#KAZ . 21+ . CST

[saintamor]

†༙ ⁺ YOU , WHO GROWS A SUN IN YOUR HEART ︵ ♡⸝⸝

TRIGGER WARNING: non - graphic depictions of death, violence, mental illnesses, toxic relationships, cannibalism, sacrilegious & sexual content.

˗ˏˋ ♡🦷‌˒˒ when the light swallows you whole . . . ISN'T IT BEAUTIFUL ? AREN'T YOU HAPPY ? ✦ ―― a study on love, ethics and monsters. exploring themes of trauma in the spotlight, devotion to the point of corruption and the dehumanization of becoming gods and monsters. this is an original dhampir character based in an urban fantasy setting with my own vampire lore, with inspiration taken from anne rice's vampire chronicles, richelle mead's vampire academy, mike flannagan's midnight mass and marvel's blade franchise. originally established in 2020 ⁽ selective  &  private.   beta - editor. minors dni ⁾.     ᯓ★KAZ   ,   twenty1+   ,   they / them｡

──﹟AFFILIATES! : tormenther / lovefeasted

LINKS : ⁰¹ temp info ⁰² archive sideblog ⁰³ pinterest

──﹟🦴GUIDELINES!

001. this blog is for an original character based on my personal take on vampire mythology, which i created in 2018. the themes are heavily centered in genres of SUPERNATURAL and BIBLICAL HORROR ( i.e. angels and demons ). while it's not necessary to have either of these elements involved when interacting, it will show up frequently on my blog so if that's not something you're interested in, this may not be the muse for you. be warned that love’s backstory include mentions of grooming and exploitation, however, nothing of that nature will ever be explicitly written out.

002. general 'do not interact' rules as well as rp etiquette apply here but i am pretty laidback about things. my hard rules for who i won't be mutuals with are the following: any mun or muse under 18 ( preferably not under 21 ), anyone who write real people ( both historical or currently living and "alternate" personas included ), blogs from the harry potter universe or have verses for it whether they're "anti-jkr" or "removed from canon", exhibit biases towards certain blogs / characters exclusively based on the race of their faceclaim ( yes, mostly writing with white muses is included ), faceclaims that are under 20 or consistently / overtly problematic.

003. my motivation fluctuates frequently so i may not always be here. do not feel obligated to reply quickly or to every single thread / meme you have from me. i understand losing motivation, it happens to me all the time. i expect the same courtesy to be extended, but at the same time, please do not follow if you have no intentions of interacting. i put a lot of time and energy into my oc and don’t want that to be wasted. i practice mutual exclusivity and i’m always open to being mains / exclusive with people as well as affiliates so feel free to ask if you’re interested!

004. i use BETA EDITOR with script - style formatting but if you need me to change my style to accommodate to you, i am more than happy to! i rarely use icons myself and have no preference for the way you format , but i do ask you don’t use screenshot replies with me as it’s hard for me to read. this blog will explore subject matter that can be deemed as nsfw and will be tagged as TRIGGERNAME /. i will not write any sexual content with anyone under 21, mun or muses. fight threads will likely not be written mostly because love is an overpowered character and extremely difficult to go up against.

005. my muse is multi-ship, with each one taking place in a different timeline unless plotted otherwise. though i am a big fan of romantic ships, due to past experience and the nature of this muse i am very selective with who i ship with and i do prefer to speak with the mun ooc on a regular basis before establishing a ship. i looove writing angst and drama so if you want to ship, please know you’re signing up for a lot of pain and suffering ( in the best way )!

──﹟🔪MUN NOTES!

hi everyone, thanks for reading this far! i go by kaz and have been in and out of tumblr rpc a lot. i am east asian + black, 27 years old capricorn, currently located in central timezone. i'm a huge fan of vampires, the color pink and horror movies ( especially sci - fi horror ! ). i love making friends and rambling about our muses together so don't be afraid to approach me! i promise i don't bite ( even if my muse does )

[clairvoye]

# 𝕮𝖑𝖆𝖎𝖗𝖛𝖔𝖞𝖊 ― a study in the seer archetype and a 'big, screwed up family'. this is a writing blog for an original character based in an urban fantasy setting, with inspiration taken from stephen king's doctor sleep and mike flannagan's fall of the house of usher. established nov. 2024 ⁽ selective  &  private.   beta - editor. minors dni ⁾. ᯓ★KAZ   ,   twenty1+   ,   they / them｡

──﹟AFFILIATES! : lovefeasted

LINKS: ⁰¹ carrd temp info ⁰² pinterest

──﹟🌱 GUIDELINES!

