#Kudo Shinichi x reader

[ijustsimplysimp]

From Meh: Just some random thought I had lol

Shinichi's parents and your parents are friends since they're high school in London and they all grew up together. So when you and shinichi are born, both of you grew up together, became friends and now... more than friends?? He keeps giving you mixed signals but you always say that you two are just friends even though your friends keep teasing you and him but you just waved them off.

Ever since you both flew to Japan to attend high school, you both live next door. You and Shinichi would even do everything together. That's why everyone in your class tease you two. But since both of you always denied it while it's obvious you two like each other people in your class and even the others started to call you two "Smart but dumb in the same time". Shinichi being a detective and smart, you also a detective and dream to be a lawyer, also doesn't do anything or notice how you two have same feelings.

Like both of your parents even knew about this and tease you two but it always ends up on either shinichi changing the topic or you.

You two are also like a duo when it comes to cases, teamed up against the culprits. Inspector Megure always thanked you two whenever.

It also took a long time for you and Shinichi to finally admit your feelings to each other. (So long that you two already graduated college. Because whenever the other party wants to confess it always fails). And now that you two are together you and Shinichi are unstoppable (in cases).

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[your-average-genshin-enjoyer]

Hello! 💕

Can I request the Detective Conan fluffy headcanons about Fluff relationship with their shy!female!reader for Shinichi Kudo, Kaito Kuroba/Kaito Kid and Heiji Hattori (separately)? Hint#1: She knows Conan is Shinichi Kudo. Hint#2: She knows Kaito Kid is Kaito Kuroba and she helps him in Kaito Kid situations. Please??

- D c m k boys headcanons

with Shy!Fem!reader -

CHARACTERS: Kudo Shinichi, Hattori Heiji and Kuroba Kaito x reader (separately)

WARNINGS: May be OOC(out of character), can be sort of off topic, could have a little spoilers for Detective Conan/Magic Kaito.

A/n: Sorry if this was not really that good TvT I never really written headcanons in the past so this is sort of my first attempt at it, also I might've write shy in a not really accurate way so, sorry if I do write it like that qwq

- S h i n i c h i K u d o -

- He sometimes was the one who do the talking for you if you two we're in public, he knows you talk just fine, but he'll do it when he sees/figure out you we're not feeling like talking at the moment, whether as Conan or Shinichi.

- He likes it when you hold his hand/sleeve when you're nervous, since in his perspective, it shows that you trust him enough to come to him for reassurance. But if he's in Conan form, most of the time he's the one who initiate the hand holding first, bcs of the height difference you two have. And also bcs sometimes you're too shy to ask if you can hold his hand.

- If he was back to Shinichi for a certain time, and he was not busy at the moment, he wants to smother you with hugs and cuddles. But he'll be debating with himself on whether to do it or not since he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable. Either way it always ends with you two snuggling up in his house, or reading a book together in his library, basking in each other's presence.

- When he knows what is your favorite subject, he'll bring that up almost any time so that he can see you rambling abt it. He loves how passionate and free you look when speaking abt it. When you realize you just rambled for a while to him, and you start spilling apologies after apologies, he'll sometime respond to it with something like

"Hey, it's fine relax. I already rambled about cases and Sherlock Holmes to you all the time, so we're even here."

-When you and Shinichi go out, and have an argument like how you kept insisting on paying the bill, he already knows how to win/end the argument right away. But he sometime stretch it up so that it'll go for a while, since he likes to see you all flustered, struggling to come up with an argument against his point.

- H e i j i H a t t o r i -

- Similar to Shinichi, Heiji will also do the talking for you. Though he will ask you if you want him to do the talking or not since he doesn't want to assume things.

- He knows Osaka like the back of his hand, and combined by the things he learn abt you overtime, he will be the perfect person to go to if you're bored. He knows your preferences on places, like how you prefer places that are less crowded, and he is more than happy to take you out to refresh with his motorcycle when he's free.

- When he has a Kendo tournament, he never forgets to ask you if you want to go see it. And if you agree to his idea, he will wave towards your direction if he wins the tournament, which sometime gets some people looking at your directions, making it a happy yet awkward situation.

- He buys you a matching hat like the one he wears, and whenever you get too embarrassed to face him, you have a habit of pulling the hat down to cover your face and spilling apologies to him. And bcs of this, he also has a habit of pulling the hat away, and then flicking your forehead(not too hard) while telling you something like

"You idiot, You've done nothing wrong here, so no need to be all embarrassed about it, okay?"

- This is pretty random, but I feel like if you we're being all blushy and flustered because of him, he'll also boop your nose or ruffle your hair to snap you out of your flustered trance, another reason he did it is because he just can't resist how adorable you're being.

- K a i t o K u r o b a -

- Will tease/flirt with you unpredictably, but won't go overboard with it. He just think it's adorable when you're caught off guard, all flustered and struggling to come up with an answer.

- He sometime does this thing where he shows you a magic trick, and when you're all impressed and flabbergasted, he revealed the trick behind it. The tricks he use are often pretty simple so he'll tease you by saying you're dumb for not figuring it out, so that he can see your little flushed face.

- If you do something out of your usual shy character in the relationship, like kissing him out of the blue, or hugging him without asking, he will say something like

"Oh? Is my dear Y/n chan started getting bolder recently?~"

And will never stop teasing you abt it for the whole day. But deep down, he's actually melting from how cute your attempts on giving him affection is.

- When you asked him if you can help with his Kaito Kid business, he won't allow you to help him when he's in action, since he doesn't want to drag you to danger. Usually you'll help with something less dangerous like preparing his costume and things behind the scenes, or taking care of him if he's injured.

- You two have a soft-serious moment when you we're tending to his wounds, you're worried for his condition and usually lightly scolds him for his reckless actions. But he always manage to remove the seriousness in the air by pecking you at the lips so that's you'll get flustered, or just messing with you in general.

[ohrival1412]

"Shinichi and Hakuba after their Sherlock Holmes fanfictions are discovered" tHANKS FOR YOUR REQUEST HAHAH

@zaharex here are Hakuba E-8 and Shinichi G-8 !

[amurotoorudesu]

how to kiss someone

kudo shinichi x male reader

suggestive theme, kissing, bottom male reader, switch male reader, top shinichi kudo, switch shinichi kudo, curse, making out, reader is a fboy

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"w-what...?" the (e/c) eyed boy with glasses looked at his best friend with confused face.

"teach me how to kiss someone." said the black haired boy with dense look and flat tone.

(m/n) shook his head, positioning his glasses, wondering what demon possessed shinichi that he randomly asked this question.

or rather a request?

he didnt know either. (m/n) looked at shinichi again with frowned eyebrow.

"why do you want to learn that?" he can see the blue eyed boy's cheek slightly turning red and quickly averted his gaze to look at other things.

"do you... perhaps want to kiss ran?"

shinichi quickly turn his head around and look at (m/n) with blushed but annoyed face.

"i-i just... i dont want to disappoint my future lover!"

"by not be able to be a good kisser?"

"w-well... i-i mean... you definitely a good one, remembering you often kissed plenty of girls and guys."

and (m/n) nodded without hesitation.

"but are you seriously want to learn this so you could kiss ran?"

(m/n) observed the blue eyed boy's reaction and chuckle.

