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biglisbonnews · 2 years ago
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Halsey Makes Her Runway Show Debut at Paris Fashion Week Singer? Yes. Runway model? We’re getting there! Halsey made her catwalk debut, and it was wild.On Thursday in Paris, Halsey closed designer Vincent Garnier Pressiat’s Fall 2023 show at the nightclub Le Carmen. She sported a sheer leopard print bodysuit and long skirt with a bold smokey eye and her freshly dyed platinum blonde locks in a headscarf. It was giving Mary-Kate Olsen in Beastly.Related | Halsey Is Coming Through Loud and QueerThe day before the show, Halsey teased fans that something exciting was brewing. She posted a photo on Instagram with a caption “let the games begin. PFW.” Halsey has been a regular at Fashion Week before, attending shows by Chanel, Tom Ford and the late Vivienne Westwood. She’d also performed at the 2018 Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show and the 2019 Savage X Fenty show. Now, she’s checked every box."I walked PFW for the first time today with @pressiat_ and it was terrifying and amazing!!!!" she wrote on Instagram. "Thank you Vincent for having me, and congratulations to you and team on such a stunning collection and iconic show! Special thanks to @lynalyson_ and blonde slay by @themartyharper and pics by @samdameshek." \u201cHalsey walking for Pressiat FW23 at Paris Fashion Week\u201d — Halsey Updates (@Halsey Updates) 1677619920 Pressiat has referred to Halsey as his “muse.” The pair has worked together before with Halsey wearing his designs to the 2022 Grammys.Photos via Getty https://www.papermag.com/halsey-runway-show-paris-2659486133.html
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outlawssweetheart · 11 months ago
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When a character I love becomes popular (or more popular), I'm like "gold rush" by Taylor Swift.
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sweetbans29 · 3 months ago
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Pairing: Caitlin Clark x Reader
Summary: Carrying a lot of baggage, Caitlin's patience shows you there is hope (based on THIS request)
Warnings: Caitlin with kids (yes in my mind this is a warning)
Word Count: 4.7k
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AN: Our girl is too cute when it comes to kids...tell me I'm wrong. This is also set in like 2027...
"Mommy! Come on, Mommy!" Carson yells as he is dragging you through a crowd of people trying to get to the front of the crowd. The grip you have on his hand is frightening, you could feel his little hand begin to slip out of yours.
"Baby, slow down," you say in a rush as your heart begins to race. His hand completely leaves yours as you begin to panic.
"Carson!" You yell pushing past people. You can feel your throat closing as more seconds pass without Carson by your side. You mutter 'excuse me' as you continue to make your way up to the railing. When you reach the railing, Carson is nowhere to be seen.
You eyes frantically scan the crowd, looking for you little boy. When your eyes land on his curly hair you feel your whole body ease. You watch as he turns around and looks at to ground as you approach him.
Running up to him and sweeping him into your arms, you finally are able to breath.
"Sweetie, you can't run away like that," you say as his arms come to wrap around his neck. "Are you okay? You scared me baby." You are too caught up in the moment to see who is standing in front of you.
"I'm sorry Mommy," you little boy says. "But look!" Carson yells as he swings and points at someone. You are still too caught up in making sure he is truly okay. The time you were away from him wasn't enough for something to happen but your mind went to the worst case scenario.
"I would have made sure he got back to you," a voice says and your eyes finally meet.
You stand there speechless as the Fever guard looks at you with a soft smile.
"It's Clarky!" Carson yells in excitement. Caitlin smiles at the nickname coming from the little boy.
"I'm Caitlin," she says as she extends a hand. It is extended for an awkward amount of time before your hand meets her. You laugh at the fact that she introduces herself when the whole arena knows exactly who she is. You introduce yourself and then Carson.
Caitlin's only thought is how soft your hands are. She hears her name being called by Lyss as they are about to be called out.
"Well, it was nice meeting you Caitlin. Good luck," you say.
"Go Clarky!" Carson yells, causing Caitlin to give off a goofy grin. As she walks back to the court she can't help but look back where you were standing. She sees you walking back to your seat, making note of where you were heading, and sees Carson waving at her. Caitlin offers the little boy a wave as his head drops to your shoulder.
Caitlin doesn't know why but her heart swells. She turns away smiling once again as she thinks about how Clarky might be her favorite nickname.
The game is the most exciting of the season yet. You watch as Caitlin and Aliyah lead the Fever to another win in Gainbridge. Carson, like every game, having the time of his life. After the team secures the dub, Carson is asking if he can go back down to the railing.
"You already got her autograph baby," you tell him.
"I wanna give Claky a high-five," Carson says. You lean over to him and adjust his glasses that are slightly crooked and smile at him. How could you say no to his cute little face.
"Okay, but you are staying right by my side," you say as you lead Carson down to the railing next to the team's tunnel.
You put Carson right in front of you as your legs box him in against the railing. He sticks his little arm out and you see his hand rotate back and forth as he waits for the team to walk past. You can't help but smile at your boy as the team begins to walk by.
Lexie is the first to give him a high-five, then followed by KLS. One by one the Fever team heads back, Caitlin being one of the last to make her way through the tunnel.
Caitlin is typically one of the first people back to the locker but she took her time on the court greeting people and secretly scanning the crowd. She takes time looking at the section she saw you make your way back to only to come up empty handed.
When she finally decides to give up, she makes her way back when she stops to sign a few more autographs. Rarely looking up as she makes her way down the line. That is until she is met with a little hand and a familiar nickname.
"Clarky!" Carson yells with a smile that could turn anyones bad day into a good one.
"Carson!" Caitlin yells in equal excitement.
"Mommy! Clarky knows me name," Carson says with pure excitement. You look down at him and rustle his hair.
"She does sweetie," you say.
Caitlin turns to her security and whispers something to them and they give her a nod.
"Hey Carson, how would you like to come and meet the Fever team?" Caitlin says and then looks up at you. "But only if Mommy is okay with that."
Hearing Caitlin refer to you as Mommy has more of an affect on you than you ever realized it would. You know it is completely innocent, but you feel your cheeks heat up.
"Mommy, can I? Can I?" Carson is jumping up and down and pulling at the bottom of your shirt.
"And you would be there too, of course," Caitlin says, her eyes meeting yours. You keep the contact for a second - everything else falling away and you know you are in trouble. You slowly nod and before you know it security is leading you through the tunnel.
Carson's hand is in yours as he swings your connected arms in excitement. Caitlin wants to get in on the action but doesn't want to overstep. That is until Carson's free hand comes and grabs Caitlin's, starting to swing the newly connected pair.
Caitlin can't help but smile as she lets Carson swing away. The trio walks into the locker room and Carson's eyes light up.
"Team, we have some visitors," Caitlin says. Lexie is the first to come up and introduce herself. The team come up one by one saying hi and having little conversations with Carson. You watch as Carson is on cloud nine.
While you are watching Carson, Caitlin is watching you. She watches how you smile any time Carson smiles. She watches how you are never more than an arms length from the little guy. She watches as your hands run through his curls and she wonders what it would be like to have such soft hands run through her own hair.
"Okay baby, I think we should let the team get to their meeting. Can you say thank you to everyone?" You tell Carson and he lets out a giant 'thank you'. In the few minutes you have been there, the whole team has fallen in love with Carson and his quirky personality. He balances the quirkiness and sweetness well.
"I'll walk you out," Caitlin says, not wanting your time to be up just yet.
The three of you walk out and she stops right before heading back out to the court.
"Thank you for this, it was not necessary but I know you have made Carson's whole year," you say to Cait. She smiles at the thought.
"Of course, I love getting to do things like this," Caitlin says as she watches Carson look at the basketball the team had signed and given him. "You have a special one there."
You smile at Caitlin's words, a fact you knew since the day he was born.
"I know, don't know what I did to deserve him," you say looking at Carson with so much love in your eyes.
Caitlin takes the moment to look at you, she feels like she could look at you forever. She looks down but doesn't see a ring on your left hand and decides to be bold.
"I'd like to see you again," Caitlin says, eyes now back to yours.
"Well we are season pass holders, so I am sure Carson will be looking to give you another high-five," you say with a little laugh, thinking back to how a high-five led to meeting the whole team.
"I don't mean at a game," Caitlin says, hoping you would take the hint.
You look at her, head tilting a little but then realizing what she was was saying.
You let out a nervous laugh.
"Just think about it," Caitlin says as she hands you a little piece of paper with her number on it. You hesitate but end up taking it.
Before you can say anything, Carson comes running to hug Caitlin's legs.
Caitlin leans down and gives your boy a real hug.
You say your final thank yous and goodbyes before parting ways.
That night, after putting Carson down, you lay in bed looking at the piece of paper. Your phone is next to you but you haven't moved to pick it up. You just stare at the 10 digits. It was a bad idea. Thinking back to your last relationship and the fact that you are no longer thinking just for yourself, decided it was a bad idea. You put the piece of paper on your side table along with your phone and get some much needed sleep.
You can't take Carson to the next few Fever games which you feel bad about but have plans to go to the next one in a few days.
You have the day off and decide to take Carson to the park. You are watching him on the playground when you feel someone come up and take a seat next to you. You give a quick glance then turn your gaze back to Carson. It isn't until a moment after that you realize it is a familiar face.
"Hi there," a smiling Caitlin Clark says.
"Hi," you say with a polite smile.
"You never called," she says, her eyes never leaving yours.
You turn to get eyes on Carson and also to ease the tension Caitlin is so clearly bringing into the conversation.
"You told me to think about it and I did," you say remembering your thoughts.
"And you didn't call," Caitlin says, trying to hide her disappointment.
"Well, even though I didn't call, you got your wish," you say with a little smile. A smile makes its way to Caitlin and she nods.
"I did," Caitlin says. "And I am glad considering you didn't call."
You roll your eyes as you see Carson run over.
"Clarky!" Carson yells as he practically throws himself at Caitlin.
"Hey little man!" Caitlin says matching his energy.
You sit there and watch as Carson tells Cait all about his imaginary world that he build while being at the park. Before you know it, he is running back to the slides and it is you and Caitlin alone again.
"Carson really likes you," you say to Caitlin as Carson waves back to the two of you, knowing he is really just waving at Cait.
"I like him, he is a sweetheart," she says. "How old is he?"
"He's 5," you say looking at your little boy.
"And how long have you and his dad been together?" Caitlin asks boldly. She doesn't know what it is about you but she has now made several bold moves with you.
"Wouldn't you like to know?" You say teasing the girl.
"I would, that's why I asked," she says with a little laugh. You like her laugh.
"Carson's dad and I are not together, haven't been since before Carson made his debut," you say.
"Oh, I'm sorry," she says and you shrug.
"What happened?" Caitlin's curiosity getting the better of her.
Before you can answer, Carson is running over telling you he is hungry. Caitlin sees your time coming to an end. She helps as you pack up your stuff.
"It was great seeing you," you tell Caitlin.
"Can Clarky come to lunch with us?" Carson asks. Caitlin gives you a look, waiting to follow your lead.
"Oh Sweetie, I don't think today is a good day," you say and Caitlin hides her disappointment well.
"Next time?" Carson asks.
"Maybe next time baby," you tell him as you ruffle his hair. He nods with a smile.
You look over at Caitlin.
"When do I get to see you again?" Caitlin asks.
"You are a persistent little thing," you say but give the girl props.
"It's all Carson," she says.
"And to think I thought you wanted to see me," you tease.
Caitlin liking the light flirting going on between the two of you, reaches up and brushes a strand of hair that the wind blew across your face. You freeze as she fixes it, then brushes her thumb across your cheek.
"We will be at the game this weekend," you say and Caitlin smiles.
"Another chance for me to ask you out," she says. You shake your head with a little laugh.
"Bye Caitlin," you say as you and Carson make your way home.
"Bye Clarky!" Carson yells with an adorable wave.
"Bye little man!" Caitlin waves back.
"Mommy! Clarky called me lit-tle man," Carson says to you with a giant smile.
Caitlin hears Carson's remark and can't help but watch you until you are out of sight. She makes her way back to her apartment and opens up IG. She heads to her recent search history and clicks on your profile. She scrolls through the photos and clicks on a photo of you and Carson laughing. She looks at how much joy each of you holds and only hopes to be apart of that in the future.
Saturday rolls around and the Fever are back in Gainbridge. You decide to take Carson to the game early to watch the team warm up. You are surprised as each member of the team comes up to give Carson a high-five and say hi to him.
Caitlin comes over and messes up Carson's hair.
"Little man! How would you like to come out onto the court?" Caitlin asks and Carson lights up brighter than a Christmas tree. He nods his head with speed. Caitlin looks at you for approval and you nod. She lifts Carson over the handrail and takes his hand as they jog over to the court.
You watch as Caitlin passes him a ball which he begins to dribble in a circle. She helps him with his form and tells him to pass it to her. Carson throws the ball at Caitlin and she puts it up, draining a three. Carson runs around cheering and you take you phone out to record the moment.
You watch as Caitlin is practically perfect with Carson and it makes you question why you are still hesitant to let Caitlin into your life.
