#Lilla's fics

[adorablebanite]

There's no smut in this, just sexy bad guys talking about sexy schemes for anyone interested!

My secret indulgence is writing Balthazar because he's so deliciously smug, and uses his skellies to talk shit.

[adorablebanite]

I'm so shameless, I come here every day to look at this post 😅

Here's a little excerpt from the beginning of the fic that goes with the first coloured scene!

Lilla 💚🖤💚 For @adorablebanite

A couple of scenes from the amazing fic:

Awaiting Further Instruction (AO3)

Check it out! It's a lot of fun. I'm currently at chapter 18 and oh man, stuff get’s fun, crazy and wild (in all the best ways). But most importantly, it is so well written!!! I definitely can’t recommend enough!

And a few more doodles of Lilla because honestly? She's the best. I'm in love.

When it comes to this I think this is the best I can do for now xD I really wanna keep working on my art and keep improving but oh boy it’s gonna take a while. Yes, it looks wonky in some places, yes it looks like Gort is wearing jeans (that was an accident), no, he is not hitting Lilla I’m just bad at proportions and poses. But all in all I’m proud I actually finished it and I hope I will get better

Keep in mind I only have 9 markers xD and I bought 3 of them today because I didn’t gave a green color for the emerald dress (the store didn’t have emerald color marker in stock so I kinda improvised xD). So yea, colors are also a little off

Imma peace out have a nice night 🍎

[aurorawinternights]

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!

(of course happy holidays for those who do not celebrate) I wrote a fun little gift fic for @adorablebanite as a thank you for being so awesome to me this year and pay tribute to her stories. with the exception of Valafar and Lucid everyone else is her characters from her own fic Awaiting Further Instruction. Go check that one out its a fun read ^^

[erotica-by-lilla-bell]

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Working Late by Lilla Bell

This story is dedicated to my subscriber, Barefooter. Thank you for inspiring this idea and for all your support—you’re the best! I couldn’t get this one out of my head after your suggestion. Hope it hits the spot.

XOXO,

Lilla

The office is eerily silent at this hour, with nothing but the hum of the air conditioning to fill the void. I’m still in my boss’s chair, the sleek leather sticking slightly to the back of my thighs where my skirt rides up.

My heels are off and tucked beneath his desk as I finish up the final edits on his presentation. He asked me to polish it up before tomorrow morning’s meeting—trusting me to make it perfect, as he always does. 

There’s no one left on the floor, not even the cleaning crew. It’s just me, the faint glow of the computer screen, and the steady ache building between my thighs to keep me company.

All I can think about is my boss, Mr. Carrington. The way his gaze feels like it lingers on my body for just a moment too long sometimes. 

I know he’s married—happily, as far as I can tell—and his wife seems sweet. But it’s not like I want to keep him. Just borrow him a little. 

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[adorablebanite]

Thank you!!! Sorry I'm late! This has been on AO3 for a while, but I'm technically still working on it, so I'm going to say it counts xD

Lilla's first day of secretarial work @ Gortash's Upper City manor ☺️ things were so much simpler back then!

She structured the paper in stacks divided by various categories, often lingering on some of the drawings. They must have been done by Gortash himself; some scribbled in ink with a quill, others sketched with charcoal. A couple diagrams were crumpled and tossed into the rubbish bin next to his desk, and something took over her when she spied them.

Lilla pulled a discarded sketch out of the bin, and laid it out flat on Gortash’s writing desk, smoothing out the wrinkles with her hand. The image was that of some sort of barrel-chested armour, but the waist was too small to fit that of a human…in fact at further glance it perhaps wasn’t armor after all, but some prototype for a clockwork statue. Lines were drawn to various parts of the metal man’s body, pointing to quickly-scribbled comments about each piece of anatomy.

Spoiler - she took the discarded schematics home with her 😅 may not have been a good idea, but she didn't mean any harm! She just liked them :)

I'm bad at tagging but maybe @aurorawintersnight @vestigialpersonality @defira85 @catholic-paladin if you so wish (and haven't already done it!)

SIX SENTENCE WEDNESDAY

thanks for the tag @kaleido-scope-lady

tagging @elinorbard @adorablebanite @dm-dragonpuff and YOU! show off what you've been working on! i wanna see it :3

taken from the upcoming chapter of let sleeping dogs lie!