"pfft— as if you have the guts to kiss her"

"j-just shut up and teach me!" 

(m/n) rolled his eyes and told shinichi to get on his bed after talking on the side of the bed.

shinichi was getting nervous, because after they changed position, (m/n) keep on looking at his eyes and not his mouth, considering the (h/c) haired boy habits about looking at the others mouth and listening to them.

"okay, so first one, you seduce the person." 

(m/n) slowly lean into shinichi, putting his right hand onto shinichi's cheek, carresing it as he kept on getting closer.

"but since you can already seduce ran, maybe we can skip this part, yeah~?" the glasses boy grinning, making shinichi's face turned red and heart beating fast.

"second, you can tease the person by giving them little pecks"

before (m/n) lean and show shinichi how to do it, he pulled his glasses with one hand, letting the detective to see his rare face without glasses.

the detective was mesmerized, looking at the white pale skin and those tired eyes without the glasses, the slightly flushed face and those plump lips.

fuck... 

"loving what you see~?" 

realized he went spacing out while looking at (m/n) with lovestruck face, he just huffs and looked back at the glasses with challenging gaze.

"just teach me already"

(m/n) smirking and he lean onto shinichi, his lips met with shinichi, giving him little pecks and closing his eyes.

on the other hand, shinichi feels like hes slowly flying through the cloud nine, the feeling of (m/n)'s lips on his, and how the (e/c) eyed teased him by only give him short kisses making him eager.

he want to kiss (m/n) so much

"dont forget to close your eyes and breath through your nose"

(m/n) cut their kiss, panting while he get close to shinichi.

both of them didnt realize they were already so close, (m/n) sitting on shinichi's lap and their hand on eachother waist.

"third, once you and the person get comfortable, just make out, tongue and biting is really fun on this part"

they both lean onto each other, hitting those lips while (m/n) insert his tongue and shinichi give (m/n) small bite on his bottom lips.

sounds echoes through the room, they should be grateful because there was no one at (m/n)'s house because they're kinda being loud, whining and whimpering.

the makeout lasts for about two minutes, after they done, (m/n) put his head on shinichi's shoulder, hiding his red face on the crook of the detective's neck.

"that was fun" said the (h/c) haired boy.

"how's my performance?"

"good, you might need to have another practice though."

shinichi kissed the glasses boy on his pale neck, making (m/n) shiver.

and right when (m/n) was gonna get out of shinichi's lap, the black haired boy picked him up and threw him on the bed, caging (m/n) with his arm from running away.

now it's shinichi's turn to smirk, looking at (m/n) like the (e/c) eyed boy is his prey.

"you said i need more practice, right? mind if you're the test subject now~?"

and (m/n)? he looks at shinichi with kind of terrified but excited eyes.

i leave the rest of them to your mind.

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a/n : omg my first debut fanfic 😦😦 written in rush lmao, maybe the explanation wont be 100% true cz im a virgin both on the lips and ass, i accidentally fell asleep when i write this so forgive me, also english is not my first language

[shuichiakainx]

Merry Christmas to all

[sunny-mercya]

Hey, Brother do you still believe in one another?

11. Osaka Trip - Abducted

Heiji Hattori x Male Reader | Plantonic! Shinichi Kudo x Brother Reader

Fandom -> Detective Conan/Case Closed

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If I could turn back time

If I could find a way

And you'd stay

Sachiko shirked loudly—gaining looks of confusion and judgment from the by passing people in the shopping district—dropping her shopping bags to the ground in shock and gasping like a fish, even though they don't need to, for air.

Droving with both hands through her hair, clutching it, Sachiko turned her head in every direction—spinning herself around—and tried to find something, someone—searching for you.

But you are nowhere to be seen, because you're gone. Gone. You're gone.

For Sachiko it felt as time stood still—freezing her in the spot where she was standing—while the surroundings of hers continued to move on as if nothing had happened—as if the crime, which just occurred in front of everyone, didn't caused a notice and disturbance in the daily routine of living flow.

Taking a sharp inhale of breath, Sachiko felt breathless. She only had turned around—some sign had catches her eyes and you were still right beside her—for a mere few seconds and when she turned back, to tell you about that sign—which was local shop—you weren't there.

Is this—the way her chest tightens, so painfully she wanted to cry out, coldness—despite the mildly warm temperatures today—sweeping through her body and bringing her bend into a shudder—how a Panic attack feels like?

Sachiko couldn't tell, wouldn't know, as she never had experienced such and only being a comforter for you—when you had them.

Taking out her phone, cursing loudly when it slipped from her—shaking and clammy—hands and fall down onto the pavement, Sachiko felt—once she had picked up her phone again—lost to whom she has to call.

Sachiko's finger hovered over Shinichi's—old and deactivated—number, wanting to call him—the first person which popped up in her mind instantly—as Shinichi is (or had been) after all your emergency contact.

But that's an impossible thing to do now as Shinichi is gone as well.

Sachiko slapped herself against her forehead more than once, rubbing her face—staying crouched down and inhaling deeply the air, she still felt she didn't quite have, again.

Stupid, stupid, absolutely stupid, Sachiko thought—berating herself for forgetting about the fact that Shinichi is gone, but wanting to call him anyways.

Like, as if the automatic voicemail of; We apologise, but this number is currently not available anymore—would help in such, any, situation and neither would make it Shinichi magically appear back.

»Dumb wishful thinking« she scoffed in a huff, feeling ashamed afterwards for such thoughts and berates herself again, because such wishful thoughts are helping you to pull through hard days—the ones where you want to just lay in bed forever and giving everything and yourself up.

So Sachiko called Heiji, despite him being at a crime scene currently—because honestly, it's like a curse or something, whenever they went somewhere there always seemed to be a murdering happen—but she couldn't care less about this, as the Inspectors and officers are capable enough to solve this on their own, without Heiji's help.

