#L I K E I JUST. AM SO ENAMORED WITH THIS SCENE

[dukeoftheblackstar]

@spicedrobot

PART 3.

You. Omg. YOU. EN. OMG EN. EN WHAT THE ACTUAL — EN. You. Fuck. Where do I begin? Oh damn

You.

That is two for two, En. Two for two.

I have never been so shaken to the core over something I already have an idea of where the story was going. I have been rattled so deliciously by angst, floored by people's elegant signatures in writing, been made feel giddy over play on words, excessively horny for days over smut but never — NEVER, have I ever been so baffled by my own emotions.

I have prided myself of having full reins on how I feel and how I find it easy to detach and reattach myself emotionally over something but never — Never in my life have I questioned my existence and sanity to a degree on whether I am into that or not into that.

That being two of your fic that just has me on my knees, okay? Mam I am in shambles. To this very moment I don't even know if I am into Greedo but I have to tell you, I never — NEVER liked Rodians before.

I am in a limbo now. Twice. For both fics of how I feel about them.

I need to think about my life choices now. Think about the things I'm into and into. REASSES MY GODDAMN LIFE LOL.

BUT............ Of course, something sane from me after getting all expectedly unexpectedly riled up.

Your consistency to setting the actual mood of the place is something that I really, really am enamored over. There's it being immersive and there's it having that bit of wonderous feel. For both fics I have read from you, it gave that feel of looking around and things just materializing. I'm still not over the bar scene from fic 1. I may have forgotten the title, but the feeling? Oh heavens, never the feeling.

Your play on words is not at all intimidating or overwhelming. It's playful, it's poignant, it's giving that small nod and smirk of approval but not that full AHA! type of vibe that is just that perfect balance of 'wow' that just sits right and keeps that steady pace of the entire story.

I also am never gonna be over how you give us so much of Greedo's personality without it overpowering or being underplayed by the other characters involved. The spotlight Vader had? HOT. Spot on. But still, it was Greedo who kept to the main attraction and I am very pleased about that considering Vader is big deal.

I learned so much of Rodian in that aspect and the way you describe them, big hands. Big hands to you because it's not too much to come off disgusting, but just right to get you really intrigued.

The transition. I would kiss you. It was seamless and the pacing just fits so right. It wasn't dragging too long nor did it feel rushed. From how he got the job to being on the job, to getting the JOB done — that pace is just absolutely perfect.

There are three of you that I take my sweet time reading because of how I have this dire need of relishing the entirety of the read — three of you that when I read something of your work, I am glued there. I am trapped in that zone of reading because of how it absolutely ruins me in the best way possible.

Like, I would need a minute or an hour or a day before I can read other fics unless I condition myself before hand. And I did.

I purposely push you and the other two's fics to the last because of the absolute choke hold you three have on me.

You are now my go-to official Rodian fic-writer that has forever scarred me in ways I cannot say whether I like it or not just yet.

There better be more because I cannot die with this conundrum in my head on how I feel about Greedo and Rodians.

Now excuse me while I reread this and your other Rodian fic because En, I am ruinnnnnnnnnnnnnnned ♥

I think.

THINK.

THINK THAT I HAVE TURNED.

To actually

L I K E

Rodians.

i think.

I THIIIIIIIINK. I AM UNSURE YET.

Boba Fett and Greedo both work for Darth Vader. When Boba is sent off on an extended solo mission, Greedo learns more about his boss's eccentricities... and his own.

At first, Greedo thought that Imperial vessels just ran colder than usual. Though he hadn’t been on many, mostly just this one. And what a ship it was: a Venator-class Star Destroyer, housing thousands of occupants. Not just any old Imps either, but important ones, the kind they bragged about on Empire Day transmissions. But the issue wasn’t as simple as dialing back a control on a climate system, and it wasn’t like he could even access such things on a ship as big as this, barring the one in his own room. And it was only ever too cold when he was on the chrono. One moment, the temperature would be perfectly pleasant. The next, Greedo could see his own breath in front of his snout. 

