#LOVE ough I wish I had an actual lolita wardrobe

[cryptidcalling]

In a lolita fashion mood sooo... dresses for Vesper

[satellite-blossom]

Oooough whenever I see lifestyle lolitas/fairies I'm like "zamn even their house looks soooo cool ❢ And they have soooo many cute clothes too ❢".

I like videogame merch too much to ever have a fully pastel house, but I'd love to have more pastels at home though. Ough, and the clothes, the clothes, the CLOTHES, WAHOO ❢ I wish I had more pastel/cute clothes... I'm very slowly building up my wardrobe, and it's already way better than it was one year ago (I finally have fairy kei appropriate pants, wowie ❢ Not just leggings ❢ I've been able to wear fairy kei this winter ❢ Ɛ>), but it still isn't all that big... Like, of course it's smaller than the wardrobe of people who've been into kawaii fashion for 4+ years, but I still have to recycle outfits a lot because I don't have that many options...

The thing is that Western sellers are pretty pricey, shopping from Japan is ridiculously expensive, and Taobao has pretty much blocked me so I can't shop on it as easily as before... And Taobao doesn't have a lot of pants/bottoms too...

Uuuuugh I shouldn't be this negative. I've been wearing fairy kei fashion for like, 2 or 3 years ? I mean. I've improved a lot since my first "coord" (it wasn't even actual fairy kei, RIP Ɛ/>), and I've gotten better at composing outfits in general, not just for fairy kei... I've made some progress, and yeah it sucks that I can't get all the pretty clothes in the world, but hey it's better than nothing. I still dress cutely every day and that's what really matters.