#Killer is just more forward and annoying about it lol

[somegrumpynerd]

The call is coming from inside the house, Dust

[ezrazone]

would love to hear your wisdom regarding creating likenesses in portraiture :) it’s something i always find evades me until i’m right up against it, so any ideas about how to get there reliably would be a big help, especially from you!

YAY........ well i mean i think this is kind of annoying advice but my best portrait insight is to just draw the shapes you see. like draw the actual shapes. and we quickly realize how difficult this is, esp when we're trying to infuse work with 1) opinions on the subject 2) assumptions about the subject and 3) demonstrations of our knowledge/skill. my biggest advice for any artists undertaking Anything is to be fucking vigilant especially about #3. the first two challenges suddenly become much more manageable when you are less inclined to prove to anyone (including yourself) that you Know How To Draw every single time you draw. skill level is the art-killer.

but like with these louis sketches (that i still need to scan LOL) i picked out two reference images that highlighted some things i wanted to capture about the way jacob anderson looks (the severity of his profile, especially that brow-to-nose indent and the forward positioning of his teeth relative to the line going from his forehead to his chin + the beautiful connecting line between his chin and neck). so here we see Opinions about the subject are kind of inescapable (like i have already selected these references with bias because my agenda is to communicate that jacob has a beautiful profile lol) but i always want to be careful not to let those ideas supersede what i'm actually seeing because it can quickly shut out room for surprise. like if i'm letting observations i made before i came to the page override what's happening from line choice to line choice, i might accidentally trap myself justifying a proportion i accidentally invented instead of *seeing* it. maybe i have an idea in my head that louis has a jutting nose and small ears, but what does that mean in the context of these portraits if i'm not primarily trying to observe what shapes this face is actually made of? re: assumptions i really frequently see people caught in the weeds with their own demonstration of anatomical shortcuts they have forgotten are shortcuts. ideas about what a jaw Should Like, for example, might prevent you from seeing something that makes a face unique. like louis is very slender but the line that connects his chin to his throat is not shooting straight back in the way many artists seem to be trained to convey thin features. the profile does not look like louis to me at all if the jaw is "sharp" in the wrong way; that's not how his skin actually connects! each time i see a face, tho i know im actually always carrying all of my practice with me, i try to see it totally anew. this makes me especially inclined to work off of reference for a show like iwtv with such spectacular use of shadow bc it's great for forcing myself not to cop-out on suggesting, say, an eye or a nostril. when something has been lit sooooo deliciously, it's much easier for me to focus exclusively on the shapes those shadows are making.

like that loumand drawing is one of my fav shots of the two of them because they're nothing But shapes and values. so if i'm not observing the distances right, it's just not gonna be them. we've removed all the other cartoon signifiers that might make you register fanart as being recognizable without the exercise having anything to do with capturing likeness. there's nothing *but* likeness in much of my art because that's what i'm studying. anyway needed to add my brother's commentary in this drawing as well bc rendering that much also makes me inclined to go towards the opposite extreme (Pure Cartoon Cats)

[francesderwent]

Thoughts on arcane 4-6

1. Isha just frankly didn't bring anything so far that wouldn't have been strengthened without her! Vi could EASILY have been about to kill Jinx at the end of 3 and then been unable to do it because that's her sister, try to talk down Cait, Jinx's desperate need for revenge cooled due to that, Sevika could have been the one imprisoned meaning Jinx had to go to the prison because they do care about each other in a fucked up way, and then Jinx gets Vi to help after meeting Vander. The entire story would work with previously known characters, and I just feel it would have had much more emotional depth than introducing this new, completely unintegrated character and saying yeah haha jinx isn't killing people anyone because she's hanging out with a child. Cut it!

2. It DOES weaken the backstory but vi jinx and vander reconciliation made me emotional.

3. Regarding point 2 - I will allow the weakening of Jinx as a father killer IF Vander survives into act 3 which the preview suggests he will and vi is forced to kill vander to protect innocents, thus making her and Jinx mirrors. That would slay I truly believe.

4. WHERE ARE THE BOYZ (Ekko and Heimerdinger boy band)

5. Of course it's Jayce fucks this all up (said with understanding that he's not actively malicious but also wtf).

6. See I reckon there could be FASCINATING parallels between the cult, which clearly tampers with people's minds and emotions to an extent, and Ekko's paradise which is just people trying to be good, but unfortunately the show writers this season are not as smart as me.

7. The way I'm actually really liking Mel out of absolutely nowhere all she needed was to be trapped in a mind prison and become a mage for me to be like wait...

oh, I agree, she’s an unnecessary plot device lol. the only one of the moments you list that I think Isha does enhance is Vi being unable to kill Jinx—because if three episodes in, we get Vi realizing that IN HERSELF she is unable to kill her sister, no matter what she’s done, where do we go from there? that’s practically the end of the whole arc. whereas in the scene as it exists, Vi gets to realize “I’m not willing to hurt anyone and everything in order to destroy evil” which separates her from Cait in that moment, AND she gets to realize “there might still be something good in my sister and yet she’s still not my same little sister anymore”. it lets Jinx appear as an equal for a moment! which is such a crazy moment as an older sibling, when you look at them and realize hey they’re not a kid anymore!! this, I think, COULD have set us up for really interesting sibling dynamics moving forward, with Vi still kind of on the “we need to defeat Jinx” train, but conflicted about it and more worried about the collateral. Obviously they didn’t do it, and it didn’t work. But I think this would have ESPECIALLY worked if they built up Isha in the first three episodes (by letting her TALK for example), and then had Cait take a second shot after Vi tries to stop her and actually genuinely kill Isha in this scene, or had Isha be a casualty of the explosion Jinx set off, or something.

I’m genuinely happy for you but it just annoyed me haha. I was devastated they would do that to Vander, and then I was insulted that presumably the whole point of them inventing Vander in the first place was to turn him into this league of legends wolfman

that is so fucked up and I am so impressed by you thinking of it

WHERE ARE THE BOYS????????? they really said “here are our incorruptible characters. they’ve teamed up. you will never see them again”

getting possessed (?) is the most in-character thing for Jayce to do, he never had a mind of his own anyway

ooooooh the cult which demands you lay down your weapons! the firelights which take up arms against the people poisoning their streets! Viktor takes away people’s suffering, removing the negatives—Ekko gives people a positive reason to LIVE

no seriously, honestly I think they just had to get her away from her favorite hobby of leading Jayce by the nose and I was like “hmmm slay perhaps?”

