#Like I feel this way as myday

[sstarlostt]

its literally such a wonderful time for mydays, letters with notes is out (and so good), theyre doing an 8th anniversary special, a wonpil cover was just posted, both sungjin and dowoon were on dekria, young k event on ssjyp WHERE YOU CAN BUY PACKS WITH R!!!

[day6source]

241124 Wonpil has posted on bubble! 🐰🫧 | trans: @/wonpilsbbl on twitter

➽[audio] ➽i’m quite busy lately🥹 ➽i like to smell the winter air, but i’m a bit upset bcs my nose is stuffy ➽honestly i had a really hard time last december bcs my nose was completely stuffed ➽i have a bit of rhinitis ➽i love winter, thoㅠㅠ ➽don’t worry, i’ll overcome this anyway😊 ➽i have something u have to listen to when we’re talking here! ➽i discovered this recently and it’s so good, i wanted to listen with u ➽let’s start and listen together while i’m sending u bbl, okay~?

➽https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7Q9e35nDzg

➽play the song when i say “start”! ➽get ready❤️ ➽start❤️

➽[audio] ➽i found it through algorithm, but it’s so good ➽i listened to it when i was on the way to the airport to go to Singapore too hehe ➽i’m so thankful for them for arranging the song like this ➽the Singapore concert was so great ofc! it felt surreal since it was our first performance there after 5 years ➽i also heard the news about Gocheok Sky Dome being sold outㅠㅠ😭 ➽i still can’t believe this is real ➽i’m so so grateful, but at the same time, i feel sad thinking about the mydays who can’t come ➽i think i always feel this way ➽since it’s december and it’s cold, we can’t have the concert outdoors. i can’t imagine how cold it must be for the mydays ➽but we’re still listening together, right~?😯 ➽❤️ ➽[audio] ➽Happy is playing~ ➽Happy really feels like the perfect song for the end of the year. i felt that way since i started working on the song ➽i still get emotional when performing Happy ➽it’s a precious song ➽Welcome to The Show is playing now ➽thank you so much for interpreting our songs like this😊 ➽just wait for Gocheok Sky Dome concert❤️ ➽The Present is back this year, like always ➽i’m a bit confused w the chords when practicing tour setlist and december concert setlistㅠㅠ ➽which song chords i’m confused at~? ➽you’re so cute~? ➽do u think i’d fall for that!😘 ➽there’s this special vibe that only happens during our year-end concert, and i really love it ➽should i say that it’s a time that makes me reflect on the past year? ➽i love that i spent all those time with mydays, i’m so happy ➽we’ve had 3 solo concerts in Korea alone ➽once the december concert is over, i feel like we’ve been going through this one year all over ➽and we still have the tour! ➽although this year isn’t over yet and there’s more to come, our mydays have worked hard, really 🥹❤️ ➽i really like mydays, so much ➽you’re the reason why i want to continue to live in this world, really ➽i feel that way too ➽i’m being serious ➽that’s why the tears just come out ➽bcs i’m always thankful and thankful to you ➽(y/n) thank you for talking with me today too❤️ ➽have a nice weekend tomorrow~? ➽(y/n) you have to sleep tight today and don’t think about anything else, okay? ➽(y/n) i’ll be back ➽(y/n) i love you❤️ ➽(y/n) ppyong😘

[barbieslayer08]

Thought I had a handle on life. But like always when things start going to well, the rug got pulled out from under me. It's my own fault. I know it is. I've always managed to fuck up every thing in my life with out fail. Idk why i do it to myself. Probably something a therapist could figure out. But I'm broke as a joke. And now I don't even have a car. No we don't have public transportation either. Taxis are outrageous. $65 to go 3 miles. So now I have 16 hours to find a new car for less then $1000. Or miss the next 2 days of work and have about $1400. But I might lose my job, but I have a chance at a better paying job, but I really, really like my job where I'm at. But I don't really have Lot of time to spend with my son. I don't have enough time to most days. Only 30 mins 4 days a week and all day Friday and Saturday and all morning Sunday and then he either sees him dad or is at the baby sitter. But I get off work at off hours and he gets off work the same time so he picks him up from the sitter and sleeps at night at his house. And I get up and was working myday job doordashing when I can, or running errands. He goes to school in the afternoon. He's only 3. But he goes for 3 hours. I would always pick him up from school. I work at 4. That's all I get. I miss him most days. I just bought a bigger bed so we can both fit and snuggle if he has a bad dream. Kinda hard to snuggle on a twin. But hey! We have our own place! It's a 2 bedroom in section 8. But the neighbors are quiet. And I can walk through every inch of this place and honestly say all of its mine. Not a single stick of furniture belongs to anyone but me. Even the very small amount of decorations. But I hand picked every single one I do have. Even made a few! Sorry this really started with me feeling really lonely. Now I know that it doesn't matter. Either I get a car tomorrow and I keep my job, or I lose it and get better options but it'll mean alot more work. I'd say I'll have the self discipline to keep the new job. Sorry again. Think kinda turned into a life dump. I cried 3 times while typing this. Sorry if anything is miss spelled. If I go back and to read this I'll just end up erasing it instead. But I kinda want thins to just exist somewhere other then just on my heart. And if I trie to talk to my friends about this then just kinda brush it off like ya that sucks, here's a story about something way worse that happened in my life that's gonna make u feel really stupid for being upset about this shit. And I know they don't mean to make me feel that way but it's still happens. And I don't trust therapists. I don't trust anyone who could forcibly make me have a grippy sock vacation but I don't want one. I can't. If I stop for any reason right now it would set me so far back idk if I could make it back. I forced my way up the mountain to where I am now, and I can't alow myself to slide back. Not again. I have to control my adhd. I have to. I can't keep allowing myself to fuck up good thing, and valling victim to bad choices. I need a damn saying. Something that reminds me to keep my shit together. I'd get it tattooed on my arm first chance I could afford it.

