#LIKE legit takes hands to my head and sobs about it all 😭😭😭😭

[rayroseu]

I think I realized why I like Silver despite his character trope being what I hate lol No, its not about him being too boring, its about his character centering around "repaying your family"

In Filipino teleseryes iirc, there's always a character trope for the good kid where their entire motives centers around doing work for their family for their entire life, and the story makes that personality "righteous" "admiring" and should be "what all children should do"

I suppose I hated it as a kid because its trying to enforce a standard🤣 like its trying to influence its viewers that this is how you should treat your parents, even if its good behaviour that this character trope is trying to portray,,, they were annoying because it always portrays that "their effort for their parents was perfect"

But Silver's story isn't like that. I can say that the story reinforces that ""his ideal way"" of repaying Lilia often fails because of circumstances he cannot control. His efforts to repay his parent, often fails, and I think that's what makes Silver really relatable.

I think Silver is convinced as well that what will make Lilia proud and would be him performing splendidly as knight and student(?), thats why he always works hard and he gets saddened when his sleeping condition ruins that hard work (Silver Lab Vignette)

But "being perfect", or even a repayment for raising him up, isn't what Lilia wishes for Silver... What would truly make Lilia proud, would be "just Silver living."

Its like Lilia didn't expect anything from Silver,,, in a "just be yourself" way.... I think during Book 7, this is what conflicted Silver the most (other than the whole Knight of Dawn relateion), that his Father would truly love him no matter who he is or what he becomes.

I also love the fact that TWST added the tragedy of aging in Silver's motive of repaying his parent... Because that truly is a harsh reality 😭 if you want to repay your parents, there's always this looming worry that your parent might not make it in time for them to see you succeed and be proud of you because they'll pass away from age...

I think the way their story reminds that "your time together with your family is ephemeral" inspired me more to actually value my time together with people important to me ykk

So Silver's motivation to repay his parent often ""fails""" because what Lilia wants from him is to just live and be yourself, and that's what the story enforces Silver to do as well. 🥹

I haven't read many stories that dwells this topic as emotional as Silver and Lilia's story... 🥲 Usually the parents in teleseryes will expect something like "at least complete your studies so we can be proud of you 🥺" while that is a good expectation,, it kinda gives off the vibes that the parental love was conditional all along XD. Its never as unconditional as Lilia's imo... 🥹🥹🥹💖💖

Its also seen with what skills Lilia teaches Silver revolving around survival, because he wants him to truly live with your own morals ("own two legs" if you will).

Side note: if there was an option for Silver to be raised by Knight of Dawn, I'd still would choose Lilia to raise him because Lilia can teach Silver what Knight of Dawn never did— speaking up for his own morals— even if the king and the nation displeases it— even if he was "alone" about his correct opinion. That belief that Lilia instilled upon him truly will make Silver live honestly to himself yk...🥹🥹🥹💖💖

translation by cymr on yt

[moongreenlight]

GIRLIE PLS I NEED MORE YOUNG HOUSEWIFE x PRICE 😭😭

Instead of starting every ask response with “sorry it took me so long to get to this I suck” I’m just going to issue a blanket statement that I have like 45+ asks in my inbox rn and I get so overwhelmed looking at them that I just ignore them until I need to write something. I love you all for messaging me I love hearing your ideas and compliments please don’t stop sending them just bear with me as I sift through them. <3

Also- I got legit death threats on my first post like this. I’d like to make this ABUNDANTLY CLEAR that this is a LEGAL AGE GAP. It’s not grooming, it’s not predatory, it’s ENTIRELY LEGAL. You’re early twenties. He’s mid-to-late-thirties. Please do not bite my head off.

Anyway I’m back on my Price and his young housewife bullshit below the cut. Xoxoxo

Here’s the OG post if you need a refresher

Mdni. Nsfw below cut.

There’s this scene in the MW3 campaign where Price and Farah are talking about where she got the missiles from and he’s trying to shoulder up with her, but she just shuts him down in the end. (Like always I hope you’ll trust me. Implicitly) (John Price the man that you are!!!!!!) and I really think that’s the household dynamic. He’s always the biggest in the room, but he’s got this incredible reverence and respect for women who can out-bitch him. Bends his rigid spine BACKWARDS for you. Would move mountains if you’d only ask.

