#Justin Bieber aus memes

[lushbarb]

y/n & j | hurt.

6 months postpartum

- the day -

It was about 6 PM when he came home and I told him I needed to speak with him.

Are you okay?” He asked me.

“Yes” I tell him, knowing I’m not. My stomach is turning, my face is hot and I don’t know how to tell my husband that I know he is having an affair and I am about to leave him.

I don’t want to. At all. I love this man with everything in me. We have been through different stages of life together, watched each-other become parents, started our careers, and there’s not a day since we met that we’ve spent apart. He’s my world. My child’s father. My best friend and I can’t remember life without him. How can I leave him?

But also, how could he step out on me? On us? How could he look another woman in the eye knowing it’s not me and tell her things that only he should tell me and treat her a way he should only treat me. He made a commitment for the rest of his life to me, to us.

I can’t even think about looking at another man, let alone sleeping with one. The thought of hurting my husband makes me want to throw up.

My thoughts are interrupted by our son waking up so I bury my feelings and my thoughts because I have to be okay, I can’t let my kid see me not okay, isn’t that what being a mother is all about?

We sit on the couch and I ask my husband to join me.

My face is so hot and my stomach is doing backflips and I just want to cry looking at this man. I love him so much, how could he do this to me? But do I even want to know?

“Did you cheat on me?” I just flat out say it. What’s the point of wasting time? If I look at him any longer I’ll keep remembering how much I love him and then I’ll just give in, I know I will.

He looked shocked that I just asked like that, then he stared at me in my eyes for about 1 minute and immediately put his head down.

My heart sank. I let out a small sigh, looked down at my kid and there was the tears. I knew. He told me all I needed to know without saying a single wrong.

I had so much I wanted to say but did he deserve for me to say anything? 10 years of marriage so I felt that I deserved to speak and I needed an explanation but I didn’t want to think about it anymore. I didn’t want to think about my husband with another woman. Kissing, touching, being intimate with another woman that’s not me, his wife.

My eyes felt so low but I still looked up at him. He locked eyes with me and suddenly I saw a different person, I didn’t know him.

“I love you” he said to me, his voice choking up.

Why does it hurt me to see him hurting and upset? But I don’t know why, He hurt me. He betrayed me.

“I have so much to say and even though I don’t think I should be doing the talking, I also don’t want to hear you explain it to me because that will hurt me even more” I say. I wanted to ask you do you love me? Did our family mean anything to you? How could you ever look at someone the way you are only supposed to look at me and then come home to me? I wanted to ask that but I know you will tell me that you love me, our family means everything to you and that the affair was nothing to you and that it will never happen again but I know that it is not the truth because If it was you would never be able to do this to me” I tell him while crying. I didn’t want to cry but how could I not?

“I love you” he repeats while looking at me. “I’m sorry, I never wanted this for our son, we always said together forever and that he would see that.”

“His dad stepped out.” I bluntly say.

He wipes his face. There goes the tears. Now I’m getting angry, how are you crying when you broke our family apart?

I look at him and I can tell he is about to say something.

“You will always be the woman that was made for me. You gave me my son, a family and a new life. Some men dream about having the life I have, some men would kill for it and I took it for granted. I knew what I was doing and I didn’t stop it, I knew my family was at home and I continued it and I knew it would hurt you and a part of me didn’t care but also knew I would lose my family so I tried to hide it. “ he says.

Ouch. It hurts so bad to hear him say this but I also know it’s the truth.

“ Thank you for your honesty. I just don’t understand” I reply. We were fine one day. What did I do? What changed?

“Don-“ he tried to speak.

“What did I do to make you fall out of love with me? To make you not care about us? It’s not just me you should’ve thought about. We brought a child into this world and you should’ve thought about him, you didn’t think about him!” I cried.

“Stop blaming yourself.” He tried to move closer to me but I put a hand up to stop him.

“No. Don’t do that. You’re wrong.” I say.

He moves back to his original spot on the couch.

“Are you leaving?” He asks me. “Taking him with you?”

I look down at my son and my heart hurt. He doesn’t deserve this. He deserves for us to be a happy family and I can’t even look at my husband because I never wanted this, I don’t want our family to not be together every day but I can’t stay here, it won’t be the same.

“Yes” I tell him softly. “You know I don’t want you to feel like I am taking him from you.”

“You are, I don’t want to be without him or you.” He sits up.

“I have no choice. We talked about this before and we had a solution we both agreed on so it is not my fault you forgot about that when you decided you didn’t care to keep your family anymore.” I sharply tell him.

“Stay.” he tells me.

“No.”

“I love you.” He puts his head in his hands. “I love you.” He repeats with his head down.

“No.”

“You want to take my kid and figure it out but I don’t want to be without you.”

“Stop.” I say.

“You’re begging me to stay after you cheated on me. You’re selfish. You are still not thinking about me or our son. You were here but not here. You didn’t treat us like you loved us or wanted a family but here you are acting like you are going to miss us so bad and we aren’t even gone yet. It’s not easy for me to leave, it’s so fucking hard to look you in the eye, tell you we’re leaving and come to terms with it because I was present, I always thought about you and our kid. I don’t care for your apology because you haven’t said much about you cheating, just begging me to stay. Stop.” I say to him.

“How did you find out?” He asked me softly.

“I always knew.” I tell him. “I always knew because I was always alone, slept alone, woke up alone, watched our son grow alone, and ate dinner alone. I shouldn’t be alone if I have a husband so where is my husband? I knew right away. For the sake of our family, I always wanted to get it out of my head but the signs were all there.”

“I’m sorry for hurting you and I’m sorry I am the reason we are like this.” He tells me.

“Tell that to him.” I say to him as I stand up with our son and head to the bedroom.

[twistanity]

💃 Wally Darling x Justin Bieber 💃

This is my first fanart of #WelcomeHome & I have no regrets.

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[rnbey]

BABY BIEBER IS NO LONGER A FANFIC OR IMAGINE. JACK BLUES BIEBER IS HIS NAME AND HE IS PERFECT

[lizaluvsthis]

What If (BR AU): SMG4 lost all of his vision during the arc?

Title: Helping Onwards, Putting Entries Living Each Soul's Sympathy

HOPELESS

Tags: Fluff/Angst/Comfort

Previous Chapter...

Summary: Four with his permanent loss of vision, it's been too difficult for him to manage. But with a help of his crew and someone in particular helped him reach up and discover something new. PART 2/2 COMPLETE

"I'm sorry..." 

Tears streamed down from his face, hiding the soft and quick breaths. This strong and emotional feeling... it was... it wasn't just nothing...

This was something...

A 'thing' he couldn't quite define it.  

But that doesn't matter either way, what matters right now is HIS condition.