Caitlin brings Carson back over, leaning on the rail after passing Carson back to you. He sit in his seat as you give him an apple sauce.
"That was very sweet," you say.
"You'll have to send me that video," Caitlin says, happy you will finally have a reason to use the number she gave you.
"Okay Clark," you say and she holds her hand up.
"It is Clarky to you," she says with a smile. You return the smile.
"Okay, Clarky," you say. "If you put up 30 points this game, I'll do you one better."
She quirks her eyebrow, intrigued by your proposal.
"Put up 30 and I'll use your number to set up dinner," you say and Caitlin lights up.
"A date?" Caitlin asks with a wide smile on her face.
"Dinner," you clarify, still hesitant but willing.
"Deal, I will take what I can get," she says. You extend your hand to shake on it and Caitlin meets you half way. Her thumb rubbing the soft skin of your hand before letting it go.
Caitlin returns to the court and the game begins. She has 11 in the first quarter and you can see the work she is putting in. You would like to think you played a little part in her dominant start but don't get your hopes up.
Caitlin has her 30 points in the third and you sit in the fact that you are going to be scheduling dinner with the all-star.
The game ends with the Fever win. You don't wait around at the end of the game due to both your hunger and Carson's. Caitlin looks everywhere for the two of you but never finds you - she would be lying if she said she wasn't disappointed.
It is later that evening when Caitlin hears her phone go off.
[Unknown number: Looks like I owe you dinner]
[Clarky: Looks like you do]
[Clarky: What did you have in mind?]
[Carson's Mom: Do you have plans tomorrow?]
[Clarky: I'm all yours]
You send a time and address. When that time rolls around Caitlin is knocking on your door.
She had actually arrived about 15 minutes ago but sat in her car when she realized she would be having dinner at your house. Part of her was glad that you had chosen a private place to have dinner, so private in fact that the typical wave of anxiousness that she felt about leaked media went flying out the window. But the other part of her was nervous, she hasn't dated anyone since her rookie year.
Once the door opens, Caitlin is met with what at first glance seems like no one.
"Clarky!" Carson yells as he immediately hugs her legs.
"Hi," she says with a little laugh and rubs his back.
"You got me flowers???" He says with pure joy. Caitlin looks at the flowers in her hands and nods. As much as she was hoping you would be answering the door, her heart couldn't help but swell at seeing the excitement on Carson's face.
"I did," she says and she hands him the flowers. Carson runs back to what she imagines to be the kitchen yelling 'mommy' several times. Caitlin closes the door and follows.
When Caitlin sees you in the kitchen, she feels like she could fall in love with you.
"Caitlin!" You say with just as much excitement as Carson did when he answered the door.
Yes, Caitlin is indeed falling in love with you.
"Mommy, Clarky got me flowers." Carson says, showing her the bouquet.
"Wow, those are beautiful. I wish someone got me flowers like that," you say. Caitlin holds back her comment of how she chose this specific bouquet because when she saw it, it reminded her of your smile and the joy it brings her.
"Don't worry Mommy, we can share," Carson says as he hands you the bouquet.
"Thank you baby," you say and them in a vase with water.
Caitlin looks around and by the looks of it, there hasn't been much cooking yet.
"So, Caitlin, have you ever made pasta before?" You ask, setting the the vase down on the table.
"I have not, but I have a feeling I am going to tonight," she says playfully.
"You would be correct," you say and hand her an apron.
The three of you spend the night making pasta and enjoying each others company. You show Caitlin how homemade pasta isn't too hard to make and Carson shows her how good he is a kneading the dough. You through a sauce together as Caitlin and Carson watch over the pasta and set the table. Dinner itself was delicious and the three of you sat around the table laughing and talking about all of Carson's favorite things. When it is time for you to put Carson down, he gives Caitlin a big hug and whispers something in her ear. It causes Cait to smile and whisper something back to him before you swoop him up and take him away.
As you are tucking him in, you ask him what he said to Caitlin.
"I told her I wish we could do this forever," Carson days with a tired smile. "I like having Clarky around, she is funny." Carson then rolls over and your rub his back as she drifts to sleep.
As you sit there rubbing Carson's back, you can't help but think about what it would be like if this was the normal. It has been so long since you have done life with someone other than Carson and you were terrified of changing that. Even in your fear, Caitlin has showed you no reason not to trust her but then again so did Carson's dad.
You head back to the kitchen to see Caitlin drying dishes.
"You didn't have to do that," you say taking a stack of plates and putting them away.
"It's a rule of thumb, one person cooks while the other cleans," she says lightly.
"But we all cooked," you say and she shrugs.
A comfortable silence falls between the two of you. Once the dishes are dried and put away, you grab two wine glasses and grab a bottle.
"Care to join me on the porch?" You ask her and she nods with a smile.
"I would love nothing more," she says following you.
The two of you are sitting on the porch siping wine, looking out at the quiet neighborhood you live in.
"I really enjoyed this not date," Caitlin says which earns her a laugh from you.
"I also really enjoyed this not date," you say. The two of you are sitting side by side on your porch swing. Caitlins arm is slightly touching yours but stays at a respectable distance. A comfortable silence sets in again as Caitlin begins to slowly swing the two of you. You lean into her a little which encourages her to bring her arm up, wrapping it around your shoulder as you lean into her more. It's comfortable.
"You scare me," you say breaking the silence.
Caitlin doesn't say anything, but she begins to brush her thumb along your arm.
"Not necessarily you but the idea of you scares me," you say. "Carson's dad left me when he graduated and I was going into my senior year of college. No warning, no explanation, just decided that one day he was done. It was right after I had found out I was pregnant with Carson."
Caitlin squeezes your arm but remains silent, listening to every word you say.
"I decided not to tell him about the pregnancy because I couldn't stand the thought of him only staying because there was a baby involved. He made it clear he was done with me. My parents told me I needed to tell him since he was the father but when I finally mustered up the courage to tell him, he was already dating somebody else. After having Carson, my life changed for the better. I tried dating a little when Carson was a toddler but being a single mom was a big turn off for a lot of people. It was then that I realized I didn't want or need anyone else because it would be me and Carson against the world."
"I have gotten so comfortable with it being just the two of us. I also know how much people cycling in and out of a child's life can affect them. Carson is such a sweet boy that I would do anything and everything I can to make sure he has what he needs. He pushes me to be a better mom and better person. He understands so much and just enjoys life. He is my reason."
"You scare me because Carson is getting comfortable with you. He's getting comfortable with you and it terrifies me because I don't want there to be a day when I have to tell him we won't ever see you again. It is early enough now that he would remember you but not be too attached, but if I do open up our lives and you enter, I am terrified of how that would affect the two of us. Carson has never experienced heartbreak and he shouldn't have to until he is old enough to date for himself."
You shift to look at Caitlin.
"You scare me because of how amazing you are with him. You don't treat him like he's a child but bring lift him up. You scare me because every time I see you with my son I think about what life would be like if that was the normal. You scare me because I have never felt the way I feel with you, you scare me Caitlin."
You are looking in her eyes and she can see the sorrow and love and conflict all swirling in your eyes. Her arm comes down to hold your hand. You look down at her intertwining her fingers with yours.
"Your fears are real and understandable. You aren't just thinking about you and I completely respect that. I am not here to storm into you life and then leave it once I am satisfied. You are not someone I want to be casual with. I don't want a fling. You are someone I want to pursue."
"I know we are just getting to know each other and we are in a fragile state because you are right, you are not just thinking about yourself, you are also thinking about the best little man this world has ever seen. But even in the little time that we have had with one another, I know you are worth pursuing. I don't plan on going anywhere and we will take this as slow as you want."
"Slow is good," you say looking at her in awe. The fear and anxiety you were feeling have has been suffocated by Caitlin's understanding.
"I can do slow," she says.
You look in her eyes and decide to be bold. You remove her hand from yours, taking both of your wine glasses and putting them on the ground. When your eyes meet hers again you bring your hand up to cup her cheek. Leaning in, you kiss her.
Caitlin's hand finds your neck, pulling you in closer to her as your hand falls to her chest. You pull away from her, just long enough to take in her beauty before kissing her again with a little more heat than before. She pulls you onto her, your legs straddling her on the swing.
Her hands massaging your waist as yours find their way to her hair. Cait's fingers slip under the bottom of your shirt touching your warm skin. You pull apart from her, leaving you both breathing heavy.
"I'm sorry," you say as your begin to move off of her but her grip on your hips tightens. She shakes her head no as she pulls you in for a hug. She wraps arms around you as you lean into her. The two of you stay pressed against each other.
When you finally part it is past midnight.
"I had a really great time tonight," Caitlin says.
"I did too," you say with a light smile.
Caitlin pulls you in for a hug and you let her. She kisses the top of your head.
"I know this was a not-date but I was hoping I could take you out on a real date, when you are ready of course," she says and you let out a little laugh.
"I would like that very much," you say and Caitlin smiles. She wants to kiss you again and you can see that in her eyes. You pat her chest and part from her, taking a few steps back. She feels empty without you in her arms.
"Slow Clarky," you say, now standing in the doorframe.
"Llke I said, I can do slow," she says. "But that doesn't mean it won't be hard."
You blow her a kiss and watch her leave. You close your front door and smile.
AN: I really enjoyed writing this. I hope you enjoy reading it! Let me know what you think. And as always, thank your for your love and support 🤍
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woah-were-halfway-there · 6 months ago
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The Fight
a/n: y'all asked for this one back, here it is. enjoy!
the one where carson and auston almost break up
word count: 2.7k
Everything happened so quickly and unexpectedly.
It was just a regular Tuesday in late September, and Carson was still adapting to some new things in her life. She graduated from university that June and landed a job as a social media marketer a month and a half later for a company in downtown Toronto.
She wasn’t to start her new job until September, and with the money she had saved, Carson could spend most of the summer in Arizona with Auston.
It was the third summer in a row that she had visited him during the offseason. Sure, being there for over a month was much longer than the usual week or two Carson would usually spend visiting her boyfriend in the city he grew up in during years prior, but it was needed. And it was nice for the most part, but it, too, brought some change.
About two weeks before Carson was to fly back home to Toronto, Auston asked if she would move in with him. They had been dating for over two and a half years, and he felt they were at that point in their relationship.
It worked out, too, because Carson’s lease at her old apartment was up at the beginning of September. Lexie was leaving Toronto altogether, so Carson was left looking for a new roommate or place to live.
Carson was open to whatever; she just needed a place to stay. However, her search ended when Auston asked her to move in because, although hesitant to do so, being afraid they may not have been ready for that step, Carson didn’t see a reason to say no.
Things went great… at first.
When Carson returned to Toronto alone, she began slowly packing and moving some of her stuff into Auston’s condo. Soon after, Auston was also back; he helped her move the rest.
Carson started her new job the day after Labour Day and got to spend almost two weeks living with Auston before he had to leave for Newfoundland with the rest of the Leafs for the remainder of training camp and to kick off their preseason games. Auston was gone for his birthday but returned soon after. Soon after, the guys were to play exhibition games in Ottawa, Buffalo, Montreal and Detroit.
The day before the Leafs was to take on the Habs at SBA, Carson was on break at work, texting Lexie just catching up with her best friend, updating each other on how each of their moves went, when Carson got a notification on her phone.
It was about Auston.
It wasn’t rare that Twitter notified Carson about news regarding her boyfriend, but this tweet, in particular, had her on edge.
“Maple Leafs star Auston Matthews was charged with disorderly conduct and disruptive behaviour in Arizona,” Carson read aloud as she tried to process the news article's title.
Surely, she would have been aware of Auston being criminally charged for something, Carson thought. There was no way he wouldn’t tell her something like that. However, Carson was proven wrong when she clicked on the article and saw the rest of the story.
Carson couldn’t believe what she was reading, but the evidence was right before her, and there was no denying it. Auston had been charged with disorderly conduct and didn’t bother telling her about it.
Anger, disappointment, frustration, and many other emotions hit Carson like a tidal wave. It wasn’t long before she was packing up her laptop and other belongings before telling her boss she wasn’t feeling well and needed to go home. Carson’s boss didn’t press her about it and sent her on her way.
It took Carson about thirty minutes to get home. It wasn’t a long commute back to the condo, Carson worked downtown Toronto as it was, but she found herself taking a long way back in an attempt to clear her mind.
It didn’t work, and she returned home with her heart racing.
When Carson walked into the condo, Auston was on the phone. He was pacing back and forth, pushing his hand through his hair and going off to whoever was on the other end of the call. Carson didn’t make her presence known immediately, but then Auston looked right at her.
“Ok, yeah, I, uh, I have to go. I’ll call you back later, alright? Carse just got home,” Auston said into the phone before telling the person he was talking to goodbye and hanging up. Then he stepped closer to Carson, and she could feel herself stiffening. “Hey, baby.”
“Don’t call me that right now,” Carson spat and watched as Auston’s face went pale. He knew that she knew.
“Carson, I can explain.”
“Explain what, Auston? And why now? It seems you’ve had four months to explain but decided not to.”
Carson could feel the tears building in her eyes and hated that she was on the brink of crying because she was already so frustrated.