I feel better now. I know this will never be read by anyone. I know that. But that's ok. I just wanted to feel like I finally told someone. And for just once that didn't stop half way through to tell me a much sadder story and that they know how I feel. No they don't. They never do. But hey thanks for listening. Thank you for just listening. I feel pretty numb now so I'm going to bed now. Maybe the world will be better tomorrow. Maybe it won't. Can't wait to find out if it's going to be a step up or 6 steps back with a muddy uphill climb in the rain.

#adventuresofdepression #lifedump

#ifeelbetternow #feelfreetodothesame

[xinganhao]

some thoughts and extra content on my how is your youth? mini-series, where booseoksoon are your youth ✦ stories of the past (soonyoung), present (seokmin), and future (seungkwan).

(1) as mentioned, all titles are from day6's remember us : youth part 2. being a carat x myday strikes again lol. the references are very loose/barely there, but this is one of the first albums i think of when i think of the word 'youth'! it also has some of my favorite day6 songs of all time. (:

(2) when the series was but an idea clanging around in my brain, i went to maplegyu for advice. i gave her an inch ('dk is childhood crush coded'), and in turn, she gave me a mile ('a playmate u met for the summer that impacted ur life but never saw again'). when i say maple has helped me come up with some of my best ideas, i mean it. attaching her review here because it gave me so much joy!

(3) i couldn't find the photos that would pull it off, but i wanted seokmin to show off the rings that he still had from reader ): in my imagination, the rings are the plastic, toy type that you win from a gashapon machine/can buy at the cornerstone/et cetera. some visuals -ish:

(3.1) when reader and seokmin start dating, he starts wearing the ring in a necklace. he also never stops calling reader his 'wife' despite protests.

(4) no better place to drop this, but here's a panel that didn't make it into the final smau because of space/pacing issues! would have been towards the ending. (:

(5) i hadn't intended for lorde's ribs to be a recurring theme throughout the work, but it helped me realize that i wanted each of the readers to have internal conflicts (as much as bss might have). it ended up going as follows:

so cool!reader being scared of growing old

121U!reader holding grudges

days gone by!reader moving on from what-could-have-been's

(6) the first rain of may (referred to as unang ulan ng mayo in my country, and agua de mayo in spanish) is viewed as mentioned— something that's supposed to be 'healing'. it felt most appropriate to associate with seokmin, who embodies healing in his own way. 🌻

(7) the idea of focusing on soonyoung's taekwondo history is once again maple's, and the specifics on the rivalry (i.e. lacing up armor, pulling during stretches, racing during suicides) are all from sarangcoups. i felt very strongly about a childhood!soonyoung being a little bit annoying over having a crush— the type who mistakenly believed that bullying = affection.

(8) by this point, i started locking in the idea of each boy representing either the past, present, or future, which is laid out more clearly as follows:

seokmin, who associates reader as his youth which he wants in the present

soonyoung, who carried his past with him and learns from it on the daily

seungkwan, who plans to face the future with the love he received from his youth

(9) i realized belatedly that soonyoung's smau is shorter than the others, which is why i tried to compensate with a longer -ish headcanon format. nonetheless, it was fun to explore his voice both in the texts and the written part. he's still a little obnoxious, but it's endearing. out of all the work in the series, this one feels like the one that's likeliest to get more parts (but don't hold me to it! haha).

(10) up until posting, i was on the fence about whether i should conclude seungkwan's story the way that it ended. that's why i ended up publishing it a couple days off 'schedule', primarily because i had to contemplate whether i was cheating seungkwan out of a 'happy ending' because soonyoung/seokmin got theirs.

and so maybe that's why i feel like i have a soft spot for this particular verse now because it helped me remember something important: romantic love is not the end all be all. a happy ending is still possible without it. how foolish of me to forget that, and how apt is it for me to be reminded with a story of seungkwan when it's something he would very easily tell people in a heartbeat.

(11) the alternate romantic ending would have still featured a similar line wherein seungkwan insists that 'kwannie' belongs to reader, but i pulled it out at the last minute when i realized— 'kwannie' doesn't exist anymore. it's a past version of him, one that the reader has maybe romanticized in her head. so, yes.

high school almost-lover 'kwannie' is reader's, but present-day 'seungkwan' is not.

(12) MOAs might recognize this, but the last line of seungkwan's interview is from a well-known soobin quote. it's something i think of constantly, and i feel like it's also something that seungkwan himself would believe in.

(13) another slide i cut for space reasons (replaced with seungkwan's '27' tweet):

it was posed as a gentle reminder from reader -> seungkwan that, as the lyric goes, life has just begun. it's also a prompt for him to not pick up only on the sad parts of the song/life, when the good lyric/part is in the very next breath.

tl;dr, your youth is whatever you want it to be. whether you are stuck in the past, living in the present, or afraid of the future— know that there is a love that waits, and it will be a good love. i promise you that.

like i always say: this story was mine once, but it's all yours now. ❥ thank you for reading along, and happy bss comeback szn!

how is your youth? 📢 a booseoksoon three-parter.

three independent smaus featuring booseoksoon, who you've had the pleasure of knowing throughout various stages of your life. or: verses where bss are your youth.