"Three?" SMG4 lifted his head, in the feet of shivering from a warm heart inside. His tender for the man gave back a sad look that he could not describe.

It must be so sad... losing visions and not even knowing what Three is giving that face right now...

With no such response, Four's arms leaned forward. Letting go of Three's hand, leisurely reaching for his face. He could feel a light touch of water from his gloves with his right hand caressing Three's cheek.

"You're- are you- are you- crying?" "N-no I'm not you idiot! I wasn't crying! Just- just- something got in my eye..." 

Liar...

SMG4 thought, three wouldn't make up any excuses for that. He was Mostly bad at lying and would call him the "not-so-good-liar" whenever he lied back right in front of his face.

This was different, but he knows how Three acts this way. Even though his eyes are covered with an empty black void of nothingness, he knows SMG3 very well. 

Sure, being linked with the other guardian's emotions was something. But it got him feeling slightly confused about how Three had a blasting fill with mixed emotions when he was with Four.

He doesn't quite get the number on this, why would Three cry? Why would he tho? Honestly, I'm thinking of which. He'd barely even see the man cry at other moments of his life with him.

Not just because of something stupid like- games, or- magazines of Justin Bieber thrown out¿ his other memes lik-

Wait a minute.

"OH- SH-T!" SMG4 Screamed, with his voice bouncing back from the sound of echoes in the room were heard.

"I'M SO SORRY FOR FORGETTING ABOUT TERRANCE- I know how much it hurts losing someone you meant to, a lot."

SMG3 gasped, getting himself pulled out from the chair and held tight from Four's arms hugging him in an uncomfortable position.

Into the front where SMG4 hugged him, Three placed both hands to the sides. Keeping his position stable. "You and Terrance seem so close..." 

The tears had taken him aback, sure Terrance was his assistant. He was like a son to him. But it wasn't the reason that mattered just for it.

"He was my closest child than any other dead memes I've taken care of. Besides with any other children of mine that you killed..." 

SMG3 glared down at the memory Four had done. 

"It's... from the past... I've moved on already like I said." He dropped the subject, in mentions of Terrance. He couldn't bear to remember such painful memories and the fun times he and Terrance made.

But he couldn't blame SMG4 even tho he hated the man so much. "Do you... still hate me?" Four's hands shook, upset with the actions he'd done. 

A long pause holds within the air, contemplating to himself if he would want to tell the truth, but he'd rather shove that marker up his ass if he would too.

SMG4 had been waiting for his response, holding his patience. 

"SMG3?" 

.

..

...

"I don't know." 

When three tried to respond, he couldn't answer straight away. It felt like the words were choking his throat.

Unable to answer the most obvious things...

"What do you-" The man in white and blue spoke that us when suddenly abrupted their conversation.

A nerve-wracking scream from an Italian, barged into the room with a Mario Kart destroying the door.

With Three taking him on the cover, Four hugged himself. He didn't know how to react and if he did, what should he express? In what words will he put?

Four just stayed put, this is all enough for today. Everything that is happening puts a spiral on his head.

How could he- SMG3- protect his rival even tho they aren't enemies anymore? 

Even tho they both hate each other, the nerve of wanting to kill one another, the HATE they both keep gaining. 

But still, these actions that four had caused. Were still permanent from the things that he'd done to damage three.

How- why would SMG3 still help SMG4 after everything…?

“The door was locked.” The fat Italian hopped out of his broken kart, walking towards SMG4. SMG3 lets go of Four before Mario can even react. With each step the man’s footsteps took, Four listened to the sound of how it synched from the heart beating in his chest.

SMG3 took a step back but immediately tugged in hugging them both by Mario himself. “Mario’s-a-glad you both did it! But S-M-G-4…?” He shared glances between the two guardians, then to SMG4. He cupped his glove to Four’s right cheek, looking closer to see those grey eyes reflecting light from the ceiling. 

“I’m alright Mario, you don't have to be worried.” ���BUT MARIO SHOULD WORRY!” Smg3 eyed the fat Italian, he was four’s closest friend. A dearest one. When will he ever stop thinking about this jealousy that happens whenever Mario is near him when they’ve been both PRACTICALLY TOGETHER in some ways in a fight?

He didn’t want to keep on pressing buttons. He’ll just play the role that he’ll put through.

As a Meme Guardian with a bond to one another.

“Mario has been worried about you! Thinking if you barely even made it alive but you are! He thinks you could’ve died!” He screamed “MAMA” feeling the words bounce back from the thick walls. “MARIO THINKS YOU DIED AFTER GIVING EVERYTHING FROM YOUR POWER TO SAVE YOUR GAY FRIEND!” He started whining like a baby with his tears bursting out in the corner of his eyes.

Both of the meme guardians winced at Mario’s comment when the mention of ‘gay’ was heard.

“THE HELL? I’M NOT GAY FOR HIM YOU ASS!” SMG3 smacked off Mario’s head making it form into a completely flat folded face, he sat right beside SMG4. He didn’t know what he was doing at all. He never stopped and kept on doing so. (not just because to make sure he was there. It’s to keep him safe, and to remind that he’s already got his back.)

SMG3 covered his chest with both arms, his legs tilted on the other side where he could give foursome space of his own.

Mario is a good person. In some ways when it’s for his friends, he has a kind heart and a soft one when it’s with the ones he loves the most. But he couldn’t handle pain like how Three had dealt it with his way. It pities him.

“I’m okay now Mario like I said, I just lost my vision-” “Just lost? JUST LOST?” He threw out a “MOMA F-CKER” and ranted about what could’ve gotten worse than losing both eyes for sightseeing.

“Alright, red that's enough! Cut SMG4 some slack will you?” Meggy yanked off Mario’s back overall. “He doesn’t want to!!! He needs to be on his friend’s side! AAAA!!!!!” Mario tried to resist but ended up getting pulled out of the room. 

…

And it’s just that. Once again the silence covered the room with thicker ones, both of the boys were far more speechless.

“What- what just happened…” SMG4 asked looking nowhere but upfront, SMG3 sighed pinching the bridge of his nose. “Mario is being the typical again.” SMG3 said with a slight kick of his right foot from the air.

But anyhow. Smg4 is lucky to have a friend like Mario, he knows it’s not much for the red man that could offer any good benefits but does come by very much to hang around with Four. What he’s worst at? No one knows.

If SMG3 were to think after Four has been fully recovered he can go back to the Peach’s castle and probably teach himself how to walk with a stick.

Now that’s a bit improper.

SMG3 thought, if he were to leave four right now they both are going to have such huge complications with each other or more than that- HIS PARTNER IS BLIND. So maybe the option of leaving right after is more of what a d-ckhead would do for a living, he may be a bastard for ruining and destroying Four’s life again and again. But now that he’d changed after giving up? He didn’t even care wherever four goes.