Carson didn’t care that Auston saw her that upset. She needed to understand what was happening but wasn’t sure if she trusted Auston enough to tell her everything she needed.
“I-,” Auston started, then paused, and Carson could see that tears were fighting to break free from his eyes too. “I’m assuming you saw the article. Babe, I am so sorry.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Carson asked, her voice cracking. She was terrified to know the answer.
“I didn’t know how,” he stated, and Carson would’ve been lying if she said it didn’t sting a bit hearing that. “I never thought it’d become this whole ordeal. I wanted to tell you, but I didn’t get the chance.”
“Didn’t get the chance to tell me? Auston, this happened in May! What do you mean you didn’t get the chance? You could have told me when it happened or when you flew back here for my graduation at the beginning of June. You could’ve told me when I came to Scottsdale for an entire month or before you asked me to fucking move in with you after you were criminally charged with disorderly conduct but didn’t tell me!”
A sob left Carson’s mouth after those words left her mouth because she knew it was real then. And that sucked a whole lot.
“I know,” Auston sighed and looked towards the ground guiltily. “And I’m sorry, Carse, I really am. I knew you’d be upset and was too chicken to tell you. I didn’t want you to be disappointed. Fuck, this is just a whole misunderstanding. I shouldn’t have been charged at all.”
Now, that comment didn’t sit right with Carson.
“W-what do you mean by that?” She questioned.
“The whole thing was just stupid,” he explained. “I was drunk. I didn’t mean any harm by it. This entire thing just shouldn’t be happening right now. The charge was completely unnecessary.”
“Unnecessary?” Carson scoffed, not believing what she had just heard. “Auston, you made a woman extremely uncomfortable and scared. You can’t decide someone's trauma for them. It doesn’t matter what you meant by it; you still did it and need to own up to that.”
“And this is exactly why I didn’t tell you. I knew you’d get worked up over it.”
“Oh, I’m sorry that I’m getting worked up over the fact that my boyfriend harassed a woman, got charged because of it, didn’t tell me and is now pissed because he’s getting called out for it. God, Auston, grow up! You’re a fucking adult.”
“Grow up, huh?” He asked, looking surprised and raising his voice. “Yes, Carson. Thank you, really good tip.”
“Ok, well, now you’re just being rude.”
“I’m just, this is a lot to deal with, and you being on my ass about it isn’t helping.”
“I cannot believe you right now,” Carson told him while shaking her head. “That’s on you, Auston. Not me. And do excuse me for being on your ass about this because, a friendly reminder, I didn’t know anything! You left me in the dark. You assumed that I’d freak out over this, and honestly, I am not in the wrong for doing so. I would have listened to you if you had told me and tried to help you through it, but you assumed I wouldn’t. And that hurts. I would have tried to understand, but you didn’t even give me a chance. What happened to us being a team and telling each other everything, hmm? That’s why you wanted me to move in with you, right? Cause we’re in this together, but let me tell you, it sure doesn’t fucking feel like it at the moment.”
Carson was crying and saw a few tears in Auston’s eyes. She wanted him to hold her and tell her everything would be ok. But Carson knew better. It wouldn’t be that simple.
“I don’t know what else I can say,” Auston finally said after a few seconds of silence.
“Have you talked to your parents yet?” Carson asked, sniffling and only imagining what could be running through Ema’s head with news of Auston being charged just coming out of nowhere.
However, Auston didn’t respond right away. Instead, he looked away from Carson and to the floor again.
“They already knew.”
“Pardon?”
“They already knew,” Auston repeated and looked at Carson apologetically. ”My whole family knew when it happened. I asked them not to tell you because I wanted to be the one to let you know, and then I just didn’t.”
“Oh, my god,” Carson whispered and had to look away from him, adding the feeling of betrayal to every other emotion coursing through her.
“Carson, it’s not their fault. This is on me,” Auston pleaded as he stepped towards Carson and reached out, but she quickly backed away.
“Don’t touch me, Auston. Please.”
The hurt expression that washed over Auston’s face as Carson said that was almost enough to get her to give in to him right then and there. But she didn’t. She couldn’t.
“I don’t know what I can do to fix this,” he spoke softly. “Babe, I-.”
“That’s something you need to figure out,” Carson cut him off. “Not me. You. You did this, Auston, and have already roped so many people into something I can tell you haven’t taken any responsibility for. The way this is being handled is no one's fault but your own, and I really thought you’d be one to see that.”
“I am, Carson if you’d just-.”
“You made a woman uncomfortable, then told me that her pressing charges were unnecessary because they inconvenienced you. Do you not realize how fucked up that is? Auston, I’ve considered doing something similar because of my psychotic ex, and you know this. I, god, it doesn’t even feel like I’m talking to my boyfriend. I feel like I don’t even know the man that is standing in front of me right now.”
Carson could tell how her words struck Auston, but she didn’t take them back. That was precisely how she was feeling.
“I’m sorry you feel that way,” he whispered, taking a shaky breath. “But I’m still me, Carse.”
“I don’t know if I believe you,” Carson responded and didn’t bother wiping any tears she knew were streaming down her face.
The two stood silently for a moment before Carson stepped further into the room just to go around her boyfriend and head down the hall toward their bedroom.
“Where are you going?” Auston asked as he entered the room shortly after Carson, only to see her packing a bag.
“Anywhere but here,” Carson sniffled as she moved to grab some clothes from the closet.
“Baby.”
“I asked you not to call me that.”
“Carson,” he corrected as he continued following her between the closet and bed. “You’re upset, I understand. But you shouldn’t drive. Let's wait it out, and we can both cool down and talk.”
“I’ll call Mitchy,” Carson deadpanned. “Or Steph, or an Uber, it doesn’t matter. I just can’t be here.”
“You don’t have to leave. This is your home too.”
“Except it doesn’t feel like home, Auston, and neither do you right now,” Carson sobbed as she zipped up her bag and slung it over her shoulder. “I need to go.”
Auston was crying just as much as Carson at that point. “When will you be back?”
“I don’t know,” Carson responded, unsure of if she’d be back, which was a thought that broke her heart even more.
Carson walked by Auston and back to the front door without another word, completely aware that he was right behind her as she went.
Auston watched as Carson started calling, who he assumed was Mitch while gathering her work things and putting her shoes back on. No more words were exchanged between them as Carson opened the door and walked into the hallway.
However, Carson did hear the faint ‘I love you’ Auston said just before the door closed and separated her from him.
Carson was still sobbing as she leaned against the wall for support and waited for Mitch to answer her call. As soon as he picked up, Mitch asked if she was ok, and Carson told him that she felt like everything was falling apart. Mitch asked where Carson was and told her he was on his way to get her.
A couple of hours later, Carson was lying on Steph and Mitch’s couch, wrapped in a fluffy blanket and still crying. Her head rested on Steph’s lap as they sat there watching the second High School Musical movie, which Mitchy thought might not have been the best idea with how Carson began sobbing again when Gabriella sang Gotta Go My Own Way, but still, Carson refused to turn it off.
The last time Carson felt that much heartbreak was when she found out her ex, Chris was cheating on her after being together since she was fifteen. It was from that heartbreak Carson was able to meet and fall for Auston, but never in a million years did she expect him to make her feel similarly to how Chris did. So yes, it was two completely different situations, but it hurt just as bad.
Similarly enough, though, this was the second time Carson showed up at her cousin’s place, utterly distraught over a boy. But luckily for her, Mitch never turned her away and was always there to help where he could. He was always his twin’s rock when she needed it.
Carson didn’t know what to do, think or feel. It was all fuzzy, but she was thankful to have Mitch and Steph to help her through her breakdown.
To try to clear her mind, Carson turned off her phone and left it in the kitchen for the night.
Upon setting her phone down, Carson saw numerous missed calls and texts from Auston. He and his family tried to get ahold of her to apologize and talk, and other family members wanted to check in on her. But she couldn’t face it.
Mitch made sure to talk to Nate, Mya, and the rest of their family just to let them know that Carson was with him and would be staying with him and Steph for as long as she needed to. He informed Carson that Nate and Mya were not impressed and that Lexie called him fuming, which was to be expected. Mitchy also told Carson he messaged Auston because he knew her boyfriend would be stressing over not knowing where she had gone after their fight. In that message, Mitch made sure Auston knew how pissed he was at the situation but still knew Auston would be relieved to get an update on Carson.
Once the movie was over, Carson was too exhausted to watch the third High School Musical, so she opted to watch an episode of The Office while cuddling Zeus before eventually falling asleep.
Steph slowly got out from underneath Carson’s head while Mitch grabbed another blanket and draped it over her so she wouldn’t get cold. They didn’t bother waking Carson up so she could move to the guest room because they knew if she wanted to, she would. So, they let her be and hoped for her own sake; the following days would be much better than this one.
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peonyblossom · 5 months ago
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Ships I'll Write For
for reference :)
Pixelberry
Alpha
m!Channing Lowe x m!MC (Kalani Mochizuki)
America's Most Eligible
Carson Stewart x f!MC (Juliet James)
Blades of Light and Shadow
Nia Ellarious x f!human!MC (Iris of Riverbend)
Valax x f!human!MC (Iris of Riverbend)
Mal Volari x Tyril Starfury
Mal Volari x Tyril Starfury x m!elf!MC (Hades Nightbloom)
Bloodbound
Adrian Raines x Gaius Augustine
Dirty Little Secrets
m!Carpenter (Emmett King) x m!MC (Brooklyn Peters)
High School Story
Wes Porter x Ezra Mitchell
Payton Saunders x f!MC (Lola Williams)
Michael Harrison x nb!MC (Jamie Baxter)
Mia Warren x Katherine
Ajay Bhandari x m!MC (Matty Wright)
Hollywood U
Thomas Hunt x f/nb!MC (Jackie Winters)
Hot Couture
Marco Di Vincenzo x f!MC (Analise Moore)
Immortal Desires
m!Cas x m!Gabe x nb!MC (Reese O'Malley)
Lewyn Junius x m!OC (Jude Junius)
It Lives Anthology
Noah Marshall x m!MC (Harry Spear)
Noah Marshall x Connor Green
Connor Green x m!MC (Jesse Harrison)
Ava Cunningham x f!MC (Raven Adams)
Stacy Green x f!MC (Ivy Lovelace)
Imogen Wescott x f!MC (Fiona Vance)
Tom Sato x m!MC (River Vance)
Danni Asturias x f!MC (Merliah Vance)
Abel Flint x nb!MC (Ollie Bridgers)
Lincoln Aquino x nb!MC (Keagan Burke)
Amalia de León x nb!MC (Lottie Hamilton)
Jocelyn Wu x f!MC (Eleanor Wilkins) (slowburn)
Matthias McQuoid x m!OC (Ezra Wilkins)
Laws of Attraction
Gabe Ricci x Aislinn Tanaka x nb!MC (Sav Zarza)
Open Heart
Ethan Ramsey x m!MC (Sydney Valentine)
Ethan Ramsey x Tobias Carrick
Aurora Emery x Sienna Trinh
Queen B
Zoey Wade x f!MC (Quinn Hughes)
Ian Kingsley x f!MC (Quinn Hughes)
Untameable Anthology
m!Kit Jackson x m!MC (Jules Rojas)
Mandy Martinez x Ryder Wilson x m!MC (Barrett Kemp)
Gravity Falls
Stan Pines x Reader
Stan Pines x nb!OC (JD Willows)
Ford Pines x Fiddleford McGucket
Grey's Anatomy/Station 19
Mark Sloan x Jackson Avery x Lexi Grey
Mark Sloan x Jackson Avery
Meredith Grey x Derek Shepherd
Meredith Grey x Andy Herrera
Victoria Hughes x Lucas Ripley
Izzie Stevens x Denny Duquette
Ben Warren x Miranda Bailey
Cristina Yang x Teddy Altman
Maya Bishop x Carina DeLuca
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fundiepredictions · 13 days ago
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Happy birthday
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Kelly Jo Bates celebrates her 58th birthday today.
She is the matriarch of the Bates family. She married Gil Bates in december 1987. Since then they had 19 children and 32 grandchildren
Zach (35), Michaella (34), Erin (33), Lawson (32), Nathan (31), Alyssa (29), Tori (28), Trace (27), Carlin (26), Josie (25), Katie (24), Jackson (22), Warden (21), Isaiah (20), Addellee (18), Ellie (17), Callie (15), Judson (14) and Jeb (12)
Bradley (9), Allie (9), Carson (9), Kaci (8), Brooklyn (8), Lexi (7), Zoey (6), Everly (6), Kade (5), Willow (5), Khloe (4), Holland (4), Layla (4), Kolter (4), Maci (3), Jadon (3), Hazel (3), Charlotte (3), Finley (2), Zade (2), Cambree (2), Kenna (2), Hailey (1), Rhett (1), Lily (1), Ryker (1), William P (0), Miles (0), Weston (0), William B (0), Harvey (0) and Graham (0)
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nicejewishcharactershowdown · 9 months ago
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NJCS 2024 Round One Eliminated Contestants (Part 1/2)
Toby Ziegler Status: Canon Jew Oh, Toby. I just can’t quit nominating you. Eagle eyed voters might remember his round one defeat last time he competed back in 2022, where he went up against Bucky Barnes. What do we think, folks? Would Josh Lyman make a better Aaron Sorkin-verse nominee? Or is my favorite turn of the millennium political escapism drama just not cut out for the high-stakes world of Tumblr tournaments? If you haven’t had a chance to watch The West Wing before, do yourselves a favor and watch it. Still bitter it’s not on Netflix anymore, but what can you do.