“You bitch!” he snaps at Karlach, who grins at him like a madwoman. “After everything I’ve done for you, this is how you repay me?” “You took my life from me, Gortash.” Karlach readies herself for another attack, stepping forward into his space. “You took my heart. It was mine!"

rip gortash, you wouldve loved crypto and pyramid schemes

[vanitas-no-carter-fanfics]

fem singer reader, singing for vanitas to make him fall asleep while he rests on readers lap!

I love writing song related fics so I am more than happy to do this!

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(Name) had noticed for some time how tired Vanitas was looking. Clearly he was struggling with sleep and it bothered her greatly that someone she had grown fondly for was suffering. The night was cold and a fog had swept the town with its tick fog and mist. (Name) had Vanitas at her home where he rested on the couch. He laid in her lap as her hands played with his hair. Her fireplace giving warmth as the wood crackled in the background. (Name) could see that Vanitas was trying to fight the fatigue but softly without being prompted she started to hum softly. It was an old song from her homeland and her people. The Spirit Song a song past for generations in an old tongue that was both magical and comforting haunting. the wind of the outside provided a magical sound as her wind chimes moved with a beautiful melodic sound as she transitioned to her native tongue of and old forgotten language.

Vanitas felt his body relax. Her melody lulling him in a comforting slumber. The warmth of the fire, her fingers playing with his hair as her siren spell seemed to take effect. His eyes heavy lidded as he saw the mist and fog outside her window rolling in. If the spirit of the mist could sing a lullaby, how would it sound like? Was this is? Wondering through passed him. It was magical. In truth this lullaby had the intention to give the listener a little glimpse into that mystical realm of the mist, which naturally felt like a bridge between their world and other dimensions.

The mist has always been an inspiration for (Name)'s people who were long forgotten. As the modern world grew further away from nature when these magnificent forces were being to be disappeared.

As she sang images flashed in Vanitas mind; the mist is dancing over the forest lakes in the bright nights, it feel like he was getting to see and experience something that is almost not real in their physical world. It was almost pulling him into something else. Like a calling, a demand to be still and listen, to connect to something deeper within. The lullaby held a touch of the ancient folk tunes long forgotten, a melioidotic sound that was both sad and hopeful. Something about the sound of her voice had him very drawn to it that forced his heavy eyes close. The sorrow, the joy, the light and the dark, the heaviness of being a human, the beauty of being alive. The physical world and the spirit world was merging and it gave him a peaceful comfort.

Her song was about the mist calling in a friend to kind them home. A reminder of how the mist will eventually roll over and the stars home will guide you back. No matter how scared you may be the trees of the forest will comfort you with warmth of the harsh winds and when the northern light begin to dance in the sky over the trees and landscape to celebrate your return home. No matter the obstacle, trust in nature and it will guide you to where you need to be.

As her song ended she saw Vanitas sleeping soundly in her lap. she smiled softly as she listened to his soft breath mixing with the sound of the fire, the win and chimes.

Så lilla vän (Sweet friend) Dimman f��r dig hem igen (The mist will carry you home again) Om du går vilse (If you get lost)

Natten är lång (The night is long) Tusen stjärnors urtidssång (The ancient song of a thousand stars) Dimmorna dansar (The mist is dancing)

Sov lilla vän (Sleep little friend) Skogen vaktar, värmer dig (The forest guards you, and keep you warm) Om du är frusen (If you are cold)

Norrskensljus (Northern lights) Dansar över skog och fjäll (Dancing over the forest and mountains) Brinner i natten (Burning in the night)

Så lilla vän (Sweet friend) Dimman för dig hem igen (The mist will carry you home again) Om du går vilse (If you get lost)

[devirnis]

Hiiii Ali! 🤗 It was so hard to choose but i'll have to go with the bthb trail of blood fic (insert blood drop emoji here which i cannot find for the life of me lmao)

(Ps i hope you'll have fun at pride!🤩)

Hi Lilla! I did have fun at Pride - I miraculously avoided getting sunburned when we were standing around in an open field for like 2 hours waiting for our turn in the parade, but it was good to meet a few new people from the office and their friends :)

A wee snippet for you!

Seeing Evan’s jeep parked in front of his house fills Tommy with far too many butterflies for a man in his forties, but this is the first time since Tommy gave Evan a key to his place that Evan hasn’t texted first to make sure it was okay to come over. You’re allowed to come over whenever you want, Tommy had said the third time Evan had checked with him. That’s why I gave you the key in the first place.

