#LIKE ITS SO BAD‼️
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I stopped taking my birth control and it’s making my libido skyrocket so bad that I’m feeling Unhuman I’m feeling Feral and it’s sickening me bc I want real ****
#entertained this dude for a long time now#and I never did anything physical with him bc of my anxiety#but that anxiety is telling me to shut the fuck up rn aksjdkd#LIKE ITS SO BAD‼️#to the point where I have to stop whenever I’m writing fics and just. breathe.#bc I’m on the verge of exploding#who am I anymore 😔#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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They're the only clones that matters rn‼️‼️💕
#if ANYTHING bad happens to them im gonna have a fight w the writers#they're so cute together plz give em more screentime‼️🤞🤞#also omg i rly like frida's design its just so!!!#AND THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCZ‼️📣📣VERY IMPORTANT#clone high#clone high cleo#clone high frida kahlo#clone high cleopatra#kahlopatra#my art#kappart
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horrortale waterfall game broke me sorry (hey just like horror!)
#say it with me: average triglycercule art if i locked in#THERES NO FUCKING ART OF THIS CHAPTER YET IS EVERYONE JUST SLEEPING OR SOMETHING!!!!! WHAT!!!!!!!!!#all the blue's supposed to be the light from the core after horror's eye was used to reactivate it btw#and (this was unintentional but anyways) the purpleish tone horror's clothes have is because he said that to aliza in the game#ohhhh my goddddddd....... how much is your life worth......... its worth so much but treated like its nothing#ACTUALLY not EVEN horror's life. just his body. screw the personhood in the first place#hey horror looks awfully similar to another black eyed and mouthed sans out there..... huh...... i wonder who.........#current horror saying that type of shit to past horror AS IF HES NOT SUPPOSED TO BE NICER IN THE FUTURE#this was originally an excuse to draw horror with the new gray eye but then i decided against it smh.......#and also an excuse to draw blood. the ONLY thing i'm good at rendering#my inability to render is really prevalent here. only covered up by the composition and harsh lighting and lineart and whatever the fuck#anyways TRIGLYCERCULE ART???? IN THIS DAY AND AGE?????? when was the last one........... probably my birthday rain of dust art LMAO WHAAAAA#well that completes my shitty trio focused art. killer's bday dust's bday (although it was so ass) and now this! now they all have 1 piece#tricule art#horror sans#horrortale#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#my horror bias has really been showing these past few daus#but i mean........ I MEAN LIKE WHEN HES THE ONLY ONE THAT STILL GETS UPDATES OUT OF THE TRIO IM ALLOWED TO BE OVERJOYED#as the sole horror representative of mtt nation i gotta fucking carry all the other 3 supposed horror enjoyers on my back 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒#bad sanses#bad sans gang#nightmare's gan#eeaaughhhhh hes not part of the gang hes part of the trio...... get horror away from nightmares fugly ass.......euaaghhhhh#but whatever. im so excited for this art to be locked in the Five Note Banger Jail!#IF YOU READ THESE TAGS THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO PLAY THE WATERFALL GAME OR REREAD THE HORRORTALE COMIC 🫵🫵🫵‼️‼️‼️‼️👿👿👿👿👿
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#ran out of tags LOLLLL#and then .at least on fords end . be able to witness the moment of collapse . in which all his ‘righteous’ feelings r sucked out like a#vacuum or some star collapsing on itself bc not only is he like . having to come to terms w his own flaws#and the insidious like . stomach churning guilt associated w that but also the panic and fear (realized#w the portal or bills deception) into looking outwards and having that silent ‘oh’ moment where its like yeah#thats why he left . why wouldnt he#GRAAAAA LIKE I WANT DESTRUCTIONNN I WANT THINGS 2 FALL DOWN SO HE CAN FINALLY REBUILDDD#let me innn😭😭😭😭💥let me in to the self reflection those thirty years😭😭😭💥💥💥💥💥#who did you meet that reminded you of himm😭😭😭who wronged u in similar ways who gave u a reason to be betterrr whoo what did you see#and when