dailybts#userpat#underbetelgeuse#trackofthesoul#usersevn#annietrack#usersky#usersan#usermaggie#*gifs#comp#happy birthday darling pat!!!#just a reminder that me and vminkook love you!#i hope you have the best day full of even more love than this bc you deserve it#you put so much of it out into the world yourself that it should only ever come back to you tenfold#i actually made something kinda cohesive?! at least in the first half...feels like it loses its steam a bit after the 10th gif lol#this was only supposed to be 12 gifs but i had more time to keep it going so it ended up being 18 whoops#this is scheduled so i hope it's posting at the proper time (zone ahem)#ALSO at first i arranged this in their age order but i switched jimin and jk's place so it would spell out jk + v + jimin like your url :)#i hope you like this! i'm kinda jealous even tho i made it lol it's quite pretty if i do say so myself#yes i put a heart overlay on the gifs against a white bg to keep the color scheme going..idk i TRIED#p.s. to anyone seeing this and thinking you can't rb it bc it's dedicated to pat for her bday....WRONG! PLEASE REBLOG IT IF YOU LIKE IT! ty
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a bamboozling turn of events
#poor lizzie losing her teammates that many times in oNE session#just a little scribble while chatting to my friend :)#wildlife smp#wildlife spoilers#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady fanart#ldshadowlady#life series#life series smp#trafficblr#traffic smp#traffic life#i would be losing my mind if i were her have stressed out parrot lizzie#scribble#sketch#oh god im rust oh god i know the anatomy on this is awful#i just flipped the canvas gonna sink into the floor#but its fine#*chanting to myself* 100 bad pots before one good pot 100 bad pots before one good pot 100 bad pots before-
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A hat under waters: The finale, time's end.
Last year in febuary, I drew and posted my first concept of this AU, and exactly one year later; here we are!
Thank you so much to everyone who supported this AU, and to everyone who left kind words in the notes. It's been a delight reading through them, and I'm very happy to see that people enjoy seeing the silly things I do! :D
I hope you had fun watching through this little AU of mine, I sure had a blast making it.
Happy birthday a hat under waters, and thank you for watching.
#a hat under waters#ahuw#a hat in time#ahit#ahit au#yart#ahit hat kid#ahit bow kid#ahit mustache girl#I'm not 100% done with the AU yet; I still have some ideas I want to scribble down eventually#but the major parts are all finished!!#one project done; and now time for the next :]#I'm aware most people who followed me for ahuw will likely lose interest in my other work#but for those who'll stay; thank you!! I hope you still have fun watching what I do :D#anyways YAAAAAY!!!! YIPPEE YAHOO!!! I DID IT!!!#I'm pretty proud of myself for sticking through hehe#but for now I'm gonna take a break for a while because. uh#(I look at the timestamp for how long these took to draw and start to sweat)
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4h lecture every day
#vbros#venture bros#the venture brothers#pete white#the monarch#malcom fitzcarraldo#hank venture#triana orpheus#billy quizboy#billy whalen#henchman 21#gary fischer#dean venture#admin draws#fanart#phewwww too many tags i put off posting this for too long#ive got no will to draw rn january is brutal#ive just been watching gmm and sleeping and desperately trying to catch up on my studies#and losing my mind but thats seasonal depression i guess#took some nice walks. nice pictures. too bad i cant risk doxxing myself so youll never see them#but here have more doodles..first time drawing 21 and billy and triana#so thats one new years resolution down#they were all way easier to sraw than i thought. with a reference open on my phone under my desk in class#tried to make triana a more even mix btween orpheus and tatyana. pretty happy with results considering its. a trad drawing#i usually fuck those up#anways watxhed wwdits going to bed snzzzzz
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Artway To Arc 3 #1: Photoshoot!
Commision I did in december for @mistwatchestdp, it was really fun. Getting a rayllum commision added 10 years to my life span, thanks Mist!
Artway To Arc 3 (name idea by kati-corn) will be a TDP drawing challenge where I post weekly until Arc 3 is confirmed, (you can join and use the tag if you want to, no need to be deranged like moi and post weekly tho lol)
#if arc 3 isnt confirmed in july I guess i will keep going and lose my sanity#this drawing was based on a photoshoot with mist and her partner#thank you!!#also the challenge is to help myself and tdp at the same time like thats cool right#artway to arc 3#rayllum#rayla#callum#tdp#the dragon prince#tategaminu art#continue the saga#give us the saga
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Can't any more.
#gonna riot.........stop making kenzaki homeless 2034#i'm BEGGING#kamen rider blade#kenzaki kazuma#aikawa hajime#kamen rider#creeping in through the door: i'm BACK#this took so many drafts aldfkjalkwej i didnt know how to express myself here hah#its sometimes fun to mess around in vertical scroll for comics....... not my preferred format though i'm finding#kenzaki would immediately run as far as possible but.... man!!! was he just living his life? for once?#had it been long enough that peace and happiness had become as mundane as it should be for each one of us?#how long does it take you to afford yourself the luxury of not thinking about what you could lose?#did he and hajime have time to build a home and fill it with junk and form a routine together? did it just disappear? gaggghghhghghhghghg#put him back! put him back!#oh just put me outta my misery already my address is------(jk jk)#kamen rider blade spoilers#kinda?????
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Happy Birthday to Fallen London; My favourite British people beefing it with bats simulator.
#fallen london#ambition: nemesis#mr.cups#the grey mourner#Happy belated birthday to me: I finished my Nemesis ambition. I get to make a fun comic about it. THAT WAS THE DEAL!!!#...Is what I would have said had I not spent *four* days trying to draw a cool dramatic comic. This is all I have to show for it.#I also missed posting this on the Flondon anniversary so I'm double Smad and frustippointed at myself.#This is niche content but I know there are flondoners following me who will understand.#I had to make a second account because all my friends who I played with *also* picked Nemesis and dropped the game at various gates.#I failed every possible check at Knifegate. I was on the verge of madness. And yet I still love this game.#Little known secret about me: over 70% of the blogs I follow on tumblr are flondon rp blogs.#The cool art and character lore brings me a lot of joy!#With that said; what the hell is the coincidence that right as I finish Nemesis -#The flondon community starts a Nemesis Race.#Guys. it’s not worth it. It is a revenge quest about losing everything you have to see your task through.#All to culminate in the discovering that you are beefing it with a fanfiction writing bat.#That said; I do feel like this story was very satisfying for my melancholic doctor.#I knew I would get the choice between sparing or killing my nemesis (the bat) and I had a long time to think it through.#Someone who wants to save lives and (does as much as possible to do make things better for others) choosing against mercy?#Someone who never permitted themselves to let the city truly become a home because they were not a person - they were a tool for grief.#Alright..Yeah the ending was really good.#I will be back with a part two. Clearly I'm tenacious enough to commit to what I started.#If I am not excommunicated on sight by the flondon community I will be back with comics for the other ambitions.
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