Han Solo Status: Transitive Jew Fun fact, Harrison Ford is Jewish! I love this one quote he said at an interview for Inside the Actor’s Studio a few decades back, “as a man, I’ve always felt Irish, as an actor I’ve always felt Jewish.” There’s something so cathartic about knowing a Jewish man gets to beat up Nazis in Indiana Jones. So why Han Solo? I’ll leave that up to you, dear readers, to deliberate. Note to self: watch Frisco Kid.
Richie Lipschitz Status: Coded Jew Riiiiiichie………. He’s not canon, but with a last name like Lipschitz, it would have to be proven otherwise. Go Nighthawks!
Ella of Frell Status: Coded Jew She questions authority. She longs for her freedom from a restrictive system. And she’s written by a Jewish woman (Gail Carson Levine!) What’s not to love about Jewish Ella? And there’s something so Jewish about the movie… maybe it’s the musical numbers. And while Anne Hathaway isn’t Jewish (and has played Jews in the past, like in Armageddon Time, making her one of the subjects of the Jewface debate in Hollywood right now), the coding inherent in any story written by a Jewish author is enough to validate any Jewish reading of this story, in print or on screen.
Professor Hershel Layton Status: Practically Canon Jew HERSHEL!!! I mean, how could he NOT be Jewish with a name like that?
Barney Guttman Status: Canon Jew So canonically Jewish that it’s practically screamed from the mountaintops! I absolutely adore this quote from Hamish Steele, the creator of the series. “… I actually think a lot of Zack’s mannerisms and personality influenced Barney. And when I just filled out the role in the comics, it just made sense to make him Jewish — in each version of the show, the characters become more like real people and more set in the real world. … All of the representation on the show, it never came from box-ticking. The show is set in the real world. It’s disingenuous not to represent the real world by representing all the people.” Plus, his last name is Guttman. Guttman!
Grace Adler Status: Canon Jew Check out this interview Kveller did with Debra Messing! There’s some great details about the Judaism of Will & Grace at the top, but the whole thing is worth a read.
Lexi Howard Status: Canon Jew Played by Maude Apatow, Lexi would already qualify based on the transitive property. And that’s where it would be left, that is, if not for a short conversation featured in the season two premiere, where she talks to Fez at the New Years Party. Here’s an excerpt:
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When I first heard this exchange (while watching a YouTuber react to the episode), I grinned so hard. Doesn’t hurt either that Euphoria is based on an Israeli program of the same name. Which I’m realizing I reeeeeally should try and stream.
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wondererryn · 7 months ago
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why did my friend send me this i thought we were past chain mail
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🍉Charlee🍉
🐻Bridget🐻
🌮Jacqueline 🌯
🦒McKinley⭐️💫
🌻Alli👭
⚽️Emery🐶
🦆liv🏒
🍓Evie🍓
🏐Roci🐶
🐵Alivia⚽️
🐱 Aria 🏊‍♀️
🐢Maggie🍌
🍄 Evelyn 🍄
👾Isaac 👾
🍕Pearl 🍕
🐹Margaret 🐹
🥋Zoe🥋
🙄Piper🙄
👩🏻‍🎨Siri👩🏻‍🎨
♋️Piper♋️
👩🏻‍🎨🥞🥗🍕🍝🍬Siri🛼⛸️⛷️🛹🎨
😺Maya😺"
temped to put my name and pass it on now
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ginevrastilinski-ocs · 3 months ago
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Glee OCs Masterlist [L-Z]
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Name: Leabeth Ayre
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Untitled
LI: Jesse St James; endgame Rachel Berry
Quote: Hate and love be closer cousin than like and dislike.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Halle Bailey
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Name: Lexi Bowen
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Seasons Change
LI: Marley Rose
Quote: I was looked at, but I wasn't seen.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Renee Rapp
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Name: Lia Sylvester
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Untitled
LI: TBD
Quote: It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Olivia Dejonge
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Name: Linda Berry
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Untitled
LI: Jennifer Glynn
Quote: They can't order me to stop dreaming.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Victoria Justice
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Name: Luka Fabray
Pronouns: he/him
Story: Untitled
LI: Brittany Pierce
Quote: If it makes you happy it doesn't have to make sense to others.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Austin Abrams
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Name: Lula Delaney
Pronouns: she/her
Story: The Band And I
LI: TBD
Quote: All we needed were some good friends and a song to sing along.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Lola Tung
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Name: Lyra Wells
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Untitled
LI: Noah Puckerman; Mike Chang; endgame Jesse St. James
Quote: All I know is that I want to be on stage.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Dove Cameron
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Name: Mack Pierce
Pronouns: he/him
Story: Untitled
LI: Sam Evans & Blaine Anderson
Quote: I feel small but so are stars from a distance.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Troye Sivan
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Name: Manuel Navarez
Pronouns: he/him
Story: Untitled
LI: Sam Evans
Quote: He had those kind eyes that shone with the light of "everything will be ok".
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Taylor Zakhar-Perez
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Name: Maya Puckerman
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Untitled
LI: Quinn Fabray; endgame Sam Evans
Quote: They whisper in the hallways, she's a bad, bad girl.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Alexa Demie
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Name: Melanie Jay
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Untitled
LI: Rachel Berry & Quinn Fabray
Quote: And I'm so sick of running as fast as I can, wondering if I'd get there quicker if I was man.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Hailee Steinfeld
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Name: Melody Wells
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Untitled
LI: Artie Abrams; endgame Santana Lopez & Brittany Pierce
Quote: Let kindness be the language of your heart.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Dove Cameron
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Name: Mirabelle Ryder
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Untitled
LI: TBD
Quote: I have spilt more blood and marked more bruises on the cheercourt than I will ever allow your hands to take from my thighs.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Sofia Carson
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Name: Nate Simmons
Pronouns: he/him
Story: True Colors
LI: Kurt Hummel & Blaine Anderson
Quote: You deserve the love you keep trying to give everyone else.
Pinterest: X
FC: Froy Gutierrez
Italian Squad: Betta Guidi - Davide Bernardi - Francesco Moretto - Lucia Bernardi
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Name: Ramona Solomon
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Untitled
LI: Quinn Fabray
Quote: Women are considered fragile but i've never seen anything as easily wounded as a man's ego.
Pinterest: X
FC: Sarah Jeffery
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Name: Ronnie Nell
Pronouns: she/her
Story: The Band And I
LI: Quinn Fabray
Quote: I let my music take me where my heart wants to go.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Maya Hawke
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Name: Susan Chaldar
Pronouns: she/her
Story: The Band And I
LI: N/A
Quote: I don't need a boyfriend to feel fulfilled.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Auli'i Cravalho
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Name: Tilly Mist
Pronouns: she/her
Story: The Rose Song
LI: Jean St James
Quote: I'm still trying everything to keep you looking at me.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Chappell Roan
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Name: Waverly Jones
Pronouns: she/her
Story: Untitled
LI: Emmett Dove
Quote: Oh, darling, all of the city lights never shine as bright as you eyes.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Ayo Edebiri
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Name: Zeke Wright
Pronouns: he/him
Story: Untitled
LI: TBD
Quote: And this is the part where you find out who you are.
Pinterest: TBD
FC: Ross Lynch
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dropthegossip · 12 days ago
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Canucks Wags
Nils Aman - Single?
Arshdeep Bains- Raman (Fiancée)
Teddy Blueger - Monique Blueger (wife)
Brock Boeser - Bella Silveri (gf)
Jake Debrusk - Mia Voyatzis (gf)
Mark Friedman - Madelyn Marquette (gf)
Conor Garland - Meghan Garland (wife)
Danton Heinen - Jules Heinen (wife)
Nils Hoglander - Single?
Dakota Joshua- Single?
JT Miller - Natalie Miller (wife)
Elias Pettersson - Katelyn Byrd (gf)
Aatu Raty - Kia Sormunen (gf)
Kiefer Sherwood - Ariel Smith (Fiancée)
Daniel Sprong - Single?
Pius Suter - Sara Suter (wife)
Eric Brannstrom- Nellie Kleist Brannstrom (wife)
Vincent Desharnais - Single?
Derek Forbort - Single?
Filip Hronek - Dominika Benaková (gf)
Quinn Hughes - Single
Noah Juulsen - Brooke Juulsen (wife)
Tyler Myers - Michela Myers (wife)
Carson Soucy - Shyla Soucy (wife)
Thatcher Demko - Lexie Demko (wife)
Kevin Lankinen - Iina Lankinen (wife)
Arturs Silovs - Divorced
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darkskiesrpg · 3 months ago
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A bulletin has been posted outside of the town halls for both Mystic Falls and New Orleans. Thanks to Sheriff Forbes and Chief Kenner’s incredible team that they put together for the housing bureau as well as wonderful citizens allowing their homes to be used for housing, the housing bureau’s team has put together a randomized list of who is being housed where. See below to find your housing arrangements if you are from the past or the future:
Housing 1 (Charlotte Kenner’s Home):
Elena Gilbert
Luna Diaz
Aliyah St. John
Roxelana Demir
Damon Salvatore
Housing 2 (Blue Moon Acres Ranch):
Phoenix “Jagger” Hendrix
Lizzie Saltzman
Camille O'Connell
Harrison Fairlight
Lee Yeon
Housing 3 (Christian O'Malley’s Private Home):
Nova Chen
Feyrah De'Mor
Amari St. John
Dakota Kerr-Saltzman
Housing 4 (Lockwood Mansion):
Riley Lockwood
Lorelai Lockwood
Tobias “Toby” Salvatore
Bonnie Bennett
Josh Rosza
Housing 5 (Christian O'Malley’s Second Home in the French Quarter):
Beau Randolph
Ryker Bradenton
Mary Louise
Kaleb Westphall
Oliver Randolph
Housing 6 (27 Anderson Ave):
Persephone Gerard
Falin Wei
Jude Salvatore
Daniel Carter
Laila Italia
Housing 7 (5800 St. Charles Ave):
Abigail St. John
Oaklee Whitlock
Evelynn “Eve” Kenner
Henrik Mikaelson
Eloise Salvatore
Housing 8 (1875 Highway 142 E):
Magnus Salvatore
Tatia Petrovsdottir
Lim “Hannah” Han-na
Mary Dumas
Serafina Larsdottir
Housing 9 (73 Adubon Blvd)
Lexi Branson
Sebastian Mondragon
Hayley Marshall-Kenner
Jackson Kenner
Mikaelson Compound:
Klaus Mikaelson
Rebekah Mikaelson
Maveric Salvatore
Stefanie Salvatore
Artemis Mikaelson
Carson Sanderson-Mikaelson
Hope Mikaelson
Seanna Mikaelson
Lucas Mikaelson
Kol Mikaelson
Eliza Mikaelson
Gracie Mikaelson
Noah Mikaelson
Beckham Mikaelson
Ares Mikaelson
River Mikaelson
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biglisbonnews · 2 years ago
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Doja Cat's Mustache and Goatee Look Is Made of False Lashes If there's one thing to take away from Paris Couture Week this season it’s Doja Cat’s animated looks. In true Doja fashion, her unique style was in full swing during every event. She started the week at Schiaparelli’s show in an all-red body paint look with help from makeup artist, Pat McGrath, and drenched in crystals — 30,000 to be exact.Related | Doja Cat Gets Covered in 30,000 Crystals at Fashion WeekOn Wednesday, Doja had all eyes on her once again as she rolled up to the Viktor & Rolf’s show wearing a light brown pinstripe suit, blue glasses and modeled a goatee and mustache and eyebrows made out of fake eyelashes. Shall we say, “Bonjour, Monsieur?” After fans were upset that Doja wasn’t wearing eyelashes at Schiaparell’s show, she later teased on her Instagram story that they would be making an appearance. “If lashes are what you all want, then lashes are what you'll get. See you at Viktor and Rolf 🥸” Doja wrote. Fan’s didn’t expect where, though.In an interview with Nylon, the Grammy-winning artist expressed her motive for the look, saying: “A few days ago, I did Schiaparelli, and people were disappointed saying that I didn’t have on lashes yet I worked with one of the greatest makeup artists of all time, Pat McGrath, and so today I gave them lashes."Doja’s risk-tasking approach to playing dress up is, of course, to entertain her fans. “I hope they’re happy. I just want to make people happy,” she said. “I love being here, and I love expressing myself here.” So, could faux facial hair be the latest trend? We’ll have to wait and see what other Paris Fashion Week looks Doja has in store. Photos via Getty https://www.papermag.com/doja-cat-viktor-rolf-2659310479.html
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What are some mw underused fcs you're dying to see here?
there's  really  so  many  of  them  that  we're  dying  to  see  around  here  !  here  are  some  just  to  name  a  few:  henry  zaga,  anthony  keyvan,  ayo  edebiri,  angela  sarafyan,  victoria  justice,  ayesha  madon,  zion moreno, d'pharoh woon a tai, elias  kacavas,  sofia carson, danny  griffin,  danny  ramirez,  bianca  santos,  brandon  perea,  lexi underwood, jacob anderson, ben  levin,  assad  zaman,  bailey  bass,  avan  jogia,  cailee  spaeny,  britt  robertson,  camille  hyde,  yandeh  salleh,  david  iacono,  adam  dimarco,  carson  rowland,  maxence  danet  fauvel,  olivia  rose  keegan,  ricardo  hoyos,  carson  boatman,  raven  bowens,  jabari  banks,  emma  mackey,  victoria  konefal,  robert  scott  wilson,  johanna  brady,  angourie  rice,  anya  chalotra,  alex  aiono,  malia  pyles,  aramis  knight,  sasha  pieterse,  brittany  o'grady,  evan  mock,  algee  smith,  timothy  olyphant,  alva  bratt,  aimee  carerro,  chiara  auriela,  emma  corrin,  sydney  park,  humberly  gonzalez,  madison  pettis,  maddison  brown,  sadie  soverall,  kelli  berglund,  chloe  bridges,  leo  howard,  jonathan  daviss,  daniel  ezra,  chelsea  clark,  bebe  wood,  devyn  nekoda,  laura  harrier,  archie  madkwe,  paris  berelc,  odeya  rush,  victoria  moroles,  amber  midthunder,  lucy  boynton,  mitchell  hope,  ethan  cutkosky,  asa  butterfield,  colin  ford,  and  maude  apatow  ! members are more than welcomed to add some if they'd like in the replies !