[wishing-stones]

Hii,,, hope I'm not bothering you too much. I've been a really big fan of your writing for a couple of months now. You don't have to respond to my ask if it makes you uncomfortable, I understand.

I'm someone who easily falls into paranoia spirals, and constantly second guesses whether my behaviour is socially appropriate since I have such a hard time reading a room. I have a habit of unknowingly stepping over the line when I get excited and thus making people uncomfortable, and only being aware of it if I'm directly confronted about it? Though because I absolutely hate conflict I often distance/isolate myself from the people I'm close to and find myself forming deeper emotional attachments to stuffed animals than people.

Would the guys find this to be a problem? Would they particularly care about someone being more open to an inanimate object than them, or if they need to regularly switch between reminding the person of boundaries and assurance that they aren't a selfish or awful person?

(Again, feel free to ignore this if you don't want to respond, I won't get upset if this ask gets deleted for being too much)

- 🖍 crayanon

Okay first of all Crayanon is adorable

Secondly, sending me asks is in no way bothering me! If I don't have the time or energy to respond to them, I often sit on them until I do (or until I come up with a sufficient answer for some of them). The only ones I wind up deleting are the ones I legitimately don't have an answer to LOL.

Thirdly, I'm seeing some self-deprecation here, and I'd like to remind you that you aren't a selfish or awful person for your neurodivergence. I prefer the company of animals, stuffed or not, to people most of the time as well. It's no shortcoming of yours that you have issues reading social queues-- especially when excited. You're far from alone in that aspect, and honestly? You can't blame yourself for crossing a boundary that you didn't know existed. All you can do is keep that boundary in mind going forward. You're not psychic, so you can't have known, and anyone who gets mad at you for crossing a line you weren't aware of... might be someone you may wish to rethink being around. This is a very annoying thing that happens with Neutotypical people, I feel. They expect you to know the exact social standards of every single setting everywhere you go when they... don't communicate that whatsoever. It isn't your fault, and this is all a very long winded way for me to say: Don't beat yourself up over stupid unspoken societal standards. It doesn't make you a bad person, and neither does wanting to avoid these situations. You aren't selfish, and you aren't awful.

With that out of the way...

Generally speaking, the guys are really good with mental health and neurodivergence in general. It's kind of a monster society thing-- since monsters are all so vastly different from one another, they don't tend to balk at anything that has to do with appearance or mentality. It's just the way you are, and if it happens to cause problems for you or them, they're still very supportive. They might nudge you towards professional help if it becomes a serious problem, but on the whole, these guys are very hard to offend by behavior.

Killer also has issues with boundaries sometimes, and needs to be corrected. With the guys, this usually comes in the form of playful violence, but you can shove him off or tell him to back up or steep off just as easily. His are hard to cross, but if you manage it, he's pretty gracious with letting you know, and if he sees you edging up on that line again, he'll playfully remind you of it. He won't get mad. The most you'll get for your troubles is a noogie.

Dust may snap if his boundaries are crossed in any serious way, but he's kind of a withdrawn person. He doesn't mean to be mean, but he'll be firm. He might get a little short and brisk to get you to back off... but he'll explain why once he's wound down from it. He might get a little rattled, but he won't hold it against you. Learning to be around new people can sometimes have a steep learning curve that can go on for years after you've met and grown close to them.

Axe only snaps if you get near his skull injury. Otherwise, he's pretty chill. If it's a social boundary, he isn't bothered too much, and will remind you that it's there calmly. He'll also warn you off of it if he feels you're creeping toward his or anyone else's boundaries, and praise you with reassurances if you remember these on your own. It'd do you well to remember that one of his biggest boundaries is to not startle him awake, since... that's less one for him and more one for you, so you don't get hurt on accident.

Cross will gently bodily move you if it's a physical boundary and just... say your name correctively if it's a social one. He'll explain his boundaries, but prefers reminding you rather than telling you. He thinks that you'll remember these on your own soon enough if he just... nudges you away from them. He's pretty understanding, even if he looks stern. Baggs takes note of these behaviors and works with you on them. Little memory exercises to remind you of where general boundaries might be, offers different methods of mindfulness, and takes everything in stride. Even if you cross his, he's patient and explains gently. He also likes the subtle sort of nudging you in the right direction-- making your own associations and your own corrections are far preferable than straight directions. It allows you to build your own habits and reminders that are custom-tailored to you.

Nightmare has arguably the hardest time with this because he is not pleasant when a boundary of his has been crossed. He'll get a little sour, but still remind you carefully of what that was and why he didn't like that. It's really not you, it's him. He gets cranky and bitter when bothered, but... he also has to remind himself that no one here is psychic and can't possibly know what he's thinking. He likes to lead you into conclusions yourself ("Do you remember what happened last time?") rather than actively correcting it, and does so as gently as he can. This bothers you deeply, and he can tell. He doesn't want you agonizing over a simple mishap that, in the grand scheme of things, matters very little.

As for being closer to stuffies than to them...

...They might get a little jealous, but the most that nets you is them sitting with the plush so that you have no excuse but to spend time with them. Oh no. Fortunately, they can be pretty still and quiet if you don't feel like people at the moment. Just hanging around quietly is enough.

[heesimp]

hi my baby i am back after an eventful week of assignments stopping me from writing stepbro jay smut (i literally just finished it Rn) so i am here to bother u today 😈😈

anyways i was thinking of pervs heejake threesome bcs i might write that soon like heejake who have watched u grow up n become this beautiful woman n they want u so fucking bad but park sungBOOOOO's dumbass just has to keep hitting on u OR WAITTTT SERIAL KILLERS HEEJAKE who kill all the boys that hit on u n instead of being scared ur annoyed cus holy shit who do i hook up w now n they just smile at u sinisterly like we can def arrange for that to happen

flash forward to a few minutes later n ur sucking heeseung off as jake laps at your pussy, moaning into it as you gush around his tongue bcs munch jake obv. heeseung can't fathom how good it feels to even have ur mouth around him after fantasizing it for months n it ends w them both fucking u at the same time bcs dvp we love u 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

hi cutie. sad to hear that assignments have been keeping you busy but happy to know you’re back and here!!

oh wow you have the wildest imagination and I like that very much. sungboo made me laugh 😭 I just think they heejake would get fed up at some point and fuck you anyway even if sunghoon’s flirting with you. would enjoy fucking you even more when you flirt back with sunghoon but fool around with them.

