#LITTLE BEEPOS MISERY IS INCREASING AND IM LITTLE BEEPO!!!!!!!!

[sorunort]

a star and their housemaiden.

anybody else think about mirabelle and loop and get emotional??? just too many thoughts about what they had, lost, and won't exactly regain completely in the future but still can forge something new and wholly their own? anyone else crying!!!!!!????

[bearhound]

theres a coffeeshop opening in my village so fingers crossed i can get a job there 😳

[novastrae]

study. decima playlist. god complex - violent vira.

summary. *subjects u all to my worms*

a play-by-play analysis on how it applies to decima. tw's for: mental health issues / ptsd / mentions of self harm (but not horrifically detailed) / suicidal ideation.

i wanna be the true savior // the one with the terrible demise || i wanna be the messiah, pariah // the one who never dies.

as @entwinedreams described one of their muses and decima, decima is considered one of the "undying saintesses of khaenri'ah," alongside marianne (@cursedcrest) as they are seen of one of the last beacons of hope, along with dain, marianne, and the prince. decima has engrained in their head that they HAVE to get revenge for the cataclysm, even if it means dying over and over and being subjected to the phoenix curse of immortality.

i wanna be your true love // yes and the only one // you could cry to all the time.

on one hand, you could say this is a toxic thing of decima. however, i raise you this ; decima's self-imposed centuries of isolation was arguably as devastating as ei's, but rather out of grief, it's to prevent grieving. decima never properly learned how to be a lover, and how to accept people loving them. decima wants to be loved and to love, but they're terrified of losing people, so they want as much time as possible with their lover as possible before they inevitably die.

i could just be who you need // darling won't you just plead // or should i begin to bleed?

decima wants to be cared for the way they care for others. they love and love and love with their whole heart, without being provoked, and yet they are terrified of not being loved. so decima will change themself for who they love, even if it means bleeding out. decima craves to be wanted - decima craves to be desired.

could also be seen as literally "should i begin to bleed?" because decima (self harm tw) is numb to most pain at this point, to the point they can scratch their skin raw and purposefully get injured and not feel much of it, as if they can bleed on cue.

god i could try // to be the one.

see above.

i'll tear down this sky // what do you want // i'll do it all // for life // for love // my alibi // tonight // tonight i'll try to do it for you

decima would destroy an army if it's what their lover wants. however, decima would also destroy said army for the sake of their lover's safety. decima is, after all, technically trained to kill efficiently.

i wanna be the white angel // the one with two billion of eyes.

biblically accurate angel. decima just wants to die - they want to feel the loving embrace of death, in fact, they crave it. but because of the curse, they can't die - not permanently anyway.

i wanna be like a fly on the wall // to watch you until you die.

see: "i could just be who you need." in addendum, decima will inevitably live to see their partner(s) die. a perpetual reincarnation of their lover, and decima is tortured to watch it over and over.

i'm gonna be where you are // doesn't matter how far // because we are meant to be.

perpetual reincarnation, once again. no matter how much decima tries to die, or get hurt, or isolate themself, they'll see their lover in every life their lover lives, and it hurts. it hurts and they can't stand the idea of seeing their lover reincarnated but fall for someone else because it hurts that they can't be reincarnated every life for them.

i could just be who you need // darling please worship me // or would you prefer to bleed?

see above

[spiritunwilling]

Fucking miserable

[red-dyed-sarumane]

i have a bunch of things in my likes i planned on rbing so if when im feeling more social u suddenly get a bunch of notifs from me on posts from weeks ago. hi

[stoneclaw]

inability to make decisions probably a result of trauma ig so my homework for the week is to make small decisions. so theres that.

[rabbivole]

felt nonspecifically terrible today like ‘i NEED to be doing something else right now but i don’t know what it is’ and my brain just parses it as repeating LITTLE BEEPO’S MISERY IS INCREASING forever 

[fearthefuzzybear]

little beepos misery is increasing (im beepo)

[acanthemp3]

oh my fucking god. i was just saying to myself "little beepos misery is increasing" because thats my catchphrase now for whenever im miserable. but i suddenly got flashbacks to middle school and bandom circa 2015 when everyone went around calling brendon urie beebo. i dont think we can be friends anymore little beepo...... the memories.... theyre too painful.......

[torkison]

drinking disgusting overpriced iced coffee from the school cafeteria little beepo's misery is increasing so bad. AND im in maths class misery x2

[bubblesthetherapyfish]

probably almost at the end?

*grabs Cahciua* YOU!!!!!

wait we dont have zip lines in the source

oh i guess we do but they're Not Called That

erenville's now getting the whole "we lost someone but the narrative's forcing us to to keep going without processing it" bit

we saw this coming but ough it's still rough to think about

damn this is like hit video game final fantasy xv where you had a gondola ride and everybody liked it

wol looks so peaceful for once

aww this reminds me of seeing fountains like that in atlanta

....uhhhh fuck this game it's for babies uhhh fhgjklbljknlfg

im fine

im soooo fine

i dont think i can do this

the way the buildings fall apart when you look past them even a little

okay let's go

ohhh god

the silence.....

is this gonna be like the abandoned theme park in forgotten land that gives me depression

help raha's dialogue when you talk about the pixies

will i get a moment with everyone like with g'raha

hi otis

but we both are cats already though 😭

little beepo's misery is increasing, im little beepo

the bunny fates??? 😭

it's The Arena from Kirby

o- oh...

oh krile

ohhhh fuck me

i sure have carried many objects before

what are you up to catboy

BRO INHALED THAT SHIT

wuk lamat is me going to any attraction ever

maya.....

