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' kishinami-san ... it's hard not to admire her , right ? ' though , what was it exactly that he found so intriguing ? anyone could have called her elegant or breathtakingly beautiful , but it was never just that . there were parts of her that faintly resembled some of the live arts he had met ... a precious thing lost and wandering , or stuck in place , yet somehow still full of feelings , feelings the arts themselves didn't even understand .

--- maybe , were those feelings nothing more than his own ? no , they couldn't have been , right ? there was no way that everything about her was solely felt by him . ' she's ... quiet . but when she speaks , her voice is really pretty . i don't think she's ever yelled at anyone before , and i don't think she'd ever want to , anyways . isn't that a good thing ? it's true that sometimes she takes a lot of time to think about what she wants to say , but that's just proof that she's considerate . she's not as cold as some people think she is just because of her appearance . if anything , it should be the opposite --- she's always willing to help , and never stops thinking about others or putting them first . '

it was just the sort of person that she was . an effortless kindness , a well-maintained politeness . a delicate lace-heart stitched right onto her sleeve . it's impossible to prevent the warm , glowing smile that draws out on the boy's expression at the mere thought of her . ' kishinami-san is always so gentle and kind . she always makes me feel safe , like i have someone to rely on or to turn to if things go wrong . i just wish that she would accept some of the things i've tried to do for her , too . the times i've reached out ... u-uh , i'm not sure how to put it ... ' he had felt ignored ? declined ? avoided ? ' i feel like ... she doesn't want me to get too close . i don't really understand what i'm not supposed to see , and i know i'm just a kid , so maybe my words don't have that much of an impact --- but i want to tell her at the very least that i care . '

if that , the simplicity of his sole presence and support , could have still meant something even meagerly beneficial to her , then he would have been infinitely satisfied . ' i can't help but worry a little ... it's not fair if i don't get to be there for her too . happiness should be shared , not one-sidedly given away . even if i'm a thief , i don't want to take everything for myself and leave her alone with nothing . it's not right ... ' rather , could he have followed his grandfather's advice ? instilling within her even a faint , albeit no less precious dream or a wish . even if he was a dull boy who always need her help , just maybe dark could bring her a little half-anonymous wonder , the niwa himself already considering flowers ; letters .

to you , lovely and lonely as the moon .

' if she ever has any troubles ... i'll be sure to steal them away . it's okay if she can't always bring herself to laugh , but i won't stand to ever see her cry or be sad all by herself . she has just as much right as anyone to be happy and have friends , because she's just as important as anyone else . that's why ... i don't understand . it's why i'm sorry , too --- but i don't want to , i won't give up on trying to reach out to her just yet . not until she realizes i'm there . right beside her , like she's always been there for me . to that end ... --- please , believe in me , kishinami-san . '