[full-sunnies]

𒀭﹒my sunshines ! ⊹

these arent all my moots, these are just the ones that came over to my page 🤍 feel free to comment if you wanna change your emoji!!

the harem (most of them are writers pls check them out!!)

@itgirlgyu / @elaichoi (nsfw) — chewy my gum 🫧 @itz-yerin — yerin baby ☃️ @hsgwrld (enha) / @chnlez (nct + skz) — my nutmeg 👹 deactivated — mist my love 🐳 @kenk2w — gigi 🍭 @seolboba — koko 🧋 @banggyu0308 / @aduh0308 — mommy ada 🍑💦 @aistarz — ai my sky 😻 @jaehunnyy — my cookie chip 🦄 @subbyjvnnie — raves 🥞

(deactivated) — trixie my yoghurt 🌸

the sweethearts

(deactivated) — big sister minxy 🦋 @takoyari — ate chelsss @cham3li — lilla katten 💎 @wonbie — paris 🥟 @wnfsd — lita bear @ashxxgyu — ashyyy 🥀 @dawniebear — dawnie 🐸 @c0rn3rst0ne — kiera 🍓 @rapmonkive — rm 🐨 @hueningplushie — lilylove @decaf-flamingo — catnip 🦩 @iheartsimjaeyun — libby 🍉 @j0swhiterice — evee 🍚 @fairy-of-sugar — sugar 🪻 @xikerscentral — mel 🪼 @aeins-archive — my sweetheart aein 🩰 @soluvcore — honeybun 🪽 @soobunnii — angel 🐙

the crackheads (but still sweethearts)

@zombiekidwithraggedyfrills — fanny 🍨 @pop-roxs — water ❤️‍🔥 @apple-brees — bree 🐺 @aistarz — ai my sky 😻

writers i look up to (pls read at least one of their fics i promise you wont regret it)

tbh i still dont get why they followed me back 😭

@hangyeomcult — chai 🐈‍⬛ @cathyun — rin bebe ko 🌠 @hoes4hoseok — piper 🐝 @love4heejayke — babi 🌙 @04yangz — mel 💌

anons

😇, 🧸 (where are you i miss you ㅠㅠ), 🍋

tumblr wont let me put more than 30 tags 💔

[novaauster]

HELLOOOO LETS KILL OURSELVES OVER HERINES HARASAEON. evil of you to do this when im hungover i already almost teared up literally just seeing kiva have her own character tag. like those are my babies from my silly little head and people are creating beautiful things for them!!!! insanity. let's go:

"I just needed a plot device in order to make that boy talk about his feelings bc he only does it if he's homicidal or inebriated" another horrible day fighting the hella-rin allegations

"She never touches his skin, only his scalp, only when doing his hair." fuck the hangover i need a DRINKKK

ama. my best worldbuilding addition by far but also my mortal enemy

"Rin wants to venture into the realm of the gods, find which one is responsible for time, and hold a knife to its throat. He’d force it to turn back the hourglass and eat his words. He’d get on his knees before it and tell it that time itself, and every word spoken, and every word unspoken, must bend to the queen." this whole thing is quite literally some of my favourite writing of all time this is insane this is tattooed onto every inch of my skin i preach this from street corners i spray paint it on buses i-

THE WITCH HAS SHORT HAIR? INTERESTING

they're all so formal lmaoooo. down with monarchy but my harasaeons are okay ig

DRAKO AND AKILA MENTIONED IN A FIC INCIDENT 2 DEAD ONE STILL WRITING LETTERS

"He was born as an apology and he lives the life of a paragon. He likes to be responsible." nova your days are numbered. when i catch you

YOU EQUATED KIVA'S INFLUENCE ON THE PROCEDURE TO SUNLIGHT WHAT IF I KILLED MYSELF. AND ALL THE LANGUAGE REGARDING SHADOW/DARKNESS WITH RIN. MY LAST STRAW

"Her hand brushes a strand of hair back behind his ear, and he hears, more than feels, the kiss to the top of his head. “I’ll be right outside, baby-- baby.”" worst day of my fuckass life

KIVA OBEYS. I CANT DO THIS

clean clay is such a fun addition i love that. also love how official you made the practise of witchcraft bc that's EXACTLY what i want from it like it's literally like talking to any other medical professional

"He spends his time in the sunlight of the library, Kidaro napping on the windowsill, with political treatises, historical scrolls, and the occasional epic poem spread out around him like a hurricane, a method to its madness. He enjoys it. He was always a child with his head in the clouds. He does miss music, though. The palace can get quiet" MY BABY MY BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