He thought he moved on already but some part of his guts pulled him close to his link. The connection he and his ex-rival shared was a bit of a match and the future’s destiny for them both to protect the universe. How would they both still use their meme energy powers even tho one is blind?

What’s worse? Leaving Four solves all of his problems now that he’s blind? Or literally, stay with him for the rest of his life?

It was an exception for him that he couldn’t even decide with his own choices. How could he, the Hero, be the one who risked his own life to save his mortal enemy?

“It hurts…”

“It hurts…”

“It hurts…”

“It hurts…”

“It hurts…”

“It hurts…”

It hurt him. How could he…? It wasn’t fair at all.

“You could’ve…” SMG3 turned his head to him. “Huh?” SMG4 never quite caught the attention of what Three ever wanted from his life, but now that he has done all that. Saving his eye, almost the result of his dying is a tragic way to think of now that you’d want to consider leaving the blind guy to deal with his own.

“You could’ve just left me out there…”

Four could’ve left three out there, back when Niles almost took out three’s right eye.

“And I didn’t, I saved you.” SMG4 calmly replied, brushing his fingers against the edge of the sheets. “I didn’t want to lose a friend of mine you know? That’s why I had to act it all out.”

“Do you still hate me?” 

He recalled his words.

Despite everything, there were no words left to say in a sentence.

“Three…?” SMG4 wanted to look three in the eyes, but he couldn’t. The man didn’t answer.

“What was the reason?”

—-

SMG3 didn’t think through, he didn't know what words he could say to the man. Why must it be so hard for him to come up with the answer rather than just saying one word? Sure he hated the man for about so long now, but the problem of him is…. 

What exactly was the problem at this point?

Why does he still hate Four? Does he? Yes? No? What is taking him so long to respond?

He doesn’t know, of course,7 he doesn’t know. What else would be a better way to tell him?

“Three, the truth. Now.”

“I-” “I need to know if you still- please…” SMG3 stared at his faded white eyes, something about it made his body tingle in such a sensitive feeling that it wouldn’t let him look away.

Staring back at the man’s eyes just made him shiver, feel guilt, and feel the bottom of his pit hit him the most. 

“Three….?” “I don’t know!” SMG3 cried out loud, both his knees now dropped down fully to the ground. Sobbing relentlessly waiting for what's going to happen next.

SMG4 stayed quiet, he didn’t know what words he could say to him but listened. 

Three moved towards Four while both of his knees were down on the floor, now holding both of Four’s hands.

“I- I hated you since before…. When we were enemies, back when I tried to steal away your videos, back before this happened, and even taking it back from the past. I’m not even sure what to think about it anymore. If I still do or not.”

SMG4 is easy to hate on, his stupid antics, his stupid sh-ts that were tossed again and again, he was just as miserable as Three is. They could never understand each of their signals. It already messed them both up one time, it could have gotten even worse if Four pushed more buttons and double-jointed his trick up his sleeve. 

He can’t blame SMG4 after assuming he’d be doing something wrong during his uprising popularity. He was the bad guy, always has. Why else would Three expect that things are okay now between him and Four even after the stupid cruel things he did to him?

“You were an -sshole, I was a f-cking disaster… I don’t even have any idea what made you still stay close here with me after the things I did…” He spat out the words from his throat, he couldn’t believe the words he was saying out loud in front of him.

Three felt the tears from his eyes wouldn’t go away. He tried to stop this heartbreaking, tried to hold it inside of him yet he failed once again. “But I-I don’t hate you anymore…” Four looked at the man in worry. “I gave up on being evil like I said, I couldn’t blame you for assuming… You still see me the way how you always do.”

“I’ll… never be… good enough…”

Four brushed the tears away with two thumbs softly pressing to his cheeks. “You’re already good enough, to me… To everyone in here isn’t that already enough for you?” He leaned closer, bumping his forehead onto his partner. 

“I may have been a b-tch to you and everything that I did. It was my fault too, not yours only so don’t blame yourself.” he ran both of his arms through his back slowly feeling each other’s breath. 

Three spotted his lips, staring, gazing, and slowly… started to get closer finding an opportunity to kiss his lips. SMG4 could feel his soft lips touching his, the burning sensation, hearts now collided together. The fluttering feeling from his stomach and his heart hammering. Four closed his eyes, seeing imaginative colors whirling yellow, blue, purple, and red  

The combination of blue and Purple made an amazing explosion pulsing of Indigo. 

He loved this feeling, he needed this feeling, they both carved their names to each other’s souls knowing that they belonged together. They finally pulled each other apart after that kiss, it was magical, it was emotional, breathtaking…

Three covered his mouth in shock at what he had just done, it started with making sure the guy was safe then kissing his lips. Does it even matter anymore? What is this strange feeling that wrapped him around? Is this the meaning of love? Did he do it after 8 years of his rivalry with the most important and loving person right in front of him?

To experience the feeling of Love?

Four was too stunned to speak with his mouth open, his eyes were in shock. His cheeks were tinted red, therefore started questioning his life between SMG3 He never thought much of it but now that he does, he was left with so many thoughts about it. 

He never thought falling in love with his arch nemesis was soon to discover each of their tainted mistakes.

“I- I’m sorry- I-I- didn’t know what came over me- Four I can-” SMG4 quirked up his cheeky grin and started giggling, by a low sound of his giggle grew louder. He started tearing up in tears of laughter. “Why are you laughing dumb-ass?!” furrowed eyebrows formed from the man in purple, the confusion on his face says it all. 

Mixed Feelings sent signals to his brain, he now wasn’t sure if Four was even joking around or laughing at him. “Are you making fun of me?” “N-no!” SMG4 flicked a tear from the corner of his eye.

“I was laughing because I never thought you’d also feel the same, it took us more than five more years just to understand…” “Understand what?” SMG3’s body stiffened after four rested both hands on his biceps. “This that we had a falling… both of us falling in love with each other at the worst moments to start.” Four smiled at Three now finally understanding what the man meant.

Three joined in, and both waves of laughter escaped out of the room’s atmosphere. They both are different, but love is always here. Unconditionally giving them strength, growing stronger day by day without even realizing it.

Love may be blind but it couldn’t be hidden. When push came to shove, his heart landed on the Blue man, and he did as well. SMG3 started hugging Four even more tightly. “Thank you…” SMG4 lowered his hand going down to place it to the man’s waist. “I’ll be here, always…. I’ll watch over you, I’ll take care of everything…” 

“Woah now, didn’t expect you had this soft side honestly I wouldn’t mind… wait- taking care of me?” SMG3 placed his hand on the man’s shoulder. “SMG1 told me I should look out and watch over you more often now. I don’t know why or what he meant about that, I wouldn’t mind honestly. At least I get to check up on you.”

