#Kolmantha

[impala67-aka-baby]

So @samantha-winchester-and-addyfm here's the edit you asked for... hopefully it meets your expectations....

[samantha-thewinchester]

Kolmantha Honeymoon Headcanons

Kol Mikaelson X Samantha Winchester Headcanons

He definitely pulled an Edward Cullen and broke the bed

Sam made sure they stayed by an ice cream place

And a Cheesecake Factory

They got like suite

Or so Sam thought--

Kol got them a literal fucking village

He paid for everything, he made sure it had everything she could ever want, she didn't have to pay for anything going into shops because he already paid--

A list of all the shops in their village: A book shop, An ice cream shop, a sweetshop, a cheesecake factory, and a massage parlor

He made sure Sam was absolutely pampered DAILY

She got her nails done one day, her hair done another day, massages, facials, everything.

Sam of course made sure he got them too

His nails were painted red

And lots of sex

I mean LOTS of sex

They already had a lot because Kol Mikaelson is a FUCKING RABBIT- but- it's their honeymoon--

hey have to have a lot- Pretty sure it's a rule

He took her dancing

They could spend DAYS on the beach

Like they sleep there one night

they have sex on the beach too but-

they point out all the stars and the constellations

A lot of cuddling

A lot of having fun

A lot of eating

Food and each other

Kol made sure they went on the best dates

if it's a big extra as hell date

or small little picnics-

[davina-claire-mikaelson]

Hey, Davina… I just wanted to thank you… for helping them find me, even though we both know you didn’t want to… so, thank you.

— Samantha Winchester

*looks up from her bed, seemingly resting while very weak*

... mm. *nods and coughs quietly, looking paler than usual*

*eyes close gently again, breathing slowly as she recovers from the blood loss of the counterspell*

[elijahmikaelsons-blog]

Samantha: Can you help me with my wedding?

Kol: Oh... you’re getting married?

Samantha *smiling*: Hell yeah I am

Kol *swallowing the jealousy*: That’s… nice. What do you need me to do?

Samantha: Be my husband.

@lawstudentdropout

[yelenabelova-besties-katebishop]

Kol Mikaelson X Samantha Winchester Moodboards | 1/?

[fandom-family-chaos]

Kolmantha | 1/?

If I never meet you, I wouldn’t like you. If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t love you. If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t miss you. But I did... and I do...

Last picture totally isn’t from Kolmantha’s wedding

[countryclubchemtrails]

Pick between "Before the Girl Queen" and "The Legacy Has Gone Rogue"

"Before the Girl Queen" duh- it's Kolmantha

[samantha-thewinchester]

You-Your character is named Samantha W. I don’t know how to feel about that—

(2)Lives To Take - Kol Mikaelson

This is version 2 of Lives to take. not a second part. the first one is posted right before this. Version 1 is here

Summary: Samantha Whitter lived with the Mikaelsons for a long time but when she got turned into a vampire, she couldn’t control herself which led to mental health problems, and she ended up taking her own life.

Warnings: Pure angst, Character death, heartbreak

she had been struggling for so long. It seemed that she could never do anything correctly. She tried to control herself but everywhere she went, dead bodies piled up. She couldn’t get free of the pain and regret that followed each of the bodies. Even though each of the Mikaelson siblings tried to help her and teach her different methods of self control. Her sanity was slipping just as fast as her self control. Oh, how she hated herself. It was incredible how she managed to survive as long as she did. Heightened emotions didn’t help her guilt and sadness.

Samantha really tried her best to not get to the point she had been dreading for a long time, but her best efforts were no match for her emotions. Everyone had tried to help her in their own ways, but each time the youngest Mikaelson tried, it only got worse. It hurt her to see him because she knew that he would never love her as she loved him. He could ever love a monster like her. She was a murderer and a maniac. She couldn’t stop it. she couldn’t.

Samantha sat by herself in the alley while hugging her knees and crying her eyes out. There was rain pouring on her and it made the situation feel even worse. The bodies of three men were scattered around in the alley. This scene was far too familiar for her liking, but that didn’t stop it from hurting every time. She grabbed her phone with her shaky hands and dialled the one number that she could remember in her moment of panic. Once the person on the other end picked up she immediately said “It happened again. Kol please come.” She began to feel a new wave of tears falling down her already wet cheeks.