ⓘ synopses under the cut. aus will be linked back here once posted. happy bss comeback season, everyone!

do you remember...

so cool ✮ seokmin x reader.

... the kid you pretend-married on the playground? you were only 'spouses' for one summer, but you have the photographic evidence to prove it. it would be nice to know how he's doing, right?

121U ✮ soonyoung x reader.

... the annoying guy from your after-school taekwondo class? you hated his guts. you don't even really care much for the sport anymore; you just want to get back at him for making your life a living hell.

days gone by ✮ seungkwan x reader.

... your first love from high school? sure, you never really dated him, but your feelings were very much valid. whether they've stood the test of time is the real question— and it looks like you're about to to get some answers.

with love, kae ✎ a very special shoutout to the best of the best, @maplegyu, for helping me brainstorm some of these (..◜ᴗ◝..) starting the year with bss, lfg!

all titles are from day6's remember us : youth part 2.

› scroll through all my work ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ my masterlist | @xinganhao

[vireeza09]

2024 Concerts Recap ❤️

Another year of seeing my fave artists. Sure, you can listen to them anytime on Spotify, Youtube, or whatever app you prefer, but nothing beats seeing them perform live. 🥰

January - Coldplay

The year started off good with this great band. My PCD continued for more than a week. 😆I am not a super fan. I only know my favorites, but Coldplay is Coldplay. 😌

Been seeing videos of their tour in Tiktok, and been wanting to be in that crowd. The queue to the ticket selling was sooo crazy, and tickets were so expensive but I just closed my eyes when I confirmed my purchase. Maharl! 🤣 Salamat kay bro na nagpahiram ng CC 😂

First PH Arena experience and I must say, it was sooo draining. Buti kinaya ko nang walang tulog. 🙈 From gv shift, tumbling agad to Bulacan. Had to be there early sa venue kasi baka ma Bruno Mars at wala nang abutan. 😅 Nabunggo sa toll gate ang sinakyan namin, to the long lines for food stalls and cr, naki pila pa nga sa merch for hours, and super crazy line entering the arena na inulan pa kami ng very light - all totally worth it when you get to see them play live. Been to quite a few concerts but the Coldplay magic is really something. Maraming pasabog! 🙌🏻 I definitely want Something Just Like This again! ❤️

Nastress pa nga ako sa mga nasa harap namin na ang tatangkad at ang lilikot! PDA to the max ang mga ferson. Tapos tipong ang ayos na ng angle mo for the video, biglang lilitaw ulo nila sa video mo na nakiki anggulo din 😭 Urgh!

Was supposed to watch on Day 1. And muntik pang walang kasama, but the stars aligned (char! 😂) I’m so glad to have watched it with my dear friend, Biwan Fima! 🥰❤️

February - Rivermaya: The Reunion

Was not supposed to watch them cause I don’t have someone to go with, and the venue is not so giving, though I really want to because we don’t know if there’s another reunion concert, right? Hahaha! Open-ground and so hard to commute. I remember hearing their song Kisapmata while on my way home from work a few weeks before their concert. I even posted it as Myday with a caption, “Rivermaya, cutie.” And lo and behold, got last minute tickets! Pina lalamove pa nga. Pikitmata na lang and trusted the seller and lala driver. Got a sponsor for this. Hihihihi. Thank you! 🥰❤️

Their songs bring back childhood memories too, though I am only familiar with Bamboo and Rico. OPM still hits different. ☺️

April - BLG with We the Kings

Forced my cousin to watch them with me. Hahahaha! BLG is one of my faves, listening to them when I was in college. This is the 2nd time that I’ve been to their concert and the PCD is still crazy. They’re even my top band in Spotify. Hahaha. We the Kings is their oncore band, and though I only know a few of their songs, I still loved their setlist. We were only expecting them to sing around 5 songs, but damn, they sang a lot. It’s like we went to 2 concerts! So sulit!

The section I was on was not that hyped though. Yeah, the section is seated, but come on, people remained seated even when BLG played their top hits? Dedma, even if I am the only one standing in our row, it didn’t stop me from having fun. 🥰

June - Jason Wade and the best of Lifehouse

Another concert with my cousin, though we were seated separately. Kapanahunan namin eh. Hahahaha! It was an acoustic set, and it feels so refreshing because it was held in New Frontier Theater, so it was kind of intimate. Their songs brings back childhood days, too. Jason sang a few new songs, too. This night was somehow different because we were not in a hurry to go to the venue because we booked a room just a block away from NFT. And going home was no hassle booking a grab ride because we just walked back to the hotel. Talk about convenience! 😁 My daughter was with my cousin’s friend while we were at the concert. Next year, she’ll be with me watching concerts. 🥰

August - Secondhand Serenade

Aaaaaah. Another emo band which brings back college memories. I went with a college friend, too! Hahaha! She is not that big of a fan though, but she knows their songs. Another quite intimate night because the venue was in NFT. Can’t help but sing to their songs, though I can say that I am not an emo girlie even before. Not someone you can see with dark clothes, black bracelets, eyeliners, or even emo hairstyle. I just love their songs even if I cannot really relate. Hahahah!