SMG4 smiled weakly, he knew something that Three didn’t. 

What images he could describe when SMG1 told Four about what his arm looked like, even when Three is around now that he checks up on Four? He’ll surely know about this sooner or later.

In other ways, he won’t tell him about this just yet. 

“So, does this mean we’re both- uhh… you know?” SMG4 asked while holding Three’s hand. Three smiled back at him. “Yes, we are, unless… You don’t want to?” Three smirked making four roll his eyes now both of them flirting.

“Alright-alright we’re alright now, stop playing with my feelings.” 

-- THE END --

[afaimsblog]

Hot Topic - Was zum Diskurs im Internet wird und was nicht und warum

Menschen sind unaufmerksam und zu Skandalen werden die Dinge, aus denen man Skandale macht. In "Penguin" ist ein hässlicher haariger dicker Mann überaus nackt zu sehen, aber es ist die "Nacktszene" in "Agatha All Along", über die sich das Internet aufregt (obwohl die familienfreundlich ist aka man sieht so gut wie nichts). Das Aufblitzen einen Frauenhinterns ist ein Skandal wie es scheint, vor allem wohl aus Misogynie heraus oder vielleicht weil man, wenn Kathryn Hahn schon nackt ist, gerne mehr von ihr gesehen hätte, und die Tatsache, dass man nichts gesehen hat der wahre Skandal ist? Was weiß ich. Die Gedankengänge und Motivationen der geistesgestörten typischen Internet-User sind für geistig normale Menschen nicht nachzuvollziehen. Was aber klar ist, ist, dass der Internetdiskurs davon bestimmt wird wieviel Leute über gewisse Themen reden. Wenn sie Dinge ignorieren oder nur mit drei anderen Leuten besprechen, weiß niemand von diesen Dingen, wenn aber auf einmal berühmte Leute ihren Senf dazu geben oder Accounts mit vielen Followern darauf aufmerksam werden verbreiten sich diese Themen und werden Teil des sehr öffentlichen Diskurses. Creators erleben immer wieder wie auf einmal ein von ihnen erschaffener Meme groß wird, sie neue Follower in Massen bekommen, oder ein Wortschöpfung von ihnen auf einmal überall geflügelt wird, obwohl sie selbst nichts anders gemacht haben als sonst auch. Selbst Meinereiner hat mal einen Shipnamen geschaffen, weil ich es einfach als Erste getan habe und das von anderen übernommen wurde. Und ja, das war eine wirklich keine Sache mit einem kleinen Ship in einem kleinen Fandom, aber es war Einfluss. Als Normalsterblicher hat man selten Einfluss. Und Themen zur großen Dikussion freigeben, kann man schon gar nicht.

Wer das kann, weiß keiner so genau. Aber es ist klar, dass es meistens geladene Themen sind, die heiß diskutiert werden, und meistens ist es auch so, dass negative Äußerungen zu einem Thema erst dazu führen, das es groß wird. Nicht umsonst heißt das alte Sprichwort "Negative Presse ist besser als gar keine Presse" - schon vor der Social Media war es besser wenn irgendetwas über jemanden oder etwas berichtet wurde als gar nichts. Heutzutage sind wohl auch viele der Meinung, dass es besser ist negative Tweets über sich zu lesen als wenn man ignoriert wird. Je größer man ist, desto mehr wünscht man sich aber wohl, dass man doch lieber ignoriert werden würde. Ich kann mir nicht vorstellen, dass Jennifer Lopez erfreut darüber ist, dass offen spekuliert wird, dass das FBI [!] für ihre Scheidung verantwortlich ist, weil sie Ben Affleck ein Sexvideo von ihr übergeben haben (auf die Unterstellung, dass sie darauf ein Verbrechen begeht, gehe ich hier gar nicht erst ein, weil sich dieses Argument selbst entkräftet: Das FBI würde in diesem Fall das Video der Staatsanwaltschaft übergeben und nicht dem Ehemann der Täterin, zumindest hoffe ich das mal sehr). Und falls Justin Bieber als jugendlicher Star vergewaltigt wurde, wird es ihn sicher nicht freuen, dass darüber auf einmal alle spekulieren als wäre das etwas, das irgendjemand etwas angeht oder öffentlich diskutiert werden muss.

Aber ja, bösartige Gerüchte und Unterstellungen gab es immer und wird es immer geben, wenn man in der Öffentlichkeit steht. Neu im 21. Jahrhundert ist, dass sich die Diskussionen über die sogenannte öffentliche Moral von der Bibelgruppe und dem Stammtisch in die Hassecken des Internets, sprich eben die Social Media, verlagert hat. Heute werden nicht nur Menschen verurteilt, sondern auch Kunstwerke, und zwar nicht mehr nur dann, wenn die wirklich bekannt sind oder benutzt werden wollen um Leute, die dahinter stehen, zu vernichten, sondern scheinbar bei jeder sich bietenden Gelegenheit. Denn immerhin muss ja der "Woke Mindvirus" bekämpft werden. Was immer das ist und wie immer man das durch Hass, der bestätigt, dass alles, was nicht weiß männlichen und hetero und nach Möglichkeit mindestens in den späten 40ern ist, gehasst wird, erreichen will. Dabei ist aber auffällig, dass viel mehr als früher auf Gerüchte und angebliche Inhalte eingegangen wird als auf tatsächliche. "Madame Bovary" oder "Anna Karenina" haben die Szenen und Situationen, an denen Anstoß genommen wurde, tatsächlich beinhaltet. Werther-Fieber hat zu vermehrten Selbstmorden geführt, auch wenn Goethe Selbstmord in seinem Werk eben gerade nicht romantisieren wollte und sich selbst durch das Schreiben davon abhalten wollte. Doch heute wird Serien vorgeworfen woke zu sein, wenn sie es nicht einmal wirklich sind, und gewisse Fandoms und Franchises werden herausgepickt und systematisch angegriffen (und das von beiden Seiten) beruhend auf falschen Aussagen über das Quellenmaterial genauso wie die Umsetzung. Während anderes untergeht, was wirklich eine Diskussion wert wäre.