Doesn’t always have to be serious things. Like maybe you’ve made friends with some moms in the neighborhood (it’s a point of pride for him that they’re all minimum 5 years older than you.) and they all go to this obscenely expensive Pilates class at six in the morning. You mention in passing that you’re signing up and the suburban white dad in him makes his ears perk.

“‘N how much ‘s this class going to cost me?”

“Dunno. Think it just goes on the account.”

“Course. Gym membership doesn’t cost enough as it is.��

And then all it takes is him seeing you in a matching workout set for all of his protest to die down. For SURE makes a comment about how he ‘didn’t know it’d be this worthwhile’

Loosely following that point, I think any real arguments get hostile very quickly. He’s not so egotistical that he won’t apologize, but I’m certain that it’s like pulling teeth to get him to that point. He can hold a grudge unlike anything you’ve ever seen. Borders heavily on immature when the two of you are in the thick of things. Starts shit just to start shit. (Secretly because he just loves makeup sex. Would rather eat you out until you’re sobbing than actually say the words “I’m sorry.”)

Having thoughts about him bringing you to some military ball. The both of you dressing up and sliding into the car that was sent for you just to sit on opposite ends of the backseat and not speak a single word. He burns through a cigar in record time and you toss back a few glasses of champagne. You both put on appearances getting out of the car. Hook your hand around his bicep while he shoves you inside with his hand on the small of your back. Hissing nasty quips back and forth about making this quick. Few hellos. Show your faces and then you can get home and get away from each other. Putting on appearances only goes so far, though, because when John is pissed- everyone feels it. Sucks the life out of a room and replaces it with an eerie feeling like a bomb’s about to go off.

He leaves you alone with a few other wives. Pulled away by Laswell with a promise of a ‘quick’ meeting. He comes back half an hour later fuming when he sees that somehow you’ve been pulled away from where he left you and found company chatting with his boys at the bar.

He gruffs some greetings before dragging you away by the arm so roughly that you have to stifle a yip.

“Are we leaving?”

“No.”

“So what is it, John? You’re making everyone think we’re miserable.”

“We are miserable.”

He’s yet to stop yanking you away. You have to do an awkward half-jog to follow him down a short hallway just outside the washrooms.

“Christ, would you just-“

“You look like a slag in that dress.”

He about throws you straight into the corner at the end of the hall. Muscles in his jaw ticking under the force that he’s using to grit his teeth.

“Sorry?”

His lips are brushing the shell of your ear. Bullying you further back into the wall. You’re entirely taken aback by his ferocity; especially because he usually prefers you wear something much more revealing than this. Some twisted point of pride, him seeing all the men your age drooling over you even after knowing you’re on his arm.

“Ought to let the boys pass you around. See if that won’t sort out that fucking attitude of yours.”

Theres some more protest from you, but it was entirely useless given how worked up he was. He ends up making good on his threat and shoving you into Ghost’s side when he brings you back out. He says something, but you can barely hear it over the blood rushing in your ears. Though you assume it’s a half-warning, half-explanation by the way Ghost snakes an arm loosely around your waist and gives a sharp nod. You get off relatively easy all things considered because Ghost is the only one smart enough not to take Price’s words at face value and sneak you away to some coat closet. That’s a permission granted only when John was present and in his right mind.

I cannot stress enough how much it gets him off to see you pregnant. Not like sexually, but he is nothing if not a glutton when it comes to feeding his ego. Likes it when you wear shirts that hug your swollen belly tight so he can see exactly how much your body is changing. Even better if they’re crop-tops that show off the skin that’s now littered with stretch-marks from growing his babies.

I have been saying this, but just to make it clear, he wants a small army of children. Like enough to have one of those trashy reality TV shows about how many kids you have. (In reality I’m getting 4/5 kids in total vibes) Loves coming home from work and seeing you carefully stirring a big pot on the stove while bouncing a baby on your hip, pulling a clingy toddler around on your leg, and situating your school-aged kids with their homework at the table.

But he most definitely hires a live-in nanny to help you out. Knows it’s not fair to leave you with that kind of responsibility. But also it just makes him so hot to see you mothering his kids that he needs to be able to take you away and not have to scramble to find something to occupy the kids.

Makes the nanny take over bath time more often than not so the two of you can take a bubble bath yourselves. He loves the casual intimacy of pouring two glasses of wine and having thirty or forty minutes to yourselves.