September - David Archuleta

My last concert for 2024. David’s really charming, though he’s not really my super crush way back. More like I was influenced by my friend. Hahaha! Was rooting for him to win AI then, but even though he was not the WMWG that year, (iykyk. hahahah!) he did great creating songs and had a lot of hits. Went solo this time, but I made a friend whom I sold my extra tickets to. 🥰 ‘Twas a fun concert because he really interacted a lot with the audience. He shared his struggle calling off the plans with his ex fiance and telling his mom when he came out gay. Happy for him because he is now doing what he truly love, and being true to his self. It was a great surprise too when he sang with Morisette. He also sang the OPM song Forvermore. 🥰

That’s all for 2024! Though I had my biggest concert TOTGA this year. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. 🥺💔 I was supposed to see them, even had tickets already. But priorities come first. Had a really bad misfortune and dominoed to a lot of things, so I had to sell my tickets for more funds for my daughter’s 7th birthday. I am happy with the outcome though, my daughter was very happy 🥰🥹, and RJA said that they’ll be back soon. So will keep on crossing my fingers so I can watch them then. 😊🤞🏻

2025's line up is more on taking 90s kids back to memory lane. There's The Script, The Corrs, M2M (can't wait for this!), and BLG will be back with Secondhand Serenade and The Click Five! Aaaaaah! Exciting it is! 🥰🫶🏻

[0908exo]

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The concert starts at 6pm, and i didnt notice that up until a week before d-day. Planning to get AL but since my AL dah habis due to going to umrah on the same month.

Besides,you become more mature as your keep thinking like this’takpe la,sbb aku pun mcm dah kurang dgr lagu latest diorang’

But ,theres unexpected things happend. your body showing signs… your soul is still there with them…

On your way going to the venue,your hands and feet become cold and shaking,your breath was unstable. You try to cool them up with going to the washroom first,then get some candies . But you still walk into the hall with a calm mind.

You take a look at the fanproject banner,took a several picture and as soon as the light goes out as the sign that the show will starts,you start crying….

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Sebak,terharu,bangga, you and I been going to much day6 and at last my country been selected as your first stop after seoul for your 3rd world tour.

Mula teringat yg my 1st international travel was thanks to you,at that time im just 21,student and feeling really advanturous and naive, but now i become a better and wiser person thanks to you day6.

I never thought that i will cry and i feel very special on that night as i feel very previledge to enjoy this kind of feeling.

Im very proud of you day6, i wish each one of you a glorious happiness journey for the rest of your life.

Your always fans,

Mydays(SAR)

[evielair]

I went to a date earlier. Namiss ko yung boses na yun. Nagbag o gyud diay sya… well some things stayed the same pero dghan gyd diay nabag o. Gina myday nako nya with my full face tapos aaaa THE ACT OF SERVICE!!!!!!! the gravy, the tray, the water, the spoon thingy was such a cutieeee moments!!! he’s not that clingy type pero atleast nagpapa hawak sya sakin hehe. He lets me hold his arm, his shirt, elbow, back, biceps. Maybe he is not that type of man nga sobra ka sweet or ka showy pero he actually make things soft, at peace, steady, na mafeel nako nga im safe. And for me, it was enough. The way we talked to each other, the way he listens, the way we laugh, the way he says “picture ta” makes my heart 🥹 like sa tanan nakong friends or kauban perme man gd ako ang maunag initiate na mag pic! and ako ang maalaga sa group, bsan group of male akong kauban I still give my acts of service to them. Pero sya? kusa na niya gina sulti or ginahimo sakoa. That softspoken person makes me feel so safe again. He made me feel na deserve sd nako itreat the way I treat other people. ohhhh to be treated this softttttt

[briankang]

i mean using jae isnt a great thing because he did fucked up continously in the twitch app (the j thing being the last drop to a lot of mydays) and yes it is kinda of fucked up but it is to protect him because the whole ive thing and how stray reacted to it too just fucked him up also like they schedule has been f up he could use this time to rest, is it ideal? no but like jyp this time is actually making him take a step back before something bigger happes (as it did w jae tbh w his whole i dont drink thing and fucked up being sober)

ok lemme. clarify. when studio j stopped making jae stream back in the day, it was really only for that one thing, and possibly some other v small things they didn't like. the jaime thing and his comments about sana on that podcast and everything else weird he was doing and everything didn't happen until much closer to when he left the company entirely/actually did leave, which is why he was being such a piece of shit LMFAO. like there'd really not been much of a problem up until then, and tbh, i've seen a handful of his streams from before he left, and they're perfectly fine! jae had a lot more issues going on than twitch streaming and tbh i'm really not here to talk about him, but like. i'm not here to villainize him over smth like this lmfao, esp when he's doing a lot better now

it's moreso frustrating to me that when we were told chans room was stopping, it was meant to be a break bc of their busy schedule (and who knows, maybe it started that way), but not because the company said to stop, and we'd been opperating on that it'd be coming back idk at least sometime this year. chan's room works a LOT differently and has a much different place in stays lives than i think people realize, so to have that pulled and to hear about it through a fucking fan question IS stupid.

we can argue about this all day but i think the company getting involved in fanwars IS stupid, that shit happens all the time on twitter, and tbh would've died out within a couple days. i think it's kinda fucking funny that a vague, non directed comment was taken personally by a fandom, one that wasn't really even that harsh, and was turned into literal death threats and some of the most evil, vile shit i'd read, which is what chan ALWAYS gets from other fandoms. he can be so kind and compassionate and say the best things about ANYONE but the second he says smth NON DIRECTED about his own feelings (which he blamed himself for during that live, i think people forget that. he thought it was a HIM problem. he didn't even BLAME THE JUNIORS HE WAS TALKING ABOUT) he's devil incarnate. but trust that when they need some defense they'll pull out a clip of him praising their faves. fuck off with that shit LMFAO

[fiilovesmatcha]

MEMORIES

".5 tayo guys?" I look behind my shoulders. There they are, being chaotic and messy as always.