you finally came back what did u FEEEL .. and dont lie and say there wasnt that wisp of nostalgia laced arnd ur heart#girl…..talk to me focus on me u know me u know these things#stanford pines#gravity falls#sry for taggingn these i need it for my own blog i prmmy i need to reference this . i will#ok im back bc i read fords end snd i want to rip my hair out bc fiddleford has such good ‘collapse’ imagery too#like we liteally got the soc of the blind eye videos . HIS DOCUMENTSRYYY#oohhhits rly over for us (me) now (and stanford and fiddleford.and stanley bc i feel bad excluding him💔)#only talking ab ford bc i need a reason to connect it to stan bc im sick in tbe brain and i need the familial conflict aspect too#but fidds .. ur misery does not go unnoticed by me ‼️#anyways. ik i said idc if they didnt get back together but the beauty of multiplicity is also liking the idea#HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHlike whenb im over the conflict im like dude they went through so much tgether it must be nice to find urself in the#familiarity again. uugughh.AUUUH./
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Day ninety-five | id in alt
Long time no Nanami💥
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#nanami kento#i hate his fuckass tie but like anything for the cool man who cares bad#she likes the fit nanami has but she glares at the tie he has sometimes but it eventually grows onto her like a fucking parasite#also idk how yall sukuna likers do it idk how yall like this man because its so hard for me not to roll my eyes at anything he does#trust me im not biased i roll my eyes at Gojo and co too#i just idk. i feel like ive gone through somebody with a personality like sukunas before and i just want to push him into a black hole#buckets aggression is showing#anyway back to Kugisaki!#she exaggerates the image of nanami a lot but i feel like she'd respect the guy y'know#thats a whole apt teacher dawg#also Nobaras drink...she does like popular shit but i feel like her actual tastes lay with more like refreshing stuff if that makes sense#maybe it could be a little sour#idk she doesn't seem like the weirdo that drinks horrible sweet shit but she would put like an energy drink in that shit#she woll die before she's dehydrated and from experience#sweets dehydrate a bitch#hitting nanami with the melanin beam#i fucking giggled while writing the image description im fucking done for‼️#Kugisaki would fucking preen at praise from nanami because in her head nanami is probably a massive hardass#yes i like drawing hands
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as a young trans guy who isn't on any kind of hormones or anything like that, I can't wait for the day I can finally start.
I can't wait for my body to change and slowly become what I want it to be.
I wanna be able to wear feminine clothing without crying.
I wanna have stubble.
I want people to look at me and see me as a boy.
I want to look at myself and truly believe I'm a boy.
I wanna be able to look in my reflection and know that the person I'm looking at is Tommy. This is who I am and who I've always wanted to be.
it's not that I'm upset with how I look now, though, don't take it that way.
I do look pretty masculine.
I still wear crop tops and things more traditionally feminine.
but when I think of myself, Tommy, this isn't who I think of.
I think of whatever I will see when I look in the mirror someday in the future.
sometimes dysphoria can make me so upset, I'll get close to crying, I'll hate the way my body is.
but to get to where you wanna be, you've gotta go through the roads, right?
there's shortcuts that make things seem quicker, but you'll end up getting stopped by a red light later on.
and if you hate the ride there, you won't enjoy getting there in the end. you'll be exhausted and you'll just want to leave again.
but if you enjoy the ride, no matter how long or difficult it is, you'll be happy and ready to enjoy your time there as well.
that's what really keeps me going most of the time.
I can't wait to meet the Tommy I want to be, one day when looking in the mirror.
sorry for the long post, this was written at 3 am.
it probably should have just gone in the notes app but isn't that the same as Tumblr? ......no? shut up.