Finding and freeing you—because Sachiko was absolutely sure that Daiki had kidnapped you—and it was a fear she knew would come true eventually—was top priority now and Sachiko knew that Heiji was the only person who would be able to save you.

~~~

There weren't many moments in times, where Conan thought he had failed. Nor had he many regrets to think about.

But when Heiji told how Sachiko had called and telling him in upcoming panic—sounding close to crying, holding back choking sobs—you're gone, disappeared so suddenly in board daylight—under eyes of many "witnesses"—and that she, in absolutely certainty, believes Daiki had taken you—Conan felt like a failure.

Failure. Conan had failed miserably as your older brother, who promised you—once ago, during your first suicidal attempt—to never leave you alone and behind in your darkest times of need—and to always protect you from the dangers and evil of this world.

But look! Here is he, failing not only once but twice—trice even, when he couldn't save Narumi—and breaking promises after another, building a path of hurtful lies for you to walk on. Honestly, you deserve someone far better than him as your brother.

It was foolish to think, that they might be able to call you, but even the simplest thing to do—in cases like these, calling you even though the chance stood high that your phone had been already destroyed—could might lead to an better outcome of the situation.

When it ringed and someone picked up the line, they hoped it was you—but when Daiki's voice rung out, the hope extinguished.

„Oh, it's the brat calling. C'mon dear, tell them Goodbye.“

„Fuck off, Asshole.“

A clash, a thud and a short gaps from you—and the line went dead afterwards.

»What now? Osaka is big and we can't search through the whole city and its landscape, without a sort of fixpoint to begin with.....« said Heiji, gnawing at his lower lip and looking at Conan.

The bubble of panic didn't came spiking up in one sudden rush—like how Sachiko must had experienced it firsthand now—and neither did it came slow rising—how for Conan it was, whose eyes shone with ridden guilt and although masking it professionally like a actor, starting to crack under its slowing crawling pressure—for Heiji.

Of course Heiji is worried about you, he always will be—after all you're his boyfriend and worrying about ones partner and the ones you love is a natural feeling to do—but Heiji is also a Detective and haywire emotions wouldn't help in any situation nor does it any good.

Conan knows this as well—is the one who believes, participate, the most in this sort of mindset—but sometimes a once rational, logical, mind and heart can make a spin into the irrational side of the humane

There was also the crucial fact—which is the reason why Heiji doesn't feel the heart aching panic just yet—that everyone seemed to forget that you weren't just a mere helpless person.

You could defend yourself with ease, were cable of fighting—with your strength of Qing Mado—against Adults and opponents twice your age and size.

But Heiji himself seems to forget—while knowing of the information above—that there a tools out there which could make you helpless and unable to defend.

»My Radar Glasses!« exclaimed Conan

»Huh? When did ya chip [Name]?«

»Not him, but his phone-keychain«

Conan was getting restless he's aware, knowing well that his idea might be just a glimpse into the blue of nothing, but what else are they supposed to do?

They had to give it a try, even when it would lead into a dead end. Just sitting around and waiting wouldn't do anything, wasn't going to help you!

Conan couldn't give up, especially not on you—his precious little brother, who he vowed to protect.

~~~

Whatever was on their side—be it luck, fate or destiny, fortunas generosity or simply Daiki's own dumbness—they hoped it's gonna last till you are found.

When the glasses did indeed pick up a low signal of yours, Conan and Heiji went to the location as fast as possible.

Once there, in an alley—near the outskirts area, with soon to build houses and buildings and the ones getting destroyed—all they had found was your phone—still in tact, but useless now. Then again, this alone could lead to you—as it minimise the area, distance and possibility of where you could be.

Conan wouldn't give up and he hoped neither would you.

I'll keep finding, finding you

Right through hell and heaven

And in all dimensions

I'll keep finding, finding you

[starlightanya0wsblog]

♡~Secrets~♡

~Wataru Takagi x Fem! Reader~

I swear this man is so adorable! It's such a shame that there's nothing of him on this app, so I did it myself😎🤘 hope you guys enjoy!

Wataru Takagi and Y/N L/N were together for 6 months now, no one at the police department knew that the two cops were dating, or at least, that's what the couple thinks.

Takagi was on his desk working on some paperwork, unlike today he was just in the office working on some useless, boring, paperwork.

The department was practically empty, Takagi turned his pen between his fingers, sighing, bored.

"I wonder what Y/N is doing right now..."

He asked, with a hand resting on his cheek, thinking of his girlfriend, a smile appeared immediately on his face, daydreaming of her voice, her face, her hands, her lips...

At that thought, he became red as a tomato, every time he looked at her lips in the middle of a speech with Y/N, he get lost completely, often being scolded by his girlfriend, that to him, it makes her even more beautiful.

"We’re beating the slack I see."

Suddenly, Takagi heard a voice and turned in surprised.

"Y/N?"

His girlfriend was standing there, a few inches behind him, with an envelope in her hand and smiling at him.

"I thought you were working on a case with Sato..."

She put the envelope on his desk, leaning against it.

"That’s right, but Detective Goro was there with us, he solved the case immediately and I came back here."

Takagi looked inside the envelope, she had taken something to eat for lunch for him, at the thought of it he smiled softly.

"...To you..."

The last part was whispered, yet Takagi heard her words well, making him blush; she looked away, embarrassed to admit that she missed him.

Takagi without thinking twice, stood up and hugged her.

"Thank you."

Y/N blushed, returning the gesture, smiling happily, then looking around, as if to notice just now a small detail.

"Wait... is the department completely empty?"

Takagi laughed seeing that as she noticed it only now, simply nodding at her.

"...So there's no one around..."

Takagi turned and looked around

"Yeah, it’s weird to see it so empty, right?"

Y/N did not answer, she took Takagi’s tie and pulled him to her, in a second, her lips were on Takagi's who was visibly surprised by the gesture blushing violently, and then kissed back.

As they broke away to get some air, both had red faces, eyes only for each other.

"You don’t know how many times I wanted to do this while you were sitten on that desk working..."

Takagi became so red that smoke came out of his head; he took her hand and brought her to a storage room from the department, closing the door behind them.

"Love... it’s hard to hold back with you."

[what-the-dark-has-foretold]

Hello! If it’s alright, could I please request a kink matchup for one of the Case Closed guys? My main two kinks are kinda embarrassing to admit, but here goes nothing! 😅

I personally am big into omorashi and crossdressing, but more so having the other person do it rather than me.

With the omorashi, I’m more into the desperation than the actual wetting, but that part is also good!

With the crossdressing, I especially like to see short skirts and dresses. Short shorts are also good.

I also have no experience, so… Bonus points if that’s okay with him! 😅

Sorry if there’s nothing here to work with! And if any of it makes you uncomfortable at all, feel free to delete this! Thank you!!!

-Yuma

(Also, if this somehow sends off anon, please don’t answer it… 😅)

Navi

It's more like a headcanon than a specific scenario, but I hope you don't mind 💕

Okay okay so: my first thought was Kaito (perhaps also Shinichi?) However, I decided on Hagiwara Kenji (though I feel like this also applies to Kaito):

I think he might be a bit of a brat (all of them would be tbh). Especially since he's used to women fawning over him. Tries to tease and rile you up until you finally drag him with you to the bedroom. He puts on the cute dresses and skirts you choose for him far too eagerly for someone who's complaining. (Has cheekily told you that he looked better than you in these clothes as he turned in front of the mirror and will do that again).

He would also love to be your first! He feels honoured and his mind is running miles at how he could slowly but surely get you to be more comfortable and confident in treating him the way you want to. (Kinda like reverse corruption? He just wants you to go from curious and shy to just...completely letting loose) The moment you bring up omorashi his heart actually skipped a beat...

[fuyine]

Prompt: When you are sick || Gosho Boys

warnings!!! excessive fluff, characters are highschoolers, endearments, and there are grammatical errors ahead. Please read with a grain of salt.

Pairings: kudo shinichi, hakuba saguru, hattori heiji, kuroba kaito x gn!reader (separately)

The moment you stepped foot in Poirot for a coffee day out with him—which happens once in a blue moon—he could tell right away that you were not in the condition to go out today.

From your choice of shoes to your odd color combination of clothes and your pallid face, drained of color and making you appear almost ghostly, he noticed. Adding to his concern was the way you walked: a sluggish, unsteady gait, as if each step was a monumental effort.

When you sat down across from him, before you could even greet him, he beat you to it.

"Change of plans. Let's head to my place and watch a movie instead."

At the Kudo mansion, he had both of you surrounded by blankets. He made sure to make up for your coffee date by having this movie marathon. With a fever patch on your forehead, he made sure to keep you hydrated from time to time.

