#LIKE THATS JUST EUGENICS. YOU KNOW THATS EUGENICS RIGHT. SORRY?? IT SHOULD BE BAD BECAUSE OF WHAT IT IMPLIES AND NOT 'poor doggy was bullie
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hotsugarbyglassanimals · 20 days ago
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beastars is FUCKING AWFUL but it's awesome if you love picking apart the political implications of pieces of media 👍
#i recommend the manga for this over the anime because hooo boy do the author notes paint SUCH a picture#to be clear from a storytelling perspective it's not -that- bad#but if youre a staunch transfeminist and an anti-race realist its REALLY FUCKING BAD#not to mention like a prison abolitionist as well#it's also interesting to pick apart as a drug prohibition abolitionist / harm reduction supporter#because it gets SO CLOSE to understanding like. the SOURCE of the societal issues at play irt predation#but its SO FUCKING DISINTERESTED in unpacking WHY these types of issues happen both in its world and OUR world#genuinely a lot of the fucking abhorrent events that happen to characters that inform their backstories feel way more like -#- set dressing than to actually . make a message#it feels way more like vouyeristic suffering or it's just like '#'this is bad because of what it puts this one character thru emotionally. its fine if it happens to other people though'#maybe not 'its fine' but 'this is bad because of what happened to this individual' and not 'the very principle of it is FUCKED'#THERE'S A WHOLE FUCKING EUGENICS EXPERIMENT THAT JUST SERVES AS A SIDE CHARACTER'S 'why they were bullied' BACKSTORY???#The dog character exists because of an experiment MEANT TO BREED CARNIVORES TO BE LESS AGGRESSIVE AND SMARTER??? I HAVE ONE MILLION-#- FUCKING QUESTIONS ABOUT THAT???#LIKE THATS JUST EUGENICS. YOU KNOW THATS EUGENICS RIGHT. SORRY?? IT SHOULD BE BAD BECAUSE OF WHAT IT IMPLIES AND NOT 'poor doggy was bullie#- by other carnivores cause he was born smart 🥺' ARE YOU JOKING???#aliese.txt#correction: it's not -that- bad in storytelling until it actually gets fucking bad in storytelljng
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haruhey · 2 years ago
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chronological thoughts of THE WALKING DEAD FINALE???
- im literally SO EXCITED
- SOMEONE HELP JUDITH SHES LIKE 3
- NOOO THE STORM TROOPERS
- lmaooo daryl got got
- omg judith doing the absolute most rn
- im sorry passed out daryl is such a funny shot
- if i dont see rick i will throw a fit
- OMG first girl off my list
- CAROL LEADING THEM IKTR ❤️
- OMG JUST A HARD CUT??
- aw omg i feel so bad for him
- NOO 5 MINUTES IN AND IM SOBBING BYEEEEE
- NOO I LIKED HIM A LOT
- I HAD FAITH IN HIM
- they r really going thru it
- OMG MY HEADCANON OF HIS BLOOD TYPE WAS RIGHT???? im publishing that fic rn
- stop sharing looks ur gonna make me scream
- judith if u die im gonna kill u
- PRINCESS SAVUNG UR MAN FRRRRR THIS SHIT IS VALID ASF !!!
- NEGAN GET AWAY FROM MAGGIE GET AWAY BACK
- THAT TRUCK IS MASSIVE
- COCO IS SAFE COCO IS SAFE IM GONNA SCREAMMMMMMM THIS SHOW IS SO AWESOME
- omg judith is alive thats so legendary
- she had plot armour anyways
- tender daryl ik he slayed ❤️❤️
- JUST KEEP HER BARRICADED
- omg ik it
- omg who tf was that that died
- UMMM they’re fucked
- i would simply die i could not survive this sorry to daryl but im different
- CLIMB FASTER ROSITA’S GONNA DIE
- SHES GONNA DIE
- ROSITA SLAY ROSITA SLAY
- my heart is literally beating out of my fucking chest holy shit
- omg i forgot about tomi i hope he survives
- tomi is kinda…
- hey tomi….?