Having this visual of you before you’ve started having kids sitting in the tub after being strangely quiet all night. He offers you a heavily-poured glass of red and you’re a little glassy-eyed and staring up at him but making no move to take it.

“You alright, doll?”

“Mm?”

“Said you alright? Don’t want a drink?”

A long moment of silence from you. Long enough for him to perch on the rim of the tub and gently tip you up to look at him by putting a few fingers under your chin.

“John, I think I’m pregnant.”

“So no drink, then.”

[leejenowrld]

tell us more about how meeting the parents for both sides went!! 🤭

ooohhh good one!!

very long answer below aswell 😭😭

so i’ll start with jeno meeting yns parents. he was an instant hit with them. actually yn and jeno were being lovey dovey in a supermarket cus they were doing their weekly grocery shopping and yn was gonna cook for jeno (for a change) and he was just being so touchy and she was also giving into him but all of a sudden they turn around and they see yns mum and one of her younger sisters!!

yn is… chronically very shy. like incredibly shy. idk if i explained it well enough in my first and last but this girl will not socialise with anyone and does not delve outside of her bubble. at this point in time, she had been with jeno for like 7 months and hadn’t even told her mum she had a boyfriend 😭

yns mum saw them… put two and two together and instantly hugged jeno and kissed his cheek. (yn lied and said they had been only going out for 1 month when in reality it was longer lmao she was just too awkward and shy to introduce everyone)

and then they all went out for dinner at this fancy restaurant… yns entire family including her dad (she has no brothers, only 2 younger sisters and also her mum was obviously there :D) and my god was jeno an instant hit for them. yns mum legit sees him as their son, she’s just so incredibly happy that her daughter is happy and in love. she can see the positive impact jeno has on her life just by looking at her, she’s never seen her daughter shine so much and jeno brings out the best in her!! she’s just so proud of their love and also their relationship, she’s never seen people more in love than they are. yns dad was initially very reluctant and closed off at first, i mean that’s his oldest daughter and before, yn hadn’t really interacted with boys or shown any interest in it and all of a sudden she’s head over heels in love with this guy?? he didn’t trust it but the second he met jeno, he knew his baby girl was in good hands. he was just so happy to see how much of a gentleman jeno was, how polite, kind, calm and reserved he is. they’re fr his son. they love him. so much. they include him in all the family outings and holidays and he has a stocking :p they do spend a lot of time together, jeno with yns family

yns younger sisters!! they’re big fans. he’s very good to them, he treats them well and is always buying them shit. he cooks for them and just overall takes care of them, he’s the big brother they never had!! and oh yeah!! they both have huge crushes on him and he knows and so does yn!! he doesn’t help it as he refers to yns sisters as “my girls” like once lmfao the three sisters were just sobbing to a sad movie and jeno was beside yn and her other sister and had his arm around both and everyone around him was sobbing and he was like “i can’t have my girls upset like this” 😭😭

oh yeah… this has been implied in the texts and one part of my first and last but jeno is such a good boy in front of yns family. he acts like an angel. he just has that smile. and yn… if fucks with our girl because she just can’t believe how he can act so innocent to them when he will spend the night choking her, spitting on her and slapping her in bed!!! (consensual ofc!! she loves it) like my god… he rlly switches up with them. i mean he’s not pretending. he can be very sweet and has shown it to yn but with her family he’s close to perfect and it truly does make yns love for him grow <33333

oh yeah… whenever they’re out on family nights (dinners, game nights) jeno gets so incredibly horny and will always have to fuck her discreetly. like at a restaurant he will have her bent over for him in the back rooms or toilets. during a movie night he will finger her under the blanket. but they’re discreet about it. well… yn tries to be

if she’s loud then she’s not allowed to cum for the entire night

sometimes he chokes her to keep her quiet

ok yns family was really long😭😭didn’t expect it (actually did because i have a scene written out of jeno meeting her family lmao) but send another ask for yn with jenos family !!!!!!

[crazystargirl]

Hiii, i'm so glad that you are feeling better!

