#KouAo

[corrctyhills]

meme redraw lmaoooooo

[asheroixart]

more kouao i should probably post too

[recordsystem]

Minus the ren ending there is something that is a little heartbreaking to me about dmmd endings. Aoba puts so much care and love into learning about his partners and understanding who they are and where they've come from but they just. Can't do the same for him because he can't remember.

When koujaku confesses how much the thought of aoba kept him going through some of the worst abuse he'd endured aoba can't tell him about all the ways he fell apart after koujaku left midorijima. He can't tell him about how he fell into drugs and rhyme, how his spiralling self hatred got so many people hurt, some permanently. He can only really say he's sorry.

When noiz talks about his trauma and coping mechanisms aoba clearly relates but can't explain the part where he also started beating the shit out of people in rhyme to cope with being abandoned by nearly everyone he loved.

When aoba finally gets mink to open up about his past he can't really give him that same courtesy. Even if mink knows the broad strokes imo it's not the same as being able to confide in your partner about who you are and where you came from. The same goes for clear honestly.

It's really really sad!!! And it fucks me up bc I feel like aoba could heal a lot and get so much closer with everybody if he could just talk about everything he went through growing up but sly is sorta... Forgotten after toue is dealt with which blows. I also just really want plural aoba lol

[tomotoad]

[hewoweens]

beloved yaois

[lystrashcamd]

i support my wife's rights but also his wrongs

[lukosei]

Best pair best pair 🗣️🗣️🗣️

(Also just in case: I did not forget koujaku’s face tattoo I just decided that it simply will not be visible from this angle + with his fringe it is very busy around his eye already 🙏)

[asarigg]

Oh yeah i did this twitter thing too i forgor 😭

[helminth1c]

yapi so good u start belyeveing in happiness again

[cameleonvermillon]

Aoba warning Koujaku about Sly: heads up, I don't know if he likes you... the last time he tried to come out was when he wanted to destroy you :(

Sly the first time he fronts post good end: what up bitch boy I'm using your face as a chair for the next three hours

[corrctyhills]

some dmmd stuff

(aoba koujaku noiz you three please stick together)

[asarigg2]

Lord have mercy

I’m exhausted from school I’ll try to post a privatter link for the sake of Koujaku’s gorgeous dick

[imadhatt3r]

We really don't talk about the fact that Koujaku was raised as the son of a fucking YAKUZA LEADER enough. You KNOW he was forced into doing the most insane shit, and you KNOW he's like that stereotypical dad that randomly drops some lore about the horrific thing that was done to him in childhood and never elaborates.

He plays shogi with Aoba for some reason, and he has a crazy winning streak, so Aoba obviously asks "Damn, how are you so good at this?" and Koujaku casually replies "I was forced to play shogi with my father's buisness partners for money and he'd hit me if I lost" in the most casual tone ever, like this is how everyone was taught.

And it never ends with him. He just randomly remembers insane things from his childhood when he talks to Aoba and says them. "When I was 15 I was goaded into snorting coke at my father's buisness party"; "My father took me to a brothel on my 18th birthday"; "I was forced to cut off the finger of one of our subordinates when I was 14". He never says anything more.

And Aoba is, of course, is mortified every time. He tells Koujaku that this is crazy and his father was evil and none of this should've happened, and that he's always there to talk about anything he wants, but Koujaku doesn't understand why Aoba is so worried for him- it's the past, it doesn't bother him at all now (so he thinks). To him, it's all small potatoes when it comes to what happened in that period of that life, which, after all, included him being branded and attacking/killing his mother.

So he downplays it all, because he thinks it shouldn't bother him anymore- and you know, it doesn't, it really doesn't. He gets paralyzed for a second when he remembers and feels dread festering in the pit of his stomach, like he's once again a kid with no way out for a second, but it's nothing. It's nothing.

[tomotoad]

Made a clearao sticker sheet matching the other kouao sticker sheet. Man I love designing sticker sheets, they always turn out so cute when printed 😭

[eroguromi]

okay so i finally played this game after wanting to for 10 years and uh. yeah kojaku 4 life ❤️

[hopelilies]

i finished dmmd