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star0mania · 1 year ago
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Avatar: Way of Water OCs
OC 1:
{General Information}
"Kiri, leave Spider alone."
Name: Cameron "Robin" Hawkins
Name Meaning:Cameron- a hill resortRobin- a birdHawkins- Son of Hawkins idk
Gender: Male
Age: 15
Sexuality: Pansexual
D.O.B: 16th, April, 2155
Personality:-Carefree-Entertaining-Humorous-Kind-Caring-Honest-Creative-Stubborn-Spirit-like-Protective 
Likes: -Adventures
-Friends
-his pet -flying on his banshee -telling stories to the kids in the camp -Jokes
-Annoying his  sister
-helping  his mother
Dislikes:-Enemies-friends getting hurt-His necklace getting destroyed-Losing his mother and sister, the same way he lost his father -People who can't take  a  joke
Appearance:
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Voice Claim:(Teen) Chad Meeks Martin  (Mason Gooding)(child) Seth Clearwater (Booboo Stewart)
Role: The Humorous bitch :D
{Features} "I'm not that tall-"
Height: (Human) 6'5 (Pandoran) 8'6
Weight: -TBA-
Tattoos: -Little white dots on  his face down  to his nose, cheeks and top  lip
Piercings:  -Ear-piercing 
Accessories:
-Seashell necklace he made with his father 
Clothes:
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Weapon:a AVR-30  machine gunBow and  arrow
Clan: Metkayina Clan
{Relationships}
Father: Mouse Hawkins relationship: 10/10 Alive Voice claim: Adam Sandler 
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Mother: Bonnie Hawkins relationship: 9/10 Alive Voice Claim: Salma Hayek 
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Little Sister: Kira Hawkins relationship:  8/10 Alive Voice Claim: Isabela Merced
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Friends: -Jake Sully -Neytiri -Kiri -Neteyam -Lo'ak
-Tuktiri -Kiara -Spider
etc.
Love Interest: Miles "Spider' Socorro
Relationship with the love interest: -TBA-
Relationship trope:Star-crossed lovers
Kids: N/A
Backstory: {WIP}
{Pets}
Banshee- Rori (male) (alive)
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Oc 2:
{General Information} "My duty is to protect the clan. Even if it costs me my life"
Name: Kiara
Name Meaning:-Kiara:  Light, Clear, Kind
Gender: Female
Age: 14-15
Sexuality: Straight
D.O.B: 8th, May, 2156
Species:Pandoran
Personality:-Straightforward-Stubborn-Kind-Caring-Bossy-Honest-Sassy-Protective-Gets annoyed easily  
-Patient    
Likes: -Hunting -Caring for her sister -Friends -Protecting the clan -hanging out with Lo'ak
-Hanging with her pets
Dislikes: -Enemies -Backstabbers -waking up -seeming like she's useless -Losing her sister
Appearance:
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Voice Claim: (teen) Claire Nunez- Trollhunters  (Lexi  Medrano) (child)  Nala- The Lion  King 1995 (Niketa  Calme-Harris)
Role: The Warrior
{Features} "Are you crazy? There's no way I  like him"
Height: 7'5
Weight: -TBA-
Tattoos: -Little lines and seashell on her forehead -A star on  her  left wrist
Piercings:-Ear-piercing  
Accessories: -A seashell necklace her mother made her
Clothes:
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Weapon: -A wooden spear -A homemade bow and arrow
{Relationships}
Father: relationship:Deceasedvoice claim: Joseph Quinn
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Mother: Mayninarelationship:Deceasedvoice claim: Sophia Carson
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Sister: Juniper  relationship:  10/10 Alive Voice claim: Raegen Revord
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Friends:
-Jake Sully
-Neytiri-Kiri-Neteyam-Lo'ak-Tuktiri-Robin-Spideretc.
Love Interest: Lo'ak
Relationship with the love interest: -TBA-
Relationship trope: Opposites attract 
Kids: N/A
Backstory: {WIP}
{Pets} Banshee- Randi (female) Direhorse- Earth (male)
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woah-were-halfway-there · 6 months ago
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The Makeup
aka, The Fight: Pt. 3
a/n: alrightyyyy here's the last part of this bit of the series. i think after this i'll go back to writing the scare when little man is born and mia becoming a big sister if y'all are still wanting to read that :)
word count: 9.3k
“You’re sure you’re ok?” Lexie asked from the other end of the phone. “Do you want me to come to Toronto this weekend? We can do something fun. Get you out of Mitch’s condo and do something other than work.”
“Lexie, I’m fine,” Carson told her best friend while nodding a quick thanks to the Starbucks barista who handed her the drink she ordered. It was nearing the end of her lunch break at work, and this was her last stop before returning to the office. “You’re in Chicago, babe. You don’t have to come all the way here for me.”
“Carson, you’re not fine, so don’t even try to lie to me about it.”
Carson sighed and tried to keep her composure because she didn’t have it in her to cry again.
“I’m trying to be fine, Lex.”
It’d been 13 days since Carson and Auston's fight after she found out he’d been charged and tried keeping it from her. That also meant Carson had been staying with Mitch and Steph for 13 days, and it’d been 13 days since she last spoke to Auston.
Following the fight with Auston, Carson missed a couple of work days as her depression about the situation made her feel like she couldn’t get out of bed. By the end of the work week, she returned to the office only briefly but decided to take an impulse trip to Vancouver to see her dad and sister, Mya and get out of Toronto for a little bit as she navigated her feelings.
After returning from Vancouver three days later, things went back to normal for Carson. Well, as normal as they could.
She went back to work, all while acting like nothing was out of the ordinary and continued staying in the spare bedroom at Mitch and Steph’s place. But she still hadn’t talked to Auston about anything because she didn’t know how.
Carson’s friends and colleagues at work noticed something was up. Gone was the friendly, bubbly girl they came to know and loved having as a new addition to the office, as she became a much quieter and mopey version of herself. To them, it was apparent something had happened, but they didn’t want to overstep if she didn’t want to talk about it.
Two people in that office knew what was happening. Max and Tara worked directly with Carson on the same projects, and in the short month and a half Carson had been working there, she immediately clicked with them. They knew all about Carson’s relationship with Auston, having even met him in a non-work setting when the three of them went out for drinks, and he chatted with them for a little bit before driving himself and Carson home. They knew how absolutely in love Carson and Auston were with each other and how this fight affected Carson.
Max and Tara were Carson’s rock in the office, and despite feeling her chest get heavy while talking on the phone with Lexie, she knew they’d help her get through the rest of the day.
“I know you are, babe,” Lexie spoke softly and sighed, bringing Carson back to reality. “I’m just worried about you. And I miss my best friend.”
“I know, and I appreciate you,” Carson told her honestly. “I miss you too, so freaking much. But I don’t want you to come here while I’m like this. I know you’ve seen me in a worse state, but I’m just trying to decide what I want to do about everything with Auston. This is fucking hard.”
“I still want to give Auston a piece of my mind, but for your sake, I won’t. At least not yet. Have you thought about reaching out to him so you can talk?”
“Of course I have. I miss him, Lex—more than I can explain. I miss him, our conversations, our routine, talking with his family, and the feeling of safety I had being with him. But whenever I think about any of that, I think about how he kept such a big thing from me, and it hurts. I almost cracked and told him I was at the game last week, but I knew he’d want to talk afterwards, and I chickened myself out.”
“I understand,” Lexie sighed again. “But Carse, I’m going to give it to you straight here, okay? If you don’t want to fix things, let Auston know. You also gotta let him know if you want to figure things out. It’s been two weeks, babe. As mad as I am at him for hurting you, I know this entire situation is killing him, too, and I really think he deserves to know where you stand.”
Carson took a moment to respond but slowly nodded her head as she entered the front doors of her office building.
“You’re right,” she agreed. “He’s given me space and been patient. I feel like I’ve been stringing him along, making him wait so long and in the dark. God, I just wish none of this happened.”
“I know, it sucks. But you’ll figure it out, babe. You always do.”
“Thanks, Lexie,” Carson responded and took a deep breath. “I plan on figuring it out soon because I’m over feeling like this. But anyway, I’m almost back in the office, so I've got to go. Love you. I’ll text you tonight.”
“Love you too, girly,” Lexie said. “Keep your head up, and I’ll talk to you later. Bye!”
“Bye!”
Just as Carson hung up her phone and slid it back into her bag, the elevator door opened, and she quickly scanned her pass so she could be taken up to her office floor.
Once she was back at work, Carson was greeted by her coworkers as she passed them and headed toward her office. After she set her bag and iced coffee on the desk, her computer lit up and showed the time. She still had 20 minutes before her lunch was officially over, so she decided that was enough time to eat the last bit of food she had in the fridge.
Max and Tara were still in the breakroom when Carson entered, and she couldn’t help but smile at how it was just the three of them there.
“Carson!” Max greeted her excitedly and waved her over. “You have good fashion taste. Tell me what you think of this sweater. Tara thinks it’s too extra.”
“Let me see,” Carson replied as she grabbed her container of strawberries and joined the other two at the table. Once she was sitting, Max handed her his phone, showing a tie-dye sweater from a website he was looking at. “I like it. Auston has a similar one-.”
Carson immediately cut herself off and shook her head, taken back by her comment. In the last two weeks, she’d only mentioned Auston when talking about what happened. She hadn’t mentioned him in general conversation like she always did before their argument, which didn’t go unnoticed by Max and Tara as they sent each other knowing glances, and Max slowly took his phone back from Carson.
“Well, I doubt something like that would look as good on me as it does on Auston,” he said. “He looks fine in just about anything.”
“Oh, would you stop talking about her man like that? Go find your own to thirst over,” Tara scolded before glancing sideways at Carson and noticing she wasn’t reacting to what they were saying. “Speaking of Auston…”
“Hmm?” Carson hummed, zoning back in on what they were saying.
“Auston, babe,” Max spoke bluntly but softened his voice when Carson looked at him sadly. “Still nothing, huh?”
“No, we haven’t talked,” Carson replied, then stared down at her strawberries, suddenly losing her appetite.
Max and Tara looked at each other again and sighed, knowing full well the toll this was taking on their friend.
“I see you put your necklace back on,” Tara said, nodding to the designer white gold chain around Carson’s neck. “That was a gift from Auston, right?”
“Yeah, it was,” Carson explained as she gently brushed her fingers against the two bands that linked together in the middle, making her love necklace. “He got it for me when I graduated in June. I’d only ever taken it off to have it cleaned before I took it off after our fight. Not having it on felt weird, so I dug it out of my bag to wear it again.”
“I need a man who gifts me, Cartier,” Max tsked, hoping to ease the mood, but regretted it when Carson remained silent. “Carson, honey, is there anything we can do to help?”
“We hate seeing you like this,” Tara added, leaning over to squeeze Carson’s hand. Max quickly joined and placed his hand on top of both of them.
Carson relaxed at their gesture and smiled.
“Sorry, guys,” she responded and took a breath. “Unfortunately, I don’t think much can make me feel better until I talk to him.”
“Understandable,” Max told her with a soft smile. “But also don’t be hard on yourself for taking the time you need to figure out what you want to do.”
“Exactly,” Tara agreed. “If Auston were remotely the type of guy he’s always seemed to be to us, he’d be okay with you taking your time regardless of how he’s feeling.”
“You two always know what to say to make me feel better,” Carson smiled and squeezed both of their hands. “Thank you.”