#im gonna regret this in the morning#im not a pussy tho so i wont delete it#‼️#this is what getting your period on a Tuesday night does to a guy#oh and listening to cavetown adds to the cause#and awaiting your binder you ordered to arrive#yeah lots of things#my posts never get popular so im expecting like 5 notes on this so if you read this all the way through i hope you enjoyed#idk what im talking abt here really im so bad with words i just needed to ramble#trans#transgender#trans boy#trans guy#lgbtq#lgbtq community#he/him#it/its#lgbtq+#transmasc#trans girl#trans woman
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oh wow look its a jashling!! the before aka Icarus (good job angelo u are so creative)
some notes because i cant sleep:
- hole in chest for "pit."
- heart pupils for "backlit by moonlight"
- kinda made of wax but not really? he melts the worse he gets mentally which makes it hard for him to move, this is for "wings of wax" and "every ounce of energy." (aka the best song in the album... i will fight you on this)
- no wings because... because.
- i wanted to make him look sketchy and not clean...if that makes sense. sort of like dissociation
- grayscale color scheme
- sufferer of the "flat affect" (just like me fr)
- terrible memory. dude does not remember (...just like me fr)
- mostly wears sweatpants, socks, and tshirt cause they are top tier clothing for when you are too tired for anything else (also crocs)(i am a croc defender☝🏽)
#wwph cj mentioned 🫵🏽‼️‼️#anyways#i did these pretty fast and out of nowhere so they will prob change#prob not tho!#im lazy with character design#just look at how i draw mind#very basic#not that its bad i just dont like using my brain apparently#hmm#its almost 5 am#this is my own fault#dont ask how icarus goes back to normal after melting bc idk either#he has a mold in his room thats shaped like him i guess#💀#good night#oh fuck the TAGS#chonny jash#angelo tag#tw noose#tw sui implied
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No one talks abt how good the zelda and groose part of groozelink is. Oh my gooood like they're so funny together i think.
#People that make each other worse in different ways. lightheartedly ofc#i also think theyre insane abt link together ofc. but thats with every duo in this relationship#i think theyre competitive against eachother. bc theyre stupid together. AUGHHHH I LOVE THEM ‼️‼️‼️#worlds worst duo#they work with and against eachother#sighs. kicking my legs and giggling. i hate themmmmm so muuuuuuch#txt#extra sucks bc they like eachother so much its sick. crazy. i need them to explode#theyre both the you wanna kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid dynamic. simultaneously
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Who will win? The anxiety spiral over a completely minor thing or the weird gay people running around in my mind?
#what my average afternoon looks like ngl#having such bad anxiety over the most like. minor fuckin things is so annoying#LIKW ITS NOT THAT SERIOUS BRO. CALM DOWN‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#whateverrrr#voltrix rambles
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COOKIES OF DARKNESS NATION WE ARE OFFICIALLY BACK 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
(long rambling in tags if u care)
#cookie run#licorice cookie#red velvet cookie#affogato cookie#I KNOW im late to this but i was at school ok 🙄 anyways i have a lot of thoughts#first off LICORICE UGH I MISSED HIM SO BAD IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM#his stats are so fascinating to me. i don't think anyone was expecting his strength to be that high#its pretty average but its still his best stat surprisingly#im shocked his strategy and puzzle solving are only 3. i think that's a strange decision to make them so low but I'm open to accepting it#maybe his avoidance/lack of ability to see the big picture contributes to the low scores?