Although you weren't burning up too much, he was cautious and insisted you stay on the couch while he got what you needed. He would spare some time for tales of Sherlock and watch the movie in peace with you in his arms.

At some point, his mom visited. Learning that you were sick, Yukiko spoiled you with her cooking and scolded Shinichi for not realizing that you were sick sooner before your date.

You sweat-dropped as you watched Shinichi getting scolded in the kitchen, he then walked back towards you with a cup of tea and placed it on the table.

"Mom made that. She says it'll help you feel a bit relaxed," he said, sitting down next to you and watching you curl up with a smile.

"Your mom is the best."

He let out a soft hum in agreement. "She is. Now drink up," he said, subtly checking your temperature by tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, his fingertip brushing softly against your forehead.

He was glad you weren't burning up as much as before.

Guess who would ditch their flight to London and come back to you?

Hakuba Saguru. The man of time.

When he received your call—where you were intending to check if he had arrived safely at the airport and apologized for not being able to accompany him—he heard you sneeze and cough multiple times, and concluded you were sick.

Reassuring him that you only missed a couple of classes and would get back to it with no worries worried him. The content of the call was less about him and more about you.

After ending the call to take a nap, you woke up nearly eight in the evening. Realizing you had missed dinner, you heard the door of your bedroom suddenly open.

There he was, walking through the door and toward the bed, in his white button-up blouse with its sleeves rolled up to his elbow, holding a tray of porridge.

Blinking not twice but thrice, you thought you were hallucinating that he was here.

"You're awake," he smiled at you and placed the tray on the nightstand before sitting on the edge of the bed and reaching to touch your forehead. "Mhm, you're not burning up anymore," he said, to which your eyes went wide as saucers as the realization hit you.

"Saguru?!" He's supposed to be in London by now, solving a case! you thought to yourself.

"Yes, my love?" he replied smoothly before cupping your right cheek, as if ditching the case wasn't a big deal to him. "You're supposed to be in London, why—"

"What do you mean?" he quickly intervened. "I can catch my flight again once you're better. I can't leave knowing you're bedridden, sick, dying, with no one to take care of you," he exaggerated.

Your lips formed a small pout, insisting that you were perfectly capable on your own, but he dismissed it with a chuckle.

"I insist on staying," he said, leaving no room for argument.

With that, the room felt a little livelier with his presence, tending to your weak condition with hot porridge and whispers of sweet nothings, reassuring you.

"My love, no time is wasted when it comes to you."

This guy… would take care of you with little snide comments, "How are you going to catch me, Kid, in that condition now, hmm?" He cutely pops out a rose and places it in the vase on your nightstand.

He visited you after school and has been doing so for the past three days of your absence. He would hand over Aoko's notes to you, which he borrowed since he knew you would just complain about his handwriting if he gave you his.

But it isn't about the handwriting; it's the thought that counts.

"You've been making origami? How is that going to catch— Oh, I see, they're cute," he hummed, throwing a ball into the air as he leaned against a table.

"Do you still have medicine? Do you want me to run down to the pharmacy for you?"

This guy is always attentive when it comes to taking care of you, with a few flirty comments here and there, no doubt. But you wouldn't complain about his company at all.

He would often lift the mood by showing you his magic tricks and would boast, "I am better than Kid," although he's Kid himself.

"Seriously, Kaito, you're making a clown of yourself at this point."

"Hah? No way! I'm taking care of you with my special performance. You should be grateful!"

Just like Kaito, he would deliver his notes straight to you right after school. His notes. He's a detective; surely his handwriting isn't as bad as the thief's.

He would accompany you, making sure you weren't gloomed up in your room, and would take you outside to the balcony for a little sun.

He would swing his kendo sword, letting you watch some of his moves. On other days, he would cuddle up with you and watch a police detective documentary in your living room.

At night, his mom visited you with dinner-packed boxes. They were warmly wrapped and really healthy for a sick person. She was also skilled in kendo and would gossip about Heiji from when he used to train and share funny moments from his childhood.

One of those moments was when Heiji slipped on the wooden floorboard when he swung his sword too fast, and his body didn't follow.

Heiji's brow would twitch, and he would say, "They don't need to know about that, old hag."

After some time, when you felt a little better, he would promise to take you to the ramen shop he had invited you to before you got sick.

He knew Osaka like the back of his hand; he would take you anywhere, just name the place.

[rodentz-hi]

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Anything except Smut & Y/n & Reader & Original character

Detective Conan & Magic Kaito - Kudo Shinichi | Conan & Kaito Kuroba

Demon Slayer - Muichiro Tokito & Giyuu Tomioka

Hazbin Hotel - Lucifer Morningstar

Genshin Impact - Ayato & Tighnari & Freminet & Venti & Scaramouche/Wanderer &

Chongyun & Furina – Might do other characters if requested!

Honkai Star Rail - Yanqing

Harry Potter - Draco Malfoy

Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun - Hanako | Yugi Amane

Project Sekai - Tsukasa Tenma & Mafuyu Asahina & Mizuki Akiyama

– Might do other characters if requested!

K Project - Yashiro Isana

Danganronpa 2 - Nagito Komaeda

MILGRAM - Es

Violet Evergarden - Violet Evergarden

Natsume Yuujinchou - Takashi Natsume

Seraph of the End - Hyakuya Mikaela

Black Butler - Ciel Phantomhive

Cardcaptor Sakura - Yue

Hamster

Angst, Fluff, Smut, Slow-burn, headcannons, character x character, character x yn, male x male, fem x fem, male x female, Leave the smut to me! I also draw fanarts><

(I write for most characters! Request is open <3)

Jujutsu Kaisen — Gojo Satoru, Geto Suguru, Shoko Ieiri, Yuji Itadori, Megumi Fushiguro, Nobara Kugisaki, Toge Inumaki, Yuta Okkotsu, Ryomen Sukuna,

DCMK —

Demon Slayer —Muichiro Tokito,

Oshi No Ko — Aquamarine Hoshino, Ruby Honshino, Ai Hoshino, Akane Kurokawa,

Your Lie In April

Genshin Impact

Honkai Star Rail — Dan Heng, Dan Feng (IL), Trailblazer (F/M), Blade, Boothill, Kafka, Jing Yuan, Welt, Gepard, Serval, Bronya, Seele, Aventurine

Harry Potter (Marauders included) — Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, Regulus Black, Sirius Black, James Potter, Remus Lupin,

CMBYN — Elio Perlman, Oliver

Lady Bird — Kyle Scheible

Dune — Paul Atredies,

Attack On Titan —Levi Ackerman

Rules,

Applied for both.

1. We will not write smut for minor characters, nor will we age them up. Angst, fluff is available.

2. No feet fetish, toilet kinks, adult x minor ships (for parent-child, it is available.)

3. No non-con, incest, rape, or intensely dark content.

[raonwashere]

HELLO THERE‼️‼️

Tis me, friend 🚶🏻‍♀️actually you can call me Huhu

As promised, I am here to give out some ideas for kaitou joker x reader ideas PLEASE I miss it when people used to write them. Anyway I was thinking a kaitou joker x detective female reader?