Nehmen wir Ableismus in Science Fiction. "Eureka" hat die neue Zeitlinie beibehalten, weil Alisons Sohn in der kein Autist mehr war und damit "besser". Kein Mensch hat das diese Entscheidung je problematisiert oder in diesen Kontext gerückt. Die schlechsteste TNG-Episode aller Zeiten "Die Operation" hat einen Worf, der rituellen Selbstmord begehen will, weil er gelähmt ist, weil die klingonische Kultur sagt, er ist jetzt nichts mehr wert. Als sich Will darüber bei Picard aufregt (auch weil Worf ihn dazu aufgefordert hat ihm dabei zu helfen), verteidigt dieser Worfs Entscheidung und Bitte auch noch mit den Worten "es ist seine Kultur, das musst du respektieren" (kein Wunder, dass ich Sisko, der Worf gedroht hat ihn aus der Sternenflotte zu werfen als der seinem Bruder später beim selben Ritual geholfen hat, weil der aus ebenso klingonisch dummen Gründen sterben wollte, immer lieber mochte). Später in der Folge meint der gute Captain dann schon wieder, dass Worf eben lieber tot als gelähmt wäre und daher eine überaus gefährliche experimentelle Operation über sich ergehen lassen soll, obwohl Beverly explizit gegen diese ist. Die einzige Person, die von Anfang an daran denkt, dass Worf einen kleinen Sohn ohne Mutter hat, ist Deanna, und Will bringt dieses Arguement schließlich indirekt um sich aus der assistierter Selbstmord-Sache rauszuwinden, indem er sagt kulturell gesehen müsste Klein-Alexander beim Selbstmord assistieren nicht er. Klar, die Folge betont, dass alle anderen Mitglieder der Enterprise Besatzung trotz Lähmung mehr oder weniger glücklich weiterleben könnten, aber die leben ja in einer anderen Kultur (als ihr Mit-Sternenflotten-Offizier Worf mit den menschlichen Eltern und dem menschlichen Bruder und dem Sohn, der die klingonische Kultur hasst. Worf hat genau ein klingonisches Familienmitglied, und zu TNG-Zeiten praktisch keine echten klingonischen Freunde). Die Folge ist Ableismus in Reinform und um so erstaunlicher, wenn man bedenkt, dass sie einen gehbehinderten Hauptcharakter nur kurze Zeit später für DS9 eingeplant hatten - vielleicht als Wiedergutmachung?

Noch seltsamer sind Beispiele von Skandalen über Dinge, die jeder schon wusste, der sich damit auskennt. Für inzwischen sehr langer Zeit hatte Betsy Braddock von den X-Men zum ersten Mal On Panel Sex mit einem weiblichen Charakter, etwas über das niemand jemals geredet hat, vielleicht weil es in einer Nebenserie passiert ist. Letztes Jahr wurde es dann auf einmal zum Skandal, dass Betsy "lesbisch geworden ist", weil sie nun eine offene Beziehung mit Rachel Summers führt (von der es neu war, dass sie bi ist, und da sich ihre beste Freundin Kitty Pryde seit dem ebenfalls als bi geoutet hat, sehen wir ihre gemeinsame Zeit im britischen X-Men-Ableger Excalibur auf einmal mit ganz anderen Augen). Noch seltsamer war die "Velma ist lesbisch"-Enthüllung von vor ein paar Jahren, da Velma in der Fan-Lieblingsserie "Mystery Incoperated" sogar zwei weibliche Love Interests hatte, und die zweite ihre Haupt Love Interest in der zweiten Staffel war, und wenn das Ende nicht wäre wohl ihr Endgame gewesen wäre. Ich würde ja sagen, dass sie die Natur der Beziehung der beiden Mädchen nicht ausdrücklich bestätigt haben, wenn die Tatsache nicht wäre, dass Marcie alias Hot Dog Water im Zwischenvorspann Daphne ersetzt und umgeben von Herzen ein Foto von Velma umarmt (wie Daphne sonst immer in der gleichen Position eines von Fred umarmt), ganz zu schweigen von dem sehr deutlichen Dialog, der es zwar nicht sagt, aber eben dadurch sagt, dass es immer gerade nicht ausgesprochen wird. Damals war das aber alles offenbar kein großes Thema, weil es keiner dazu gemacht hat. Als Tim Drake, der dritte Robin, als bi geoutet wurde, haben Comic-Kenner gesagt: "Na endlich!" und sich alle anderen darüber aufgeregt, so wie lange davor der berühmte "erste" Rictor/Shatterstar-Kuss für Leser der alten "X-Force"-Serie keine Überraschung war, für Shatterstar-Erfinder Rob Liebfeld und viele Leute im Internet aber schon. Also ja, News und Skandale werden gemacht und oft aus Dingen, die für Eingeweihte nicht neu sind.

Wir werden vermutlich nie verstehen was warum ein großes Thema wird und was warum das eben nicht oder erst ein Jahrzehnt später oder mehr wird. Big Internet scheint das zu bestimmen, doch wer oder was Big Internet ist, weiß keiner, wohl auch weil es sich auch ständig ändert.

Was bleibt uns also übrig? In gewisse Diskussionen gar nicht erst einsteigen, andere beinhart weiterhin fact checken und die Beleidigungen, die man dafür erhält, ignorieren und andere einfach in Gang bringen, auch wenn man weiß, dass sie vermutlich toxisch werden, dann hält man sie eben im eigenen Safe Space (sofern es einen gibt). Mehr kann man sowieso nicht tun.

Leider.

[m1ckeyb3rry]

FHE JUSTIN BIEBER GIF CRYINNGGGGGG LAMAOAOAOAOAO im assuming its the sae oaeu cooking rn

LMAOSOA YOUR POST trust I take all of your ramblings as rewards your brain is fr so big all of these fire ideas >>>>> ok but the pokemon au is so good…extraordinary….exquisite….remarkable (if you’ve watched as much pokemon as i have you’ll probably get this but if not just take it at face value) the Barou sibling angst is actually my fav

LMAOO YOUR MOM AND HER BROTHER THATS SO ACCURATE

ISAGIS HAIR I feel bad for his hair and his hair alone they always weirdly slick it back or comb it up and he looks like a middle aged man

IM CRYING “I cry but because I have to deal with his shit” LMFAOOO yuki fr tweaking atp or repeatedly saying his mantra in his head trying to keep his sanity like “god never gives us more than we can handle god never gives up more than we can handle god never-“

LMAAOA NO IT MAKES SENSE my brain just grouped up the letters that way that I had to double take ok so we’ve had kaneshiro possesses Mira moment and we get canon characterization of kiyora it’s time to freaky Friday reverse you should take over kaneshiro and write bllk i fr wish Karasu actually scored more literally my exact thoughts like “ARE YOU A STRIKER???” Channeling my inner ego…..but agreed glad he still at least has SOME presence and is consistently shown active in game

Bro kurona was so random…like with epinagi and s2 you can see them sneakily trying to add him in the bg cameoing to make him feel relevant but he fr was dropped out of nowhere like wdym the one who ranked fourth in second selection who we’ve never even seen a glimpse of and didn’t do anything in u20 is suddenly good friends with Isagi and others and gets field time HUH his first appearance is quite literally in BM when he’s holding the iPad showing Isagi Kunigami new stats (yk it’s bad when I rmr this info off the top of my head) something about the wording “using religion and blindness” has me laughing so hard LMAOOOO it’s giving that one meme “I’ve got the power of god and anime on my side” except it’s god and optic neuropathy UAHSHSHA ok but on a serious note that fr would go so hard like let’s expand on his character please….id honestly love to see more of him as he was shown in the LN because nel yuki is SO diff than what he actually seems to be based off the LN but anyways…