“We got you,” Max stated.
“Always,” said Tara, patting Carson’s hand before pulling away. “We’ll let you eat your strawberries in peace.”
“OK, guys, I’ll see you out there.”
“And you better actually eat them, or we’ll have issues,” Max threatened as he pushed in his chair and sent Carson a slight glare before following after Tara.
Carson just shook her head as she watched them go, then glanced down at her strawberries again before picking one up and popping it into her mouth.
About 10 minutes later, Carson’s lunchtime was almost over. She stood up from the table and went over to the sink to rinse out her now empty container before heading back to her desk to prep for the remainder of the work day. However, just as she was about to exit the breakroom, she almost ran right into someone.
“I’m sorry,” Carson stammered as she stepped back and looked up to make eye contact with Spencer, another of her coworkers.
“It’s quite alright,” Spencer replied and smiled charmingly. “How are you, Carson?”
“Oh, uh, I’m alright, thanks. How was your weekend?”
“It was good, pretty uneventful.”
Spencer was nice. He had been nothing but friendly toward Carson since she started working in the office, but something just put her off about him. Spencer’s condo wasn’t far from the one she shared with Auston, and for a reason, Carson didn’t understand; he drove to work almost every day and always offered her a ride. Their office was located downtown. Therefore, driving wasn’t always necessary, but Carson would’ve been lying if she didn’t appreciate those rides on days she was running late or the weather was bad.
However, something still rubbed her wrong with him. Spencer was charismatic, meaning he was very good at conversing. He had a way with words and could chat with anyone about anything. But, he also made many comments that had Carson pausing, feeling as though he was hitting on her, which she’d always responded to, making it known she was in a relationship.
Spencer knew she was in a relationship, but there were still times he tested those boundaries, and Carson hated it. She didn’t think this would be one of those times.
“That’s nice,” Carson told him with a smile and internally hoped the conversation would end there. “Anyways, I should probably get back to my desk.”
Carson nodded, and Spencer did the same back, but before she could walk around him, he spoke up again.
“Wait, Carson, before you go, I was hoping I could ask you something.”
“Oh, sure, of course. What’s up?”
“Are you free to get drinks with me today after work?” He asked, making Carson go stiff.
“As colleagues?” Carson hesitantly asked, but she knew better. She was sure Spencer’s intentions weren’t just friendly, but that was a boundary she needed to set.
“I was thinking it could be more like a date if you’re interested.”
“Spencer, no. I have a boyfriend. I’m not interested in you like that at all. I’m sorry.”
Spencer’s entire demeanour changed at that.
“I see,” he said and adjusted his posture, looking slightly more intimidating. “I thought you and the hockey player broke up.”
“I- no, we’re still in a relationship,” Carson explained, despite feeling a little unsure. She and Auston were still together, right?
“You stopped mentioning him, and I noticed you turned the pictures of the two of you on your desk around, so I figured you called it quits.”
There was something about his tone that Carson didn’t like. Maybe it was ignorance. Perhaps it was arrogance. Either way, though, it pissed her off.
“We didn’t break up,” Carson confirmed out loud, mainly to reassure herself. “Things are… rough right now. But we’re still together.”
Spencer scoffed.
“I doubt this will be the only time he hurts you, Carson. Maybe you’re just too naive to see that.”
“And maybe you’re just a dick who made an assumption and then got his ego hurt by a girl who is not and will never be interested in him.”
Spencer blinked, surprised at how she snapped at him, but didn’t say anything.
“This conversation is over,” Carson continued, seething. “But before I go, just know that if you attempt to corner me or anyone in the office like this again, I’ll ensure HR knows all about it.”
Nothing else could be said, so Carson stepped around him and wasn’t stopped.
Part of her wanted to cry as she beelined for her office. She was annoyed and frustrated with the situation, but one thought was prominent in everything she felt: her desire to talk to Auston.
The remainder of Carson’s work day went by quickly despite an anxious nagging feeling she had. Spencer kept his distance while Max and Tara promptly addressed the tension between him and Carson, but not in a way Spencer would hear it. Tara immediately messaged in the group chat with Max and Carson, asking what happened, which Carson filled them in on. She ended the conversation by admitting that the ordeal with Spencer made her want to talk to Auston because she hated not knowing where they stood.
Carson then internally admitted that although she was still hurt and upset with Auston, she still loved him and wanted to be with him. But she didn’t know how to go about it. For all she knew, Auston thought she was overreacting and didn’t want to wait for her to come back around. Of course, she didn’t want to believe that could happen, but Carson’s brain could be so damn mean to her sometimes.
But that’s what she needed to remind herself. Her brain was just mean. There was no way for Carson to know the future of her and Auston’s relationship if she didn’t talk to him. It wasn’t fair to Auston or herself to make assumptions and let that scare her away without first talking to him about it.
Her mind was scrambled, so Max and Tara convinced her to leave the office early and have time to collect her thoughts in a place that wasn’t the office. Carson was hesitant to leave early, but she had completed everything she needed to do that day before her lunch break and got a head start on some other things despite feeling all jumbled. About an hour went by, and she was still on the fence about leaving, but that changed when Spencer went to the photocopier that directly viewed Carson’s office despite a different photocopier being closer to the break room and his office.
Carson went stiff when she saw him walk by and didn’t miss the way he looked into her office as he went. He said nothing, but Carson was not up for playing any of his petty little games. So, after sending a message to her supervisor explaining all the work she’d completed that day and asking if it was alright if she went home early, Carson wasted no time packing up her things and leaving the office once told it was okay to leave. She didn’t even look in Spencer’s direction as she stormed out of her office, only stopping to say bye to Max and Tara and waving at those she passed on her way out.
When Carson arrived at Mitch and Steph’s condo, it was quiet. She knew Steph had things to do that day, meaning her friend probably wasn’t home, but she wasn’t sure about Mitchy.
The Leafs played against St. Louis that night, so it was likely that her cousin was home having a pregame nap before he had to get ready to go to the arena. Carson glanced at her watch to see it was nearing three in the afternoon. Therefore, it’d be odd if Mitch wasn’t home, so she tried her best to be quiet as she took off her heels before heading to the guest room to put her work things in there and maybe watch a show. However, she didn’t make it far when a familiar brown lab entered the hallway and rushed toward her excitedly.
“Hi, Zeusy boy,” Carson quietly greeted the dog as she crouched to his level and scratched behind his ears. “Is your dad sleeping?”
“Nah, I’m right here,” Mitch said as he entered the hallway. He was wearing a t-shirt and a pair of basketball shorts, and his hair was dishevelled, showing that he had been lying down.
“Shit, I’m sorry, Mitchy. Did I wake you up?”
“No, you’re good. I was just scrolling on my phone. You’re home early, though. Everything alright?”
“Uh, yeah,” Carson mumbled as she stood back up and smoothed her blouse. “I finished all of my work early and have a really good start on the stuff I have to do for the rest of the week. I just have a lot of stuff on my mind. I know I’m not in the office for the rest of the week now because my boss is away, but I didn’t want to be there anymore today. ”
“I see,” Mitchy responded, then narrowed his gaze at his cousin, knowing something was bothering her. “Do you want to talk about it?”
Of course, she wanted to talk to her twin about everything bugging her, but Carson didn’t want to bother Mitch with her problems.
“No, no, it’s ok. You have to start getting ready soon anyway. I think I’m just going to curl up and watch a show. Have a chill night in.”
“Carson.”
The look Mitch gave her as he crossed his arms showed that he wasn’t impressed by her answer, which made Carson sigh.
“Fine,” she huffed. “Let me change into something comfy, and then I’ll tell you.”
Mitch smirked at her triumphantly before calling for Zeus to follow him to the living room, and Carson went to the guest room. A few minutes later, she emerged in the hallway again wearing a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie, then made her way to the living room and curled up on the couch next to her best friend.
Carson spent the next few minutes telling Mitch what happened with Spencer at the office, including the back story of how he’d been flirty before despite knowing she was in a relationship. She then explained what Spencer said after she turned him down and what was on her mind afterwards.
“First off, fuck that guy,” Mitch said once Carson finished her spiel.
“I know, he sucks,” Carson agreed, then took a sip of the water bottle Mitch had grabbed for her.
“I’m glad you put him in his place, but it wouldn’t hurt to report him to HR or something, Carse.”
“I know, I’m going to tomorrow. I don’t want him to make anyone else in the office feel like I did today.”
“Good,” Mitchy replied, nodding his head, then stopping and glancing at his cousin again. “And you think you want to talk to Auston again now?”
Carson sighed.
“Yeah, I do. I miss him, Mitchy, and I need to know where we stand. It’s just frustrating because I still don’t know what I feel or what to do, but I know I need to talk to him. How is he? Is he good?”
“Matts? I mean, yeah, he’s alright. Same old now that the season has started. Not much else is going on at the moment. He asks about you a lot, though. Every day I see him, actually. He misses you too, Carse. I don’t want you to think he doesn’t. But, you gotta do what you think is best for you.”
“But I don’t know if what I want is what’s best for me,” Carson stressed, pushing her hair away from her face as she inhaled. “And that’s the thing. Can I trust Auston again after keeping such a big thing from me? I may have never known if the media didn’t get their hands on the information. Although part of me wishes I was as oblivious to the fact as I was two weeks ago, I still can’t believe it even happened and knowing that it did is a lot. But this is something I’d want to know. I just- how many other significant things hasn’t he told me? Is it too naive of me to want to think he wouldn’t keep something like this from me again?”
“It was extremely dumb for him not to tell you,” Mitch started. “It was even more ridiculous for him to do what he did, whether it was a drunken mistake or not. I will say, though, Auston seems to be learning from it. He’s trying, and that’s really all anyone can ask for. Of course, it doesn’t improve the situation, but he’s being cooperative. And I know one thing he really wants to fix is his relationship with you as he navigates moving forward from this. However, if you don’t think that’s best for you, you’ve gotta listen to that. I can’t see you tearing yourself up because of a relationship again, Carse. I’ve already made Auston clear of my feelings about the situation, and we’re okay now, but that doesn’t mean I’m going to say, ‘Yes, you two should figure things out and not break up.’ I love you and Auston together and am always rooting for you guys, but I’ll always care most about your happiness. You’re my best friend. And if you think Auston is who will still make you the happiest, you can’t let anyone make you think otherwise. If you can forgive him, great. But if not, I’ll still be in your corner and we’ll figure it out.”
Carson stayed silent for a moment, processing Mitch’s words. She inhaled deeply, reached up to wipe away a tear that broke free from her watering eyes, and then sniffled before looking back at her cousin.
“I wish I knew what to do, Mitchy. I wish I could go back to him and not be afraid he’d hurt me like this again. And I know I may have overreacted when all of this happened, but it was like being slapped in the face. I was blindsided, and now I feel like I’m in a hole. I don't know how to escape.”
“I know,” Mitch told her softly. “But I think you gotta do what you told me when we started this conversation, and that’s talk to Auston. You won’t know what you want regarding your relationship with him if you don’t.”
“You’re right,” Carson agreed. “I just have to build the courage to reach out to him. It should probably be soon, though, huh?”
“Carson, let me tell you it has been so pathetic seeing him mope over you,” Mitchy stated, making Carson cover her mouth, attempting to hide her chuckle. “Like good, he should know he fucked up, but Auston is so miserable because he misses you, and I can’t even tease him about it because the nice guy in me doesn’t want to make him feel worse.”
“Wow, how considerate of you,” Carson teased while Mitch nudged her with his shoulder. Carson pushed back, but soon enough, they stopped, and Carson leaned her head onto her cousin's shoulder. “Thanks for always looking out for me, Mitchy.”
“Gotta make sure my twin is always okay,” he responded, leaning his head against hers. “Like your mom used to say, it’s the two of us against the world.”
“It is. And I’m lucky to have you as my best friend backing me up every step of the way.”
“You really are stuck with me.”
“And I wouldn’t have it any other way,” Carson chuckled, then sat up again so she could look at Mitch. “But, you need to start getting ready, or else you’ll be late.”
“Shit, you’re right,” Mitch stated, quickly getting off the couch to gather his things. “You’re coming to the game tonight, no?”
“I don’t think so, Mitchy. I’m going to watch from here with Zeus. I don’t want to be back there just yet.”
“OK, fair. You’re welcome to join us after the game, though. Steph will want you there. I can give you a heads up if Auston comes out or not, too.”
“I appreciate it, but I’m ok,” Carson insisted. “I think I’m going to watch the game from here and think about what to do.”
“Alright. Promise to update me if anything happens or you decide you do want to come out?”
“I promise. Now go get ready.”
Mitch was ready and out of the condo within half an hour. Once he was gone, Carson put on Netflix and watched an episode of her show with Zeus before Steph got home. She was in a rush, too, having to get ready since she was going to the game that night with some of the other girlfriends. She tried multiple times to convince Carson to join her, but Carson was adamant about having an evening to herself, which Steph respected.
“I know you don’t want to come, but you’re sure there’s nothing I can do before I leave?” Steph asked as she battled with zipping up one of the tall boots she decided to wear that evening.