- I CANT BELIEVE THEY DID THAT TO MY GIRL LYDIA
- NO JERRY IS GONNA BE FINE HE HAS SO MANY KIDS HE’LL BE OKAY IF HE DIES I’M GONNA THROW A FIT
- MAGGIE DOESNT NEED SHIT FROM YOU NEGAN
- whatever negan i hate you i hate yoy i hate you so much i hate you sooooo much
- at least he’s apologizing genuinely now
- ok coco is so cute
- EUGENE IS SO CUTE MY PATHETIC BABY
- look at how far he’s come
- NOOO SHE GOT BIT NOOOO
- ur really cramping her vibe rn eugene get over urself
- I LOVE THEM SO MUCH UR HONOR PLEASE 😭😭😭
- rosita it should have been gabriel ik im so sorry it should have been ME
- CARYL PARENTS 🫶🫶🫶🫶
- THEYRE KILLING PEOPLE????
- ummmm
- EZEKIEL SLAY ily ily
- omg caryl just radio silent
- OOOO BIG BAD FIGHT BIG BAD FIGHT SLAYYYY
- OMG THAT GIRL FROM THE KINGDOM IS STILL HERE thats so awesome i love her
- YOU SHOT A CHILD LMAOOOOOO
- HOLY SHIT THAT IS SO MANY WALKERS
- slay gabriel
- omg daryl gained consciousness
- JUST ALL FIGHT THE WALKERS I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY WERE FIGHTING EACH OTHER YALL HAVE A COMMON ENEMY
- SLAY DARYL SLAY
- KILL HERRRR KILL HERERR
- JERRY IS ALIVE IK MY MAN WOULD MAKE IT IK IT JERRY I LOVE YOUUUUUU
- lmao lance
- she fucked him ik she did
- sniper on the rooftop
- OMG A ROCK DIVERSION
- i just know @belatalbotgf is getting flashbacks
- omg they have little codenames thats awesome
- OMG THEYRE BLOWING THEM UP
- simply a rick parallel
- OH MY GOD THEY BLEW UP EVERYTHING
- carol looks so hot rn im sorry im distracted
- SHE IS SO PETTY I LOVE HERRRR
- omg leaving w her boytoy in tow that’s such a power move
- i wish maggie would just be toxic and kill him
- GLENN WAS BEAUTIFUL I WILL NEVER LOVE ANYONE LIKE THAT AGAIN SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP UR CRAZY FOR THIS MAGGIE
- MAGGIE SLAY DONT FORGIVE HIM
- BECAUSE ALL I HAVE ARE MEMORIES AND I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER GLENN LIKE THAT SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPPPP
- OMG A MEAL LIKE RICK’S DREAM SEQUENCE
- CAROL LAUGHING SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL 🫶🫶🫶
- omg negan giggling and blushing after daryl nodded to him
- YES A SAPPHIC COUPLE
- NO ROSITA PLEASE
- NOOOO ROSITA
- oh judith knows what’s up
- MY GIRLIES PLEASE 😭😭😭 THEY DONT DESERVE THIS IM SORRY ROSITA IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN MEEEEE
- ARE YOU KIDDING ME PLEASE ROSITA YOU DIDNT DESERVE THIS
- THE SHOT OF HER SHAKING HAND WHEN GABE GRABBED COCO THIS SHOW IS SICK AND TWISTED
- TIMESKIP
- omg he named his kid after risita
- EZEKIEL IS THE GOVERNER SLAYYYYYY
- MICHAEL MERCER LOOKS SO HAPPY PLEASE THIS IS SO CUTE
- CONNIE AND DARYL ARE SO CUTE
- STOP WAIT JUDITH R U KIDDING ME NO WAY
- fuck its negan nvm i thought it was rick whatever
- CAROL SHORT HAIR AGAIN IM IN LOVE
- EVERYONE LOOKS SO HAPPY SHUT UPPPPP
- carol is so gorgeous beautiful and show-stopping im gonna cry
- omg maggie sent daryl to france
- STOP STARING AT HER LIKE THAT IF YOURE NOT GONNA KISS HER DARYL
- I WISH YOU WERE COMING WITH ME
- SHUT UP??? THIS IS??