Kunigami being the main rival makes sm sense tbh when I first read I thought he WAS going to be the main rival but no it’s Kaiser ig….wait the morally greyness of wildcard being discussed would fr be so interesting…..guys….also ness is one of my least fav characters tbh so slander him all you want LMAOO gotta agree w some dudebros he’s fr a Kaiser glazer you’re fr cooking though….we gotta get you in touch with kaneshiro asap

LMAO REAL I also (clearly) enjoy bllk quite a bit but yes many things to be improved…sometimes I think to myself if only I was an Isagi Rin or Kaiser stan I’d be having the time of my life but alas we cannot be MEDIOCRE

Wait the terminally ill route fits his character fr….where he’d be unwilling to tell his family about it because he wants to strive to be the best despite it and won’t settle for a comfy life…I can also see him getting murdered though LOL either way I’m sure it’ll be good (even though he’s dying oops)

Yeah I lowk forgot people who have such audacity exist the Tullia hate kinda insane and just generally when people comment “he’s mine [chafacter] better get away from my man” ICK imagine in the tags you just put every reader pairing possible as a jic disclaimer like “reader and Tullia talk to men so beware!”

I always found the rival characters so funny like why are you jumping me when I’m trying to get to the next city no I don’t wanna battle you rn LMAOO it’s funny in how like every version you end up teaming up and double battling the villain team somehow but the way they come and go was always so funny to me

When you first said may I thought you meant May from pokemon but now I realize…anyways love Tullia sooo glad to have her alive!!

LMAOOOO Lowk I had a subconscious thought like galvanthla interesting choice (i personally collected joltiks bc they looked cute LMFAO) Isagi the most basic of basics so an all basic team is perfect for him LOL I mean hey you gotta have an op basic pokemon somewhere right I already consider infernape relatively more niche amongst most popular pokemon too LOL

Otoya using his pokemon as chick magnets is so real LMAOO I wanna analyze the breloom yuki vibe like why does it work so well

Nagi fr got the short end of the stick omg LMAOO ofc it had to be a fire type too for once thank you reo for spoiling him HSHSH

SHSHSBD THATS TOO CUTE I bet chigiri would take sm time grooming and caring for his rapidash too (in line with what we talked about for his hair and skin LOL) sometimes I forget you make money from battling LMAOOO like yeah I just beat your pokemon up now hand me my check

REAL BUT LMAOOO the light blue team never fails for him honestly when in doubt just match the hair color I can definitely see him genuinely having an aurorus and ice types though maybe he’s like (I like them calm and cold unlike my parents) hiori running a fossil pokemon conservation wait id never thought of that that’s also so real….atp this should just be an expanded universe that exists time to world build (on that note imagine Aryu grooms and styles pokemon for coordinators and especially furfrou, I forgot exact which gen you were into pkmn until oops I’ll elaborate if you didn’t get to kalos/xyz)

LMAOOOOO i was already linking up aiku and Brock the moment you brought him in lowk that interaction set up you have is so pkmn verse coded its great

I SECOND THAT if no other inspo comes out lowk pokemon au….guys…..also Noel noa being the actual champion while reos dad just holds the title is actually such an interesting dynamic and would work so well

SHSHS sounds like you’ve got it all down still praying for your safety though all those experiences in one lifetime is crazy

HAHAHA I LOVE THE CHATTER reading the convo responses brings me just as much joy as reading ur actual fics im always down for yap sessions

- Karasu anon

LMAOOO that’s just me irl tbh like i hope that’s what you picture when you think of me 🤩 surprisingly it wasn’t in reference to the oaeu!! someone had just posted that they wished there were more otoya fics because they’ve read all of them already and i was like “just working…working hard to please you” because i am an occasional otoya writer for sure

OMG MR REMARKABLE (i forget if he had an actual name KFNSJSN my brother and i always just called him mr remarkable he’s like that elderly man who has a tv show or smth right??) and HAHA tyyyy 🥹

maybe they do it like that to distinguish him from rin or smth?? idk but it’s specifically only isagi who gets the horrendous hairdos they don’t give ANYONE else that treatment 😭 i fr feel bad for the guy even though idgaf abt him…

bllk karasu’s like “can we switch places” because a universe where otoya’s not as much of a dumbass AND he has the chance to rizz up reader is the universe for him (he def is so pressed that hollyhock karasu never made any moves LMAOOO “wdym you lost her to OTOYA” and hollyhock karasu is like “i never wanted her in the first place 🤔” so bllk karasu is like “WHAT”)

HAHAHA possessed by kaneshiro fr i felt his energy flowing through me in that moment 😭 someone needs to get me on the phone with him like idk much about soccer BUT i can definitely cook in terms of characters and plot!!

I REMEMBER WHEN KURONA FIRST SHOWED UP I HAD TO REREAD THE CHAPTER BECAUSE I THOUGHT I JUST MISSED HIS INTRODUCTION 😭 agreed there’s such a discrepancy between ln/third selection/u20 yukimiya and nel yukimiya!! especially with that rlly cool panel of him in the u20 game where they’re like “his style of soccer is street soccer 😰⁉️” and he looks gorgeous af i was looking forward to more elaboration on that!! like really showing how he plays differently compared to the other players (maybe giving him some special weapon because of that kinda like metavision) it also could’ve been a really cool point of connection between him and kaiser given that both of them kind of learned how to play soccer in unconventional ways…but alas…here we are

NO BECAUSE KUNIGAMI VS ISAGI RIVALRY COULD’VE BEEN SO GOOD it would’ve built up the hype for kuni sm more and him feel much more relevant imo!! honestly along with wanting to know what wc is all about i’ve always wanted to know noel noa’s reaction to it…like his biggest rival from the past has destroyed this child’s body and life and future in order to make a copy of him THAT’S LEGIT INSANE??? kaneshiro could’ve given us such a scrumptious kuni and noa dynamic and then he just didn’t 😭