"Hoy! tangina mo Carlito Josiah walang sense mga pinagsasabi mong hayop ka" Faye shouting at Josiah. They always do that, fight over stupid things, but why should we complain? these two dummies keeps up the fun and chaotic bond.

"Tumama na kayo, ingay niyo, nakakahiya." Saway ni Kristen sa dalawa. She's always the 'mahiyain' of the group, our baby introvert but has a lot of friends, well, she likes keeping herself with her trusted ones, and she's the eldest among us. But knowing the two? ofcourse they didn't shut up, they keep on bickering as if they're mortal enemies. Well, they really were back in elementary. Sigain kasi 'yang si Faye, but I know she's just putting up that strong facade because of her past, while Josiah was an introvert, parang push over but he's funny, but sadly people used him for his money, good thing he somehow grew out of it.

"Sige punuin niyo lang storage ng phone ko." Kendra sarcastically said. Yung dalawa kasing maingay ayon at namumuno na ng storage. Kendra is the baby of the group, the softy cry baby but can cut you off her life if you're toxic. I personally see her as someone who's smart, everything in the groups thinks she is, and she really is, but I somehow feel deep down that she's pressured to keep up with that comments, and I hope things go the way she wants it to be.

"HAHAHAAHAHA" Atlantis' only response to our chaotic get-together. Don't get it wrong, she's the extrovert, but also likes keeping herself with her trusted ones, I think all of us do, maybe we're just able to identify each's personalities based on the bond we have. Si Atlantis yung tipong puro tawa when she couldn't process na kung anong nangyayari dahil sa dami ng nangyayari. Englisherist 'to, nadugo ilong ko dito minsan.

"Beh! ayusin mo! pang my day ko 'yan." Binalik ni Josiah kay Faye ang phone para mag papicture pa. Josiah.. Our most trusted male friend, our laging kabardagul, laging nag aaya gumala, at ang 'tea dispenser' nang grupo. Dati 'tong introvert na naging shalang extrovert nung nag pandemic. Grabe glow up ni Bhie. GGB much.

"Naneto tapos kanta nanaman sa myday mo say it, mag sawa ka na hoy! Sawa na ako makita kang may katabing bike tapos tugtog say it." Pangaaway ni Faye.

"Atleast pogi."

"Kulang naman sa height." Kendra said and we burst out of laughter.

"Manahimik ka nga BFF." Josiah retorted. Kendra has this someone na BFF daw kuno tapos nag d-date. Kendra just shook her head while smiling.

"Guys! .5 nga!"

Everyone turned to me.

They gathered for the picture, yet someone is missing.

Someone who's very dear to us.

Our Josiah.

"Kung 'andito 'yong si Josiah panigurado naka tingin sa gilid't nakayuko tapos fine-flex nanaman haircut niya." I said, remembering the memories we had with him when he was still alive.

He still is, but only in our hearts and the memories.

[day6source]

241027 Wonpil has posted on bubble! 🐰🫧 | trans: @/wonpilsbbl on twitter

➽haiyo👋 ➽Grand Mint Festival yesterday was so amazing ➽it was so beautiful~? ➽you have no idea how beautiful you look from the stage ➽we had rehearsal on friday and it was a bit chilly, so i was worried that it might be cold for mydays during the stage. were you okay..? ➽bcs the temperature difference was big, so it was a bit hot during the day and chilly in the evening and you might catch a cold ➽a lot of mydays came, so of course i gained a lot of strength ➽i was touched ➽our myday lightbands twinkling was so beautiful ➽we made yet another good memories together☺️ ➽let’s continue to make a lot of happy memories together~?

➽also, i have new info😊 ➽the keyboard that i’ve been waiting for has finally arrived😭 ➽i’ll show you, wait! ➽[images] ➽taraa🤗 ➽this keyboard is called Korg’s Grand Stage X ➽we’ll be together on december concert hehe ➽i’ve waited for so longㅠㅠ ➽i like it so much!!! ➽i want to play it properly asapㅠㅠ ➽i didn’t have time so i only opened it and couldn’t play it properlyㅠㅠ ➽now that the new main keyboard has arrived, i think i’m going to record a new keyboard intro vid! ➽i’m so excited i can’t wait to play it😭 ➽the name…what should i name it, should i just go with 백구(baekgu/white dog)? ➽let’s make a poll after a long time ➽[poll] choose new keyboard name:

ꕤ흰둥이 (hwindoongie/white dog name from crayon sinchan) ꕤ백설기 (baekseolgi/white snow cake) ꕤ백구 (baekgoo/white dog) [WINNER]

➽it’s been a long time hehe ➽21 mins left! ➽it’s so fun😊 ➽drum rolls ➽wait, 필설기 (pil-seolgi/pil rice cake)..? you’re so witty ➽ㅋㅋㅋpil rice cake how about 필구(pil-goo)..? ➽how about a more sophisticated feel like “feel9”…? ➽why are you like this… ➽you’re so unstoppable ➽so baekgu is winning ➽let’s go for the last poll! ➽(poll) “final vote”

ꕤbaekgu ꕤpilseolgi [WINNER]

➽baekgu vs pilseolgi ➽why do i like pilseolgi so much ➽i want to name it the way mydays want 🥹 ➽i like both hehe ➽gosh maybe i should’ve went for pilgu, not baekgu, aigoo ➽okay, this is the final last vote for my keyboard name