001. general 'do not interact' rules as well as rp etiquette apply here but i am pretty laidback about things. my hard rules for who i won't be mutuals with are the following: any mun or muse under 18 ( preferably not under 21 ), anyone who write real people ( both historical or currently living and "alternate" personas included ), blogs from the harry potter universe or have verses for it whether they're "anti-jkr" or "removed from canon", exhibit biases towards certain blogs / characters exclusively based on the race of their faceclaim ( yes, mostly writing with white muses is included ), faceclaims that are under 20 or consistently / overtly problematic.

003. my motivation fluctuates frequently so i may not always be here. do not feel obligated to reply quickly or to every single thread / meme you have from me. i understand losing motivation, it happens to me all the time. i expect the same courtesy to be extended, but at the same time, please do not follow if you have no intentions of interacting. i put a lot of time and energy into my oc and don’t want that to be wasted. i practice mutual exclusivity and i’m always open to being mains / exclusive with people as well as affiliates so feel free to ask if you’re interested!

004. i use BETA EDITOR with moderate formatting but if you need me to change my style to accommodate to you, i am more than happy to! i rarely use icons myself and have no preference for the way you format , but i do ask you don’t use screenshot replies with me as it’s hard for me to read. this blog will explore subject matter that can be deemed as nsfw and will be tagged as TRIGGERNAME /. i will not write any sexual content with anyone under 21, mun or muses.

005. my muse is multi-ship, with each one taking place in a different timeline unless plotted otherwise. though i am a big fan of romantic ships, due to past experience and the nature of this muse i am very selective with who i ship with and i do prefer to speak with the mun ooc on a regular basis before establishing a ship. i looove writing angst and drama so if you want to ship, please know you’re signing up for a lot of pain and suffering ( in the best way )!

──﹟🌱 MUN NOTES!

hi everyone, thanks for reading this far! i go by kaz and have been in and out of tumblr rpc a lot. i am east asian + black, 27 years old capricorn, currently located in central timezone. i'm a huge fan of vampires, the color pink and horror movies ( especially sci - fi horror ! ). i love making friends and rambling about our muses together so don't be afraid to approach me!

[wavehq]

enjoy limitless possibilities here in celestire islands, gojo satoru ( jujutsu kaisen ) and derek hale ( teen wolf ), where you can start the new life you've always longed for. make sure you read the checklist, as we'll be sending the discord link through ims! enjoy your new dream, kaz!

( jujutsu kaisen, no fc, japenese, he/him, cisgender male. )   ——-  hey, is that ( satoru gojo ) hanging around ( lux )? i wonder what life is like for them, balancing working as a ( thirty-four ) year old ( gym teacher ) and ( karate )? they’re notorious for being ( generous ) yet ( egocentric ), and i always seem to hear ( into it ) by ( chase atlantic ) playing whenever they walk past. they’re known around the islands for ( adopting a son ), and they’re associated with ( the void of space, the smell of salt water, & the color blue ). last we spoke, they were telling me about a vision they had… something about their biggest regret being ( letting someone he loves walk away without trying to stop them. ), but it must have just been a bad dream. //  —  [ kaz, 21 / CST, he/they. ]

( teen wolf, charles michael davis, dupes not allowed, he/him, cis male. ) ——- hey, is that ( derek hale ) hanging around ( gladiolus gymnasium )? i wonder what life is like for them, balancing working as a ( twenty seven ) year old ( personal trainer ) and ( nature walking )? they’re notorious for being ( trustworthy ) yet ( stubborn ), and i always seem to hear ( black car ) by ( leon else ) playing whenever they walk past. they’re known around the islands for ( ||losing most of his family in a house fire|| ), and they’re associated with ( leather jackets, phases of the moon, the faint scent of cologne and whiskey ). last we spoke, they were telling me about a vision they had… something about their biggest regret being ( not being able to save his childhood girlfriend ), but it must have just been a bad dream. // — [ kaz ]

[cleanfm]

WELCOME TO NEW YORK , EMILIA CRUZ, GWENDOLINE SOTO, & SIOBHAN LEVY ! i absolutely cannot get over how much y’all look like jessica alba, aubrey plaza, and rachel sennott . you have twenty - four hours to get your account in ( if you need more time , pls message the main ) . see you around !