honestly i think one of the main problems w bllk is that kaneshiro is spreading the cast too thin and making people care about too many characters but it’s impossible to effectively manage such a huge cast given the premise of the story and still have emotional impact when stuff happens to them and that also means that characters aside from the protagonist aren’t given a ton of fleshing out (this is relatively common in shounen sadly…jjk had a similar issue but almost to the next level) where by focusing on lesser characters and just giving them insane depth the story would’ve felt much stronger ☝🏻 like realistically there’s 0 reason for kurona to exist in nel when reo (as per our earlier convos) or yukimiya could’ve easily taken that role and had their characters developed much more!! kiyora could also have been replaced with yukimiya (as much as i love him) and tbh?? get sendou out of ubers and focus more on aryu (how’d he go from number 2 in scoring goals to a defensive player?? flesh him out more instead of sendou literally nobody cares abt him…hot take but only memorable u20 players were aiku sae and shidou the rest did not need to be there), get rid of tokimitsu entirely (show how his nervous personality doesn’t jive with egoism) and give zantetsu + karasu more opportunities to shine in pxg (honestly if they wanted to keep the cutthroat feel of second selection then get rid of nanase too and show how kindness doesn’t cut it in bllk where you need to be insane; that way the cast is still large but these characters aren’t fighting for a main spot they’re more naruhaya-esque) 😰 and another hot take but they should’ve saved all of the other ng11s besides sae until the world cup arc (so no kaiser and lorenzo in nel) to really build the hype and stakes of the wc because rn it’s like…ok the bllkers have already managed to beat lorenzo and the whole kaisagi rivalry is going on so the ng11s don’t feel as threatening?? whereas they could’ve been a really cool obstacle in the wc and would’ve provided a baddie of the week feel and higher stakes without it being boring or random since they’ve been so foreshadowed already with sae

i agree i rlly like the terminally ill aspect it also explains why his pokémon are willing to go along with his possessed body (they’re not able to accept that he’s gone) as well as why isagi knows so much without him being a villain…it’s also just sad to think about like he didn’t want his family to worry about him but he wanted to accomplish his goals so he just pushed forward until he literally couldn’t anymore 😭 also now i’m realizing lowkey kunigami would fit better in barou’s role (given the whole canonical wildcard thing being similar to the possession) however idc because i like barou more

yeahhh unfortunately fandom people can be a little weird to say the least and especially now that i have a decent amt of followers i know there are going to be interesting individuals in my comments so it’s not even worth it to not tag…okay but hear me out i wasn’t even thinking about this when i assigned teams (nagi got his team based on cuddly fluffy vibes and barou got his team as all dark types because of his “villain king” thing and reader was forced to have one of the same pokémon as him for the sibling theme…of barou’s team i liked houndoom the most so that’s what reader got) BUT the parallels between nagi’s starter being arcanine and reader’s being houndoom kinda go crazy?? like they both have huge fiery dogs but as per the pokédex arcanine symbolizes loyalty justice protection etc and houndoom is like death hell horror and whatnot 😭 however as we know nagi’s aura is death and reader’s character’s main theme is love (for barou, for her pokémon, etc) so narratively nagi x reader would be so good…especially if they’re each other’s “rivals” but they’re not really rivals and half of the time are helping each other out…there’s a vision here and it’s cooking imo 🤩 ALSO i’m thinking…hear me out…karasu reminds reader of barou so he becomes like her surrogate older brother while they’re searching for barou and reader is the annoying little sibling karasu never had which makes him respect yayoi more and teaches him responsibility and maturity which in turn makes yayoi finally respect him too 🤔

honestly galvantula is such a random pokémon but realistically in terms of type matchups it’s absolutely CARRYING reader against barou’s team considering dark is weak to bug 😭 honestly it’s such a cool little pokémon i think it’s so fun for her to have it on her team!! and the gyarados plot line is going to be so entertaining (basically she gets scammed into trading a freshly caught pokémon for a magikarp and shenanigans ensue) that i think the basicness is excusable

otoya constantly getting girls via his fairy type pokémon vs reader and tullia being like “ladies STAY AWAY” who wins 😭⁉️ and agreed breloom + yuki goes so hard…tbh i rlly like steelix and yuki too it works surprisingly well

no literally justice for nagi 😭 the way the government did NOT gaf abt him is crazy like they could’ve at least given him a water type (although tbf he’s meant to show how the pokémon training system takes advantage of people so it makes sense) honestly though i love his character in this au he goes through sm development and his slowburn w the reader will be legendary fr

YOU KNOWWWW chigiri’s rapidash is SPARKLING he def takes such meticulous care of all of his pokémon (same w reo) whereas nagi’s just like eh as long as they’re healthy 😄 KFNJSSB so like manshine trio will be chilling and in their downtime reo will be brushing his cinccino and chigiri will be polishing his rapidash’s hooves meanwhile nagi’s arcanine is rolling in a pile of mud somewhere having the time of its life

hiori and ice types just go so well together (even though he only has one on his team I think 😭) and agreed i can see him retiring from battling after his arc w reader and co and following his actual passion of helping endangered pokémon instead of listening to his parents (maybe karasu inspires him because he also stood up to his family [yayoi] and that gives hiori the courage to do the same)

gen six is where i left off!! i played gen seven (namely moon and a bit of ultra moon) but i didn’t like them that much so as far as i and this au are concerned the pokémon verse ended with xy/oras 🤩 omg wait aryu as a pokémon groomer slays…maybe he’s the one yuki takes his pokémon to before contests?? and perhaps the itoshi bros are mentioned in passing as gym leaders in another region…kaiser as noel noa’s apprentice who’s going to be a new e4 member like isagi (but a bitchier one who never knew barou and never directly interacts with reader) and same with bachira + kunigami (kaiser to replace noel noa, bachira to replace lavinho, kunigami to replace chris prince, and isagi to replace snuffy) there’s just so many different roles that characters can play!! the world building would be so fun

LMAOO honestly aiku trying to be the rizzler but getting cock blocked by big bros otoya and karasu is so funny to me 😭 also speaking of brock link ups since we know karasu and reader are like a sibling duo i’m imagining otoya and tullia to have that brock and croagunk dynamic where she just punches him whenever he flirts with girls because he’s so cringe it’s embarrassing 😰 speaking of tullia atm i’m think she’ll likely end up with either chigiri (since he’ll probably pull up quite frequently as a nagi companion so there’s ample time for development), isagi (since he’s a classic tullia pairing and all), or maybe even hiori?? like her and hiori really hit it off and after the main story is over instead of becoming a show/competition breeder like she planned she decides to go back to his nature preserve and help in breeding for species conservation or something 🤔 many many options fr

NO BECAUSE LISTEN THE TIK TOK AUDIOS ARE BURSTING WITH POTENTIAL FOR THE POKÉMON AU i’m getting soooo many ideas for the story now!! like the entire gyarados arc, the aegislash arc (this one goes crazy because it’s basically “reader and nagi somehow end up in a period drama for an entire arc” yet it makes perfect sense given the pokémon verse and the backstory), EVERYTHING with barou especially the final fight between the cousins (i’ve decided they’ll be cousins but as close as siblings!! so y/n’s mother is barou’s father’s sister and her houndoom is barou’s houndoom’s sister so it’s like three generations of brother/sister-esque bonds making up the story), the random evil team encounters…i’m sure you saw but i put requests on hold for a few reasons: so i can finish the ones i have, work on the oaeu, AND also start this story hopefully!! also i want to deny people from requesting for a bit so the hype is built for my 1k event whenever we reach that milestone FJDJSJSJ