ꕤpilgu [WINNER] ꕤhwindoongie ꕤpilseolgi

➽let’s go! ➽i’ll make the final decision based on the poll result! ➽i really didn’t expect the voting would be this intense ➽i’ll go with what mydays want, and what mydays is drawn to ❤️ ➽oh, pilgu is currently leading on the 1st place ➽is the original unbeatable! ➽feel9 [9=구/gu] ㅋㅋㅋㅋ so funny ➽everyone, seems like it’s almost official ➽the new keyboard will be named “pilgu”! ➽thanks for all the support, i’ll be back soon with an introduction video for pilgu 🙇‍♂️ ➽[image] ➽it’s from yesterday! ➽i want to grow my hair a little longer~ ➽not too long, maybe around the length during the Pilmography concert~? ➽i’m thinking of growing it a bit longer hehe ➽thank you for talking with me today too, hope you can finish your day well❤️ ➽tomorrow is monday again, let’s go through this week together~?☺️ ➽(y/n) i’m always sincerely grateful for you and love you❤️ ➽(y/n) sleep tight🌙 ➽(y/n) i love you❤️ ➽(y/n) ppyong😘

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this whole thing is so infuriating

[emojihobi]

This is random but just because an idols group member makes certain jokes abt that idol does NOT mean you have any right to do so, especially if that idol has asked you not to. They are friends/teammates and have a history and mutual understanding. You are not friends, you are a fan. Know your place.

[vireeza09]

2024 Concerts Recap ❤️

Another year of seeing my fave artists. Sure, you can listen to them anytime on Spotify, Youtube, or whatever app you prefer, but nothing beats seeing them perform live. 🥰

January - Coldplay

The year started off good with this great band. My PCD continued for more than a week. 😆I am not a super fan. I only know my favorites, but Coldplay is Coldplay. 😌

Been seeing videos of their tour in Tiktok, and been wanting to be in that crowd. The queue to the ticket selling was sooo crazy, and tickets were so expensive but I just closed my eyes when I confirmed my purchase. Maharl! 🤣 Salamat kay bro na nagpahiram ng CC 😂

First PH Arena experience and I must say, it was sooo draining. Buti kinaya ko nang walang tulog. 🙈 From gv shift, tumbling agad to Bulacan. Had to be there early sa venue kasi baka ma Bruno Mars at wala nang abutan. 😅 Nabunggo sa toll gate ang sinakyan namin, to the long lines for food stalls and cr, naki pila pa nga sa merch for hours, and super crazy line entering the arena na inulan pa kami ng very light - all totally worth it when you get to see them play live. Been to quite a few concerts but the Coldplay magic is really something. Maraming pasabog! 🙌🏻 I definitely want Something Just Like This again! ❤️

Nastress pa nga ako sa mga nasa harap namin na ang tatangkad at ang lilikot! PDA to the max ang mga ferson. Tapos tipong ang ayos na ng angle mo for the video, biglang lilitaw ulo nila sa video mo na nakiki anggulo din 😭 Urgh!

Was supposed to watch on Day 1. And muntik pang walang kasama, but the stars aligned (char! 😂) I’m so glad to have watched it with my dear friend, Biwan Fima! 🥰❤️

February - Rivermaya: The Reunion

Was not supposed to watch them cause I don’t have someone to go with, and the venue is not so giving, though I really want to because we don’t know if there’s another reunion concert, right? Hahaha! Open-ground and so hard to commute. I remember hearing their song Kisapmata while on my way home from work a few weeks before their concert. I even posted it as Myday with a caption, “Rivermaya, cutie.” And lo and behold, got last minute tickets! Pina lalamove pa nga. Pikitmata na lang and trusted the seller and lala driver. Got a sponsor for this. Hihihihi. I’m just glad that he supports the things I love. Thank you! 🥰❤️

Their songs bring back childhood memories too, though I am only familiar with Bamboo and Rico. OPM still hits different. ☺️

April - BLG with We the Kings

Forced my cousin to watch them with me. Hahahaha! BLG is one of my faves, listening to them when I was in college. This is the 2nd time that I’ve been to their concert and the PCD is still crazy. They’re even my top band in Spotify. Hahaha. We the Kings is their oncore band, and though I only know a few of their songs, I still loved their setlist. We were only expecting them to sing around 5 songs, but damn, they sang a lot. It’s like we went to 2 concerts! So sulit!

The section I was on was not that hyped though. Yeah, the section is seated, but come on, people remained seated even when BLG played their top hits? Dedma, even if I am the only one standing in our row, it didn’t stop me from having fun. 🥰

June - Jason Wade and the best of Lifehouse

Another concert with my cousin, though we were seated separately. Kapanahunan namin eh. Hahahaha! It was an acoustic set, and it feels so refreshing because it was held in New Frontier Theater, so it was kind of intimate. Their songs brings back childhood days, too. Jason sang a few new songs, too. This night was somehow different because we were not in a hurry to go to the venue because we booked a room just a block away from NFT. And going home was no hassle booking a grab ride because we just walked back to the hotel. Talk about convenience! 😁 My daughter was with my cousin’s friend while we were at the concert. Next year, she’ll be with me watching concerts. 🥰

August - Secondhand Serenade

Aaaaaah. Another emo band which brings back college memories. I went with a college friend, too! Hahaha! She is not that big of a fan though, but she knows their songs. Another quite intimate night because the venue was in NFT. Can’t help but sing to their songs, though I can say that I am not an emo girlie even before. Not someone you can see with dark clothes, black bracelets, eyeliners, or even emo hairstyle. I just love their songs even if I cannot really relate. Hahahah!