“I’m sure, Steph. You and Mitch have done enough for me,” Carson told her. “Go have fun tonight.”
“I’d have more fun if you came with me,” the blonde pouted, making Carson roll her eyes and smile at the dramatics. “But it’s fine, I’m fine. I’m sure Zeusy will love having you to hang out with.”
“The feeling is mutual.”
Carson then began scratching behind Zeus’ ears, which earned her a content noise from the chocolate lab before Steph spoke again.
“Ok. I’m going. You know to help yourself to any food or whatever, but please text me if you need anything or change your mind about coming.”
“You know I will,” Carson told her honestly. “I’ll watch from here and see you when you’re back tonight.”
“Ok, ok, I won’t press you anymore,” Steph said as she came over to give Zeus some love before leaving. “Alright, actually going now. Love ya!”
“Love ya too, have fun!”
And with that, it was just Zeus and Carson watching another episode of her show before it was game time.
Soon enough, the game started, and Carson hated that seeing Auston on the TV screen was still enough to feel a pang in her chest, but there was no arguing, just how much she missed him. As the game went on, Carson found herself paying more attention to Auston whenever the camera showed him than she did to the actual game, and before she knew it, the game was over.
The Leafs lost to the Blues, but Carson kept the channel on as post-game media started. She watched Will and Freddie do interviews and then felt her breath hitch when Auston came on the screen again. Hearing his voice answer questions about the game really hit her. It’d been almost two weeks since she last heard it, yet it still soothed her. She watched the entire interview, noticing how, along with the silver chain Auston wore around his neck, he was also wearing the Cartier love necklace that matched the one she wore. Both pieces of jewelry peaked out from Auston’s shirt, but when reporters kept bombarding him with questions, Carson noticed how he reached up to fiddle with the love necklace, gently rubbing his thumb over the two circles that linked in the middle.
It was then Carson decided she needed to talk to him as soon as possible. She wasn’t beating around the bush anymore; she knew they needed to speak, and there was no point in pushing it back then chickening out. But, as she waited to reach out to Auston, hoping he was home, her nerves returned, and she started convincing herself it wasn’t a good idea.
Carson’s heart pounded as she glanced at her phone again from where it lay between her and Zeus on the couch and debated what to do.
It was nearing 10:30pm. It had been over an hour since the game ended, and Carson knew Mitch and Steph wouldn’t return home immediately. Instead, they had plans to go out with some of the other guys and their girlfriends since the Leafs didn’t play for another few days. Mitch and Steoh invited Carson to join again, but she declined because she felt uncomfortable being the odd one out.
Carson didn’t know if Auston went with the group. There was a good chance that he did, and that was feeding into her debate about not calling him, but she wanted to. She needed to talk to him.
So, with a deep breath to calm her heart, Carson unlocked her phone. She opened the messages app and didn’t need to scroll to find her conversation with her boyfriend.
Carson felt like the wind was knocked out of her when she saw Auston’s name with the red heart emoji beside it and the photo of them in Arizona that past summer set as his contact picture. That feeling didn’t go away as she glanced at the text thread between them.
Despite not properly talking for almost two full weeks, Auston still messaged her every one of those days since their fight, saying that he loved her, missed her, was sorry and hoped she had a good day. The day after their fight, he still tried calling in hopes that Carson would pick up, but during his talk with Mitch, he was reminded that his constant calling was a bit overwhelming for her as she navigated her feelings about the situation. So, Auston opted to send texts.
Carson didn’t read or respond to any of those texts when she received them, but she found comfort as she scrolled through and read each one at that moment. In the days following their argument, she didn’t know what to think or feel, but receiving those texts made her feel normal. They were part of her routine, and although it was hard for her not to read them or respond, Carson thought she couldn’t until she knew what she wanted to say. Auston continued to send those messages despite her ignoring them, showing that he still cared and was willing to be patient with her like he always had been for the entirety of their knowing each other.
This was why Carson decided it was her turn to be patient with him and hear him out in a calmer setting than the last conversation they had almost two weeks prior. So, with another deep breath, she tapped his name at the top of the screen and hit the call button when it popped up.
It didn’t even take two full rings for him to pick up.
“Carse?” Auston’s voice sounded through the phone, making Carson’s breath hitch again. God, she missed him so much.
“H-hey,” Carson stammered before pausing in an attempt to recollect herself. “How are you?”
“I, uhm, I’m okay,” he responded, sounding surprised and as if he was still processing that he was talking to her. “Busy with hockey stuff, same old. How are you?”
“I’ve been better, and I’m sure you are. I still can’t believe you’ve got that ‘A’ on your jersey now, Aus. You deserve it. I was so proud seeing it for the first time in person during the home opener.”
“You were at that game?”
Carson nodded, even though he couldn’t see it.
“Yeah,” she almost whispered. “Mitch and Steph were trying to convince me to go 'cause I was originally going to watch from their place, but I didn’t decide until the last minute to actually go. So, I bought a ticket and went alone.”
“I wish you had told me,” Auston told her softly, which pulled on her heartstrings. “I would’ve wanted to know that you were there.”
“I know, but I didn’t know how Auston. Just seeing you out there made me so happy but so sad at the same time.”
Auston sighed at that.
“Carson, please know how sorry I am. I’ve spent the last two weeks beating myself up so much over this, and not saying I don’t deserve it, but fuck. I miss you so much.”
“I miss you too,” Carson admitted, deciding there was no need to hide her feelings from him.
“Is that why you called?” Auston asked, his voice a mix of unsureness and hopefulness.
“It is. I, um, I know it’s late, but are you home? Maybe I could come over, and we can talk.”
“Yes, please. I just got back. Please come home er-, I mean over. Do you want me to pick you up?”
“No, it’s okay,” Carson responded quickly, not wanting to be in such close proximity to him until she was at the condo. “Thank you, though.”
“Then, at the very least, let me order an Uber over here for you,” Auston suggested, not missing a beat.
“Auston, you don’t have to do that.”
“I insist. Please let me order it. I’d feel better if I could make sure you get here safely. Would they be picking you up from Mitch’s?”
“Ok,” Carson sighed in defeat. “And yes, it’s just Zeusy and me here.”
“Ok, perfect,” Auston said. “It says they’ll be there in five minutes. Is that too soon?”
“No, that’s great. I’ll put on my shoes and head downstairs.”
“Sounds good. I’ll see you soon. Love you.”
“Love y-,” Carson started but immediately cut herself off, then internally cursed herself because who was she kidding? Of course, she still loved him. “I’ll see you soon. Bye, Auston.”
Once she hung up the phone, Carson wasted no time getting off the couch and rushing to the front door to get her sneakers on.
“I’m sorry, Zeusy,” Carson muttered to the lab, who was rudely awoken from his slumber when she stood up but was still happy as he trailed after her. Zeus looked up at her expectantly, thinking he was going outside with her, and Carson felt terrible for leaving him behind, wasting no time to crouch down and pet him after her sneakers were on. “I know. I’m the worst for not taking you outside again, even though I did an hour ago. But how about I give you a treat? Will that make up for it?”
Zeus’ tail started wagging at that, so Carson quickly stood up straight again and ran into the kitchen to grab him a treat. Then, with one final pet goodbye, she rushed out the door.
As Carson waited for the elevator, she texted Mitch and Steph to tell them she was going over to Auston’s to talk because she knew they’d come back wondering where the hell she had gone otherwise. Both were quick to text back.
“Good luck, babe. Let me know how it goes,” read Steph’s message.
“Are you sure? Are you staying there? I’ll wait up so you can tell me what’s going on,” Mitch texted back, making Carson smile at the difference between the two messages. They both cared but in very different ways.
She messaged them each back, saying she’d keep them posted, then entered the elevator and went to the lobby. Upon seeing her reflection in the mirror that covered the elevator wall, Carson made an unimpressed noise. The thought of changing hadn’t even crossed her mind as she rushed out of Mitch’s condo, but she sure didn’t love that the first time she talked to Auston in person in two weeks, she’d be wearing an oversized hoodie and sweatpants. Carson quickly reached up to take her long brown hair out of the messy bun it was in and tried to make it look presentable, but then remembered Auston wouldn’t care about her looking like that. He’d seen her in similar outfits over the almost three years they’d been in a relationship.
Carson knew she didn’t need to impress him but still wished she looked a little better than she did.
Once the elevator reached ground level, Carson inhaled as she stepped off and entered the lobby. Her phone buzzed with a text, and she was half expecting it to be Mitch or Steph, but it was Auston letting her know the details about the car that was picking her up. Carson replied to his message this time and let him know she saw the car was waiting outside. Auston asked her to tell him when she was in the car and when she got to their condo so he knew everything was alright, and Carson promised she would.
When she entered the Uber waiting outside, the driver expressed his surprise after Carson confirmed they were picking up a rider named Auston.
“Not going to lie, I thought I was picking up Auston Matthews, the Leafs player, for a minute when I saw the name,” the driver explained, and Carson had to contain the smile she felt tugging at her lips.
“No, sorry, just me,” she responded, chuckling but not telling them she was indeed on her way to see the Auston Matthews.
“That’s alright, maybe another time,” the driver teased, then turned their focus back to the road as they drove.
It was a short drive. In all honesty, Carson had walked to and from the two condo buildings many times before, but with it being so late, she didn’t want to be out walking alone. She also knew that if she’d even mentioned the thought of walking, Auston would’ve shut the idea down immediately. The Uber driver didn’t ask questions about the short trip either and made small talk, ironically about the Leafs, since that was the first thing they and Carson had discussed.
A few minutes later, after thanking her driver and getting out of the car, Carson was standing outside the condo building that she began calling home a little over a month prior. Another wave of nervousness hit her, but she quickly shook it off as she entered the building.
She got into the building easily, still having her keys and fob to allow her access. The concierge at the front desk recognized her, nodding and smiling as she walked by and went straight for the elevator to take her to her and Auston’s floor.
Carson almost walked right into the condo out of force of habit once she arrived at the door. However, her nagging thoughts made her stop just before she could and opted to knock instead. It didn’t take long for Auston to open the door.
He looked good, really good. He was clad in a simple outfit, a black Raiders sweater and a pair of grey sweatpants that Carson always complimented on how good they made his butt look. His hair was a little damp still from his postgame shower, and a shadow of a beard was growing, showing it’d been some time since he last shaved. Carson stood there in silence momentarily, just taking in being in the presence of her boyfriend once again.
“Hey,” Auston spoke up, snapping Carson from her trance. She didn’t realize how tense she was until she felt herself relax just by being so close to him again.
“Hi,” Carson replied, her voice already cracking. Tears immediately pooled in her eyes, suddenly reminding her of all the emotions she’d felt since the last time she and Auston spoke.
“Oh, Carse.”
It didn’t require any thinking. The moment Auston saw those tears, he stepped towards Carson and pulled her into his embrace. The gesture felt so natural. Carson immediately melted into his touch and wrapped her arms around his middle in a tight embrace while instinctively hiding her face against his chest, letting the familiar scent of his favourite body wash surround her.
“I missed you,” she whispered after the two of them stood there holding each other for a moment.
“I’ve missed you more than I’ve ever missed anything in my life, Carson,” Auston replied, not missing a beat while tightening his squeeze around her. “I don’t want to open my eyes right now because what if I do and you’re not actually here? And this was just a fever dream?”
Carson couldn’t help the small laugh that escaped her mouth as she shook her head, still pressed against his chest, and then finally moved back and looked at him. Still, neither of them unwrapped their arms from around the other.
“I’m here. And we need to talk, Auston.”
“I know, I know,” Auston spoke softly as he finally let go of Carson, but only to reach up so he could cup her cheeks and use his thumbs to wipe away her tears. “God, I’m so happy to see you. But, you’re right. Let’s go inside so we can talk.”
Carson nodded in agreement and let her arms fall from Auston’s waist to her sides again, but Auston was quick to reach down his right hand and link it with her left hand, squeezing it after Carson intertwined their fingers, then leading her into the condo.
Once inside, Carson glanced around after she took her shoes off and walked further inside, not sure what she was expecting. Not a thing was changed. The same fluffy grey throw blanket she bought was still on the couch except instead of it being draped over the side neatly, it was bunched up and tossed to the side, indicating Auston had been using it. Her gaze then drifted to the walls and nearby bookshelf, which still had the same pictures of her and Auston and others of them with their friends and families displayed. On the bookshelf was her collection of books and trinkets she adored and the TV showed the paused episode of The Office Auston must’ve been watching when she called.
Carson felt at home again for the first time in two weeks and it was a perfect feeling.
“Uhm, can I get you water or anything?” Auston asked after a moment of observing Carson look around their living room, not missing how a small smile tugged at her lips as she did so.
“I’m alright, thank you,” Carson replied as she shook her arms so the sleeves of her sweater would fall since she’d pushed them up in the Uber. The sweater was large on her and it showed in the way the sleeves covered most of her hands. She then began to fiddle with and rub the hem of the sleeve between her fingers, something she tended to do when she felt uneasy or anxious. Auston knew that and wished she wasn’t feeling such a way, but mostly wished she didn’t feel that way because of him.