LMAOOO the craziest thing is that’s not even scratching the surface unfortunately i have had many insane experiences with men i’m sure you’ll hear about more whenever they’re relevant to the convo 😭 and YESSS i love chatting w you hehe always a little rush of dopamine when i see the little “anonymous asked you a question” notification on my phone (when tumblr isn’t an OPP and actually gives the me the notifs) 🥹

[biebersxdesires]

THE ONE WHERE: You wanna learn a HSM dance with Justin at 3am

[biebsimagine]

hi!

not sure if anyone cares lol, but a fanfic that i first wrote in 2015 is being edited and reposted on wattpad! i need some writing practice alongside uni and thought this would be the perfect way to do it <3

[hiddenoverseer]

Danger goes around dapping up the crew before sitting in his cushioned chair. For some reason he was always treated like royalty and he never knew why but he knew he was always that nigga.

“Aiight, so let's talk business now that D is here.” the boy in the blue shirt said.

“Choppo send him in!” the boy in the white shirt yelled at the guard.

His close friend named Tilo made him a fat blunt. He handed it to him. Danger lit his blunt and took a big pull; inhale...exhale. He sunk into his seat relaxed and ready for business. The Guard pushed the man in making him stumble. The 5’6-foot man was nervous, sweat dripping down the side of his temple.

The room was quiet... Too quiet; nothing but the faint music from the club. Dangers eyes; a well of jet-black ink, held a gaze more fearsome than a black mamba. A blunt in between his index and middle finger, a trail of smoke escaping from his nose and lips like a dragon as it danced its way to the ceiling above them. In one hand a gun lay loosely, his finger gently pressed against the trigger sending a bullet millimeter away from the 5’6 ft boys face and onto the wall behind him.

The walls were bullet proof but filled with a soft material to make the bullet sink into the walls. The man flinched and stood still frightened that a bullet was that close to his face. Danger who is not bothering to address the subject he leaned in on his knees. Danger looked at Tilo, nodding giving him a signal to talk.

“We gonna get straight to the point, my bro doesn’t want no chit chat. He doesn’t work with snakes. We all know that right?” “Listen... I didn’t-.” the man started talking until he was quickly interrupted with nothing but excruciating pain throughout his body.

The scream was horrific. It felt like he was being ripped apart from the inside out. Everyone looked at Danger who was intensely staring at the man. No emotion, no actions to signal that he was hurting him in any type of way. They all turned their attention back to the man who was now soaking wet. His screaming now turned into shrieking; sounding like torturing souls from the pits of hell.

Something inside of his body starts being sucked from the inside out. The black boy skin tone starts to fade and the fat from his body starts to slowly decade, his cheeks start to sink in and the life from his body slowly disappears. He now starts to shrivel up like a dried-out date. He lets out one last shriek before he turns to dust. A shrike of light bolts into Danger; it was so quick that no one notices.

Everyone was confused as to what just happened. No one ever actually seen Danger kill anyone; but there were very vividly disturbing stories about him. The only person that knows the truth is his right-hand man. Danger normally doesn’t do it in front of them but for some reason he wasn’t having such a good day so he didn’t really give a fuck.

I you like it, read more by clicking the link please! 😊🥰

[imaginesheaux-blog]

Completely forgot about my belieber past lool 

Can’t believe the last time I was on this blog was in 2016 and my posts are still being reblogged 😲  Would anyone be interested in new AUs? I know Justin is married now but I’m bored in lockdown with nothing to do lol. The AU doesn’t have to be about Justin either, I can write them about anyone.

[yourmypurpose]

OFFICALY RE-OPEN FOR REQUESTS

Guys I'm open for requests of any kind. If it's not justin bieber related that is okay also ❤❤

[sunsetlamp-blog]

I have every reason to believe “Queen” by Shawn Mendes is about Justin Bieber

[jb-xo]

pls father my children thanks xx

[biebervibez]

Spy mission || Part 2

READ PART ONE

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Justin made it back safely. However, he wanted to know the truth and you were afraid to tell him everything.

" I swear I was going to tell you..." You say quietly as you fiddled with the rocks near you.

He doesn't look at you. "I could have killed you..." He says clenching his jaw. You knew he was angry.

"But you didn't...."

"Y/N, how did you even find me?" He says finally looking at you. You look at him before looking at the distance. You had to tell him the truth, he's going to find out sooner or later. You take a deep breath before looking at him once again.

"Do you remember the day you dropped your things?" You say as Justin nods slowly waiting patiently for you to continue.

"I didn't know it was you at first until I saw your ID, and you turned out to be the guy my boss sent to find."

"So were you just going to use me? Then leave me? Or terminate me?" He says almost in disgust.

"At first." You admit, feeling ultimately guilty. Justin shake his head chuckling sarcastically.

"I can't fucking believe you"

You look at him annoyed. "I said at first. It was my mission. You were going to kill me the exact same damn way so don't act like I'm some sort of monster." You had a point and he couldn't argue with that.

"I fell in love with you the minute I laid eyes on you. You know that. The difference between you and me is that I fucking told you who I was and what you dye your hair put eye contacts in just to accomplish your mission?!" Justin yells a he runs his fingers through his hair in frustration.

"Did you even love me at all?" He says hurt.

"Of course I love you..." you say before walking towards him. "I remember researching you for hours the night my boss gave me the mission".

"Well that's not creepy at all" He says sarcastically causing you to roll your eyes. "Says the person who has 20 folders about me" you say and you swear you saw him smile a little.

"Anyways, I saw you and damn" you say as your fingers run under his shirt, tracing the outline of his abs.

"I was so fucking into you..." you whisper near his ear before placing a small kiss onto his neck.

Justin curses under his breath before biting his lip. "Aw come on this isn't fair."

You giggle before placing both hands gently on his jaw. "I do love you, I promise. Please don't be angry anymore. We wanted the same thing and how was I suppose to know you would turn out to be one of the sweetest guys I've ever encountered in my life." You saw smiling.

Justin looks at you and he can't help but smile. "I love you too, I mean you're absolutely right. How was I suppose to know that my enemy would turn out to be the love of my life."

He grabs your waist before pulling you in for a kiss.

You knew you both had lost your jobs for rebelling against your sides but at this moment you didn't care. All you wanted was to be with him. With all the time you spent setting aside differences, you felt as if the world was at peace. You loved him and he loved you.

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THE ONE WHERE: He has the hottest fans in the world and you're the prove of it.