RIN IS THE OBEDIENT ONE. KIVA OBEYS. DOG MOTIF HARASAEON IS THE BULLET IN THE GUN IM HOLDING

HELPPPPPP MARY IS KINDA GAGGING HIM HERE LMFAO I LOVE HER

HE TOLD HER ABOUT LILLA????? KING PUT THE VODKA DOWNNNNNNNNNN

"Royal blood, good for nothing but animal feed." NOVA. WHEN. I. CATCH. YOU

AND HE CANNOT ASK DRAKO. THEY'RE BROTHERS THEY'RE MAATUI BUT EVEN AFTER ALL THESE YEARS WILLEM IS SOMETHING THEY CANT MAKE PEACE WITH

'would you still love me if I was a worm?' caught me SOO OFF GUARD IM CACKLING I CANT BELIEVE YOU ADDED THAT

"Rin had created a ten-step plan for the event that one of them met the same fate." HES SUCH A NERD I WOULD KILL FOR HIM

memory so bad i actually checked my kuserian dictionary bc i was like 'oooo ghost being translated to death-shadow is cool why dont i remember that' girl....

HAMMARIIIIIIIII. the way even her name made my stomach flip. what if i cried

got too immersed in the procedure and forgot to live react oops

"he would do anything if it meant he was doing it right" "It’s just that a firstborn is a war. A firstborn is a hurricane with a thousand buzzing wings. It is an omen seared into the back of all their necks, it is once-in-a-generation, it is a gift from the gods. And Rin is not one."

DID YOU. DID YO UFCKNING PUT EPIC OF GILGAMESH IN THIS. DIIIIID YOU FUCKING DO THAHFT. HOW LONG IS THE EYE ABLE TO LOOK AT THE SUN FROM THE VERY BEGINNING NOTHING AT ALL HAS LASTED HE'S BEEN DEAD SINCE THE BEGINNING IN THE STORY OF GODS AND KINGS YOU WERE DEAD BEFORE THE INK DRIED

drako's first thought only being to ask 'will you be okay'. frankly i cant take much more. is this how you guys feel when i talk about them because this is AWFUL

"There were myths, in the burnt edges of the kingdom, that said that there were only ever two Harasaeons. The queen and the heiress, switching places in a cycle like night and day. Hammari and Kiva, two stages of the same life, the snake’s egg and the hummingbird. And then, their reincarnations, Lugalia and-- who? The queen is dead. Long live the queen. It is a form of immortality. Rin shattered it." STOP STOP MAKE IT STOP

the philisophical conversation. is love a form of magic. the chasm of his birth. im going to GET YOU

"Please, Ama. You don’t have to love me anymore. Just remember how it felt when you did." THROWING UP BLOOD

that was. im a changed person i need 3-5 business days to think about this i need to call my mum i need to get drunk i need a fantasy witch to cut my tits off

omg hi!!! so true herines harasaeon group suicide girls night <3 and kiva has made her ao3 debut! she's girlbossing she's literally a debutante she is the queen of all time. yeah

-the witch does have short hair! she's from the east (where the monsters are) and yknow I figure that her powers are used for medicine, but if she didn't have all the safety things put in place (no sunlight, careful runes and careful chants) and just went hogwild on a monster she could basically Shigaraki that thing. monster hunting is her side hustle tbh

-the formal speech was fun for me idk. watched too much BBC Victoria with my mom and now I gasp like a gossiping old lady when I write the phrase "You have my permission to withdraw" bc it's SUCH a power-play it's so good.

-my days might be numbered but so are Rin's

-sunlight and shadow motif with nuance is always sm fun. me when characters are bright and carcinogenic. me when characters are invisible, shadows dogging their own steps, silent and beaten-down and elegant all the same. yeah

-“I’ll be right outside, baby-- baby.”" worst day of my fuckass life too tbh, that's the line that really clicked the whole fic in place for me. kiva loves him but not enough to change him. baby boy good luck taking care of yourself. etc

-dog motif harasaeons you will always be famous

-clean clay and also the oldest sigils Mary paints on Rin are cuneiform if that wasn't clear. mesopotamian aesthetic goes hard

-Mary DOES kinda gag Rin lmao. she's literally so Kanut-coded I can't stand her. she's like 'i won't throw hands with a child but i will permanently invert his worldview with some moderately harsh words and also disrespect the queen if it means showing him that there's someone who supports his evolution wholeheartedly'