“Of course. Should, uh, should we sit?”
“Yeah, let's.”
The two of them made their way to the couch and sat down next to each other. It was a comfortable distance, but there was still a noticeable space between them which felt a thousand times bigger to Auston. He hated it. If it were up to him Carson would be right next to him with her legs over his thighs, both cuddled under the throw blanket as she told him about her day and he played with her hair while listening. He was yearning but was brought back to reality when Carson spoke again.
“I think you should start.”
“R-right,” Auston stuttered, shaking his little daydream from his head but not being able to hide how lost in his thoughts he got momentarily. However, he knew exactly what he wanted to say, he’d been thinking about it for almost two weeks. “You’re right. And I’m just going to start with how sorry I am, Carse. I’m sorry for what I did in Arizona and how it affected someone because of my ignorance and stupid drunk actions. I’m sorry that when me and you last talked, I didn’t take ownership of how I messed up. I know that what I did wasn’t ok. I wish I could take it all back. And I’m sorry that during all of this, I hurt you. I should’ve been honest with you about the charge as soon as it happened. It’s not an excuse, but I was embarrassed and didn’t want you to be ashamed of me. I told my family I would tell you, which is why they didn’t say anything, but I was a coward. It’s not that I didn’t trust you whatsoever, Carson. I trust you with everything I have, I was just stupid and thought I could ignore what happened. That it wouldn’t matter and I could move on with life normally. I should’ve known better. I made a huge mistake and I’m learning from it. I know I’m better than this, but I want to learn from it so I can move forward properly and nothing like this ever happens again. I don’t expect you to fully forgive me right away either, but you make me a better person. I know I can learn a lesson and grow from this. But, I really want you by my side as I do, if you’re still willing.”
Carson was so tired of crying, but she couldn’t stop the tears flowing as she hung on to every word Auston said to her. This conversation was already so different from the last one they had. She could tell the toll everything was taking on him and knew the weight of it all was crushing. But, he was taking full responsibility, seemingly accepting that this all happened on his own accord.
“I’m proud of you, Auston,” Carson spoke softly as she wiped her tears away with the sleeves of her sweater. “I feel like I’m having a conversation with a completely different person than I did two weeks ago.”
Auston felt good hearing that. During their fight, Carson voiced that she didn’t feel like she was talking to the man she loved. That, in that moment, he didn’t feel like home anymore to her, which hit Auston hard because Carson would always say it didn’t matter where they were as long as they were together, because he was her home. Hearing her say that was what pushed him over the edge that night truly realizing how badly he fucked up, but it was too late. Carson was already heading out the door and Auston couldn’t stop her.
“It shows me that you are learning from this and that’s really good,” she continued. “You owe that to that woman you distressed. But also the team, the fans, your family and yourself.”
“I owe it to you, too.”
“I appreciate you saying that, but this isn’t about me. However, that does lead me to talk about us.”
Carson paused to take a breath, already feeling herself get emotional again, but was soon met by Auston gently linking their hands together and stroking his thumbs over her knuckles. When she didn’t pull away, Auston gave her hands a reassuring squeeze.
“When I found out you kept something so significant away from me, I was hurt,” Carson said. “I felt betrayed, but also shocked because I never ever thought I’d feel the way I did and you being the one that caused it. I felt everything we built together, was a lie. Our castle was crumbling down because it seemed like you couldn’t trust me and I wasn’t sure I could trust you to not keep important things from me again. It was devastating feeling that way about the man I love more than anything in this world. We’re partners, Auston. And you didn’t treat me like one doing that.”
“I know, and again, I am so sorry, Carson. I never wanted you to feel that way and I feel terrible for being the reason you did. I-I can’t blame you for leaving,” Auston’s voice trailed off at the end of his sentence as he felt the words getting stuck in his throat. “Watching you walk out that door was one of the worst nights of my life. You’re my rock and suddenly that was gone and it was all my fault. I hardly slept not knowing when or if you’d come back, but I had to keep hoping, praying that you would. Part of me convinced myself Mitch was going to tell me that you weren’t coming back ever and I don’t know what I would’ve done if he did. I was a mess, I still am. These last two weeks have been hell and I deserved it. And I’m not saying this to guilt you into making a decision now, but Carse, if you did want to leave and not come back to this, us, I need to know. The not knowing is killing me. I don’t want to lose you, but I need to know if I have.”
Carson inhaled deeply again.
“The thing about these last two weeks, with how upset and angry I was at myself and you and the situation, not once did I think I no longer wanted to be with you. I love you, Auston. I knew I didn’t want to break up, but I wasn’t sure if staying in a relationship with you was what would be best for me. I fell into a depressive hole myself. I never thought I’d feel that low because of you and I wasn’t sure if I could forgive and move on or if this would have me feeling I could never trust you again. I can’t let myself get this destroyed by the person who is supposed to be my partner again, not after my ex. But, Auston, you are not him. You never will be him and that’s why, even with the space we’ve had since our fight, I knew I’d be coming back to you. I love you too fucking much to not even try to work through this and move forward together. I don’t want you to think we’re over because of this.”
Auston didn’t realize just how many tears had welled in his eyes until he let out a relieved sigh and smiled, allowing a couple of those tears to break free and stream down his face.
“You have no idea how badly I needed to hear that,” he said and squeezed her hands again.
“You have no idea how badly I needed to get that off my chest and actually tell you,” she replied and let out a small laugh at how emotional they both were. “God, we’re such messes.”
“I’ll accept being the biggest mess ever to exist if it means you’ll be by my side as I clean myself up.”
“Well, I can tell you that I’m not going anywhere. I mean it, Auston. You haven’t lost me.”
“Thank, God,” Auston sighed, feeling like so much weight had been lifted off his chest. “We’re good?”
“We’re good,” Carson confirmed, smiling as Auston let go of her hands and then held his arms out. She was quick to launch herself into his embrace and hold on for dear life while he fell back onto the couch cushion and she laid on top of him, feeling the safest and most content she had in weeks. “I’m glad to be home.”
“I’m never going to give you a reason to feel like you have to leave home again, Carse. That’s a promise.” Auston declared as he kissed the top of her head and started playing with her hair. “I love you, Carson.”
“And I love you, Auston,” Carson replied as she moved her head from Auston’s chest so she could look at him.
The two lay there for a moment looking at each other as Auston continued playing with Carson’s hair, debating his next move. He couldn’t help the way his gaze drifted to her lips, missing the way they felt against him so badly. He wanted nothing more than to cup her cheek with his hand and close the small gap between them with the kiss he craved. However, even though Auston knew he and Carson were good, he also knew they weren’t back to normal. Things being normal again would take time and Auston was ok with that. It didn’t matter how much time it may take because he had his love back and he wasn’t going to take any chances with anything that could push her away again.
Much to Auston’s pleasant surprise, though, Carson was the one to delicately place her hand under his chin and tilt it up before crashing her lips against his in a sweet, intimate kiss.
As soon as their lips met, Auston deepened the kiss as he wrapped his arm around her and rolled them over so that Carson’s back would be on the couch and he was on top. He used one arm to hold himself up and keep most of his weight off of her while his other hand cupped her cheek and jaw to prevent the kiss from breaking, finally getting what he had spent the last two weeks yearning for.
After a few moments of kissing, they pulled away to look at each other and laugh at how out of breath they both were. But that didn’t stop Auston from leaning in and stealing one more kiss.
“Will you stay over tonight?” He asked softly, not wanting her to feel pressured if she wasn't ready to come back home fully yet. “It’s an off day tomorrow and Mitch mentioned you weren’t going into the office, we could go get your work stuff from his place in the morning then come back here and have a lazy day together. Only if you want to, of course.”
“I would love that,” Carson replied, then pecked his lips again. “Let me tell Mitch and Steph I won’t be back tonight first, then can we go to bed? I’m exhausted.”
“Of course, beb.”
After they untangled themselves from each other and Carson texted Mitch and Steph to say she was staying, she and Auston turned off the lights before heading to the bedroom together. Carson felt so good after changing into a pair of her pyjamas she grabbed them from the dresser and then crawled into her bed after a long, almost two weeks. The best part, though, was being back in that bed with Auston. He felt better too having Carson in his embrace again as he fought to stay awake, wanting to make sure she fell asleep first. Once she did, Auston let his tiredness take over him too and both he and Carson had one of the best sleeps of their lives, together again.
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Fundie Families and Adjacents I Follow: Bates
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William Gilvin Bates "Gil"- January 1, 1965
Kelly Jo Callaham- October 26, 1966
They married on December 19, 1987, at ages 22 and 21. They share 19 children, 11 children-in-law, and 32 grandchildren. They are based in Tennessee.
1-Zachary Gilvin "Zach"- December 30, 1988
2- Michael Christian "Michaela"- January 23, 1990
3- Erin Elise- May 2, 1991
4- William Lawson "Lawson"- July 27, 1992
5- Kenneth Nathaniel "Nathan"- August 29, 1993
6- Alyssa Joy- November 9, 1994
7- Tori Layne- December 20, 1995
8- Trace Whitfield- February 1, 1997
9- Carlin Brianne- April 11, 1998
10- Josie Kellyn- August 4, 1999
11- Katie Grace- October 5, 2000
12- Jackson Ezekiel- February 17, 2002
13- Warden Justice- May 19, 2003
14- Isaiah Courage- October 16, 2004
15- Addallee Hope "Addie"- February 17, 2006
16- Ellie Bridget- April 28, 2007
Jewel- miscarriage
Jubilee- miscarriage
17- Callie-Anna Rose- August 2, 2009
18- Judson Wyatt- September 15, 2010
Zion- miscarriage in March 2011
19- Jeb Colton- February 1, 2012
Sunny- miscarriage in August 2012
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Zach married Whitney Eileen Perkins (September 21, 1993) on December 14, 2013, at ages 24 and 20. They share 5 children. They are based in Tennessee.
1- Bradley Gilvin- October 29, 2014
2- Kaci Lynn- June 20, 2016
miscarriage- 2018
3- Khloe Eileen- November 7, 2019
4- Jadon Carl- June 7, 2021
5- Lily Jo- August 15, 2023
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Michaela and Brandon Timothy Keilen (September 15, 1989) married on August 15, 2015, both at age 25. They suffer from infertility. They are based in Tennessee.
Eden- miscarriage
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Erin married Charles Stephen Paine III "Chad" (April 18, 1987) on November 2, 2013, at ages 22 and 26. They share 6 children. They are based in Florida.
3 miscarriages- 2014
1- Charles Stephen Paine IV "Carson"- May 14, 2015
2- Brooklyn Elise- August 6, 2016
3- Everly Hope- March 30, 2018
4- Holland Grace- November 26, 2019
5- Finley Marie- January 18, 2022
6- William Gage- October 30, 2023
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Lawson married Tiffany Lian Espensen (February 10, 1999) on May 12, 2022, at ages 29 and 23. They share a child. They are based in Tennessee.
Hope- miscarriage- 2023
1- William Daniel- July 19, 2024
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Nathan married Esther Joy Keyes (October 14, 1997) on October 22, 2021, at ages 28 and 24. They share 2 children.
1- Kenna Joy- October 17, 2022
2- Graham Alan- October 4, 2024
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Alyssa married John Elliott Webster (November 21, 1989) on May 24, 2014, at ages 19 and 24. They share 5 children. They are based in Florida.
1- Allie Jane- April 11, 2015
2- Lexi Mae- January 26, 2017
3- Zoey Joy- March 28, 2018
4- Maci Jo- February 9, 2021
5- Rhett Alan- March 18, 2023
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Tori married Robert Ellis Smith III "Bobby" (February 16, 1995) on December 16, 2017, at ages 21 and 22. They share 5 children. They are based in Tennessee.
1- Robert Ellis Smith IV "Kade"- November 9, 2018
2- Kolter Grey- March 25, 2020
3- Charlotte Raine- June 24, 2021
4- Cambree Layne- August 2, 2022
5- Weston Slade- May 29, 2024
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Trace married Lydia Johanna Romeike (April 10, 1998) on October 1, 2022, at ages 25 and 24. They share a son. They are based in Tennessee.
1- Ryker Cruise- September 12, 2023
miscarriage- 2024
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Carlin married Evan Patrick Stewart (August 24, 1995) on May 25, 2019, at ages 21 and 23. They share 2 children. They are based in Tennessee.
1- Layla Rae- January 31, 2020
2- Zade Patrick- March 27, 2022
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Josie married Kelton Edward Balka (July 4, 1995) on October 5, 2018, at ages 19 and 23. They share 3 children. They are based in Tennessee.
1- Willow Kristy- July 19, 2019
miscarriage- 2020
2- Hazel Sloane- June 14, 2021
3- Miles Kelton- February 21, 2024
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Katie married Travis James Clark (March 8, 2001) on December 3, 2001, both at age 21. They share 2 children.
1- Hailey James- February 17, 2023
2- Harvey Gray- September 30, 2024
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Jack married Emerson Hope Wells (April 22, 2003) on October 14, 2023. They are based in Florida.
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Isaiah is dating a woman named Sarah.
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