( jessica alba , thirty one , cis woman , she/her ) ⎮ would ya look who it is , EMILIA CRUZ in the flesh ! dude , i heard they were a PHOTOJOURNALIST at that place across town . yeah , no , they’re the one that’s really DOWN TO EARTH and OUTGOING but my buddy said they’re super STUBBORN and a bit RELENTLESS too . i wonder what they’re doing over here though ? c'mon let’s go back to my place and i can show you their myspace profile , it autoplays WANNABE by SPICE GIRLS when it boots up , it’s great . ⎮ ( ⏤ written by royal , 21+ , est , she/they , & n/a ) (ryle's partner/soon to be fiance connection!)

( aubrey plaza, thirty-seven , cis woman, she/her ) ⎮ would ya look who it is , GWENDOLINE SOTO in the flesh ! dude , i heard they were a PERSONAL ASSISTANT at that place across town . yeah , no , they’re the one that’s really DISCIPLINED and HARD-WORKING but my buddy said they’re super INTENSE and a bit UNCANNY too . i wonder what they’re doing over here though ? c'mon let’s go back to my place and i can show you their myspace profile , it autoplays IRONIC by ALANIS MORISETTE when it boots up , it’s great . ⎮ ( ⏤ written by kaz , 23 , cst , any , & n/a )

( rachel sennott, twenty-five , cis woman, she/her ) ⎮ would ya look who it is , SIOBHAN LEVY in the flesh ! dude , i heard they were a “FREELANCE WRITER” at that place across town . yeah , no , they’re the one that’s really CHARISMATIC and EASY-GOING but my buddy said they’re super BRASH and a bit AWKWARD too . i wonder what they’re doing over here though ? c'mon let’s go back to my place and i can show you their myspace profile , it autoplays MY HUMPS by BLACK EYED PEAS when it boots up , it’s great . ⎮ ( ⏤ written by kaz , 23 , cst , any , & n/a )

[reveriehq]

welcome to reverie island, n ! you’ve been accepted. kaz brekker is now taken. you have twenty-four hours to message the main for the discord. if you need an extension, please send a message to the main. we hope you enjoy your stay here.

( grishaverse, freddy carter, cis-man, he/him, 23 ) * 【ｆｉｌｅｄ : KAZ BREKKER 】 is a CANON CHARACTER and REMEMBERS THEIR PAST LIFE. the HUMAN is known to be DETERMINED and RUTHLESS and reminds me of ROOFTOP SMOKE BREAKS AND LATE NIGHT ADVENTURES. they are SUSPICIOUS about why they are on the island, but as more comes to light about the mysterious island, they will soon decide to FIGHT the powers that be who brought them here. ( n, 21+, she/her, cst, none )

[yr2002]

welcome back. watch your back. under the cut are the accepted applicants for yr2002 ! thank you to everyone who applied. please message the main to ask for the discord invite if you see your muse here.

talissa lashay, the ice queen. sira kante fc. suspect. ✹ written by  tee,  22,  she / her,  est

lex zhang, the rebel leader. chella man fc. suspect. ✹ written by  kit khat,  33, any pronouns,  est

candelaria “candy” saavedra aguilar, the two-faced queen bee. karen vega fc. suspect. ✹ written by dulce, 23, she/her, est

sangtae shin, the boy next door. ahn hyoseop fc. suspect. ✹ written by  zeal,  21,  he / they,  est

alisha walker, the wallflower. niwa edingo fc. suspect. ✹ written by  rhi,  26,  any,  ist

riley chalut, the rebellious goth. simone ashley fc. not a suspect. ✹ written by morgan,  25,  she/her,  brt

philip sangalang, the mock millionaire. donny pangilinan fc. not a suspect. ✹ written by  ink,  25+,  they/them,  gmt+8

hugo alvarez, the sweet skater boy. omar apollo fc. suspect. ✹ written by kaz, 25, any, gmt

rory guerrero bernal, the jaded burnout. zack calderon fc. suspect. ✹ written by  lily,  26,  she/her,  cst, 

valentina guerra, the hothead. auli’i cravalho fc. suspect. ✹ written by  danielle,  20,  she/her,  est 

theodore jackson, the lothario. reece king fc. not a suspect. ✹ written by mercy,  20,  she/they,  est, 

sunti suwannarat, the eccentric mentor. win metawin fc. suspect. ✹ written by ven,  21,  any pronouns,  pst

karina león vásquez, the biker babe. lizeth selene fc. not a suspect. ✹ written by  jyn,  21+,  she/her,  utc-5

𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝?