"somewhat" dfkjhgkdj

i love this zone a lot

IIFA TREE MENTION!!!!!!!!!

is it an armadillo or...?

the goddamn echevore

capybaras???

they both have completely different theories about why the capybaras can fly djfhgdj

it's like being a kid and going on the last ride before you have to go home with your family, except your mom is going to fucking die too

ouhg.......

this game is fucking destroying me again, more news at 12

let's go.....

if sphene turns into something like hydaelyn im gonna piss my pants

please be kind to me server lag

oh my god it really is alexandria holy fuck

SERVER LAG IS NOT BEING KIND AAAAAUGH

i give up for today

okay im back with a lot less lag

also i didn't even notice im on the Dawntrail quest 😭

help this first boss is fucked up even without lag

these noises are sososo scary

I FUCKING DIED TWICE

4th time's the charm.... 😬

oh no we're in a suspiciously trial shaped room

SHE PUT THEM IN THE TRASH FOLDER NOOOOOO

I COUNTER WITH A FRUIT GUMMY

finally my queue popped

EVERY BOSS IN THIS EXPAC IS DESIGNED TO GIVE ME A FUCKING HEART ATTACK i need to lie down

o7

we all fuckin faceplanted

damn....

live footage of me taking a walk with my irl family

alphy leaves estinien to die 2024 colorized

i think that was a really nice and heartfelt expac for a setting that was more relaxed, i think there's only a couple small things here and there that i didn't like with the story which is really solid

and wuk lamat is such a good character with really amazing voice acting, even though she's pretty cheerful most of the time she really came through with anger and sadness too

i like how the duties really challenged me and made me sit the fuck up and focus, honestly i really wish i could do EX/savage this tier

aside from the ending theme (which im just extremely neutral on) i think the music was great this time, usually i only really love the themes for 1-2 zones per expac but this time i went crazy for nearly all of them

overall it doesn't have as much of the issues as previous expacs where the story felt rushed, there's some weirdness here and there but its not too bad

ALSO THE VANGUARD THEME IS SO GOOD

wait im curious does anything play in living memory now or is it just quiet forever?

.....are we getting any meanwhiles or

im plotting my next move >:)

YAYYYYY ALPACA!!!!!!

THE ARENAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

7.0 time

jumpscared by new quest jingle

WHAT THE HELL

my mouth looks so different when it's open 😭

my lips are so tiny

sirensong sea 2?

wave goodbye to your fucking children you bitch!!!!!!!

alright im gonna pause to fantasia

yeah im just changing the lips (and finally getting my lion tail yippee)

hello person with green hair who won't be an important character for sure

my fucking load times boy

whoa another motion sickness friend!!!!

holy shit that line read was so funny

it's raining cats and dogs and even horses here

yeah i've done leviathan 2000 times already

i got so caught up in enjoying the new city i forgot to write anything 🌮

"crunchy"

MY FUCKING TACOOOOOOOOOSSSSSS

the way krile says tacos like she's never pronounced it before (she hasn't)

damn they hittin us with the "set aside sufficient time" already?

HEY I KNOW THAT GUY

when did my wife get here and why didn't he say anything

go off babygirl

oh that's a sweet nickname

ewwww

i like this catboy he's got good sense

krile my beloved

THAT'S A LOTTA FUCKIN PEOPLE

*remembers my catboy* nah im good

im so curious about zoraal ja ja

oh the echo??

aww she's happy even with a few people cheering for her

okay byeee

looks like split paths coming up?

oh huh it actually locks you out of the other now

BLUE QUESTS

outta my way gayboy i got unlocks

i am once again starting an expansion off by buying a cat minion

this trading segment is so fun

i like this hot pink bitch named breakfast

what the fuck is that an hq alpaca

whoa erenville smiled

AGAIN WITH THE FIREWOOD

my son will never know peace

i hope the hanu ate good while we were gone

so ive done the pelupelu half of the quests and the blue questline. i think i really like the pelupelu, it's interesting to see a culture based around business that's different from ul'dah and im excited to unlock their society quests. im also curious about zoraal ja ja's motivations, i can kinda understand his whole thing of wanting to teach the people a lesson but im sure there's more to it i haven't seen yet

[t4tstarvingdog]

he’s small and creature and sad all over. who is he?

[raptari]

Anduin, for the Character Bingo!

as an anduin pfp haver im so normal about him go ahead put your fingers through the bars of my enclosure i promise i wont bite. i'll fight for his little cringe ass. he's little beepo to me and his misery is increasing. also i will write in his cane if he's ever in a fic i write. he's disabled god damn it let him be a cool disabled character blizzard. biting killing maiming.

[olight]

Little Beepo’s misery is increasing.

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