I’m new to the killer trope but man…fictitious possession gets me sometimes like ahhhh. heejake going ? wdym you don’t have anyone to fuck? what about us? also lol do you think one of them would kill each other to have yn forever

[ashortstoryaboutlove]

2024 Drama Year in Review

I completed 28 Cdramas and 37 Kdramas in 2024. A lot more Cdramas and a lot fewer Kdramas than last year.

So, what changed this year? First, I tried to watch more shows as they were airing this year, to keep my binging under control. I think that worked pretty well. It was also kind of fun to keep up with other viewers on the shows as they aired here on tumblr and sometimes on reddit (reddit tends to be more negative though, and I am not a huge fan of too much negativity—I’d rather just reblog pretty gifsets here lol).

Second, I had a long run of being really taken by Cdramas and the ways they can develop a story with the longer episode runs. I watched some fantastic Cdramas this year and I can see that continuing in 2025.

And third, I just didn't have as much free time as last year. The fall was stupid busy for me at work and I went weeks without watching anything at all. I also did a bit more book reading this year than last year.

My favorite Cdrama watches this year in no particular order:

Fake It Till You Make It - I felt like this was one of the most perfect modern Cdramas I've seen, with realistic development and not a million episodes. Great couple, fighting for their love and to stay true to themselves.

Lighter and Princess - Really good pacing for me and the least annoying Cdramas I've seen. I know it's not everyone's favorite, but I think the leads had amazing chemistry and believable character development.

Nirvana in Fire - This is at the top of my list as my favorite Cdrama now. It's perfect in pacing and character development. The only bummer was that the end was so quick and unexplained, but it's by far one of the best series out there.

Joy of Life 1 & 2 - WOW this is another favorite. Season 1 had a cliffhanger of an ending and there were so many twists in the last episode! Thankfully, I watched it right before the second season came out so I didn't have to wait years for it. Fan Xian is one of my favorite characters ever and although season 2 was a bit slower to start it was just as good at social commentary, politics, and FX's beliefs.

The Rebel Princess - This was epic! The storyline was strong throughout. The FL was kind of a pushover at times but ML was awesome and such a refreshing change from pretty boy idol dramas. The soundtrack was lovely and the visuals stunning. A memorable drama all around.

Go Ahead - Such a sweet slice of life family drama! I watched the Korean remake (Family by Choice) first, then this. This version develops the adult parts of their lives better than Family by Choice.

Blossom - I really enjoyed this second chance reincarnation drama. FL was truly a strong, ride-or-die partner to the ML. The political stuff at the end was concluded in a way that I hadn't expected. And they got a good, happy ending.

My favorite Kdrama watches this year:

Sh**ting Stars - Well paced for most of the series and good outcomes for all of the couples. It was my first Kdrama of the year and it really stuck with me. I think a lot of it is the humor and the awkward interactions between the ML and FL (that angry bathroom scene lives rent-free in my head).

Like Flowers in Sand - I think what made this stand out for me was how different it was from a lot of the other things I watched this year. I thought the pacing was perfect, the relationships mostly realistic, and the body types normal. The mystery meshed with the rest of the story just right and I came to care about a sport I had never heard of before. The 12 episode run meant there wasn't any extra filler and the romance got a brief showing, but I loved the small-town setting and people who lived there anyway.

Move to Heaven - Beautiful and sad. I cried 7 out of 10 episodes. It's really moving and I think one of the best Kdramas I've seen.

A Shop for Killers - Edge of your seat action. Lee Dong Wook is in his John Wick era. There's an emotional backstory weaved into it to go with the bloody violence. Looking forward to the next season.

Hospital Playlist - Best slice of life IMO. I had a little bit of a hard time following all of the different people and stories at first, but once I got dialed in, it was over for me. I love all of those people.

What Comes After Love - I watch Jdramas on occasion, and this was a nice little combination of Jdrama with Kdrama. It was calm and realistic and full of feelings. I wish it had been longer, but it was nice to have no stupid drama cliches shoehorned into it to add time to the drama. And it had a beautiful/happy ending.

Family by Choice - I liked parts of this more than the Chinese original. I know that's blasphemy, but the relationship between Hae Jun and his foster dad Jeong Jae was so much more emotional and it really pulled my heart strings. It's probably a bit more melodramatic than Go Ahead. I think my view of the two is also influenced by the fact that I watched this version first. But both are excellent, and I'd recommend either one. 🤷‍♀️

When the Phone Rings - Thank you I love a good makjang and this was definitely in that family. Edge of your seat suspense and hot chemistry between the leads!

The Midnight Romance in Hagwon - People didn't like this as much as I did. It's slower paced and has a lot of stuff in it about the politics of hagwons and that was hard to wade through at first, but it's necessary to help set the scene. I super enjoyed seeing the villains get what they deserved, the couples were goals, and I like that the ending wasn't really predictable but still satisfying.

Honorable Mention:

W: Two Worlds had a really cool premise, characters I cared about, and was very suspenseful. But I thought the FL became too much of a damsel at the end--she had more personality at the beginning IMO.

Lost You Forever 1 & 2 were an enjoyable watch, but I found FL too annoying/stupid at times and couldn't figure out why everyone loved Cang Xuan so much bc I wanted to punch him in the nose half of the time. Xiang Liu was the most tragically romantic figure, despite being a giant red flag lmao.

So, that's my year in Asian dramas. I only watched 3 Jdramas this year, and one of them was Shogun, which feels like cheating because it has so much American influence on it. But that was the best of the 3 for me, and Anna Sawai is a queen.

I'm looking forward to seeing what 2025 has to offer. I'm hoping for more memorable costume dramas and less tropey modern dramas with more realistic emotions. I think I'll try to dabble a bit more in Jdrama land too, because I do like how short the series are (the downside is I tend to think they're not as well developed as a result).

Happy New Year!