-he cannot ask drako!!! grief is something the harasaeons can't stand i think. kiva ignores rin like an open would because she grieves him and lilla. willem is given the same treatment

-"would you still love me if i was a worm" is a tonal shift I wasn't sure about but I think it works. something about siblings defaulting to poking fun at each other when they can't stand the truth. their love must go either unspoken or mocked. they can only survive it with a little humor and a little grace

-rin is the nerd of all time and i love him for it

-i'm gonna be so real death-shadow meaning ghost is something i stole wholesale from Mando'a. like the language for star wars mandalorians. but yknow what the concept fucks hard and george lucas doesn't own the literal mistranslations of his peripheral conlangs

-"It’s just that a firstborn is a war." harasaeons when they have to decide between an insane warmongering eldest daughter and literally anyone else

-yes i did put the epic of gilgamesh in there. yes i was browsing Amazon Goodreads for good quotes in the middle of my economics class. dw about it

-drako asking 'will you be okay' IS how we feel when you drop the saddest lore of all time on us unprompted, yeah x

-Lugalia and-- who? The queen is dead. Long live the queen. It is a form of immortality. Rin shattered it." me when Rin ending the cycle could have been construed as a positive ending to the cycle of generational trauma and violence but instead it is a betrayal to his heritage

-"is love a form of magic" is also one of the central lines of the piece. i wanted to show the deep childlike core of Rin's pain. Tell me a story about how it ends where you're still the good guy I'll make pretend cause I hate this story where happiness ends and dies with you I thought good guys get to be happy I'm not happy. etc. you know how it is

tysm!!!!

[4lkaid]

✧ lilla, mid 20s, she/her.

!! this is a *very heavy* nsfw blog !!

i write self indulgent yume fics sometimes.

titles you'll see here:

lovebrush chronicles (for all time) main: alkaid.

what in hell is bad? main: leviathan, amon, andrealphus, michael.

obey me! main: solomon & satan.

nu: carnival main: quincy.

paradox live main: visty, 1nm8, akyr.

[adorablebanite]

I sometimes post smut and evil-guy banter, but I also wrote a tournament when Gort submitted Lilla against her will (long story lol).

It was actually really painful to write because I know nothing about combat, so I had to research a fair amount, and wanted to make it as fun/entertaining as I could 😅 - but in the end I'm glad I forced myself to try it!

Laird is a female duergar, who simultaneously beat the shit out of Lilla, as well as befriended her, lol. Banite relationships are weird like that.

Under the cut!

Warning: *violence and amateur writing*

[adorablebanite]

🥹🫣

This brings me so much joy 🥰🥹😭

I’m about to go on an 8 hour train ride. You know what that means

@adorablebanite let’s fucking goooooooo

[aurorawinternights]

Started: 12/18/2024

Last Updated: 12/18/2024

Total Works: 4

Enver Gortash x Durge x Cambion Tav

Event Fic's

Half-Devil's and Arm's Dealers, Oh My!

The Tragedy in Room 306

Smut

Divine Desire

Gift Fics

Lilla and Destri's Midwinter Ever

Series

The Devil, The Dragon, and The Tyrant

[erotica-by-lilla-bell]

You can also find my stories on Patreon! This story is a WIP that updates twice a week on my 18+ Patreon page, Erotica by Lilla Bell. Join today to unlock the rest of the story and dive into more exclusive content! Explore Every Collection On Erotica By Lilla Bell More Than Friends (Ongoing): (Erotica/FF/WIP) The Professor’s Seduction: (Erotica/FF/Complete) Kelly's Education: (Erotica/MFF/MF/FF/Complete) Cream Dream: (Erotica/Lactation/Hucow/MF/Complete) Relax: (Erotica/FF/Complete) Tabitha: (Erotica/FF/WIP) Miranda: (Erotica/MF/WIP) Stories From The Vault: Short Stories and Custom Content Created for subscribers in The Inner Circle Ebooks: PDF copies of stories and WIP Chapters for The Collector's Vault, The Inner Circle, and The Secret Circle. Audio Collection: Short stories, completed serialized stories, and exclusive WIP chapters in audio form.

[twstgarden]

GOD ILL SAY IT AGAIN I DONT EVEN LIKE LILLA YOU YOU MAKE ME BREAK OUT INTO A SMILE READING HOW YOU WRITE HIM 💞💞

i'm rlly glad u like my writing!! <3 i just realized that lilia has the most fics in this blog ahaha