- no i can FEEL this sadness shut up
- STOPPPPP
- JUST KISS GUYS
- JUST KISS
- STOPPPP THE CUDDLE BY THE LAKE???
- A HAPPY ENDING WITH CAROL SHUT UP GUYS
- THE FUCKING I LOVE YOU NO FUCKING WAY
- THE WAY HE LEANT INTO THE KISS
- THEY SAID I LOVE YOU
- HE CANT STOP STARING THIS IS CRAZY
- WHAT WE COULD HAVE HAD WHAT WE COULD HAVE HAD WHAT WE COULD HAVE HAD 😭😭😭😭
- THEY SAID I LOVE YOU TO EACH OTHER
- RICK AND MICHONNE SHUT UP
- RICK GRIMES RICK GRIMES MICHONNE GRIMES MICHONNE GRIMES
- HERSHELLLLL
- michonne hello??? she looks so??? good???
- RICK GRIMES PUT THOSE DOGS AWAY
- CALLBACK TO HER INTRO
- LEAVE RICK ALONE LEAVE HIM ALONE HES GOT PLACES TO BE
- WE’RE THE ONES WHO LIVE
- leave him alone 😭😭😭
- that was crazy i cant believe it’s over (i will not be watching the daryl spinoff)
- maggie looks so good in dead city????
- i have now fallen back in love w the walking dead this is the best show ever
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thewalkingdeadband · 3 years ago
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Review on twd 11.22 (next week for 11.23 even if im already spoiled)
Also sorry, im not an english native speaker, im on my phone and in a rush..and it ended up being long! Sorry
What a great episode, though not perfect. A lot of things seems rushed: for instance "oh shit its 11.22 we need to bring back Luke and Jules in a "oceanside's gone" type of way, so we can wrap up this whole storyline in less than 2 mns." Right. Right.
The callbacks: why did it take 4 seasons to bring up Benjamin again ? For 4 seasons it seemed like only Henry (whom i loved) mattered and now we re remembered that yeah, Benjamin was also Zeke's adopted son. He wasnt in the show for long i know but he made an impact. Hell, his death is the reason Morgan went rogue again and then Richard died ect.
Dont get me wrong im happy Zeke talked abt him but i wish he had been mentioned more often. Same for Sophia, i love all those callbacks lately but it really screams end of series for me and i wish they didnt need the show to end to remember her. That said, these two callbacks still made me emotional as hell, its hard to explain. Especially when Carol said she missed Sophia and Henry and wish they could come back. I was a mess.
- Rosita is fucking bad ass in mama bear mode. But when this asshole said at the end you re going to lose everything, i dont know if we re supposed to believe he talks to all of them or just to her. If its just her, its frightnening: is she going to lose Coco, Gabe and Eugene all together? Is she going to die herself?
- Tyler: i remember watching the Princess centered bonus episode of s10 and hoping this guy would become more important. Im glad he kind of is.
- Donnie: well, if u ship them, u re gonna see things. They "shipbait" both ships a lot, with glances and touches than can be interpreted in lots of ways depending on who u ship Daryl with. I obviously believe that Carol should be the one, and i hate that they still havent made a choice by now. Just choose, stop playing with us. Or have him stay alone, but make it a choice. Not a "we re keeping things open" because we dont want one part of the fandom or the other giving up on watching the spin off. You know what i mean? Thats how i take it honestly. Like they didnt realise a lot of carylers and/or carol fans have decided not to watch anyway, because no Carol anymore.
So im afraid its gonna stay "open" for now. Hope im wrong, hope all the optimistics carylers are right. Im not a pessimistic one i just dont know what to think anymore. Carol is the one, this should have been settled ages ago, back in s5, or even s3, i dont know. Or even s7 after new best friends. Anyway, i hope i can come back here and give my apologies for being fed up with this, and saying that it was actually worth it to wait.