[ireallyamabear]

so i've been slowly watching Elementary season 6 and as I said I remembered the cases as being unbelievably stupid so here's my notes on the first 6 episodes.... spoilers for that seasons. also spoilers: I might have been too harsh on the season, but when it gets bad it gets BAD:

episode 1: An Infinite Capacity for Taking Pains

the case with the sex tapes is just utterly forgettable, but not offensive as a set up. tbh i already forgot if the murderer was the husband or the brother in the end… did they cast two people that look alike on purpose? Watson is so sweet in this episode, though. As far as I remember the whole traumatic brain injury thing gets resolved pretty easily and I think I was annoyed with that? I’ll have to track that. AND the set up with the serial killer! I totally forgot. Excited for that storyline!

episode 2: Once you’ve ruled out god

this episode is so convoluted they really put everything in it. physicists. lightening laser guns. smuggled plutonium from japan. it gets stolen. watson is the first to register radiation with an APP SHE DOWNLOADED ON HER PHONE. sure. sherlock recognises the gravel stuck on the van as the one used in one specific county in new york state??? i mean i guess he’s always had this kind of knowledge but this is the only clue that puts them on the trail of the robber and it’s just really lazy writing. he has a traumatic brain injury, but he’s still the gravel king. cool. THEN it turns out the robber is a white supremacist and wants to build a dirty bomb. kind of much more believable in 2023 than in 2018, i give them that. a nazi prison gang called PAIN. but they’re not racist they just love money. sherlock deduces that one guy can’t be a terrorist because of how he plays his tabletop campaigns. this is so fucking stupid.

oh wait its a heist?? the diamond thiefs plan was to steal plutonium make it seem like they’re going to explode a wmd just so they can cover their tracks? this is soooo fucking stupid. would have been better if the episode really was about a racist dutch gang. and THEN they have to have a 4 minute scene to explain the plot of the episode to that agent who has a dutch girlfriend (whahahahaaht) (and accuse him, because theres another twist of course) because they needed to explain the plot of the episode bc its so stupid.

i’m in tears this is the WORST episode of Elementary ever, even worse than that stupid case with the magnet in the elevator.

episode 3: Pushing Buttons

the death of the revolutionary war reenactor. actually a good case, not a nail biter but okay. kind of ridiculous that they just believed the daughter couldn’t have contacted some hitman because her commune doesn’t allow cellphones.

the scene where sherlock is in michaels office and he has his murder victims social media page open on the laptop is so good and really pushes the serial killer plot forward.

bargain bin jeff gold blum is a delight. all in all solid; but it does kind of use the same gimmick of old document is destroyed for property rights as the early episode where the old map that shows the border to the reservation … and that episodes case was better imo.

episode 4: Our time is up

watons old therapist gets murdered. starts out very intriguing. of course that one guys office is the only one in the city were you have a convenient balcony to jump from lol. “So you attempted suicide yesterday and … your boss is bringing you work.” Sherlock is so real for that. Anyway, the case is pretty average I’d say. kind of mid.

also, when Lin says to Watson “You’re the most complete person I’ve ever known.” … I love you Lin.

episode 5: Bits and pieces

really good case actually! of course the shock factor is the head Sherlock brings home. there were a lot of suspects but the mystery of first finding out who the dead body was was very good, then the intrigue with the flu infection. also one of those elementary episodes where you learn something, i.e. about the corpse selling industry. best episode case wise so far.

episode 6: Give me the finger

ok this case would be actually really good … IF THEY DIDN#T DO THE NUCLEAR THING AGAIN!! the spectre of stupid episode 2 is hanging over this season. wtf are they on about. i was so distracted that they involved this AGAIN and all those military personnel just freely talk about their classified systems with the cops? so fucking stupid. anyway, i never liked Hannah Gregson as a character and again I have totally forgotten everything about her and Michaels storyline? But I bet next episode is going to be a good one…

also, great shot:

In conclusion: most cases are actually pretty solid, there’s just one that is SO stupid that it overshadowed every other case in my mind for years lol. and the overarching plot line is REALLY good actually!

[honks-n-stonks]

saw tags you put when you reblogged a post of mine and just know

i kept misspelling nakarkos and had to look it up lol dw

iceborne barioth ain’t that bad compared to other incarnations it’s more a newbie killer but is still annoying

yes please do consider going through master rank!! i wasn’t expecting to ever get to it but i unintentionally became addicted to world more than i thought and yeah it gets uber fun in the endgame :)

I had to keep looking up his name when I went through GU... monsters kinda just have hard to spell names 😭

but I love that for them. no other game can I play and just say: "oh yeah that's a nibelsnarf" "oh god here comes kushala daora" "holy shit is that a kulu-ya-ku" "dude watch out for that gypceros"

and ahh I see. maybe I should play rise again just to prepare for his iceborne encounter.... my practice definitely paid off when facing Mizustune and Astalos in GU! It's just that I remember seeing a LOT of people complaining and groaning about that ice kitty (+ someone showing that they timed out on their quest for it. closest I've gone to losing a quest like that was in the HR Hub quest "Insomina x2".... I had :42 seconds left and I wanted to DIE so I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW FIGHTING *1* BARIOTH FOR THAT LONG IS LIKE)

RAAHH!! I've been meaning to get back to MR but my TV screen has been broken since December so it's really hard to see what items I have selected n' whatnot >:[ I really wanna start on the siege quests (KULVE I AM COMING FOR YOU) and see what the Hoarfrost Reach has to offer!!! and I've also heard the endgame is pretty sick too so I am super looking forward to that (I've been procrastinating on Anomaly Investigations in Rise😭😭)

(old ss) The screen looks a lot better when the lights are turned off but yeah. This is my situation >:[

[lovemesomesurveys]

Hey, ya'll. I'm not sure who's still here in our little survey community, but I thought I'd update anyone who happens to see this and has been following me for awhile that I just got home a couple days after 3 weeks in the hospital. I had surgery and some scary setbacks during that stay, but I'm doing okay now. Anyway, surveys should resume again more regularly now.

Do you prefer hardly toasted at all or burnt toast? I like it golden. I don't want a burnt brick or basically just a piece of bread.

What time do you have to be out of bed by on a typical day? I don't have a specific time I have to be out of bed by.

When was the last time you cleaned your bedroom? Me, personally, it's been awhile. I've had to have help from my mom and aunt cause I haven't been able to do it.

In real life do you laugh like 'haha', 'hehe' or something else? I guess it's a 'haha.'

Do you know anyone who says things like 'lol' in real life? No.

Do you have any unusual skills? >> not sure I have any usual skills even <<<<

Do you have any bug bites right now? Nope.

Is there anything annoying you at the moment? I have a nagging cough that I've had for like 2 1/2 weeks.

Who's your favourite person? My loved ones.

Are you more of a cat or dog person? I'm definitely a dog person.

Do you live out of the nearest town? Huh?

Do you like to look at other peoples' houses? When they're decorated for the holidays.

Are there any chores you actually enjoy doing? Uh, no.

What's the weirdest compliment you've ever received? "You're really pretty for having polio." Yes, someone actually said that to me. I'm in a wheelchair, but I don't have polio. Also, what does one have to do with the other? It was seriously a WTF moment.

Do you remember all those rhymes like 'i before e except after c'? I remember that one.