“Oh god, where are you? I’ll be right there.” Kol’s voice rand through the speaker and she let out a breath and said, “In the alley behind the small diner we ate at 3 days ago.”  She then heard him hanging up on her.

She continued to cry for a minute when she felt a warm hand on her shoulder. She looked up and saw Kol’s worried face. She began to sob as he wrapped his arms around her. “Why can’t I stop? Why? I just want it to be over.” she cried weakly. Her voice was so quiet that he could barely hear it.

“It’s okay Darling. We’ll just start working harder. You’ll get it under control at some point. You just have to keep trying.” He said in an attempt to comfort her and it took a while but eventually, she calmed down and they went back to their home and Kol made her go to sleep in hopes that she’ll feel better in the morning and he himself went back to the alley to get rid of the bodies.

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The next morning, Samantha woke up feeling numb. She was sick of living like this. She got ready for the day and walked downstairs to where Klaus and Elijah were sitting quietly and reading books. They both looked at her when they heard her approaching. The two had the familiar look of pity in their eyes and she decided that she was sick of that look. She wanted the looks to end.

She smiled cheerily even if she felt like tearing out her own heart.

“How did you sleep?” Elijah asked her with a small smile of his own while he watched her sit down.

“I slept all right.” She responded even though she had had nightmares of her victims.

Kol walked down the stairs and he immediately headed for Samantha and he embraced her. “How are you feeling Darling?” He asked softly and she sighed.

“I’m okay. I’ll just have to try harder.” She said with a weak smile and she could see Klaus and Elijah looking uncomfortable at the subject of conversation. They had never been good at dealing with emotions.

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Throughout the day, Samantha began to notice even more things that she hated. She just wanted it all to go away. So she sat in her room and wrote a letter to Kol and she sneaked into his room while he wasn’t there and she left it on his nightstand.

She left the compound and walked to her favourite place.

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Kol walked into his room after going out to feed and he frowned in confusion as he smelt Samantha’s scent in his room. He noticed a piece of paper on his nightstand and he rushed over and opened it.

~~

Dear Kol,

I know you’ll find this letter confusing and you’re wondering why  I wrote a letter and didn’t come to talk to you face to face.

Well, this is something I’ve been too scared to tell you for a long time.

I, Samantha Whitter, am in love with you.

I have been for a long time, but I knew you wouldn’t ever see me the same way I wish you would.

You must be wondering, ‘Why now?’

I just didn’t want to leave without telling you that I love you.

Have a good life without me.

From Samantha

~~

Terror began to run through his mind as he read the last words. She was going to kill herself. The woman he had loved since she smacked him for flirting with her, was going to kill herself.

He began running through the compound and trying to find her. When he couldn’t find her he ran to where he had found her the previous night. Oh God, He was going to be late, was all that was running through his head as he tried to outrun time and get to her favourite cliff in time and he could only beg fate that she was there and he was on time.

He arrived there just in time to see her pushing a stake into her own heart. He screamed her name and she turned to look at him with a sad smile on her face and she whispered, “I love you, I’m sorry.” Her face began to turn grey slowly and Kol ran to her and tears fell from his eyes.

“I love you too.” He cried with his voice breaking under the weight of his pain.

Her eyes widened and she began to cry as well. “I guess I made my decision too fast.” She said and laughed sadly as he grabbed her face and kissed her and she kissed back softly. He pulled away and she smiled at him and fell to the ground. He pulled the stake from her chest and threw it in the woods near by in anger, then reality settled.

Kol sobbed brokenly as the light of his life seemed to go out when her body went limp. He sobbed for a long time, he didn’t know how long, it could have been an hour or 12 hours, he didn’t know anymore, he didn’t care.

He carried her body to the compound while tears were still pouring from his eyes.

When he walked in he was faced with Rebekah who was smiling brightly until she noticed the body in his arms and she began to tear up. She walked closer and when she saw her best friends face, she began to sob uncontrollably, which got the attention of the rest of the Mikaelson siblings.

They were all heartbroken. They had lost something precious. It seemed as if none of them could manage to smile for weeks. They were all in pain, but Kol had it the worst and all his siblings had to keep him calm so he wouldn’t kill anyone in a rage or try to follow after his love.

Ultimately none of them would ever be the same.