[lovealarmapp]

your app has how many hearts? that’s incredible, you must be very popular, PANDORA. ARES and L i bet everyone in meúl is gonna be in love with you in no time, don’t forget to log in in the next 6 hours and go to the badge club, they might let you in, who knows! (  lalisamanoban, min yoongi and kim kibum are now taken )

「 lalisa manoban, twenty-four, she/her, active user 」 is that first PANDORA THIPAYA? i heard they downloaded love alarm and they have 1,245 hearts already, it’s incredible, it must be because they’re so + GIVING or maybe because they can be a little - NARCISSISTIC but either way, i find them interesting enough, did you know they’re a/an MUSIC MANAGER at THE M TOWER? i really like their vibe, i usually see them hanging around PINK and listening to HOMEMADE DYNAMITE BY LORDE… i hope they notice me someday. ( kaz, 21, cst )

「 min yoongi, 28, he/they, badge club member 」 is that ARES HWANG? i heard they downloaded love alarm and they have 3,876 hearts already, it’s incredible, it must be because they’re so TRUSTWORTHY or maybe because they can be a little IMPULSIVE but either way, i find them interesting enough, did you know they’re a DJ at PINK? i really like their vibe, i usually see them hanging around PLACE and listening to SPECIAL AFFAIR BY THE INTERNET … i hope they notice me someday. ( dev, 21+, pst )

「 kim ki-bum, 27, he/him/they/them, active 」 is that LYLE “L” AHN? i heard they downloaded love alarm and they have 2273 hearts already, it’s incredible, it must be because they’re so CONFIDENT or maybe because they can be a little BLUNT but either way, i find them interesting enough, did you know they’re a FASHION DESIGNER? i really like their vibe, i usually see them hanging around PINK and listening to DAISY BY ASHNIKKO… i hope they notice me someday. ( daniella, 21+, est )

[oakhearthqs]

.•°ACCEPTED! welcome to oakheart BRYAN DAVIS, CASEY JEONG, KAZ JONAS AKINYEMI, GABRIEL HARRIS, KYLA CARDENAS  we are so happy to have you here! you have 8 hours to check in with the mayors before you can explore our little town! [ philsoda, johhny suh, des.qua, jacob bixenman, and brianna marquez are now taken ]

[ PHILSODA, 24, HE/HIM ] welcome to oakheart [ Bryan DAVIS ]! i hear you’ve been in town for [ 3 YEARS] and you are a  [ ACTOR ] at [ OAKHEART ESCAPE ROOM ]. people say that you [ REDACTED ] because you’re [ IMPULSIVE, BLUNT ]. but that could just be a rumor. we know that you really are [ LOYAL CARING ]. anyway, hope to see you around town some time! ( X, PST , 28, he/him.)

[ johnny suh, twenty five, he/him ] welcome to oakheart [ CASEY JEONG ]! i hear you’ve been in town for [ 3 YEARS ] and you are a [ TRUST FUND CHILD ]. people say that you [ REDACTED ] because you’re [ SHORT TEMPERED AND IMPULSIVE ]. but that could just be a rumor. we know that you really are [ FRIENDLY AND COMPASSIONATE ]. anyway, hope to see you around town some time! ( kk, pst, 21+, she/her.).

[ des.qua, 23, he/him ] welcome to oakheart [ KAZ JONAS AKINYEMI]! i hear you’ve been in town for [ THREE YEARS ] and you are a  [ASSISSTANT MANAGER AT YOUR FATHERS HIGH END BAR]. people say that you [REDACTED] because you’re [ SHORT TEMPERED & IMPULSIVE ]. but that could just be a rumor. we know that you really are [ SPONTANEOUS & FUNNY ]. anyway, hope to see you around town some time! ( m, gmt, 26, she/her.)