When did you last have an 'Oh, I get it now!' moment? Hm. I don't recall.

Would you say you're more witty or childish about jokes? I like punny, cheesy, corny, dad jokes lol.

Do you get on with boys or girls better? It depends on the person.

Do people often confide in you? Do you like it? Yeah. I don't mind.

Who is someone you really admire? My mom.

Do you prefer piano or guitar music? I enjoy both.

Do you like helium balloons? Uhhh, sure.

Have your parents ever suspected something untrue about you? Possibly.

Do you have any fears that seem weird to others? Yeah, like my fear of holes/clusters and killer whales.

Have you ever wished you'd been born someplace else? Yeah, I hate this city.

What d'you think about videogames? I like Mario Bros.

Are there any forms of art you personally find pointless? Like what?

What would you, or do you, study at college? I got my BA in psych.

Are you tired right now? Always.

Have you ever had, or wanted, a pet ferret? No.

Is there anything you find undeserving of the hype it received? Perhaps.

What's something you do a lot? I watch a lot of YouTube videos.

Are you currently on any other websites? I have YouTube opened as well.

Are you good at using Photoshop? I haven't used it in years, but I had grasped the ability to make gifs. They weren't the best, but I think they were okay.

What were you last embarrassed about? Meh.

Are there any clothing items you really want but can't find? Yeah. I haven't had a chance to look through my clothes in awhile.

Have you ever been told you naturally tilt your head a certain way? No, but I realized my head was tilt to the right as we speak.

What does your dream house look like? I want hardwood floors, spacious, big backyard, nice patio deck.

Do you wear a lot of make-up? Not at all. I rarely wear makeup.

Do you have any projects on the go right now? No.

What's a habit you find gross? Hmm.

Would you rather have a Poloroid or a Lomo camera? What's a lomo?

When was the last time you were jealous? I don't recall.

Are you one of those people who see things for sale and say 'I could've come up with that!'? No.

Do you, or did you, really look forward to when you can finally move away? My family and I would love to move away. We've wanted to for a long time, it just hasn't worked out.

Are you the one who holds everyone's bags at theme parks while they ride? Sometimes, cause it's a ride I don't want to ride.

What's the worst tattoo you've ever seen? Oh, I've seen numerous horrendous tattoos.

What's your favourite name ever? Hm.

Are you a hat person? Yeah.

When was the last time you were totally grossed out? A lot happens in hospitals.

Have you ever forgotten how to do something simple? Probably.

Are you ever jealous when you see couples or friends together? I've felt envious, sure.

Has anyone ever approached you in the street and asked to take your picture? No.

Have you ever disliked something just because most people liked it? Nah, I don't care about that. Just like I don't like something just cause it's trendy and popular. I like what I like.

Does anything hurt on you right now? Of course.

What song's stuck in your head? Mr Take Yo Bitch. lol.

Did anyone ever tell you that earwigs crawl into your ear while you sleep? STOPPPPP.

[a-tear-in-space]

Why Kotoko Yuzuriha is very Flip coded - a mini analysis of the song + her character

(And yes, this is what I spend my time on.)

So, first of all, the song's meaning itself. The song (to me at least) seems to be about someone acting vengance out on another, and slowly losing their sanity in the process. This can be interpreted from the lyrics, and way the music gets more intense as the song goes on.

So, the reason why I think Kotoko fits this song should be pretty obvious just from that - a good portion of her character revolves around her seeking out vengance (justice) on people who deserved it, and we can tell from the way she slowly started to become the wolf at the end of HARROW, and then the final few scenes of Deep Cover where she turns into the werewolf, that this was slowly destroying her as well.

Now, could I leave the analysis like this? Yes, I could. But am I going to? Not at all, because this is me we're talking about.

With that being said, let's look at the lyrics of Flip itself and how they fit Kotoko in turn.

Verse 1

"Here's to the one with the smoking stare

Running through my head with a bolo knife

Chopping up the threads made up from looms

Of love and blood and hate and some empty tunes"

From HARROW, it's implied from the pinboard in Kotoko's... room(?) that she dedicated a lot of time and thought to seeking out her victim. The "smoking stare" and the "bolo knife chopping up the threads" are all references to how the mc (who I'm just going to refer to as Jane for convinience) constantly had their mind filled with their victim, to the point where their mind was slowly breaking because of it (the threads = Jane's sanity/thoughts, probably.)

Verse 2

"Eyes killer cold and black and bare

Freaky little tooth hanging solo

Sucking at the walls like a rolo now

Making a cocoon when my brain fits"

Tbh, I don't really see how this could fit Kotoko from what we know, as this verse seems more about "Jane" demonising their victim internally, twisting them and making them seem more freakish and disgusting in their mind as their desire to go after them twists their own mind even more. From what we've seen with Kotoko, this might have potentially been a thing that she did, but again, it's not really clear so.

Chorus 1

"I wanna go back, I wanna go back

I wanna go back with a club and attack

I wanna take to my guns and break you

I gotta make my little foe take his own"

In terms of Kotoko, this is fairly straight forward - she wanted to hurt her victim, she wanted to attack him (though she did it with her hands and feet, not any kind of weapon.) The only line that doesn't really fit is the last one (which annoys me) but we can just skip over that, lol. In terms of "Jane," this is also straight forward and backs up my interpretation of the song. The thoughts of getting revenge on this person and harming them consumed them, and they were either going to attack them themselves, or make them commit suicide.

Verse 3

"I've overgrown with a yellow mold

Just fizzing drones in a hollow dome

My funny nose dripping little groans

I'm so so cold in the marrow of my bones"

Now, in Flip, this is the point where the music starts to get more intense, which, as I mentioned, is representative of how "Jane" was starting to lose their mind because of their fixation of getting vengance on their victim. In Kotoko terms, we see how her mind/tunnel vision was initially a pale yellowish colour in HARROW, but in Deep Cover, it was a dark, more toxic-looking yellow/green colour - it had become even worse - hence, "overgrown." This is also a good indication of how Kotoko's mentality was hurting her and destroying her - but yet, she kept at it.

Verse 4

"I look at you as you take a snooze

Your skinny lips dripping rabid goo

I lift your chin and I grin at you

As you come to, man

I'm running 'round your head with a bolo knife"

By this point in Flip, "Jane" has found their victim (and is still demonising them, hence the "rabid goo") and gets to kill them, and is super happy about it (hence why they're grinning as they do so.) We can also see plainly how Kotoko was reeealllyyyy happy at getting to kill her victim, a fact that is obvious both in HARROW (the shots of her smiling before and after her murder) and in her t1 VD, where we can hear her laughing and basically saying that she enjoyed the murder and has no regrets for what she's done.