Negan: its becoming really hard to hate him now of course. I dont anyway, but yeah, they re finally giving him a proper (sort of?) redemption arc. Im sorry, but smirking in a evil way at Maggie's face (ending of "here's negan) or telling her "i would do the same if i had to do it all over again", or "hell i'd kill all of u this time" and never showing actual remorse is not a redemption for me. Being nice to Judith or Lydia (and i do know he saved Judith's life in s9b) isnt enough. But this, and last episode? This is starting to sound like it. The guy litteraly almost sacrified himself to save everyone and Annie and his baby, despite what Zeke had just told him!
- Ezekiel: obvisously did the right thing and there was no way he was letting Negan die after seeing all this. He's amazing.
- Carol and Maggie, the bad ass duo we all missed since 6.13. The mothers talking mother to mother. The best friends/sisters that have seen it all together. Carol is the one who wrote a letter to Maggie getting her to come back, remember. They've always been family and close, the show just forgot abt it for a while. Again, a bit late and rushed, but welcomed nonetheless. By rushed, i mean that it screams "end of series" as in u can totally imagine the writers panicking in the writing room "oh shit we need to have meaningful scenes between ogs or main characters ect"
Hell even negan and ezekiel have meaningful scenes, and they barely exchanged (if not at all?) Since s7.
- Eugene : now im really worried. Im so proud of him. Again: callback. He didnt say his name but Abe was on his mind no doubt during all of his speech. I remember thinking back in s7, no way he doesnt have a plan, no way he's really betraying after witnessing Abe being murdered like that and that emotional hug between them just a few scenes ago. But i was wrong. And i was right. He betrayed because he was scared to have the same end as Abe, witnessing his and Glenn's death is actually what made him so scared to stand up to Negan, it fucking traumatized him, he didnt have any plan until late (and Gabriel trying to bring him back and reason him, remember, and Sasha, too). He said all that very well, his cowardice, his need for safety, in his speech, a speech which gave me closure. This guy is so brave, so so brave. I love him so much. I never gave up on him. And im pretty sure he's gonna die. This whole arc screams (heroic?) death for me. I dont want to see him die, but im preparing myself hard.
To be honest im also worried for Rosita, Gabriel and/or Aaron. But that's another subject for another time.
Last but not least: with all these meaningful scenes/moments/talks/goodbyes between beloved characters, where is the caryl one? Talking abt the cave last episode briefly with hands touching, while nice, wasnt enough. I need something at least like in "a certain doom", even though it probably would not be enough granted these are the last episodes, but that would be the bare minimum.
I think because there was supposed to be a spin off with both, they didnt concentrate on them as much as we wish they had, using the time left to end properly everyone arcs, especially the ones that dont have a spin off.
But now that we have a daryl spin off instead of a caryl one, and with news/rumours (?) of last minute changes and reshoots, what can we expect?
Well, we'll figure it out very soon i guess.
Edit a few more thoughts:
- seeing the people cheering for Eugene, supporting the hero he became was very moving
- the ending scene with Negan/Ezekiel/Annie and that armitage hux wannabe made a lot of people thinking -rightfully- abt a parallel with s7ep01 (Annie pregnant instead of Maggie, Negan begging instead of Glenn...) but it also gave me WW2 vibes and it was scary as fuck. Seeing everyone gathering in front of Negan and Annie in support was something else..
- Mercer coming around in that last scene wasnt a surprise at all, but still a freaking relief
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jasper-unofficial · 3 years ago
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oh my god im losing it???? so much happened this episode i feel like i just watched like 5 episodes
holy shit dan killed a guy???????? like i guess i saw it coming but im still like.. shocked djdkskdjd i feel like yok moved past that wayyy too fast (also do you think the guy could be seans dad? i feel like it could go either way) (also shoutout to sean saying acab in the teaser!!! i knew i could trust him <3) overall though, i really liked danyok in this ep like theyre such an interesting pairing!!! im so surprised we got the first kiss so early but good on yok tbh. i wonder how yok is going to introduce dan to the gang (i feel like he would just call him his bf with zero consulting but i also feel like he should be vague about their relationship considering dan is A Cop and no ones going to like that… what do you think?)