September - David Archuleta

My last concert for 2024. David’s really charming, though he’s not really my super crush way back. More like I was influenced by my friend. Hahaha! Was rooting for him to win AI then, but even though he was not the WMWG that year, (iykyk. hahahah!) he did great creating songs and had a lot of hits. Went solo this time, but I made a friend whom I sold my extra tickets to. 🥰 ‘Twas a fun concert because he really interacted a lot with the audience. He shared his struggle calling off the plans with his ex fiance and telling his mom when he came out gay. Happy for him because he is now doing what he truly love, and being true to his self. It was a great surprise too when he sang with Morisette. He also sang the OPM song Forvermore. 🥰

That’s all for 2024! Though I had my biggest concert TOTGA this year. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. 🥺💔 I was supposed to see them, even had tickets already. But priorities come first. Had a really bad misfortune and dominoed to a lot of things, so I had to sell my tickets for more funds for my daughter’s 7th birthday. I am happy with the outcome though, my daughter was very happy 🥰🥹, and RJA said that they’ll be back soon. So will keep on crossing my fingers so I can watch them then. 😊🤞🏻

2025's line up is more on taking 90s kids back to memory lane. There's The Script, The Corrs, M2M (can't wait for this!), and BLG will be back with Secondhand Serenade and The Click Five! Aaaaaah! Exciting it is! 🥰🫶🏻

[etherealyoungk]

hello!! i wanted to say i love your writing omg im also a myday and a carat so i really enjoy your content!!! i was wondering if i could request a small drabble if that's ok!: how do you think dino would confess to his crush:00 do you think he'd be bold and try to win them over or do you think he'd be a bit more shy? also if this has been requested already IM SO SORRY KSRHKDFJKkdkd but ya i hope youre having a good day whenever you read this!

omg hello fellow myday and carat! tysm, it makes me so happy that you enjoy my content and writing <3 and this request is so cute ahh!

dino would be 50/50 if he had a crush on someone - like he'd want to look cool in front of her and impress her, but he'd also be a little bit clumsy around her, maybe bumping into things, looking at her and getting caught too. he'd look away in shyness, as a blush creeped up his cheeks.

he'd find himself staring at you as soon as you enter the room, and he'd stop in the middle of a sentence if he, even so glanced at you. and when he found himself thinking about you, he'd have a stupid silly smile on his face.

"geez, why don't you confess to her already", hoshi says, disappointed he hasn't done it yet.

"i will", dino reassures. "when? when she finally gets a boyfriend? i heard some other guy also has a crush on her, what if he asks her out, you'll lose your chance, don't come crying to me then", hoshi says, crossing his arms, looking at dino.

that night, dino ends up staying up late, thinking about what hoshi said. "i need to shoot my shot, the worst that will happen is i'll get rejected, but not trying and regretting will be even worse", he thinks to himself.

he'd be a mess the next day, keen on trying to win you over. he'd leave you your favorite drink on your table with a small note. when you glance at him, he'd give you a small wink. over the next few days, he'd find any excuse to make a conversation or small talk with you. that weekend, everyone had left and you just were heading out when you stopped at the exit, only to see the rain pouring down. you signed, thinking about how you ignored your friend's advice to bring an umbrella. you just stood there at the exit, watching the rain fall - it was peaceful in a way.

"you want to share my umbrella?", you hear a voice ask you and you turn around to see dino walking up to you. "we can share, my umbrella is big enough", he adds, observing you carefully with a small hopeful smile. you thought about it for a second, just to tease him and when you say yes, he bursts into a shy smile, trying not to make it too obvious about how happy he was.

you guys walk under the umbrella, dino holding it for both of you, but mostly for you, one side of his shoulder getting wet from the rain. you notice this and step in closer to move, adjusting his hand so it's shielding you both. and he swears his heart flutters when you put your hand over his for that moment. he gulps, nervous. you guys talk about a few things. after the drops you at the bus stop, the rain has stopped.

"thank you for sharing your umbrella and walking me here", you say, giving him a smile. "of course, no worries, anytime", he replies, hoping the red in his cheeks isn't visible. he waits with you till your bus comes, and he's having a war inside - should he ask now? will she find me weird? should i just do it? and by the time he's thought about all this, your bus arrives. you get, bidding him goodbye with a small wave, and you're just about to get in the bus when he stops you.

"wait", he says urgently. "i...i don't know if you've noticed, but i like you...a lot", he says, making you blink at him. "and i just wanted you to know otherwise i might regret not telling you how i feel", he adds, his chest rising and fall, nervous. he waits for your answer. "i know...i've noticed, she says and that goes straight to his heart, making him smile. so she did notice. "do you want to maybe grab a coffee tomorrow?", he asks, waiting for your answer. "sure, i'd love to", she replies, making him sigh in relief. "see you tomorrow then!", he says, rubbing the back of his neck. "you're cute", you say with a smile before getting on the bus. he watches as your bus leaves, putting a hand to his heart and jumping up and down cutely.

[chrisbangs]

Hi Pals! 🌙🖤🐺

I honestly hadn’t planned this, so if this seems rushed and dizzy, I apologize in advance! But I just had to share my love for all of you openly and give you all a lil extra love! 

I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for everyone who’s followed me, messaged me, become my friend, supported me, cared about me- seriously, this year was insane to me and if you ever reached out to me and were kind to me, just know it meant the world to me. Thank you for 10K followers, thank you for supporting my biggest birthday countdown that I ever did, thank you for always being kind and supporting my subpar gifs. There is nothing but gratitude within me towards every one of you. 2021 was not an easy year by any measure, so to everyone who stuck by me and cheered me on, I hope you know how much every moment meant. Thank you. 