Chorus 2/The ending (since this repeats 3 times)

"I'm gonna go back, I'm gonna go back

I'm gonna go back to a face, no more mask

I was in full bloom until I met you

I'm gonna shake my fetters I'm breaking loose"

The overall gist of this final chorus refers to how "Jane" no longer has to hide who they are after killing their victim - though it's unclear whether this "mask" was just their sanity that has finally slipped, or just them finally going back to normalcy afterwards (I'm sticking with the first option, based off of the other lines.) Fetters is another term used for shackles used to restrain prisoners, which can again be linked back to the whole "sanity" part of this - breaking free from the fetters = breaking free of their own godamn mind. Again, this links back to how Kotoko was slowly twisted more and more after she killed her victim, which is, again, evident in the ending of Deep Cover, with the shot of the werewolf coming out and looming over her, representing how distorted and monstrous Kotoko's become.

"Fox is this really what you spend your time on" YES YES IT IS.

[juniperhillpatient]

Hi @juniperhillpatient I’ve got another ask for ya (I hope these aren’t getting too annoying)

So I (re)read the first chapter of “the devil you know” and I have some speculations about the killer. So when On Ji texted with the killer (under the guise of Aang) we see that killer impersonated Aang in the text conversation. Not perfectly, but enough to be a believable to his girlfriend. The staying behind to to help a kitten was indicative of this.

Which would imply that the killer is someone who knows Aang and On Ji personally? Or at least know’s of them enough to impersonate Aang. Which would imply the killer is one of the core friend group. But it could also be someone who is merely an acquaintance in the school. Like Mai or Ty Lee, or Zuko.

Digression but I was feeling bad for On Ji up to the point when she began to disparage Azula. My sympathy withered with her. Kidding (for the most part)

Katara also spoke about how the killer was not more than 5 feet in height. Telling us that Ozai was not the clear cut killer himself. Could it have been Mai or Ty Lee in either of those costumes? Who then hid them at the Nakamura forest house.

And what the heck is Chan’s corpse doing in Sokka’s car?

Anyway, I don’t expect an answer to any of the speculations (much more fun that way) but mystery is beginning to eat me alive.

Also, the notion of Azula and Katara living through this together as the “final girls” is a romantic one indeed. But, so too is the notion of Azula and Katara dying in each other’s arms. Tragedies and decisions…

An amazing first chapter! I’m looking forward to the next!

Thank you so much, you are always so supportive & I love getting ask from you! If I take a long time to answer that’s just a me thing it’s not just you.

I am LOVING the speculation & I of course can’t answer any of the questions but I will say you are asking many of the right questions & fixating on the right details 🫢

Also I’m pretty sure you’re not the only one who stopped caring about On Ji when she was rude about Azula 😂 I assume people who read my stuff love Azula by default lol

But to be fair to On Ji, Azula is basically the weird girl. The status she has is because of her wealth & her father’s power but she, Zuko, & Mai are all social outcasts. Ty Lee is not - she’s popular - & we’ll get more into that & how it affects the group too!

Now to your questions - of course I can’t actually answer but you’re right to point out two really big things.

1. The killer knows things about the main characters & their lives & personalities. That’s pretty important.

2. The killer is not huge. This definitely points toward the Ozai being framed possibility considering he is described as a towering figure. But by who & why? Someone with the means to get into that lake house & strategically place evidence where Zuko & Azula were sure to find it which also means someone who knew the party was happening.

Sorry maybe I’m giving away stuff but I’m really excited about this fic & I’m sooo excited seeing your speculation!

I was going to fully complete writing this fic before posting more to ensure there are no plot holes or logical inconsistencies & that I can go back & add foreshadowing as I go buuuut. I’m having a hard time not posting to be honest!

Right now chapters 1-6 are done & I’m about 9k into chapter 7. But chapter 8-10 are pretty heavily outlined sooooo…. At this point I’m heavily tempted to post chapter 2 soon & break my promise of finishing the fic first 😅

Anyway thank you so much for the thoughts & speculation I love it ❤️

[papytonpropaganda]

8 18 25 34 for da ask Game

8. Post an out-of-context spoiler from a wip.

bro I haven't worked on any of my actual wips in ages 🙈 but uhhhhhhhh I can get something from those out of context scenes from the Walls rewrite/sequels lol.

so I picked something from a scene I wrote a while back, involving my cowriter's OC who's being worked into Walls and MY new OC. this will most likely not show up anywhere in the final story, I think it was just an exercise in how those two characters would interact if they were to meet.

“Listen. I don’t have much time.” The man stumbled forward, and automatically, Minerva reached out to catch him. About three inches shorter than she was, he looked pleadingly up into her eyes. “Time for what?” Minerva held her breath. She didn’t know this guy at all, but something about him seemed… important. “Mettaton is about to make a huge mistake. You have to…” Minerva realized with horror that the man could barely breathe. “What’s wrong? Is there a way I can help you…?” The man took a great gasping breath, and, as though he were annoyed with himself, shook his head roughly. “No. There’s nothing anyone can do for me anymore. But listen. I’ve--I’ve been watching Mettaton. And if he makes the decision I’m afraid he’s going to, terrible things are going to happen to him, I just know it. I need you to do everything in your power to make him choose otherwise. And--and if he chooses it anyway, I need you to just… be there. To help him.” “I don’t--w… why me?” Minerva whispered. The man grasped her upper arms. “There are few people he loves quite like you,” he said. “Of course he loves all his family, but you’re gentle with him in a way that’s stuck with him. He respects you differently, I think he’s more likely to listen. Please, Minerva. Protect him. Do what I couldn’t.”

that was longer than I thought but oh well lol.

18. Do you enjoy research? Which fic of yours required the most research?

Depends on what I'm researching but overall I'd say yeah! Walls definitely has required the most, due to needing to research Aotearoa and Maaori culture, as well as all the mental health and trauma-related topics.

25. What’s your favorite part of the writing process (worldbuilding, brainstorming/outlining, writing, editing, etc)?

writing. so writing. I don't consider myself very good at worldbuilding, and while brainstorming and outlining is fun, it doesn't compare to actually getting my imagination onto paper. as for editing... I don't edit very much 😭 I think I'm going to try more in the future though, I make wayyyy too many typos.

but yeah. writing. finally seeing the characters come to life in a tangible way. that feeling I get when I come up with a killer line. I love that.