Like reader is a detective like kudo shinichi from DC and she is a new person on the police force. Its her first time attending a heist and she’s smart yk yk and explains to the inspector how joker stole the treasure. Joker and hachi hears all about this while disguised as one of the police, even though they already stole the treausure they were both curious of the new person. Hachi is like “ooh this girl is smart! WAIT too smart! She might catch us!” Joker on the other hand stays silent while observing her, its not like this isnt the first detective he’s seen but something about her….makes him feel something OO LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.

Anyway thats all I got for that idea *roller skates away* 🛹🛹🛹

MORE INCOMING‼️‼️

HELLO HUHU!1!!1!1 THABK YOU FOR GIVING ME IDEAS !!!

that idea is so cute esmsmsm, enjoy 😋

( sorry if my English is bad I suck 💔💔 )

Love at first sight -?!

— kaitou joker x detective ! reader , she / her pronounce

A new detective was recently hired by Inspector Oniyama.

Today ( or rather night ) was rather special considering that it will be the new detective's first heist ! Although the expectations were not that high , she hopes that she can perform well, or maybe even better than her boss and the rest of her coworkers.

The inspectors plan was simple , a bit too simple. Non the less , she didn't say much and got to work. She was quick , and smart, able to pick up anything out of the ordinary.

She had notice quickly how one of the police were acting quite suspicious . So ,she kept her suspicions , finding an whichever opportunity to question that spesific police.

The police was of course non other than Joker and Hachi themselves. Hachi was nervous , starting to panic inside but Joker kept his cool..

She found it weird on how these two spesific police would walk of at the most random times... Unless , they are the thieves , but it was a thought. She decided to follow the two.

She had caught the two in the act of coming out of their disguises.

— " Aha! My suspicions were correct after all ! "

Joker , impressed by the detective's quick discovery. He was shocked , considering how during his past heist , he's never gotten caught in the act of transformation unless he reveals it upfront.

Not to long after that , Inspector Oniyama caught up to it too, but failed once again to catch the Mysterious Joker along with his partner !

Inspector Oniyama was impressed by her , and how she explained to him how Joker escaped and how they pulled it of.

But did joker actually leave yet ? Nope. The two eves dropped on her explanation , hachi was shocked and started to panic ( again ) on how smart she is. And with that , they left to the sky joker

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— " hm , the newbie's good. I can't wait help but look forward to seeing her on our next heist. " He chuckles.

After that? He wanted to see her very often. Even started getting slightly disappointed if he didn't manage to see her.

Hachi can only sigh at how his master has fallen in love ... ♡

sorry if it seems short :v , I forgot what the gum was called he uses for transformation 😭

I'm not rly proud w this bcuz it seems so messy , I tried staying to ur idea, I hope u like it !!!

Please correct me if anything was wrong eueieiei ;-;

[basically-romealone]

Hello! ❤️

I have few questions for you.

Q1: Do you have request rules for x female reader headcanons and oneshot?

Q2: Can you accept prompts and songfics for request?

Q3: Can you accept yandere moments for request?

Q4: Are you writing for Detective Conan/Case Closed (anime/manga)?

Q5: What are your favorite Detective Conan characters you admire? Mine are Shinichi Kudo, Kaito Kuroba and Heiji Hattori! 💕

Q1: if it follows my rules I don't really care

Q2: i do accept prompts and I haven't done a lot of song fics so I may not be good at them

Q3:I don't feel 100% comfortable with writing yandere content due to personal reasons

Q4: yes I am!

Q5: I haven't actually seen it, I'm just really good at studying characters and their characteristics and working from there

[your-average-genshin-enjoyer]

- ♡ Short Valentine's scenarios/headcanons with the Gosho boys ♡ -

Characters: Kudō Shinichi, Hattori Heiji and Kuroba Kaito x reader(separately, I don't write for Hakuba since I don't know how).

WARNINGS: Might be OOC(Out of character), and I may interpret valentine's in the wrong way since I haven't celebrate it personally.

a/n: Doing this since it's February and to warm up for writing the requests on my drafts, I'M SO SORRY I TOOK SO LONG MY MOTIVATION IS JUST GONE TT(and happy late valentine's)

- Kudō Shinichi -

~ Not something too grand, just your casual dates like going to libraries and coffee shops/café, or dates at home such as cooking and reading together. Or he'll go to an amusement park like Tropical land with you if he wants something more grand. ~ Asks Ran on what to give you for valentine's since she seems to be the fastest solution, but ends up discussing for 3 hours since he's kind of picky about her ideas. Not that he dislikes it, he just wants the best for you. ~ If you are staying in his house for the night he'll try to make you breakfast in bed, but his cooking skills is not really helping him so in the end, he made you a mug of coffee and some toasts much to his disappointment. ~ When he receives your valentine's gift he is just the cutest, He's trying his best to remain composed but he can't hide his little blush, he might seem hesitant to take your gift but it's just because he's not sure if it really was for him. ~ If you two are not dating yet, one of the ways he may confessed to you is by giving you a book you've been wanting before you go home, and in that book is a confession letter he wrote painstakingly attached on the first chapter. The gifts he might give you include: 》 A book you've been wanting. 》 A pack of your favorite coffee/drink. 》 Night lamp. 》 Tiny box of coffee flavored chocolate.

- Hattori Heiji -

~ Let's be honest, you two will either relax and slack off at home snuggling each other, or just straight up go on a trip to anywhere you two are feeling like going(if you two are free). ~ He called Shinichi to ask about what to do for valentine's day, but he got suggested to ask Kazuha instead and Shinichi hanged up before he could say anything, so he argue discuss valentine's plans with Kazuha since she's the only female friend he have. ~ If you two are free and not tired, he'll offer you if you want to go around Osaka with his motorcycle, and go on a stroll to search for some street foods that might catch you and Heiji's eyes. ~ He will look at you with eyes wide like saucers, and a dumbfounded look on his face when he receive your valentine's gift. Even though it's so obvious, he has the audacity to ask if it's for him while pointing at himself. ~ One of his confession methods is a rather cliché one. He'll spend almost the whole day with you and before it gets dark, he'll take you to a quiet and peaceful place, or where you two first met, and tell you his feelings with his own mouth, word by word. The kind of gifts you can possibly get from him include: 》 Cap of your favorite baseball team to match with him. 》 Sweater/Jacket so you won't get cold since you often go out with him. 》 A "normal" box of chocolate that has random flavors(like Bertie Bott's) 》 A funny card game like joking hazard for you and him to mess around.

- Kuroba Kaito -

~ This man is a handful, the moment valentine starts your day is gonna be filled with even more surprises, compliments and flirty remarks than you ever had usually(which is 24/7). ~ Another man who argues with his only female fellow about valentine ideas, but instead of being picky like Shinichi, it was Aoko who rejects his ideas since they're too bizarre. Either way he ignores her in the end and goes to execute his ideas. ~ He will make his daily magic tricks that he shows you more romantic focused, and sometimes will be followed by a smooth pick up line or a very bad but somehow still romantic dad joke. ~ When he receives your valentine's gift he'll still put his calm elegant act, saying he's flattered and he appreciates your effort, but to say he's ecstatic and giddy on the inside is an understatement. ~ One of his confession method is by sending you anonymous poems and a love confession beforehand, and then revealing himself. He might seem calm, but if you pay enough attention you might see the slight flush that resides at the tip of his ears as he reveals himself to you. Some gifts that he may give you: 》 A book on how to do magic tricks so you can start doing tricks with him. 》 Hairclip/brooch of your favorite playing card symbol. 》 A little teddy bear holding a stem of rose. 》 A box of chocolate that has flirty messages and corny love jokes.

