#Let Me In

[swampthingking]

ME AGAIN with some unintelligible thoughts

could he have been groomed by an exy coach ?????????? in high school?????? was it an exy banquet that shit hit the fan ??????????????? and this is why his sister can’t forgive him for continuing to play and why this banquet tore them apart??????

is this why jeremy works so hard to make exy fun, because at one point exy was Not Fun for him, and this is the way he reclaims it

the kayleigh day award is the “have a winning day” to jeremy’s abuser

“i’m sorry that you think i’ll never understand” keeps me up at night. nora. what do you have planned for captain sunshine.

(this is right after jeremy, laila, and cat find out that the ravens weren’t responsible for the “hazing” injuries, and then jeremy calls kevin and finds out that riko broke his hand).

what do you mean “i’m sorry you think i’ll never understand” ???

and there’s been so many other people on here that have gathered evidence for jeremy’s backstory that i have done it much better than i can, so i think it’s obvious that we all know jeremy has been through some sort of trauma/s. but hello, this line makes me wonder about specific abuse, and to what extent. given nora’s history with horrific ml backstory reveals, i don’t have hopes that jeremy’s backstory is something…”normal” i guess? in comparison to what other aftg characters have going on. i don’t think it will be just that jeremy’s family is fucked up and they blame him for something happening at the banquet.

there’s something more happening with the mysterious missing knox sibling and the estranged relationship between jeremy and his existing siblings. jean has experienced maliciously targeted physical, sexual, and mental abuse, and the specific language of the line, “i’m sorry that you think i’ll never understand,” reveals something (at least to me) in its obstruction, which is, “i would understand better than most.”

i don’t want to immediately jump to sexual abuse—but to me, this is where it’s leading to. i don’t want to automatically mirror jeremy’s character with andrew’s, but at this point, the extent of jean’s abuse has culminated into something undeniable.

and now i’m like ok nora what the Fuck do you have planned … i’m putting 2 and 2 together and idk if it equals 4 but i’m scared that jeremy’s missing sibling isn’t in the picture because there was some sort of abuse inflicted by them onto jeremy. and jeremy reported it, and maybe the sibling was arrested at the banquet, or there was a big fight at the banquet because of it. step-grandpa is a congressman, so it was either covered up or it’s a “shame” thing that jeremy “allowed” the abuse to happen… guys idk. then there’s the exy conflict in there somehow and how shameful it is that he still plays??? anywho

[whereifindsanity]

[thechekhov]

nobody in their right mind will let me do this but I want to get in the water and try to mimic orca sounds at orcas in real time. I know I can do whistles and clicks underwater, and I need to see if

a) they would be loud enough for the orca to hear and

b) if it would freak them out

whether or not I get killed in this scenario is irrelevant. I need to see an orca as wigged out as a cat when you meow at it.

[goryhorroor]

day 18 of horror: female vampires

[the-children-of-cyn]

Welcome, do not be afraid. You are safe here in her arms.

The children of Cyn is an au that completely diverts from the plot of murder drones entirely. In this universe, Cyn is the mother of the void, the absolute. Goddess of the end.

She comes to drones in their minds, she offers her Devine power, promising everything a drone could ever want. But only if they let her in.

Those who reject her love, deny her power…will have to answer to the Angels of the void. Cyn’s puppets.

Venus, Jayiel, and Noel. Her creations, her archangels of the singularity.

Very few have denied the Mothers power and love, because why would you ever deny her? She is the one true end.

Won’t you let her in and allow her to love you too?

Why did you reject her, Uzi? Didn’t your mother teach you better.

[catsbeaversandducks]

“A cat is always on the wrong side of any door.” (Pam Brown)

Photos by Marc-Antoine Cat

[kroferity]

"LET ME IN"

That feeling when I post art once every few months... But what can you do ;w;

A treat for fans of Murder Drones!! ;P Your best girl

[sting-raes]

meowing and pawing at his door like a sad cat

[ghostsomberblue]

cyn cyn cynnnn, should i post the sketch? :)

[geniemillies]

late night doodles ft. baby tamlin and his mama, lady of spring (rip)

bc i often think about tamlin's childhood and his relationship with his mother, how she's complicit in his abuse because she is said to love her husband so much she can't speak against him. i hc their bond was unexpected and she was young, immediately becoming lady of spring and providing heirs. and like, not knowing how to actually mother them.. with tamlin, she doesn't really know how to comfort him, always telling him it'll pass and it'll be okay. she can pat him on the head, fix his violin, maybe hold him for a little bit but can't look at his scars when she heals them. and she's remorseful because she doesn't know how to be a mother to him. and when she looks at her sons she sees her failures as their mother. two cruel boys with their father's eyes and lust for power. her youngest, bearing her green eyes, always crying, pleading silently for her to do something. defend him maybe. talk to him at least. stop being silent.

so tamlin never really had anyone to confide in. so he grows up always bottling it in until he breaks and explodes. but his mother isn't there to fix what he broke or just hold him momentarily, tell him it's going to be okay.

but like, but like, do you think in her final moments she tries her best to defend tamlin at last. with what little power she has against the night hl she puts herself in front of her baby :'D the one time she stands up for him and defends him and show him she loves him. and she fucking dies :'D do you think her last words were sorry and i love you :'DD do you think that was what sent Tamlin to the edge and made him snap that he managed to kill rhys' dad :'DDD

do you thiiiiink—

[playerprincess]

Me looking at the people who get to see the kickstarter updates because I was too late to join:

[leelarots]

is this anything

[subaek]

EXO 엑소 'Let Me In' MV

[thecodeisveroncia]

Jimmy with a beard PLEAES. PLEASEEE I KNOWW YOU HEAR ME KNOCKING

[lucisphere]

Hahli Knocking