Idk if you write for him or not, but if you do, can you do an ethan x reader fic? Where yn finds out the ethan is ghostface and confronts him and he gets ashamed and apologizes but when she tries to comfort him quinn andofficer bailey show up. quinn stabs yn as officer bailey explains that she was a liability as ethan sobs on the floor. oh and i want yn to die lol

you can add more if you'd like, i'm requesting this at three in the morning and my hand is beginning to cramp so that is all i will be asking for.

i love your writing so much! i'm sorry about the toxic relationships, i'm glad you're doing better now!

too bad

pairing ! - ethan landry x fem!reader 

word count ! - 0.6k

a/n ! - OMFG MY EYES LEGIT POPPED OUT WHILE READING THE REQUEST HELP 😭 ive only written angst once before so this might be the shittiest thing ever

your whole world was current crashing down

it started on wednesday night, you went to your boyfriend's house after a long day of classes only to find him fucking dead

literally he was on the bed, throat slashed and bleeding out all over the comforter

you stared at the scene in horror and then noticed something on the ground

it was a small pocket knife and it was the exact same one your best friend ethan had always showed you

so after a few days, once the whole news that your boyfriend was murdered, you went over to ethan's house

you were now here in ethan's bedroom and ethan sure as hell knew something was up

"y/n/n what's wrong?" ethan said, confused but continued stroking your hair as you laid on his bed, throwing a pillow up and catching it over and over again

you sit up looking him straight in the eye but when you spoke your voice was somewhat shaky

"ethan…i found your pocket knife at my boyfriend's house…the same night he was murdered" you say, holding out his pocket knife

"shit that's nothing" ethan says trying to grab it from you but you put it back in your pocket

ethan sighed and sat back down and took your hands in his

"look y/n i didnt want you to find out like this but im one of the ghostfaces" ethan says, unable to look you in the eye

you're shocked but probably not as much as you should've been, this has all happened to you before when you found out amber was ghostface

unknown to you and ethan, quinn had snuck into the room, positioned behind you before stabbing you right in neck, then under the rib, then in the feet so you were unable to run, not like you'd be able to anyway

you screamed out in pain at every stab as ethan desperately tried to get you away from quinn and clutching you, quietly sobbing as he saw the light that he had once adored leave your eyes

"what the fuck did you do that for?!" ethan yells at quinn, still clutching your limp body

"i didn't much care for her to be honest, she seemed like she was just there since you looked so pathetic" quinn said, flipping the knife

"for fucks sake ethan you were desperately pinning for her while she had a boyfriend so i took care of her for you!" quinn says gleefully

ethan turned to the door as his father came in taking one look at ethan clutching you and just scoffed

"she was a liability ethan, she was bound to end up dead at some point. not only that but she distracted every damn time" wayne said as he walked over to quinn

"plus don't get mad at quinn, i asked her to kill y/n since i knew you wouldn't have the strength to and if we plotted her death with you around you would've flipped out"

ethan sat there, still holding you and even holding his hands over your ears as if he could stop you from hearing anything his dad was saying

"get out…get the fuck out of room both of you!" ethan yelled at his sister and dad

quinn scoffed and wayne came over to ethan's bed to take y/n's corpse but ethan gave him such a cold stare that he left the room with quinn

"what the actual fuck is wrong with them" ethan muttered into your head, stroking your hair as if that mightve brought you back but in the end he knew he'd have to bury you at some point

too bad wayne and quinn didn't know ethan was going to anything to make sure they paid for killing his y/n

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[starg1rlie]

hihi! hope youre doing well! ♡ ive never done one of these ask games before but they seem sups cute so i thought id give it a shot ! 💍 for scara please !!

im ambivert!! i really enjoy talking to people and love being around them! id describe myself as a rather calm and go with the flow. im a very patient person and like to see the brighter side of things. im a very physically affectionate person and generally just a pretty happy person 😭 i dont really like confrontation all too much but i will engage in some teasing if i know the other person is okay w it. unfortunately im also the victim of being a HUGE sappy hopeless romantic too 😔 i really enjoy writing :> music and nature are huge inspirations for me and are a big part of my life ! i also draw quite a lot too, it helps relax me and i love making things. i hope you have a great day and thank you for your time! <3 (apologies if this is too long! ^^;;)