[cafe-mysa]

rules

general rules:

although i am an adult, this is a fully sfw space and no nsfw content will be posted. this also goes for requests; should they be open, all nsfw requests will be deleted and ignored.

i am non-sharing with some yumes and selective sharing with some (please note that these boundaries may change in the future), if this makes you uncomfortable in any way, feel free to block me or mute the respective tags (listed in the intro).

i do not tolerate any homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, racism, ableism, etc.

if you support isreal's actions, please dni.

dni if you ship any of the fontaine siblings (lyney, lynette, freminet) with each other.

dni if you are a proshipper of any kind.

before you follow, please note that i am on the autism spectrum and have adhd, and would prefer if you used tone tags when requesting or chatting.

request rules:

please note that while i do try and get your orders back to you as efficiently as i can, it may take me some time as there are sometimes quite a few customers in line or it may be difficult to make!

if a particular order makes me uncomfortable to write, i do apologise in advance but i will not write it.

while i am involved in other fandoms, this cafe only specialises in detective conan and genshin impact content.

i mainly write fluff and comfort, however if requested to, i am also okay with writing angst.

feel free to request from both genshin and detco in the same request, they are not limited to just one fandom.

unless stated otherwise, all works written will be romantic (char x reader); however, i am also willing to write platonic and familial requests.

who i can receive an order for [detective conan]

please note that this list can change

kudo shinichi

mouri ran

suzuki sonoko

hattori heiji

toyama kazuha

okita soshi

okiya subaru

sera masumi

haneda shukichi

akai shuichi

furuya rei

morofushi hiro

matsuda jinpei

date wataru

hagiwara kenji

yamato kansuke

kuroba kaito/kaito kid

who i can receive an order for [genshin impact]

please note that this list can change

albedo

alhaitham

arataki itto

charlotte

chiori

cyno

diluc

freminet

furina

ganyu

gorou

hu tao

kaeya

kamisato ayaka

kamisato ayato

kaveh

kuki shinobu

lynette

lyney

neuvillette

tartaglia

thoma

venti

wanderer

wriosthesly

xiao

yoimiya

zhongli

[amurotoorudesu]

how to give someone a hickey

kudo shinichi x male reader pt. 2

suggestive theme, kissing, bottom male reader, top shinichi kudo, curse, making out, reader is a fboy, reader is shorter than tomo & shinichi, reader is making out with another boy, kinda platonic kiss, tomo's visual is soloist park jihoon, jealous shinichi, with consent, biting, marking, lovebites, shinichi reads wikihow, etc~

(m/n) started to get annoyed by shinichi's countless ask.

its been like, one week after the glasses boy teach him how to kiss someone, and after that, the detective never stop to interrupt his daily life.

he can just go to (m/n)'s class after school ended and said, "i dont think my performance is still good, can you teach me again?"

and it goes forever.

"can you teach me again?"

"im not that good, lets do it more"

"umm... i dont think im that good, you should teach me more"

he will always try to have his daily kisses.

well, its not like you hate it anyway. he was getting better and better everytime you two kiss.

and the fact that his kisses makes (m/n) go addicted and wanting for more and more.

the (h/c) haired boy sometimes get too excited.

but he just kinda feel bad to ran.

but the fact that the blue eyed boy can just go to (m/n)'s class on lunch break or other break, going to his home after school, weekend, and just make out, making the (e/c) eyed boy adore him too much.

he wants to have the detective all for himself.

but he cant.

right now, its almost lunch break. and (m/n) is thinking to find a place where he can hide from that sly detective.

at this situation he feels kinda grateful that he and shinichi is on different class, (m/n) is on 2-A and shinichi is on 2-B, who knows what happen if the school put them together in the same class after the teaching incident.

he tapped on the table with anxious but aggresive tap, and tomo, his one and only bestfriend noticed it.

as (m/n) repeatedly looked at his watch, he feels something knocked his head, it was a scrambled paper.

by the handwriting, (m/n) recognized its from tomo.

"whats wrong?" -t

"nothing" replied the glasses boy.

"we've been friend since baby, i know if theres something wrong" -t

this is what the (h/c) haired boy hate about his bestie, but thats also his reason why he does admire tomo.

"that detective >:("

"the famous shinichi kudo?" -t

"ye"

"whats wrong with him? i thought you two were close?" -t

"hes annoying"

"indeed he is---" -t

tomo tapped on his pencil, unsure should he continue his thought or no.

"he steal you from me" -t

"wanna help me hide from him n make out? ;))"

tomo looked at (m/n) with his smirk, and (m/n) understand the smirk.

right after the bell has rang and (m/n) is going to the rooftop with tomo, shinichi's already waiting in front of the door with his usual sly smile but when he looked at tomo, he frowned his eyebrow.

"(m/n)— oh..."

tomo just looked at shinichi with his usual, polite smile.

and shinichi? if he can, he want to pout. he want to pull (m/n) to his embrace and just go tf out of the school and kiss him and mark him—

he just doesnt really like the black-haired boy that much. why you ask? because tomo is too close with his (m/n).

"soo... uhh, do you want to eat lunch with me...?" ask shinichi after they got quiet for a moment.

"uhm... sorry but we already have a plan" before (m/n) could answer, tomo already precede him.

"uhm... i thought you were free on lunchbreak?" shinichi looked at the glasses boy with his usual look that only (m/n) understand.

"i thought we were going to kiss...?"

"well... you see, tomo is offering me his homemade lunch, and after that we're going to the library"

"can i come along?"

(m/n) was kinda surprised when he heard shinichi's question, even tomo also surprised that he frowned.

"what about mouri-san?" ask tomo, represent the (e/c) eyed boy's question.

"aahh... shes going to be alright..."

tomo and (m/n) looked at eachother with mix emotion.

————————————————————————————

shinichi hates this current moment so much.

he's currently watching tomo and (m/n) talking at eachother while eating tomo's lunchbox together.

and they didnt even glare at him.

especially (m/n).

afther they finished eating, (m/n) look at shinichi, while asking, "are you going to your class now or no? im heading off to the library now"

"im going too"

(m/n) just shrugged and continue his talks with tomo about their fav kpop boygroup, while shinichi behind them is cursing the black haired guy beside his (m/n) on his mind.

after they arrived to the library, shinichi tried to get his mind off from (m/n), as he going to the mystery selection, pulling out some books he already read (cuz he already read it on his dad massive library/work room) but still paying attention at the two.

(m/n) and tomo tried to get out from his vision by slowly walking to the corner of the library, where its a really a quiet place and student rarely comes there.

right after the two convinced that shinichi wasnt looking anymore, tomo begin to softly pushes (m/n) and trapped the shorter male between him, grabbing his chin with smile as he slowly kiss the (h/c).

(m/n) can feel the longing and genuine gesture from his kiss, as well as some playful bite on his lips, giggling while they were making out.

"can i...?" said tomo, asking for permission to do more.