34. How much of your personal life/experience do you include in your fics?

depends on the fic, but I think Walls has the most of Me in it, even if the traumas don't entirely line up--I still relate to Papyrus and Mettaton more than I probably should, lol.

[eviltiddyproductions]

Flower of Evil: Episode 3

the blonde wig in the flashback 💀

the way she backed down straight to the locker lol

he’s so used to being a delinquent that he doesn’t recognise she has a crush on him. cops don’t go around asking for your star sign babe

she just introduced herself after confessing to him?! she’s so #real

not him telling her to get out. now. RUDE😭✋

him saying ‘I’ve been deceived all this time’ as a joke hits a little too close home.

Also, what are his plans with this journalist exactly ???

LMAO she saw 1 black raincoat and she was like is my husband a murderer 🤨🤨🤨 (I feel like they’re using him as a misdirect but he is suspicious babe, keep going)

I don’t know why I’m looking out for him but you better wipe your fingerprints from that door fake (?) Hee Sung!

Play the video at home babe, the police is going to show up ANYTIME

I’m so confused by this show. Literally what is going on.

see this is how I know I’m not used to sophistication because when she said break the door I imagined those NYPD style cylinders or CID Daya style kick to the door. here they did it so quickly and gracefully

he is HANGING for his life (literally)

the sun believes in our man because it decides to hide behind a cloud and remove his very visible shadow

I love her boots click clacking as he’s about to fall from the balcony.

lmaoo ofc he got spotted

not the journalist coming after him with the hammer. our deviant is having the worst day

damn, he’s about to get exposed too…

enough with the misdirects I really thought the journalist was dead 😭

literally what is going on

they refuse to show us important details of the past and it’ll be on sight if all of this build up turns out to be something lame !!!

moo jin might’ve been kidnapped but he’s annoying as hell

a misdirect again

HELP just as Moo Jin and we figure out our double identity man is not the murderer, our girl thinks that he is. first the raincoat and now the breakfast �� like bae you will not connect the most obvious but you’re going forward with these!

THE JUMPSCARE. I hate blacked out eyes

slay?

got stabbed by someone he knew, had a vision of his killer (?) dead father and got hit by a car om shanti om style. he was having the WORST day

and it gets more confusing 🤩

[trulynamelessworld]

Yes!

My girlfriend of four years :)

Thankfully not my tattoos

Yep

Quite taken

Preferably painlessly

Gnocchi

I got a black belt in martial arts before I got sick actually! Its my favorite fun fact

Nope, they're too healthy lol

Like seventh grade? A girl tried to punch me and missed

Aforementioned gf 💕

Completely against my will when I was unmedicated for my panic disorder

I'm not sure I hate them, but there is someone I dislike quite a lot.

Yes, my family.

One geriatric pug

A little bit nauseous (yay chronic illness, yay disability)

Shockingly no

I've somehow become the designated spider killer of my house so I can't afford to be.

Hard question, probably not though. I wouldn't know what to tell my past self.

My bedroom 👀

Book a tattoo appointment and do some uni work

I do! (Which usually makes people look at me like I've sprouted two more heads) As for how many, I would say 2 or 3. My girlfriend insists that we can't have an odd number of children though lmao

I have five! Four total on my ear lobes and my septum done. I want to get my nostrils pierced but I haven't gotten around to it yet. I also used to have a vertical labret but it wasn't healing well so I just took it out. I want to get a regular labret eventually.

Unsurprising for a fanfic writer but I was always the best at English. However I loved the drama and psychology courses I took in highschool as well.

Yes consistently, its been six years and I STILL THINK ABOUT THEM?!? They definitely don't care about me though.

Doughnuts.

Unfortunately yes.

Thankfully no!

Not in a negative way, however I have been made to cry by a significant other.

The nausea I mentioned earlier. Its so low grade its just annoying.

Yes, several people do :)

Red , purple, or black (can you tell I'm goth?)

With new people and men.

Getting in a helicopter crash, no joke.

Either my girlfriend or my mom? Not sure.

NOT ANYMORE. I MADE THAT MISTAKE ONCE AND NEVER AGAIN.

Definitely not (whoo autism)

Nope, this year has kind of sucked, but its still better than last year.

15

Nope, no thanks.

Paella (made by my mother or grandfather)

Not sure, I can't fathom the reason for me being disabled.

Checked my phone (yikes, I know.)

Absolutely not.

I've been told I look kinda scary but have the countenance of a disney princess once I open my mouth. I also get called mom a lot so I'm gonna venture to say no.

None for real. Some sparring.

Maybe? I certainly believe in love and kindness.

Sun, I'm like a lizard.

Yes, love it. Don't like the cold so much though.

I do :)) hopefully in the next few years if we can scrounge up the money.

Depends? It usually just makes me feel infantalized

My dog, my clothes, my family, my partner, writing, dungeons and dragons, getting something right on the guitar.

No, I like my name a lot.

Not at all, I actually look forward to it.

Be very confused and probably disappointed

Yes, he's very nice and also dating my sibling (hence why I would be confused if he liked me)

Friend from the previous two questions, he left my house like half an hour ago.

Girlfriend

I think so? I think there are people you click with and people you don't. I also know despite our differences my friends can't see me and my girlfriend *not* being together. I'm in it for life babeyyy

Yes. Though all the people I would die for would definitely resurrect me just to murder me for trying to die for them.

This was fun! It took me an ungodly amount of time but if you want to reflect on yourself a little bit I recommend it!

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[random-gay-writer]

The Flash Thoughts #1

I started watching The Flash and don't want to keep bothering my girlfriend with my commentary so I'm putting it here since no one will care anyway lol

I have seen clips and compilations before I decided to actually watch it so I know some stuff that happens.

A compendium of what I've already sent them, I will clarify nothing:

I don't want to watch The Flash TV show, but for the second time I keep getting clips on youtube for it and... I might watch The Flash TV show

The main thing I know is I fucking love Killer Frost lol

I started watching The Flash

It's fun so far I do know a lot of what happens in the future, so it's fun seeing the beginning lol I do wish Flash was funnier though, but I knew going in that he was more stoic

Yeah, and I get that but like... maybe choose a different hero if that's the hero type you want??? lol, Barry definitely has a reason to be a little emo boy, I'm not denying it, just kind of wish we had some more of the funniness

I do like the casual homosexuality in the show

Yeah, the captain says his boyfriend wants him to eat healthy so he could only eat burgers at the office And then Hartley, episode 111, he lost his family money because he came out to them It's just so casual and I love it. Like having queer couples front and center is nice, but having just gay people living around them without a big to-do is amazing

They are really loosey goosey with who knows about Barry's identity

Honestly, good on Eddie for pointing out something that feels off and making a boundary

Oh come on! The captain just got engaged, he can't die!