[impala67-aka-baby]

• Kolmantha Lockscreens

[samantha-thewinchester]

Kolmantha (Samantha Winchester X Kol Mikaelson) Moodboards | 2

[davina-claire-mikaelson]

I heard Kolmantha is on a break-- You have a chance-

Hm? Ah, that's too bad for them. I thought they were doing well considering their recent kid together. I'm not in the business of getting between people, and I've already got a rather nice man I'd like to see again after a nice... I guess I'd call it a "first date" ^^

[fandom-family-chaos]

Winchester, Samantha Elizabeth | 2/?

I am the fighter, the one who keeps going and never takes the easy way out. In time, someone eventually gives way to collapse. Just know that it will never be me.

@addyfm​

[countryclubchemtrails]

Will you make kolmantha lockscreens too?

Of course-

What song?

[samantha-thewinchester]

@hellodeansbisexuality totally not Kolmantha—

vampire boyfriend who thinks it’s cute when you bite him back

[impala67-aka-baby]

Art sideblog: @oh-my-art

Masterlist

Lockscreens: Destiel, Multifandom, Green, Hearts1, Heart2, Pink, Black, Gold&Black, Kolmantha

Icons: Spn, Jack Kline, Bi!Dean, Thomas(Maze Runner)

Amvs: Olicity, Barriver, Destiel NSFW, Destiel, Destiel Fallout, TFW 2.0, Jack Kline, Kolmantha/Allisac, Spn

Gifs: Drowley

Fanfics: Love is a Dagger(Destiel), Tune In & Night Out (Steven Grant x GN Reader)

Miscellaneous: The Winchesters, TFW 2.0, CrowleyDeanCas, Flower Crown TFW 2.0, Destiel, Dean Winchester

[samantha-thewinchester]

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Grief

/grēf/

𝓃𝑜𝓊𝓃

"deep sorrow, especially that caused by someone's death"

ꜱʏɴᴏɴʏᴍꜱ: Sorrow, Misery, Sadness, Anguish, Pain, Distress, Agony...

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Ｔｉｔｌｅ：Grief.

Ｗｏｒｄｓ(including the title and stuff, because I'm too lazy)： 1

Ｃｈａｒａｃｔｅｒｓ：Samantha Winchester, Henrik and Natasha, Kol Mikaeson (mentioned/dead body, as HE IS DEAD *sobs*), Claire (mentioned)

Ｗａｒｎｉｎｇ：Sadness, Grief, dead bodies.

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𝚂𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚑𝚊'�� 𝙿𝙾𝚅

I drive home, on my way home from Claire's. She'll be okay, she's tough. She's the one who told me to "go home to my fiancé and my cute ass kids". I laugh a little. I'm finally happy...

Suck on that Chuck!

I'm finally happy. All of my family is alive, and I'm getting married in a few weeks.

I pull up to the house, unbuckling and grabbing my bad to walk into the house. I unlock the door and immedately hear Henrik or Natasha crying. Is Kol in there trying to calm them down, or...? So, that's where I go first. To the nursery.

To find Henrik and Natasha alone.

What the hell? Kol should be home... I quickly calm them down, feeding them and changing them, letting them play in their play pen to go find Kol. What the hell would be so important he couldn't check on our own kids? It better be damn important or I'm tearing him--

I turn the corner to find Kol, lying on the ground, white oak stake in his heart, him dead. I quickly run over to his body, and put my fingers to his neck, looking for a pulse even though I already know the truth...

He's

Dead.

I sit there, not moving. He can't be dead... not now... not when we were so happy.... Everything was perfect.

Well, maybe not perfect, but our perfect...

I let out a sob, reality finally hitting me. I just sit there, on my knees, by his body, sobbing.

He's gone...

It's always people I care about... all started with Mom above my crib, then Jesse, then everyone else. Anyone else I'd ever loved or wanted a relationship with, they died. Leaving me to grieve them, me having to most of the time push it into a tiny box as the world was ending...

But the world isn't ending. I don't have a reason to just push my emotions down. My emotions can just stay at the surface...

I let out another sob, just standing up and rushing away from the body not being able to stand seeing him like that anymore. I packed an over night bag for me and the twins, giving them a sad smile and picked them up, taking them to the car and buckling them in, before driving away from the house.

Driving away from him.

Where do I even go? Claire's? Yeah... Claire's.