(m/n) just giggled at his plea, looking so cute while nodding. having his friend consent, tomo begin to kiss him again, now with his tongue slipped inside the (e/c) boy, carresing his friend jaw while the two focused on making out.

after they done, tomo hides his flushed face on (m/n)'s neck, slowly panting and bite the pale neck of his friend, not too hard that it bruised but still, it makes (m/n) let out a surprised small moan.

"i miss you... you spend too much time with the detective..." said tomo while hugging (m/n)'s waist, kissing the shorter male's neck.

(m/n) just let out a small giggle while stroking his friend's black hair, "didn't you said you were straight?"

"platonically miss you"

(m/n) pinching his friend's chubby cheeks not too hard, looking at the black-haired that looked like an angry cat, pouting.

little did they now, shinichi was aware and listened to their conversation and he dont know why but it make him ick.

he didnt understand this sudden bubbling angry emotion, as well as the feeling he want to snapped his (m/n) from his friend.

maybe he understand it but he deny.

the bell ring and they have to comeback to their class. when (m/n) bids him a goodbye, shinichi couldnt help but see a bitemark on (m/n) pale neck.

'would (m/n) let him bite his neck like what he did with tomo?'

that thought linger on his mind, even when hes supposed to do his assignment at class.

he couldn't focus, okay? hes too petty about that and he want to do it too.

right after the school finishes, he went home, while searching on the internet.

"How to Give Someone a Hickey"

he read all of the instructions, as well with the hiding hickey part and everything.

'should he do it?' a part of him wonder. him and (m/n) is just a kissy kissy buddy, not anything too personal like lover.

'but (m/n) did threw himself at his friend like at the library, why couldnt he do that too?' another part of him debating.

maybe he should bring something in any case (m/n) gets kinda angry.

'bribing the male with delicious foods maybe work'

its not like (m/n) would get mad anyways, he need to be used to him asking for daily kisses.

after a while, shinichi arrived at the (h/c)'s residence, knocking on the door.

after a quite long time waiting, (m/n) opened the door and just look at shinichi like usual.

"youre free to crash here anyway"

shinichi then followed (m/n) to his living room, noticing the absence of the (e/c)'s parents.

"are your parents still out of town?"

"yeah, prob gonna come back next week or something, i don't know"

"what happened to your neck?" shinichi asked like he didnt know what happened during the (h/c) time with tomo.

and (m/n)? he pretended like nothing happened. he didnt know why he suddenly lied to the detective.

"some random insect bite me"

shinichi just nodded, before sitting besides the pale boy, looking at his eyes, asking for kisses.

and (m/n) just couldn't handle the look shinichi gave him so he just gave himself.

"if you want to kiss just ask. dont stare at me like that, you idiot"

shinichi didnt care and he just threw himself, holding (m/n)'s waist as his lips met with another, creating a lewd sound.

(m/n) just silently begging that shinichi didnt realize the tension that the detective do make him quite... aroused.

the sudden rough kissing session, the harsh biting, the dominance over him...!!

shinichi didnt care what he did to (m/n) as he keeps the rough pace and just dominate the boy below him. tounge meet other tounge and shinichi keeps the pace as they make out, letting out all his feelings before he stops and pant at (m/n)'s neck, begin to suddenly showers it with little pecks.

having a quite ticklish neck, (m/n) accidentally let out a small moan, but the detective suddenly whispers on his ears.

"i know im not your lover or anything, but im gonna let you know that im going to mark you, to show the world that youre mine and mine only." his couldnt handle his possessives urge as he kissed the pale's ears and says, "are you going to let me or no?"

(m/n) just nodded, was actually surprised to see the detective other side.

seeing the approval, he begin to do what the article says, aiming for (m/n)'s whole neck and collarbone.

the detective looks at tomo's bite mark with hatred and jealousy, so he went to the nearest place around that area and began to harshly suck it, before giving it a gentle kiss and suck it more (like what the article says).

(m/n) can only crumble to what the detective did to his neck, whining and moaning everytime the detective playfully bite his neck and suck it.

shinichi grins as he starts to look at the hickeys, admiring his own art.

"yknow... *chu* i could be *chu* a better choice *chu* than your friend"

shinichi kiss your neck and collarbone as he said that, then he whispers, "so why dont you be my boyfriend? i could do better than him."

(m/n) was surprised with his confession. he used to get it from other girls or boys but he didnt really care about starting an actual romance relationship but... its from shinichi.

should he...? or can he...?

"why are you being quiet?" ask shinichi with demanding tone.

"i-its... nothing..."

"then, whats the answer?" shinichi looked at the (e/c) with sharp look.

"i-i... yes..." (m/n) can feel his pale cheeks getting red, feeling a sudden warmth both on his heart and cheeks, looking away from his new lover.

shinichi smirks as he says, "thats good, cause i wont be stopping any soon~"

the rest of them is up to you

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a/n : i actually did what the article says but since im single af i only did it on my arms cuz no one gon bite my neck 💔💔 maybe becuz its on my arm, the hickey are not really shown. i also force my brain to write this shits up cz i have no time to publish it except now. also kinda rant, i get diagnose with typhus symptoms and my doctor told me i have to get rest at home instead of my dorm (cz theyre suck at it) and today is my last day be4 i have to go back so yeah 😞☹️ i can only access the internet once a month using my senior's computer so maybe see you next month :D anyways, i really thank all of you for your appreciation towards my very (not) first english oneshot (yall need to know that i CRIED at my dorm when i see the notifs on my senior's phone) lov you guys<3

[sunny-mercya]

Hey, Brother do you still believe in one another?

15. Osaka Trip - Survival

Heiji Hattori x Male Reader | Platonic! Shinichi Kudo x Brother Reader

Fandom -> Detective Conan/Case Closed

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My friend, I can't wait to see you again

You're my hope, you're my everything

We can fly if you believe in my love!

Getting shot two times in a row—even when the bullets were only grazing your right leg and upper arm and missing its target, burying themselves somewhere else deep into—wasn't fun and never would be to remember.

You stumbled a bit, cursing loudly when the pain flared up, but didn't stop in your running. You didn't even know where to run and hide to, not knowing the area—which looked more than just devastated empty of any civilisation—you're in.

Somehow you ended up in the ruins of a empty school—either elementary or middle school—it didn't matter, right now Conan and you needed a place to hide—to catch some breath and rethink of a new tactic to survive this psychopath.

Picking up on your speed, you run inside—trekking the stairs up to the second floor, kicking open one of the classroom doors and ducked inside.

Leaning against the wall, you pulled out your phone, reading Shinichi's SMS once, twice and a third time again.

Dialling your brother's number, holding the phone against your ear, you waited with bated breath for him to pick up—hoping to hear his steady voice of reassurance again.

„Apologies, this number is currently unreachable, please try again later.“

Biting down onto your lip, you slid the wall down—closing your eyes and taking a deep breath—clutching your (f.colour) flip-phone, with its silly keychains and the few even more silly stickers on it, against your chest.

Nothing had actually changed, hasn't it? How desperate stupid could you any more be—believing, especially in that false—hope crushing and heartache bringing—SMS, that Shinichi would come back at all.

Asshole. Asshole, asshole, asshole—Shinichi is such a fucking asshole.

When you needed Shinichi the most—in a situation where you felt nothing but inner turmoil of being anxious scared—he wasn't there.