[ jacob bixenman, 27 years old he/him ] welcome to oakheart [ gabriel harris ]! i hear you’ve been in town for [ 7 years ] and you are a  [ assistant manager & a photographer ] at [ moonlight lounge ]. people say that you [ REDACTED ] because you’re [ too happy yet secretive ]. but that could just be a rumor. we know that you really are [ a kind soul and the life of the party ]. anyway, hope to see you around town some time! ( x, cst, 25+, she/her.).

[ BRIANNA MARQUEZ, TWENTY SEVEN, SHE/THEY ] welcome to oakheart [ KYLA CARDENAS ]! i hear you’ve been in town for [ 5 YEARS ] and you are a  [ CLERK ] at [ SWEET ESCAPE ]. people say that you [ REDACTED ] because you’re [ DISINGENUOUS & SERIOUS ]. but that could just be a rumor. we know that you really are [ JOVIAL & PROUD ]. anyway, hope to see you around town some time! ( a, mst, 21+, they.).

[midwestmixtapes]

OutDaWoodworks Radio Playlist 89.5fm KCFV March 4th 2017

@OutDaWoodworks Radio 89.5fm The Wave KCFV North County, St.Louis,Missouri 3-6pm cst http://tunein.com/radio/The-Wave-895-s32003/

PLAYLIST: TECH N9NE “DONT NOBODY WANT NONE”,BEADZ “BRICK PHONE”,NIPSEY HUSSLE FT KENDRICK LAMAR “DEDICATION”,KAZ A.NOVA “LAVISH LIFE”,PAYROLL & CARDO FT E40 “MAIL LONG”,MIGOS “TOO HOTTY”,YFN LUCCI “HEARTLESS”,TAYLOR J “HUNNITS”,G COUNT “ALERT”,1SYKE “DOLO”,STALLEY “MY LINE”,SCOTTY ATL “LOWSKI”,NIPSEY HUSSLE “RAP NIGGAZ”,ASAP ROCKY X GUCCI MANE X 21 SAVAGE “COCKY”,RAY JR “BIG TUCK”,2CHAINZ “PROUD”,DREEZY “2ND TO NONE”,YUNG DARK “OUT MY BODY”,KAY BEE “BUST IT DOWN”,BROOKLYN QUEEN “FEELING SO WAVY”,EASTSIDE EAZY “FEELING GOOD”,DRE PEREZ “TISSUES”,CINO FRESH “A LOT”,FAT JOE “SO EXCITED”,TEE GRIZZLEY “NO EFFORT”,A$AP FERG “PLAIN JANE”,ZAYTOVEN X DOLPH “LEFT DA BANK”,MONEYBAGG YO “DOIN IT”,RAY GOSS “TAKE YOU ON THIS RIDE”,CHANELLE TRU “COMPLICATED”,JUNG COASTA “I JUST MIGHT”,T DUBB O “WHAT ELSE”,LI TRUMP “WHAT YOU MEAN”,G HERBO “EVERYTHING”,DJ CHARLIE B “HOE CHECK”,SKYPP FT MAXIE “ABBRV”,D.I.SKREET “STACK UP”,BOUT DAT ISSUE “BLUE C NOTES”,BIG BOI “KILL JILL”,FRENCH MONTANA “UNFORGETABLE”,ENCROWD KIZZY “BAG”,PHAROAH “CRAZY”,BUK & DA WRECK “COMATOSE”,DJ ROCKY MONTANA X D.PAINE “STARTER KIT”,JUS CLAY & HIGHWAY RICH “MULA”,BREADBOI EASY “PUSHIN IT”

[hustlerhq]

Shit! Did I just see TROYE SIVAN on Hustler? Nah, never mind. It was just the NINETEEN YEAR OLD porn star THRASHER BINKS. I hear HE has mostly been doing SOLO, AMATEUR porn for 5 MONTHS. Funny, they can be a little ALOOF but also DOWN TO EARTH. That’s probably why they're ranked 182 on Hustler’s most viewed and is known as the DARLING around the studio. (kaz, 21, he/him, cst.)

welcome to hustler, trasher! you have eight hours to make it to set before we sadly have to let you go. troye sivan is now taken.