It’s him, Greedo realized, after a few cycles of this strange incident repeating. It’s Lord Vader. 

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[meloartist]

SANDMAN TV MADE SOME REALLY GOOD CHOICES AND I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THEM AT FULL VOLUME

[elderwisp]

I’m the elton john anon. Don’t worry about it! Could you tag your sims as songs you know then?

AHHH OK I CAN DO THAT

S Y X: In the City - Chromatics 

- Honestly this group in general has reminded me of Syx the more I write/learn about her.

F R A N C E S: Hey - The Pixies or Monkey’s Gone to Heaven - The Pixies

- Something about the Pixies will always remind me of Frances. It was the song that started playing when I was in CAS and they just give me a sense of isolation and deranged behavior. I just picture Frances drenched in sweat at one of their concerts while on acid.

G U M: Melting - Kali Uchis

- Leo queen stanning other Leo queens? Yes. But honestly, this song is so mellow and it just reminds me of Gum’s passive, dreamy behavior. 

T A R Y N: Black Memories - The Growlers

- Notorious for not letting go, this song is about being left with grief after a tremendous heartbreak. Taryn has a tendency to gamble her heart to strangers only to be left to mend the pieces. The whole album, Chinese Fountain reminds me of her.

D A N: Femme - Le Couleur

- Femme just reminds me of a girl in red shades, driving down a California coastline, forgetting about a previous lover. Dan has such an independent character without even trying yet she manages to keep her femininity. Her songs make me feel empowered with a hint of delicacy. 

K A I: Halloween - Shakey Graves

- This song makes me a bit emotionally, honestly. It has such a melancholy feel to it. I can’t quite give you a song meaning behind it, part of me thinks death, another part makes me think it’s about someone who is caged. It just reminds me of Kai’s sad character and his battle with the loneliness that comes with depression.

A T L A S: Will He - Joji or I’ll Be Around - The Growlers

- I am so attracted to the way that Joji says “my lips” idfk man. OKOKOK but no this song is fucking dark okay. I was reading about this song and Joji sorta left it up to the listener. To me it talks about a heartbroken lover but I also think there’s a sense of obsession, almost toxic, behavior. I feel like on the exterior, Atlas isn’t too bad, however there were times in his past that he clung onto people in an unhealthy manner. He found himself manipulating others just so they could stay. At some point, relationships made him a messy, messy person.

- I’ll Be Around reminds me of Atlas waking up from a party, completely shitfaced. He’s covered in booze and limbs on top of him, not remembering where he found the glasses sitting on top of his head. He absolutely loves the feeling of dancing while high or drunk. I think there’s a scene in the music video where Brooks has a camera in front of him and he’s just looking around frantically while the room is spinning... It’s just an Atlas aesthetic. Partying “til the sun comes up.”

A T L A S x E M E R Y: Ontario Gothic - Foxes in Fiction 

- In my humble onion, this song makes me feel for these two. Like if you wanna cry for some reason, listen to this song!!! Idc imma make a video on them JUST YOU WAIT!!! Anyway, this song as a nostalgic, dreamlike feel to it. My heart feels so full when I heart it. It just reminds me of two lost souls meeting once again. I just imagine the two starring at each other, inches away, with such passion in their eyes. I imagine the two being afraid of their own emotions towards one another and the feeling of vulnerability when they collide. I just... I CAN’T WAIT TO INTRODUCE THESE TWO!!! *SHAKES FINGER* 

A R E S: The Less I Know the Better - Tame Impala

- This song reminds me of a lusty teenager enamored by the idea of someone. I feel like Ares spends a lot of time in his head daydreaming about intimacy and the idea of being with someone. I like that this song also talks about jealousy because I feel as if he’d grow a bit hurt to see his crush with someone that isn’t him. I don’t know, this song is a bop!