seanwhite seems to be following the novel (VERY basic structure wise, not super closely) which makes me excited to see if gramblack will too but at the same time gram this episode seemed to care a lot more about eugene than black :( i feel like im constantly on the edge of my seat with gramblack though so kudos to pnuchie
seanwhite really are just living their best lives <3 i think white Definitely should have told sean who he is before they had sex (even if he probably knows) like im sorry but imagine the guy youre having sex with moans your brothers name… like thats just.. thats a lot dkdksjdjd im glad sean broke it off with namo (girl u deserve better!!! someone get her a better fwb? fuck buddy? love interest? idk) but like this whole development is coming right before black switches back.. this is going to be so crazy and i will have my popcorn ready next episode
side note: did anyone else think the sound was funky in the first scene of two?? i swear it sounded dubbed
- lost anon :o
ps. i caught the novel before the translation got deleted and it was literally so crazy like white gets pursued romantically by every member of the gang and gumpa is blacks loan shark??? shit was wild.. i feel like were going to get more of the novel wildness in the next few episodes
heyyy, dear lost anon!! sorry for the delay, i can finally answer all the asks i got now!
gods, danyok is getting messier and messier by the second. not in a necessarily "oh i don't like them anymore" way, just in a "oh, these two are a lil fucked up" way. yok's reaction to dan killing someone is certainly... something. whether he figured it out already when dan told him he did something bad or realized the extent of it just now, the reaction feels weird to me either way. and the "i know a good cop" from the teaser really took me out (also, as much as i appreciate sean going acab right away, he has been the mouthpiece for irrationality and emotional subjectivity this entire time, so i hope this is not one of those times from the narrative standpoint). i don't know how yok is going to introduce dan to the gang (imagine if gram figures out that he is the guy yok was talking about back when they were discussing their crushes tho? that would be kind of cute) and i don't know if dan killed sean's father or just someone either, but to me, the effect as a parallel is just as strong (as in, even if it is someone who was just in a similar situation to sean's father, it has a powerful effect nonetheless).
as for the whole gram situation, i am starting to maybe believe that we are getting grameugene. at this stage, i am unsure of how we would get a poly relationship because i feel like eugene is so over black. and even though white's behavior was the last nail in the coffin, which she will no doubt find out about eventually, i still feel like looking back, black treated her like shit, and she still wouldn't want to resume a relationship. maybe just my read on it tho. and as for gramblack and grameugene, i feel like i am starting to go out of my way and directly against gram's previous characterization to explain his actions and words in the bounds of him liking black. sometimes the obvious answer is the right one, and looking back at everything we've seen, i can make up an explanation for all the scenes we thought of as gram liking black being something else easier than i can make up an explanation for all the scenes where the most direct response would be that gram likes eugene being something else. (my last nail in the coffin was him watching her dance, how else am i supposed to interpret that?)
seanwhite certainly were living their best lives. (love how your main motive for white being honest is so that he wouldn't hear his brother's name during sex kfdjglkfdjglkdfjgkl). anyway, i think he will definitely regret not having told sean next episode, because black basically kicks him out and what is white supposed to do now? honestly, black's been on screen for like five seconds and - excluding the part where he called white a moron because yes - i already don't like him, so we shall see what happens next.
re: side note - i feel like it was meant to be like that because they are in a very small space (the tent)
re: ps - i've heard a little bit about the novel's feral and unhinged plot points, i'm happy that they didn't go word-for-word with the source material tbh kgjflkdgjklfdgj
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tangledinart · 6 years ago
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what i REALLY wish people would understand is that...wishing cass would stop overshadowing the other characters so much does NOT mean you think rapunzel's life should only revolve around eugene or that eugene can't have other friends besides lance? i mean, eugene's friendship with cass in no time like the past was NOT handled well, he clearly felt betrayed by her too and that was just magically erased. lance is a black man & he keeps getting used for comic relief only. and idk i'm just tired lol
THANK YOU!!!