Barry and Iris finally kissed, honestly thought she was going to get with The Flash first and find out, but then he accidentally reversed time and now they never got together and I'm guessing he forgot that part

It's pretty good, I just personally am annoyed by the "changing an entire day for the worse with time travel" trope that happens sometimes

At this point, half of Central City is going to know about Barry's identity

The timeline is weird. Reverse Flash says he is born 136 years from now, when Barry is around 25, and says that they are rivals How old does Barry live to be? How old can he be? I fear I will get no answers

I look forward to it because this is confusing

I'm not surprised, shows that have nine seasons usually do lol

Barry should not save his mother. I know it sucks, but this is not smart, man. But I know his mom comes back somehow and I think she's called Speed Force

Ronnie is so sweet, but I know he doesn't last, so I'm trying not to get attached

There was a tiny flash of Killer Frost in the last episode of season 1! I love foreshadowing like that

Damn, girl lost her man twice Poor Caitlin

I also like that Cisco has something too, I didn't know that from the things I watched before, but I like that he can see into alternate realities or something

I don't blame Henry, I would also not like to stay in a city that convicted me of murder and thought I was guilty for fifteen years

"I thought you hated him." "Not as much as I hate you."

Patty's cute, but like... we know he ends up with Iris lol It's cute seeing him with other people, but we know the end game

They got pretty experimental with the shots in season 2, good for them

Also, I'm guessing metas can only be detected after they've been activated because Earth 2 Wells used his meta detection app to show Barry and Cisco were metas but it said nothing about Caitlin Unless there's some kind experiment gone wrong later on that makes it happen, but I hope not because it'd be cooler, plus we saw already that meta abilities can lay dormant until they're activated

It just alerted the wearer to meta humans It buzzed and went red around Barry and Cisco but was blue and still with Caitlin

It's not a man, it's HawkGirl! Cisco is so dumb

I do feel really bad for Grodd, he's just a lil' guy trying to live in a world not made for him

Things really change so fast lol, in season 1, Felicity goes from being single, to being with Ray, and now in season 2, she's with Oliver I know time is different on Arrow versus Flash, but still

And I just got confirmation that Kat McNamara is in a couple episodes of The Flash! I love her and knew she was in Arrow but I just thought to wonder if she made an appearance in The Flash

I did not know John Barrowman was in Arrow

I like Patty but it's not a good look to break into a building and then shoot someone with really no probable cause

There is, one thing I do hate is when there's a crossover and one episode is on each show and the "last time" doesn't give you the recap of the other show I just had to Google what happens with a plot line since I'm not going to Arrow just to watch one episode

I just love Snart, he's so complex!

The Flash secret identity is literally the worst kept secret in Central City

Like, I get Wally's mad, but he just sounds soooo whiny, like your mother hid you from your father and you're... mad at him for... not being psychic? You're an adult (maybe), grow up dude

Probably unpopular opinion, but I don't give a fuck about Reverse Flash anymore, I don't need Eobard here. Like I'm sure it'll tie into the timeline and stuff but just, we already have fucking Zoom to contend with, why is this banana motherfucker back? Get a life, homie

[wikiangela]

watching 911 lone star 4x10

spoilers under the cut

I liked the last two episodes but tbh I'm kinda not feeling the show anyway lately, like I'm not excited about the new episodes or anything idk - this show is slowly losing me sns 😂 (like, I've been putting off this episode and I kinda don't wanna watch it rn but I'm gonna bc I'll stick out at least this season 😂)

okay, time to watch it hah:

Tommy looks gorgeous as always 😍

oh my god that eye thing was so gross, I could not even look at the screen 🤢

is Pearce the dude that worked with them for a minute a while ago? i would never remember this dude if they didn't remind us in that HR episode (and I had to google him then to know who they're talking about 😂) why is he back wtf

this is so annoying 😂

oh my god Grace looks stunning 😍😍😍😍

"serial killer, it was my dad that had the stalker" lmao their lives are crazy 😂 and the way TK said it so calmly and casually 😂

I can't take my eyes off of Grace jfc she looks AMAZING 😍😍🔥

I feel like I've seen the actress who plays Kendra somewhere but can't put my finger on it

so... a new love interest for Owen or just a one time thing? tbh I couldn't care less but I miss Amy Acker 😂

aw, Nancy telling Mateo the plot of a book, and he's so excited 😍 look at them, so adorable 😍

ngl I'm kinda bored rn 😂

okay, the whole Owen thing with Kendra paying him is pretty funny, even if I'm annoyed that we're back to focusing on Owen after literally just one episode where he took the backseat

"I may be easy but no one, and I mean no one, has to pay for it" 😂 that got an actual out loud laugh out of me ngl 😂😂😂

oh shit I knew this was gonna happen as soon as I saw the tubes - and it seems like this episode is more focused on medical emergencies and I like that tbh

Grace really is the mvp of this whole show 😂 we need more of her

(also, can we get more of the dispatchers, like, I don't even know anyone's name but Grace, we rarely see her interact with others, and I can't help compare with the og where they have a few recurring characters who are dispatchers🙄)

they're literally racing in ambulances 😂 this is so funny lol

I'm loving another episode where Tommy is a petty queen lmao, I love seeing this side of her 😂

ugh I just do not give a fuck about Kendra and the whole Owen thing 😩 (playback speed 2x, can't get through it otherwise)

the fact that she keeps paying him is funny, but other than that it's just such a fucking boring plotline 😂

oh shit, I did not expect the Paragon ambulance to explode 😂 that took me by surprise 😂

I do not care about Kendra or her sad backstory or whatever

ha, Paragon's getting sued lmao, good 😂

"karma is a beautiful thing" yes it is, Tommy 😂

and that's the episode

idk, this season kinda flactuates for me, it was whatever, got better, then another few meh episode, two great ones, and now it's whatever again 💁🏻‍♀️

BUT I'm watching the promo and next episode will focus on Mateo more??? hell yeah!! I'm so happy they're starting to give screen time to others - maybe this season can be great yet 😂

it was an okay episode, but not one of my faves 😂 I enjoyed Tommy and Nancy and TK and that side of things, and the few moments we got of Nancy and Mateo were adorable, but other than that it was kinda whatever 😂

looking forward to the next one tho haha