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ancientdreamkdj · 1 month ago

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can't sleep. My mom woke me banging at my bedroom door at 3 am to curse at me, having an aggression burst. I'm triggered and in anxiety mode since then (its now almost 5 am). I have patients early in the morning to attend to, and a seminar. I feel so tired, yet can't rest. I feel unwell

#thoughts #Vent #She scares me. Really does. She is so cruel and mean for no reason #And when she is in a good mood she goes “come here give me a hug. Why aren't you happy to be affectionate with me???”#Ma'am you just recently flattened a cardboard box with a broom stick and told me that that's what you wanted to do to my head #Seeing the damage to that cardboard box and how enthusiastic you were I would just rather not go near you. Ever.#Not to mention you woke me up just to do that. Knowing I have work in the hospital at 7 am #I wish we could cut off relatives the way you can get divorced and then legally adopt other people as your parents siblings grandparents #Like a remarriage. But for family and platonic bonds. Government approved and all the social rights of family covered #Like these are the people you have to consult about my treatment if I'm at the hospital unconscious #These are the ones that I picked to live with me till death and they're as much or more relevant than the “family” that scarred me

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