#his stats are so unexpected but I could get used to it. still i want an elaboration from devsis on these#i want them to show his strength in the show because i was expecting his strength to be like. 3 or 4#but anywho. i think its very funny how affo is 0 strength. i love how its canon licorice could easily kick his ass in a fist fight#i really do love affo and im SO happy to see him with the cod fucking finally all we got with him as a cod until now was ODYSSEY 😭#im so excited to see him work with the cod as an actual member. he's a very fun character for me#i cant wait for them to actually make him feel like one of the cookies of darkness its been over a year since he joined by now c'mon#im just so ecstatic that the cod are back. hopefully this is a good omen and will pave the way for more cod appearances soon#bcs u all know how i feel about the lack of cod for the better part of the past year. this better be their comeback i believe in them#😁😁😁😁😁😁 IM JUST SO HAPPY THIS IS THE BEST POSSIBLE OUTCOME IM SO HAPPY U HSVE NO IDEA I LITERALLY SCREAMED#btw ik crepe is there. but they're in a weird grey area of being a cod so i didn't post them BUT IM VERY HAPPY THEY'RE THERE TOO ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#♦️charlie's miscellaneous
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HE’S JUST A GRUMPY GUY <33333
#scribbled this out on a name tag#first and only drawing I’ve ever done of him#BOOBER ILYYYYYYYY FOREVERRRRRRRR#actually my favorite guy in the entire goshdarn universe he’s so me I love him so so so so much#god I wish I were a fraggle#I should draw Mokey too bc I love her lots and I want a hug from her rly rly bad#idk why his legs look like that#I drew this in like 2 minutes so next time he’ll actually look uh. right#the moon episode is my favorite episode of season 1 so far (MAROONED IS NEXT‼️‼️‼️‼️) but boober isn’t in it which is sad bc i wanna see him#the terrible tunnel rly is a cute episode though I love it so much#ITS GONNA BAD NEWS‼️‼️‼️#BAD NEWS🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️#ALL YEAR🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️#also pesto#hi pesto#secret cats oc hidden in there tee hee#boober fraggle#fraggle rock#sorah’s silly scribbles
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dust and horror angel and demon themes,,,, they could totally parallel each other...... :3
dust=angel of death described in the delta rune prophecy (self declared) (i DEFINITELY elaborated on this one waayyyy before but anyways dust with a fucked up savior complex SAVE ME SAVE ME.... death is a blessing ass guy. life is torment and he will be the one to liberate monsters from their bodies and with the strength they provide to him be able to take down evil evil creation of pure misery that is the human ✨✨✨ dont worry his evil cackles are to HIDE HIS PAIN of saving everyone....... trust)
horror=demon that dragged everyone in horrortale into hell (as perceived by everyone else) (i think it would be a cool hc if everyone outside of snowdin viewed horror as literally a demon. maybe undyne preaches that. anyone outside of snowdin might be WAYYY worse because they starve for longer and literally take part in cannibalism so they might not have the same sort of mild sanity that snowdin residents do,,,, besides he DID kinda bring them all eternal suffering. kinda. nobody but undyne knows what happened at the core so she could totally just paint the story to blame horror fully)
ANYWAYS i like the possible dynamics this could have :333
dust to horror (please let me kill you PLEASE let me kill you i can end it all so peacefully wouldn't it be nice??? i promise ill make it quick just for you),,, horror to dust (i want you to live and suffer with what youve done i want you to watch all of your choices hit you one day and i'll be there and laugh at you. i'll keep you alive just to keep you suffering ok?)
OR dust to horror (you dont deserve to die you dont deserve to even be hurt by me. not because youre the exception but youre the Exception i absolutely loathe you so youll never get the sweet release of death :3) and horror to dust (just let me die already i dont wanna be here. youre supposed to be a savior right??? an angel?? then why don't you save me already when i need it more than anyone else)