I feel like we should be able to feel this way, i just feel like everytime Cassandra is focused the other characters are handled horribly... And No Time Like The Past really upset me because I already have felt like this for so long... It just really was a let down for me. Not only was Eugene changed... YES, Eugene and Cassandra's brother sister fighting dynamic is very likely gone and ugh I loved their dynamic so much. And I never said that I only want Rapunzel's life to revolve around Eugene... I just think Eugene should be her first priority! He is her Boyfriend, out of all the people in the world Eugene is closest to Rapunzel! And the thing is.... because Eugene is usually Rapunzels first priority they have to find a way to get him out of the way when Cass is being focused and UGHHHHHH! Im not asking to have Rapunzel only think of Eugene... (IN FACT ID LOVE TO SEE RAPUNZEL AND LANCE TO KNOW EACH OTHER MORE!) Im asking that Eugene isnt written badly when Rapunzel is focusing on other characters (Cassandra cause it really only happens with Cassandra!) cause it has happened with her in so many episodes! I love Rapunzel and Cassandras dynamic as friends! Thats why im so upset its gone and the Cassandra I knew and loved is gone right now and I miss her, and her, Rapunzel and Eugenes friend trio dynamic! I love Rapunzel's friendships with others. I love Rapunzel and Varians dynamic! And I love Rapunzel and Kiera and Catalinas dynamic, but we dont even really know much about Rapunzel and Lances cause they never have spent much time together and I agree with you that Lance doesn't get proper development and is primarily comic relief. (GIVE THE MAN A NEW OUTFIT FOR GOODNESS SAKE)
This is for people who disagree with me... I'm sorry if my last few posts about Cass were harsh, I really am... I have a bad tendency to overreact when I'm venting and I have just been a bit frustrated on how Eugene and Lance are written when Cassandra is being focused. So when Eugene got changed in No Time Like The Past when I was expecting nothing about Cass in this episode, my feelings about that were completely triggered and I was not ok. Though I have every right to say my feelings, I just apologize if it was too harsh. Its not like I don't like Cassandra being focused I still love Cassandra herself, I just don't like the position she is in and I think her arc was cheap and predictable and I hate that other characters are being written poorly at times for it. Everyone saw it coming she was going to be Gothels daughter and an antagonist and I expected better and was disappointed. And I have every right to feel that way.
I still love Cassandra, yesterday I was thinking about her a lot and I still love her. Im so excited for tomorrows episode because we get to see the old Cass that I love so much. I just personally don't like the direction her character went and I dont like MoonCassandra, if you like it then thats great and I'm not going to rain on your parade. I just think Crossing the line was a great song and thats about it XD We all have our own opinions and moonsandra lovers should be able to love moon Cassandra without being shut down and people like me who don't like the direction her character went should be able to express their feelings without being talked down to. This is a fandom, not everyone is going to agree with each other, everyone has a right to their feelings and shouldn't be questioned or talked down too...
If you liked No Time like the past, GREAT FOR YOU! Dont bash other people who didn't like it! If you didn't like No Time Like the Past, GREAT FOR YOU! Dont rain on peoples parade who did like it and leave other fans out of your posts! Its fine to express your dislike towards it but leave the fans out!
I want everyone in this fandom to feel valid about their feelings. Everyone should be able to express their feelings... So people who think you @leosaku , and me are wrong to feel how we feel and question and say things about you... dont take it to heart, we are allowed to feel how we feel. And so are others who disagree with this opinion. I just want everyone in this fandom to be happy and feel like their opinion is valid.
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poeplepound · 8 years ago
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desr girlfriend
(the person im w rn is nonbinary so im gonna do the “dear datemate” one just bc i dont wanna misgender them Whoops - also , this is gonna be hard for me to post publicly but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ imma do it lol)
aaaaa!! i remember, back in last may i guess (maybe your last day of school) i wrote you a love letter and put a pablo neruda poem on the back of it and i made a mixtape but it didnt burn properly and didnt work but i didnt realize until after i gave it to you, and i felt really bad n inept bc of it but i think its okay its the thought that counts right? but anyway, ive wanted to write u another love letter since then, and i almost brought you one to choir tour but i didnt wanna have you read it and then see me every day for a week after that because im gay and get embarrassed easily (lol u kno) and i figure that i couldve given it to you at the airport on saturday before i left but yknow ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ im a dweeb and didnt think of that til nowim sorry i left the airport without saying a proper goodbye - evan was there and he was rushing me and i didnt know if your family would be there for you n reina and i didnt wanna get you in trouble and im sorry bc i shouldve said goodby at the gate before i went to baggage claim bc you deserved a real goodbye
ur in florida rn for zoo school stuff n im really really really excited for you bc you deserve to do cool ass shit like that that’ll make u happy !!!! and the clothes u got for zoo school are really cute too and i love them and i love you and just !! aa !!