Happy New Year to all my mutuals, followers, and people I follow! I hope that 2022 greets us all with warmth and we’re able to achieve all the things we want for the coming year! 

With all my love, Li 🌙🖤🐺

 @1eeknows // @1zone // @ambivartence // @banghans // @binsuns // @blueprintskz // @ciaozhan // @foxinys // @huiracha 🌙 // @hyeongjunz 🌙 // @hyunj-n // @hyunjinify // @hyunjins // @hyunjinz // @hyunlixc // @hyunnie // @hyunpic 🌙 // @innielove // @inracha // @jaehyungs 🌙 // @jeonginsyang // @ji-sungs // @jizung // @johfam // @leenow // @levhanter // @luvknow // @masturbait // @minhos // @minhou // @moonlit-han // @mydays // @nevoono // @quokki // @realstraykids // @saintmilky // @seo-changbinnies // @seo-trashbins // @seungs // @seungknow 🌙 // @seunglixes // @seungminhos 🌙 // @seungrachas // @strayfeli // @strayhags // @skzflix // @uayv // @yangjeongin

And, if I forgot anyone I’m so sorry! I’m kinda tired but I love you I promise I’m just dumb. Also I left off quite a few mutuals who’ve since left stayblr or are basically inactive at this point, but all of you are so dear to me, don’t forget that. 

(If there’s a lil 🌙 by your name, I left a little extra message for you under the cut! Sorry I couldn’t do this for everyone, I am not really in the mental place to be leaving long emotional sappy messages for everyone- but please know I love all of you so much and am grateful for the things you bring to my dash!)

@huiracha​: Hi Marie! As always, thank you for being the warmest and most supportive. You’re always cheering me on and being the kindest person. I know we finally got to talk again recently, and it makes me so so so happy, you have no idea. You’re one of my fav CCs on here since forever and I doubt it will ever change. I love you so much and am so grateful for you in my life. Thank you for being such a wonderful, amazing, lovely person. 

@hyeongjunz​: Carly... You already know I’m gonna cry while writing this so please prepare to cry WITH me... wfoainfeoiwa....... This year was probably one of the WORST of my life, and yet somehow I also managed to meet one of my closest friends too- you! I cannot believe it’s almost been a whole ass year since we started talking with each other now and :-( like... Wow?? We’ve just kinda come a long way together! I’m so glad that we can chat about anything and everything and that I’m just so lucky to have you as a friend and a part of my life. Thank you for always being the best and making me laugh and chatting with me about anything and everything. You were really there for me through so many things this year and I’m just really so lucky to know you. 

@hyunpic​: MY VILMA!!! Hello lovebug! I hope you know how much I love you. You literally brighten any day when you message me and you make me feel so warm and fuzzy and happy inside. You’re one of the warmest brightest souls I’ve ever had the luck of meeting and I’m so glad I can call you my friend. Your love for Hyun makes me smile and feel so happy and full of love too... It’s literally infectious how cute and warm and good it is... I love you so much and hope that we can talk more often in 2022! I’m so grateful to all the times you’ve supported me and encouraged me- you’re the loveliest human ever and I’m really just so lucky to be your pal... Thank you for the warmest friendship and for the best feelings. 

@jaehyungs​: Miss Sara... Who would’ve known... My embarrassed and lame attempt at becoming your pal would work and now we are just Best Friends... Like I never expected us to get as close as we have- and yet I am SO insanely grateful that we are... You’ve brought warmth, laughter, softness, (a wedding), and so much more into my life. I’ve never really had any close myday friends, so the fact that you’re basically one of the first... It meant a lot to me... I finally had someone I could cheese with over one of my all time favourite groups... It’s not only that though- you also liked the same kinds of songs as me and you feel similarly about things that I do... And to me, that is insanely meaningful... I’m so so SO glad that I worked up the courage to message you about EOD’s beyond live because it literally changed my life and brought me one of my closest and safest and warmest friendships I’ve ever gotten to experience... I love you so much Sara. Thank you for everything... Let’s try to make the best of all the craziness right now... 

@seungknow​: Kep! Hello my pal! I had to write you a quick little thank you here. You have without doubt been one of the people who cheered me on countless amounts of times throughout this year. Everytime you message me and we chat you bring a smile to my face. You said something very, very meaningful to me during one of our chats when I was really down about school and it’s the first time anyone had ever understood my feelings about that subject... It meant the world to me that you heard what I had to say and actually really understood... I will always be grateful towards you for everyhing you do and say and just for being such a warm friend. Thank you! 

@seungminhos​: Hi babie... What even can I say at this point? As if I haven’t already said it all before to you... I know this year really wasn’t great for either of us but I am crossing my fingers and hoping upon every star that 2022 brings something better and warmer our way... At least we’re employed FNOAIWFNOWAI................ But fr... I am incredibly grateful for you and for your friendship and love and kindness and patience. You are always going to be my favourite person and I hope you know how unending my love for you is. Meeting you in person FINALLY was so crazy was probably my highlight of this awful year... It felt so great to just give you the biggest hug and see you and talk to you?? Like... That was so crazy to me- I am so glad that it finally happened. I love you so much and hope that you know how important you are to me. Thank you for putting up with everything and for making me feel like I will always have a home to go to.. You are the best person and if possible, an even better friend. I love you so much, thank you always.