(hello, my apologies for taking so long to get to your request, i hope that you haven't been waiting too long...i got a bit sick and i lost my motivation to write, since i dont feel like i'd be pushing out anything worthwhile for my readers at the time, but here i am <3 hope you enjoy)

biking around the city

its dangerous, he says, and yet, he still goes along with it. you first suggested it as a way to get some fresh air (as if the two of you couldn't receive fresh air from the front porch of your house), and he agreed, only because he knows how much you enjoy taking in the scenery of mother nature. of course he didn't expect for you to ask him to hold hands while doing so. if he had, he'd have refused to accompany you and would probably force you to do something else inside the house that wasn't quite so dangerous. he went along with it anyways, linking his fingers through yours as the two of you biked around the neighborhood for a bit. then scaramouche insisted the two of you head back, because it was getting late and your parents would probably murder him if he kept you out for too long.

he'll play the piano in the middle of the night

even though his mother had previously forced him to learn how to play the piano, he still secretly enjoyed it, despite all the smacks to the hand he received from his instructor. he hadn't played in a while and he felt a little nostalgic one night, so he plopped himself down in front of the grand piano, flipping the cover open and letting his fingers brush against the piano keys. slowly, he dipped into a simple melody he first learned, then ascended into a more complicated tune. all the while, he never looked up from his work, playing and playing until he played the last note. a clap startled him and he jumped up from his seat, whirling around to face you. you didn't tell me you played the piano, you'd say as he came over to wrap his arms around you. that's a one-time thing, he replied. only it wasn't; he started playing more and more every night, and you, upstairs in the bedroom, would listen contentedly under the covers, happy that he continues to play.

introduce him to romance

he legit hasn't had a single romancic occurence in his life (poor boy), and does not understand how you can be so sappy and romantic all of the time. so when you sat him down one night, scaramouche couldn't help but feel a little skeptical about the whole ordeal. romance wasn't his thing, not really, anyways. but you tossed a copy of "to all the boys i've loved before" and left him to "do his thing". a few hours later, you hear sobbing from downstairs and rush to see what's the matter. why are you crying? you asked him, rubbing a hand soothingly over his back. this book is so fucking sad, he'd say, wiping at his runny nose first and then his eyes. honey...it's a romance book...you replied, a little confused. i know. it's so fucking bad.

he'll teach you how to waltz

scaramouche isn't much of a dancer himself, but since there is a formal dance coming up at his school, and he wants to take you as his date, he practiced for weeks on end, ever since the school announced the dance. when he finally felt good about his performances, scaramouche invited you to his living room and placed a hand over your waist, the other gently clasping your hand in his. together the two of you swayed around the room until you collapsed into an exahusted heap, erupting into giggles. what's this for? you inquired, gesturing at his tuxedo and neatly combed hair the next day. what did you think i asked you to dance with me for last night? he shot back, re-adjusting his tie. we're going to the dance. with that, he promptly drags you out of the house to drive to the dance.

listens to your onslaught of playlists

it seems every day you manage to make a new playlist for him to listen to. him? he prefers indie pop and would rather slit his throat than listen to anything other than his chill music. however, since you put time and effort into the playlists, he'll scroll through it and play some of the songs in there. eventually, he'll find his head bobbing along to the songs and will scowl to himself, ripping his headphones off and glaring at his phone. your playlists...aren't as bad as i thought they'd be, scaramouche said the next day. his eyes narrowed just a bit. but we'll be talking more about your music taste in the future.

he'll organize a hike and picnic

since you seem to love nature so much, scaramouche mentally mapped out a plan for taking you out one weekend for a hike, and then a picnic at a pretty area, even going so far to take the scenic route instead of the shorter route. backpack and picnic basket in tow, he'll determindely hike up the hill with you, even though his feet are killing him and he'd much rather be relaxing back at home, watching riverdale. when the two of you finally reached the summit, he keeled over on his hands and knees, gasping and panting heavily. nope, this man is not in shape. want some water? you offer him, holding out a bottle of cold water for him. scaramouche accepted it gratefully and gulped half of it down before swiping at his chin. you're lucky that i decided to go through with this, otherwise we'd be rewatching riverdale again at home, he said pointedly, wiggling his index finger at you while he tried controlling his breathing.