benji uve honestly ,,, gee , you n me have gone through some shit i guess u could say, and ive gone through so many nights of screaming crying into friend’s bedsheets because i find myself feeling like i hate you, like when i found out you were with eugene and like when you didnt say hi to me at rrr and all those times i would message u being clingy and annoying even though i knew we couldnt talk , like , ill feel like i hate you and then ill hate myself for feeling like that bc even though things have been really bad, youre still the one person that makes me happiest and the one person i love the most
you make me happy flap and literally Nothing else does and just, everything about you is incredible and intriguing and lovely and ethereal and i just ! wish you were happier and had more good things in your life and i wish things werent how they are bc i wanna see you and i wanna hold ur hand and watch tangled together and i just ):
i think i mostly want things to be like they used to be? i want your mom n me to be able to talk like we did at tijuana garage in april last year about teachers who are weirdly into occult films and when she jokingly said i should move into ur house bc i notice where earbuds are and when we last let the dogs out and i wish things were how they were when reina first asked if we were dating bc were bad at hiding it and i wish i could lay with you and be your blanket like in that hotel room on tour and i just wish being with you was easier because i love you and loving you is so easy for me and thats incredible
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emiliaclarkesdragons · 8 years ago
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Preference: How you break up
Preference: How you get back together.
DARYL You knew you had made the wrong choice to move into Charlie's house, you thought he was right for you. But of course you picked the wrong guy again. You started to wonder if breaking up with Daryl was a bad idea, of course it was. You were no longer allowed to talk to the men you had came with, including Rick. Maggie had tried to get through to you but it was Carol that could really see what was going on, after all she had went through it. Charlie had become more obsessive and aggressive after Rick killed Jessie's husband. He was starting to become aggressive towards other women in Alexandria, one of them was Maggie. This caught the attention of Carol and Daryl. You wouldn't let down your guard when Daryl asked but you ended up telling everything to Carol, even though you knew she would tell Rick and definitely Daryl. First Carol had (tried) to talk to Charlie but of course he became aggressive. You didn't know what had happened but Charlie had to go to Denise to get some stitches. That's when Daryl came into the house and said you were coming back home. Charlie had walked in then and tried to to show his power by pulling you away from him. He had pulled you so hard your arm nearly came out of the socket. After a lot of struggling Daryl killed him, Carol had said to him and Rick it would come to this. He had saved you and you both wanted to get back together. But you had built your walls up high again that he had to gain your trust and get to know you all over again.
RICK When you all get settled into Alexandria Rick approaches you while your group are at the welcome party Deanna has put on for you all. He asks if you could both go for a walk as he wanted to talk to you. You agree, after all you were his friend. While you wander around, he says how he wanted to get to know you all over again, how he missed you (even if you were always with him, he said it wasn't the same), and finally asking you if you would like to try again. You were unsure because the image of Lori dying after giving birth to Judith was stuck in your mind. You were there, she had asked you to take care of Carl, right before you shot her and Carl had seen. It replied in your head at night and it was playing in your head then when he asked you. You had replied with "I think I need more time." And Rick replied with "I'll wait a lifetime for you."      He didn't have to because after you nearly lost Carl you had found more comfort in each other and there you decided to put Lori in the past and move on. So you moved on with Rick and you were both going to be honest with Carl about it all.