At least not when it comes to you, because you're certainly sure that he calls Ran—when she's scared—that's Shinichi's only priority, besides solving cases and being a wannabe detective.

»[Name]......?«

»I can't do this, can't do this......it's pointless.....I'm dumb, so fucking dumb....«

»No [Name], don't give up now! We're gonna–argh!« Conan couldn't finish his sentence, feeling a shock of electricity through his body—being grabbed and thrown to the sides.

When Daiki found you and Conan, he had easy play with you—pushing you onto the floor and kicking you against your already bruised stomach and you were like a helpless doll again.

»Mhm, should have destroyed the damned phone right away when I took you. Now, let's see what made you so defiantly.«

Daiki read the SMS, grinning wickedly as he kicked you in the stomach again when you were about to get up. A scoff left his lips, dropping your phone to the ground and stepping onto it—breaking it in half.

»No!« you shouted, looking at him with wide eyes.

The only message you've gotten from Shinichi—ever since his abrupt disappearance—the only sign of him, that he was still alive—still here, somewhere—and hadn't abandoned you—was now crushed like the last bit of hope left in you.

You glanced at Conan, feeling guilty with what you were about to say next—admitting defeat, for once, freely. Though with what Daiki had said next, brought a wave of anger back.

»Hah! You really believed such trash? Please, we both know that your dear brother is nothing but a liar. Don't fool yourself.«

»Shut up.«

»Huh? Repeat that, I didn't quite hear that, dear.«

»Shut the fuck up! Don't you fucking dare calling Shinichi a liar ever again!«

With an uproar you sprung back up, pushing Daiki with full force into the tables and throwing one or two chairs onto him. Grabbing Conan again, holding him against you, you run out into the hallway—overthinking every route of escape you could take and decided for another drastic move.

Setting Conan down, you pulled off your jacket—putting the jacket then onto Conan, hood over his head—and taken him back into your arms.

»What are you doing [Name]?!«

»It's gonna be okay, just close your eyes and hold on tight.» you hugged Conan closer to you, arms secured around him. Taking a deep breath and then you sprinted towards that one window where you knew was a roof overhang below.

Hah! Sport tournament was nothing against a good old jump—through the second floor window, you thought. Picking up on your speed, ignoring the next grazing bullet against your leg, you jumped—twisting your body in a way that your back collided with the window, sending you crashing down onto the tin roof and pressing the air out of your lungs.

The short moment, in your free fall, of where you had seeing a glimpse of the darkening sky above you—reminds you of what you always would fear, death itself.

And while death itself scares you, even though you had days where you are close to step into the realm of afterlife, the last shimmer of sun-rays brought back a wish of once lost dream.

Getting up, had you no time to regain your breath, smashing the next window and stepped with Conan into the first floor. Another sprint, time was sacred now, searching for another place to hide in.

~~~

Hiding in the girls restroom, was a good decision or at least sounded like one. Sitting Conan onto the counter, you barley took a glance at yourself in the mirror—not wanting to see the brutal truth of ugliness and insecurity in it, which is just a reflection of you.

Rubbing your face and leaning against the counter as well, you let out a tired sigh—breathing heavily as you tried to regulate your breath again.

Your lungs burned, feeling so sandpaper dry—like your voice used to be hours ago—and your body ached from exhaustion. You wanted nothing more than to sleep, god, does sleep sounds so promising—so peaceful.

Fishing out a package of cigarettes, a lighter and two small bottles from the jacket, you lighting one up and took a long drag from the cigarette, letting the burning smoke invade your already heavy lungs—why you had cigarettes packed in the jacket, Conan didn't know and he also didn't knew that you smoked, but that was a question for another time—before taking the cigarette and pressing the tip onto your wounds.

»You know Conan–« you begun, didn't know yourself why you start to feel so nostalgic—so sentimental—and wanting to share a memory—from your childhood, so pure and with so much happiness in it—about Shinichi and you with Conan.

Perhaps it was because time was running out and you wanted to cherish in the past again, once last time.

Or maybe—and that's sounds more likely—it's the mix of morphine and adrenaline you gulped down, seconds ago, in one go—like a shot of vodka—choking on it as the taste was anything but pleasant and taking it on a empty stomach was not good, wanting to vomit up right away—because apparently you still weren't feeling mad-hatter and joker enough.

Whatever it might have been, in this moment it just felt right to share this sacred moment.

»Just mere moments ago, I wanted to give up once more. For final this time.«

»And why didn't you?«

»Besides the asshole insulting my brother? A thunder of thoughts, a flashback, struck me.« you stopped again, smiling at Conan and ruffling through his hair.

And then you told Conan about the most treasured memory you had;

It was during elementary when Digimon had its rookie-start in the TV. Shinichi and I would've watched it everyday and the openings—and few songs in it—had me so awestruck with joy, that Shinichi once begged our parents to buy him a walkman with the tape.

Shinichi didn't wanted any other presents for his birthday, except for this and when they gave in and brought it—Shinichi, proudly and happily grinning, had giving me the walkman.

Telling me—in all seriousness he could muster with his chubby face—that whenever I would start to feel sad again—back then, our parents already knew what started to happen with me, but all Shinichi and I knew was that I was feeling immense sadness and sometimes pain—it was also during the time, where I tried to drown myself in the bathtub for the first time and I will never forget the frightful and worried face of my knightly brother on that day—I should listen to the tape.

Because Shinichi had believed, that when I listened to the tape, the sadness would go away and somehow it did—but not really because of the music itself, but because—and it took me some years to understand—of Shinichi himself, who always acts so selflessly just to make me laugh.

Conan never wanted to tell you so badly, that he's Shinichi—that he's here with you, like how he always promised you and that there's no need to ever be sad again, because your brother is here and everything is gonna be alright.

But Conan couldn't, just couldn't do that. It would brought you more trouble and in danger—making you another target for the Men in Black and being an achilles heel to himself—than you already had.

The truth would cause more harm to yourself and could bring you into, perhaps, final collapse with your fragile mental health—and the thought of you being mad at him, Conan just couldn't stand and wouldn't forgiving himself for it.

»And whenever we've listen to these songs, which I still do nowadays, Shin-Chan would tell that all our dreams and wishes would come true.«

»Did they come true? Your dreams?«

»They did. At least for Shin-chan, who is, besides my wonderful boyfriend of course, the greatest detective of all times«

»And what about you [Name]?«

»Me? Well, I don't think I ever really had something akin to a dream or goal in life. Till now. Meeting Heiji, you, having the people around me which I love so much, make me realise something,«

Taking off your necklace, which had Heiji's promise-ring—and a pendant with Shinichi's and your parents names (and birthstones) engraved on it—looped in and putting it around Conan, tapping his nose.

»Besides me wanting to die on some days, it is worth to live after all. So I'm gonna promise you Conan, here and now, that I won't die tonight and neither will you. We're gonna survive this night and see the sunrise once more.«

And then you told Conan the next steps of your new reforming plan. Telling how you will smash Daiki—even though the fucker deserves a headshot, but Shinichi once said; killing someone out of self-justice, makes you not better than a murder themselves—into the ground and making him regret everything he had done.

Living like you're dying isn't living at all

We are, we are, we are gonna be alright

We got, we got, we always got the fight in us