[prodbyblush]

You’re legit my favorite aib blog ;-; i wanted to request hc or reactions to niragi and whoever else you feel inspired for being in the 7 of hearts with their s/o? The way you write nigari is fireee

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• you didn't like niragi joining the same games as you • but when you told him that you almost died in the last game you played • he got mad • and then told you that he'll be joining the same games as you from now on • doesn't matter if you say no • if aguni says yes • then its a yes • and now you're the same car as niragi and four other militants • niragi skipped a few game arena's • and settled for an arena that was taking place in a botanic garden • in his defense, he hoped that after the games, the flowers would make you happy or feel calm • holding your hand, he entered the arena with you and a couple of lower ranked militants • grinning at the sight of a table filled with various weapons • when the waiting time is over • the game finally commenced • 7 of Hearts appeared on the screen of the phone • niragi's eyes widened in horror • his hold on your hand tightens • it was a game of sheep and wolf • one is the wolf • the rest are the sheep • the game is easy • one is declared as the wolf • and the player declared as the wolf has to kill all the sheep • players who are sheep must hide • as the game starts • the phone in your hand chimed • "wolf is player 6645539" • you are player 6645539 • 20 minutes • and the big screen inside the botanic garden placed a wolf sticker besides your picture • niragi lets go of your hand • stands in front of you • and points his rifle at the lower ranked militants • "y/n run" • anxiety and fear crept through your skin • the militants all had their guns pointed at you • obviously niragi was outnumbered • "damnit i said run!" niragi barked • you snapped out and finally ran • but a militant tried to shoot you • and missed you by a few inches • that militant died because niragi shot him • the other militants shot niragi in return • in your headset, you heard niragi groan out • the screen on your eyes fogged when tears started to brim your eyes • hiding amongst the red rose bush • sitting on the earthly ground, you brought your knees up to your chest • letting out sobs that niragi and the remaining militants could hear • 15 minutes • "niragi move" • "yeah? and who are you to tell me what to do?" • "i said move!" • you tried to think of an alternative • an alternative wherein not only you would be alive • but multiple gunshots echoed the garden • peaking under the bushes, you saw pairs of feet in front of you • walking around, trying to look for you • "y/n come out" one militant singsonged • you placed both hands on top of your mouth • watching their feet walk away from your spot • "hey y/n" you heard niragi softly speak in your headset • "remember when i asked you to help me study for an upcoming exam? i lied. i knew the lesson but i wanted to spend time with you" • "show yourself, y/n!" one militant shouted • 10 minutes • "so noisy" niragi whined • "i told my mom about you, y/n. she likes you and is proud that i'm with you" • though you couldn't see it, niragi was smiling at the memory • "y/n, don't come out of your hiding spot" niragi says, hearing soft grunts after • not listening, slowly you got out of the bushes and ran back to him • niragi was bleeding by the bridge • bullets piercing his shoulders and sides • judging by what it looks, the bullets missed his organs • but could die of bloodloss if not treated immediately • "i told you to hide, what are you doing here?" he asked • though he was bleeding, he still worried for you • slowly you lifted his head up and placed it on your lap • "niragi, i have a plan" • "there she is!" • your head shot up and saw the militants from the distance • immediately they drew out their guns • "wait please listen to me" • 5 minutes • "why should we?" • "you'd probably want us dead" • "PLEASE LISTEN TO ME" you shouted • that shut them up, even niragi • "don't you all understand? it may seem absurd, but in order for everyone to be the wolf, i would have to look at all of you at once" • niragi was silent for a moment before he muttered out • "mirror" • "this place has bathrooms, if i could look at all of you in the mirror,

then all of you wouldn't have to die" • when the militants understood your plan they helped you carry niragi to the bathroom • your eyes met each and every reflection of them • the female robotic voice announcing all of their player numbers as they become wolves • 3 seconds • you and niragi intertwined your fingers together, hoping that your plan would work • 2 seconds • you shut your eyes closed, fearing the unknown • 1 second • "game cleared. congratulations"

[borathae]

Babe have you ever read House of Cards by Sugamins on AO3? If you have I'm curious of your thoughts. I consider you a woman of taste sooo😏 Btw I loove your writing, hands down some of the best fics ever for me, I am obsessed👏👏 Also love the space you created here where we can talk and have fun and be free😊😊😘😘😘

First of all 🥺 I'm so happy that you feel safe here my sweet anonie 🥺💜

And second of all, of course I did. Omfg that story literally consumed me when I read it omfgfng 😩 I got so invested in it and there are legit still scenes of it which sometimes pop into my head and make me go "an i oop-" and then for a few moments I just sit and think about how deeply affected I was by that story. Okay first of all, my thoughts are going to be very spoilery so you have been warned. The spoilers begin under the cut.