CARL After the walls fall in and Carl loses an eye, you go immediately to see him and Rick realises it wasn't you who wrote the letter. He then also feels bad for you as he knows how long you and Carl haven't been speaking for. You are then asked by Rick, when Carl is a little better, to keep him company because he hasn't spoke since. Your mother says no but you don't listen to her and go anyway. While you sit in the chair, while Carl sleeps, being half asleep yourself, your mother comes in. "I told you to stay away from him! He's a dangerous boy, you're coming home, or do I have to do something more serious than write a letter" your mother says while trying to drag you away. Rick hears the shouting and him and Daryl take your mother home. Letting you stay there. Carl was pretending to be asleep through it and why you sit back in the seat he tells you he's sorry and that he should of listened to you. You then stayed up all night talking about everything you hadn't while you were on a break. You had your legs up on his bed going across his stomach while he was lying down. Eventually you fell asleep like that and Rick seen how you were able to bring Carl back to his normal self, he laughed at the position you and Carl had fallen asleep in and had to call Michonne in to see it.
EUGENE After you broke up with him because you agreed to be Negan's wife to keep Eugene safe. Eugene talked to Dwight and seems to have a plan to win you back. You had kept away from him while you adapted to your new lifestyle, it was very different and every night when Negan wanted so 'alone time' with you, you repeated in your head 'to keep Eugene safe'.     One morning you were getting ready and there was a knock on your door, you opened it. The person standing there wasn't who you expected, you told Eugene that he could be here. This proved your loyalty with Negan as he stood and watched, he was testing you.      Eugene then explained that you were going to work for him again, "just like before", you didn't fully understand but you went along with it anyway. While you helped him with his work, or watched and handed him things you asked what he meant by it and he said that he told Negan that you were his assistant in the Human Genome Project. For a week or so you didn't like the idea that he had brought you into the lie but after a month Negan let you go. You didn't know why but you made no objections. Negan let you go because he seen the work you and Eugene were doing and thought it would be best to let you work with him 24/7. That's what he told everyone, even you and Eugene but really he like the love story between you two. It reminded him of what he used to have.
NEGAN You done what you always done to get your own way. You went outside Sanctuary with only a knife to protect yourself and you made sure everyone saw. Thats how Negan would find out, people would be rushing to tell him that you had left because they all knew he would die for you. You wanted him to change the way he treated women, he knew that and he knew that this would of happened eventually. You didn't care why he hadn't turned up, he had broke his promise, he had promised he would be home by 11pm and he wasn't. So you left. You weren't afraid of the world beyond the walls. You had been out there long enough and survived by just having a knife. And you could do it again for a couple of hours while he came out to find you. He wouldn't dare send anyone in his place because he had tried that and you refused to get in the car with Dwight, instead you ran off into the woods. It was a fun evil game you liked to play but it had gotten you what you wanted, and it helped the less fortunate people in Sanctuary.       While you were busy climbing a tree to see what was happening in Sanctuary (you had climbed the trees to find one where you could see Sanctuary), Negan had just opened the bedroom door. He had expected to find you waiting for him, like you had said. He was two hours late but he hadn't realised. Dwight was the one who had to tell him that you had gone. Negan didn't blame anyone but himself, he should of learned by now. He jumped in the first car he saw and wasted no time to come and find you. He was quick to find you. You were up the tree at the time, you had watched the car coming, you were surprised he had the headlights on. "Y/n!" He shouted, he knew you were around here, you always made it easy to find him, you were scared he would give up. You didn't know he would never give up. Ever. "You know. I can see everything up here!" You shouted back, you grinned at him as he looked up. He still didn't know how you could climb up to the top. "Y/n, please get down!" He pleaded over and over. Each time you pretended to fall off. It was another evil game you played with him. "Y/n! Now!" He warned, you were a little scared but you never pushed further than that, you both knew each others limits. You had reached it. You were quick to get down and you strolled right past him and got in the car. He watched you very closely. Now it was time to talk business, he said, "now my love, what do you want?" To which you replied with, "for you to show me how much you love me and only me." Negan didn't know what you meant until you reached Sanctuary and saw his other wives waiting to greet you both. You would explain exactly what you wanted when he figured it out.
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