#SHITS THIS OUT BECAUSE I NEED TO GET RID OF IT. my evil doppelganger will adore this post i've already shown them#this is definitely a bit of an exaggeration of their characters in my eyes but i love it :333#i dont think that dust is THIS deluded in my eyes and i dont think horror is this cynical. even tho theyre both still these traits#i came up with this idea while writing my mtt meets eachother fic :3#you can probably totally guess where i made the connection. thank you horrortale undyne for this one single thing#anyways i dont know how to shove killer into this LMAO. i was thinking like.... angel and demon on your shoulder to swap choices#but but triglycercule doesnt killer already have that with his stages??? well YES but both can be true at the same time :333#idk i dont have enough brain juices for this rn. so you get this half assed explanation 😭😭‼️‼️‼️#dust: we should kill this person. totally because they need to be freed and not because they piss me off#horror: no we should keep them alive but torment them so they never get the sweet release of death and suffer#and thanks to killer THEY CAN DO BOTH!!! YAAAAY!!!!! the powers of determination are awesome man (smug tiktok emoji)#dust is sounding awfully similar to a certain killer au of mine i made..... swapinverse rearing its ugly head once again smh#idk if this is more of a symbolic thing or LITERALLY angel dust and demon horror#because i like both ideas........ imagine an actual angel dust and demon horror going around with killer doing the little dialogue i said#what would killer be in this??? he's not a mortal or a human as would be per usual when describing whats between an angel or demon#killer as a god lmao..... noooo noooooo..... maybe just something akin to one. i meaaan technically-#someone who's more into religious theming would probably eat this idea but i cant be bothered uaghhhh#if i say anything about killer i will get shot. but i can tank a couple bullets. killer does have the ability to let both dust and horror#fufill their own ideologies. and also i am a big fat SUCKER for killer keeping horror and dust 'in line' IDC if its a bad sanses concept#i love it and therefore it's now mine to use in an only mtt context. otherworldly beings trio ‼️‼️ aghhhhh#i have like 89 drafts if the drafts reach 100 by the end of the year i think i'd DIE. so this is getting posted idc#you wont see me using literal angel and demon dust and horror. but if you look in my mind you'll see the themes regularly in what i talk ab#anyways back to writing this stupid fic i go. dust is currently battling several inner demons rn. good luck loser :3#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#sans au#utmv#tricule hc
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Spent an hour figuring out an outfit only to realize it's a 70° outfit and it's currently 91° outside
#BOOOOOO FLORIDA HEAT ‼️‼️‼️#big skirt sleeveless turtleneck with big shirt over with BIG boots#whaf was i thinking 😔#but i nred to get out of the house or ill go crazy so back to the closet!!#i have bad anxiety so if i feel like my outfit looks weird I'll spiral and stay home#its either pajama pants with funny shirt or super neat outfit no in-between#ren won't shut up
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i acc want sushi so bad tbh.
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SILLY DOODLE FOR MY AWESOME MUTUAL !! I think we can have fun in spidey hoodies :3 as a treat🦋 <33 ALSO!!! LOOK AT HIS AWESOME ART AT @dotjpeg !! :D
#and look at his HUGE BRAIN ideas at milimeters-morales !!!!^_^#I HOPE I DREW U CORRECTY I NOT FAMILIAR WITH DRAWING DREADS I HOPE ITS OK <3 PLEASE TELL ME IF ANYTHING IS LIKE NOT APPROPRIATE!! TYY<33#ANYWAYYS WAHHHH I LOVED THE SPARKLE ON IMAGE SOO CUTE THANK UUU#I LOOVE MY MUTUALS !! YIPPEEEEE!!! I am so so happy#THE MOST LOVELIEST IDEA !!!‼️ I LOOVE WHEN I AM WITH MY FRIENDS :3 WE CAN HAVE MATCHING HOODIESS!!!#thank u for being so so awesome forever..... UR SO COOOL IM SO GLAD IM UR MUTUAL 🦋🦋💙🦋🦋💙🦋🦋🦋💙🦋✨️✨️✨️✨️💥#i donno how to draw the zappies ^_^ ITS OKK!! in my heart u have all of miles' powers i know it to be true <3 u can just do all of dat :3#YAYY!#isa's art#man itsbso bad i still dont have a design for my own salf its ok^_^ i am versatile !!!!
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i get to see my beloved tomorrow its crazyyyyy 🩷🩷🩷🩷
gonna stay with him for 2 weeks !!
#p#must focus on the good of that n not The Fear™️ but tragically its my nature </3#ill be gone for 2 weeks n im remembering me even at like middle school age being so bad w sleepovers#but im not 11 n i can hug my bf n this is so cool ‼️‼️#flying is kinda scary too cuz my ears like to be fucked up n i hope ill get to the right places etc but otherwise that shld be ok#just kinda long idc#i feel like one of those rly anxious dogs. give me a cbd treat n that like pressure vest thing for when theyre scared at storms or w/e#i wish my crying person era wasnt happening rn its bad timingggg#ok enough of being scared n weird itll be so nice im gonna explode
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