That scene where Tae cums on Koos tattoo and says that it "brands jungkook as his father's property, so he needs to ruin it" BRO HAHAH BYE

Listen I am into fucked up shit, I am going to be honest here. But that one scene (idk the exact premise anymore) after like a deal (or fight?) when Jungkook fucks Taehyung raw in the car without preparation? And Tae doesn't even really feel it happening because koo made him take a shot of morphine beforehand and tae is currently in paradise? fucking haunts my brain and makes me horny in the most inappropriate situations

just the entire getting shot thing? that plot? holy fuck. and then him getting addicted to morphine and how jimin takes care of him? i am- taeHYUNG OMFG I AM FANDFNA

Also when he stabbed Hoseok? to like show his loyality to koo? bro the way i was so scared that hobi died and I felt so terrible for Tae like omfg he went through so much :(

THEN THE ENTIRE PLOTLINE OF JIMIN FINDING COMFORT THROUGH YOONGI?? *sobs* THAT SHIT STILL HURTS ME SO MUCH

speAKING OF JIMIN??? THE FUCKING DRESSING ROOM SCENE WITH THE GUN?? I LEGIT CRIED FOR JIMIN HOLY FUCK HE DIDN'T DESERVE THIS but I also felt so bad for tae because he clearly didn't want to do it to him :( (whenever I read or write do it to him I think of that meme, i hate it here lmaoa)

the scENE WHERE TAE KNOWS JUNGKOOK CAN SEE HIS BED THROUGH THE CAMERA SO HE JERKS OFF EXTRA HARD AND LOUDLY? yeah. bye.

the gunplay scene after koo made tae starr in a camshow?? a bitch is wet. soaked. gone.

just like jungkook being into torture in general lisTEN I can't explain myself i am so into fucked up men in fiction gmmffn

and then THE ENDING THE GODDAMN FUCKING ENDING!!! THE FACT THAT JIMIN NEVER RECOVERED AND NOW SPENDS HIS DAYS IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL?? THE FACT THAT KOOK IS IN PRISON?? THAT FACT THAT TAE STILL VISISTS BOTH AND HOPES TO LIVE WITH THEM ONE DAY??? THE FUCKING CHESSBOARD legit I hate it here I am so sAD I lowkey wanted them to end up together but I am kinda glad they didn't? because I love sad endings to stories like that.

ALSO SPEAKING OF!!! DID YOU READ Taste of Ink AS WELL?? PLEASE TELL ME YOU DID PLEASE OMFG I NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS STORY BECAUSE THIS STORY MADE ME LITERALLY UGLY CRY (even more than House of Cards) and I have to tALK ABOUT IT TO SOMEONE fasdfnfnadg

Also thank you so, so much!! Seriously this compliment means the world to me!! I truly love you so much!! 😭😭💜

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I posted 588 times in 2021

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547 posts reblogged (93%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 13.3 posts.

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My Top Posts in 2021

#5

I got sent to post limit jail for going too bonkers SuperWhoWolf posting earlier 😭😭😭

10 notes • Posted 2021-09-24 22:25:55 GMT

#4

DAY 3 OF HITTING THE POST LIMIT. IT'S ONLY 7PM. HELLLLLLLP

12 notes • Posted 2021-09-26 23:11:08 GMT

#3

I can’t believe they cut that Sam, Eileen, Dean, & Cas scene. But I guess making fun of Sam wasn’t a part of the Walker agenda......

13 notes • Posted 2021-05-22 23:13:42 GMT

#2

Misha is gonna be so jealous when he hears about the questions Adam Fergus got.

39 notes • Posted 2021-09-05 22:29:30 GMT

#1

I'm pacing around the room thinking about 15x18 and how Cas spent so much time before confessing drilling it into Dean, how important the last decade has been to Cas. How much knowing him has changed him. How being here with Dean has taught Cas that Dean is so much more than he even realizes. And that he needs to know and understand and hold onto this before the next three words change their lives. Before Dean might angrily decide to sever Cas from his family forever.

And all Dean gets out before this shoe drops is: why does this sound like a goodbye? That must have meant everything to Cas. The final push of courage, because Dean doesn't want him to go. The empty will take him regardless if he plans this right, but he'd rather go on a happy note.

205 notes • Posted 2021-09-05 03:41:51 GMT

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